#i'll probably be doing a deeper dive into who i think the person he was trying to save was at some point

[thinkin-bout-milgram]

Hello! I wanted to talk about Shidou's new music video with someone, and it seems like you have a bit of interest in the series haha.

I also wanted to say your analysis for his new video is very very good! I just wanted to come at it as someone from the health industry.

I am currently in medical school, which probably informs a lot of my opinions on Shidou. Initially, when I thought he was a literal organ stealer, I was adamant he should be voted guilty. However, after this video I am less sure.

So I agree 100% with the idea that his family was in an accident with him the only survivor, but I think that his child was the one to survive, and he was getting organs for his child from dying patients. I also have a feeling that his wife's dying wish was to keep their child alive in some sense, which would lead to his fervor in getting organs for him. I'm inclined to think that it was specifically a heart problem, which would force him to take another patient's life to use that organ.

My reasons for this:

Pomegranates (and fruits in general) are a pretty obvious symbol in this MV for an organ, and I think a heart specifically because of:

The way the pomegranate is demarcated is very much like a heart in a diagram:

You can see the demarcations of the chambers, with the stem of the pomegranate even resembling an aorta, and the seeds remind me of red blood cells. This could be a reach, but I thought it was too specific to not point out. Of course, there are more fruits in the shot, so there were probably other organs that his son needed, but a heart is a tricky one to get, let alone replace.

Finally, the reason I think the son is getting the organs is this portion of the video:

He's giving the tag from the fruits to his son, which, I think is pretty indicative of giving the organs to his son. The appearance of so many tags later in the video indicate that he has used a lot of people for their organs. The same sort of imagery appeared in his first video with the toe tags raining around him.

I also think that he was ultimately unsuccessful in saving his son, with the dying flowers imagery and all around, and the most indicative portion of the video being:

This image at the end, when the phone is once again having dial tones. This is a QRS complex:

Which is what you see on heart monitors in hospitals. In the end, the dial tone sounds out a long tone, showing that the person who's heart that was representing, is now stopped for good.

Overall, I think that this, and the previous video, indicate Shidou desperately trying to save his family (specifically his son(s)) by taking other people's organs, whether it was on purpose by botching a surgery or forcing his family up on the transplant list, which would mean other people who need organs would end up dying. It was ultimately unsuccessful, which means he would have used those people for nothing (I feel the latter is more likely, but only because it's more interesting to me).

I also think that he knew it would most likely wouldn't work. I don't have a direct reason for this, but if a person needs so many organ transplants, specifically with the heart...

He obviously feels incredibly guilty about this, I would too. I would think I should be guilty if this happened to me. That doesn't make it right, and if there were no other implications to it, I would vote him guilty. (This may have to do with being in healthcare and not being put in his position, though...)

There is the problem with him being necessary for the other prisoners, however. He is needed, no matter what he feels, so he must be voted innocent to continue his work. Towards the end of the video, he is coming to terms with that no matter how much he deserves a guilty verdict, he has to be innocent in order to keep helping the others, which is what a doctor is supposed to do. He did wrong in the past, he knows that, but he has a chance to make up for it here and now.

Anyways! I think Shidou is much more morally grey than I first anticipated. He did what he did to try to save his family, which was very immoral and he knows that. He feels guilty (which he should!), but he has a chance for redemption. I believe he is on the path to learning from his mistakes, but that does not absolve him for what he's done.

Hi! This is some great analysis, thanks so much for sending it in!

I definitely think it's possible that it's one of his sons and not his wife, which is why I added the note in my initial. I was commenting on the drop on YouTube and someone said that the receipt from Throwdown was marked for XX and not XY.

That's what it looks like to me? Though I don't know how these get filled out, it's definitely possible that the fact that there's writing on the XY at all indicates that it is XY.

In either case, I don't personally believe that Shidou was in the accident as well. I think that he probably just heard about it after the fact.

Update, though: the "phone call" is actually Shidou's voicemail, indicating he didn't pick up. That, combined with the shot in Triage at 1:57, indicates to me that he might've had a chance to say goodbye or something, but that he didn't take it. That's what the guilt feels like to me here, with him collapsed at what seems like it may be an empty bed?

Either way, he for sure has a lot of survivor's guilt. The line "in that case, I should have been the one" basically flat out says that.

Heart problems definitely seem viable. At the very least, I suspect that you're right that it was a problem (it's possible whoever was dying had a lot going on medically, and that might help account for how many organs he needed to take).

I want to challenge the idea that he thought it wouldn't work. I don't think he thought it through logically and necessarily thought, logically, that he could do it. I think that he was in pretty strong denial over losing his entire family, so he convinced himself he could still save them.

There's a lot of god references/imagery in Shidou's stuff. Both his audio dramas are named after gods, and the pomegranate and flower imagery links him pretty heavily to the Greek myth of Hades and Persephone.

Additionally, a lot of lyrics in Throwdown seem to indicate that he believes he's going to succeed.

"I will finally be saved once it becomes true"

"I don't feel scared because I don't know"

These, and especially the second one, indicate to me that he might have been lying to himself and convincing himself that it was still possible. He couldn't feel scared about it because he didn't allow himself to know the possible outcome.

There's also his cover. I know that the Milgram devs have said that the covers are just for fun, but I mean, come on. It's called Delusion Tax. As in, the people he killed trying to save his loved one are the tax he had to pay for being delusional and believing he actually had a chance to save them. That's why I think he believed, at least in the moment, that he could save them. Not logically, but because if he didn't believe that, he would have nothing left.

And yeah, I definitely agree that Shidou is very morally gray. I've been assuming this from the beginning, basically. I always thought that characters' crimes would trend more morally gray over time to complicate the verdict decision. Shidou's seemed too horrifying in terms of how many people he killed, so I figured they'd ease it up. Between it being seemingly confirmed that he only took organs from braindead patients and the fact that he is so willing to make amends and accepts responsibility, it seems like Shidou is in a point where people could definitely at least consider redeeming him.

