#i dont have the energy to make an entire set right now but this has been haunting me and i needed to post. so here. have 1 on its own

[currentlyonstandbi]

[islandofsages]

hello~ I'd like to request malleus, idia, and azul reacting to gn!reader either kicking rollo in the balls, punching him, setting him on fire (or any form of violence, your choice!!) when noble bell college does a visit to nrc <3

characters: azul, idia and malleus x gender neutral yuu

tags: relationship not specified, crack (?), imagines format

warnings: rollo gets pranked (gone right)

author's notes: i. got carried away again and made this yuu SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME also i made it more mild bc i dont wanna get hashtag cancelled by the rollo enjoyers ... i am of neutral standing ok dont come for me

It took you by surprise - when the headmage announced some students from Noble Bell College will be coming over for a foreign exchange program and that you’ll have to act as a representative of your dorm, all you could think about was the events from the last time you and a few friends visited Noble Bell College. It was disastrous, it was exhausting, and you definitely don’t want another repeat of them. But most importantly, you feel like Rollo didn't quite learn his lesson.

You understand Malleus is as benevolent as they come but… you certainly aren't. Thinking about Rollo again makes your blood boil. What right does he have to strip people of their magic, simply because he lost his brother to it? It's a blatant misplacement of his own emotions and they had to suffer the consequences of someone whose denial is stronger than Malleus himself. You try not to grit your teeth at the announcement.

Though when they finally step into Night Raven’s grounds, it’s a different story entirely.

A pack of them make their way to the entrance where you await them, Rollo at the lead. You and the other housewardens stand patiently in a neat little line. Being right next to Malleus grants you a preview of his reaction up close and so you take your chances - he’s grinning. Of course he is. Ever since that day, it feels as if Malleus sees Rollo as some kind of toy. But you couldn’t blame him, considering the way Rollo played everyone first.

After what feels like eternity, the Noble Bell College boys finally begin greeting you all. They exchange handshakes and pleasantries with you while you put on your best practiced smile. You can’t see their faces but you assume Azul and Idia are a bit tense, being face-to-face with Rollo again. You have no energy to spare for anxiety.

So when Rollo comes to shake hands with you, his face unreadable, your rehearsed smile grows as you take his hand in yours. He walks away with the same amount of emotion he put into that forced handshake and your eyes trail after him. You go back to waiting, your hands clasped in front of you.

In the blink of an eye, Rollo starts shaking uncontrollably, as if being electrocuted. You fight back the urge to laugh at the sight. Though you were a bit concerned about the prank going wrong and severely injuring him instead, the fact that he’s still standing with a perplexed look on his face tells you that nothing went wrong.

Azul Ashengrotto

He jumps slightly at the sight of Rollo’s body contorting in a strange way but once he realizes it occurs a few seconds after he shook hands with you, he hides a twisted smile beneath his hand

He would praise you after the theatrics are over. You shrug it off, mentioning that you just searched up simple pranks online to get back at Rollo

He laughs at your casual admittance to wanting to trick someone who attempted to drain all the magic from Twisted Wonderland. It’s no wonder Rook calls you the Trickster

“Still, even a simple prank like that caught him off guard. That’ll teach him that not every form of revenge has to be grand and catastrophic.”

You dismiss it, admitting to originally intending to resort to kicking Rollo in the balls but you’re afraid of getting caught and being under the headmage’s scrutiny is the last thing you need right now

After that confession, he watches himself, knowing the kinds of tricks you’re willing to pull

You’re certainly a different kind of twisted.

Idia Shroud

He lets out a small “eep!” at the sight of Rollo suddenly acting so weirdly, thinking that he’s glitching out or something along those nerdy lines

After the whole ordeal, he’d think over the event again and come to the conclusion that you somehow manage to tase him from afar

You approach him and confirm his suspicions, to which he responds with his signature creepy giggle (affectionate). He asks you how you pulled it off

“A magician never reveals their secrets, I’m afraid.”

He pouts at your answer but he respects your commitment to the bit plus he bets you got them off the ‘Net, literally everything is there

He would randomly bring it up with Azul in Board Game Club meetings and the two of them would laugh over it

…Little does Azul know that’s just Idia’s tactic of distracting him from the game.

Malleus Draconia

His eyes widen at the sudden movement but then he sneaks a glance at you. You don’t reciprocate but he smirks either way. He knows

After the meet-and-greet, he commends you on the trick and that he was very much amused by it

“Well played, child of man. It’s simple enough that he wouldn’t be able to notice.”

You grin proudly, satisfied that you got your revenge and that your trick was worthy of his attention

He then asks you if you’re gonna pull off any more such tricks. Huh. You didn’t think that far honestly

Because he plans on joining in on your pranks if you would have him

You don’t tell him that you actually just planned that one trick but hey, you’re not going to say no to exacting more vengeance on Rollo.

[ppnuggie]

can you do a haedcanon of a fem human just drinking SO MUCH COFFEE like cup after cup an she is litery shaking in her seat her entire body is like a maraca an she she swerves bar so can u do headcanons for this for first aid, perceptor, brainstorm, chromdome an cyclones just teacting to this madness

　　　　　　LOST LIGHT x fem reader

　　　　『　first aid ,, brainstorm ,, perceptor ,, chromedome ,, cyclonus ,, female reader 』

　　-> reader who drinks too much coffee and gets really hyper

　　— fluff ,, sfw ,, crack ,, magnus is forever suffering

　　— here you go !! :3 tysm for requesting !! tried to make it funny 🫡 hope you enjoy it <3 i loved writing this one but be warned as i dont drink coffee nor rlly know much for the side effects or smt from drinking it 😭😭 even though im literally working at dunkin rn and they only rlly got coffee

- first aid

| • he'd be worried at first with the amount of coffee you've consumed ,, having learned about humans and other things concerning them incase of an emergency

| • in this case ,, itd seem the knowledge he learned wasnt too helpful

| • bouncing all around the medbay and just hyper in general was quite a pain for first aid to deal with

| • but he didnt want to be too rude to you ,, and gently coaxed you into spending all that energy of yours running laps around the edge of the medlab where you wouldnt get too hurt

| • though when you finally wear it off ,, he'll be quick to scold you ,, holding his digit in front of your face and waving it side to side in a 'no no' motion before taking you to his habsuite and laying you down for a nap

