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themermaidpirate · 5 months
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I'm so fucking tired. Tw for the tags: death mention, SI mention, SH urge mention
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My frustrations kick in y'all 😊😊😊
I've decided on it now. If I can't find Dom reader x sub slashers THEN I WILL COOK IT MYSELF LIKE HEAR ME OUT. READER ALSO BEING A SLASHER AND KNOWS HOW TO MAN-HANDLING SOME B*TCH-A$$.
By the way this is the first time I write smut or NSFW so I'm sorry if it's bad 👉👈
Summary: Slashers with a Dom amab s/o man-handling them(except for Jason, Bubba and Thomas they deserve praise and gentleness instead).
Trigger warning: Dom AMAB reader, first time writing smut/NSFW, reader man-handling these beefy murderous men, murders, slightly sadistic reader, unhealthy(?) sh-ts, maybe some masochist k!nks with the slashers, some part would mention reader being a killer.
Prepare for: cock-warming, s&m, dacryphilia, rough sex, blood kinks, choking, men tiddies, bruises, reader has ten inch cock, praise kink, cream pie, possibly hate-sex, angry sex, marking(biting & hickeys)
Michael Myers -
Man tried to kill you, but then boom you overpowered him and fucked him instead, and so he got addicted.
He loves the way you tackled him onto the ground, pinning him down there, his legs folded over your shoulders while you snapped your hips onto him mercilessly.
And his boner will get harder if you choke him.
You can also listen to his heavy breathing under his mask, his silent grunts and quiet moan.
I gave you a ten inch cock so you're welcome.
After that, he will stalk you everyday until you decide to fuck him again.
You both have blood kinks.
I would like to think Michael will try to assert dominance over you and gets you more frustrated and fuck him more harder.
Will gladly let you pull and pinch his nipples harshly.
Imagine him shivering underneath you while you mark his chest and your cock slamming deep into him. 😩😩😩
Imagine when you pulled out of him while you were finished. Your thick cum leaking from his hole and he lifts his head up at you, trembling. And you could see his pleading eyes under his mask.
His neck, shoulder and chest are all over with bite marks and hickeys from you. You could see the bruises forming on his hips that come from your strong grip on them.
WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT MMMMMMM-
Brahms Heelshire -
Man is a brat, I wouldn't be surprised if he was left on his bed exhausted badly, his hips all swollen with your seed dripping down from his hole.
Man will start frustrating you on purpose just to fuck him.
Imagine if he was begging while he was sitting on your lap, legs wrapped around your waist as you pounded into him MMMMMMM-
But don't be too harsh though, give him a few praises about how good he is at taking your ten inch cock 🥰🥰
You would actually give him some aftercare though. Which you're kinda clumsy at it-
Ruffles his hair and buries your face onto while fucking him HRMGHHHHH-
Imagine listening to him begging you to either go harder if you're teasing him but then crying for you to slow down when you get rougher with him.
Would love it if you wrapped your arms around him when fucking him.
Give him some smooches the next morning though. And don't forget to take care of him because thanks to you his legs give up and his hips would hurt a lot.
Bo Sinclair -
I can see you completely messing this man up.
I don't think he'll sink in very fast at first. I bet he'll tease you about you being not rough enough, which he's going to regret about it later.
Imagine he goes from a cocky, confident and bratty man to an exhausted, crying mess underneath you.
Imagine him screaming and crying for you to slow down, his back arching while you slammed deep into him mercilessly. You gripped onto his hips and his legs wrapped around your waist desperately.
But do give him a little aftercare(I think he would rather take care of himself) and comforting reassurances or this experience will become his biggest humiliation in life.
Don't mention it to his brothers, please.
And even if he did enjoy being man-handled like this by you, he would never admitted it.
Unless he wanted another round.
Jason Voorhees -
He's one of the exceptions.
Maybe like pinning him onto the bed, holding onto his wrists besides him while you thrust into him.
GIVE HIM PRAISES AND SMOOCHES DURING IT.
I swear please I know he's a tough guy that always takes lots of attacks from his victims when hunting them BUT PLEASE BE GENTLE WITH HIM-
He loves you, so you're returning the love to him.
Would gets horny and can't help himself to fantasy about you fucking him when you're killing some victims that steps into the camp.
SMOOCH AND KISS HIS BIG MAN TIDDIES.
Give him aftercare when you're done. Giving him smooches, praising him while cleaning him up. HRGHHHH-
Billy Lenz -
He fucking asked for it so ye-
He would love it if you choked him while slamming into him hard and deep, he would cries, scream and moans in pleasure as you fucked him roughly.
I'd like to believe he's a masochist.
Mf once sliced your face just to anger you to fuck him, and it succeeded.
Bite him and mark him, gripping his hips so hard that he'll be bruised while his sources of breathing gets cut off by your strong palm holding a tight grip on his neck.
Ah yes another blood kinks.
Passed out after he orgasmed. Which you just left him there.
Bubba Sawyer -
Also one of the exceptions.
LIKE HE'S JUST A SOFT BABY BOY HRHEJJEHSH-
Imagine squeezing onto his chubby soft body, while you slowly thrust into him, whispering soft praises to him.
Imagine him babbling and making few soft moans and whines and giving you some sloppy kiss HURGRHEH-
Please don't push your whole ten inch cock into him though you'll break him if you go too deep.
COCK WARMING WITH BUBBA HEHEJHEHS-
Squeezes, kisses and suck on his nipples gently. Holy shit I can imagine it as a whole experience in heaven.
PRAISE HIM, PRAISE HIM AND HE'LL BE SO HAPPY HEUHSHSGSH-
Give him aftercare, cleaning him up and holding onto him gently and lovingly. Whispering praise into his ears will made he melts into your embrace again.
Don't mention this to his brothers though. Cause you know Bubba definitely won't like the teasing from them.
Thomas Hewitt -
Another exceptions.
Like Bubba, BE GENTLE WITH HIM PLEASE.
But I think he can take your ten inch cock fully into him though so-
Praise him about how good he was at taking your whole length, and about how handsome and hot he is right now.
COWGIRL POSE WITH THOMAS CAUSE YES
Wouldn't mind and would gladly let you mark his tiddies up.
Imagine him groaning and moaning your name quietly while bouncing on your cock.
He would ask for you to be a LITTLE faster though.
Give him aftercare, smooches and praise him.
And of course don't mention this to his family, especially Hoyt.
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Man I went coo coo crazy didn't I?
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moodywyrm · 11 months
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Not annoying at all, as a matter of fact I'd love to know those thoughts if you don't mind sharing 👀
omg hi!! im so normal abt this totally didn't freak out when this came in <3 also this got,,,,, a lil out of hand I fully intended on just doing hcs but I can never follow the plan to save my life so <3
abby and a gf with nipple piercings ,,,,, where do I start,,
if you've had them since Before you two got together, they're such a fun little surprise that she discovers and promptly goes insane over. because the first time she sees them isn't during sex, it's during a sleepover.
you're staying over at Abby's for the first time and, because you're gonna sleep there, you're not wearing a bra. the fabric of your sleep shirt is thin, so the second you walk out of the bathroom after having changed into your pajamas, Abby zones in on the lil bumps under your shirt. because she knows what nipples look like and those have something Special to 'em. but she doesn't want to bring it up to you because what if you think she's a creep for staring? (spoiler: you don't! this is abby fucking Anderson! she could anything and you're like whatever you say momma)
but she cannot stop fucking staring! especially if you have fun jewelry, like the hearts. you're sitting back against her chest, trying to just Watch The Movie, but you can feel Abby's eyes boring into you. The neckline of your shirt is low, stretched out from years of use, and she can just barely see the tops of your tits, and Jesus fuck she's gonna start drooling if she keeps imagining how pretty your tits must look with pierced nipples. Her hands are resting on your tummy, but she wants so so badly to drag them up just enough to brush against your nipples.