And I totally respect if people don't! He broke a lot of rules and he did a lot of awful things. But no matter what you believe about his end verdict, I maintain that innocent is the right move right now. He's needed to save the lives of others, and calling him guilty now would just ruin any progress we've made with him. The final verdict comes later. For now, we need Shidou alive and capable.

[deandoesthingstome]

Thanks to you, I've read a few Dom!Walter Marshall fics now, and it got me thinking.

There's a joke among my friends irl (and many others online) that the venn diagram for d&d/table top players and kinksters is actually nearly a perfect circle (and if you add SCA and rennaissance faires, it becomes a stack of pancakes). We've said this for at least 20 years, and it's caught on online (or maybe it was one of those things that was pulled from the collective unconscious. Idk).

Back in my kink club days, one of the dungeon masters there was also a D&D dungeon master, and almost every person I ever played D&D or Vampire: Dark Ages or any other dice-based RPG was also into kink/ bdsm to some extent.

Anyway, my point/question was this:

Henry Cavill is a d&d/rpg enthusiast, is he not? 🤔 🤭🤭🤭

All those Januhairy pictures got me thinking. And full disclosure...I haven't been attracted to Henry since I watched The Tudors back in the day, and even then, I was way more into John Rhys Meyers. But there is something about Henry with the longer hair and beard... makes me want to drop to my knees and say, "yes, Sir."

I'm late to the damn party, as usual.

Whoa. There is a lot to unpack here. Please bear with me! Also, I got wordy so here's a cut.

First, I cannot thank you enough for taking the time to let me know the influence I've had on your reading repertoire. That is amazing!

Second, you can't just drop "I've read dom!Walter thanks to you" and not tell me what you've hit on! First thing that comes to mind for me, like immediately, is Under Orders. Please tell me you've given that a gander?

Third, I will be perfectly honest that many of the words or letters in the rest of your ask are foreign to me in their use. (That's a little bit of a joke. Welcome to me!) While I do know about d&d and rpg and renn faires, I don't play. And I have no idea what SCA is. Though also honestly, I'm not sure how pertinent to the ask that is, since...

Fourth, yes, I DO believe HC is at least an rpg enthusiast (if, again no idea, Warhammer is that kinda thing?). So I feel like you're hinting at a facet of his lifestyle I don't know anything about, nor do I want to. No judgement, just fact: I have no doubt the HC we see is a little bit of a character as much as any of his on screen personas, and while I don't doubt he's a gigantic nerd, I don't really want to dive deeper into thoughts about who he really is. All this is my way of trying to say that while I don't have anything against RPF (I wrote some for god's sake) or those who want to know more about HC personally, I just feel like I'm never gonna know who he really is so I'll stick to my character fantasies. Okay. That was a lot. Sorry.

Onto fifth position. Well, that's me on my knees in front of, at a bare minimum (and yes, probably bare) Walter Marshall (full head of hair, full beard), August Walker (adequate head of hair, full mustache, adequate facial hair), Captain Syverson (shaved head unf!, full beard), or Geralt of Rivia (full head of hair, no facial hair I think). Or any of several combinations of these 4 guys I currently travel between.

All that to say: I'm may not agree with you about the correlation between body/head/facial hair and how willing I am to get on knees and take orders. But boy, was this fun to think about.

And hey: If anyone reading has any dom!Walter you want to throw my way, I'll gladly take it.

[mdhwrites]

Did you also cringe during that Lumity love tunnel scene? It seems to be a mutual feeling to those who like the ship as well. Was it supppse to be awkwardly cute? Or angsty?

It didn't deliver either way tho

So... The cringe is the point... I just don't think it was done well, especially for The Owl House. If the same scene were in Amphibia though, it'd have worked a lot better and I'll get into why soon.

I first just kind of want to mention that I think ALL of the big S2 Lumity moments have problems and they just kind of get progressively worse as the season goes on but their problems aren't universal and they range in how bad they are. Not even to say they're all bad but none of them are all good like the Grom team up.

What's wrong with this one though? Well... The first problem is it's a tonal break even from an episode that is being looser than TOH normally allows. TOH doesn't go to the nines though. It stays fairly grounded (for better and for worse, and probably more worse) with its tone, reactions, etc. like that. S2 doubled down on this feeling but it's there in S1 as well.

The Lumity sequence is frankly, somehow, the most over the top of the three while Eda's, despite being a dream sequence (since really it's just an elevated flashback mostly), is the most grounded. Eda is actually running at a 2, King is maybe a four and Lumity is at an 8 to try to scale it. There are jokes with King but his emotions being taken seriously and what he's doing is honestly kind of low key because they won't show us the weirder stuff. Eda is being deathly serious going back through her memories and there are almost no jokes until Harpy Eda shows up and what is Lumity doing? A fucking tunnel of love where Luz LOSES HER MIND. Like... This is literally the first time in the entire series Luz has had anything even remotely close to this sort of reaction to something that might embarrass her. To anything really. Yes, she's more excitable than other members of the cast but she doesn't usually go batshit. It's like if Polly's reaction to someone dissing her and her family was to suddenly dive into a five page soliloquies. It doesn't match what we're used to and it's too sudden to connect properly with the emotion.

It also just isn't funny. Like there's a little bit of humor but for how over the top it is, the reaction is HORROR. It is playing this breakdown deadly seriously... But all Amity really does is not scold Luz for ruining for a good time or anything like that but just comment about them dating, confirming her feelings (in an honestly awkward line because the tunnel of love never asks for a date, it's just saying Amity is cool), and then... she just kind of moves on. She doesn't ask what the hell happened, what happened with Luz, etc. like that. She just... doesn't properly react besides in abject horror.

