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arobraindead · 6 months

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This might not be permanent but I'm done with the fandom.

I've done this before and I always come back and I'm not going to say I 100% won't but.. I've been done.

Which is horrible because the fandom is just getting started and I just up and leave? Yeah I feel guilty.

I love this community, I love the amazing stuff that has been made for and from this community. But i've been here for three (almost four) years. Since 2020. I've ran my course.

I feel sad. To leave something that I've loved for so long feels horrible. But I'm burnt out.

This isn't really a goodbye, its not a see you later either. Its a.. one day I'll post for the last time. This post is more of my current status.

If I ever do leave. This blog will NOT be deleted. Still love the shit I've done here lol.

#horrid henry #idk if i should tag hh but whatever #sorry for the venting lol #ive just been feeling burnt out #yes ik i just posted those in depth headcanons but those have been in my docs for like.. two years.#i was cleaning shit out #posting anything i could find and then out and leave #and i will probably still do that.

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captain-krow-drozdov · 1 month

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Danny Is An Alternate Version Of Ra's Al Ghul And Flash Already Called Dibs On Adopting Him

Danny In All His Sleep Deprived Slightly Scuffed Up From A Fight Glory Is On His Way To Clockworks Tower To Hopefully Get A Nap And Maybe Some Homework Done When A Natural Portal Opens Up In Front Of Him And Proceeds To Unceremoniously Drop Him In The DC Verse Just Outside Of Central City Before Promptly Closing Leaving A Tired Danny Behind In A Run Down Abandoned Parking Lot.

It's Times Like This When Danny Regrets Putting Off Learning How To Make His Own Portals, Cause Now He Is Very Much Stuck For The Foreseeable Future And He Has No Idea Where Or When He Is. Luckily For Him However Central City Isn't Too Far Away, Unlucky For Him However Is That Once In The City He Realizes This Isn't His Dimension. He's Pretty Sure He'd Remember Something Called The Justice League.

So What Do You Do When Supernatural Bullshit Fails You? You Fall Back On Your Mad Scientist Roots And You Make A Portal Gun. So That's Exactly What Danny Plans To Do.

Unfortunately Staying Alive And Building Questionably Safe Portal Technology Requires Money And Supplies, So He Ends Up Wandering From City To City Doing Odd Jobs/Fixing Up Busted Tech For Cash Or Unwanted Electronics For His "Operation: Get Home" Needs. This Obviously Ends In A Few Superhero Encounter Shenanigans.

Though He Always Ends Up Back Near Central City, Both On The Off Chance The Natural Portal Will Open Up Again And Because Out Of All The Superheroes That Apparently Exist In This Universe The Speedsters Are His Favorite (Red Robin Is Solidly His Second Favorite Ever Since The Gotham Vigilante Gave Him A Large Coffee Filled With Enough Caffeine To Kill A Man).

Unbeknownst To Danny However Is That Every Hero/Vigilante He Has Encountered Has Come To At Least One Of The Following Conclusions; 1. Run Away Meta Who Is In Desperate Need Of A Good Meal/Adoption Bait. 2. Possibly Red Robin/Tim Drake Clone 3. A Good Kid But Could Possibly Be A Future Rouge If Left Unsupervised. 4. Did Bats Get A New Kid And Why Is He Here?

All Flash Knows Is That He Saw The Kid First And Therefore Has Dibs. Suck It Bruce.

Fast-forward A Few Months And Danny Gets Hurt During A Rogue Attack While Trying To Help Some Civilians Get To Safety (Old Hero Habits Die Hard (Ha Die Hard) And All That Jazz) And He Nopes Out Once Everyone Is Safe And When The Paramedics Are Busy With Other People Unaware He Left A Blood Sample Behind.

One DNA Test Brought To You By Paranoid Bat Concerns Of A Possible Red Robin Clone Later And They Find Out That Dannys DNA Matches One Ra's Al Ghul.

They Now Think Danny Is An Escaped Ra's Al Ghul Clone.