- brainstorm

| • he honestly doesnt know better okay ? you could tell him anything and suddenly he wants to put it to the test

| • so when you said you could drink a bunch of cups of coffee and wouldnt bat an eye ,, he was immediately like bet and then that led to the current situation

| • perceptor is facepalming and immediately making brainstorm take blame for encouraging you to do this ,, because now theres a hyperactive human running around the lab

| • i mean you're practically flying around with how much coffee youve drank ,, hell you could probably beat blurr in a race

| • official you wouldnt say that out loud because lord knows some of his fans to be a bit crazy and would immediately be on your case saying "no you wouldn't !!" and maybe a few death threats involved as well

| • dont mention it in front of brainstorm either because hes already calling blurr to set you up for a race

| • hes no help ,, dont ever tell him your ideas or encourage his crazy ideas unless you wanna end up in magnus's office ,, having him scold you like a dad does to their child who drew on the walls and is trying not to laugh at the situation

- perceptor

| • thanks to brainstorm ,, you chugged too much coffee than your body ever really needed ,, and with perceptor as your not-so-official-but-official-in-his-mind-protector-slash-guardian-slash-alien-robot-boyfriend-slash-fun-killer he just sighs and takes you out the lab

| • he doesnt have the patience to deal with any acidic spills from you bouncing off the walls left and right

| • nor does he really need you getting hurt in any way shape or form

| • lets just say its an awkward trip to the medbay to see if ratchet has anything to help with your situation

| • and when he comes up empty handed ,, percy resorts to scolding you whilst the caffeine starts to wear off

| • it taught you better than to listen to brainstorm again because bro was yapping at 100 words per minute you swore he couldve talked faster than blurr at that point

| • bro was an absolute chatterbox just yapping and yapping that you fell asleep

| • never again would you do that ,, or think about doing that because the headache afterwards when you woke up was so not worth it

- chromedome

| • he also doesnt know any better ,, but he's definitely more responsible than brainstorm is

| • he'd know to at least keep a lot of caffeine or high sugar products out of your reach ,, just hiding it on your top shelves or above your cabinets like parents do with their kids' halloween candy

| • though when you accidentally made too much coffee ,, and didnt really feel like wasting it ,, you drank it all in one go ,, or well multiple big ass gulps

| • and then rewind walks in on the scene and sees how hyper you are and is honestly thinking youre sick with some make-a-person-crazy-illness-virus-disease-thing that he swears is somewhere in his database

| • and now chromedome has to play dad and parent you the whole time

| • bro probably put your ass on a leash ,, locking it in so the rope only goes so far and just stands there as you run around

| • this is what he gets ,, he thinks to himself ,, its the last time hes putting something so low in your reach again

| • at this point ,, hes just gonna store all your unhealthy and junk food away in a desk in his habsuite

| • he'll leave you fruit and vegetables but if you want coffee ever again youre gonna have to behave really good to get it

| • and its only a spoonful ,, as a little treat

- cyclonus

| • so you just trying to show and answer tailgates crazy ass questions that youre not even sure where he got them from

| • he probably got them from his ass at this point ,, asking if the coffee gives you super powers and you have to explain thats not true before he spreads lies around

| • and if that happened ,, you shivered at the thought of magnus banning your coffee aboard the lost light

| • that was pure trauma to even think about right there

| • anyways you made too much ,, and instead of storing it away or pouring it down the drain ,, tailgate dared you to drink it all

| • and well ,, momma aint raise no pussy but she did raise someone who makes bad decisions

| • because the moment you get your spurge of energy tailgate runs to cyclonus and tells him all about it

| • bros going on and on about how youve lost your mind and he thinks youre gonna die and cyclonus had like 600 heart attacks right then and there

| • he busts in like hes the damn swat team ,, door kicked down and pieces of it flying everywhere as you're running around like a wild banshee

| • he's looking for the demon and meanwhile youre out here acting like a damn demon ,, almost frothing at the mouth from how insane you are from the coffee

| • lets just say it makes magnus ban tailgate from ever daring you to do anything ,, bans you from having your coffee ,, and bans cyclonus for ever kicking down a door like that ever again because it was so unnecessary

[yawn-junn]

Hello, please can you do prompt 18 with &team Euijoo? 🥺 Since members says that he is very kind and sweet I thin it suits him ♡ and also because I've been feeling under the water:( Thank youuu

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 Fly To My Room ࣪ ⭒

ꪆৎThanks Too: EJ, &Team, Anon

ꪆৎNote: helllooo, I hope you're feeling better than when you did when you sent in this request, if it's not what you wanted or you want something different dont be shy you can come tell me sorry this took a minute my dog is having health issues, which is stressing me out

ꪆৎTaglist: @leoonoa - @mxlly143 - @wonootnoot - @rikutrash

ꪆৎDividers: @adornedwithlight

ꪆৎCW/TW: pet names "baby" "pretty" "love" : food : feeling down : mentions of not being good enough :

ꪆৎPrompt: 18.) I don't care what people say

07/19/24

Through the entire day, EJ noticed how low you're energy has been, usually with him you get super talkative, and hyper but it's only been him talking you're ears off and trying to get you to do things, "here baby, you need to eat" he said softly putting some of his food in front of you, shaking you're head no you gently scooted the plate back to him, sighing he scooted closer to you, putting the plate in front of you again he brought food to you're mouth.

"here, I'm being serious" he said, his eyes resembling a baby deer, "please for me" he pleaded again trying to get you to eat more food, sighing you took a small bite. He smiled happy he got you to at least eat something, "now...what's bothering you?" He asked setting the fork down, gently grabbing on to you're hand. You shook you're head, Euijoo's small smile dropped into a deep frown at you're action, "it's ok, love you can tell me anything" he assured again, gently rubbing his hand up and down you're arm in a comforting manner. With a sigh you finally spoke "I just feel...down" you tried to find the right words, Euijoo nodded his head, comforting you.

"Like not good enough in a sense" you gulped as you spoke, EJ shook his head, placing his hand on you're jaw gently facing you towards him "you're more than good enough, so many people can agree to what I said, you're loved by everyone" he softly blinked at you, standing you both up so he can hug you. Placing you're head on his chest, listing to the rhythmic beat of his heart, he continued on "not only are you an amazing person, you're so talented, and strong willed...I've met so many people who told me they admire you" his chest vibrated as he spoke, making sure you got every word he was letting out.

"Not only other people, but I admire you as well, I'm so beyond lucky to have someone as pretty, smart, comforting, funny, kind and so much more" he continued, now slowly rocking you two back and forth. "you're genuinely, the greatest person I've ever met" he finished, placing a small kiss on the crown of you're head, his words added a sense of reassurance, even if you are a little skeptical, you knew EJ wouldn't lie to you, that in itself gave you closure for everything else.