She's so not slick about it either, twitchy hands creeping up your tummy until you huff and grab them. "You okay there, Abs?"
"I- Uh, um, yeah, I'm fine, why?"
"Because you're all nervous and shit, is it 'cause I'm staying over?"
You hear her swallow, and shift you around until you're straddling her lap, staring at her with concern. "No, no it's not that, promise."
"Then what it is?" You ask, rubbing at her shoulders to try and soothe her. As you do, you see her eyes flit down to your chest and it clicks. "Oh, I see."
There's a lilt in your voice that makes Abby sweat, suddenly very needy for the weight of you in her lap. "Uh, um, I don't know what you're talking about."
You lean forward, pressing your arms in a bit closer, arching your back to push your chest forward. "I think you do."
Abby gulps, and you take the opportunity to pull one of her hands from your waist and slide it up under your shirt until her finger tips are brushing at the hard metal jewelry.
"Shit," Abby gulps, her entire body on edge. She looks up at you with these big, needy eyes, borderline whimpering, "Can I?"
"Go ahead, baby"
And she's off, rolling the buds between her finger tips with one hands and helping you pull your shirt off with the other. Once it's off, Abby whines, taking in the sight of your pierced nipples, harsh metal against soft skin.
She leans forward, pulling one nipple into her mouth and toying with the piercing, giddy with the way you moan for her.
"Sh-shit, that's it baby," You whimper, holding the back of her head to your chest and panting.
Abby's moans are muffled, her praises only heard in the split seconds were she detaches to suck at your other nipple.
"So – mmh– so fucking pretty"
"Mmm, can't get enough of these – mmh– pretty fucking tits–mmh – fuck"
She's pawing at you, trying to grind your hips down into her as she's sucking at your nipples, trying and failing to keep her composure. Your tits are covered in spit and bite marks, nipples swollen and needy when Abby pulls away and presses a rough kiss to your lips, making you throb.
"Go get on the bed baby, gotta grab something."
n e wayz she's so. abby please. literally want nip piercings so bad abby pls one chance just one <3
also: abby with her gf's nipple piercings
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wutheringmights · 21 days
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I finished rereading The Song of the Lioness quartet by Tamora Pierce a couple of days back. I already talked about the first book in a post that garnered more attention than it deserved. I guess we were all happily reminiscing about the menstruation scenes together, or Tortall fans are so starved for content they (we) will reblog anything.(Understandable. I too am starved for a thriving Tortall fandom.)
I'm too lazy to make separate posts about each book, so we're just going to do a mega post covering the second, third, and fourth book.
Unlike last time, I will be giving a little criticism to this series. I still love it endlessly, but there were a few things about the prose I thought was interesting that I want to talk about a bit.
So, without further ado~
In the Hand of the Goddess
I think this one is my favorite one, despite how rushed the plot it. It contains all of my favorite plot points, like awkward romances with George and Jon, attending knight lessons, and a little summer war. Fun stuff.
But it definitely feels rushed. I really wish someone told Pierce to make this a 12 book series, expanding on Alanna's years at the castle. It would have gone so far to better develop the romances and the friendships in these books.
I am fascinated by what Pierce chose to skim over. Characters would die or kiss for the first time off screen, with the prose resuming with Alanna reacting to it. It demonstrates an understanding of character work that I personally adore and try to emulate in my own writing-- the real bones of a story being in how characters respond to fantastic events as opposed to the fantastic events themselves.
Also, the whole veil spell Roger cast in objectively stupid, and I mean that in the most affectionate way possible. You're telling me that Roger used magic to make Alanna lose interest in doing anything about the obviously evil things he was doing? That's fucking hilarious. You know an editor came back to Pierce and asked her to come up with a reason why Alanna wasn't just going to spring into action at the first sign of Roger trying to kill her, only for Pierce to come up with this. It's so silly. I love it.
Woman Who Rides Like A Man
Did this book age poorly? Yes, but not as badly as I remembered. That's not a stirring defense, and it's really not meant to be.
The Bahzir are a mess of Orientalism, and Pierce definitely deserves criticism for not only the way she wrote them but for the ways in which she frames their cultural practices as something that needs to be fixed. Having Alanna want to force them to change their culture to suit her beliefs is not a great look for both the character and the writer. And that's not even getting into the whole assimilation plotline.
But I did enjoy Pierce's attempts to expand on the definition of womanhood, especially as a part of Alanna learning to embrace femininity. There is this running thread in these last two books of Alanna learning about all the different ways to be a woman and choosing for herself what her gender means to her. It's not done particularly well, and anyone looking for a revolutionary examination of gender roles and identity is going to be sorely disappointed. But there's an attempt here that I can't help but appreciate.
This book is also where Pierce starts to slow the plot down, which lends it to having the most reasonable pacing out of the bunch. That being said, it's also the book where the lack of development for a bunch of the side characters start to hurt. I really wish Gary or Raoul joined Alanna in the desert. Raoul gets his moment in the sun with the Protector of the Small books, but Gary remains largely forgettable. In fact, I spent this entire read-through convinced this man dies at the end of the last book, if only because I can't remember where he appears in any of the other books.
Lioness Rampant
This book somehow has the improved pacing of the third book while still feeling rushed. The quest for the Dominion Jewel really should have been it's own book, if only to give Thayet and Buri more room for development. Thayet in particular really needs her moment to shine, especially when she continues to be an important character in the other series.
But do you know who did get a lot of screen time? Liam.
Remembered shit about this guy before going into this book. I could only vaguely recalled disliking him as a kid, but not as much as I venomously hated Jon. (Speaking of which-- I love the way this man is realistically shitty. Him getting dumped by Alanna is always my favorite scene.) But Liam? Fuck that guy. Holy shit. I give full applause to Pierce for portraying the important milestones every girl goes through growing up, which includes having a situationship that is so shitty that it becomes essential character development.
Roger's return feels very... cheesy? I think Alex should have stepped up to be the final villain on the story. Unlike Roger, Alex was Alanna's friend. They have history. The betrayal would have imbued that final fight with so many more emotions than it ultimately had. I also would have liked Alanna to have at least meaningfully talked to Alex sometime before the climax.
Honestly, it's impressive how reactive Alanna is as a character in the last half of the book. She doesn't seek out how to stop Roger's plan, or fix Thom, or anything. Other characters make plans and she just... waits for something to go wrong.
That being said, by virtue of Alanna's relationships with George, Liam, and Jon all happening sometime in this plot, this book becomes a good place to look to get the full berth of how Pierce handles romances. Which, I love her approach. The romances are never over the top or, for lack of a better word, too romantic. It's very down to earth, with characters dating, marrying, or breaking up for realistic reasons.
Jon and Alanna were friends who broke up because they had different life plans. Liam and Alanna broke up for having fundamentally different values. As much as I bitch about how shitty Jon and Liam are, they're not cartoonishly evil. They're just a little shitty the way most of your exes will be. Jon and Liam are men could find love with someone else. They just aren't suited for Alanna.
Meanwhile, the most romantic things George does are wait for her and be supportive. He doesn't fight or get territorial. He makes his feelings clear, then waits for Alanna's cues. Alanna definitely loves him, but she ends up with him in the end because their lifestyles and core beliefs meld together. There's no grand romantic gesture or whirlwind affairs. They are just a good pair.
I have read stories with far heavier focuses on romance, and none of those couples feel as perfect as Alanna and George. Those stories prioritize all the gooey moments over showing why the main couple should get together. For how little romantic interactions they have, you believe these two could have a successful marriage. Perfect stuff.