Memes For The Vibes:

#captain's posts #this has been haunting me #the flash/any of the speedsters:*exist*#danny:*can feel the speedforce on them* i like your vibe funny man #basically danny is actually an alternate version of Ra's Al Ghul and gets chucked into the dc vesrse #because natural portals are bitches hijinks ensue #and while i do love batfam adopting danny i think its very funny for flash to just yoink him while the big bad bat isn't looking #i desperately need him and tim to be besties tho specifically before they find out danny is an alternate Ra's Al Ghul #danny:*sitting in a park and tinkering with some circuitry* oh hey flash :)#flash: hey kid! great news i might be adopting a kid soon!#danny: oh really? thats cool-#flash:*holding out adoption papers and doing his best puppy eyes* its you. sign here.#danny:*vague memory of clockwork complaining about speedster pops into his mind* hmmm #danny:*deciding to be a little shit cause what else do you do when you're almost a year into being stuck in an alternate dimension* >=)#danny: sure why not? soooo full name or what?#flash:*didn't expect to get this far* uh-#i also really like danny being clockworks apprentice/time line clean upper so danny just remembers cw bitchin about the speedsters #also cause im a sucker for tim x danny...#tim:*having a crisis cause the cute meta kid he befriended/has a crush on may or may not be a vlone of Ra's Al Ghul* aaaaasaaaaaaaasaaaaaaa #dick: you okay buddy?#tim:*aggressively points at the dna match of danny to Ra's Al Ghul on the bat computer* AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #dick: Oh-#dc x dp #dp x dc #dp x dc crossover #dp x dc prompt #dpxdc

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hrokkall · 10 months

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I'm talking to a machine

#ID in alt #Electric Dreams 1984 #Electric Dreams #I was cleaning out my screenshots folder and found a still from the movie so. Screencap redraw/color study.#I watched this movie years ago I was shocked to learn there's a huge fanbase for it on tumblr #Don't follow for Electric Dreams though this is probably the first/only time I will draw something related to it unless I get a wild hare #I might make this a regular thing actually. Just draw random shit once or twice a month on Fridays. Fun stuff #Anyway hello to the computerkisser community. Sorry for not drawing your guy in 4k like he deserves #Hrokkall art #1k

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ping-ski · 3 months

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im goNNA BE LATE FOR WORK CAUSE I WANTED TO COLOR THIS WAGHH PLEASE TAKE IT

LOVE, DEATH, AND ROLLERSKATES AU by @spadillelicious !!!!

#pingdoobles #fnaf #fnaf dca #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf sb #sundrop #dca #dca fandom #love death and rollerskates #IM HELLA LATE FOR WORK BUT ITS FINE #shoot. dare i say FUCK #rlly proud of how i shit this out in an hour or so ngl!!!#cw eyestrain #cw bright colors #eyestrain #bright colors #self insert be nice <3 #ok cleaned this up like 13 hours later!!#ldr but y/n pretends to not know how to skate to hang with sun yeah

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dandelion-roots · 3 months

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[ID: a digital drawing of sklonda, pok and riz gukgak from fantasy high. sklonda is sitting in an armchair and holding newborn riz, her head angled slightly back and leaned up against pok's. pok is leaning over the back of the armchair, face pressed half against sklonda's and half against her hair. he's hugging sklonda, one hand at the nape of her neck and the other leaned against riz's little head. riz is holding pok's index finger with his tiny claw as he sleeps. everyone's eyes are closed and pok and sklonda are smiling. End ID]

#fantasy high #sklonda gukgak #pok gukgak #riz gukgak #the gukgaks #in the spirit of finishing up old sketches (you can tell bcs i Cannot decide how to draw sklonda jsksdjskds)#this is one of those that i was originally going to ink and spend a million years futzing with #but then i liked the sketch so much more than the ink attempt (not vibing with that brush when its clean inks)#that i just decided to clean it up a teeny bit and give it some colour #dont force yourself to continue drawings beyond what you think is appropriate for them and beyond you having fun folks #if it looks cute in version 1 keep it. fight the perfectionism that makes you never finish shit #also look yes riz is in the infamous baby cocoon. i dont know how babies work and am not too keen on finding out #fuck you *cocoons your baby*

