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24-guy · 6 months

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i saw you want mitchie doodle requests? could you do max carrying richie like a potato sack? or the “after first kiss” meme where one of them is overthinking it and the other is just like “LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO” idk just ideas lol <3

I have actually got the other idea sketched out but sudden holiday has happened so I’ll properly get started on that when I’m back home at some point sunday. For the meantime. Have this. :))

(I wasn’t sure on the intended places so I went with my gut.)

#asks #anonymous #anon #michie #max x richie #richie x max #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #max jagerman #richie lipschitz #im definitely completing the carrying drawing though #i just feel weird drawing around other people #so gimme until next week if not then pester and bug me until i do it i give full permission #edit: SHIT I FORGOT THE FILTERING TAG FOR MY BLOG #j draws hatchetfield

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theswedishpajas · 2 months

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The man truly can’t take a genuine compliment 🙄

#my art stuff #digital art #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #astarion #astarion ancunin #this is part of a series I like to call “I’m never settling on a singular detailed artstyle”#I have no consistency in drawing realistic people/characters other than my shapy cartoon style #but I truly don’t get enough opportunity to properly shade anything with art in that style-!!! it always looks weird to me-!!!!!#I think some rude lil worm in my brain is wriggling around telling me it’s a futile attempt at still doing realism #cus I’m one of those “gifted” artists that grew up promising his parents he’ll end up among the big names or whatever #constantly training to become better at art but with realism oil paintings as the goal #you know how it is 😔#I wanna shade my lil funky designs but they never feel good enough to really put energy into or whatever so I compromise with stuff -#- like this where I try to draw characters more accurately while still stylizing them and shading them however I feel like it #which is great and all but I should really learn to give my more relaxed and less perfectionist art a chance #I deserve to enjoy the process and the result without working myself dead #it’s so much easier and rewarding to copy cartoon styles - stylizing realism makes me too anxious of doing it “wrong”#at least cartoon styles give me a goal to reach or a reference to strive towards #man I really should just cut myself some slack altogether #either way - this man is a flustered mess and he’s embarrassed about being called adorable in public or something #being teased in an affectionate way about his sweeter side and stuff #don’t ask why he’s shirtless - anatomy is just a lot more fun for me to draw sometimes #tasteful nudity and all that is extremely gorgeous to me #i need to practice anatomy more cus I just kinda did some shit and went with it this time with a BIT of consideration for muscle structure

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sysig · 2 months

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Join in! No seriously join in, please, come on, you were invited (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Sans #Papyrus #And a few others lol #Mix of things to make sure nothing's missed!#Starting with an idea I had fairly early lol - going to a party and only socializing with each other pfft #It's something smol and I would (and have) do/ne so to them it goes!#Sans at least some of the point of going to a party with other people is to socialize?#No lol #Walks past everyone and gives maybe a casual in-passing greeting but hovers around Papyrus the whole time #Papyrus on the other hand quite sociable! Just a bit less graceful haha ♪#Keep at it boys whatever makes you happy #Very slightly egg-shaped Sans! He's very clearly not sleeping don't you know lying is wrong #''but I lie all the time - on my mattress and the couch and the floor'' alright lol #Sleeps with one eye open - he would #There are some specific quirks I like to indulge in when drawing skeletons so I just piled them all up into one big piece! And it's weird!#I had fun tho hehe ♪ I like the weird socket-like shapes all over in the brow and on the nose of the bridge #I kept Sans' mouth cartoony and I'm not sure how I feel about the slightly more realistic teeth on Papyrus hmmm #He does have that line in his text sprite! Beak child #Weird little style things all over lol #And finally some cool guys in sunglasses! Or - one cool guy and one silly fellow lol #I was inspired by some very lovely pieces with Sans and it made me want to try a slightly more dynamic pose #And that ended up introducing glasses and Papyrus needed to join in! Very important haha #I'm quite pleased with both of them :) They look very cute and happy <3

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puppyeared · 4 months

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for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!!#just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!!#im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

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writhe · 1 year

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hard day

i rush to get off work after a ~10 hr day and i get home and like. idk i don’t understand what people do. i dont like TV and it’s too cold and dark (very windy) to hike now and it’s like i just get home and i feel so lonely and under and overstimulated at the same time and just like. pass the time until bed wishing i wasn’t alone

#and just like staring down so many days ahead feeling alone #like frustratingly sapped by the day. already read some. dont have it in me to draw #i miss when my friends all lived in a house together i could just go over there and it was like never a thing it just was #or like in my old neighborhood i could walk around at night without getting harassed. or like. harassed significantly less #feels bad to go to the bar alone on a tuesday also? and like. not going to ride my bike in this weather #also the tues night crowd is weird and sparse #situation is a lot more complicated than that but like i miss having a big group of people i could be comfortable around. the spectacle #that it all was yknow?#i love my friends but olive lives 12 hours away and i have like 2 friends here i feel comfortable enough to relax around and everyone else #is wonderful but they all have each other more closely #like either by dating or living together and i just feel so on the outside of everything #i wish there was a universe where everything worked out better