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Over all, I really enjoyed rereading these books. For all my griping, I still love the story. I love Alanna. She's a character who is fundamental to my soul. No matter where I am in life, I will always want to open these books and find her again, to walk back into Tortall and join her on her quest to be a lady knight.
My copies of the series come with forewards from a previous edition. In one of them, Pierce wrote that this series started off as an adult fantasy story that was much darker and edgier. I need to know what that story looks like, what happened in it. Pierce can claim as she wants that she hardly remembers what it looks like, but I refuse to believe that. Release the unedited first draft, Pierce. I am begging you.
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j0eyj0rdis0n · 7 months
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HEYYYYY i just wanted to say i love ur work <3 and secondly
i wanted to ask if you’ve seen the a24 movie pearl (2022)? cuz like i had a creepypasta request idea based of a pearl scene😭 it’s where toby gives fem-reader like stockholm syndrome and she becomes really clingy to him. And so one day he tells her that he’s gonna be right back and reader starts overthinking and assuming that he’s leaving her forever. AND THENNN she says the infamous pearl lines “NO! WHY ARE YOU LEAVING ME IF I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG! I DONT UNDERSTAND I THOUGHT YOU LIKED ME!!!!”.
then they have a huge fight to which it turns into reader trying to hurt toby and toby just calming her down in anyway tehe :3
Hey love! I unfortunately haven't seen the movie as I'm not really one for movies at all, but I've certainly seen this clip circling on TikTok. It was super intriguing and it made me want to see it but I just haven't had the chance. For not seeing the movie I hope that this is at least somewhat accurate! Thank you for the ask!
Also I have some works ready for Kinktober! I only picked some of the prompts, I’ll start on day 6 so get ready!!
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WHY ARE YOU LEAVING ME?! - "TICCI" TOBY
"Y/N I'll be back s-soon. Ma-asky has been in a s-shit mood 'bout this mission." Toby grumbled as he tied his boots.
"What..?" You looked up at him quickly from the dishes you were washing. "Why are you leaving me...?"
"Y/N, it's j-just for a m-mission." He sighed, realizing that this would be coming the longer he kept you here with him alone. "P-promise it won't be long."
The look of confusion and hurt on your face was evident. He hated it when you got upset like this. How was he supposed to explain any further that it was only a short mission? He felt like he couldn't ever explain anything to you. It was starting to get rather irritating too.
"You don't want to stay with me?" You questioned, your tone slowly growing angry. Your hands letting a plate clatter to the counter.
"Don't st-start with that. I told you! A sh-short mission!" His tone began to match yours, with a rough twang of anger. He tied his boots up with white knuckles before standing up and glaring at you.
"Don't leave me!!" You screamed, not bothering to wipe your wet hands off as you grabbed his wrist. "Why don't you love me?! I haven't done anything wrong!! Why do you keep leaving?!" Your voice grew hoarse as you screamed louder, practically begging for him to stay. "Toby please! Please don't leave!" You tried to pull his hand from the doorknob with tears streaming down your face.
"L-let go Y/N! I have t-to go!" He shouted back, ripping his arm from your grasp and throwing the door open.
"NO! NO! DON'T LEAVE ME!" You cried, watching him walk out in a huff.
You ran after him, kicking up dirt with each long stride. You grabbed onto his shirt, trying to drag him back inside. "Please Toby! Please I need you!"
He shrugged off your advances, continuing down the dirt road. If he wanted you for himself so badly then why was he leaving?! They had more than enough manpower to get missions done without him. You could barely survive without him! How dare he leave you like this! His pace didn't stop you from continuing your chase. Picking up a hatchet leaning against the picket fence you ran with rage in your eyes and anger in your heart.
"You're not leaving!!" You shouted, bringing the hatchet above your head, ready to swing at him.
He turned quickly, dodging your swing and wrestling the hatchet out of your small hands. "What on e-earth do you think y-you're doing?!" He shouted, throwing the hatchet far into the dirt as he got up in your face. "You're going to k-k-kill me for trying ta' leave? What the f-fuck is your problem!?" He took a moment to pause, staring you down with a look that could probably kill. "Get the f-fuck inside. Now."
When you didn't respond to his words, he grabbed your wrist with enough force to shatter it completely, dragging you towards the house. He threw you on the couch, pointing an accusing finger at you as he continued his yelling spree.
"I do all this for y-y-you! Be fuckin' grateful!"
It was only when he saw tears spring to your eyes that he went quiet. Yes he was upset you were making such a big deal out of one short mission, but he wasn't upset enough to make you cry from yelling at you. He let out a defeated sigh, taking a seat next to you on the old couch.
"S-sorry... I shouldn't have y-yelled... You gotta k-know missions aren't optional... I really gotta go Y/N..."
You sat defeated, tears streaming down your face. You hated it when he left, and no amount of reassurance made you feel better. Every time he left, you felt a piece of your heart break.
All you could do was nod, letting him stand without protest. Toby gave you a gentle kiss on the forehead before heading out the door once more.
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lewishamil10n · 1 year
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man all the recent comments about how "val is so much happier now that he's no longer in mercedes" annoy me soooo much. and it's not even because i'm a merc fan! i agree his situation at merc wasn't the best, but the way people go on about how mistreated he was and how he's finally Free is so fucking annoying. not to mention straight up inaccurate.
first of all, can we stop woobifying the grown man who's made his own choices? thank you.
now that that's out of the way — valtteri's journey in f1 is something that's kinda super fucking personal to me, but also to him, right, obviously. because he was so fucking intense back when he was in williams, even initially at merc, and a lot of it was because he put so much pressure on himself to succeed. keep in mind he doesn't come from money, either. his parents are working class. it's not a stretch to imagine how much they must've sacrificed for him to be able to be where he is. that is an insane amount of pressure to succeed. on top of that, he was constantly told his body type is holding him back, that he needed to lose more weight, that he needed to be lighter. to the point that he had a motherfucking eating disorder. that he went and got help for, yes, but god, EDs fuck with you so bad. so fucking bad, take it from me. i don't think his eating habits got healthier until the current weight regs were announced. fucking imagine your team telling you that you need to starve yourself and be lighter or your car won't be fast. fucking imagine remembering all the shit your family went through just to get you into this exclusive sport for rich people, so now you HAVE to make it worth it.
on top of this, valtteri joined merc after the whole nico shitshow went down. i don't doubt that's part of why toto only kept him on one-year contracts (despite being his friend, and his manager prior to merc) — because drivers on one-year contracts live in constant fear of their seat being taken away if they put even a toe out of line. on top of that, valtteri, who wanted so bad to win a championship that he believed the one-year contracts and all that was worth it, was competing with lewis hamilton. he says it himself that it took him a long time to admit to himself that he's just not as good as lewis. but god, he TRIED, he tried so FUCKING HARD, man.
the valtteri we see now, the fun goofy guy who's living his best life — it took a lot for him to be able to become this valtteri, okay. i genuinely think he's one of the only drivers on the grid that actually realized how terrible the sport was for his health, and who then decided he wasn't going to let it ruin him. that's why he's letting himself be happy now. it's not because he was being held down and tortured by merc specifically or whatever narrative people fucking love peddling. it's because he's finally happy with who he is and where he is in life and he's letting it show instead of making racing his entire existence.
like it's literally so fucking irritating because it's so obvious who actually loves valtteri and who just loves slandering merc. valtteri himself has been given so many chances to slander merc, he's been baited well n good by the media all last year, and he's never said a single bad thing about them even though he so easily could. if he hated it so much why does he still hang out with lewis regularly. why does he still travel with toto in his jet? because they're his friends. he doesn't hate them, he doesn't blame them. but ofc people ignore all this when spinning their shitty narrative that victimizes valtteri for no fucking reason just to prove a point. god if you cared this much about drivers being treated badly you'd have a better case to make with checo in rbr or danny ric in mclaren or mick in haas (but that's another post for another day lol).
