No matter how deep I think the love is, I will always bring that out in a man. There is no such thing as a man that will truly never hit you, there is something deeply wrong with me. I was meant to die a long time ago, everywhere I look there is just reminders that I’m passed due. There’s no softness for me anywhere, no place to feel at home, not with my mother or my father or family or friends. I am bitterly alone and will never be able to make a home with anyone. Any life I try to bring into this world will die just like I should have long before I started fighting this. Love is the only comfort I have and I can’t obtain it in any shape or form. And I never will no matter how hard I try. I am a unloveable, unfixable sack of shit.
WTF is a consistent sleep schedule?? I keep waking up around 2-4 AM, chatting some people up, looking at art, reading fanfic and having a cup of tea for a few hours before going back to sleep and still getting up early. Funny thing is. Up until the point I had gotten sick I was doing fine with even less sleep. I'm better now and I'm like sleep??? Who's he??
Anyways I'm making RoseHip Hibiscus Cherry tea. I've been drinking this one sparingly cause it's my favorite and was a gift from my very best friend upon moving out. I haven't seen it at any of the stores I shop at, she got it at a store that carries more tea Flavors.
i will not know peace until i have my own little secluded house on the outskirts of the city decorated like the sleaziest, mustiest dive bar/strip club you’ve ever seen
I am pretty certain the neighbor across the street has at least 3 dogs caged in the backyard and they’re never not barking these days. Between that and the incessant drag racing around my neighborhood, I will never find peace
It gets its name from the Hackberry tree cuz it lays its eggs on it. And we currently have a Hackberry tree attempting to grow out of the mess of honeysuckle
Also my dad had to give the redbud thats been growing up against the house a haircut cuz it was shading my moms tomatoes too much
And it looks goofy as hell now
Fuckin lollipop looking ass
Its fuckin hot out but chewbys need at least 20 minutes of sun a day or they get very sad and mopey and drive everyone crazy
Chewbys also need to roll around in the grass at LEAST twice a day. Very important for chewbys.
If given proper amounts of sun the chewby should melt onto the floor once back inside.