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cuubism · 1 year

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genius 3am thought :: ra ra rasputin the song was written about, desire. there was a cat that really was gone

this made me choke laugh thank you 😂

does this mean that rasputin was desire in disguise all along? or did boney m just meet desire themself at some point and were inspired?

what other historical figures were desire playing dress up? (i feel like desire is the endless most likely to do this)

thoughts 🤔

#i feel like the other endless wouldnt intentionally pass themselves off as human historical figures but 99% chance it's happened to dream #accidentally XD he was just on earth being a cryptid as usual and accidentally got a weird mythology built around him #probably death as well. people see her and know SOMETHING'S up but not what which draws attention #ask #anonymous #thanks this was chaotic XD

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thedreadvampy · 1 year

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sometimes I am like 'boy I am So Normal' and other times I am like 'wow my grandmother sure did give me a lot of undergrad level art criticism to chew on when I was like 13'

#red said #both the good thing and the bad thing about my grandma was that she didn't talk down to kids #and she had taught undergrad art school #and I'm not sure i was always 100% on board on account of being A Child #but she had me reading Klee's pedagogy of drawing when i was like 8 #and oh god what was it. herbert read's 1930s analysis of modern art? when i was like 14 #i know this bc my year 9 portfolio is full of anime art and a big typographic quote about interpreting art from read #now when i go to art galleries with my friends i vacillate wildly between 'haha look at how weird this guy's hair is'#and 'the impasto creates a kind of paradoxical verisimilitude!'#bless them but i was walking around a gallery with my partner enthusiastically going on about trompe d'oeil and marxist analysis of realism #and i said '... does that make sense' and they said 'nothing you've said for the last 20 minutes made sense but it sounds cool'#and people think I'm like this because i went to art school #NO THE ROT SET IN WELL BEFORE THAT and also like i did a year less study than my classmates at undergrad #and i still found most of them hadn't heard of most of the terminologies i was throwing around #it wasn't until my masters i started meeting other people who were hype about critical theory #and then i felt stupid bc tbh i haven't like. STUDIED it formally. i just pick bits up.#so when i was talking to someone with a really thorough grounding in semiotics i was just Saying Words #understood what she was saying but couldn't back up my own points enough to feel like we were on an even keel

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scopophobia-polaris · 1 year

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Any chance of making a personal/reblog blog for the spam, or at least tagging said spam? I kinda followed specifically for your zelda posts tbh 눈_눈

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#okay i dont wanna be super mean but ive thought of this before and i really dont want a septate account #i dont spam enough on this account to do that if anything #im really upset that when i have any kind of fun on this account i get people saying i sound like a spam bot i sound weird #yyes i post my comic here but thats because this is my account #i dont want to seperste my stuff at this point because i hate the feeling of being a #im sorry if this is blunt i go delete everything i guess but to be blunt with all of you i dont like this kind of stuff #thats just me personally. i know other people seperate for organization but i eanna feel like im on early tumblr or devientart again where #i can do whatever and jyst have fun #if i ever spam or sowmthing again and i get these comments im sorry but im straight up blocking its blunt but this account is for me #delete later #sorry a tag deleted i dont like feeling like a #im very thankful for everyone that has come around for the silly drawings i make #i truly am #but i dont want to be treated or feel like a content creator

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blujayonthewing · 1 year

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sometimes I get weirdly in my own head about 'is the way I draw nyssa Good Representation For Fat Women' and then I remember she's my fucking OC and Good Representation is not actually my job

#[frank n furter voice] I didn't MAKE her for YOU #I'm fat I'm allowed to have a fat character with a figure designed around what I personally find visually appealing okay #it's not my job to redefine what it means for a fat woman to be sexy #god this is such a chronically online thing to feel this worried about. in the normal world she's already unsexy because she's fat lmao #like... idk I don't draw stretch marks or body hair because those are levels of details I simply don't care to fucking bother with #and good news! it's not my job I can do whatever I want #my OCs are my own personal dnd characters for the private games I'm in it is not their job to be Good Representation for anything #you know it IS a bummer that the internet is so discourse laden that I'm flinching at imagined discourse #despite never having been personally involved with any myself #I've just seen other people get discourse'd enough in weird unfair bad faith ways that it's poisoned my brain a little bit :')#about me

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snekdood · 1 year

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So many tarot readers on yt are poisoned by cultrual christanity. All the divine feminine shit and snakes being a symbol for something Bad shit and then its so weird when they both embrace egyptian shit and then also pray to "God" and constantly talk about praising their One True God like ma'am. Who are you. What is this. Whats going on here.