[neptunianlovers]

ℍ𝕠𝕨 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕘𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗?

hi everyone! welcome back :)

i hope you're having a wonderful day wherever you are. it's raining and snowing where i am and i'm hoping it just turns to snow at some point. i started working out today for the first time in a few months and wow, i was humbled. lol. i am a little out of shape but that's okay. i'm taking baby steps to get back into it and it feels good right now. i'm back to give you all a reading and without further ado, here are your piles. please take a moment to meditate on the question and pick the pile that draws you in the most. i hope you enjoy the reading :)

𝓟𝓲𝓵𝓮 1

Overall energy is the king of cups and your spread: 4 of swords, queen of swords, page of cups

immediately, i am getting a creative energy from this pile. the first thing that comes to mind is something with fashion and texture. i think you might enjoy thrifting/shopping and putting outfits together. or putting outfits together like in a mood board arrangement with color coordination. you might also have an eye for thrifting and seeing something in clothes that others might now. for example, you might be the type to see an outdated shirt that doesn't really follow the trends pattern and cut wise but you play around with it and make it fit. you make it fit for you and make it look good. you bring it back to life. it feels very detailed and tailored but very beautiful as well. also very venusian. like it has to be aesthetically pleasing. there's something different about the way you do things creatively that stands out but i'm getting you might not see it that way. you might be hard on yourself for the way you do things because it doesn't follow the way of everyone else. it doesn't fit in with the trends. i'm getting that you're quirks are unique to you. just as you might not do things the way someone else does it, they won't be able to do things the way you do it. we're all born different and come ingrained with our own set of experiences, skills, and strengths. don't be afraid of letting yours shine.

i think the way you can give yourself love might be to embrace your individuality within your creations more. there is nothing wrong with the way you make your art and you'll attract the people that appreciate it just as you do when you embrace it as well. i'm also seeing something about the outdoors as well? perhaps your body and soul loves the outdoors more than you think it does and would love to go out in the sun, play in the water, or go out for hikes and walks. something along those lines. i think the earth and outdoors can provide more healing and replenishment for us more than we think and even just a 15 minute walk a day would be healthy and loving <3

𝓟𝓲𝓵𝓮 2

overall energy is the 10 of wands and your spread: king of wands, 5 of swords, 2 of pentacles

are you being totally honest with yourself about something? i'm getting that you're not. the energy here is that you're very off balance and tired i would say. overburdened with work and the responsibilities of life and i dont think you know when to say enough. i see deep down that you're harboring a lot of resentment towards whatever the source of this is but you're good at keeping your cool. you keep it reserved and don't let it out which, yes, in some cases might be a good thing but, in the long run won't be so good for you lovey.

i understand that it's difficult to press pause on our responsibilities such as work and bills. but i think the way you can give back to yourself is to start constructing some more boundaries for yourself between work and your personal life. you need more personal time for yourself. time to relax and rejuvenate. if that's not possible, i see writing is also on the table as well. i think you should try this regardless and discuss how you're feeling each day, describe what your day was like, describe how you would like your day to go etc. i enjoy writing and just letting my entire thoughts write themselves on the paper without too much thought. it helps me to see everything clearly and understand how i am feeling. i also find that i will feel better after writing like this too and it might benefit you as well. i also think you need to be honest with yourself about what you can and cannot handle. don't take on projects and extra work because you're worried about what people might think if you say no. screw that. you matter more. your self preservation matters more. prioritize yourself. there is nothing wrong with that at the end of the day and if all you can do is the bare minimum. do that. you're doing your best and that's all that matters <3

𝓟𝓲𝓵𝓮 3

overall energy is the 10 of wands and the spread: the sun, king of cups, 6 of pentacles, 9 of wands

pile 3, i'm getting similar energy from pile 2 here. your energy is overburdened and heavy but i think for different reasons. i feel that you might not celebrate your individuality and kindness enough. you might be the kind of person that is more than willing to give kindness and love to others. you're always celebrating other people but perhaps don't match that energy with yourself. and i think the way you can give back love to yourself is shower yourself with love and let yourself shine more! i'm getting some venusian energy here for you and i think you may need to embody that more. i think you could do well with romanticizing your routine. some things that i am seeing for you is giving yourself more baths and perhaps adorning them with flowers such as roses, oils, salts etc. maybe lighting some warm scented candels while you're in the bath as well would be nice. i think you could also benefit from some loving affirmations to yourself and mirror work. saying affirmations to yourself before bed or saying them to yourself in the mirror. i don't know if you're the type to do your makeup at all but if that's something you enjoy, i think you should use that to your advantage and play with it more everyday. it's fun to be expressive through makeup and maybe this is something that would help bring you out of your shell.

i will be honest pile 3, your energy is difficult to read. it's reminding me of the hermit energy a little bit so i am surprised that this card didn't come out in your spread. but i do see you hiding yourself quite a bit and you're on guard with your personality. but you have a vibrant one lovey. you're not meant to hide. its hard to constantly hide who you truly are and i have to emphasize that it will hurt you in the long run. don't be hard on yourself and know that you're loved and will continue to find people who love you wherever you may go. you bring unique things to the group that others may not possess.

[thekingofwinterblog]

Ok so, having seen the Gameplay trailer that Bioware pulled out of their ass in the aftermath of possibly the worst videogame trailer in history, i have to say im not impressed... But i almost am.

Because they ALMOST got it right. Like all the building blocks are there, but it's always just one step off from being great.

Like the character models dont look anything the like the complete joke that was the fortnite DA trailer... But while you can tell the animators put their heart and soul into the models, they still look awful.

And it's ALL the lighting and coloring's fault.

The thing is, the models and enviornment doesnt look terrible in a vacuum... but the problem is that it ALL blends together. It's all just a mixmatch of colors and shades that makes the entire thing look like an uncoordinated mess with no rhyme or reason behind it.

Take this shot of minarathous. It's not just grey, on top of grey, but it sure looks like it. The colors, rather than contrast and embolden everything to make it look striking, instead makes it one, big, sloppy looking mess.

Here is one, single shot from Inquisition to illustrate the poiny. Notice how everything is very grey here too, but the way the lighting is, you can easily differentiate between everything, every character sticks out so much better and looks infinitly more interesting and memorablr just by virtue of not looking like they're part of the background.

It's not a coincidence that the only part of this gameplay showcase that looks absolutely stunning is Solas, because he is the only character who actually has the lighting to stand out, both when illuminated by the blue magical energy withouth the purple, white and blue mess that is now how magical energy looks, but also in the shots where he's illuminated by the veil.

I can tell you why it looks like this too.

The lighting and colorists of the development team was trying so, so very hard to make the concept art lighting translate to 3d models and enviornments... And it just doesnt work.

Maybe there is a way to make these pieces work in 3d, but this sure aint it.

Maybe the enviornments that are set in the daylight will look better, but i can tell you, that with this engine and style, every single nightshot is going to look absolutely atrocious, regardless of wheter the models look better than that horrible fortnite trailer.

Then there is the dialogue.

Now there are a lot of complaits that a lot of the dialogue is the usual by now terrible Marvel "banter" that the MCU unfortunately popularized.

You know, the quirky, dont take itself too seriously style of writing that almost never works outside the MCU pre Endgame.