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oooocleo · 19 days

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every single time i want to buy a physical book im crying on my knees over all the meaningless review blurbs and printed-on 'stickers' w other random ass text on them on the FRONT covers aaarghhghh no this is not the first or last time i will complain abt this

#cleo talks #put whatever u want on the back cover i dont give a shit #but o my god if i have to see another “wow this book is awesome (:” - some writer on otherwise beautiful cover art #im literally about to start editing that shit out and rebinding books w. clean cover versions

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naamahdarling · 6 days

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You know what? You know what I think?

I think that if we lived as we were meant to, in larger intimate ("extended family") groups and with more shared labor and time to do it (UBI NOW) people like me would not feel so useless and burdensome because there would be people around to help and to do what neurodivergent people can't while making valuable space for the neurodivergent to do what they ARE good at.

The way we live right now, all right, the way we live right now forces units of two adults to be able to do EVERYTHING or PAY to have someone come do it for them. I have to do the housework. I have to do it! But I am having to do a million different things and most of them I am not good at. I suck at them.

I wouldn't feel like shit, okay, if I had more than one other person around who was not a child and who could do the things I can't, like do the yard and cook and do repairs and basic maintenance; and someone else to split everything else that I like but is too much for me. It would free me to do what I am good at and enjoy. Cleaning, as in the sink and toilet, the windows, the blinds. Taking out trash. Folding, hanging, and sorting laundry.

But because all the shit I can do often relies on other shit being done first, and I can't do or have trouble doing those things, the shit I can do often can't be done. And even the shit I can do, I can't do ALL of it. So I can't keep up, and things get very bad.

We aren't meant to live like this. We are not meant to live like this.

That thought hurts so much because being able to flee the birth family is integral to survival for so many people. I'm so afraid that living in larger family groups would create more opportunities for, say, queer kids to be isolated, rejected, bullied, and abused. But if we gave people enough money to survive, and stopped considering children the property of their parents with no system in place to help them escape bad situations except a system that is often just as bad, just different.

I'm aware that communes and collectives aren't all that successful and are kind of a joke. I don't mean that. I mean a fundamental shift to multigenerational families where taking in "strays" (which my family did) is also normalized so people escaping abuse into existing households was accepted, with these families centered in maybe a couple of different larger residences so not everyone has to buy and maintain their own fucking washing machine and vacuum cleaner, and so people can benefit from large group meals that yield leftovers, and so child and elder care can also be centralized.

Then disabled people and the neurodivergent and sick and injured people, and pregnant people, and grieving people, would not have to either labor through all those stressors or consign themselves to living off an unlivable pittance or being put under legal guardianship.

I'm not saying anything new. People live like this in other parts of the world and maybe it sucks and I am wrong. But I'm just really mad right now because I can either do laundry or clean the sink but not both, and I really think we could improve society somewhat by making it so I did not have to choose one without sacrificing the other.

#im feverish feeling (not a real fever just malaise that i have no other way to describe) from the IBS (which can affect you like that #)#and i don't actually want to do ANYTHING #i would have to even living with others but it would be easier #at the very least i wouldn't have had to clean the microwave earlier which is hard because my arms are like the size of a meerkat's #and i can only reach the back with my fingertips #where is my BF in all this?#WORKING FULL TIME WITH BACK PAIN #yes i AM going to want him to have to do as little as possible when he comes home #he's neurodivergent too and struggles with the same shit #it's all a mess #we are doing way better i didn't realize how deep a drain three very sick cats were #but there's still only two of us #if you are disabled physically OR MENTALLY you should at least get in-home household help once a week or so #there's places that do that but the limitations are usually severe and always rule me out #because im not single im not an elder im not a veteran and im not physically disabled #if we have to ration that sort of thing i can see how on the whole it is more caring to allocate those resources to for example elders #but the fact that i celebrate what help there is doesn't mean i don't get mad that more people can't access it #is2g if i was functional enough snd physically sound enough i would start a charity that did intervention cleaning for people like us #who have fallen behind and can't catch up but can MAINTAIN #and who helped people clean for a few months during and after an illness pregnancy trauma major loss etc. so they could stay on their feet

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intertexts · 6 months

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what did u expect from me!

