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pose4photoml · 2 years

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I’m having one of those I don’t want to be an adult and be at work kind of day..

#Only good thing about it being a Thursday is...I get to see a new episode of LITA and based on the preview my boy Sky looks happy!#I don't want to be an adult with responsibilities today #at work and tad bored #love in the air #I should be working #i really want to be home in bed #sleep 💤

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skunkes · 21 days

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#its not my fave fave color but i love love love slate blue....#i enjoy many blues mostly leaning toward green than purple...i dont enjoy purple #i think this blue fits talon but i dont want him to be So Me so he likes the more purple blues mainly #(in my doodle pages slate blue is usually just grey but the bg color makes it look more blue)#i still love how it looks as a grey blue #a doodley #i think he'd like it darker of course but making it darker on this page just makes it more evident that its just grey LOL looks less blue #''is dressed'' because al and smunker have to sort of build his wardrobe for him #as well as actually physically dress him a lot of the time due to the health issues #thje exception to it all is he really does love wearing big t shirt and nothing else (at home)#in all forms (furry or not)#BECAUSE it makes him feel cold but in that tingly way where u can curl up in bed and wiggle around to get warm.#do u understand me. i love doing this like when its cool in my room at night + remove an article of clothing #so that it feels MORE cool and I get to really appreciate warming up under the covers #anyway all subject to change of course. lots of talon details still elude me i cant fully crack him at all

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raiiny-bay · 8 months

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sleepy morning with the boys

#ts4 #simblr #ts4 edit #ts4 render #sims 4 #myedits #kelly #dhestyn #i apologize for the long post #this originally had 6 photos for a grid format but #i don't really like the other 3 so. yea.#full disclosure it is actually very rare for kelly to wake up at the same time as dhes #kel is literally a cat. he will sleep 16 hours a day if dhes lets him #& dhes gets out of bed at like 4:30/5 every morning #he'll cook a full breakfast & do a load of laundry & go for a jog before going to work #he also usually feeds duder bc if he doesn't she will yell & bother kelly until he wakes up #kel has to be woken up gently or he'll get cranky lol #he tends to wake up later in the morning & pick up lunch for everyone at the shop before walking to work #then the boys will drive home together at the end of their shifts #dani kind of just lets them come & go whenever they want. they mostly make their own hours #she doesn't care as long as they show up for work at some point

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pebbleyoufindonthestreet · 7 months

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So for anyone who’s still up, how about you enjoy a nice candle-lit dinner with a cute little skeleton?

Happy valentines!

#I wanted to make a quick drawing before I went to bed #realistically we’d be chilling at home watching a movie or something #or maybe stargazing #but seeing sans in a suit was too tempting <3 #he got all dressed up for you!! I’m so jealous #sans #sans x you #he lacks the roughness in my sketches but #but I still really like him #he’s a cutie patootie #silly art

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lazy-b1rdy · 5 months

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haaaaiii :-)

wanted to draw this cool narrator by @lexumpysfunland !!!!

I really like their art style and characters haha

bonus doodle:

skidaddling away

#had this thought while going home today so i wanted to draw it #somehow didn't know how to draw his hair but i have that problem with everyone so it's fine #still really like them hahdbhtnvgku smskdxj #tsp #tspud #tsp narrator #tsp fanart #tsp stanley #tsp fandom #tspud art #fanart #the stanley parable #lazybird draws #ok i'm going to bed now i can feel my eyes closing on me #he is too perfect for my art skills to capture it

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kirby-the-gorb · 8 months

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#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #I've been picking away at kh:3d for a while #I watched all the cutscenes before years ago but I'd never played it before I started last year #I got to the xehanort fights right before my wife got home from work #so after she and our partner went to bed I was like 'oh I'm close to the end of the game I'll just finish it out'#reader it took me 3 hours lmao #it's only like a 20 hour game #(I only died once or twice so that was not why it took so long)#(I was playing on beginner mode because playing kh1 on normal made me want to cry so I don't bother)#(the challenge is not the fun part for me in this series.)#I really like kingdom hearts :) I love earnestness.