But that's actually not my main vomplaint with it.

My complaint is how... Lifeless the voice actors sounds.

I just listened to these lines, and the thing that struck me is not that they're bad, but how i KNOW both Varric and Solas Voice actors are so much better than this.

"People are dying right now! You need to listen!" "People are always dying. It is what they do."

Like... These lines SHOULD work.

I know the common joke is that this is the usual terrible dialogue in the vein of "My face is tired from dealing with you", but the fact is that it's actually good on paper.

Varric here should sound like he's pleading, making one, last, final plea to his old friend Solas, reminding him that people are fucking dying all around them(Though the rest of the scene dont exactly convey that).

A plea to his humanity.

And solas throws back that he knows. He KNOWS people are dying. That's what they always do.

For anyone who knows Solas at all, this is such a good line. You dont need him to go into a spiel about how his entire reason for doing this is so that people no longer have to die all the time, that the entire reason they do die is because of him...

It should work... but it doesnt.

Solas Actor is NOT giving it his A-Game. At all. And neither is Varric's.

He doesnt sound like the emotional Solas we saw in Inquisition, and frankly neither does Varric. Any and all charisma both had are seemingly gone, replaced by two actors who make the characters sound like themselves, but eithouth the emotion that made them work.

Just hearing Solas telling Varric that this story does NOT end with his downfall just makes me think that the actor either didn't give a shit, or was bored... Which was just hammered in further when Solas just gives a pathethic scream of "Noooooo!" When his big plan is foiled.

Maybe it's that the rest of the writing is just so bad that they just gave up, or they had the same level of quality for their voice director that george lucas gave his actors during the prequel triology filming.

Either way, this really just hammered in the point for me of kind of game we're getting here... And i didnt even touch the gameplay in this post.

[melkyt]

I sometimes forget the dark urge is a shape shifter much like orin, but I had *a vision*.

(This is right after they find out Durge is a bhaalspawn. My durge is a tiefling)

So say Astarion is complaining about not being able to see himself. The entire party is chilling around the fire chatting.

Shadowheart gets a thoughtful look and mentions, "If you're a bhaalspawn, aren't you also shifter?"

Durge tenses, the camp falls silent. They spent a long time perfecting this look, and with how wonky their brain is, they have only changed shape once or twice when the itch got too much at being atatic. And even then, it was just in small ways that nobody but they would notice. They nod.

"Can you turn into one of us, soldier?" Karlach has that glow of excitement she gets when something new gets her attention.

Another nod. Halsin joins them with a quiet step.

Astarion leans in, his curiosity peaked. Durge only mentioned briefly that they are a bhaalspawn and that they will continue to resist so everyone they love is safe. The converstation ended at that. They would get nervous and squirmy anytime it was mentioned. The same can be said now. Their tail twitches back and forth. "I could. You won't like it. " They look at Astarion, who while hiding it well is the most interested.

"Aw, come on, let us see. Promise we won't judge. " Karlach nudges their tail with hers. "Unless you dont want to," she adds a little bit sheepish. "Nobody is forcing you, soldier."

Durge shakes their head "Thats not it, its well not for the faint of heart."

"We all saw Orin change, and we're fine." Shadowheart waves their concerns away.

"All right, who should I change into?" They dont need an answer, Astarion practically jumps to his feet at the idea.

"Astarion ofcourse, so he can shut ip about not seeing that oreatty little face of his" Karlach taps him on the shoulder with a chuckle.

Durge takes a swig from a bottle of booze, setting it back down on the ground, getting to their feet. "Stay back, I'm rusty and would rather not get goo on all of you." They stretch their entire body out. "Are you sure about this, Star?"

Astarion nods. "More then sure darling, always a pleasure to see your various talents." He grins.

Durge studies Astarion, not that they need to. They have spent countless nights memorizing every feature of the elf from every wrinkle, scar, and mark that makes the man beautiful in every way.

The power is slow to respond, far away. The more they resist the urge, the farther it gets, but with some concentration, they manage to reach for it. Their skin shimmers, taking on a sheen, their features becoming indisntict. There is a snap, and a wave washes over them as new features solidify. "Darling." They wave at Halsin in what they hope is a convincing enough *flirty Astarion gaze*

Everyone stares dumbfound at the transformation. After a moment Karlach laughs, a sound that is full fo joy. "Oh mah goodness, thats perfect!"

"I do not sound like that," Astarion scoffs. "Here, like this," he gestures, ready to teach the durge how to move the right way. "You have to exude sexiness if you look like me darling"

Karlach falls in laughter.

He approaches Halsin, who is trying to decide if he should be blushing or laughing. His face is red, so he is a bit of both. "This is, uuh..." He swallows as words fail him.

Durge smiles, some of the nervous energy they had about shifting in front of everyone dissipate.

(Later, when Astarion and Durge are alone, they have a heart to heart about it. Also, Halsin now has some energy to work off, huhu.)

[inevitablestars]

HEY LINDS this is my Official Attempt to sway you towards perciver i hope you like it and that it doesnt turn you off them forever, now first off!

general relationship potential:

percy and oliver are in the same year and as far as we know they are the only boys in gryffindor in their year which makes them not only roommates but also the only boys in their room. for seven years.

percy is incredibly misunderstood by his whole family pretty much always, they all avoid him or are rude to him or just misunderstand him completely. with oliver's proximity its very likely hes the first person ever in percys life to properly observe him and understand him!!!

percy is the most career driven singleminded ambitious motherfucker in gryffindor.... second only to oliver!!! who is the most quidditch obsessed bitch on this planet and arguably has more solid career goals of anyone in that entire series. they are hyperfocused! they are girlbossing! they are not getting a wink of sleep bc they both get so lost in their work they forget what time is!

classic jock/nerd combo except oliver is a jock who is secretly a nerd (think of all the quidditch stats!!) and percy is a nerd who is secretly a jock (percy is a master spellcaster and nobody can convince me otherwise, that man fought multiple death eaters on his own at the battle of hogwarts and you do not get that kind of skill from just sitting behind a desk)

idk theres honestly a lot of directions one could take them but theyve just got so much chemistry and so much in common but also different and theyve got so much potential

(in my head they are the definition of autism/adhd solidarity but i know that not everyone hcs them that way which is cool too)

now for fic recs!!!

