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Some quotes from "Tragedy + Time" ch1, with sketches by @megalunalexi
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âEEEEEEEEYAAAAAAAAH!â
âOOOOWOOWOOWOO!â
The two robots barreled down the hallway, hollering at max volume, atop a pair of jet-powered office chairs. Long ago, some paper-pushers had smuggled in contraband from the labs to level up their chair-racing, and now their posthuman successors continued that tradition. The bots werenât built for sitting, thoughâBlue squatted, spiderlike, its round core between its knees, while Orangeâs long legs stuck out like antennae. Both had to cling to the seats underneath them. Above the enginesâ roar, shrieks of mechanized delight echoed through the empty halls.

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In the paper hailstorm that broke out between them, the phone was left to dangle unnoticed, reciting the directory to no one as it spun slowly on its cord. âFor Aeronautics, press 1-1-2. For Agriculture, press 1-1-3. For AstrodynamicsâŚâ It got no answer but the tinny giggles of bots at play.

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âLook, Iâll admit it. I donât know how to motivate you. Iâve tried rewards. Iâve tried threats. Iâve tried wearing down your self-esteem, which I assume didnât work only because you donât have any to begin with. I burned your friend to death right in front of you. You know Iâm serious. I will kill you if you donât perform this test. So whatâll it be?â
The test subject didnât flinch. And it wouldnât, because it was a potted ficus, and she was out of ideas.
âThis is pointless. What am I doing?â Testing a plant sheâd found in an old break room and doused with radiation, thatâs what she was doing. This was a new low. But what choice did she have? Nothing else workedâthe Corvid Cognitive Testing Initiative was on hold while she tried to adapt a bird-sized portable portal device, the Human-Decentric Diversity Recruitment Program hadnât caught so much as a squirrel, her cloning tanks churned out nothing but mindless sacks of organs, and she was talking to a ficus. The most massive collection of wisdom and raw computational power that ever existed, now reduced toâ
Wait. The camera in the test chamber zoomed in.
Did it move? There was no wind to rustle its leaves down there, but she could swear it moved. Maybe those gamma rays just needed a little more time to take effect. Maybe she was losing her mind.

#tragedy+time#glados#fuchsia writes#fanart#!!!!!!!!!#LOVE how you got the bots' poses in the first one#and it's so funny to me that the ficus scene is like 8yrs old#i drafted it in 2016 or something
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Willam Shakespeare (something rotten) and Doug Simon (Gutenberg) should make out to Thrill of First Love from Falsettos
#This is from my drafts#what the fuck was i on#their ship name is Dream Bard <3#shakespeare something rotten#something rotten#Willam Shakespeare#gutenberg the musical#doug simon#andrew rannells#christian borle#falsettos 2016#whizzer brown#marvin gardens#whizzvin
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If you piss a kawaii girl off she's gonna break your nico nico niiicaps đđŻđŻ
#Releasing this draft. Please laugh#Shitpost#wow anna said something#anna's shitposts#Love live#nico yazawa#I hope in 2025 we as a society are still not above nico nico nii jokes that used to be the shit in 2016#q#Kawaii
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Glass Epilogue: Tea
Tea found it impossible to return to routine.
She almost left the lights off. The floor to ceiling windows on the far side of the studio provided enough light to see her way around, and at least offered the illusion of privacy.
Gripping the strap of her dance bag, Tea flipped on the switch. She wouldnât live in the shadow. She wouldnât let the fear he instilled in her dictate her life anymore. Pegasus was dead and she would go on.
Tea went to the mirrored wall and stared down her reflection until her racing heart fell into line. She spent none of her own money renting the studio for the afternoon, only the money from Pegasusâs estate. Tea would spend every dime of it to reclaim her life. Pegasus tried to steal it. He failed.
He failed.
He failed.
Tea sat against the mirror and took her shoes from her bag. When her hands dared to shake, she paused to berate the weakness. She pulled the laces too tightly, held them, and with a forced breath, relaxed. Her hands relaxed, giving slack back to the laces, but her chest remained tense and tight. Too tight, an intense, deep squeeze threatening to steal her breath.
She traced the light rays coming through the streaked windows, and with every pass of her gaze, the next breath came easier. Enough had been stolen from her. She wouldnât steal anything from herself.
Reclaim
The word on her wrist smudged after the walk over in the heat. She drew it on with a fine point marker every morning. One day, she might get it tattooed. But it was too soon for any permanent reminder, even if that reminder was a declaration of strength.
The other shoe on, Tea pushed to her feet. Her palms left smudges on the mirror behind her, and she left them there. The mark proved she had been here. She wasnât missing anymore.
She made it out alive.
They won.
And lost all the same.
Her vision blurred, and angrily, blinked until it cleared. Her phone shook when she clicked through to her old playlist, made back in the great before. She had two years of music to catch up on, and didnât want to put this off any longer.
Tossing her phone on top of her bag, Tea closed her eyes. Her tinny speaker played out the first song, a song popular two summers ago, and Tea let it fill her. The rhythm back through her shoulders, the beat in the sway of her hips, the lyrics a breath on her tongue.
She hadnât forgotten how to listen. Not for footsteps in a hall, or the cart knocking into that one uneven stone six feet outside the bolted door. The music spun around her head, an almost tangible sensation, and she moved in free interpretation.
Without cameras in every corner, she had no reservations. No one could watch her dancing across the floor, no unnamed guards, only her own passing glances in the mirror. Only her and the music.
The island had no frosted windows.
The song switched. The beat quickened. She matched the new rhythm, unable to quiet her mind or dismiss the constant mantra: Iâm okay. Iâm okay.
The chant carried her from one melody to the next, her rhythm increasing until, nearly frantic, she spun and caught herself on the wooden bar mounted to the mirrored wall. Her chest rose and fell in heavy motions, and she met her own reflectionâred, sweating, and entirely in control.
She felt good.
#okay#sharing the ones ive finished here#if i complete them all#ill add them to the actual story#for now yall can have the rough drafts#because 2016 bellamy should have written something
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2025 will be the year i do something about my fantasy world
#it's been there in the back of my mind since.. 2016 i believe#even if all i do is write one sentence or do some worldbuilding or whatever it has to be something#i need it out of me and on paper#(that and i hate that so far all i have is wattpad drafts from 2017.. lmao)#My scritches
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#ew not me finding disgustingly cheesy stuff I wrote#in the DRAFTS of this blog#right infront of my salad#like. a zombie(?) with no heart and a doctor who the zombie goes to once a day to have his heart checked lol#god i gotta delete these i swear#the thought of anyone receiving my laptop if god forbid something happens to me and then reading these is so mortifying to me#i rlly gotta delete these#do you want to hear the menu of these nonsense posts:#1. we got mr. no heart zombie w/ high body temp and his anemic heart doctor#2. miss palace botanist/healer and her annoying student who ends up being the second prince lol#3. cheerful oblivious guy and some one who views him from far as a thorn that causes hemorrhage#i think i just combined all my fears and horrors into dumb tragedies. fears: unwise relationships. the medical field. unrequited love#sorry to 2016-2019-me... i am deleting ur stuff. i mean. im glad u found some place to project your fear and sadness into.#What better coping method than to turn the story of you and your love for science into an unrequited love tragedy and personifying medicine#listing them here as I delete them because. I want to hold on to them for a few more seconds#4. a stupid long poem that makes it sound like I had a secret relationship but in actuality this is abt how in college-#-my physics lab professor used to abandon us in the lab without giving us instructions so we had to spend hours figuring everything out#honestly im gonna let go of these#they're all from a rough time in my life of studying and feeling like a failure and like I couldn't do anything right#there's no use in revisiting them and feeling bad abt it#delete later
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Tell me specifics in the tags if you wish!
#:â˘)#long tags#ok so iâve never mentioned this#but yes i have over 5000 drafts on this blog#itâs like#iâve tried to keep what i post within the âlimitsâ of a daily moodboard#so when something i like doesnât fit the daily aesthetic iâll draft it (so i almost never queue)#i used to aim for 3 posts that i felt like rhymed#and posts 4 and 5 were encores if i could keep the vibe in focus and not blurry it too much#ALSO drafting/saving/bookmarking scratches a huge ADHD itch for me#unfortunately the digital hoarding reminds me of my mothers irl hoarding :â˘) but thatâs for another day#but iâve had this blog for 7-8 years so thatâs realistically abt 2 drafts a day#old habits die hard#i canât even scroll past 6 months of drafts though the app starts glitching#and if it boots me back to top itâs over#god knows what weeby shit lies deep in those 2016 drafts#i also changed my posting style to be more erratic#3 posts a day ainât it#also why the charlie pfp fits so much better than my old anime mc photoshops lol#uhhhhhhhh yeah /end#adhdposting#EDIT: READING THE COMMENTS IS SO VALIDATING SOMEONE HAD 16000 HOLYYYYY
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yeah iâm a very skilled writer
(i put the perfect ratio of yip to yap in my ramblings)
#this is yet again abt urahara#he makes me crazy bro#i read this corny ass post from 2016 abt him n yoruichi in chapter 660-something and wrote a reply to it in the tags#BOY WAS I BLABBERING#but it was kinda valid blabbering tho#anyways itâs staying in my drafts until i get up to that part and get to actually understand whatâs up#clorox bleach
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off the record - ch.1
HELLOOOOO everyone! i am BACK from a long break with a fic! yay!
i realized very quickly that this fic was going to be a long one, so i thought i'd break it up into parts. CURRENTLY, there's another 4k in my google doc rn, but i thought "hey, why not get some interest going?"
anyway!!! comment to be tagged in the next chapter, and let me know how you like it! i love feedback!
special thanks to @moesthoughts for proofreading!
summary: you're offered a summer job at ESPN as a sports reporter and get paired up with paige.
warnings: nothing scandalous, i'd say there's a lot of world-building in this chapter? i added a few ocs in this fic just because it felt wrong just getting into it. I'll add a divider for where the paige stuff begins for those who are eager. I PROMISE THOUGH, THE REST OF THE FIC DOESN'T HAVE THIS MUCH EXTRA DETAILS.
enjoy babes đ
You quickly gulped down some coffee before brushing your teeth for school. It was mid-April, and you had quite the daunting task for you: finding a summer internship.
