#i can wait 25 days
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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,
Anime:
GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)
VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!
Manga:
GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of?
VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.
#dbtag#I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd#Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao#they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of#Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT#Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants#to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies#They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted#He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok#He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be#because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that#Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt#+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow#realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat#you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here#And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship#and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there#you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad#anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay#And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe
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Why must the medication give me other mental health issues. I trade the Big Sad for the No Sleep and it gives me more Big Sad
#mayhaps it might be best to switch medication who knows#bones rants#anti depressants u have failed me#I can’t take melatonin bc I tried a bunch of shooters with twin to try to find out what types of hard liquor we like and I don’t wanna#absolutely destroy my liver that’s a big no no#I shall simply wait till the eepy and yet my hands are so so so much so in pain bc I’ve yet to sleep and they need a solid 8 hours of rest#before they won’t hurt for the entire next day (maybe. solid 25/75 chance it’ll help)#Augh owchy#fuck it I have some edibles and those normally make me sleepy so ig that’s what I can take. gn
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Wait people actually think Jack's a good person I thought that was just a joke?
#allow me to be srs/ on my /hj#i doooont like what the fandom is turning out to beee#yes the non/dub-con makes me uncomfy but that just comes with the whole (gestures) territory#we can dance around the 'he does it cus he love you' junk for Eons that mug is still gonna be a cold blooded KILLER#thats its whole THING.#one of the things I've grown to love abt YanHorror is the unsavory territory writers tackle.#if someone takes on an unhealthy obsession with someone they gon do Some Shit#Y'all can't cherry pick this shit. even if ur OK with that content or pick a yes route#the mug will still do bad shit and it will still be Uncomfy to watch#Boyfriend To Death and POF i think handles this particular thing the best#makes me sqeamish as hell but the realness 👌#anyway. if i have to wait around a year for a 25 dollar horror game that doesn't have horror bc y'all can't take when a bad person is Bad#I'll come into ur home and make you watch all seasons of AHS and other Ryan Murphy shit. ya get me?#sunny day jack
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BABE WAKE UP BYUNG OR HAN IS GOING INTO THE MIST!!!
#daybreak roblox#roblox daybreak#YESSSSS YES YES YES#OMG OMG OHHHH MAAAAAA GOOOOOOODDDDD#NONE OF YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I WANT THEM IN#I SO DO NOT REGRET BUYING A $25 DOLLAR GIFTCARD FOR ROBUX MY MONEY WILL BE USED WELL#I CAN'T BELIEVE MY DREAMS COME TRUE#YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS#AM I DREAMING RIGHT NOW#EDWHEBHWFBHWEFBWEKBFWEF#I CAN DIE HAPPY ONCE I'VE BOUGHT THE SKIN#BRENDA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIRL#<3 <3 <3 <3 <3#AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF LONGING FOR THEM NOW I HAVE THEM#YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS#THANK GOD FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL DAY#ok i'm fine now#can't wait for the new update#we get stareater and goodbye stage skins both for ye-jun and either byung or han
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ITS HERE!!!!!!!!
#twrp#twrp band#I’ve been holding off on listening to the album just so I can hear it on my lil cd player with a signed copy#(If I did the math right) IVE BEEN WAITING A WHOLE 25 DAYS FOR THIS OH MY SWEET LORD#Only listened to Ladybug A humans touch Content 4 u and Dream vacation/HTMLOVE. The last two was me finally caving in#Somehow managed to go this long but hey the album is absolutely worth the wait. Truly is a certified bop#Online and Firewall are indeed🔥🔥🔥
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i wish the internet had never learned the term prefrontal cortex because people use it to make 25 the new 18 which is so strange