Twenty-nine - 85k - Endrina

percy weasley-centric fic that is honestly one of the most creative interpretations of him ive ever read, it goes deep into his past and his canonic decisions and stuff but theres a twist to it that is just gold, also its a whodunit where oliver's been framed for murder and only percy knows hes innocent its very very good and definitely played a huge part in me falling in love w percy's character

A New Life - 89k - AnotherAuthor, myroaringtwenties

percy and oliver meet post-war and help each other get their lives moving forward again, its very well written and very sweet but mind the tags its kinda heavy at points, it doesnt shy away from how hard the war was on everyone but the community that the weasleys and the quiddich players have is very warm and i love it

At least he has great abs - 12k - Irisen

this one is a cute shorter nonmagic soulmate au where oliver is a famous footballer and percy is a politician and they end up being soulmates, its very funny and light and i just enjoy it

(also i am technically writing a perciver fic rn its called Rely On Me and the first two chapters are up on ao3 but its my first fic attempt and i havent updated it all summer bc Life so pls dont feel obligated to read it i just felt like it would be weird if i didnt mention it)

anyway! i hope you enjoyed this if nothing else and if you read these or find other perciver fics or just wanna talk about em lmk bc i am always down to talk perciver i love them with my whole heart and soul <3

josephine hello. is this from literally ten months ago? perhaps it is. but i'm here now.... you mentioned perciver earlier and it reminded me that this has been sitting in my inbox for SO LONG

alright let's get into this

• iconic of them to be alone in a dorm for seven years together that already screams soulmates

• you're so right these two get their minds set on something and they're going to get it they're going to achieve whatever they want (tbh i already think they should put that energy toward like Getting Together but i distress)

• nerd jocks! a slay tbh

• i see the autism adhd thing i get it

• i also think like yeah i agree they have a lot in common when you dig into them but from one glance it's like ? these two? really? but then you see who they are at their core and it's like oh of course how could you think anything else (i have a lot of characters and dynamics that this sorta concept applies to i get it)

also love the inclusion of fic recs which i will check out when i am back to reading <3 consider myself convinced (it did not take much you already convinced me by just sending this ask)

[oswednesday]

now the following post is going to sound fake, but my hand is on a stack of tbobs and my other one is over my heart? my eye? raised to the Heavens? however that works

so in my dream bill cipher and i needed money for some reason like money for parts for the portal but the portal had to be different because the theraprism doesnt exist in the same unway and has a bunch more like protections to stop people from just dipping or entering so he was selling tickets to my dream (he was telling me this who knows if that was like True i engage with the notion that some by product of the dream was being harvested for energy like a battery or it may have been a kink thing), so for the entire dream there would be like background noise from a live audience

and the dream Was i was in an xman but for the government program like for people with powers and i was set to graduate it was like the last day celebration and we were gathering our stuff to leave the building and there was a whole like social dynamics like i had a bully who was like seto kiaba-kylo ren-y like guy who took my lunch from the fridge <-important for later to know, a friend group whose powers were so different from mine they were like physical and flashy and would sometimes like forget my powers werent like theres in like a bottom of the social pecking order sort of way like i cant do some things, they wont help me i must be being like this on purpose, at the celebration it was like may outside it was like an outdoor park with cherry blossoms and the whole program was out and i was meeting people who i really hadnt before hitting it off with some of them, there was one girl who was a large like animal creature dressed in sweet aristocratic (in gravity falls fashion this was clearly suppose to be funny and i didnt think it was) and i was in a much more frumpy looking elg thing mostly cause i was like disheveled-interpersonal stress style like my "friend group" sat somewhere i couldnt reach them without stepping through other peoples groups and i had already accidentally stepped on someones coloring book trying to get over there and its not like i have anything to eat, the girl brought me to her own friend group who were all people with like Visible outlier stuff like animal heads, odd bodies, some of this group were like Long Term Students and had been here before so they were telling me about the beach and the walking paths and that despite all this we were actually still indoors with a mixture of holograms and indoor planting and that just over There a bit was a bunch of shops that only the Local kids really go to, theyre sharing their food with me but we agree to go check out like this dessert shack

they keep warning me not to be too chummy with the workers there cause they give the group the heebee jeebees and i like am like yeah yeah okay they offer to pay but i feel bad enough about the attention as is so i fish what money i have out for the drink im getting one of those stacked thing where little donuts go on the straws, and like im being kind of rational about it like if i get drugged or whatever ill be right with my friend group when a whole bunch of powder gets blown in my face

i wake up in like a storybook thing? where something really Graphic is happening like one of the puppets in the building are being forced down by one of the men and pulled apart after the puppet had attacked an animal rending it to pulp and both these things im being stood to watch and it feels like im being prompted an opinion on the matter but i cant i dont know whats going on so i get sent 'back' in the story where these fully human looking but short in a way humans arnt proportioned like that like waist high blythe dolls made of flesh parts and im in this massive like pastel golden sea side castle and these puppet dolls do everything for me like self care stuff, entertainment, taking care of the manor around me, i can make them dance for me or attend to me from a different task with a snap of a finger, i rarely see my 'fathers' the two men from the store in this storybook until like time to watch explosive gore and then id be 'reset', ive more or less forgotten about the Real World at this point of the dream

on a walk on a sea side cliff when someone from the visible mutation friend group appeared like a shark headed young man who was trying to get me to wake up and i was like oh! and then like deeply touched that this near absolute stranger would risk danger to come help me, he lacked the ability to do more than that at the time but i have the ability to move in a way he couldnt through this space so i could follow him back like using his tether but i woke up before anything else happened!

and the whole time theres like studio audience laughter, gasping, general mummer of chatter and shuffling noises going on in the background

[tinykpopstories]

IM BACK! With a much delayed addition to The Great Omegateez AU. This time a brief look into Wooyoung and his mates.

It's no secret that Wooyoung has been counting down the days until the end of his contract. He loves his work, loves still getting to perform and be onstage even though his idol days are behind him. He loves working with BTS, who have long since made the shift from idolized seniors to very good friends, and though they and everyone else at the company are going to miss his infectious energy, they're equally excited for him to pursue a new dream. He's treated to a company dinner celebrating his leave, though the CEO makes sure to mention often that he hopes it will be a temporary one. Then the members of BTS insist on dragging him out for further celebratory drinks, toasting to past shenanigans and future parenthood for their favorite backup dancer, with plenty of brotherly ribbing about his two attractive mates and how they expect to see him fat with pup before the year's out. While the company dinner wrapped up at a respectable time, the drinks continue to a much more egregious hour and Wooyoung is good and plastered by the time he gets home, escorted by a marginally less-drunk Seokjin. Hongjoong is up pacing the hallway with a fussy Yonghwa when they arrive. He's pleased to see Wooyoung arriving safely thanks to Seokjin, giving as much of a bow to the senior omega as he can manage with the baby. The two drunk friends fumble with the door a bit but eventually Wooyoung is safely deposited into the arms of a very sleepy Yeosang and put to bed.