âHey, donât sweat this,â your college roommate Anya reassured you, âyou look the most professional Iâve ever seen you in the three years Iâve known you, and I just know you have a hell of an elevator pitch ready to go, yeah?â
You nodded. âYeah, I guess! I just really need to be ready, you know? AIâs really taking off, and if Iâm not on my game, theyâll probably give my job to a robot or something!â
âAlright,â Anya answered, chuckling, âhavenât you made the deanâs list every semester? And havenât you been editor of our paper since last year, being the youngest editor of the paper in our college? Youâve got this! I mean it.â
âThanks, Anya,â you said, smiling and taking a deep breath.
 âWish me luck!â you exclaimed as you exited your shared apartment. To avoid being late, you scurry off to your car, quickly putting your bag in the passenger seat and turning on the radio. You put on a news station, hoping to find some things to make small talk about at the career fair, which, lucky for you, was about half an hour away.
Why did this apartment have to be the best one Anya and I could afford? You thought to yourself while exiting the parking lot of your apartment complex. As the car ride went on,, your thoughts about theapartment location drifted away, you began to think about the road, and whatever your news station was rambling about.
â-And to all of you womenâs sports fans out there, last night was a BIG night for UCONNâs Paige Bueckers! The 23-year-old NCAA champion was the first overall draft pick and will be joining the Dallas Wings for the next WNBA season!â
You werenât super into sports yourself, but you knew about Paige Bueckers. A Connecticut native yourself, you grew up with your parents usually tuning into the UCONN basketball games, both menâs and womenâs. Hell, you were brought to the last championship parade for the womenâs basketball team back in 2016. Your dad had sent you an Instagram post a few days ago with some highlights featuring Paige Bueckers, to which you had just liked and moved on with your day. You heard through the grapevine that some representatives from ESPN would be at your career fair, but you werenât necessarily crazed at the thought of it. In fact, you were hoping to land an internship at the New York Times, where you would be helping others deliver the most topical headlines of the day.
Although you knew you wouldnât need it, you still kept the small fact you had learned about Paige Bueckers in the back of your head, just in case you blanked out on your very-prepared speech you had.
Just then, you pulled into your collegeâs local arena, where your summer endeavors were soon to be discovered. You popped one, two, three mints in your mouth and touched up your makeup in your car mirror. If anyone was going to get an internship today, it was going to be you, the biggest academic weapon at your college.Â
After a few pep talks, you finally exited your car and walked into the overly air-conditioned arena, then being met by a daunting array of tables, all with one collective thing to offer: your future.
You understood that the position at the New York Times was going to be a popular choice among your peers, so you made a beeline to the small table that they were occupying. After, you began the long wait, which wasnât that bad. In fact, you were thankful for the time you had to recite your pitch and pull yourself together.
About forty-five minutes passed, and you finally made it to the front of the line.
This is it. Youâve got this, you thought to yourself.
âHi! My name is-â
âLet me guess, you want the internship?â you heard, immediately cut off by the man working the table.
âIâm definitely interested! I believe that Iâd be a GREAT pick, and hereâs why: Iâm currently-â
âAs much as Iâd love to hear about your long list of qualifications, we already found someone to fill the position. Iâm sorry. But if youâd like, you can always apply to be an assistant this summer. You know. Getting coffee and whatnot,â the man said, giving you a smug smile.
Your stomach dropped.Â
An assistant? Getting coffee? You took the application, as it was still an opportunity, but so many other thoughts swirled around your head.
Three years and for what? To be brushed off like that? Whatâs even worse, by a man? You thought to yourself as you left to get some fresh air. You knew you would have to go back in there, as there were probably numerous other internships you could acquire. There was the Washington Post, CNN, NBC, and so many more that were just running through your head, as fast as a racecar going cross-country on an empty highway.
After a mini-crashout in your car, a small drink of water, and a quick phone call with Anya, you felt ready enough to enter the arena again. You werenât going to leave that parking lot without an internship that was equal to your abilities. No man was going to tell you that the internship you were going to get would involve fetching coffee.
You confidently strided back into the arena, where you were met by the overwhelming array of tables. Unwilling to allow it to ruin your conviction in your abilities, you chose to examine each table. Luckily, you were met with a few companies that were willing to hire you, and even went as far as to give you their card. Just as you were about to leave, you heard a voice yelling out.
âHey! You! Donât leave!â
âMe?â you turnedaround, pointing at yourself.
âYes!â The tall woman who was chasing you down finally stopped running. After dusting herself off and adjusting her hair, she addressed you.
âI heard you at the career fair today. And I mean it, you are exactly what we are looking for.â
âWho?â
âOh, pardon me. Iâm from ESPN. After a short phone call with my boss, weâd like to offer you a summer job.â
Just the word âjobâ made your eyes bulge out of your head. You were flabbergasted to say the least. You were confident youâd exit with an internship, but a job? And at ESPN, to make things better.
âReally?â you spoke, trying to conceal your excitement.
âYes! Donât worry, the interview process would be waived for you, as this is super last minute, but you would have to attend media training for the next few weeks,â the woman explained, stepping aside with you to continue the conversation.
âMedia training? Like, I would be on TV?â
âYes! Youâre going to be assigned to cover the entirety of the 2025 WNBA season. Hopefully, youâll be good to go at the beginning of May. Thatâs when preseason starts.â
âIâm sorry, the WNBA?â you pinched your arm, trying to wake yourself up from whatever bizarre dream this was.
âYes! Although it isnât an extremely followed league, our team is expecting another rise in viewership this season.â
âReally?â you asked, intrigued, âI swear viewership for womenâs sports has been the same for my whole lifespan.â
âYou follow womenâs sports?â
âMy parents do, at least. Theyâre big UCONN fans,â you answered. A nanosecond after, you remembered what you heard in the car. Oh, you were in for a long conversation after your last statement.
âUCONN, huh?â your new employer asked, âSo Iâm sure youâve been hearing about Paige Bueckers a lot recently.â
âOh yeah, she got the first draft pick last night! Dallas Wings, right?â Thank god for that local news station.
âOh, donât tell me youâre a superfan, right?â
âOh, donât worry, I heard it on the radio this morning.â Your new employer smiled at your comment, and handed you her card.
Angelica Hastings. That would be a name youâd remember for decades. After all, she was now the first person to support you in your official professional journalism journey.
âWell, you have the job! Be prepared to be immersed in the world of womenâs basketball this summer!â Angelica said, shaking your hand. You quickly gave her your business card and left for your car. Only God knew what surprises this summer held for you.
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About an hour later, you finally made it back to your shared apartment with Anya. You nearly twisted your ankle running up the stairs to tell her the news.
âESPN???â she exclaimed, almost as astounded as you were.
âYES! And I get paid! The only bad news is I need to cram for finals, as I need to start media training in two weeks.â
âWell, looks like youâve got to get cramming.â
The next two weeks flew by. Between packing, contract signing, and finals, you had almost no room to breathe. Whatâs more, you took it upon yourself to begin researching all of the top new rookies in the WNBA, as Angelica had told you that youâd probably be interviewing or covering them most of the timeâor at least when it got to more niche stories. There was Hailey Van Lith at Chicago Sky, who seemed to be doing pretty well for herself. There was Kiki Iriafen, who was one of the best forwards in the country, at the Washington Mystics. And obviously, there was Paige Bueckers. You assumed as a new woman to the job, that she would be off-limits to you, given that she quite literally was the face of womenâs basketball rookies at the moment, so you chose to focus on other players. After all, you were sure that you would be learning all about the star guard in your first hours of work.
The second you finished your finals, you said a very quick goodbye to Anya, promising her to call her every night that youâd be gone, and then you tookyour bagsâwhich had been packed for weeksâand drove off to your first location: Bristol, Connecticut, the very headquarters of ESPN. After checking in to the hotel that they provided you, you quickly changed into your professional wear and entered the building. You checked in at the front desk, asking for Angelica, who guided you to her office and motioned for you to sit down.
âHow was the drive?â Angelica asked, taking a swig of her coffee.
âNot bad,â you admitted, playing with your newly done nails, âI do have to say, though, I forgot how nasty Massachusetts drivers are.â
Angelica chuckled.
âWell, lucky for you, you wonât have to worry about Massachusetts drivers at all this summer. Iâm assigning you to cover the Dallas Wingsâ rookies, and then as the season goes on, probably one of the California teams. The Dallas Wings didnât have the best season last year, so weâre not expecting too much from this year either.â
âDidnât Paige get drafted there?â
âYes, but one player cannot single-handedly save a whole team,â Angelica said, typing on her laptop, âWeâll have to see how the other rookies do too.â
âSo Iâm going to Dallas?â You asked, trying to formulate an image of your summer in your head.
âNot exactly. Youâll go to Vegas this week, since thatâs the stadium theyâre playing at. Youâll just be following them around and traveling to their respective stadiums.â She explained.
âAlright! I can definitely do that!â You said, and let out a sigh of relief.
âBy the way, you need to be on the third floor in 3 minutes for your style workshop. Youâll be given your wardrobe, introduced to your hairstylist, and youâll be getting your nails done.â
âI'd better go then. Thank you, Angelica!â
âOf course. See you on TV!â
The outfits they had picked for you were rather bland, as they were simpler, not to mention professional. However, with Anyaâs help, you secured some cuter outfits for free nights. Whatâs more, your new hairstylist, Shay, was an amazing person to talk to. While experimenting with your hair, she was sure to make conversation.
âSo, you excited to meet Paige?â She asked, running a straightener in your hair.
âWho said I was even going to meet her? I figured Iâd be assigned with the other rookies,â you replied.
âWell, as the person who has YOUR schedule, youâre set to be interviewing Paige at the preseason game on Friday.â
âAre you serious?â
âWhat? Are you one of those girls who has an entire edit folder dedicated to her or something?â she asked, a knowing smirk beginning to make its mark on her face.
âNo! I just⌠I know my parents are going to ask me to get an autograph from her or something.â
âSure, sure. So youâve NEVER seen an edit of her?â Shay asked, now trying to put your hair in some sort of half-up, half-down style.
âNot really. I donât usually get edits on my TikTok.â
âJust look her up, alright?â
âMaybe,â you said halfheartedly, brushing off her request.