TLDR — stop fucking acting like merc tortured valtteri for realsies and he's 'enjoyable' now because he's 'free of them' fuck you he was always enjoyable y'all just want any excuse to shit on merc
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fanfrom-hell · 6 months
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"Vivienne can't write female characters 😀"
My honest reaction to this was "What the fuck-".
However, I can't blame anyone for this perception of all this, after all, the show is mainly based on male stories as silly as it may sound. We don't have many female characters as lead characters, and even as quite little has been revealed about them so it's obvious that such voices will appear. However, I feel like objecting to this, which I will also do here.
I could write about each character separately, however, I will give it up because no one would really want to read it then. Instead, we take to the fire our dear Millie, who as I read in one comment on tiktok "is only there to be Moxxi's girlfriend". Nothing could be further from the truth.
We know quite little about her as the 8th episode of season 2 is about to come out, but we can put points on which I can rely when explaining that our beloved creator of our beloved show knows what she's doing.
- She comes from a family of many children
- She always puts others above herself
- She dated Chaz (I know this may not seem relevant however I will explain it, I promise)
So let's start with point one. It was mentioned more than once in the show that Millie has siblings. As far as we know one sister and several brothers. In all of this, she must be the youngest because we're not kidding ourselves, Sally seems older than her (not by much still, though) and it was mentioned that one of her brothers got married, and we didn't see any at her parents' house which clearly indicates that they moved away and have lives of their own.
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Instead, it may translate to that expectations from her older siblings were simply translated to her. That since they did something then she must do it too. Besides, at the end of the episode we ourselves can hear her parents reproaching her because she failed to completely defend herself against Striekar. They said, among other things, that she could afford to do more, and just from the look on her face alone we can easily deduce that she doesn't have the slightest desire to be with them if they are going to tell her that.
Her efforts were always insufficient for them, it was never good enough no matter what she did. This instead translated into point two: Putting the needs of others above her own.
She always tries her best to make others feel comfortable. She comforts them, concedes a point, tries to find compromises, even if it's at the expense of keeping her feelings inside. She tries her best, however, this is not always good for herself which is rather obvious. She is willing to put herself in real danger to defend her loved ones and never looks at the consequences. She can also panic a bit when she is unable to do anything. In fact, "a little" is an understatement, and we can see it in episode 6 of season 1 where she literally screams at Loone to open the portal, and gets a small breakdown when at first Blitz and Moxxie disappear from her sight while in danger.
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Well, and swimmingly we move on to Chaz. We all know what this guy was like. Personally, I think he dated Millie before Moox and shortly after Millie moved into town which would make sense. This relationship may have become increasingly tiresome for her, Chaz may have been demanding too much from her. I wouldn't be surprised if he urged her to have sexual encounters when she refused or play a little on her weaker sides completely even unconsciously. This, of course, could have hurt her really badly, even after the breakup by which she could have been closed off to new acquaintances. So that's about all I have to say, think it over and then ask yourself again if after what I've said Vivienne still doesn't have any skills to write female characters. I'm already tired so that's it for now one if you have any questions feel free to ask them if you feel like it
Ps. Is it just me her scars on her hands and leg looking a bit like sh?
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chuuyrr · 2 years
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Hiii i can i request for a headcanon of teen! genz scarlet witch like just her quoting a vine or a meme in a daily basis, has broken sense of humor like she could just watch a vine or meme that wasn't even that funny to others but to her it's like the most hilarious thing she ever seen(minus the dark humor jokes) How would gojo and her uncles along with toji and her friends react to her personality. Please free to disregard this if you feel uncomfortable doing writing this headcanons. hehe ty!
scarlet witch! fushiguro! reader as a gen z headcanons
jujutsu kaisen x reader
masterlist of the series
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╰➤ CW(s): possible spoilers for jujutsu kaisen, themes of crack, teen! reader being a gen z and having a broken humor content, dad! gojo & dad! toji being boomers (jk), not proofread because im lazy at the moment & it's 1am
╰➤ PAIRING(s): platonic! jujutsu kaisen x reader
oh my god this request is literally it. tbh, i had fun writing this thank you for requesting and for being patient!! enjoy reading anon dearest, and you're always welcome ♡
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headcanons !
you're always seen smiling and laughing about those vine or meme-like videos you see online. whenever you show them to gojo or toji, they're like, "uh-huh, that's nice kikufuku/angel." but like, they really don't get what's so funny about that lawnmower soaring through the sky with some girl singing a high note, or that "f re sh a voca do" one, or literally the vines and memes you show them every single time.
being a "typical" gen-z, you have your slang in your vocabulary that poor gojo and toji just can't seem to get the hang of.
"periodt" uh, are you on your period or are you talking about the exclamation mark?
"slayy" do you mean to kill? what?
your adoptive and biological fathers are so confused when you just start quoting vines and memes, as well as saying gen z slang on a daily basis. they just can't keep it up that well, but i can definitely see gojo working hard to do so. gojo wants to knows what's in and out for the youth to be able to relate to his students, and not just you.
please, even the king of curses is so fucking confused. he's like, "is this the language that people speak now?" sukuna would have also kicked you out of his domain if it weren't for your almighty chaos magic, rendering him powerless while you hit a woah that one time.
gojo definitely asks the students to translate for him whatever slang you just started saying. the same goes for toji, who asks tsumiki and megumi. 
you got into a heated argument with the higher-ups at one point because they were irritating you with all the special grade missions, and side comments they were throwing at you, and you just started yelling things like, "you're done, you're done." "objection, lack of hairline." "wow, it's internalized misogyny for me." "it's not the vibe, stop." "all of you just had to be fire signs." it both disses and baffles the higher-ups; in either way, gojo is proud.
when it comes to memeing and stuff, you definitely relate to the first and second-year students more, especially yuuji and nobara, because your age is closer to them as a teenager. in fact, you show and do tiktoks with them almost all of the time, from dances to skits. gojo occasionally joins in because he doesn't want to be left out, and he also wants to be able to relate to you and the others.
gojo definitely tells nanami all the gen z stuff he learns from you and his students, and nanami is just like (ㆆ _ ㆆ), because it sounds strange hearing those slangs, vines, and memes from gojo himself.
even when you're sad, you say things like "i'm going through it," and when you're really excited, you do that lowercase scream while shaking your head and opening your hand over your mouth.
you have a very broken sense of humor. they could show you a badly photoshopped picture of something with some random words, and you'd find it really funny even if isn't. you are enigmatic for this personality of yours, but they actually like this side of you. it makes you fun to be around. even if people like gojo, toji, and nanami don't really understand you, seeing you smile, laugh, and be enthusiastic about explaining why those videos and slangs are funny is enough to make them happy.
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hi, if it wont take up too much of your time, could i get a match up for obey me?
i'm 20, male (trans), and unlabled in terms of sexuality though i am fine dating any gender.
personality: I am usually very nervous and quiet when I first meet people, (which a lot of my friends call me emo for 😭) but if I do get to know people I become much more friendly and often make a lot of jokes, though i will always be slightly introverted and shy. however, I am kind and show sympathy and empathy regularly, especially when people need it. I have an issue with sort of acting 'head empty' around my friends, but i do trust that i am mature and have strong ambitions for the future. I often don't discuss this with others as the people i'm surrounded by mostly only like me when i'm funny and stuff. i'm not sure if this is more personality or physical, but I also have times were i don't talk a lot. I can get cold and snappy if people irritate me too much, but am usually quite patient.