Wooyoung's first day of freedom doesn't go quite the way he had been wanting. Rather than a lazy morning in bed with both husbands, Wooyoung wakes up after noon, hungover, with both of his mates long out of bed and gone for the day. He drags himself across the main hall to Jongho's apartment for pity (supplied by Jongho's boyfriend, Yongsoo) and hangover soup (stolen from the stash Jongho always keeps prepared), and spends his day lazing around the pack apartments until he feels like a human being again, then spends his evening cooking so he can at least have one nice meal with his husbands that day.

Wooyoung does get a do-over thought, and his second day of freedom starts off with lazy morning sex, followed by steamy shower sex, a brief pause for a fancy brunch, then rowdy couch sex that quickly becomes sex on the floor, until they're all covered in hickeys, spit, sweat, and a fair amount of cum.

"I love you both so much, you know that?" Wooyoung pants, wiggling in his mates' hold to press more of his back against the sweet cold floor. San presses a kiss to his scarred scent gland with an amused hum.

"You're just saying that because we made you come a stupid amount of times." He teases, making his mates swat at him. "I'm glad you're back. We dont have to share you with anybody else anymore." Yeosang hums in agreement, fingers tangling with San's over Wooyoungs chest.

"Never feels right when you're away. Home feels empty when its just me and San."

Its true. San loves Yeosang, and Yeosang loves San, but whenever Wooyoung is away on tour or doing promotions theres a constant feeling of something being missing. Wooyoung takes his husbands' joined hands and moves them down to rest on his lower belly.

"If we're lucky, it will never be just the two of you again, even if I go back."

The three mates smile to themselves. Wooyoung had made a big show of gleefully trashing his suppressants and birth control that morning after their shower. Now all they have to do is wait for Wooyoung's heat.

Typically going off suppressants causes a reactive heat cycle, but Wooyoung's body seems stubbornly set to its normal rhythm, and a full month goes by before he starts feeling the signs of preheat. He kicks San and Yeosang out of the apartment for almost an entire day while he builds the greatest nest he's ever made in his life. He's even more meticulous than he was with his wedding nest, which is saying something. Once it's built he insists that Mingi and Hongjoong join him in the nest for most of his preheat. Hongjoong lightly teases him about it, as if cuddling with his pregnant and nursing packmates will increase his chances of conceiving, but the head omega snuggles in with his packmates all the same, They spend hours catching up with each other and Wooyoung gently, enviously, reverently strokes over Mingi's growing belly, finally starting to show at four months, for as long as the tallest allows. He questions the two about their pregnancy experiences and with every anecdote his excitement grows until he can barely contain it. By the time Wooyoung heat starts to build and kick off properly San and Yeosang return from their various errands with bags of takeout and various treats and supplies to make sure none of them have to leave until Wooyoung is bred to his hearts content.

For once in their lives, everything goes perfectly. Wooyoung's heat breaks early, even with it being his first one off suppressants in nearly a decade, which is a very good sign. Then Yeosang's sensitive nose starts picking up a slight shift in Wooyoung's scent. Then Wooyoung feels just different enough to justify taking a pregnancy test, which of course turns out positive. 10 months to the day after Seokjin had dropped him off drunk as shit to his mates, Wooyoung returns to his apartment with a mate at each side and a daughter in each arm, content.

[petefromarma]

thank you this is a safe space for communist fall out boy fans. i love em but hate them and thats okay. i do wish they were better. i think one reason why people act like that in the fandom is they spent a lot of time associating with it and spending money and making it part of their identity which i am guilty of and still do, its almost an attack on them. to rethink what they consume. i think a lot of people just dont want to ever think of letting them go. and i get it it can suck. ofc i am not saying people should let go of them entirely or whatever but realize your faves may not be as progressive as you think they are and to acknowledge that flaw. i think one thing that sort of helped me “grow apart” from fall out boy is deadass making ocs. sure they don’t have a whole fandom or actual media but its honestly helped me a lot with just being able to put in my creative energy into something else besides fob. i still like to dabble in the fob fandom but its nice to have something else beyond fall out boy and sort of a “safety net” if things truly go south if fob gets actually “canceled” if they do something that i truly can’t really be all fandomy over if that makes sense hahaha

i think you're probably right tbh re fans feeling guilty abt spending money on them; a fair amount of western activism revolves around consumerism, which makes sense for a capitalistic society but like i really do wish these people would just get real and own up to the fact that their enjoyment of fob has nothing to do with their politics for better or for worse and if they actually believed that it did they would stop spending money on concert tickets and stop spending money on merch, not as a form of boycott or anything like that (imo most forms of western modern day boycott are ineffective in terms of constituting material change bc they focus on conglomerates; we should boycott bc it is the right thing to do to not pay in to companies that are supporting genocide, not bc we are expecting large scale change to come of it) but because it would be in line with the ideological/moral boundaries they have set for themselves

imo engaging with art/celebrity in a capitalistic society is a net neutral, for the most part; simply saying this among the most radical of accelerationist twitter grifters would get my head chopped off for paying attention to a band instead of the glorious revolution that's supposedly forming amongst russian soldiers doing genocide in the donbas or whatever but unless leftists want to actually get serious about global suffrage then idk what to say lol people are going to look to art as a coping mechanism and continue to pay in to these systems bc it helps them survive mentally/emotionally. now that being said that's why i think it's hypocritical and grotesque to participate in faux outrage against a band that you like by doing pretend activism bc none of these people actually give a shit that fob do business with/are friends with zionists, they just want to look good in front of their friends for caring about the right thing at the right time. if their disgust was genuine they would quietly drop them and move on but they're more invested in their own comfort than doing what they perceive as being right. so i guess to clarify i don't think spending money on and paying attention to a band with milquetoast lib politics is inherently materially harmful; what i do believe is actively harmful to the cause you claim to serve is when you put on a performance for a few days because the band you like fucked up in a way that can't be ignored and then never talk about it again and go back to pretending that pw is a radical leftist and not a run of the mill democrat. like if you're just going to stop talking about it eventually don't even bother bringing it up in the first place lol

i support you tho i do think OCs are a good idea esp if you want to pull away from engaging with IP tbh and i think just a good thing for enhancing your writing/creativity in general

[corrie-zodori]

1, 13, 15, 18 for the ask game (IDK if you do super in-depth story lore so sorry if not all of these you have answers for)

ohohoh I'm so down for this! This'll be a bit long (ty for letting me infodump a bit heheheh) so putting this one alllll under the cut.