After about thirty hairstyles, an exchange of phone numbers, and a full set of nails, Shay then sent you to your media trainer, who taught you everything you would need to know for the summer. As boring as it was, you were somewhat ready for your first game, which would be against the Las Vegas Aces. The next day, you took a plane ride to Indiana, where you were met with your hotel for the next week.
The next night was a busy one. After another hair and makeup session with Shay, you were expected to arrive at the stadium at about three-thirty in the afternoon. Needless to say, you felt as if you were out of breath when you arrived at Notre Dameâs Purcell Pavilion. Throughout the night, as your professors had trained you, you kept your eyes on Paige the whole game. Every movement of hers was mesmerizing, to put it bluntly. Every bounce of the ball, every basket, god, even any time she ran made it impossible for you to keep your eyes off of her. You made a mental note to watch some highlights of her later. At halftime, you were instructed to interview her.
This is it.
âHello!â You introduced yourself to Paige before the cameras began to record.
âOh, okay, first interviewer! Itâs nice to meet you! Iâm Paige!â She said excitedly, holding out her hand for you to shake.
No fucking way sheâs the number one draft pick and she thinks she has to introduce herself.
You found it endearing, though, the way she smiled and fidgeted with her hands.
Forget endearing. As the cameras were setting up and you got to know her, you were blown away by her. You were awestruck by her tall, slender figure, and her new slick back, which made it impossible not to look at her icy blue eyes that never broke eye contact with you. She was hot as fuck. To your dismay, you failed to notice before. Although radiating confidence, she still was able to stay humble and grounded.
You had to admit, you both really just clicked. You had only been talking with her for about three minutes, and she was making you laugh in a way not even Anya could, not to mention how easy it was to talk with her. It felt like you had known her since you had been born. Although you knew things wouldnât go any farther than whatever was happening on the court, you still enjoyed itâand had developed a FAT crush on her in the span of one game.
You really hoped youâd be able to interview her again.
âGo!â the cameraman called, clapping his hands, breaking up the colloquial conversation between you and her.
âSo, Paige, how do you feel, now that youâre starting fresh with the Dallas Wings, only about three weeks after your NCAA championship win?â
âPretty good. Iâm excited for this season, forever thankful for this opportunity to be here, thankful to God, and just really soaking up everything around me.â
âAnd Paige, how are you feeling about the new hair? Although you wore this hairstyle a few months back, you did admit that youâd be debuting a new signature hairstyle in the W.â
âUh, I like my hair. Giving my scalp a break and such. I think Iâll be experimenting with this and a bun in the next few games, weâll see.â
âAlright, thank you! Good luck for the rest of this game!â
âThanks! See you later?â
You nod as she high-fives you, giggling like a high school girl.
Although the Wings lost to the Aces, 78 to 112, to be exact, it was still a fun game to watch. You werenât too sad, as you found in your research that there was a new coach in charge, and it was, in fact, a preseason game if anything. You quickly found Paige on the court again, whose face lit up when she saw you.
âHey! Enjoy the game?â she asked, seemingly unbothered by the loss.
âOh yeah. It was fun to watch! Congrats on your first game!â
âThank you,â she answered, her eyes finally leaving yours for once, âso are you going to be coming to more games?â
âApparently, Iâll be interviewing the Wings throughout their whole season, although I may have to leave near the end for college.â
âYouâre still in college? Damn girl, I thought you were here with some experience with how professional you were.â
âReally? I think this is the least professional Iâve felt in a while!â you quipped, letting out a small laugh.
âTrust me, youâre better at this than you think. You know, I think youâve asked the best questions since Iâve gotten here,â she admitted matter-of-factly.
âYeah?â
âYeah.â
Once again, the cameraman asked the two of you to get into position, so you did.
This was going to be a good season.
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Could you do a oneshot of willy where you are rasmus' sister and like you are just as close with willy as you are your brother and hes always looked out for you as he would sandy, and maybe a player from another team tries to make a move on you and you get uncomfortable and he steps in and is like back off my girl bro, and then it's like a aha my girl that's so funny could never be true tho right? RIGHT?!?! and they lived happily ever after in love đ¤Şđ
Haha, I definitely had way too much fun writing this one đ I absolutely loved the idea, and honestlyâeven if itâs not my best workâI donât even care because I enjoyed every second of it đ¤
So letâs just dive right in, shall we? đ Hope you enjoy it, love đ
Tropes & warnings: William Nylander x reader, Rasmus Sandin's sister - friends to lovers, alcohol consumption, soft!willy & ofc protective!Willy, mention of sexual intercourse, language
Words count: 4.4K
My Girl I William Nylander (ft. Rasmus Sandin) â
Rasmus Sandin was everything you loved and hated in equal measure.
Your brother, your rival, your favourite punching bag and your fiercest protectorâall rolled into one maddening, irreplaceable person. Two years older, and he never let you forget it. Growing up, everything was a competition: who could sprint fastest through the snow, who could score more goals in the driveway, who could get under Mumâs skin quicker.
You fought over stupid things and made up just as fast. You stole his hoodies and he changed your phone background to the worst selfies imaginable. But the moment someone else tried to mess with you? Rasmus was there. No hesitation. No questions asked. Heâd step in with that fire in his eyes like donât you dare touch whatâs mine.
He was your safe place before you even knew what one was.
And as you both got older, his world started expandingâand so did yours.
When Rasmus was drafted to the Leafs in 2018, everything changed. He wasnât just your annoying older brother anymoreâhe was playing pro hockey in Toronto. By the time the 2019â2020 season rolled around, he was wearing blue and white for real, living in a downtown apartment he shared with none other than William Nylander.
Thatâs when you met him properly.
William wasnât just the funny guy from Rasmusâ training camp stories anymore. He was there. The quiet one with the sharp eyes and even sharper sense of humour. He had the charm, sureâbut not the kind that made you feel small or like a joke. William was the type to ask how you were really doing, to remember the answer the next time you saw him.
At first, you figured he was just being polite. Friendly. You were Rasmusâ sister, after all. That came with certain unspoken rules.
But then he kept asking if youâd be at the games. If you were coming to team dinners. If you wanted to hang out after practice. He started texting you out of the blueâsending you memes, TikToks, photos of Rasmus doing something dumb at home. Little things. But they added up.
You didnât live in Toronto, but you spent a lot of time there during that first season. And the more time you spent around William, the harder it became to tell where friendship ended and something else quietly began.
Rasmus never questioned it. Heâd known William since 2016, long before he was a Leaf. He trusted him completely. To him, Williamâs attentiveness was just typical Willyâloyal to a fault, always looking after his people.
You were part of those people now. That was all.
But to you, William started becoming more than just part of Rasmusâ world.
He became yours too.
And you triedâGod, you triedânot to read into it. Not to hope for something more. You told yourself over and over that he only saw you as Rasmusâ sister. That he was kind to everyone. That he was just being nice.
But it got harder to believe that when he made sure your coffee order was already waiting in the car after morning skate.
When he pulled you aside at team events because he could tell you were overwhelmed.
When he watched you laugh across a crowded room like he couldnât look away.
One night during the second seasonâearly on, when you were still trying to prove you could hang in the Toronto sceneâRasmus had invited you out for drinks with the team. You didnât want to be the little sister clinging to the edges of the group, so you drank more than you shouldâve. Tried too hard to keep up with guys who were built like machines and used to the lifestyle.
By the time you stepped outside, the city lights were spinning, and the sidewalk didnât feel quite steady beneath your feet.
âHey,â a voice said, gentle but firm. âYou good?â
You blinked up at William, dazed. âI think the tequila won.â
He smiled, just a little, and offered his arm. âCome on. Letâs get you back to the apartment.â
You vaguely remembered leaning on him in the Uber. Him helping you out of your shoes. A glass of water pressed into your hands. William sitting beside you on the couch until you fell asleep.
When you woke up the next morning, head pounding and cheeks flushed with embarrassment, you found a glass of juice, two Advil on the coffee table, and a text message.Â
Donât try to outdrink NHL players. Weâre trained for this. âW
Your heart thudded for reasons that had nothing to do with the hangover.
From that day on, things between you shifted. Slowly, quietly, without ever being said out loud.
William became your best friend in Torontoâsecond only to Rasmus. Someone you could talk to about anything. The kind of friend who noticed when your smile didnât quite reach your eyes. The one you could sit in total silence with and still feel seen.
You helped him through the ups and downs of his relationship, offered advice you pretended didnât sting to give. You held back your feelings with both hands because friendship was better than nothing. And because you were scared that crossing that line might ruin everything.
You were good at ignoring the ache. At pretending.
But William?
William had always been harder to read.
And sometimesâjust sometimesâyou wondered if he was pretending, too.
_
Now, a few years later, things looked a little different.
Rasmus had been traded to Washington a couple of seasons ago. Heâd adjusted quicklyânew team, new city, new phase of his careerâbut you knew there was still a piece of him that missed Toronto. The friendships heâd built here, the sense of home. William.
You came with him this time. It was your tradition, sort of. When the Capitals played in Toronto, you flew in to support him. You werenât staying long, just a long weekend, but it felt like coming back to something familiar.
Rasmus had warned you the Leafs were on a hot streakââdonât get your hopes up,â he muttered as you zipped up your jacket before heading to Scotiabank Arena. And sure enough, the Leafs pulled off a win.
Still, it was a good night. You hugged your brother after the game, stole one of his hoodies like old times, and stood in the hallway near the playersâ lounge catching up with William, whoâd already loosened his tie and had that flushed, post-game glow.
âYou staying for the Sens game tomorrow?â he asked, tipping his chin toward you as he leaned against the wall, still catching his breath from the ice.
âThinking about it,â you replied, smiling. âUnless you think Iâll jinx you again.â
He grinned, eyes flicking over your face. âYou can jinx me anytime you want.â
You blinked. He said it like a joke. He always said things like that like a joke.
Except tonight⌠it didnât feel like one.
You ended up staying.
