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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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question: have any of you personally seen a dietician (not looking for experiences with nutritionists, only dieticians), and did you find it helpful or useful, and if you did see a dietician and you ALSO have seen a GI doctor, how did the experience compare for you in terms of helpfulness + how much you felt listened to and helped?
#i'm trying to figure out which doctor appointments I want to bother making and spending money about for potentially no return on investment#and right now i'm trying to figure out if I'd get way more practical help from a dietician or if I need to suck it up and find a#not-elderly not-male not-dismissive GI doctor first and THEN see a dietician#although I cannot afford a bunch of tests#so like???#trying to figure out if a dietician would be more helpful overall with me not HAVING any GI diagnoses or eating disorders#and just really struggling with food in both sensory ways and unpredictable digestion ways that don't correlate with food allergies#god i sometimes wish i had food allergies so i could have some predictability#but yeah. i'm leaning towards dietician but figured i should crowdsource experiences#since I know a lot of you have health issues you've also been trying to manage for years and probably have good advice#if it helps i'm also in a major city now and have a decent-but-not-great health insurance plan so I'm good on those two fronts#to do#health#I know a dietician can't diagnose anything but I'd love help figuring out how to get maximum nutrition even when i can barely eat anything#or when my body decides to start getting sick from or (tw emetophobia) puking up fiber or fatty foods#which thankfully isn't often#now that I do cannabis daily in microdosing I have so much less pain and bloating and nausea#but when it hits it HITS#and the last time I tried going without cannabis for a couple days and then eating a fiber muffin I was sick six times in one morning#and didn't get my normal eating ability back until dinnertime#luckily that's not normal for me#but my issues bounce up and down so much#and I lose weight so fast whenever my appetite goes from 'barely ever there' to 'negatively nonexistent'#and I had like. two months last year where I think i reached my body's natural healthy set weight#and i needed so much food but it felt so good energy wise and temperature wise#and i'd like to STAY THERE FFS#and I feel like a dietician would be helpful for making meal options for good#*good and hard and nuclear alert level eating difficulty times#anyway. crowdsourcing. yay!
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Which food do you hate the most?
Probably tomatoes. When they're cooked down it's all good. I like a pizza or pasta sauce and the right kind of tomato soup. But just a raw tomato is the worst taste and texture combo for me.
#text#mild#ash answers#could have also said sausage but that one's less a taste thing and more that they make me sick without fail?#like I eat them and get a headache sometimes accompanied by nausea it's very weird#so I just avoid it
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im sick :) really sucks but going to watch movies and write today so it's not too bad
#ooc#when am i never sick? lmao#seriously i get weird nausea sometimes and acid reflux#i blame alcohol#anyways u can also hit me up if u want to plot
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oughhhh this stomach thing is really starting to freak me out
#at first i thought maybe it was just really bad constipation bc sometimes i get unsettled stomach and nausea from that#but i've been treating it and it's getting better so i'd expect to see some kind of relief by now#i'm really nervous it's finally stomach ulcers :/ though i guess those aren't *that* hard to treat...#it usually feels better when i put some pressure on it but idr what that means. i know a doctor told me once#darryl speaks
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Aughhhhjdhcjebxjsnjxs
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whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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Hating the icky
Life is hate crimeing me rn
And during pride month as well smh
Can’t believe this snxjanxjnsksjs
#ace rambles#aughsjbfjsndksnd bacon make me feel ickkk#got food from a place and I dislike bacon general so I never get it with anything#and the thing I got for like the first half had absolutely no bacon#but then the second half was absolutely full of it#I accidentally ate some put immediately spit it out but-#it still make me feel ickkkk#ughhhhhhh don’t know whyyyyy#pork and pig and ham and stuff has always been ehh to me but now it just kinda makes me feel sick most of the time#it’s not even like all of it#I still eat hot dogs and sausages and pork rinds (sometimes)#and those don’t make me sick but all the other stuff just ighsbxjsb#ickyyyy#time to perish a painful death#(aka sleep away the nausea and other general ick from other stuff(like medsss))#rn I eeeep#away from all the people my mum is having over sincjsjdjsnd#and awaken later#and then probably eeep again wifjejdnsj
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This body is too defective
I want a new one, anyone wanna switch??