That's not funny or endearing or sweet. It's... sad. And it just tries to move on from that like it almost didn't happen. Amity is fully ready for Luz's confession when it comes. She's not nervous or scared like Luz is despite the fact that all the confidence should be in Luz's court while Amity is terrified of whatever news Luz has for her.

...And this is WITHOUT the framing of Amity having been kidnapped against her will, shoved into an amusement ride where Luz's feelings are forced out of her before Luz is blackmailed by Hooty essentially TO CONFESS. Yes, Eda tries to be nice but there home is going to be destroyed if she does ask Amity out.

What the fuck are you telling kids with that? That it's okay to blackmail a friend to get them to confess? That it's okay to tell the person they like their feelings? Like yes, the audience knows that Amity likes Luz but Hooty has no reason to. Luz has arguably only recently started showing deeper feelings than friendship towards Amity. This is a LEAP on his part that is just kind of cruel.

And yes, that's part of the point of the episode but the other two are basic, well meaning actions just taken too far. Someone needs sleep, help them get some sleep with the too far being drugs. King... Frankly isn't bad. Just period really. I wish it wasn't audio hell for me honestly.

But romance is more complicated than that. Confessions like this are more complicated. Worse yet, when the confession happens, they play it straight. Like the rest of the episode didn't happen. It's just an awkward confession between two teenagers that also comes off as "Marry me please" on Luz's part because of the phrasing. That's not actually a criticism. The show built up the line to have multiple levels of meaning and also an overenthusiastic teenager going a LITTLE far on the confession is very real.

That's the rub with Knock Knock Knockin'. The confession is good and gives a real emotional punch to conclude the action element of the episode. And, because it is an adventure series, some threat usually does need to be present for the episode and Hooty's tantrum is that, even if it ends up being played mostly for emotional blackmail because the other two are obviously fine.

I don't even really know what to say for fixing this episode that wouldn't be against its genre. It's kind of an issue for Lumity in general that the romance elements don't pair well, at least not with TOH's writer's concept of doing romance, with the adventure elements. Then there's the episode framing (which jesus christ is a problem for Clouds on the Horizon as well) where... This is only a third of a Lumity episode. But it's the episode they get together. It is what in most shows would be the climax of this arc and the show doesn't really explore their relationship afterwards so why not dedicate at least half an episode properly to the confession. Or have them exchange more... Ten? words to each other each before the confession? Because the focus is ENTIRELY on Luz losing it rather than the two's relationship and their feelings towards each other.

That's maybe the final problem: It's cringe that doesn't setup the payoff of the episode. Nothing does. Admittedly, Lumity, the longer it goes on, just struggle to talk to each other but it especially hurts here where Amity is dumped off, they are immediately dumped into the bellows of the house, immediately go onto the tunnel of love after Luz helps Amity up and then the confession happens outside.

There's just not much that works cohesively for this to be the major payoff of Amity's character and Luz's efforts, theoretically, to get with Amity. It instead feels just awkward, sad and then suddenly we're supposed to celebrate? Sorry. I'm still waiting for Luz to properly apologize to Amity and make sure she's okay. But... That didn't happen. Despite this being the girl Luz wants to have in her future. Edit: Luz does apologize for the Tunnel of Love (not her actions though) in an attempt to not look like a nerd and blame Hooty for the tunnel, not what actually made Amity upset since Amity show any signs of being upset until Luz goes off the rails. But... She's trying to apologize for looking nerdy and over the top to the only other member of the Azura Book Club. Who, you know, she once challenged to a witch's duel after stating where the reference came from. Can you see why I started to no longer believe that future was one where at least Amity wasn't going to be happy in?

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[the-boiling-bisles]

NEW PROMO LETS GOOOOOO

And because I am completely normal about this show, I'll dive in and give my thoughts and predictions for the finale based of this

First off I find it interesting how most of clips seem to be in what will probably be the first half of the finale, we see a shot or two of an impending fight, but we haven't gotten to that point yet. It's understandable that they wouldn't want to show too much beforehand, so I'm glad we're not getting spoiled for the whole plot.

The storyline I'm getting from this is that after the team teleports and Stringbean is revealed, the collector separates Luz from the others (probably turning them into puppets), which makes sense considering they do NOT like Luz. He threatens her or puts her in danger in some way, and then Eda+King end up intervening or are possibly summoned by the collector since they know of their supposed betrayal. We see their reunion in the end bit, but how they end up there is a little unclear.

Then we get to the games bit. It's self explanatory, the collector is very upset, and decides to put the original trio through all sorts of torturous games and challenges as a means to take out his anger and frustration over their belief that King isn't his friend anymore, and that Eda and Luz took that away from them. We go through the games, and after being fed up or being given an idea from Belos-Raine, he decides to trap them in their minds. That's what I think those orbs are.

I personally think that grom could be weaponized here in some way, or maybe it's the state of mind all the puppets experience, being trapped in their own insecurities and fears. Or maybe it's just an illusion idk lmao. Anyways this takes us to the bits with Luz as Belos, as well as Harpy Eda in front of the Conformatorium and King in front of some ornate door (I would use pictures if I could but I'm posting this on my PC and it's six years old and ready to die). Each of these characters will go through mental hurdles and face old memories, insecurities, and fears, just for the chance to "Wake up".