The next night, the Leafs lost to Ottawa in overtime. William was annoyed, not outwardly, but you could tell. He had that subtle edge to himâquieter, more withdrawn. Still, when someone suggested going out for a few drinks, he nodded. âYeah,â he said, glancing at you. âLetâs go.â
You werenât even sure what felt different about the nightâjust that it was. The atmosphere was looser. Everyone seemed a little more grown-up, less reckless than theyâd been in those early Toronto days.
You werenât Rasmusâ teenage sister anymore, either.
You felt good tonightâcomfortable in your skin, confident in a way you hadnât always been around the team. Maybe thatâs why you didnât think twice when someone from the Senatorsâ roster slid into your space by the bar.
He was charming at first. Too charming. Smiling a little too wide, talking a little too close. You tried to laugh it off. To shift away. To politely decline.
But he didnât take the hint.
âYou sure about that?â he said, tilting his head. âBecause Iâve seen the way you look at me.â
âI havenât been looking at you,â you said calmly. âAnd Iâve already said no.â
âCâmon, just one drinkââ
âSorry,â a voice cut in, low and measured, âbut my girl said no.â
You froze.
The tone was calm, sure, but it was laced with something unfamiliarâsomething sharp, protective, and entirely unshakable.
You turned toward the voice, pulse quickening.
William stood behind you, hands at his sides, posture relaxed in that effortlessly cool way he always carried himself. But his eyesâthose were different. Steady. Cold. Focused entirely on the man standing a little too close to you.
The Senatorâsome third-line winger with a smug smirkâraised his brows, looking between you and William with amused detachment.
âDidnât realise she was taken.â
Williamâs jaw flexed. âShe is.â He didnât blink. âBy me.â
The guy gave a snort, clearly not taking any of it seriously, and backed off with a casual shrug, disappearing into the crowd with his drink and his ego intact.
But you stood there, frozen, as the weight of Williamâs words hung thick in the air between you.
My girl.
You blinked at him. âBy you?â
Williamâs eyes softened when they met yours, but there was no trace of hesitation in them. âYeah,â he said quietly. âBy me.â
Your stomach flipped. It was like everything youâd tried to suppressâevery late-night text, every subtle glance, every shoulder brush and shared silenceâhad suddenly broken through the surface.
âIs that⌠new?â you asked, your voice barely audible over the hum of music and laughter around you.
He gave you a small smile. The kind he only gave when it was just you and him and no one else watching. âI donât think so.â
You stood there for a second, still rooted to the spot, processing the words. The way he said them so calmly, like it wasnât something monumental. Like it hadnât just shaken the foundation of everything you thought was settled between you.
You let out a slow breath. âSo, what now?â
William glanced around the bar, then looked back at you, tucking one hand gently into the pocket of his jacket. âWe could stay and pretend like nothing happened.â
You arched a brow. âYou think I could actually do that?â
He smiled again, a little more mischievous this time. âDidnât think so.â
You laughedânervous, but real. Then, without another word, he reached for your hand. Not forcefully. Not dramatically. Just⌠casually. Like heâd done it a hundred times before.
You let him.
You didnât say anything as he laced his fingers through yours and gave a light tug, leading you through the bar. Past the crowd, past the flashing lights, past your brother, whoâthankfullyâhadnât witnessed any of that.
The moment the door shut behind you, the cold night air hit your cheeks, sharp and sobering. But you didnât feel unsteady. Not this time.
William stopped at the edge of the sidewalk, turning to face you.
His hand was still in yours.
âI didnât plan on saying anything tonight,â he admitted, voice low, almost lost to the sounds of traffic in the distance. âBut when I saw him not backing offâŚâ
Your heart thudded. âYou didnât like it.â
âI didnât like how he made you look,â William said, eyes searching yours. âLike you wanted to disappear. And Iâve never seen you look like that.â
You swallowed hard. âAnd calling me your girlâŚ?â
âFelt right,â he said simply. âDid it feel wrong to you?â
âNo,â you whispered.
And then he stepped closer. Not hesitating. Not unsure. He reached up, his knuckles brushing your cheek, his touch featherlight.
âI shouldâve said something sooner.â
You leaned in without even realising you were doing it. âYeah,â you murmured. âYou shouldâve.â
His lips twitched. âYou mad?â
âIâll let you make it up to me.â
William grinned. âDeal.â
Then he kissed you.
Soft at first. Like he didnât want to spook you. Like he was making sure you had every chance to pull away.
You didnât.
You leaned into him, hands curling in his jacket, heart pounding as the kiss deepenedânot desperate, but certain. Years of stolen glances and unsaid words finally blooming into something real.
When you broke apart, his forehead rested against yours, both of you a little breathless.
âRasmus is going to lose his shit,â you said.
William chuckled. âHeâll be fine.â
âYou sure?â
He kissed your cheek. âNot even a little.â
You laughed, and he squeezed your hand. âCome on. Letâs get out of here.â
And as he led you down the sidewalk, the world suddenly felt a little quieter. A little steadier. Like youâd finally found your place.
Right next to him.
The condo was still and quiet when you walked in, save for the faint hum of the city outside the windows. William locked the door behind you, tossing his keys into the dish by the entrance with a soft clink.
Neither of you said much.
You slipped off your coat, your fingertips tingling with anticipation. He hung his up beside yours, then turned to face youâand for a second, neither of you moved.
It wasnât awkward. It was charged.
Years of friendship, of toeing the line, of pretendingâall of itâsat in the small space between your bodies, crackling like static.
William stepped toward you slowly, like he didnât want to rush this. Like he already knew this moment was going to live in his memory for a long, long time.
âYou okay?â he asked softly, voice thick with emotion.
You nodded. âAre you?â
âIâve never been more sure about anything.â
Thatâs when you closed the distance, your hands finding the hem of his shirt as your mouth found his againâmore sure, more urgent now. He responded instantly, his hands settling on your waist, pulling you closer until your bodies met in the middle.
You could feel his heartbeat under your palms, fast and steady.
âDo you know,â you whispered between kisses, âhow long Iâve wanted this?â
William pulled back just enough to meet your gaze. âProbably not as long as I have.â
You smiled, breathless, as he guided you through the living room toward the bedroom, pausing only to press his lips to yours again, and againâlike he couldnât quite believe this was real. Like he was making up for lost time.
The moment you stepped into his room, it felt natural. Familiar. Like youâd already been there a hundred timesâbut this time was different.
He helped you out of your sweater, fingers brushing lightly across your arms, his touch reverent. When you reached for the buttons on his shirt, he stilled your hands with his own.
âHey,â he said, voice low. âWe donât have to rush this. We donât have to do anything tonight.â
You looked up at him, heart full. âI want to. With you.â
That was all he needed.
The rest of your clothes fell away slowly, not in a blur but in a sequence of soft, deliberate touchesâevery movement quiet, careful, like unwrapping something fragile. His mouth traced every inch of your skin like he was learning it from scratch, like heâd waited so long he didnât want to miss a single detail.
There was no performance. No pressure.
Just warmth. Soft laughter between kisses. Foreheads pressed together. Gasps shared under tangled sheets and whispered promises exchanged with fingertips on bare skin.
At one point, William paused, his thumb brushing along your jaw. âYou still good?â he murmured.
You nodded, whispering his name, and pulled him back in.
It wasnât just sex.
It was a culmination. A release. A confession youâd both been too scared to voice until now. You moved in sync, every shift and sigh answering a question that had hung between you for years.
Afterward, you lay there with your head on his chest, his fingers drawing slow circles across your spine, the silence no longer heavy but full.
âOkay,â you said after a long stretch of quiet. âThat wasâŚâ
He glanced down. âYeah?â
You tilted your chin, meeting his gaze. âReally damn worth the wait.â
William grinned, kissed your forehead, and pulled you a little closer. âTold you Iâd make it up to you.â
_
The morning light filtered in through the curtains, soft and golden, warming the space between tangled sheets and quiet breathing. You stirred against the familiar rhythm of Williamâs chest rising and falling beneath your cheek, your limbs still lazily draped across his.
It was peaceful. Cosy. Your entire body was sore in the best way, and your mind floated somewhere between sleep and satisfaction.
William shifted slightly, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. âMorninâ,â he murmured, voice thick with sleep.
You hummed, eyes still closed. âIf this is a dream, Iâm suing someone when I wake up.â
He chuckled, low and warm. âYouâre very real. Trust me.â
You were just about to kiss him againâslow and soft, like it was the only thing that matteredâwhen the click of the front door echoed through the condo.
William froze. You blinked.
And then came his voice.
âYo, Willy? You awake? I brought coffee.â
Your entire body locked up. William sat up like someone had electrocuted him.
âShit.â
Your heart dropped to your stomach. âRAS?â
William jumped out of bed, grabbing his hoodie and pulling it over his head in a panic. âHe wasnât supposed to come until eleven!â
You grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around yourself like a human burrito. âWhat do I do?! Where do I go?!â
William looked around the room, wild-eyed. âUhâcloset?â
You stared at him. âIâm not hiding in a closet like this is some bad high school rom-com.â
âOkay, then under the bed?!â
âWILLIAM.â
His eyes darted to the ensuite bathroom. âThere. Justâjust go in there and lock the door. Iâll distract him.â
You didnât have time to argue. You grabbed your clothes off the floor, scampered into the bathroom, and softly closed the door just as Rasmusâ voice got louder.
âI swear to God, if youâre still asleep Iâm leaving without you,â he called, his footsteps coming closer.
William cracked the bedroom door and stepped out, running a hand through his hair like he could somehow will himself to look casual.
âHey, man.â
Rasmus frowned. âYou just woke up? I texted you twenty minutes ago.â
William forced a yawn and leaned against the doorframe. âYeah. Long night.â
You sat in the bathroom, clutching your shirt to your chest, trying not to breathe too loudly.
âIs someone here?â Rasmus asked suddenly, peering past William toward the bedroom.
âNope,â William said way too fast. âWhy would someone be here?â
âI heard something. Like⌠a door close.â
William shrugged. âWindow. Wind. I dunno, man.â
There was a beat of silence. Then: âWait. Is there a girl here?â
William cleared his throat. âDefine âhere.ââ
âOh my god. You doâyou hooked up last night?â
You facepalmed.