I can made judgements on people's characters and get their personality down very quickly, and if i do not like them, I will try keep a distance. however, i can sense when people are using coldness or harshness to hide problems and will either try stick around and subtly help them or make sure they're doing well from a distance. I don't like overly energetic and spontaneous people as i get tired and burnt out easily, and often prefer doing less chaotic activities though I do enjoy watching others do stupid stuff.
I'm an intp-t.
physically: I am 163 cm and 52 kg (so basically i have the build of a malnourished child in a charity ad). I am also chinese, so i carry some ethnic features from there. I have relatively short black hair and pale-ish skin. I have a multiple scars and bruises on my arms, legs and elbows which have come from completely random causes, and also some sh issues. I usually wear oversized sweaters and t-shirts with silly goofy cool prints on them. because i'm ftm, I still have female genitals, though i am on testosterone and blockers for the last two years. planning on getting top surgery soon.
hobbies: swimming, baking, cello, aquascaping, botany, chemistry, taekwondo, marine biology, reading, philosophy, drawing.
other-
I have ADD, ASD, and MDD . currently being medicated for major depression, but it's going badly 💀 also had issues with anger and eating disorders in the past but they've gotten a lot better over the years!
I have a higher iq than most but i forgot the exact number
I have daddy issues so naturally my taste in men is immensely fucked up
I don't have much time on my hands due to being in uni, being in a state/national swim team and a strings orchestra, but if i had a partner i would do my best to try spend as much time with them as possible.
I give love through physical touch and gift giving mostly.
I have a dog, but i had to leave him with my parents when I went to uni :( planning to get a cat one day i love cats sm ughhh
I'm not very used to physical touch or words of affection but I do like it a lot!
Thank you so much for your time! Have a good day :))
Hi Anon! Thank you for your request! I hope you like your matchup!
In Obey Me, I match you with...
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Lucifer is a good balance for you. He’s physical enough without being overwhelming, and quietly supportive.
He’s very observant so he can tell when you want physical affection or words of affection, as well as when you need a break from any displays of affection and will adjust his advances accordingly.
Lucifer’s not excessive with his words of affection. He’d rather let his actions convey his fondness for you. But since he knows you like words of affection, he’ll do his best.
No need to worry about him being overly energetic. I don’t think we’ve ever seen Lucifer “energetic” unless he’s under a spell or someone else is in his body. That’s just not who he is.
His brothers on the other hand…Lucifer knows you’re not fond of people who bounce off the walls every other second so he’ll try to keep his brothers under control. But there’s only so much one demon can do.
Loves listening to you play the cello. He enjoys classical music and finds any little imperfections in your playing simply add character to the song.
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emdotcom · 11 months
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You. Nuance now.
You can like shit that has problematic shit in it, without being a bad person. You don't have to give me a list of EVERY bad thing a piece of media you enjoy does, & why it's bad, but it DOES help to be mindful of that shit. You're allowed to enjoy your bad thing. You don't have to explain it or qualify it to anyone -- you know it's bad, we all know it's bad.
That said, if you watch something with bad shit, people will indeed judge you, or want you to not talk about your thing, or may even avoid you/block you for posting about it. While I know that feels bad, it's just a fact, bud. Those people don't directly want to hurt you, they just feel real strongly, & I think they're allowed to feel that, & I think they're allowed to act on that, to a certain point.
FURTHERMORE, there is a fucking line that you do not, do not, do NOT cross! Where that is will be different for most people, & fuzzy for all. For me, I can tolerate a lot of shit, but another person may not. I also think there is a definitive line you don't cross, which is media that is actively hurting somebody. I find it helpful to ask, "Is consuming this thing harmful? Can I hurt somebody this way?" I.E. you buy the queen terf antisemitism & transphobia game, beaming money DIRECTLY into the queen terf 's bank account, which sh has publicly, VERBALLY said she treats as a person accepting her shit beliefs, & she will then use the money to lobby horrendous bills. You are not enjoying garbage, at this point. You are actively doing something wrong, & you fucking know it, & I don't have the time nor the desire to waste another single goddam breath on telling you that any further.
I am not saying that you are required to go invest in problematic things. I am not saying you need to see something you KNOW will upset you. I am saying you are allowed to keep a list of media that you will never, ever touch, that you hate enough that you will not even talk to somebody about it. I am saying you can block a person over liking a piece of shit media you fucking hate. I am saying you can have a list of things that bug you so badly, that you immediately drop something just for having it, & you don't have to qualify anything on that list to me, or explain why -- you can just avoid that thing -- that's just fine. I am saying you can like something with bad shit in it, & I promise you do NOT need to give me a 5k words essay on why it's bad -- this isn't school, you're not getting Oops I Like Something Bad 😞😔 homework.
I am saying you are human. You are meat & bone, with a bit of electricity running through it. You are fallable. You are allowed to like something that isn't good. You do not have to be forever pure, forever flawless marble, because you are not made of stone, & even if you were, marble is worn down & away, with time. Nothing is infallible or perfect, in this world, & that's nice, actually.
I'm also saying, what a fucking miserable way to go through life, seeing everything that is not perfectly pristine as a sin, as a crime, as something that even an association with makes you guilty. There's so many things to see, to read, to watch, to share, & you're being FUCKING CATHOLIC ABOUT IT??? DO I NEED TO REPENT?? FOR LIKING SOMETHING NOT 10000% CLEAN?? SHOULD I PAY MY FUCKING TITHES OR JUST GET THE LASHES. GRABS YOU. MAIMS.
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werewolftiddy · 9 months
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hi i finally lost my virginity and first kiss yesterday :3
it was a lot of fun, this cute guy made me choke on his dick and fucked both of my holes but he did start off gentle but i'm a little masochistic sooo
i need to get on birth control bc i want him to breed me so badly but i don't actually want to get pregnant ughh
and also i kind of agreed that he can use me whenever he wants while i'm at his place >.>
AND also he doesn't gaf about my sh scars or if a fresh cut opens during sex, the latter may be a turn on bc he's definitely a sadist. he also offered to add a few more scars and like we had just finished fucking but my dick got so hard so fast. also knifeplay is something he's into and he has a piss kink and my god it's turning out we have a lot of kinks in common
also he has a pretty girthy dick, it felt great
OH ALSO. he's really attracted to me bc i'm fat but he also doesn't care if i lose weight bc either way i'll still be cute and hot in his eyes which is perfect bc i've been planning on losing a lot of weight soon like go from 86 kg to like 45 kg or smth like that. (or lower bc i've struggled with ED thoughts since forever)
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rnisa · 2 years
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What’s your take on A and B’s backstory? Especially A, how do you characterize him? Also please accept my drawing of them!
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WAIT HOLY SH-
I WASN'T EXPECTING THIS AT ALL!!! Your artwork is REALLY fucking good. Your lighting and shading is off the charts - especially the gradient effect, that's something I really like to see. I love how you draw masculine features, the eyes came out very nice. Also thank you for your question, I apologize for the hell you've unleashed as I just do not stop talking -- Warnings for way too much nonsensical rambling ahaha. Anyways, my thoughts are below, what are yours?
As far as A's backstory, I sadly have not put much thought into it. I can't recall if it was confirmed A was male or female but I liked to think A was female, as a break from the 90% male cast, honestly. I feel very badly for A. As someone who has struggled with s*icide ideation growing up, it always hurts my heart when young children go through with it. Words can't express the feeling... no child should be pushed to that breaking point. Anyways, A was deeply troubled and had so much pressure, and clearly they saw no way out of their situation. They saw death as their only 'freedom'. Wammy's doesn't sound like the most ethically-run place, but I'll save my thoughts on that for another day.