While Eda and King's mindscapes are still unclear, Luz' has been shown quite a bit in this promo so I'll mainly be focusing on that. The obvious first thing to notice here is that Luz is dressed as Belos, most likely reflecting how she feels about having helped him reach the collector (even though that insecurity was mostly resolved in ttt, I doubt she's fully gotten over it yet). Although I could also see it as a form of parallel between the two humans who got lost in the boiling isles with big dreams, or both honesty. When they show the petrified civilians she'll most likely believe that it was all her fault, and fall deeper into the hole of blaming herself for everything. When her friends show up though, part of me wonders what role they will play in her nightmare. Everyone is dressed in different outfits ranging from S1-S2, but there doesn't seem to be any true correlation between them. They could be the manifestations of their voices from the outside trying the encourage Luz to triumph past the spell thing she's under, which would explain why they're turned into puppets (as seen by amity's hand in the first frame).

I don't think any of the other clips related to Luz go past her nightmare sequence, so now let's talk about some random tidbits in this promo that are intriguing.

Belos seems to have left the collector after they began their challenges, and from the clip with Raine it seems like he wants to get back to the heart in his throne room. Some people think that Raine is trying to stop Belos, but I believe Belos is trying to smother them so that they can't fight back. Call me crazy but I feel like he's going to try and possess the whole titan. That scene with Eda and King with a background of goop and blue eyes seems to be their reaction to it. I don't think he'll be successful in his attempt, but man who even knows anymore with this show.

Glyphs are really important, especially in this episode. With the exception of palisman there is almost no usage of staff magic/spell circles in this trailer, it's all glyphs. Which probably means that those capable of producing their own magic naturally will be affected by some event in some way, probably some more collector magic stuff. What I especially like though is how much we see the light glyph emphasized in this trailer, it's the original and also very special to Luz, so seeing it as her "light in the dark" to wake herself up is really cool and I hope we get to see more like that. I'm also really excited to see the hexsquad using glyphs, those fight sequences are going to be sick I can already tell.

The Eda and King transformation part really caught me off guard. I can only assume that after dealing with their mindscapes like Luz, they were able to become better versions of themselves, King especially. I believe their transformation could also tie in in some way to that guy in the in-between we saw at the beginning of ftf. Oh my god I forgor about that guy.

HEAR ME OUT but if Belos is actually trying to possess the entire titan and that guy is the soul/spirit of said titan, could we see an intervene with Luz where she is able to communicate with him and therefore save the isles, this definitely does not make sense rn but I'll cook that a little more I promise.

Questions, little thoughts, and more

-Who will the final battle be between? (Or will there be a final battle at all?)

-I NEED A WITTEBANE BROTHERS FLASHBACK PLEASEEEEEE

-Someone pointed out that there was a flapjack statue/mountain thing in the background of Luz nightmare scene with the hexsquad and I'm not okay

-Since Amity was capable of moving her hand while in puppet form, does that mean it's possible to break the spell?

-Luz is finally getting the spotlight she deserves, I liked that we gave other characters attention in these past two episodes but Luz needs her time to shine for this finale

If you somehow managed to get to the end of this, thank you! These take a little while but I love getting to write my thoughts on this stuff down for people to see

[serrurie]

Getting Your Life Together: Day 3- Speech And Dignity

Hello, friends!

I hope you've learned to embrace your smile, based on the last post. Are you feeling beautiful yet? You should. If you don't I'll tell you that you're beautiful, and that isn't coming from some random internet person; through God's eyes, we are all beautiful. Let's get into it.

Today is day three of 'Getting Your Life Together: Day 3- Speech And Dignity'. In the comments of this post, before we even dive deeper, just give me a sentence that sounds like how you talk in real life; NOT how you type on the internet, because this is how people talk on the internet:

'bro I did this when I was like 9 lol'

'oop really'

'dat real bad'

(I'm sorry it's so cringy, forgive me). But, you get the idea, right? We're looking for some real-life treatment. Talk to me like you would in real life, not like I'm some stranger you met on TikTok. How do you see me? As an acquaintance, you'd like to know better? As an opponent getting in your way? As a stranger that's already ticking you off? Please, reflect on your comment! It will be crucial to today's post.

See friends, our words do not simply portray our personalities, or where we're from; they also portray how we treat other people in our lives, how we feel on the on the inside. Do you treat yourself with quality? How about others? These are all things that can be found in our speech. And I don't know about you, friends, but I want to sound confident, and valuable when I'm trying to make a friend. So, set down the curse words and pack away the self-diminishing jokes; you are worth so much more than that. So, here are some tips to dignify others and yourself with what you say:

1) No cussing. Cussing is vulgar, and very far away from elegance. I can't see someone going for a 'pink' or 'soft girl' aesthetic saying words that diminish what they're trying to say with a bunch of things a guy at a pub (in a movie) would say. Even if you are going for a different vibe, such as weirdcore or goth, it's more professional and mature to speak without cussing. That being said, don't sound like a five-year-old by using things like 'poopy-head' or 'butt-sandwich'; that just makes you sound childish. Choose words carefully; there are better ways to express yourself that aren't cussing or toddler speech.

2) Be positive. I know, I know; there's just so much to complain about, right? Well, there's a lot to be grateful for, too! Instead of saying, 'My dumb brother hit his head playing football,' say, 'I'm so glad my brother is okay!' I know that positive people may be annoying, but people are also attracted to those who lift them up! So, be that positive person! Lift other people up with kind words and thankful remarks! I recommend making a 'Gratitude List' of all the things you are thankful for.

3) Don't be too loud or quiet. I'll give you two conversations between you and a person. Let's see which one you like:

  a. You: Hi, Tessa! What do you think you're getting here?

      Tessa: OOOOOooooooHHhhHHHHHHhhh! I think that I'M going to get a SCONE! How DELISH! This place is ADORABLEeeeeeeeEEEEEEeeEEEEEeeeeEE!

b. You: Hey, Marie Anne! What do you think you're getting here?

    Marie Anne: Well...uh..maybe a cookie....i. I dunno...

Who would you want to talk to for longer? If you are a normal person, probably neither. This is why it's important to keep a normal, presentable volume. You don't want to be too over-the-top and throw someone off, but you don't want to tick someone off by being too quiet to hear; being too loud makes you seem oblivious, and being too quiet makes you seem underconfident. 