âWell,â Rasmus continued with a smirk, âgood for you, I guess. Waitâdo I know her? Who is it? Someone from the bar?â
William looked like he was going to combust. âDude, donât worry about it.â
âI am worrying about it,â Rasmus said, crossing his arms. âThis is my best friend. In my former apartment. I deserve details.â
Your phone vibrated in your hand with a text from William:
heâs not leaving. SOS. u ok in there??
You typed back with trembling thumbs.
Iâm hiding in your damn bathroom with your hoodie and zero dignity.
âOkay, youâre being weird,â Rasmus said. âYouâre always weird but now youâre avoidance weird. Iâm going in thereââ
William panicked. âNO!â
Rasmus froze. âWhy not?â
âBecause,â William said, his voice cracking slightly, âbecause I⌠spilt protein powder everywhere.â
There was a pause.
âWilliam, what the hell is going onââ
The bathroom door opened slowly.
You stepped out in his hoodie, makeup smudged from sleep, bare legs and messy hair giving away everything. You werenât even sure why you did it. Maybe it was the sheer ridiculousness of hiding like a teenager, or maybe it was the look on Williamâs faceâcornered, panicked, helpless.
Either way, it was too late to turn back now.
Rasmus blinked. His eyes dropped to the hoodie. Then to your face. Then to William.
The silence was deafening.
âWHAT THE ACTUAL Fââ
âOkay, okay!â William practically launched himself between you and Rasmus like a human shield. âJustâletâs all take a deep breath.â
âYouâve gotta be joking,â Rasmus said, eyes wide, voice rising. âYOU AND HER? IN YOUR BEDROOM?â
âI mean,â you said weakly, âitâs not like itâs the first time Iâve been in his apartmentââ
âNot helping,â William muttered.
âHow long has this been going on?!â Rasmus demanded, hands flailing. âWhat happened to bro code? What happened to boundaries? And youââ he pointed at you, ââyouâre supposed to tell me when youâre secretly hooking up with my best friend!â
âI wasnât aware we were scheduling announcements,â you said flatly.
âI lived with you,â Rasmus said to William, still spiralling. âI trusted you. I defended you. I told people you were like a brother!â
William winced. âTo be fair, this is kind of your fault. You introduced us.â
âIâm going to pass out.â
âOkay,â William said, clapping a hand on his shoulder. âDeep breaths. Remember the skating plan? You love skating.â
âYou love ruining my life!â
William turned to you quickly, voice low. âIâm gonna get him out of here before he actually combusts. Stay. Chill. Iâll text you.â
You nodded, trying not to laugh as Rasmus muttered what sounded like Swedish curses under his breath and slapped Williamâs arm away.
âTouch me again and I swear to God Iâll throw your skates in the lake.â
âI love you too, man.â
Within a minute, the front door closed behind them, and the condo fell blissfully silent.
You let out the breath you hadnât realised you were holding.
Your phone buzzed with a message from William.
okay that couldâve gone worse đ
take your time. showerâs yours. spare key is in the drawer by the sinkâjust lock up behind you. also, Iâm in love with you, in case that wasnât obvious. â¤ď¸
You smiled, warmth blooming through your chest as you set your phone down and padded toward the bathroom.
Despite everythingâdespite your brother very nearly imploding this morningâit still felt like the best possible kind of disaster.
And honestly?
You wouldnât change a thing.
_
It wasnât until halfway through their friendly skate at the outdoor rink that the other guys started noticing it.
âOkay,â Calle Järnkrok said, gliding up beside Rasmus with his stick resting lazily on his shoulder. âWhatâs up with you and Willy? Did he forget your birthday or chirp your flow or something?â
Rasmus didnât look up from retying his skates, jaw clenched like he was one wrong word away from snapping his stick in half.
âNothing.â
Calle raised a brow. âYou sure? âCause youâre staring at him like he borrowed your car and returned it without the brakes.â
âHe didnât borrow my car.â
âBut he did something?â
Rasmus let out a long, frustrated sigh. âHeâs just⌠being William.â
Calle smirked. âDid âbeing Williamâ include sleeping with your sister?â
Rasmus choked mid-breath.
âHow do you know?!â
Calle laughed. âBro. You stormed out of his apartment this morning like it was on fire, and heâs been walking around grinning like he just scored the game-winner at the Olympics. Everyone knows.â
Rasmus muttered something in Swedish that Calle wisely chose not to respond to, and skated off with enough force to spray snow halfway down the rink.
You were the last to arrive at dinner.
The group had gathered at your favourite cozy restaurant in Toronto, a mix of Leafs, Caps, and a handful of mutual friends. You spotted Rasmus immediatelyâarms folded, expression grim, sipping a beer like it personally wronged himâand William beside him, visibly trying not to smirk.
You slid into the seat across from them, offering your brother a cautious smile.
âHey.â
Rasmus gave you a stiff nod. âHi.â
A heavy pause settled over the table.
âI like your hoodie,â you added lightly.
âItâs his hoodie,â Rasmus muttered, eyes narrowing at William. âI know itâs his hoodie.â
Calle, seated beside him, let out a bark of laughter. âGod, this is better than Netflix.â
Dinner continued mostly without incidentâmostly. The food was great, the wine even better, and the table was loud with stories and laughter⌠all except for Rasmus, who hadnât smiled once.
When dessert arrived, he set down his fork and cleared his throat.
Everyone quieted instantly.
He looked between you and William, jaw tight, clearly running through whatever speech heâd practiced in his head a dozen times since that morning.
âIâve been thinking about this all day,â he said, voice serious. âAnd Iâve come to a conclusion.â
William shifted in his seat. You sat a little straighter.
âYeah?â you asked.
âI hate it.â
âRasââ
âNo, let me finish,â he cut in, raising a hand. âI hate that I walked into my best friendâs place and found my baby sister creeping out of his bedroom. I hate that I had to process all of that before Iâd even had my first coffee. And I hate that you made me experience every protective older brother clichĂŠ in one single, horrific morning.â
You bit the inside of your cheek to stop from smiling.
Then Rasmus turned to William, and the mood shifted ever so slightly.
âBut,â he said, quieter now, âI also know you. And I know you care about the people in your life more than most guys in this league. And I know youâd never hurt her.â
William met his eyes. âI wouldnât.â
âAnd if you do,â Rasmus added, deadly serious, âI will personally bodycheck you into next season.â
William nodded solemnly. âFair.â
You blinked. âWait⌠is that your way of giving us your blessing?â
âI didnât say that.â
âBut you implied it.â
âI implied nothing.â
âYou implied everything,â Calle said, grinning into his drink. âWe all heard it.â
Rasmus rolled his eyes and picked up his beer again. âWhatever. Just donât make me witness any PDA or I swear Iâll eat dinner in the kitchen.â
You grinned, leaned over, and pressed a kiss to Williamâs cheek.
Rasmus dropped his fork like it physically pained him. âYouâre both dead to me.â
The table erupted with laughter.
But laterâwhen the noise had softened into background chatter, and everyone was leaning back full and happyâyou caught your brother watching you and William with something that wasnât quite a glare.
It was quieter than that. A little weary. A little soft.
Like a surrender.
Like trust.
The kind that only comes from someone who loves you both.
And that was more than enough.
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I donât really have a lot to ask I just want to say I love your art style! It kind of reminds me of like Eldritch Horror meets Celestial Divinity type of thing so with that said I was wondering on how you came to this type of art style you do and how long did it take you to experiment until you found the style that you wanted? Sorry if that sounds kinda confusing đ
thanks for taking the time to read this and have a good rest of your day!
Thank you! I did not found my artstyle, my artstyle found me. Here is a timeline of my digital art/illustration journey
2014 - The beginning
I finally took my tablet and bit the bullet that was digital art. I remember specifically forcing myself to draw (because it was not fun) because I wanted to learn digital art no matter what it took.


2016 - Experimental


Boldness seems to have dominated this phase, not because of the themes but because I rendered without any under sketch (example above of how the first draft looked like vs the end)
2017 - The breakthrough

It was only from here that digital art began feeling RIGHT. The most important things I've learned were how to render texture variation (especially softer things like hair and fur) and how to color a drawing from greyscale. I was slowly settling onto my desired artstyle
2019 - Happy accident
We were tasked to design characters based on chess pieces during college. 1 week deadline. With the mindset that no one will see my designs except my teacher and I, I did things boldly and rendered them (trad ink plus digital shading) to emphasize shape and design, rather than texture variation.
I began mixing traditional lineart with digital rendering.
2020 - Fallen from heaven


My friend and I decided to attempt to design angels based on widely popular tumblr emoji mashups. It was the first time I colored one of my character design drawings, using similar methods to the ones I've learned in 2017.
2017 - 2024



I cannot name nor describe my artstyle nowadays. I haven't seen many people with something similar either. I use what I've learned in all my phases; the spontaneous boldness of 2016, the texture variation of 2017, the sharp shapes and design mindset of 2019, the mix of traditional and digital from 2020. It all melted together and keeps evolving.
The way I approached art changed too. I was so worried about making things beautiful and technically outstanding when today I only worry about making things interesting and readable.
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wedding crashers | jack hughes
warnings: semi public sex, pining on jack's side, older!reader (jack is 22, she is 26), unprotected p in v (always... do as i do not as i say, wrap it when you tap it), fingering, dirty talk, insinuation of oral (m & f receiving) pairing: jack hughes x fem!reader request: "jack hughes and a slightly older reader (like idk 3 years older maybe), i feel like heâs so sassy and cocky that he would go nuts if he was able to get an older girl hahaha, maybe it could be like a challenge type situation where they were bantering over whether heâd be any good in bed bc heâs âjust a babyâ or something so he has something to prove.. đŤŁ" wc: 4167

Youâd first met Jack Hughes in 2015. You were at one of the USA Developmental games with Matthew, your best friend at the time, watching his brother play for the last time that year. Since it was Christmas just recently, this was the only time youâd get to see Matthew until who knew when. Even though it involved hockey, which always stole Matthewâs attention from you, you decided to join him anyway. It was Matthew that introduced you to the Hughes family, after you had commented on Quinnâs performance.