The only thoughts I have are that I do believe B loved A - for no reason other than I love a traumatic love story. It was unrequited, but B didn't care - he loved A and didn't need A to love him back. He was happy just being around A and was perfectly fine being "best friends forever". I wouldn't even classify it as romantic love, just...you genuinely and unapologetically love this person, and love having them in your life, no matter how that is. No...this love wasn't just black-and-white. Sorry if I'm not making, any sense.
Other than that, I haven't thought of A all that much - so if you have any headcanons, please feel free to submit them. I encourage it and I'd love to read it. Or just @ me in your own posts about it so I could not miss it, if you'd like.
As far as B goes, my thoughts on him have changed quite a bit since re-reading LABB (I had done some headcanons about a month ago before refreshing my memory, so some things I said, I'd like to take back). We know that B was born with the Eyes, but of course, there's no way he could have known what they were, so it took him a while to really understand what it meant. Let's assume by now, he's seen enough death in his life - even indirectly so, such as watching the news - and being as smart as he is, was able to figure out that he was special. At first, before he figured out that seeing numbers and names above peoples' heads wasn't normal, he creeped out his parents by asking, "What do those numbers mean?". He was taken to a few doctors before realizing that it wasn't normal, and at least once was being medicated for a mental illness he didn't actually have. Eventually, once he learned that what he could see was not normal, he lies by admitting that he was just joking. After all, he didn't want to be locked away. Just knowing that he was special, and nobody around him could understand, would be enough to torment anyone. I do think that B felt completely and utterly alone.
I feel like his parents had a strained relationship and at least one of them wasn't around much - I'd like to think he didn't feel much when one of the two died - but the other, he begged not to leave, not to go outside that day, and...well, they did. He felt cursed. He knew that there was something supernatural about him. He had no knowledge of the Death Note, of the existence of Shinigami, but he was just...different.
Now of course, he felt crazy. Part of him wondered if he really was sick, in some way, but what could he do? He struggled. And then, he was taken to Wammy's. The place for "gifted children". Now, we have no backstory of how Wammy found ANY of these goddamned kids, but let me pull something out of my ass real quick for B. I honestly think that he might have specifically requested, if not traveled by foot to the orphanage itself and said, "I'm special, let me live here." If anything, because he had nobody else to take him in. I think he'd do what he could to prove his worth and live there, but either way, Wammy noticed something special was about him. He didn't tell Wammy that he could see lifespans, or see names. He just pulls up saying his full, real name and that was enough to both unnerve and make Wammy curious. B was special after all, so he took him in. The orphanage wasn't great, but it was a place to stay. He'd have food, shelter, and access to comforts he didn't even have while his parents were alive.
And then he met A. As B climbs up the ranks, it's clear he's the "backup". In case A fails. B honestly, didn't care for L at first. He didn't give a single shit, he wanted his own path. What that is, is up to you - but he did not plan on becoming L.
I think B had always been drawn to violence. He'd always been curious about death and by this point, was not afraid of it. His fascination had him buying books, searching the internet, for gore...all in the name of science. He was intrigued by what the human body was capable of, the various stages of decomposition... he was a strange one. If it weren't for Wammy's and the whole L thing, I think he'd've gone on to become an incredible surgeon. Gore, death and blood were not frightening to him, it didn't make his stomach churn. Sure he'd enjoy helping people, but the opportunity to cut people up wasn't all that bad to him either. He'd enjoy the work.
As we know, that isn't how things play out, and he becomes a serial killer...I think A's death was his final tipping point. The final event that just...caused him to snap. He hated L. He hated how A killed themself while trying to become good enough for L. B loved A, and would never forgive L.
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inkbeanjo · 1 year
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12 and 61 from the ask meme for Moni 👀
ougHJK 12: Moni is by far my most chromed out character I've gotten to play- Within the comic/chargen when I was at a table in some 2083 games, she'd started out with a full spinal column replacement and bulkmodded cyberarm along with a suite of nanites and greymatter implants. Largely stuff she'd gotten in her childhood following the accident with massive familial corporate debt to go along with it. In the present day/2085 however, she's gotten a handful more- listing them's probably easier for cursory shit: -cybertits, for maximum gender and finally being able to go flat/stacked whenever she wants. -bladed tail -metal-laced bones -chrome fangs (for the ladies™) -nanoskin (more nanites = more good this is facts) -elastin biomod (more likely to bruise than suffer traumatic or fatal damage) -full tendon shuffle -two additional cyberarms she can slot out on her right side, one of which she cobbled together on her own Despite the accident she's absolutely infatuated with cybernetics- atop giving her a ton of mobility back and then some, she also gets to become a living super fighting almost robot like megaman. 61. goD UHHH So this was around a point where I was trying to tackle some ideas for Moni with my own writing; I'm leaving out a lot of shit 'cause it'd take too long to get into, but the gist and context here is that Moni had just recently attempted to dive into the Resonance and failed. Like failed hard. I'm talking trying to dive to the bottom of a lake and getting tossed and tumbled beneath the waves as you drown for perceptible years hard, complete with depersonalization and disassociation that comes with being shuffled in and out of countless lives, mindsets, and existences contained in what's essentially the metahuman subconscious manifest. She's not doing so well, and had been struggling to get footing anywhere in order to maintain some sense of reality; at one point after she's gotten her bones laced up, realizing she can do funky technomancer shit to her nanites to further bolster her bone lacing as a living lattice, she gets a job to help steal data from a wired host/backdoor. Shit goes sideways almost immediately and high threat response traces us back/arrives within a minute- Moni's not much good on the net and quite literally almost burned herself out again trying to help the team's decker who was using her as a makeshift meatshield don't tell her that. So Moni's at half her track, HTR kicks through the windows and rappels in with guns blazing- and instead of jumping in the gunfight she just calmly walks into the hail of suppressive fire one man's laying down, bullets either thunking into her or plinking off her skin/chrome arm, and carves out his achilles tendon. Shit gets worse and the decker's left unguarded, so she ducks into the room he's holed up in- two HTR fuckers follow after, and all that's between her and them is a flimsy plywood door. Moni rolls a high explosive grenade into the cramped hallway they're standing in, closes the door, and braces herself against it- the gm asks "hey uhhhhh you wanna hide or anything" "nah here's good" Grenade goes off, one HTR goon is gibbed completely- the other's knocked clean off his feet and loses a limb or some shit, like WAY beyond being able to keep up at this point. Moni walks through the fucking smoke having taken only a few boxes of stun and begins cackling like a goddamned villain- at this point this's the FIRST time a firefight's gone completely sideways, and she's not been hurt so badly that she's had to make difficult choices in order to survive. Moreover, while the absolute thrill of coming close enough to death to play grabass isn't enough to be solid footing, it's something. Enough for her, and especially enough for then. But that ONE fucking moment where she steps through the smoldering door frame just to howl with laughter? Her knowing full well that there's jack and shit any of her dirtbag opponents in the shadows can do to her anymore? It makes me giggle a lil bit xwx
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baekhvuns · 2 years
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Bestie uh look at this hot bitch https://twitter.com/PSHsource/status/1528651982914867202?t=cEzABvk3uMb8OhEFG1cnzg&s=19
Gonna end myself I NEEEEED THIS POLA: https://twitter.com/hwaupdates/status/1528623149025112064?t=1LpoyY1Q2bD8Hjj2zUvbqw&s=19 BOXER HWA IS MY ENEMY
Also I ordered the Wonderwall merch, but they announced more and the PCs are different OF COURSE, but I'm gonna be strong and not buy... all I can do is count that one of my friends gets a Hwa photocard and gives it to me <3
Anyways, lil boy: https://twitter.com/MAS_43ver/status/1528650223592931328?t=Gn35XgIhqayf8jnxtFXZ7g&s=19
This reminds me, I haven't s2 of Bridgerton, totally forgot about it lmao, I kinda liked s1 though it pissed me off at times
Wave Hwa makes me think of bad boy SH fic from ateezmakemeweep THE SURFER BOYFRIEND
AK really wrecked us so badly, what an icon. I also couldn't believe because me and Hwa were matching, I was about to change my hair actually, but thought DAMN NOW I'M GONNA RE-DYE THEM RED! #twinsies. Red hair is amazing, but difficult to manage, so I get why it didn't last long, but 2021 was the year of Seonghwa's hair. I thought he won't top red, but DV hair happened and I felt blessed, but that wasn't enough?! He had to go pink ksudurueuhesgsgsg he did it for me
What did you talk about 👂🏼I think we should rob Seonghwa period. He has too many things I want
😳😵😩😊🤤🤯 - me reading about the villain Y/N fic, pls we love a sexy simp 🥰 oh no poor girl though, but she doesn't stand a chance. Make it 80 chapters or 74637k words bestie it's up to you, but I want it to be long af obviously
Oof rip to that fic and many many others. I recently found a link to one work, but I can't access it since it's under "read more" and the author deleted it 💀
I'm the pigeon lady from Home Alone lmao, cat lady too, just animals lady
Yeah the canals look nice, but 🙊 especially when it's really hot. I stayed in places directly on the canals and mmmhmmm nothing like some stinky water first thing in the morning
Exactly. At this point she doesn't even have many shooters left, I only saw some teens being dumb they're probably same as her 🤡 I really can't predict Hybe's decision at this point, but I doubt she'll be back, this is too big. I saw their stage the title was LE SSERAFIM - Fearless (without Garam) and I screamed ejudisdhshshsjd
Yeah another clown moment from the military stans 🤡
No actually Tomorrow had a happy ending! It was kinda open too, a bit cheesy maybe, but I'm glad everyone's good <3 the show was tormenting enough, sure I would love to see more and I have questions so perhaps they rushed it a bit, but the last scene ❤ Also we saw mr man LSH in handcuffs KNEELING... I mean it was a sad moment actually, man was so miserable (but what's new) yet everyone was like skudushdhdhsissyjs sexy man why so sad?!