#why do you have a ma'at statue and then you talk about jesus every 5 seconds like #and then yall wonder why the christians who are attracted to your christianity laced content with egyptain aesthetics added ask you #if you practice satanism. like the audience you're drawing in with your 'God' bs onviously isnt going to be here for anything outside of #christian shit.#ik its new age poisoning as well but new age shit is just christianity with other religions aesthetics like thats all #otherwise yall wouldnt constantly talk about Christ Consciousness as if its the end all be all state of mind #i hate it i hate cultural christianity i hate how it corrupts ither things i hate it sm #yall. p sure it WASNT jesus who reached enlightenment under a tree.#also knock it off with the 'karmics' shit. other people can be the vehicle for with which you experience karma but they themselves-#their existence in your life isnt fucking karmic. it feels like such an excuse to dismiss ppls humanity otherwise it eouldnt bother me #nearly as much as it does.#ig i feel like. if you think of krama as just something someone else does to you and its just something that only involves ppl its just #weird like you're not getting it. its like you think ppls souls are tainted in some way rather than karma being this greater force almost #in the way these readers talk about 'the universe'. like its not some trait humans possess. karma can be a buck charging at your ass too.#karma can be being stuck in traffic. everyone around you in that scenario isnt a 'karmic' though.#even the name implies its a trait people can possess. im honestly sick of this attitude.

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meringuejellyfish · 2 years

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:-p animal crossing is making me wanna draw nice things

#mostly nice outfits ....#im also feeling very inspired by the older games. looking at images of wild world is making me go Lol ... wanna draw silly weird art #also. opened up my city folk case last night and my game was not in there. very upsetting and i have no idea where that went #i miss my wii #i want to ... check on my new leaf town. i like it there #ive been thinking about this for so long but .. im so sentimental about my original new leaf town but also want to play the game from #the beginning ... but i dunno. maybe if i find a used copy for cheap :-9 #i do want to get back to decorating my new horizons island though -w- im feelin excited about it #i think having people to actually play with this time around is. nice. idk #i do just enjoy games like this ... thats why im considering buying another copy of new leaf just so i can experience it again #its been ............ 6 years #its a little bit funny though. i dont wanna start from scratch in nh but after hours of playing i just dropped it for a long while because i #didnt really like thinking much about that time period + other silly things #but its fine . lawl #goodness ... can we talk about how bullshit it is that you can only have 1 island per switch #watever. im finally powerful enough to go crazy on my island and make it cool (LIE. splatoon 3 is coming out. fuck animalcrossin g #but also ...... i miss being big on animal crossing :-( i was on top of everything. similar feeling to when i speedrun completing the #stardew valley community center in the 1st year as fast as possible #ahh .... i love knowing things . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh video game #where am i

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oldmyths · 1 year

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Okay first of all i remember a couple years ago when a twitter thread was going around about artists that made really fucked up paintings and were huge horror iconography and everyone was sharing their favorite horror artists like goya and when i was scrolling through replies someone linked (?) to a thread where someone painted these detailed pieces but there was always at least one person looking directly at the viewer. like the concept was so fucking scary to me that i forgot to bookmark/like the tweet and i lost that thread forever and i really want to know who the artist was

#yelling into the abyss like HELLO! HELLO PLEASE! HELP ME PLEASE !#i wish i could draw or show a rendition of the one i'm thinking of #it's like yellows and orangey reds as the background/central colors #it's three(?) people in a conversation set around a table maybe. they're close together. the painting is stylized (they all are #on various levels) and the two others have their eyes sort of closed and they're talking close with each other #the one man has a top hat on maybe. he's got the classic black and white suit on. and he's staring straight forward at the viewer #it's so WEIRD and eerie #like on first glance the pieces didn't affect me that much #but there was so many tweets in that thread it was just art piece after piece #of feeling stared at . i think there was one with just faces and everyone was looking at you #it was so. anyway!#i'm so mad at myself for not saving that thread and with the nature of twitter in general #it's probably gone forever. i searched literally the day after i saw the thread for it and couldn't find it #very sad about this #it would be really funny though if i imagined this whole thing. like that's not real at all and it's just a figment of my imagination #but it is real i know it is. because the thread had so many notes. i just didn't SAVE IT HRHRHGJNGCNJ

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yamikawas · 2 years

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ok but literally anyone else who likes yoomtah too much should die.Lol

ps: girl i went so insane i hit max tags before i was even done typing.