4) Add emotion when you speak. Being monotone makes people want to DIE of boredom when they listen to you. I used to have a teacher who had a HUGE room that left plenty of space for projection and enunciation, but he instead spoke as if he was talking flatly to only one person. He's a nice teacher, no hate, but make sure your voice has a range of vocals. Make sure to move your face, too. This is a personal struggle for me as well; but it's fine, since we can work through it together!

Now, go back to your comment. After reading these tips, do you think you are hospitable? No one should change themselves, because you are all amazing, but as people, we mustn't throw people off; there is light inside of you, and you need it to shine!

Reflection:

Write down a couple of sentences or as much as you like. See how you sound, and practice your sentences in a mirror. Look at your face; does it reveal your emotions? How about your tone; does it move up and down? These are all things to practice, friends. Remember, I'm here with you, every step of the way; remember when you feel embarrassed that I'm doing it too!

I love you!

-Serrurie

[thatonerooklover]

octavinelle boys ice cream headcanons

(3/?)

Azul Ashengrotto

Picky eater bitch, now listen despite having the taste of a 5 year old I will not just give him vanilla ice cream because that's boring. Getting that out of the way, Azul would only want the most high quality of ice cream so anything store bought would be out of the question. That's why I purpose such ice cream now.

Sea Salt Ice Cream Bar, such as seen at Tokyo Disney. See that people? That's how you advertise Disney's own properties within itself, you know Azul would take that as a marketing point. Other than that, Azul would require these to be prepared personally by Floyd himself, homemade and fresh of course. Oh? You didn't know that Floyd makes and handles all the food in Mostro Lounge, and that he also made the menu? Well, now you know who is behind that salad that you are currently eating.

(Yes yes, we use Disney to advertise Disney)

Jade Leech

Ok, so ima be honest.

There are not many things that I fear..

But, Jade Leech?

He scares me.

But back on track, here our good old Vice Housewarden definitely works a lot. I mean, when working as a literal mafia member is your day job you can't really think that it would be easy. Dealing with shitty customers, having to help with paperwork, and sometimes having to 'dispose' of a individual. And even though we are talking about a probably psychopath.. Probably? Maybe?.. Definitely a sadist, everyone still needs something to chill their scales off.

I offer some Matcha Green Tea ice cream, one of Jades special talents is making tea for various reasons. So I'll take that and assume that he enjoys tea as well, other than mushrooms I'll say that tea is like, what, 3# on his list of favorite things to consume? Right after octopus carpaccio and the other kind of mushrooms.

Floyd Leech

Now, the moment you all have been waiting for. I know the Floyd-sters are in the backyard just waiting and raving for the quintessential affirmation on the favorite Ice Cream of this little evil shit, well, boy do I have information for you. And it will rocky road rock your world, because ladies, gentlemen, transformers.

Floyd Leech, doesn't have a favorite flavor of ice cream.

Why?

Because it's all about, the cone. That's right, the cone. You see this man is bipolar as shit, meaning that his moodswings are very drastic and always changing. Meaning that he would not so easily constraint himself to one flavor of ice cream, limits are what he dreads. But then you have a cone, something that always can go with any ice cream.

Not only do cones work as a side snack, but they also just add to the experience of ice cream to Floyd. Expect this man to be eating the shit outta that cone, and he would rather die than eat ice cream in a bowl.

Thank you for your time.

I've been having the time of my life when writing these, it's genuinely fun to look at a topic that is simple and dive deeper into it. Next up, will be both Scarabia & Ignihyde because they only got 3 bitches we can do in it. Sorry Ortho, you can't even eat.

[bigmouth-sims2]

Hi 🥰 I hope all is well with you and that you've been having a good week so far. I've started to dive deeper into machinima creation, but I've stumbled on a pretty annoying issue that, so far, I haven't been able to solve. So, I though who better to ask than the Machinima Master Extraordinaire? Maybe you've encountered this, maybe not, but apparently Gunmod's Camera mod (maybe all cameras, dunno) behaves differently in different people's games. I saw a video a while ago by Let it Simmer, who went through how to adjust the speed of the first person camera. He could make a change in the file, save, and the game would update automagically, while he was still in game. However, it doesn't work for me, and I saw others having the issue as well. So, I have to reload the game if I want to change anything in the camera file and have the game register the change. Have you ever heard of this, and do you know why it happens/what can be done to solve it?

Much love ❤ Ani

hi ani!!!! i can't tell you how thrilled i am to hear that you're getting more into machinima making, your work is incredible! i assume you're talking about modifying the orientationsteps/translationsteps in the firstpersoncamera files, so my first question is are you filming with a mac or windows? i used a mac for the first 2 seasons of pleasantview and i was never in that time able to find a way to modify the speed of my camera without quitting and changing them, so i think it might not be possible with macs. second, have you downloaded custom parameters from anyone? gunmod's camera hack is a great start, but i think most machinima creators make or download a further-modified version of the firstpersoncameras file. if not, i'd be happy to send you my file so you can give it a try, or even if you think changing which parameters you use might help. and finally, i'll just say that probably 90 percent of the time, unless i need to get a tricky shot, i keep my camera speed at ~50 for orientation/translationsteps. i find that this is the perfect balance that enables me to get slow and faster shots without having to minimize my game and go into the files too often. my parameters are also very smooth and forgiving so again, i'd be happy to send them your way. let me know if any of that helps, and if not, i'll try to come up with some other solutions!! 💖💖

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I dived deeper and found the OG post that sparked all this as well. I interpret Billy as hetero however I never felt those "if you think he's straight you're wrong" posts as accusatory or a menace or exclusion. I assume who does might still have a lot of growing up to do or sort out some issues of insecurity. I can understand that. It may be hard to read the irony/sarcasm/inside jokes in those statements for some. However that reply going on about hostility towards straights is concerning on a whole different level I am sorry. I hope they see the error of their ways I always hope people do try to work on themselves 🤞🏻 I want to hope that with all my heart but as of now, I'll resort to block them. Those statements can cause some serious harm

There has never been any drama between people who see Billy as straight and people who see him as gay/bi. Ever. I follow a bunch of the straight side and I know a bunch follow me. Its never been an issue but this person clearly has some personal issues projecting onto the fandom aspect.