#THESE REDS BETTER NOT BE FUCKED UP. an hour in i realized i still had the screen warmth up all the way -_-#anyway. youre not getting this cleaned up sorry. i can visualize it cleaned up in my head perfectly but i am NOT doing that!!#also how did i shit this out in two hours. holy fuck. power of insane hyperfixation & senses fail compels thee.#ashe winters #prime defenders #jrwi #jrwi pd #mine #have been looking at a lot of mike mignola inking lately....#esquisse

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autisticaradiamegido · 3 months

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day 169

this is it, the dynamic

#day 169 #year 5 #aradia megido #kanaya maryam #homestuck #arakan #based largely on their first pesterlog #kanaya is so. FUCKING condescending to her and its funny #actually edit: i added the link to the page just read it #kanaya being a lil shit is my favorite for her actually #and aradia being like 0h n0t this shit again #like its just so!!!!!!#funny but also like KIND OF GENUINELY MEAN FOR NO REASON fjdhjdhd #its LITERALLY just kanaya dropping into aradias dms to be like #Hey Bestie Just A Reminder That You Should Feel A Little Bit Guilty About Everything That Happens From Here On Out #Even Though It Is Basically Inevitable #Lucky For You Though I Am Going To Be Very Gracious And Clean Up After Whatever Dumb Shit You Are About To Pull With This Game #like GIRL WHAT IS UR DAMAGE FKDHSKHDGD im obsessed #i mean obviously she has some fucked up feelings internally about participating in a game that ends the world #i wonder if she feels guilty herself for letting aradia and sollux pull half the code from her set of frog ruins #like. maybe shes so guilt trippy about it because she wants to convince herself that all the blame can be put on aradia #and that if she voices her disapproval OF aradias actions then shes like. on record as being Right About The Situation #but ALSO if she is sooo magnanimous and forgiving about it then maybe nobody has to be punished for all of it (not even herself)#idk IDK. i just think its fascinating as a kanaya character moment especially as one of her earliest conversations

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life-is-curious · 2 months

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rough sketch and colour of Bradley getting his ass beat by max TWICE

#maxley #max goof #bradley uppercrust iii #bradley x max #goofy movie #an extremely goofy movie #max beating the shit out of Bradley #should i clean it up and finish it lmao

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mayordea · 4 months

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IS isnt adding the fuckin kagamine twin protagonists from warriors so im putting my hangups towards warriors aside to draw lianna as if she was in heroes cuz i actually kinda like her design. this has definitely been done before, but now it’s my turn >:)

this takes me back! i used to love copying the art from fe heroes when i was playing it in middle school and its how i got my foot in the door with improving my art since i was always practicing. i also have made mock-heroes art during that era for a collab (drew two characters from the binding blade manga), but that was back in the stone age of 2018 and ive improved a lot since that last attempt

i am not doing rowan cuz i hate his haircut. also drawing heroes-style art is kinda exhausting lmao i am not a fan of drawing a character with the exact same colors the exact same way…….. (though i do want to try this again in the far future with one of my ocs)

#mayor doidles #fanart #fe #fire emblem #fire emblem heroes #fe heroes #feh #fe warriors #fire emblem warriors #lianna fire emblem #digital art #regular style #no this would not fool anyone lmao the lineart/edges are not super clean 🥲#not that that was the goal but. yeah #when i made my first attempt at this type of heroes art for the collab the collab runner made a silhouette teaser featuring my art #and i smugly showed it to my feh friend group as if it was real #and they were immediately able to clock it beause OBVIOUSLY and they pointed out that the hair for the character i drew looked too cartoony #idk what i was expecting but it did humble me a little. looking back like……. yeah obviously that shit would never fly in heroes LMAOOO

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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months

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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.