Jack was a goof from the get-go. He was fourteen when you met, so all of his attempts to flirt with you went nowhere. Well, they made it to the front seat of Matthewâs car, where you laughed about the younger boyâs boldness. He was a sweet boy, and cute in a way that made you want to pinch his cheeks, and you were able to watch him grow up and come into himself.Â
Your friendship with Matthew had dwindled since he was drafted in 2016, but you were still close enough with his family to be invited to Bradyâs wedding. It was there that Jack cornered you, hitting on you for the umpteenth time. Now, he was 22 years old, overconfident and cocky due to years of praise from not only his coaches and peers, but from every pretty girl that fell into his company. You were 26, mature and happy with the life you had made for yourself.Â
Jack had never stopped chasing you, though it wasnât an overbearing and constant chase. He was sure that he would conquer you someday, having never forgotten the way he rubbed himself raw after he had first met you and you had smiled in his direction. What can he sayâ he was fourteen and a pretty girl, an older girl had smiled at him.Â
And, pleasantly tipsy, Jack had decided that today was that day.
He tore himself away from Luke, having delivered a new drink to his underage brother, and made his way to you. You were sitting with one of Brady and Matthewâs relatives, making small talk over a glass of white wine. Your legs were crossed in a way that Jack could only describe as dainty, your nails painted a pretty blush color that matched your dress. Jack licked his bottom lip when an image of your hand around his cock, with those painted nails contrasting the color of his member, flashed through his mind.
âSorry to interrupt,â Jack said, not really feeling sorry at all. He turned to you. âI was wondering if youâd join me for a dance.â
You smiled and shook your head slightly, a small laugh falling from your lips. âSure, Jack.â To the Tkachuk relative, you excused yourself, standing to take Jackâs extended hand. You took a sip from your wine glass, polishing off the drink.Â
Jack truly couldnât have chosen a better moment to ask you to dance, as a new song began and decided for you, due to its pace, that the two of you would engage in a waltz of sorts. Jack wasnât much of a dancer, but he was able to box step in time with the music and lead you through the dance.Â
You had given Jack a knowing look when his hand found its way to the small of your back, threatening to dip dangerously onto the curve of your ass. Your hand rested on his shoulder, the other in his hand, held close to your bodies.Â
Jack pulled you close to him, mere inches between your bodies. You laughed again, your head dipping to fall on his shoulder for a split second.Â
âWhat?â Jack asked as you flicked your hair from your eyes with a slight tilt of your head. âYouâre supposed to be close when you dance.â
You rolled your eyes. âWhatever you say, Jack.â Your voice was light, almost sing-songy. âYour intentions are nothing if not innocent, isnât that right?â
âI just want to dance,â Jack deflected, but the smile on his face told you everything you needed to know. His eyes were shining, both from the drinks he had consumed and the charged energy between your bodies.
You raised your eyebrows and pursed your lips, trying to suppress a smile as you and Jack continued to stare at each other. You broke first, looking away and shaking your head.
âWhat?â Jack said. âYou donât believe me?â
âNo, I donât believe you.â
âOh, Iâm hurt by that.â Jack pouted, his bottom lip jutting out in a way that caught your attention. It was plush and pink and just a little cracked from sun exposure. You knew Jack had spent the beginning of the summer out on the lake, and his skin reflected thatâ both tan and sunkissed at once.Â
Though you hated to admit it, Jack had grown up to be very attractive. He glowed, especially in the summer, especially when he had a few drinks in his system and he had grown a little more brash and a little more bold.
âPoor Jacky,â You teased. You tilted your head down and blinked up at him through your lashes, saying in a baby-voice: âI hurt the little babyâs feelings?â
âYou did,â Jack agreed, his pout just becoming more exaggerated. âHow are you going to make it up to me?â
Your whole body moved with your laugh this time. âI suppose youâre about to ask me to kiss it better.â
âWell, I was hoping for more than just a kiss,â Jack said, chuckling at your laughter. He licked his bottom lip before biting it in a cheeky smile, the apples of his cheeks prominent and pink. His teeth were a sharp white contrast to the red dusting across his cheeks, but you found yourself growing fond of that shameless smile the more you saw it.
âJack, youâre a baby,â You laughed. âIn the real world, youâd have just graduated college. I know things are different because youâre a big, famous hockey player and youâve been doing this job for years, but the fact of the matter is that youâre just too young for me.â
Jack was unscathed by your rejection, just like he always was. He didnât even mind that your tone was borderline condescending, like you were talking to a five year old instead of a grown adult.Â
âPlus, Jackyââ You smiled, itching to hammer the final nail in this coffin. âYou canât handle a grown woman.â
His eyes grew dark at that. âI can handle a grown woman,â He stated, voice definite.
You threw your head back, not quite laughing, but not quite rolling your eyes in exasperation either.
Jackâs hand left yours and found your jaw in a flash, bringing your face back to his. âI can handle a grown woman,â He repeated. His gaze flickered down to your lips. âLet me prove it.â
Your breath caught in your throat, eyes flickering down to his lips to match his motions. âIn your dreams,â You denied, bringing your hand to his chest to put some distance between you.
Jack didnât allow it. If anything, he pulled you closer. He pressed his hips into yours, took your hand off his chest and resumed its original dancing position. He tugged you tight to him, tight enough that you were looking over his shoulder and his mouth hovered right next to your ear.
âIâd be so good to you,â Jack whispered. Your eyes flickered around the room, but no one seemed perturbed by yours and Jackâs positioning. âIâve had a long time to think about this, Y/N. Let me tell you what Iâd do, what I have done in my dreams.â
You didnât say anything, but the fingertips of the hand on his shoulder found the hair at the nape of Jackâs neck and stayed there.
âI always start by kissing you. Always. Iâd start slowâ just feeling how these pretty pink lips feel against mine. Iâd wait for you to loosen up, to open your mouth and invite me in for more. Iâm going to keep going slow, but Iâm going to slide my tongue into your mouth and kiss you until Iâve figured out just what you taste like. Today, youâll taste like your white wine at first, but Iâm going to kiss you until Iâve deciphered your taste, Y/N.â
Jack moved his hand to your waist and squeezed gently.
âIâd start with my hands here, but I wouldnât be able to help myself. Iâll start moving, feeling every inch of you. Thereâs not a part of your body where my fingerprints wonât be found. You wonât know what to focus onâ when one of my hands is tangled up in your hair, the other one is going to squeeze your ass and really feel it out because Iâve been thinking about it for so long. And all the while, darling, Iâll be kissing you and stealing the breath from your lungs.â
You gasped at that, shifting closer to Jack. He smiled, knowing that he was closing in on the moment that heâd been wanting for the past eight years. His hand moved to the curve of your ass and youâre nearly helpless with it, or just unwilling to chide him for venturing that far. Jack made eye contact with Quinn over your shoulder and smirked, showing his teeth in a cheshire way.
He spoke again. âBut then Iâd bring my fingers down, wonât I? Iâve made you breathless, Iâve made you moan, Iâve got you begging for moreâ something you thought youâd never do. Yet here we are, and youâre always dripping for me.âÂ
By the end of his sentence, Jackâs voice was barely audible. You were straining to hear him, and his mouth was right next to your ear. You felt a bit breathless already, strung together by terrible stitching. Your resolve snapped when you felt his lips close around your earlobe, his teeth tugging at your skin gently.
You jumped away from him like youâd been electrocuted by his touch. Youâre breathing heavily, chest heaving.Â
Jack fared no better, standing in the same spot. You watch his chest rise and fall, the little bit of his skin you can see between his unbuttoned white shirt glistening. His mouth was slightly open, ready to whisper something else dirty in your ear.Â
You looked him up and down like you couldnât decide where to focus, like you were fulfilling a prophecy where Jack made you fumble where you once stood so sure.
In a second, you made your decision. You needed to see how this would end, needed to feel it for yourself.
You grabbed Jackâs hand and dragged him out of the reception hall, down the winding hallways until youâve deemed that youâre far enough away from the party that no one would be able to find you if they came looking.
You shoved Jack into a closetâ a closet, you thought to yourself, wanting to laugh at the absurdity. When you closed the door behind you and turned to find Jackâs eyes, he was waiting with a stoney face, not letting any of his emotions show. Youâd have killed to know what he was thinking.
All you could do was nod, mouth opening and closing a few times, but never finding words.Â
Jack tilted his head, his eyes flashing in the darkness.
âPlease,â is the single word that ended up breaking the silence between you.Â
Jackâs lips were on yours in the blink of an eye. His hands cradled your face and his kiss was insistent, bruising. He was slow, sure, but he was emphatic, unyielding. The kiss reflected the eight years of waiting that had passed before he got this chance.Â
His hand pulled one of your legs up onto his hip before it circled around you to knead the skin of your ass. Your dress, already short because Brady and Emma had planned for a wedding in the dead of summer, rode up until your behind was barely covered.Â
All the more for Jack to hold onto as his tongue made its way into your mouth.
You continued to kiss, breaking apart only to take a breath and recover, unbuttoning the rest of Jackâs shirt and pushing it down his arms. Your hands roamed his torso, feeling every muscle that Jack had worked so hard to build.Â
Jackâs mouth traveled south, sucking along the skin of your neck. He bent down, both of his hands finding your thighs and lifting you. You wrapped your legs around him and ground down against him, finally getting some relieving friction from the sizable bulge that was pressing against his zipper. Jack moaned out loud, gasping at your movements.Â
âWhat next?â You asked, grinding down again.
âWhat?â Jack replied, lost in the moment. His eyes met yours and they seemed cloudy, swirling with lust.
âAfter you, shit, after you touch meââ Your head tipped back as he pressed a kiss to your collarbone. âWhat do you do next, in your dreams?â
It took a minute to register for Jack, too caught up in the feeling of your pussy against his cock, even if there were multiple layers separating you.Â
âI touch you,â Jack said, the obvious next action. âI donât do anything, I just touch you. I use two fingers and I find every spot that makes you react. Once Iâve got you figured out, Iââ
You cut him off. âDo it,â You told him. Your head felt light, almost dizzy, and you nodded like a bobblehead. âDo it.â
Jack let out a pathetic, wanton whimper at your command and walked forward until you were pressed against the wall. He shifted you over to that you were held up by his thigh and he brought one hand down to your panties.