#i get sick so easily#shoulder/back problems#my right wrist does some weird stuff sometimes#get nausea/headaches very very easily#lactose intolerant 💀#ive got the whole package 😍😍😍
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Has anxiety and depression -> which results in massive extra stress -> which leads to physical symptoms like stiff / inflamed jaw and neck muscles -> which leads to dizziness due to hindering fluids to reach the brain and ears properly -> which again can cause problems with concentration, depression and anxitey
Is fucking everything a feedback loop 🤡
(found out that my issue is probably CMD)
#mental illness#derpession#anxiety disorder#stress#craniomandibular dysfunction#also why the fuck doesn't my doc and therapists seem to get this? and I have to google this over weeks myself till i find the connections#I told them about this issue and they all just seem to shrug it off#i am literally dizzy and nausea half the day when this shit hits again#means I can't move much and have to force myself to eat sometimes because every move feels like i need to puke#next doc appointment in 4 days so fingers crossed they will get it#i get massages tho but that's just temporary help
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sneepy cozy....
#cats#(medical stuff mention for tags)#poasting confortable image of boye for peace and serenity and such forthe#I have little weird episodes sometimes where I get shaky (but like violently like 'would spill a drink if you were holding it beacuse#your hands are moving so much' type shaky) and weird and sick feeling but usually it passes in an hour or less. but last night I just#literally couldnt sleep I was shaking so much and my heartrate was up a ton and wouldn't go down even after like 6 hours plus super nausea#so I went to the hospital and now shall wear a heart monitor for a week. which hopefully it's just some weird drastic low blood sugar#event or something and there's nothing actually going on. ekg + ct scan for blod clots + virus panel + almost all of the blood work seems#normal so... aa.......#Though me being so privacy focused hrggh... I basically have a constantly bluetooth connected device around me#since the monitor comes with a cell phone that is constantly transmitting data to the place. which they said they'll call you#if they see anything weird which is also scary. random phone calls... but definitely better than letting an issue go unadressed lol#the phone is also not meant to be more than 10 feet away from the monitor at any time so I put on this old tactical fishing#vest thing thats like navy green with 100 pockets and im just using one of the giant pocketson the side as a phone holder#my enormous silly vest just to keep one little phone#ANYWAY... because I got up early the morning before and didn't sleep at all and spent nearly all day in waiting rooms and such#I have been awake for like 32 hours striaght. which I'm sure also does not help with an elevated heartrate lol#feeling shrimp emotions or whatever people talk about unlocking at a certain level of stress and sleep deprivation#and also no food or water. after a while they brought me like 3 saltines and some ice water but I basically also haven't eaten since 3am#last night and it's 2pm now..#thus............ bapy............. baby boye....... he will help ease all ailments with his baby powers...#And no I dont drink energy drinks or anything with caffiene really I'm afraid of all substances on the planet essentially#My body just likes to become shaky and weird randomly even when I'm not conciously anxious about anything/have had no caffiene/etc#and I guess I'm always more nervous about getting anything heart related checked out because of my arm/shoulder/chest area injury stuff#... i literally have constant chest pain all the time. it moves around but i nearly always have some sort of pain or pressure in my chest#so when people are like 'oh well a little weird heartrate is fine but watch out if you have pain!' it's like... i always do lol.. how am I#supposed to tell the Bad Pain apart from the Always Pain when the descriptions of Bad Pain are very very similar#AAAANYway.... hrghh... i wanted to be very productive and finally post drafts and wrok on things today. but alas..#I can at least post small image of soft boye.. though he recently got into stuff in the bathroom whilst left#alone and knocked things into the toilet.. So perhaps not an innocent and NICE boy.. but still.. a soft one .. beautfile....