#like is 17-19 predatory no and it's stupid to say you have to wait until midnight on the younger person's birthday to be in contact with#them even if you're only 366 days apart. and now people are like someone who's 20 can still be taken advantage of which yes obviously but#they're like it's because their brain is not done yet. at 24 you are a baby and at 25 you're a grown woman. but actually not really because#chris evans married someone who's 26 but that's close to 25 so she's not old enough. her brain has only been done for five minutes so it's#actually terrible that they're together. like there's saying that young adults are still vulnerable and...young and then there's pushing#the idea that women are just little girls forever lmao.#and it's just so weird that people use the brain thing so much i can't say why exactly but it rubs me the wrong way#i'm not saying this because i'm only 22 and people who say that would talk about me like i'm 14 because i wouldn't even date anyone who's#significantly older than me or anyone who's like under 20. but yeah😭#and i'm not even saying that the phenomenon of men always dating younger and women always dating older (even if it's just like 2 years)#and not vice versa isn't worth examining i'm literally a sociology student i'll be the first to say everything's interesting. but like#what's the end goal here#even in more extreme cases when a 25-year-old woman marries someone 40 years her senior i'm always like well i would never do that#but what are you random person on the internet gonna do.#and the thing is there's always potential power dynamics like you would have to be dating yourself to avoid it and even then#and like i say: brf slt
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#it's the last day of them being here thank fucking shit#honestly the best part of it all is that i have had a break from my on call job during this#it's made me realize how much of my energy taking care of him takes out of me#but also like#he won't ask me to do ANY fucking extra cleaning for him but has had this person doing So Much each fucking day they've been here#and this is shit we've talked about together So Many Fucking Times and yet he Still refuses to ask even the smallest fucking things of me#and this person had there hands all over my shit and i KNOW they arent a careful person#the biggest one to me is my childhood blanket that's nothing but tatters anymore#like#you have to be CAREFUL with that thing and this person was Not#im just.#so fucking frustrated with this whole entire situation#rn im just waiting in the parking lot for the extra shift that i picked up to start#been here for an hour at this point#just 25 more minutes then i can talk to strangers for the rest of my day#ugh#then back to the shitty fucking normal tomorrow#with all the EXTRA fucking cleaning I'll have to do to finish all the bullshit that they've started#i just want my house to feel like a home again
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+ my fanfiction that I need to update
#25 days until my i-discovered-heart-fragment anniversary#i feel like i couls write xani clive and shannon really well tho :0#perhaps a little bit of natalia but i'll wait until book 3 before i can make that call :3
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Ive got to quit this job
#woke up to an approved appeal frm the school saying my boss cn schedule em fr 25 hours a week while im attending schuol#licherally work the whole day fr 3 days a week and go directly frm 4.5 hours of class to another 2 hours of work before i can eat n go#back to class.#im kms i gotta find another job i refuse to do this idc how busy it is#its ok but i just woke up sleep deprived because i have to wake up at 6:45 everyday n it is NOT natural#n just thinking wow cnt wait fr achool to start ao i will have less work… IM MAKING 8 DOLLARS N HR#personalz
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I am sorry. I have so much work, and I am very pregnant so I just don't have time to respond to stuff on here as much (or draw, really.) Hoping I can get into a schedule soon which allows me to paint and chat more :(
#i have so little free time#i worked 12 hours today#im just tired#technically i could have been painting the last 2 hours of relaxation#but tbh i am falling asleep#i think it will calm down soon tho#ill do work work in the morning do a class then hopefully have enough left in me for cooking chores and painting/chatting#whew#idk how im going to do this with a kid#trying.... not to think about that actually#wait. no.#frustrating thing: there's no preschool around here for us#preschool in our area is only available if your family is extremely impoverished#there are for-profit daycares and they cost about $2000-$4000 a month#girl i cannot swing that lmao#sigh#i hate being in the US#everybody wants you to have kids but no one wants to do anything with them#like be fr rn no one has the fucking money for $2500/month childcare#im glad people way under the poverty line have good school opportunities but also.. why#the school mentioned many times that they can barely afford to stay open#man#so many people call them and are willing to pay#i understand why they must prioritize people that cant or theyd get pushed out#but theres obviously 1) not enough funding for that school 2) a real threat to lower income families to be able to get in if higher income#families decide to elbow them out and 3) not enough schools here#they are building another preschool which will be available to families who work at certain local businesses#but lmao.... get this... there are only 20 spots available for their preschool. 20. girl what. and it costs $2k/month.#my mom called me the other day after i texted about all this and said she could watch our kid. for $25/hour#feeling a bit cornered here. it's going to be a long 5 or 6 years until kindergarten
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happy almost birthday :o)
:) thank you!!! there's gonna be a bounce castle at my birthday party and every body is invited