It's funny they claim all this bullying but post none of it. Someone probably tweeted back saying lol Billy gay and they went full homophobia transphobia. Then said peowere being biphobic as if a shit load of harringrove shippers aren't bi. Its a mess and yeah best to block.

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(WHAT IF "VENOM" BECAME "CARNAGE"?)

So if you read the title you're probably a little bit confused but I promise it'll make sense as everything goes on but welcome any and all to the viewers of the Multiverse as we asked the wonderful question of what if.

In this story, we're going to be asking the question What if Venom became Carnage

Cletus Cassidy is by far one of the most ruthless and evil super villains to ever exist in the Marvel Universe, and he became even worse when he bonded with the Carnage symbiote It would have events that occurred differently what if Cassidy had bonded with different symbiote would he be just as ruthless or perhaps would have been transpire in such a way the but not only caused Cassidy to well have to rethink his life choices but also give rise to a brand new type of hero Let's dive deeper.

Ravencroft Penitentiary was home to some of the worst of the worst most people came to this Asylum looking for help hoping Beyond hope that perhaps with time their minds would be able to heal and they'd be able to rejoin Society at Large however one of these inmates saw the entire thing is just a giant joke in fact he didn't plan on getting quote unquote well at all no the only thing he was thinking about was how easily you would be to just break out of this cell and start killing every single person he could lay his hands on and then once he got out all the delicious decorative ways he'd be able to assemble his victims in his grotesque sense of Art.

That was the mind of Cletus Cassidy even from a young age he wasn't exactly well in the head I just aged seven he pushed his grandmother down the stairs and took her life at age 10 he took the life of his beloved pet and throughout his teen years he was in and out of juvie may or may not have caused the death of both of his parents and then began a life of crime systematically becoming one of New York's most notorious serial killers. Yet Dr Kafka one of the leading Physicians and psychologists here at ravencroft was hoping that maybe she could get through to what little Humanity had taken root in the man yet every time she tried it was met with little to no success every single session Cassidy would either just ignore her try to kill her or just laugh about the entire thing.

" you don't get it do you doc, you see there's nothing wrong with me nothing at all I'm as healthy as a horse and a insane of Mind as a newborn baby and speaking of a baby I think that maybe just maybe once you give birth to yours I'll strangle you with the umbilical cord maybe then we can have a more tempting discussion".

Kafka held her pregnant belly as if that would somehow protect her from the madman. With each passing discussion it just got worse and worse until eventually Kafka had to walk away signing Cassidy over to another physician and even stating that perhaps there was nothing to save as a doctor Kafka felt like she was giving up on Cassidy but there was a difference between trying to save a human being who was regretful and wasting your time trying to redeem a monster. Little did Dr. Kafka know that when she left that night, she was not only saving her life but the life of her child as the Asylum would face its worst experience in its existence.

Cassidy was doing what he always did at night, scribbling on the walls and thinking to himself about all the ways he was going to kill someone he heard a loud crash just outside his prison window.

Curious he peeked his head out of what he little he could see through the bars apparently the Shockwave was so loud that it alerted all the guards and other inmates in the prison several going out to check what had happened. Just outside the Prison Walls, a small meteorite had crashed landed, and the landscape still scorched burning around it. A few of the guards carefully observed the area.

" think it's Radioactive?"

" Don't know whatever you do, don't touch it, still hot."

But as the guards contemplated what to do with the space Rock Cassidy began feeling strange something was on his hand that on his arm then going down his body and For The First Time in Forever he began hearing a voice a very tempting voice.

"Cassidy, we could help you Cassidy together we can help everyone relieve them of this card snowflake become one with us. We will bring Carnage throughout this land~

Cassidy cackled as he heard this.

"Hahahaha well well finally something who's speaking my language I think you and I are going to get on like a house on fire my friend but together I usually prefer working alone I do my best work like that but I think in this case oh I think I can make an exception"

And just like that, Bone's broke body reshuffled Cassidy screams feeling Halls of craving Croft as his body was more or less torn apart and restructured to the strange Invaders liking.

Soon, guards burst into Cassidys cell to see what was going on.

" Cassidy, what's going on in here?!"

"Hahahahaha, Cassidy is gone, long gone~, but you can call us, Carnage!"

Black tendril shot stray through several of the guards that had entered the cell scoring them as the black creature tossed them aside and began making its way through ravencroft there was a Slaughter any inmate or guard that dare given the creatures way was quickly done away with bones broke bodies being flung in every which direction Carnage in His Manic sense of laughter even tore certain cells open just to get at the inmates inside that were cowering in fear Cassidy was a monster on his own but now with this Invader from the Stars latched on to him he was even more dangerous than ever before perhaps not just a New York but to the world.

But it is manic Slaughter he didn't realize that subconsciously the Symbiote was beginning to rethink what it had just done it thought that it was saving Cassidy didn't even believe some of the words that it was saying what it latched on to him it didn't come to earth-seeking slaughter it simply came here to hide but now it was latched on to a maniac it had to do something anything in order to stop him but it was too late now the symbia was already weak when it had bonded to Cassidy it didn't have enough strength to control him if anything Cassidy's manic state of mind and his own willpower was keeping the Symbiote contained but it could do one thing in order to fight back.