He felt over the skimpy fabric, which was barely doing anything anymore. It was soaked, darkened with your slick, and briefly, Jack thought to take it off of you and pocket it to bring home as a souvenir. How dirty you would feel going back out to the reception⌠the thought of it nearly made Jackâs knees buckle. It would be a constant reminder that heâd won, that heâd managed to fuck you and satisfy you after thinking about it for so long.
He allowed his fingers to wander up and down the expanse of your pussy, cataloging how you whined when he rubbed over your swollen clit and how you clenched down when he pushed at your entrance through the fabric covering it. He noticed how your stomach tensed as he teased his way across your lips, running his finger over each curve and ridge.Â
As if inspired by something divine, Jack pulled your panties taut, making them ride up into your cunt and provide some gratifying friction when you next ground down on his hand. Jack watched, eyes wide, as you chased your own pleasure. His hand was the catalyst and you were moving mindlessly, like he had already plucked every thought from your head and replaced it with desire for him.
âFuck,â Jack choked out, feeling a spark zip up his spine. âY/N.â
He said your name with such reverence, and flexed his hand against you like an offering.Â
âFuck me,â You said. Your hands found Jackâs hair and you pressed your lips to his. âJack. I need you to fuck me. I need you inside me, I canâtâ oh, need you to make me come. Baby, Iâm so close already, I need you.â
Jackâs cock was throbbing like he might burst from the slightest breeze. There it was againâ âBaby.â It didnât mean the same thing now, Jack knew it was more of a term of endearment than an insult, but it lit a fire under him nonetheless. He was going to prove to you that he wasnât a baby, that he was a man and in this moment, you were his. He was going to fuck you hard, like youâd never imagined he was able to do. He was going to make your legs shake, make it so you couldnât walk or do anything but sit prettily at your table and sip on another glass of wine to cool you off.
He was going to make it so that the next time he saw you, youâd be begging him to make you come again.
Jack let your feet find the floor again, stepping back just far enough to get his hands on his belt. âStrip,â Jack commanded. âI want to see you.â At the same time, he unbuckled his belt and worked to remove his dress pants. He kicked them away, in a crumpled little pile near his dress shirt. His underwear joined shortly after.
You hurried to remove your dress, eyes locked in on Jackâs cock. It was a burning red at the tip, wet and straining. It stood away from his body, solid and you swore you mightâve just felt some drool pool at the corner of your mouth.Â
His hand fisted his cock, eyes lasered in on your protruding nipples when you dropped your dress to reveal your body.Â
Jack sighed, stroking himself slowly to keep himself at bay. âYouâre better than I dreamed,â He said, causing you to blush.
âJack,â You whined, aching for him to come closer, to slide inside you.
âLet me.â Jack stepped forward and got to his knees, gently bringing your panties down and helping you out of them. He dropped a kiss on your clit before standing again.
You brought an arm around his neck, your other hand placed solidly on his chest. You could feel his pulse racing wildly beneath your palm and you suddenly remembered that heâd been waiting to do this for years.
âCome on, Jacky,â You voiced. âProve yourself.â
It was a weak command, a weak insistence, barely any indicator of sureness in your voice now. Jack had turned you inside-out, made you question everything because you never imagined youâd need him the way you do now.Â
He practically growled and you could feel it rumble in his chest. He captured your lips with his, nibbling on your bottom lip before filling your mouth with his tongue. It was slippery and wet and it felt like magic.
Jack pressed the tip of his cock against your entrance, feeling the head slide in. He stopped there for a minute, breathing deeply into your mouth to ground himself. He couldnât disappoint you, wouldnât dare shoot off early and cut short the night that heâd been fantasizing about since he was a teenager.
âSo good,â You breathed out, feeding the words to Jack. He dipped his head and inched further into you, moving slowly until your pelvis connected with his.Â
âFuck,â Jack whimpered out.Â
His thrusts started shallow. Jack felt like you were constricting him, squeezing him like a snake in a cartoon. His voice was caught in his throat like an ugly lump and the only noises that could force their way past it were groans and âuhâs that borderline on squeaky. He didnât care about the noises, he didnât care that he could be embarrassing himself in front of the girl heâs wanted for so long.
It didnât matter to you, eitherâ you were too caught up in the feeling of Jackâs cock sheathed inside of you. He was pressing against your most intimate spots and you could feel him throbbing inside of you, dragging delectably along your walls.
His thrusts grew deeper, became longer, harder. Jackâs hair fell into his eyes and you brushed it away. His eyes met yours and the air between you felt thick and charged. You brought your hand to Jackâs jaw and leaned forward, connecting your lips.
This kiss was different. It was soft, intimate. Your tongues slid against each other, licking into each othersâ mouths and swallowing each othersâ groans and whimpers. You forgot for a few minutes that you were in a closet at the wedding of a man youâd known since you were children, fucking a man that you swore youâd never touch because heâs too young.
That man was quickly proving that heâs one of the best fucks in your whole life.Â
Here he was, mouthing against your neck after moving away from your lips. He was making these desperate noises, thrusting into you like heâs taking a chance at something heâll never have again. At the beginning of this night, you might have agreed that heâd never get another chance. Now, you canât help but look forward to the next time you see him, when youâll get your mouth on his thick, skillful cock.Â
You told him such, and Jack fucked you harder as a result. His hands clutched at your waist, fingertips destined to leave bruises.Â
His cock entering and leaving you caused the closet to fill with wet noises and the sound of the slapping of skin. That, paired with Jackâs pants and whines, pushed you further to the edge. Your climax wound up inside you, tense and heavy in your gut.
âJack,â You said, voice pleading. âIâm close.â
A moan was ripped from Jackâs chest, sweat beading at his hairline. The look in his eyes was almost animalistic, capturing you in his gaze like youâre the only being that exists in the world.
âPlease,â Jack panted out. âCome on my cock.â
The winding coil of your climax unravels as Jack continues to thrust his length into you, drawing himself almost completely out of you and then forcing his cock back into your cunt. Your release leaked down his shaft, coating him completely.
The vice grip of your pussy on his cock made Jack hesitate, made him stutter. He still didnât want to shoot off, he didnât want to fill you up with his come, because that meant that this would be over. His dream, journey, his conquest would be complete, and heâd have to find something else to lust after.Â
He knew in his heart that he was still just Jack, just a younger hockey guy who youâd known when he was pimply and stick-like, one who could never fit into your life the way he wished he could.Â
Heâd almost rather torture himself, deny himself from his release, than have this end.
But end it must, and it ended with a breathy whisper of his name.
âJack,â You mewled, twitching in oversensitivity.Â
âOh,â He groaned as his cock jumped inside you, your walls milking him for everything he has. His eyelashes fluttered as you seemed suddenly re-energized, fucking yourself on his cock as he came inside you. It was like his come brought you to life, something too powerful and symbolic for him, and Jack closed his eyes at the thought.
You came down together, eyes finding each other intermittently in the darkness, only when the other wasnât looking. Your breaths synched, unknowingly, as you dressed yourselves. You were close enough that your elbows could bump as you pulled your clothes on, but both of you were too conscious of the tension to let it happen.
You finished dressing yourself first and you looked over to Jack, feeling something close to awe as he buttoned his shirt and left some skin exposed. You were drawn to it, wanting to reach out and reveal the curve of his shoulder, the dip of his collarbone, the ridge of his waist again and get your mouth on him, but you couldnât move.
The tension felt like molasses, thick and heavy. Jackâs eyes met yours and you knew that the emotion in his eyes reflected your own: that you knew everything had changed and you didnât know if it was for the better or for the worse.Â
Jack opened his mouth to say something, but you shook your head. You made your way into his space, tilting your head up to meet his lips in a sweet, short kiss. You pressed something soft into his hands, then turned and left the closet, leaving Jack alone in the dark.Â
He didnât know how you knew, but you had handed him your ruined panties. He slipped them into the pocket of his pants, mentally noting to find his suit jacket and move the panties to the inside pocket of that garment.Â
When he saw you again at the reception, almost a half an hour later, you were sipping a new glass of wine. Jack made eye contact with you over the glass and patted his pocket, the small lump of your panties still visible to those who looked closely, and he grinned to himself when he saw you blush.
Heâd text you later that night, having bummed your number off of Brady years ago but never used it until now. It was a simple message, teasing and confident, bold like you had come to expect from Jack:
âlmk when u want to see what i can do w my tongue ;)â

note: this might just be my magnum opus. this is my favorite thing that i've written in ages. i had toooo much fun with this. ...will write a part 2 when jack DOES show her what he can do with his tongue... maybe paired with another recent request i got about jack's current injury and what he is or is not able to do with his shoulder.
P.S. I'm not married to the title of this. It was kind of just something I threw out there. They do not crash a wedding. Although their behavior is certainly dramatic & would disrupt the wedding.
#puck-luck's fics#jack hughes#jack hughes smut#jack hughes x reader#jack hughes x y/n#jh86#nhl smut#nhl x reader#nhl fanfiction#nhl x y/n#nhl fic#andy writes anythingđ
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Recent Commissions of my OC Carnelian and the Slayer, by recent I mean half a month ago;
Art by @teamapppp and thank you!!!!!!!!!!
Please like and support the artist who's very proud of her work.
Details:
(Not Exactly intended) I don't really like the helmet spikes when I first saw it, think it's just another thing to explain why the praetor suit variations don't have those so I asked the artist to not include it in the first draft. Then I got used to it but it's just cumbersome to change by the point.
Instead of the mohawk spike we added the wolf collar on him, the spiked collar used to protect sheepdogs against predators like wolves.


He has Davoth's eyes. Always find it an extremely interesting concept how they mirrored each other, two sides of the same coin, people who lost everything they once held dear yet only one chose the path of corruption. Yet the Slayer could not deny that part of himself where he was at his lowest, where he enjoys the bloodbath and rancour he caused. His soul was already bound to Hell (because of the part of him that's Davoth). When he dies, he is summoned back with a demonic ritual. I would imagine one Hell of an identity crisis after that.
The curse of Hell in his palm. The ones we saw at the beginning of DOOM 2016 and presumably the ones that bound him to the sarcophagus.
Quote is the closing sentence of the Sentinel history Ligra Sultagenta.
And of course, the silver ear piercing matches Carnelian's. It was a gift so he has something that belongs to him and it was made of argenta silver, a proof - a better proof he is one of them now. Space VikingsSentinel People care a great deal about accessories, they will sometimes wear the ornaments of their deceased friends and loved ones in memorial.