#ask#catboygirljoker#ough.... the passage of time marches on.#on that tuesday i will be 25. fucked up.#i dont really do much for my birthdays honestly. besides my mom taking me out to a restaraunt to eat.#on the day of i just get a good pizza and thats enough for me#a friend did recently offer to get me a desktop computer. and the tower has been here since thursday.#im currently waiting on the monitor. which should arrive in a few days.#im. really bad at accepting gifts. that said. even after having accepted this one im still experiencing grief#the computers an older model. but it runs on windows 10.#im. internally scared to think about what it can and cant run. i even dread thinking about even finding out.#like. ohhhh how id love to play animal crossing city folk again... or even minecraft...#but im doing. my best. to keep my expectations low.#i really hope it runs emulators (gamcube/wii/ps2 era ones) well. i need to play dbz budokai again i need to look at zarbons model again#the monitor is 1080p. which i dont think ive ever had a monitor that high res.#ik that TF2 probably wont run the best. but i hope sourcemods run fine.#ill have to do so much re-installing of things....... ogh.....#it doesnt have a wifi chip so i think temporarily ill have to use a usb to connect to the internet.#which i can live with. ik theyre not as powerful but its fine. maybe at some point ill get a wifi card.#though. i dread the thought <- had internal ptsd thinking about touching anything within a computer again#tldr. had a good laptop. screen went dark one day. was told it was probably the cmos battery.#tried to do repairs myself. ooggh..... the horrible memories....#ik adding a wifi chip is incredibly easy. but that doesnt mean im not scared#anyway :) thank you for the soon birthday wishes
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going through the 20th century girl tag to move on and appreciate all the great moments only to find out ppl would rather yijin died than not end up with heedo
#20th century girl#twenty five twenty one#20th century girl spoilers#spoilers#maybe I'm in a weird mood but I can't scroll any more asldkfj#I get why ppl say the movie did it better: pacing + showing aftermath + believable#even though the sadder ending was a surprise they set us up for it and have proper closure to the characters#and while I still have some gripes (what happened to the brother how did woonho diedoes the squad not stay in touch where are they all now)#overall it was solid#but idk if 25 21 pulled a 'he died' I'd be so pissed - it's lazy and thoughtless and not marrying your first love is realistic#their final scenes together were soooo good it's just the reason for parting was unbelievable & present day scenes left us with more qs#but to be like 'yijin and heedo were soulmates and their breakup is unthinkable so...#'instead of growing and moving ahead after all his struggles to establish himself and support his family he should just DIE'#like this 20th c girl ending is so much more heartbreaking imo sldkfjasdlldgfkj#watching him smile at sunrise all hopeful for a future with you he'll never have 22 years later is SO MUCH WORSE#idk I'm glad bora is shown smiling and cherishing what they had rather than mourning (tho she has every right too) but it still doesn't...#...feel like closure to me. but there really is no good parting when it comes to death huh#show me people can treasure their youth and still find happiness and fulfillment in unexpected ways down the line!!#there's a beautiful piece of 90s nostalgia media still waiting in the wings for us I just know it#just don't know how much I can take my heart being ripped to shreds in the meantime 😅#ranting
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every single time i work out now its basically a try-not-to-throw-up challenge
#the talkies#emetophobia tw#just in case#like i always wait at least two hours after i eat dinner#and i dont like exercising before i eat anything bc i feel like i have no energy#but man it does not feel great#i think its just metformin side effects so idk how much i can rly do abt it#but on another note i just have 3 days left in my 25 day challenge weeeeee#if i wasnt rapidly dwindling in savings i would treat myself to a lulu piece to celebrate once im done lol
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I need. To start eating 3 full meals a day
#cricket chirping#School has FUCKED UP my eating man#I get a breakfast of usually either cereal or eggs and toast#Then wait 6 or 7 hours before eating a lunch of juice + protein bar + baby carrots (and maybe applesauce)#Which is usually all I can get in bc my friends are constantly talking and I run out of time to eat food since we only get 30 minutes#Or 20-25 minutes depending on if the lunch supervisor decides to release us early#And then dinner 3 hours later#And on weekends bc I get like 4 or 5 hours of sleep on school days I sleep until noon and only eat lunch and dinner
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i need to be careful about saying i dont care about and dont produce anyone in enstars because look at the last guy i did that to. i cant stop fucking thinking about him
#shay speaks#sorry to disappear like. all day and then spam rst posting for 25 minutes at the end of the day amsdpfioasd#im about to go to bed soon so. expect the same tomorrow.#though we probably wont get the next part of submarine til uhhh monday or tuesday?#and part three wednesday/thursday probably?#i havent looked at the schedule idc#but anyway. i have stuff to say about the mini talks but i'll wait til tmrw when i can finish kanata's at least#im on day 5 now so i just have two more days to go for him
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Anyone else with trauma feel a deep and pervasive sense of loneliness that can only be relieved when someone understands you and your worst experiences completely. But since no one can actually get in your head and go back and feel it all with you, that will never actually happen. It's always just there.
#posts#personal#I've been waiting about 25 years for it to go away and it never does#trauma#cptsd#I don't know how else to tag this#I need to know if it's just me because this is ruining my life#alternatively to understand me people can just listen to green day's seventh studio album ameri-- [gets shot]
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