'I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me, but I'm six feet deep
It's a monster made of memories
It's alive, like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories'
'Monster Made of Memories' - Citizen Soldier
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Trauma fucking sucks, man...
Karl agrees.
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//Did I just use Karl as a venting device?
Yes.
Did it make me feel better?
Also yes. Kinda.
I'm just... really tired, honestly... The song hit hard about a week ago and I've had this in my head since.
Yes, Heisenberg is a 'villain'... But I'll be damned if I don't understand.//
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just had tum6lr "6ased on your likes" me an owl house AU where Belos is a good and reasona6le guy and I'm just fucking screaming. It's a complete fucking middle finger to the purpose of his character.
Like I get fandom runs on a do what you want mentality with every single story it gets hold of 6ut like, I fucking hate this.
6locked OP immediately lol.
fandom always needs to make the evil white guy into someone sympathetic one way or another I guess, ugh.
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So there’s been some discourse on the dash today and without getting too deep into it, I will say that I have noticed the behaviors too and it can be frustrating.
And I’m trying to type this carefully, because I really am not trying to tell anyone to shut up or that they’re overreacting or anything like that. Ok??
I’m just going to say what I think here! And I’m hoping that maybe it will help with the frustration, if you want to read.
Basically it’s kind of like dealing with people IRL. You’ve got to just try and find your little tribe of people that roll with you. I mean IMO that’s all you can really do, especially now. You can’t control another adult that you don’t even know. You just can’t. You can’t make somebody like you and you can’t read minds. That goes both ways.
And sometimes when people do certain things, it’s not even because of something you did. For example, if you wrote a rule in your blog that you know you don’t intend to follow, that’s a problem with you. Idk what to tell you.
And it’s important to have confidence in your muse or portrayal and try to be authentic. The right people for you will stick around!
I’m not trying to point the finger or say that talking about this stuff is wrong, because it isn’t, it’s just that this ended up being the healthiest solution for me, who can be a huge internalizer. It made it easier to deal with the frustrating things. People can just be frustrating sometimes, that’s just part of being a person yourself!
That might help, or not. I hope it did. But I just felt like talking about it because I’ve been thinking about it too.
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i just feel like…. life is full of decisions & ive spent the last 25 years making all the wrong ones & i only just realized it & i dont know what to do about it
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my significant other just commented on what i ate today, so i think i won’t eat for the next week :)
i thought i was doing so good today too. felt like a stab in the gut.
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If you’re going to have dinner please eat early, you’ll feel so good the best morning ♡
Also small portions >>>
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