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deoidesign · 4 months

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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todayisafridaynight · 10 months

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#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #rggo #ryu ga gotoku online #like a dragon #like a dragon gaiden #like a neko #jo sawashiro #kosei shishido #is this a crossover idk im not subjecting anymore people to this than i already have #snap sketches #you can tell im really depressed when im busting out the warrior cat designs HELP just wanted to feel like i got something done #i literally had like. no enery or want to do anything today as soon as i got home i just fell into bed #i watched the shadow spirit at least... i really loved the music in it...#did i understand only half the plot Of Course but the vibe was there and i enjoyed it...#anyway. i couldnt make rggjo's eyes blue lke i wanted lest i think of some evil love child between hawkfrost and ashfur #and i wouldve just had to jump off a bridge at that point #i DIIIDD make jo's pelts speckled to substitute for snakeskin !!! leave me alone !!!!!!!#shishido just a big ass cat. fluff.#anyway. heres to hoping i stop being unproductive !!!!!!!! <- the day is already over

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bigcats-birds-and-books · 2 months

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okay tomorrow i'm really gonna DO IT, i'm gonna TRY the THREE SENTENCES CHALLENGE that cee polk told us about, i will REPORT BACK ON HOW IT GOES

#text #personal #writing #in btw #driscoll #3 sentences #3 sentences challenge #its basically 'the first thing you do when you get out of bed is write three sentences and only three sentences on your project'#BEFORE any other routine items #if u do 3 congrats u win!!#apparently the side effect tho is it puts it in your brain and you noodle on it all day #since ive been failing at capitalism crime time im gonna try it at home tomorrow and carry it With Me to capitalism #see if that helps fix me or nah #i really do miss using my Fresh Brain for morning words #office jobs are fucking bullshit i dont want this #unfortunately. i need a book deal. to escape mine.#so. 3 sentences it is.

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evansbby · 9 months

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Happy new year, everyone!

#I’m spending this new years cosy in my bed #I actually did have plans but I was supposed to go out with someone who was by best friend #but I ended the friendship a few weeks ago #bc I had to protect my peace and deserved to be treated better #and I didn’t want to bring negative energy into the new year #protected my peace too hard bc now I spend my new years at home 😂😂😂#it was actually lit tho the neighbour’s fireworks were SO good and grand #the guy who I have been talking to wanted to hang out #he was going out somewhere in london with his friends to celebrate #and said I could come too but I said no #bc I don’t wanna spend new years with strangers #although I do really like him!#and he’s my age like my exact age lol so that’s good #anyways I’m going off on a tangent #happy new year besties!#my thoughts 💭

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genekies · 3 months

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tag vent

#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas #and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when #we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates #just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night #ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me #ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but #she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening #he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by #people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again #i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends #and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer #than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they #helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that #they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient #im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk #tag vent #vent in tags

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hella1975 · 10 months

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there's a very specific kind of vibe that comes with living with your friends in final year that it just does not have in first year or even second year. like as a fresher it's usually the first time any of you have lived away from home let alone with SO MANY people your age and it's terrifying and exciting and randomised to boot so it's generally carnage for a whole year in the best and worst ways, and then second year you pick who you're living with and it feels like for the first time you're doing this adult thing PROPERLY. you have a place of your own now. these are the people you've chosen to live with. studying gets serious etc. but it's still fresh. it's still new. you still don't know how to navigate it. but final year? final year is when you actually get it right. you know how to manage your time better. you know what works for you and what doesn't. studying is the main focus and you've been out in the world for three years now and it's not loud and boisterous like it was in first year and you're not exciteable and awkward like you were in second year. you're comfortable. every single one of my flatmates has their own friend group and we mainly keep to our own social circles, but we'll still meet each other back at the house after a night out and sit in the kitchen or my room to do the debrief. sometimes i'll go days not seeing either of them despite sharing a house but every now and then someone will softly call up the stairs that 'the heating's on!' or one of us will sneeze and the other two will yell 'bless you!' through the walls. the lack of interaction isn't interpreted as dislike in ways it would have been even last year, because we're all just old enough to be past that now and settled enough in our friendship not to worry about it. idk. uni is very loud and unsettling a lot of the time so it's been really sweet to see how almost boringly comfortable final year is.