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Me: The migraines are getting better! :D
The Migraines: No the fuck we are not
Me, in pain: They’re. Getting. Better.
The Migraines: Suffer
Me: If I say it enough, it'll be true
#shit post#almoat 800 people are following me you all get to suffer for it :D#no but I have migraines every day#i wake up with them consistently#after an hour or two they go away for a bit#usually after Ive been awake 5 hours they come back#I can only take so many different OTC headache meds before it becomes dangerous#like#I already gave myself ulcers because of it#which#seriously ulcers dont even register on my pain scale i didnt even know I had them#the migraines arent my only issue just the one people have the easiest time understanding typically#theres also the light headedness#the near fainting sometimes when I wake up and move#the consistent nausea thats been around so long my hunger cues are permanently fucked up#the concerning weakness and general aches everywhere#BUT#my migraines dont feel AS BAD as they did over the weekend#SO THATS GOOD#its hurts rn though but it waited awhile to get to 'my skull is slowly fracturing' level so im proud of my body#also dont tell me to drink water I drink more water in a day than my entire generation does in a week im VERY hydrated
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*Rattles my cage* Let me sit up and stand up and pace without intense dizziness and nausea, please, for the love of God! 😭
#me#it’s so depressing and frustrating for me! I get stir crazy and I also feel like a burden and I feel bad for not being to sit next to my#partner sometimes#anyway- at some point I need to check with a dr. about this issue. I’m pretty sure it’s probably pots and I don’t really know what they can#do to help me considering I can’t swallow pills and I can’t handle having to take crushed up pills for more than like 2-4 weeks (if I’m#lucky)#curse you anxiety! *shakes fist*#even seeing a dr. is an issue b/c I gotta deal with the unpredictability of my body; my agoraphobia and anxiety; the fact that summer is#about to hit and my body is intolerant to both heat and sunlight#God with everything my body does I feel so limited sometimes 😔#my health#nausea mention
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is it weird to induce vomit when you're feeling ill? I'm not the biggest fan of throwing up but it IS the ultimate relief to severe nausea
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Omfg I never actually posted about this but just like 2 days ago I realized that no it is Not normal to experience lightheadedness near daily when I've gone just a little too long without eating
I looked it up and apparently lightheadedness/dizziness CAN be a part of fibromyalgia (which I think I have for a number of different reasons), so like. It all makes sense.
Fuckin fibromyalgia. It's the source of like 95% of my physical problems, I swear. Every Damn Thing can be traced back to it. What a pain.
#speculation nation#'what a pain' haha get it bc chronic pain#frankly speaking the chronic pain part of it isn't the Worst. it's only a few times a month that i get my arm and leg aches#(though sometimes ill have bouts that last longer. like in january i think when i had arm aches for over a Week)#then again my rib cartilage inflammation is a permanent thing. my ribs Always are fucked up.#and i dont know 100% that it's bc of fibro but this condition has been linked to fibro and it didnt go away with anti-inflammatories So#in the end the pain isnt my biggest concern for treating my fibro. aside from the frequent headaches. i Would like to counter those.#what i really need is help with my chronic fatigue and weakness spells#i hate how fragile i feel so much of the time. bc im NOT weak. for my size im actually surprisingly strong.#but im quick to tire and if i push myself too hard then im practically bedridden#i will literally get symptoms of sickness if im too fatigued. including nausea and coughing and headaches#all fixed after ive gotten some rest. so im not Actually sick.#im tired and fed up with how finicky my body is and how i have to eat on time always or i'll be threatened with passing out.#havent passed out Yet but ive had some times where i end up Having to sit bc i get tunnel vision and my scalp is prickling#and it feels like my brain is squeezing and i know i Have to sit down Right Now#idk. there are many things like this. and i am sooooo tired of it.#i want a fibro diagnosis so i can actually get some help for the things that make life so hard to live.#im not depressed im just chronically fatigued. and so very tired.#give me some Energizing Meds or smth. help me please 😭😭😭 i hate living like this 😭😭😭😭😭#i wanna be able to do things without being bedridden for the rest of the day 😭😭😭😭 please 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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and the crowd goes wild!!!!