Now I can't stop thinking about the series, I wanna finish The Sound of Magic but how can I 😭😭😭 when you eventually watch it let me know, cause we need to talk
The tattoo is done! I actually don't know how many I have, cause some are kinda connected but more than 10 for sure - DV 💖
hi hello!
Bestie uh look at this hot bitch https://twitter.com/PSHsource/status/1528651982914867202?t=cEzABvk3uMb8OhEFG1cnzg&s=19
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Gonna end myself I NEEEEED THIS POLA: https://twitter.com/hwaupdates/status/1528623149025112064?t=1LpoyY1Q2bD8Hjj2zUvbqw&s=19 BOXER HWA IS MY ENEMY
BRMQHDKQHDMQHDKW PLS I HOPE U GET IT 😭😭😭😭 SCREAMING HES SO FUCKING FINE IM GONNA START DELULU LEVEL 50 IF HE CONTINUES PLS
Also I ordered the Wonderwall merch, but they announced more and the PCs are different OF COURSE, but I'm gonna be strong and not buy... all I can do is count that one of my friends gets a Hwa photocard and gives it to me <3
you better get a hwa pc or that hwa pola 🔫 LAMINATE THAT POLA BC ITS WORTH TO BE IN A MUSEM PLS,,,, how many merch’s did u buy..
Anyways, lil boy: https://twitter.com/MAS_43ver/status/1528650223592931328?t=Gn35XgIhqayf8jnxtFXZ7g&s=19
i have been avoiding this photoshoot bc it makes me want to write this wedding etl and i 😭😭 CANT DO THIS I WILL WRITE IT AFTER I FINISH THIS ONE
This reminds me, I haven't s2 of Bridgerton, totally forgot about it lmao, I kinda liked s1 though it pissed me off at times
season two >>>>> season one BESTIE WATCH IT WATCH IT !!!!! the chemistry is much better this time,,,, they will piss u off bc tHEY WONT KISS FBWMNDKW but absolutely 100% watch it 🔫
Wave Hwa makes me think of bad boy SH fic from ateezmakemeweep THE SURFER BOYFRIEND
NO BC I DID TOO FHWNFBEK PLS GOSH THAT FIC BROUGHT SOMETHING OUT IN ME WITH THAT DIRTY BLOND HAIR 😩😮‍💨
AK really wrecked us so badly, what an icon. I also couldn't believe because me and Hwa were matching, I was about to change my hair actually, but thought DAMN NOW I'M GONNA RE-DYE THEM RED! #twinsies. Red hair is amazing, but difficult to manage, so I get why it didn't last long, but 2021 was the year of Seonghwa's hair. I thought he won't top red, but DV hair happened and I felt blessed, but that wasn't enough?! He had to go pink ksudurueuhesgsgsg he did it for me
wHAT AN ICON,, my friends get scared when i mention red hair hwa bc they all start going feral nfvvwndbsk FBMWHDKD RED HAIR IS HARD TO MANAGE BC THE COLOUR KEEPS WASHING OFF INTO PINK / CHAMPAGNE 😭😭😭😭 no fr 2021 seonghwa’s hair on top,, im just rly afraid what he’s going to do this time around i 😀 silver or blondy ash better come back 😭
What did you talk about 👂🏼I think we should rob Seonghwa period. He has too many things I want
we actually were planning to meet up but he said they’re a little busy right now,, 😭😭😭 YEAH I WILL ROB SEONGHWA’S ALBUM COLLECTION THAT ONE WITH SIGNS AND HIS JEWELRY COLLECTION ON SPOT
😳😵😩😊🤤🤯 - me reading about the villain Y/N fic, pls we love a sexy simp 🥰 oh no poor girl though, but she doesn't stand a chance. Make it 80 chapters or 74637k words bestie it's up to you, but I want it to be long af obviously
villain y/n is so sexy omg,,,, he’s the bIGGEST SIMP FOR YN AND WILL MAKE SURE EVERYONE SEES IT,,, his girlie tries to take a stand but yn isn’t interested in meddling between them but mr hwa is always there ☺️,,, BFMWHDKW 80 CHAPTERS PLS I CRY WRITING ONE SHOTS ID PASS AWAY AT 80,,, series but like 4 parts 🔫 bc each part would be like 15k+
Oof rip to that fic and many many others. I recently found a link to one work, but I can't access it since it's under "read more" and the author deleted it 💀
NAURRRRRRRRRRRR WHEN U THINK U HAVE A CHANCE BUT IT JUST DISAPPEARS
I'm the pigeon lady from Home Alone lmao, cat lady too, just animals lady
LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭 animal lady with the best cats and pigeons ???? gotta stan,, dv anon vincenzo era
Yeah the canals look nice, but 🙊 especially when it's really hot. I stayed in places directly on the canals and mmmhmmm nothing like some stinky water first thing in the morning
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Exactly. At this point she doesn't even have many shooters left, I only saw some teens being dumb they're probably same as her 🤡 I really can't predict Hybe's decision at this point, but I doubt she'll be back, this is too big. I saw their stage the title was LE SSERAFIM - Fearless (without Garam) and I screamed ejudisdhshshsjd
YEAH FBWJDHWK the way they re-recorded the song and changed the choreo so fast iM sURE THEY KNEW pls the whole v and jennie thing 😭😭😭??? they’d be so hot but out of nOWHERE
Yeah another clown moment from the military stans 🤡
when is there ever not a clown moment from them dbfbf
No actually Tomorrow had a happy ending! It was kinda open too, a bit cheesy maybe, but I'm glad everyone's good <3 the show was tormenting enough, sure I would love to see more and I have questions so perhaps they rushed it a bit, but the last scene ❤ Also we saw mr man LSH in handcuffs KNEELING... I mean it was a sad moment actually, man was so miserable (but what's new) yet everyone was like skudushdhdhsissyjs sexy man why so sad?!
