#i feel untethered

[nothings-wholey]

did something else happen?

aside from becoming a living shadow?

because that’s still happening

[unfortunate17]

My internet is so bad all I can load is text posts and iMessage and I’m going INSANE

[tisziny]

I've been "having a bad day" for so many days now.

[everychingoes]

mary oliver, from october

rm, everythingoes (trans. doolsetbangtan)

fyodor dostoyevsky, from the brothers karamazov

yumi sakugawa (source)

ocean vuong, from on earth we're briefly gorgeous

sylvia plath, from the bell jar

bernadette mayer, from the way to keep going in antarctica

ada limón, from dead stars

rainer maria rilke, from letters to a young poet

mary oliver, from moments

[strawlessandbraless]

‘It’s not gay if I’m just checking to make sure my dick is bigger than his’

[firenati0n]

several sentence sunday <3 :)

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@theprinceandagcd @hgejfmw-hgejhsf for the tags :) :) i finally have some sentences. i have been struggling a lot with reading and writing recently. so, I'm writing something that makes me happy to bring the juice back.

here is a peep at angel!henry sequel. because honestly, writing him experiencing joy at small human things is helping me recalibrate myself and find my own tiny joys. i am doing this for me. it is a love letter to humanity from me to you, but also a reminder to myself

The Victoria & Albert museum is lively today. Henry hasn’t been back to the Cast Courts since he last visited in his time of need, the heaviest he had ever felt, his whole being sagging under the weight of the world’s pain he elected to shoulder. If he stares hard enough, he can almost see a shadow of his former self staring up at Trajan’s Column, can almost run his fingers across the desperation written all over his face as he seeks comfort in Civitali’s angels; his hands clasped and cold and pleading.   Now, his hands are warm, nestled in Alex’s palms, calloused fingertips absentmindedly running over Henry’s knuckles. It makes Henry feel grounded, tethered to a reality he never thought he deserved, but has manifested nonetheless.  He takes in the statues with a new perspective, a newfound respect. Yes, they endured. Yes, they were seen, and they were loved.  But now, Henry is too. Seen and loved, in the way that matters, with an end in sight. Henry’s never been happier to reject eternity. 

xoxo roop

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[everysongineverykey]

i love how unfatherly crowley and aziraphale both are when it comes down to it. sure aziraphale is more than willing to give the young people in his life help and advice and be their friend but he and crowley spent six years (eleven in the book) practically raising a kid (you just know his parents weren't around that often) and by the end they didn't even like him. crowley even suggested they just fucking kill him. he turned three kids into lizards for annoying him right after he destroyed their house. like it was that or kill them obviously but he did NOT hesitate with the newts. that's so funny to me. they're just inherently disinclined to parenthood. we need more characters like them actually

[siren-of-agony]

The horror of immortal whumpee with superhealing. The horror of not leaving scars. The horror of it's not visible, it's not lasting, so it didn't happen.

You can hurt them and hurt them and hurt them and hurt them and hurt them again.

And everyone just sees clear skin, sees youthfulness. No evidence of suffering remains.

It doesn't look like anything happened to them, so how could they still suffer from it?

Why should others give them empathy, give them care, when there's nothing to care about. Why should they themselves?

Just look at them. Nothing happened.

[orionsangel86]

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[detentiontrack]

Being so brave right now

[wildflowercryptid]

art by catherine unger

losing it over the fact that fitz's room was originally gonna have a small shrine dedicated to penny in it, he was so freaking head over heels in love with her oh my god???? 😭😭😭

[zorosdimples]

there is a certain beanpole looking freak with scary blue eyes and stupid white hair that follows me everywhere. i can’t escape him. i need him to LEAVE

[comfortless]

forcing myself to write thru the flu this weekend (coughing pathetically) am i worthy of not being ground into dust by the mortar and pestle everyone

[no-s-estelle]

Okay I just finished season 4 and I'm just... Hmmm. Idk how I feel about that finale. Like Nicole was an absolutely amazing villain, the twist was fantastic, the whole alternate world was great, but then that last scene was just... underwhelming? I really like the concept of it, but it just felt small after everything else. Like you just retconned an entire season and rewrote a character's 500-year life path, and you're gonna end it on a fadeout? Of the ceremony the entire season has been emphasizing as absolutely vital? Not even gonna let Jenkins finish his speech before you fade to black? Also I really thought Nicole was gonna be there. She did say she's the library's guardian and she'll see them in 500 years.

Idk maybe I need to let it settle and see if I like it better on a rewatch, but rn it feels like they ran out of time and didn't know how else to end it

[chronicowboy]

IDK BUT SOMETHING ABOUT BUCK WEARING THAT SAME GREY MARLE SWEATER IN THE CHRISTOPHER BAKING SCENE THAT HE WORE WHEN HE RAN TO EDDIE'S HOUSE FOR RESPITE AND COMFORT BECAUSE THE LOFT ACTUALLY IS HOME IF CHRISTOPHER OR EDDIE ARE THERE

[faderifter]

so grateful for my cat zuzu who has been single-handedly keeping me from going insane now that i live alone and don’t see anyone for days to weeks