#like my day today was literally drag myself out of bed at 10am to meet my econ friends bc we're in a group together #and i spent two hours with them writing a fucking TRADE REPORT before coming home #and the rest of the day was kinda lost. i showered. i put a wash on. i had a nap. i mainly stayed in my room #which sometimes is the End Of All Things but today was quite nice #and i can hear in their rooms how my flatmates are doing the exact same thing. pottering about and getting on with uni #and we've barely spoken all day but earlier my one flatmate ran into my room all excited to show me her nails #bc she's been teaching herself to do gels and it took her 2 hours but im still one of the first people she wanted to show #and just now we all went to use the bathroom at the same time and it led to one of our Stair Sessions #where we all inexplicably just gather on the stairs and chat for no reason with a cup of tea #idk it's just nice. it's such basic shit but i can't belive in first year i used to spend EVERY DAY with these girls #and we were one single friendship group and that was all we had #and then in second year one girl branched off bc she lived in a studio and got into her societies #but me and the other girl lived together again and it was the same thing of she was a friend before she was someone i lived with #and weirdly that can actually be detrimental to a dynamic. but this year we're all just very solidified and confident in ourselves #and where we stand and yes we all have our own friendship groups outside of the house now #but there's still that love and simple comfortableness around each other that you only get with time and a hell of a lot of proximity #and a sense of being settled that maybe is just what happens as you get older #idk it's just really nice. if i had this exact same day in first year (doing economics and barely leaving my room)#it would've been a really bad depressive day for me so the fact i can find such contentment from it now is really heartening #i love my little life here im very proud of what ive been able to achieve :)#hella goes to uni #feeling nostalgic because SOME BITCH decided to ribs post

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#evenings and nights are always the worst for me #when i feel this lonely.... :(((#when you're alone the nights are the worst bc #u dont have anyone at all really.. and it gets so obvious at night #just .. the loneliness gets intensified #and i can compare bc #there was a period of time where i talked to someone everyday #and i looked forward to the nights and their messages and comforing goodnight messages #and so i know firsthand what big of a difference that makes #for years and years i've had these bad loneliness feelings tho.. so it's not smth new #but it gets harder and harder to deal with them. esp as the world outside is getting colder and crueler #and people only get more and more mean #plus when i do have smth wonderful that made me warm and happy and comforted that i dont have anymore #and can compare and know what im missing #it does get harder :c #i try to watch videos and think of other things but oh god this loneliness hurts so damn much i crumble underneath the weight of it #maybe life will get better dealing with it all if i have a stable income and an apartment with my pets #and go to work all day and come home too tired to feel lonely... idk?#im so scared i'll never find someone that i can be together with. bc i think im the kind of person who needs that #but im also so different and difficult and idk how and if it'll happen....#and how do i live with these heavy painful feelings of extreme loneliness ? idk :c #i try mindfulness too. and listening to music. and reading. and cuddling my pets #but im just a human. i want someone i love to hold me and fall asleep with them close to me.#i wanna lie in bed and talk to them abt anything bc between us it is a judgement free zone #despite what ppl say i am not weak for needing and wanting that. and being incredibly alone without it.#it's what i need and want but idk if i ever will and the thought of being stuck with this heavy loneliness all my life makes me wanna die #ok. peace out 😑✌️

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 1 year

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why is everything (showing other people respect. being patient and kind. not flying off the handle about stupid things. emotional regulation and self-control. et cetera.) so easy when I'm not around my parents and so so so so hard when I AM around them?

#this is a genuine question btw I need advice bc I'm STRUGGLING. idk why everything makes me frustrated and angry #when I'm around my parents and it's SO hard to be kind and respectful to them and my sister #but so easy literally everywhere else #I hate that I'm like this I wish I could genuinely be a nice person but apparently the person #I REALLY am is the horrible selfish lazy brat I am with my parents.#even though it feels 100% easier otherwise APPARENTLY the real me is the one I revert to at home #but being nice away from home comes so naturally?? so is THAT the real me??? idk what to do I'm so frustrated right now #Lu rambles #can my mutuals please weigh in bc I feel like a terrible horrible emotionally illiterate person rn #bc of a conversation in which I fought with my mom over the fact that I have a hard time respecting my middle school aged sister #bc I don't want her (bold. confident. sometimes a little bit of a brat as well bc humanity) thinking she can walk all over me #the way she acts always makes me feel like she thinks she's better than me but maybe it's just my mindset. bc I KNOW #that my middle schooler sister IS better than me in most ways and I HATE that. how can someone #so much younger than me be better than me at basically everything she sets her mind to?#and how can I ever have confidence in myself when I know that's the case??? it's so frustrating!!#ugghdnfnsngsmkgnskfnskd I need advice and prayers. and probably to go to bed early tonight.

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softshuji · 10 months

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eldest daughter syndrome really do be kicking my ass tbh