Thus Cassidy begin slaughtering his way through ravencroft the Symbiote using what strength and willpower it had left replicated itself and sent it spawn far away from ravencroft having it latch on to one of the guards with only one instruction go far away seek help find someone who can kill Cassidy. Luckily when the spawn latched on to the injured guard that Cassidy had just skewered through the chest and managed to save them not permanently the guard was going to die the Symbiote was the only thing keeping him alive but he would last long enough in order for the Symbiote to find some help and thus it stumbled out of the broken prison with the screams of Slaughter far behind it.

Months would pass the story of the slaughter of ravencroft would spread quickly throughout New York saying that some kind of black Jagged tooth monster ravaged the entire prison much of the inmates and Guardsmen were slaughtered the only inmates that wasn't accounted for was one Cletus Cassidy now the entire city was fearful that Not only was this monster on the loose but one of the worst serial killers in its history was also out there somewhere.

Peter Parker couldn't help but find the entire thing disturbing as he read the newspaper on the way to school. His Uncle Ben had always instructed him to be wary of people to always make sure that when you have power you use it for the right reasons otherwise we can become something ugly something monstrous like that of Cassidy.

Peter though was quickly taken out of his inner thoughts by his girlfriend chat coming up behind him and giving him a hug she was worried about Peter asked a few weeks have been a little Troublesome for the young man just not in the way that you would suspect. Peter was a bright kid you had Straight A's in school he often helped tutor the more popular kids that honestly couldn't do a paper to save their life and he always tried to do right by people yet unfortunately has he put it the good old Parker luck kept catching up with him seem like every other day the biggest jock in the school Flash Thompson would shove him in a locker steal his gym clothes and one time he even pushed Peter down the stairs Parker nearly broke his arm in the process.

Peter felt alone at school for a long time hell there was some days he didn't even want to go back and what reason did he have to other than his education the only friend he did have there was Harry Osborn but ever since he and his family moved to Europe I'm just kind of seemed pointless. Then like a guardian angel coming down to save him he just happened to run into chat one morning literally ran into her while he was trying to catch his bus despite the awkward and somewhat painful first meeting the two got on pretty well both were kind of outcasts kind of did their own thing they bonded over that eventually one thing led to another and chat being the independent type was actually the one to ask Peter out, to which he accepted.

As time went on Chat even began to view Peter's house is somewhat of a second home, she got on great with uncle Ben and aunt may, especially with may whenever she let her help her in her garden which was her pride and joy. She especially loved helping and may feed the squirrels and birds that would frequent her garden, though she would also have to help me make sure that the squirrels have been snatched all the produce before I could grow fully

All in all, Peter and Chat looked out for one another, but on this day Chat could tell that there was something going on in the young man's mind. Peter was just out of it lately is Uncle Ben had just recently come down with a really bad illness despite everything they tried the doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with him and it was putting a lot of pressure on both him and his aunt not only that but school didn't exactly help usually Peter would see it as a distraction but flash just wouldn't leave him alone. Chat hated how flash seemingly picked on Peter for no reason, a couple od times she even got in the middle of the two, once getting a black eye becuase of it bit, she didn't care, she wished Peter would fight back, teach Flash a lesson.

My mom in the back of his mind Peter would love nothing more than to give flash a piece of his own medicine he also remembered what his uncle always taught him when you have power use it wisely defend yourself but never attack, and he would honor his wishes.

Luckily for the young couple they would get the relief and somewhat distraction they were both hoping for as the school was planning a field trip to the local Museum today and with any luck Peter would be able to get some distance from Flash and maybe even asked some of the school staff if they knew any way that his uncle could get some help.

So is the two boarded their school bus and then the rest of the students piled in no one realized that other occupants was surveying the area the Symbiote that it escaped the prison Slaughter was still bonded to the security guard but the guard was losing energy quick the symbia wouldn't be able to sustain itself on the guard for much longer it had to find a new host or it would die too get us the bus drove off into the distance it could sense something it wasn't like Cassidy not the same chaotic energy but something pure understanding almost it wasn't able to follow the bus on foot but it might be able to follow it back to its source.

The rest of the day played out fairly normally the field trip was a welcome distraction Peter got pretty enthusiastic explaining to chat how the giant telescope in the museum worked and well chat didn't exactly understand everything that Peter was talking about she still was happy that at least he had a smile on his face for the first time in a while.

But that night when the two came back to the Parker residence it was quiet really quiet Peter looked around and eventually found a note on the fridge unfortunately his uncle had gotten worse and on May I decided to take him to the hospital to get checked out there was dinner in the fridge and hopefully both of them would be back by morning if not they would call.

This just sent Peter into another Spiral he was already worried about his uncle, and now he was even more so. Chat decided to stay with Peter to keep him company, and the two settled in. Peter decided to go to bed early he wanted to stay up, but he just couldn't keep his eyes open. Chat decided to stay up in case his aunt or uncle had called. Is Peter latest head on a pillow sleep quickly caught up to him? What he didn't realize is that there was something else in the home with them.

The symbiote had managed to follow Peterson back to his home it watched both his aunt and uncle leave it would have followed them but it couldn't sense the same presence from the two they were Noble sure but he could tell that both were elderly and one was not in good condition so I decided to wait and see if the same presence of felt would come back but the guard's body eventually gave out and now the Symbiote was left without a host luckily the presents it felt Peter's presence had returned to the property symbiote didn't have any other option maybe it was making a rash decision but it had never felt presence like this granted it only had been alive for a couple of months but at this point it was either Bond or die.

So how's Peter slept the Symbiote slowly and carefully began bonding to the young man but as it did Peter began to have strange dreams he heard screaming so monster tearing apart everything and everyone around it and then it stared at him cold white lifeless eyes looking back at him soon the creature morphed into the form of Flash Thompson he began spouting off names calling Peter weak saying that he'd be nothing that he was nothing and that he would always be nothing Peter eventually screamed out in his sleep and in his shock and anger he soon realized that not only had he woken up he was now standing on the ceiling.

