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#i just wanna vent :c
turner-strait · 1 year
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oh hey i just saw one (1) person make (implied) pepstavo naughties on the bird app. yay.
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lovelywingsart · 1 year
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'I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me, but I'm six feet deep
It's a monster made of memories
It's alive, like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories'
'Monster Made of Memories' - Citizen Soldier
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Trauma fucking sucks, man...
Karl agrees.
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//Did I just use Karl as a venting device?
Yes.
Did it make me feel better?
Also yes. Kinda.
I'm just... really tired, honestly... The song hit hard about a week ago and I've had this in my head since.
Yes, Heisenberg is a 'villain'... But I'll be damned if I don't understand.//
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sensitivegoblin · 10 days
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Vent
Tw: sh, suivide
#i hate that my brain is broken and it makes me fight with my family....#i.wish i could jjst shut my mouth like thsy qant me to.....#it smells like human shit n piss in my room cus im too scared to ask my dad to change it :')✨️💕✌️#i wanna cut so that i get release and attention but last time my dad didnt even notice and my sister didnt take it seriously :(#i feel like cuttong is the only way to let out my Ick and show how not good im doing#mental illnesses are invisible and so fucking crippling......#my family thinks im lazy i just know they do#im such a fuvking failure at 25 i should be taking care of my dad like he did to his..#also my dad always says hes in catholic hell sooooo guess im not real then :')#he spefically says he died as a kid and this is his hell.....🥹✌️💔#i just....hate my life and already dont feel real#he basically vents and says whatever without thinking about the impact on ME the adult child with autism.#i think about my words affect on everybody all the time and it seems like barely anyone thinks the same#....maybe i can s-xually -buse myself instead of cutting#but cumming always brings a biiiiig wave of crying#i shpuldnt cut for the attebtion but FUCK i wanna get a hug or see someone have a soft voice n soft eyes for me#....all i do is annoy my dad#i should just kill myself so i dont annoy him anymore#but im too scared of failing#also im scared of Hell#i need a hug that doesnt start with me asking for a hug......#if i didnt do anything affectionate for a whole day i would go without it#i would trade every present in the world if my family could at least just UNDERSTAND my emotional brain#instead i get “i just dont understand” over n over n over n over again.....#im not trying to be an attention seeker when i say this: logically the only answer i can come up with is to k-ll myself.#its like 2 + 2 = su!cide#my family says that theyd kill themselves if i did....i dont believe that#theyre less broken than me so they would heal and move on.#for clarification#the most violent thing km gonna do is c-t myself im NOT attempting tonight
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xbraveheartx · 11 months
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Gently considers... Carmeo/Promeo discord server... hmmm...
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dragongirltongue · 1 year
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just had tum6lr "6ased on your likes" me an owl house AU where Belos is a good and reasona6le guy and I'm just fucking screaming. It's a complete fucking middle finger to the purpose of his character.
Like I get fandom runs on a do what you want mentality with every single story it gets hold of 6ut like, I fucking hate this.
6locked OP immediately lol.
fandom always needs to make the evil white guy into someone sympathetic one way or another I guess, ugh.
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angelbaby-fics · 7 months
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i miss you guys 😭😭
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abigail · 2 years
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if you have nice hands/nails literally kill urself <3 peace and love <3
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🍭:
So there’s been some discourse on the dash today and without getting too deep into it, I will say that I have noticed the behaviors too and it can be frustrating.
And I’m trying to type this carefully, because I really am not trying to tell anyone to shut up or that they’re overreacting or anything like that. Ok??
 I’m just going to say what I think here! And I’m hoping that maybe it will help with the frustration, if you want to read.
Basically it’s kind of like dealing with people IRL. You’ve got to just try and find your little tribe of people that roll with you. I mean IMO that’s all you can really do, especially now. You can’t control another adult that you don’t even know. You just can’t. You can’t make somebody like you and you can’t read minds. That goes both ways. 
And sometimes when people do certain things, it’s not even because of something you did. For example, if you wrote a rule in your blog that you know you don’t intend to follow, that’s a problem with you. Idk what to tell you.
And it’s important to have confidence in your muse or portrayal and try to be authentic. The right people for you will stick around!
I’m not trying to point the finger or say that talking about this stuff is wrong, because it isn’t, it’s just that this ended up being the healthiest solution for me, who can be a huge internalizer. It made it easier to deal with the frustrating things. People can just be frustrating sometimes, that’s just part of being a person yourself!
That might help, or not. I hope it did. But I just felt like talking about it because I’ve been thinking about it too.
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daintyyflowers · 1 year
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stillcominback · 2 years
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💔💔💔
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kuroosdarling · 2 years
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y’all mind if i hide out in here for a min
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0ana-rexic0 · 2 years
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FINALLY ordered a smart watch! I'm about to be tracking EVERYTHING!
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angelbabydoll28 · 1 year
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i just feel like…. life is full of decisions & ive spent the last 25 years making all the wrong ones & i only just realized it & i dont know what to do about it
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my significant other just commented on what i ate today, so i think i won’t eat for the next week :)
i thought i was doing so good today too. felt like a stab in the gut.
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misscherrycolaa · 2 years
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If you’re going to have dinner please eat early, you’ll feel so good the best morning ♡
Also small portions >>>
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icantalk710 · 5 days
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#well glad i finally stopped overthinking for three days and sent the damn text#i get if things are super hectic with work and everything immediate i do--but if we've still been feeling each other we'd still find a way#to connect?#i thought dinner with him went well a few weeks back--and would've gone better at mine if not for shitty super (big stressor) halfassing a#roof leak repair job in his closet making him have to go handle that after it rained a little during dinner#but we kissed goodbye saying we'd hang labor day and i told him to text me once home or about how the leak goes and he never did#but okay things were stressy and he forgot no worries#labor day came and i followed up day of not having heard from him and did an afternoon in the park after not hearing back#he apologized the next day saying he was going through a lot and i understood and said i'd still like to help take his mind off things--nada#he works weekends so i sent him a doggo video on IG to help some and checked in the next Monday asking if we did still want to hang again#and that i'd missed him--he apologized last Tuesday saying work was chaos and that he was two-weeksing his part time job#i understood and asked what he planned on doing from there to have us talking--nothing#but he did see the doggo video finally and said 'thanks for the doggo c:'#i did also have a free evening on thurs from a day off with mom so i low-presh said 'hey if you wanna hang?' and nothing#last thing was i asked on Sunday how his week was going and nothing#what confused me is that through all this he would still pop into my IG stories and like things which makes me think 'interest'#but i'd low-pressure like or comment a thing on his and i wouldnt get anything#and also still kinda seeing him on the site we met on with a guy leaving him a bj review a few weeks ago... which#it's fine it's been two dates so sure--but i'm also v much wanting to do things with him too and i'm kinda right there??#so all this to say that i felt like i had to just see if we are doing okay given it's been hard to tell#...but i did so much overthinking on how to phrase it the past 2-3 days before finally sending it#saying that if we are i'd like us to connect a bit more and that maybe Snapchat could help with that#[we probably should've traded SCs already 🥲]#anyway we'll see how that goes but idk as much as i've liked our chemistry i kinda feel like--to quote The Drums' 626 Bedford Ave--#i dont get near what i've been givin'#(space considerations for the hecticness aside ofc#so if we can communicate a bit better that'd be nice but could also gear toward an end so we'll see with the ball in his court#anyway thanks for reading that pre-bed vent#you're now imagining a corgi about to go paddling on a boat as a treat :)#🥱
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