LSH IN HANDCUFFS GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE HE W- oh he was miserable??? stop it.
Now I can't stop thinking about the series, I wanna finish The Sound of Magic but how can I 😭😭😭 when you eventually watch it let me know, cause we need to talk / The tattoo is done! I actually don't know how many I have, cause some are kinda connected but more than 10 for sure - DV 💖
I WILL YES WE WILL TALK ABOUT THAT SHOW JDJDJD,, 10??? BESTIE UR LIKE THE EMBODIMENT OF WHAT ID WANNA BE,, omg did u get it in a like or like broke the lyrics down or have an illustration with it?
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do u see his muscles.
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thatoneguy031 · 6 months
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[OOC: This is another long boi post. Let's do this, shall we?]
[After Cherry snagged Suicune from outside Opelucid, the pair had made their way back to the location of the party. As they walked (And flew) to the door of the bathroom, they heard a faint noise, but they could barely make out that it was... crying?
Cherry rushed to the door, and began violently shaking the knob, much to Suicune and several humans' chagrin. Even further distressing them, she used Dragon Rush to ram the door open after realizing that just opening it wouldn't work. When she saw who was there, both she and Suicune were stunned.
In the bathroom laid Guy, who was too shocked from Cherry's abrupt entrance to continue crying, at least for the time being. His costume was a wreck. While it wasn't torn, the wrinkles and folds now in the suit said that that wasn't from a lack of trying, and it appeared that Guy had thrown the mask into the bathtub as well.
Guy's fur was a much darker blue than it had been up to that point, and his Miltank-lick that was once Dewott colored was nearly pitch-black. While he had left his helm outside in some bushes, his seamitars and the midsection of his tail were also a dark-blue, with the former containing that same stripe as before.]
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..."Full... Cowling?"
[Guy tried as hard as Arceus would allow him to fake a smile, but Cherry and Suicune weren't buying it.
Cherry grabbed Guy's hand, practically yanking him upright.]
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TELL US.
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!???
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You know exactly what I'm talking about! Cooper told us everything!...
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...What the FUCK, Guy!? Why didn't you tell us anything?!
[Guy was stunned. For the first time since they'd met, Cherry had actually used his real name. She was serious.]
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If you really wanted to avoid this place, you could've just told me! I wouldn't have been upset!
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As a matter of fact, you've never told us jack shit about ANYTHING. What is your problem-
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I'M MY PROBLEM, OKAY?!
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...
[Guy began screaming at both her and Suicune.]
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My life has been a living HELL since I evolved! I was borderline paralyzed for nearly a month because I didn't know HOW to move as a Samurott, I run into YOU a while after that. And because I'm a stupid loser desperate for friends, I did EVERYTHING in my power to make sure you stayed at my side, just short of flat-out STALKING YOU! But because I wasn't upfront about it, you just disappear for basically half a year! After that, I met YOU, Mx. Suicune, but before that, I basically had a heart attack because I can't stand humans!
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And why is that?
I can't remember! As far as I'm aware, I'm just a coward that can't stand being around people! Whatever the reason, I will bet my BOTTOM POKEDOLLAR that it's something as brain-dead, pants-on-head moronic as the rest of me!
And the one person I COULD go to regardless of how badly crap hit the fan, THEY died! YEARS AGO, and I'm STILL not over it! For the longest time, it was just me and Shayla, and after they got involved in their own BS, it was just me!
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And I was so desperate to make friends, I forgot to keep up with my training! I'm damn-near USELESS on this mess of a team!
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Admit it, you two HATE me! It's fine, I'm used to it. Just say it so we can get this over with!
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[Cherry and Suicune remained speechless.]
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Then the stupid, I don't even know what- Stupid 'aura' thing that's happening! Like I needed literally ANYTHING ELSE I needed to worry about!
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Then I turned to a burden you LITERALLY had to carry on your backs for two days because I'm so freaking USELESS, I can't even stand on my own four clumsy feet without help!
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THEN THIS ARC-FORBIDDEN PARTY HAPPENED.
Literally, day TWO, I have another heart attack-whatever, and I hide in here for nearly a full DAY, and force YOU dudes to look for me, instead of not being a damned coward and coming out myself, because I was scared of what you two were gonna say to me!
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I AM SICK of being seen as a liability!...
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...So I think it'd be be better for all of us... if you didn't see me at all.
[Guy's breathing became very shaky and winded, which slowly turned into sobbing, and he turned around so that he wasn't facing them anymore.]
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Please... For your sake and mine... Just leave. Before I get someone hurt.
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...
[Cherry reached for Guy's paw again, turning him around.]
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Guy, you DUMBASS!
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I would've NEVER ditched you, and I really enjoy being around you, I really do! Suicune can vouch for me, too! And himself!
[The Suicune nodded slowly.]
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Again, just tell us next time if something's wrong, dude! You had us worried sick! You're not a burden, at least not as much as you're making yourself to out to be. Even if you WERE, it's worth it to stay with you.
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As... problematic, as your situation has been, for everyone involved,
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you're a really cool dude to be around!
[Guy remained quiet, unable to say anything that wouldn't sound like incoherent nonsense. But his face said it all; He was glad to have folks like her and Suicune to call friends.
After Cherry Suicune grabbed Guy's belongings, the three of them slowly made their way out of the bathroom...
...only for there to be a human in front of them, presumably a Trainer.]
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tir3dbuthungry · 7 months
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I need to ramble so badly right now, and I honestly don't care if no one sees this. I just need to say something
cw: suicidal ideation, sh, ed, intrusive thoughts.
I've been going insane the past week or two, I honestly don't know at this point it feels like forever.
I've been having constant intrusive thoughts about killing myself, each with extreme detail. It's to the point where it's more like plotting my death now, and I don't know what to do about it. I don't want to die, I know that, but I don't want to be here. I've been binging a bunch because my brain wants me to feel at least some dopamine, but it's only stressing me out more.
I've become more active with sh, I've always had ideation, and I've done it a few times before, but addiction is in full swing. My mind just fucking ruminates on the idea of cutting into my flesh and watching the blood. The worst part is that the only way to get these thoughts out of my head is by doing it.
But then I have all of the other intrusive shit thar ruminate in extreme also. The most gory fucking ideas, the specifics of how would it be like if I got my brains blown out, or what would happen if I bleed out. while I'm driving more often than not, my mind goes to how I should just drive off the fucking road.
I just don't know what to do now. I just want to go into a ball and cry, but I have too much shit to do. I have school and then work, and I have almost no time off. I've been isolating myself from my friends, and when I try not to, none of them are online or talk to me.
One of them asked how I was doing yesterday, and I just told them I was tired. I don't want want to stress them out. They literally had a dream where they were talking about how they had a breakdown while talking to me about how they are so happy I haven't killed myself.
The thing is, I've honestly gotten so close to doing it. The idea of just not needing to put effort anymore is such a nice feeling, and I genuinely crave it so fucking much.
I need to talk to my friends and family about it, but I'm fucking terrified. How the he'll am I supposed to bring it up, like hey fun fact I've wanted nothing but to kill myself, like what the fuck am I supposed to say.
Even then, I don't even know what I want with me talking about it. Do I want to be institutionalized, or do I just want them to know? I don't fucking know.
I just need some form of input, someone to just say that they love me, I just want to be a little kid again. Sleeping in their parents' bed because they had a nightmare and that being the only thing I worry about.
I've been given so little affection at this point. When I instigate it, they tell me to stop, and more often than not, if I talk about something, they straight up will say they don't care or they just don't respond.
I just need someone to lean on, just the bare fucking minimum.
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