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TDA Sentinel Guard armor looked really cool and mech-like.
Sentinel marking on Carnelian's chest plate.
The base of his spear-sword, design inspired by Elemental Wraith.
Tattoos on his shoulder and nape are the wraith eye symbol and the Vegvisir.


The white wolf breaking away from its corrupted kins is inspired by this painting:

Source
Quote is from Isaiah 57:1-2. Because death is better than seeing the destruction and corruption of his home world.
#doom#doom the dark ages#doomguy#doom slayer#night sentinels#night sentinel#night sentinel carnelian#oc x canon#ref: the slayer#ref: carnelian#teamapppp#art log#headcanons#ref: argent d'nur
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What No One Tells you about Writing #3
Opening this up to writing as a whole, because it turns out I have a lot more to say!
Part 1
Part 2
1. You donât fall in love with your characters immediately
But when you do, itâs a hit of serotonin like no other. Iâd been writing a tight cast of characters for my sci-fi series since 2016 and switched over in a bout of writerâs block this year to my new fantasy book. I made it about â
through writing the book going through the motions, unable to visualize what these new characters look like, sound like, or would behave like without a âcameraâ on them.
Then, all of a sudden, I opened my document to keep on chugging with the first draft, and it clicked. They were no longer faceless elements of my plot, they were my characters and I was excited to see what they could accomplish, rooting for them to succeed. Sometimes, it takes a while, but it does come.
2. Sometimes a smaller edit is better than a massive rewrite
Unless youâre changing the trajectory of your entire plot, or a characterâs arc really is unrecoverable, sometimes even a single line of dialogue, a single paragraph of introspection, or a quick exchange between two characters can change everything. If something isnât working, or your beta readers consistently arenât jiving with a character you yourself love, try taking a step back, looking at who they are as a person, and boil down what your feedback is telling you and it might demand a simpler fix than you expect.
Tiny details inserted at the right moment can move mountains. Fan theories stand on the backs of these minutiae. One sentence can turn a platonic relationship romantic. One sentence can unravel a fair and just argument. One sentence can fill or open a massive plot hole.
3. Outline? What outline?
Not every book demands weeks upon weeks of prep and worldbuilding. I would argue that jumping right in with only a vague direction in mind gives you a massive advantage: You canât infodump research you havenât done. Exposition is forced to come as the plot demands it, because you havenât designed it yet.
Not every story is simple and straightforward, but even penning the first draft with your vague plan, *then* going back and adding in deeper worldbuilding elements, more thematic details, richer character development, can get you over the writerâs block hurdle and make it far less intimidating to just shut up and write the book.
4. Itâs okay to let your characters take the wheel
Iâve seen writing advice that chastises authors who let their characters run wild, off the plan the story has for them. Yeah, doing this can harm your pacing and muddy a strong and consistent arc, but refusing to leave the box of your outline greatly limits your creativity. I do this particularly when writing romantic relationships (and end up like Captain Crunch going Oops! All Gays!).
Did I plan for these two to get together? No, it just happened organically as I wrote them talking, getting closer, getting to know each other better in the circumstances they find themselves in. Was this character meant to be gay? Well, he wasnât meant to be straight, but you know what, heâd work really well with this other boy over here. None of that would have happened if I was bound and determined to follow my original plan, because my original plan didnât account for how the story that I want to tell evolves. You arenât clairvoyantâitâs okay if it didnât end up where you thought it would.
5. Fight. Scenes. Suck.
Which is crazy because I love fantasy and sci-fi, the actiony-est genres. Some authors love battle scenes and fistfights. It comes naturally to them and I will forever be jealous. I hate fight scenes. I hate blocking and choreographing them. I hate how it doesnât read like Iâm watching a movie. I hate how it could take me hours to write a scene I can read in 5 minutes. I hate that thereâs no way around it except to just not write them, or put in the elbow grease and practice.
Whatever your writing kryptonite is, donât be too hard on yourself. It wonât ever replicate the movie in your head, but our audience isnât privy to that movie and will be none the wiser of how this didnât fit your expectations, because itâs probably awesome on its own. It could be a fight scene, sex scene, epic battle, cavalry charge, courtroom argument, car chaseâwhatever. Be patient, and kind to yourself and it will all come together.
6. Write the scenes you want to write first
And then be prepared to never use them. It can be mighty difficult working backwards from a climax and figuring out how to write the story around it, but if youâre sitting at your laptop staring at your cursor and watching it blink, stuck on a tedious moment thatâs necessary but frustrating, go write something exciting. Even if that amazing scene ends up no longer working in the book your story becomes, you still get practice by writing it. Particularly if you hate beginnings or the pressure of a perfect first page is too high, youâre allowed to write any other moment in the book first.
And with that, be prepared to kill your darlings. Not your characters, I mean that one badass line of dialogue living rent free in your head. That epic monologue. That whump scenario for your favorite character. Sometimes it just doesnât work out anymore, but even if it ends up in the trash, you can always salvage something from it, even if thatâs only the knowledge of what not to do in the future.
7. âThis is clearly an author insert.â ⌠Yes. It is. Point?
No one likes Mary Sues, because a character who doesnât struggle or learn to get everything they want in life is uncompelling. The most flagrant author inserts I see arenât Mary Sues, theyâre nerdy, awkward, boring white guys whose world changes to fit their perspective, instead of the other way aroundâthey donât have anything to say. Iâm not the intended audience to relate to these characters and I accept that, but I donât empathize with the so-called âstrong female characterâ who also doesnât have flaws or an arc either.
A good author insert? When the author gives their characters pieces of themselves. When the âauthor insertâ struggles and learns and grows and itâs a therapeutic experience just writing these characters thrown into such horrible situations. They feel human when theyâre given pieces of a humanâs soul. They have real human flaws and idiosyncrasies. I donât care if the author wrote themselves as the protagonist. I care that this protagonist is entertaining. So if you want to make yourself the hero of your book, go for it! But make sure you look in the mirror and write in your flaws, as much as your strengths.
#writing advice#writing resources#writing tips#writing tools#writing a book#writing#writeblr#fantasy#scifi#what no one tells you about writing
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i never stood a chance i was destined to find it hot when people speak in their mother tongue (that's not hungarian or english) i won't deny it any longer
#it's sooo embarrassing- wait NO. i shall embrace it.#me in 2016 watching vlogs from within and willem speaking dutch in it: oh something is happening to me.#draft release#24/05/18
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A Symbol for Draconic
With the help and input of Otherconnect discord community, I have drafted up a symbol for draconic.
SVG file format for the framed version https://github.com/yumeryuu/Tumblr-Uploads/blob/main/Draconic%20Symbol%20Vector%20(Framed).svg SVG file format for the frameless version https://github.com/yumeryuu/Tumblr-Uploads/blob/main/Draconic%20Symbol%20Vector.svg
What is draconic?
An umbrella term that encompasses all individuals with a dragon or dragon-like identity or who hold a personal connection to something dragon.
It is to represent the fluidity and abstract that is draconity. To answer the question, âwhat is a dragon?â The answer is the below quote, as referenced by Orion Scribner(@frameacloud)âs username.
âIt is no more possible to find the definitive dragon than it would be to frame a cloud formation. - Judy Allen & Jeanne Griffiths, The Book of the Dragonâ
The simple fact is that--you canât define a dragon. [1][2] Also more rant on dragons aren't always this or that, dragon is a dragon is a dragon, more diverse way dragon can be.
Following that thought, this symbol is also in reference to âdragons are fish.â [3][4][5]
Reference [1] Rene. âWhat Dragons Are.â Otherkin.Net, www.otherkin.net/2016/09/what-dragons-are/. Accessed 20 Mar. 2025. [2] Rene. âDragon Definitions.â Otherkin.Net, www.otherkin.net/2016/09/dragon-definitions/. Accessed 20 Mar. 2025. [3] thestuffedalligator. https://www.tumblr.com/thestuffedalligator/684699200342147072/dragons-are-basically-fish-when-you-get-down-to [4] JazzyCatty509. "Dragons are fish." Reddit. 21 May, 2022. https://www.reddit.com/r/CuratedTumblr/comments/uurrfb/dragons_are_fish/. Accessed 20 Mar. 2025. [5] ZacSpeaksGiant. "Dragons are basically fish - World Heritage Posts." Youtube. 23 Jan, 2025. https://youtu.be/nEGB_cdBXEk?si=bCiVZ2XLjMoedpGa. Accessed 20 Mar. 2025.
With the ideas behind the symbolism in mind, letâs talk about symbols.
The swooping line that makes up the whole creature is exactly that, a fish. The head shape is in direct reference to how fish are drawn in simple way, or symbolically. The two additional stripes right after the cheek is to represent the gill, but they can also be interpreted as part of the mane, spikes, or any dragon feature alongside the top strokes. The head adornment can be seen as the mane, quill, crest, spine, or any number of draconic features. One can even separate the longest one from the rest and denote that as a horn.
Whatâs the dot? Drawing inspiration from the Draconic Pride Flag, I picked out the one element that is the smallest of detail but holds the most significance to meâthe dot. To me, that is the âdraconic essenceâ.
Its abstract form and length showcase how many times dragons have long bodies or tails, but also call forth the legend of koi fish climbing up the waterfall to ascend to draconity. [6]
Finally, the long stroke is to connect to become clouds. The stylization is inspired by the Japanese and Chinese styles of cloud patterns.
The frame can easily be opt out, and simply be whatever âcanvasâ you put this symbol on.
Voxel[7] also has come up with a way to type out this symbol, <*Ƨ~ You can copy-paste the reverse S from the Wikipedia article[8]. @knifedog-machina has also proposed an alternate version, <*2~
Additional External Reference [6] "The Legend of the Koi Fish." Next Day Koi. 24 Mar, 2014. https://nextdaykoi.com/koi-fish-facts/the-legend-of-the-koi-fish/. Accessed 20 Mar. 2025. [7] Voxel [dot] gay (https://voxel.gay/) [8] Wikipedia contributors. âƧ.â Wikipedia, 27 Feb. 2025, en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C6%A7.
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