*1 halfhearted cheer can be heard from the other room*
#anyways. i’ve been eating normally for three days straight#not cutting stuff out. not only eating half my lunch on purpose. not only getting the bare minimum. not refusing snacks.#so. that’s something huh?#still kinda feel nauseous after i eat sometimes#and the nausea is worse if i feel bad about myself after#but. yk.#anyways i’m on the verge of tears after making myself a milkshake and i can’t tell if they’re good or bad but they’re there#tw vent#tw disordered eating#sigh
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i do acknowledge i need to watch what i say wrt gender women men cis ppl etc just augh.
#its like. im a trans man 100% i want nothing to do w being seen as a women i acknowledge that. i also acknowledge that I am putting#literally zero effort in my irl life to present as a guy at all. partially lack of resources and embarrassment etc stuff like that partiall#the autism i literally look in a mirror and see a guy#and i go to class go to work and until soemone explicitally refers to me as a woman i think of myself as a guy. so like its this weird#disconnect of what i actually do vs what i percieve as expieriencing in my daily life where i am objectively living#as a cis woman who just dresses and acts a bit masc. lol.#and like that doesnt bother me atm until i get to a setting where i am gendered frequently. then i feel nauseas etc but whatever ill deal#so i always hesitate whenever i talk abt women feminism men makeup beauty expectations etc (also i am mixed thai and white which#def plays into everyhting ofc ofc) as i dont know rly what is like. not fine idc if i say smthn uncouth just i dont want to at all#seem like im doing what these other trans guys do and latch onto my femininity and 'girlhood growing up' etc or like#its all dumb to me ofc im a feminist i consider anything i speak abt feminism free the nipple being against gender essiantialism etc etc#as in feminism (not that women arent/cant be femnists just in terms of im not trying to sound like a woman) and#ofc growing up as and my current life experiences have obvi had a large impact on myself how i veiw the world my political beliefs and all.#but like. im always scared it sounds like im idr the phrase someone else used but a i dont want to seem like im latching onto girlhood as#a failsafe or whatever. its just mm ykwim its a weird feeling. cause like im a 21 year old man and read my posts as such el oh el.#idk its all weird and idk if its a specific to me thing or whattttt it just like. i feel silly sometimes and i dont want my points to be#misconstrued :) anyways me posting this after rewatching and posting abt pearl has nothign to do genuinly lmfao just timing its been#on my mind after that dumbass trans guy posting abt the lonelyness he feels abt abandoning womanhood#after watching barbie. lol and then i saw someone in the comments of some ig quote it w like 30 replies all positive like get a lifeee#i understand it can feel isolating being trans and everyones relationship back to womanhood is diff and complecated but by god. shut up#anywayyyyyssss mmm okay im done whateverr#maybe all a fear in my head and literally none of this has every crossed anyones mind however it bothers me :(
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I never know if being like similar experience! When talking about disorders is going to come across like I'm diminishing or like I'm expressing solidarity and reassuring that they're not alone dealing with the thing (latter is my intent)
#especially when its not like. Precisely the same yk#like . and i feel okay using this comparison bc im both but like#if i were to be like anxiety havers 🤝 crohns havers : the Nausea Attacks#like its not the SAME nausea and one of them is like . more dangerous cus internal scarring n shit but#idk.... i dont know if it would come across the way i want... cus sometimes it DOES feel diminishing on the receiving end but sometimes it#is like oh thank goodness more normal disorders also have this one#so idk !!!!!!#normal meaning either/both more common and less likely to get the ewwww nasty gross 🤢 if you talk about it 😔#beeep
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