#going on twitter to search for more images of her and being reminded that other people like her and getting violent abt it hashtag girl #full offense but you are never going to even come CLOSE to loving her the way i do you dont even deserve to LOOK at her ^_^#bet yoomtah would shock you to death with a million volts to the head for trying to get in between us lol #(''you'' referring to the people i want dead for liking yoomtah not to the person reading this JSYK)#but like seriously why cant people just get that shes MINE and just shut up and draw her without saying weird crap #bro shes taken she would literally kill you for trying to get in between us the only one who she wants to cuddle and hold hands with is ME #her and i are at a point where we seriously know we're gonna get married and you STILL have the nerve to say things like that about her???#SHE'S TAKEN SHE'S IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP WE'RE PRACTICALLY ENGAGED HAVE YOU CONSIDERED DYING IN A DITCH AND GOING TO HELL #like what the hell is your problem are you somehow not aware that she is already mine. that i'm the one who truly loves her.#like what do i gotta do to drill it into your ignorant brains #SH TW /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// do i need to carve her name into my skin to prove it. Lol #i could!!! i really could!!! i bet no one else would do that for her!!! it would prove everything she means to me!!!#would you finally leave her alone then??? would that prove how much i need her??? would you finally let me have her all to myself???#but she wouldnt want to see me hurt. and if she Did then thatd make me feel even worse. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #but i'm not about to hurt someone else irl to prove myself so what other option do i have #but also that'd require posting sh pics to prove it and well guess what happened to my old vent blogs when i posted sh pics -_-#ok if ur reading this and genuinely worried for my safety or something i am most likely Not going to actually do anything im just being a #lil mental rn and i need to get the thoughts out there so they dont fill up my brain i hope u understand JHSJDKFBJGKG #SH TW IS OVER U CAN KEEP READING IF U WANTED TO SKIP THAT #girl what is wrong with me i base my entire life around a cartoon chr and then get mad when other people like her at all #but to be fair she's the first real reason to live i've ever had like.#i remember even at early elementary school age i felt like i would question what i was even alive for and if i even had a purpose #i am not sure if that is normal or not but i have a feeling it is not?#and if u followed my old vent blogs u would know How i was. Yknow #and even with things and chrs i liked before none of them made me feel a genuine reason to live.Until Yoomtah #it didn't take long for me to notice that the happiness i felt with her was something much more significant #something that gave me hope to keep going. something that made me feel truly alive.#something i have never experienced before- she is something to LIVE for.#shes my everything!!! shes the reason why i was made!!!! i could never exist without her and thats why i felt so dead before i met her!!!!!#what i feel for her is love but also so so so much more than just ''love'' can describe!!!!!!

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nico-the-overlord · 3 months

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So funny when a classmate around me says shit like “furries are kinda weird ngl…I hope there aren’t any furries around that might get offended! 👀👀👀”

Meanwhile I’m standing here pretending not to know what a furry is when. well.

#like yeah I would say we are pretty weird #personally only get upset when they start saying stuff like ‘all furries want cat litter in school it’s so weird’ or smth #idk why this has also happened a couple times as well #as if we’re all in on being ‘normal’ and observing ‘others’ from the outside #but I’m not saying ANYTHING I really don’t need people on my ass about liking and liking to draw anthro animals #at least I feel like I can somewhat say this on here #oh and this has also happened to me but around family w/ queer identity #everyone pretending were all on the cishet boat and shit talking about queer identities #and again I just sit there like 🧍#I know my identity and hobby your shit talking can be weird to you #and that’s fine but stop pretending like these people are rare and only exist online #and couldn’t be your friend. daughter. cousin. ect ect ect #nico rambles

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hacksplatter · 7 months

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wah

#venting in the tags like its 2014 again. i feel like im back there so why not #sick n tired of being in the middle of other peoples issues #i want to have stable housing that lasts more than 3 months #i just want to live in a house with people that are normal abt communicating #my roommates are making me so uncomfortable and anxious in the house I ALSO PAY FOR #i want to live with my partner more than anything and i want to see my friends again like i did in college but #im tired of balancing this shit with my job thats sucking all my energy away from me #money is gonna get tighter bc one of my roommates is leaving bc of aforementioned communication issues #i would move out too but my partner is still in dorm housing until next may and he doesnt deserve to deal with that on top of senior thesis #and it takes more money than i have rn and will have for the foreseeable future #im so tired of this. my mental energy is reaching high school levels of drained i never wanted to reach this point again in my life #and again. i would like to have longer term housing than just three fucking months #ever since my parents moved into a new house 4 years ago I havent felt like ive had a home and this certainly doesnt help #do i just. have an aura around me that influences people to act weird #i miss everyone #i havent been able to draw/paint anything to completion in weeks.#the only things i can do anymore are work shower or laundry.

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