1 - Who was your first ever OC? Do you still “use” them? How have they evolved over time? My first OC TECHNICALLY was this green mouse I just called "super mouse" and I made him when I was roughly 7 or 8? I dont use him anymore but he was based on a green plastic mouse toy from the old board game "mouse trap". I took the little figure everywhere, turned him into a lil superhero and I even have a little notebook to this day of little saturday morning cartoon-like adventures I drew and wrote him in. 13 - Which story has the most lore? CURRENTLY it's definitely Spark of the Eye, or "SOTE" as I've been calling it. By technicality if we're speaking worldbuilding/world lore based, it'd probably be any story in my Zodior settings (zodior being a world I made up when I was about 9 years old and have been developing gradually ever since.) SOTE is not related to Zodior in any way, but I've definitely been putting a LOT of thought and planning into it since it's initial concepting. 15 - How many projects do you have going on right now? Are there any that you doubt you’ll ever finish? I have many in limbo/progress but currently I'm focusing almost all of my energy on SOTE. I tend to bounce between story to story in bouts of fixation, but this is one of those stories that's really captivated me and has kept its grip on me for a long time, and I'm more drawn to it than I've ever been to any story I've worked on so far, solo. There's maybe one or two that I'm a little wishy washy on, and I've definitely been known to scrap ideas and entire stories before, but if I ever do that I keep scraps of it and use it for other stories. Nothing is ever truly wasted to me! The time I spent on them was still fun for me and I still got to make some cool character designs or fun concepts to use elsewhere, even if nothing ever sees the light of day from those old projects. 18 - Describe the setting of one or more of your wips I feel like I could mention the setting of SOTE, but currently the majority of the setting takes place mostly in space. We see different planets and societies though, including the Ikartan (Izarri's race) planet + ringworld society surrounding them! The surface of their planet, even if we dont see much of it, is very stormy almost to a cataclysmic level. Living down there is hellish but they do have structures and technology built to withstand these harsh conditions. This is actually something we wont see a TON of ironically. Most of their resources went into building the ringworld, a massive artificial structure that is a literal man-made ring around the planet. It's got a ton of space but it's still limited; most of ikartan society resides on this ringworld. This species is very passive and even skittish with branching out to other worlds, and they dont make connections with other alien species very often. Most of their society isn't willing to colonize other planets that belong to other species, or planets that have intelligent life already living on that planet. They tend to stick to the shadows and stay low cosmically speaking, scavenging for resources and space, even if it means their society remains (mostly) isolated to their own star system. (Aaaand maybe a few rough-shape planets.)

[robo-ky888]

So I wanted to make a video on why Robo Ky is my favorite fictional character period but I don't feel confident enough with my skills to do this sort of thing justice so I'm scrapping the project for now. I'm gonna upload the script here but be warned, it's my first ever script so sorry about that. Thank you for reading.

Introduction

Robo Ky. a character that first appeared as a story mode exclusive boss only as a palette swap of Ky and was only made fully playable in the 3rd entry into the series, is my favorite character in media. But…why, why is this random one off character that usually places around C tier on tier lists and was relegated to cutscenes and spin off games past his debut game my favorite in all of media, especially when Guilty Gear has so many amazing characters like Faust or Sol or even Johnny or Slayer. Well today I intend to tell you why and frankly, i'm not trying to win anyone over with this one or spark a new “Robo Ky revolution” or anything, i just really REALLY wanted to get this out there and this was the only way i knew how to do it. I hope you all or even if you dont, i hope you learn something new about one of guilty gears most original characters.

Who is Robo Ky

Robo Ky made his first appearance in Guilty Gear X Plus for the Playstation 2 in 2001 exclusively in cutscenes. He was portrayed as a palette swap of ky and to play as this version of Robo Ky, you had to select ky’s gg version which had different attacks. This version of Robo Ky looked way different as he was portrayed as having tan skin and a much slimmer frame, looking more like regular ky. This also applied to guilty gear petit as he works exactly like this in that game as well. I actually played this game on an emulator once and inputted the code to play as Robo Ky right away and even got his ending, which is probably one of my favorite photos of the funny man. After these two middling appearances, we finally see Robo Ky take on a full move set in guilty gear XX released in december of 2002 in japan and march 2003 everywhere else. In the first installment of the game, he is unlocked by completing Story Mode or via time release (96 hours). This is the only version of the game Robo Ky is an unlock in and in all future versions he is unlocked right at the start, as perfection should be. Its moveset and gameplay is surprisingly different from ky and if you know anything about Robo Ky, this is probably it. His gameplay revolves around maintaining your heat and battery gage as when you use certain moves, the corresponding bars will increase or decrease, if the heat gage fills up too much, you overheat and explode, if you run out of battery, you can't do specials until you get the energy for them, think of it as tension that empties and fills faster. For example, his special skill fires a bullet from his elbow which increases the heat gauge and his DON'T GET COC-KY! Uses up a bit of power. Heat goes down naturally and your main tool for rebuilding energy is gimmicky, no that's the actual name of the move, Gimmic-KY. He even has a delayed get up which can really throw people off and he even talks shit at you while he is getting up. Now why am i explaining any of this, to most people none of this even matters, but i thought this was really important to explain because Robo Ky does not play like anyone else in the entire cast, not even ky himself. They may share some of the same moves, around 9 or 10, but Robo Ky plays so differently thanks to his gauges and his weird attacks that i was drawn to it as soon as i saw it. His uniqueness is truly what makes him stand out and while he isn't the BEST character in accent core (thank you zappa), he is my absolute favorite to play and i will die on that hill.

Story reasons

In the guilty gear universe, Robo Ky was created by the Post-War Administration Bureau as a sort of assassin robot to take care of anyone trying to get in their way. This is his main objective throughout his entire story, to eliminate someone who is in his way, but that is the most barebones way of explaining it so let's go more in depth. The way fighting game canon works in general is….questionable as everyone has multiple endings and routes, it's hard to know what is canon and what isn't but i will give my best interpretation on what is Robo Ky canon.

In X’s story, Robo Ky actually scans ky and stalks him throughout his chapter until they fight and surprisingly he actually gets the jump on the defective original as when you play this story, you will always have a portion of your health missing.

Unfortunately, Robo Ky does canonically lose but this is one of the most intimidating scenes we see Robo Ky in and one of the only times he is taken and shown off as a legit threat. The next time we see a Robo Ky unit is in XX where the number of Robo Ky are actually quite thin and because of their middling performance, they’re up for discontinuation.Nevertheless, this guy named crow who has been working on the Robo Ky’s for awhile decides to send one particular Robo Ky on a mission to gather combat info as a sort of last mission.

Throughout the mission, Robo Ky argues with crow, is generally rude and dismissive and just goes on fighting, collecting data, all that until crow essentially decides “hey bud, your insides are acting real FUN-KY so get back here” and you actually get a choice as a player for if you want to return to the lab or not but for this overview we will be looking at the ending where you do not decide to return to the lab.Robo Ky must have only heard the word KY when crow said he was acting FUN-KY as he only has eyes to kill the defective original, much to crows dismay. Eventually, you actually do find and fight ky but the prince gets away and robo-kys damages are too severe so he gets back to the lab…only to be met WITH A COPY OF JUSTICE WHO IS ESSENTIALLY AN ULTRA POWERFUL KILLING MACHINE.

(Here is pt 2)

[selfundiagnosed]

Insane that my mom ran the most popular patrick stump archival blog on tumblr + was a full time lawyer + was raising two mentally ill kids + doing culinary arts school + having a cookie business. I think its her autism i wont lie. But now its all catching up to her and she has no energy which would be the ehlers danlos fault this time.. tried to convince her to steal her old url back but on cohost so she made an account but couldnt immediately make side blogs but boy oh boy. she would be giving the fall out boy fandom what they want and more. Shes like i cant do it again i have no idea how i did it before im like ma! its called having boundaries. Shes like i cant do that when i have a special interest its called autism. Im like right but queue posts for once a day and find 30 pictures from a photo set and boom one months worth of posting fall out boy and you can conserve your energy. But she doesnt know how to do her special interests in moderation. Im honestly just glad she went and accepted a bunch of access to her mega archive folder thingy. But shes so mad she doesnt have access to like her actual archive bc the website she used go archive everything changed their subscription plans and she has so many photos it would be like a zillion dollars she doesnt have 😭 like bogus i remember photo storing websites were so free. Take me back to 2010 for real :T Anyway she used to get so mortified when i told my friends as a teen about her blog i actually told her coworker once and her coworker somehow RETAINED the url and went home and looked at her blog and she was so upset at me 😭😭 but now like she kinda doesnt give a fuck anymore bc fall out boy was her special interest for an entire decade and she’s over it. Obviously still a big big fan but not in bandom anymore. Her new special interest is a band i introduced her to when i was 13 and its kinda cringe so i dont talk about it but she also ran an archival blog for THIS band and i told my friend at a sleepover who liked this band about her blog and they fucking FOLLOWED HER and shit bricks and my mom was MORTIFIED. But anyway yeah she doesnt gaf now if i tell people she was this blog and i even posted a tiktok about it once and people started doing detective work that would make her autistic self so proud…. Bc thats what she was good at! sleuthing stalking detective work on the band. Pete wentz privately answered several of her asks on tumblr i’ll see if she can send me the asks and their responses. But yeah she doesnt care anymore. her original url was scrubbed by tumblr and shes very angry about it bc it was an original bandom url for patrick stump so shes like wtf ever i dont wanna touch this im so mad. Which SAAAAME. ive done that so many times. She started permitting access to people who requested it for one of her photo archive website thingies she left in her last post. But yeaaaahhh… she was patrick stump for halloween in like 2008 and she won the costume contest bc she had rhe coolest sideburns and looked so much like him. My first ever concert was a fall out boy concert in spring 2007 i was 6 turning 7 within the next few months lemme just say the music video for carpel tunnel of love played on the screen as they played the song and my brother and i was so traumatized. But then immediately they played this aint a scene after that and we were like HELL YEAAAAAAAAA. And my brother (5 at the time) and i knew every single song and sang along and my mom went look at everyone else no one else knows these songs. You guys are so cool. And we looked around and yeah no one was singing the songs and were sooo excited! Oh and theres that one time she recorded us singing keep it simple by cobra starship and THEY PUT IT ON THEIR MYSPACE PAGE AT THE TOP WE FLIPPED SHIT. i wish THAT video was still up. Shes also met fall out boy so many times and walked away from patrick stump while he was talking to her bc she didnt want to take up his time at a meet and greet. Omg. so many memories. I was literally raised in online bandom thats so insane. Maybe thats why im a homosexual

[prettyboykatsuki]

fang omfg ur playing baldurs gate im SCREECHING!!! if u can spare the time i would love to know ur opinions of all the characters :DD

AAAAH YEAH and its The Only Thing On My Mind ahdjfjsjfjdb… im not that far!!! like only 20ish hours in but so far

shadowheart. - heaven ABOVE i want her BAD. shes so fine and so . her specific set of issues… shes so beautiful and her personality is so … like shes forward but bratty but caring bur… OUUAGAHAHWGBFFBHGNFNFNF. im pretty sure when i romance her shes going to consume me completely! but its fine

gale - UNEXPECTEDLY I REALLY LIKE HIM???? i thought he was going to be quite boring but he isnt 😭 lamb called him a munch and its so true he radiates such an energy…. i love that hes forward? like in a way where hes not shy abt it… actually so unwell.

astarion - he’s hilarious 😭😭 the funniest character in the entire game 😭 sometimes i go talk to him just to laugh. i feel neautral abt romancing him but i think i want to coddle him in a sexual way. we have very similar traumas so its like . Hey man

wyll - OUUGGHHHHHEGEHDHFBDHJGJSJFJSJFNWNFBSBFBDNNFS. its fine. its rare that i like really go after a heroic type but Wyll Is So Handsome and right now hes my favorite. hes just so good…he has enough grit that i can enjoy him but hes so UNEQUIVOCALLY KINDERDHRHFBF. i have planned our wedding 😔 we’re going to have a beautiful life together. im being soooo well behaved to make him fall for me in game rn …. Like please . A chance .

karlach - shes so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!! her personality is so endearing and i want to squish her like play doh… Dont know too much abt her but i like her interactions w wyll sm…

laezal - i dont think this is surprising but i love her 😭 shes offputting and cocky and i want her 😭😭 she reminds me a lot of bakugou in her personality and consistently entertains me. almost fucked her but again. Wyll. enjoy her a lot

[peachylivia]

Nov 12 2022

how do i even start this post....

--please do not report this account as i am in recovery now and no longer support my previous posts. This is my healing space now.--

well a lot has happened since my last post. I met up with my long time friend for the first time. We thought we fell in love- we got engaged, I got pregnant, he abused me in every possible way, and we separated. All within the space of one year and I feel like an entirely new person (with a baby!). As a new mother looking back on this public diary I made of myself I feel almost as if Im reading about a stranger's life. Going through pregnancy and childbirth (C Section and all), my body has changed immensely. I wouldnt call them visually appealing changes- but changes that make me appreciate it. My body created another human from an egg!! It took a tiny microscopic egg and created my adorable baby from it!! I am so proud of my body and for the first time I truly feel confident to call this body my own. Yes I made that child and my body shows the battle scars from it! (aka stretch marks and a pretty long c section scar...)

being a single mom doesnt come without it's own trials though.lets save that story for its own post though. I dont have time or energy to type this all down right now.

as for body care updates:

1. Daily lifting. 3 sets of 10 reps of 5lbs on each arm.

2. Daily cardio. I try to get baby in a stroller and out on a walk daily if i can. If I can't find the time i try to use my treadmill for 30 minutes or walk in place for as long as i can.

3. Daily stretches. I am trying to make sure I keep stretching before any further exercises to keep from pulling any muscles or injuring myself at all.

I want to be the best version of me there is. I want to show my baby how strong their mother is.