Chat had heard Peter scream out and ran up the stairs to see what was wrong. Then she opened the door and was completely shocked to see her boyfriend standing on the ceiling

Both teens were completely freaked out and didn't know what was going on but, in the Symbiote rush to find a host, it didn't realize that by doing so, it would have a serious consequence. Cassidy had been slowly making his way through the criminal underworld killing off big names and making a name for himself it wasn't just about righteous Slaughter anymore after all if you kill everyone in the world who's around to appreciate your work no no no no he was going to make sure that everyone knew the name Cletus Cassidy but as he was tearing through some magia Safe House he suddenly sent something a presence that was similar to his own he couldn't quite place it and didn't even fully understand it but one word kept ringing out in his head, Threat!

" ooh now what's this some pray finally decided to grow a pair and challenge me well this just got a lot more interesting let's see if we can find you shall we" he then dumped the body of a torn apart Thug and jumped a nearby window to find his prey.

Back at the Parker residence, Peter and Chat were trying to figure out how to help Peter had been able to stand on the ceiling neither one of them had any sort of solution Peter being the scientific type was going through every idea or explanation in the book but there was no explanation there was no way, it didn't make any sense. But as the two continued to try to figure out what to do, the Symbiote that it bonded to Peter suddenly sent something that monster the monster from the prison it was coming?!

The Symbiote took control briefly as Peter without even realizing what he was doing tackle chat out of the way as the monster burst through his bedroom wall.

The two were absolutely terrified as they stared up at the creature that was looming over them large bulky, completely black jagged tendrils coming out of its body large razor-sharp teeth in the form of a smile.

"Hahahahaha well well what's this have I interrupted a little lovers moment oh I do so enjoy young and makes it so much more delicious when I tear them apart the screens are Symphony to my ears but that's not good ahead of ourselves I'm looking for something kiddos and I think from the smell of it it's in this room so where is it" the monster growled as if morphed ots hand into an axe.

"W...where is what?! What are you talking about? There's nothing here I didn't do anything" Peter stammered out. Chat too in shock to say a word.

" are you talking boy so you do have a voice good" the creature grabbed Peter by the neck and squeezed, threatening to snap his neck like a twig.

" now I'm going to ask you only once where is it, where's my prey?!"

Chat was terrified yet a part of her was also Furious that this creature was manhandling Peter just like flash had done almost every day for the past few months something inside her snapped has she screamed with all her might at the creature.

"LET HIM GO!!!!!!"

The Shear force of the scream caused Cassidy to stumble back and pain but then yet another strange occurrence happened as every single window in the Parker household began breaking and soon the door of the room flew open as flocks of birds bats bugs and every other sort of night time creature flew straight at the monster doing everything they could to tear him apart. Chat and Peter huddled together as they watched the chaos unfold. Cassidy fled outside and into the street doing everything he could to get the creatures to go away soon and oncoming car came straight at him and in his rage he picked it up and swatted at the creatures eventually causing them to disperse before throwing the car at a nearby house it exploding soon after.

Those Peter in chat were utterly terrified just huddle together in the remains of Peter's bedroom as they waited prayed for morning to come.

Eventually it would but the hits they wouldn't stop coming. Because it turned out that the very same car that the creature had picked up to defend itself was the car that held both Peter's aunt and uncle returning from the hospital and when said creature threw the vehicle with the elderly couple inside and into the nearby home it claimed them both.

Was in a single evening Peter had lost everything his home was torn apart his aunt and uncle were murdered and he was powerless to do anything he felt weak useless those same words that flash had threatened with and those dreams he began to believe them as he stood looking down at his aunt and uncle's Graves trying to find answers but there's no answer to have there was nothing he could do.

Chat didn't feel much either she hated Peter like this not that she could blame him he lost so much but at the same time she was also racking her brain as to what had happened that night not only with Peter but with herself how did she scream like that and what was with the birds were they answering her?

She didn't know. She was scared, scared for herself, for Peter, she wished she could make all just go away.

After the funeral luckily Peter was able to get some sort of reprieve chance parents had always liked Peter so instead of him going into foster care Peter was taken in by Chats Family. The two were already close so it seemed like the most logical choice. Eventually things will try to go back to normal Peter was now even more distant in school than he ever was he was even beginning to distance himself from chat which is the last thing that she wanted but she understood it all culminated with Peter simply going to his locker and feeling a presence come up behind him and of course it was Flash. The job tried to get a word out but Peter wouldn't have it he had lost everything and he wasn't going to take flashes b******* any longer he grabbed him by the hand and slammed him into the lockers screaming in his face to leave him alone hadn't he already done enough!

Flash was shocked that Peter suddenly had this strength but all he could say was he was sorry for everything.

Peter didn't even respond he had no more tears to shed no more Agony to let out he just felt hopeless. So he let flash go, walking away, passed teachers and students and even Chat who tried to go to him but, was helped back by her friends.

"Give him some space girl, let him cool off".

Peter decided to return home he just couldn't be at school right now you couldn't be around people he just needed time to himself time to think time to process but a part of his brain asked him what left was there to process that monster was still out there it came after him for some reason and he still didn't know why but it killed his uncle the only family he had ever had besides Chat of course but it wasn't the same. Throughout all of this the Symbiote that had bonded to Peter was going through its own mental crisis it felt responsible for causing Peter's anguish because it decided to bond to Peter it brought and nothing but pain and it felt everything that Peter felt the anguish the uselessness the sense of just wanting answers it had to do something after all it had come to Peter for help and maybe if it helped Peter, Peter could help it.

So one night as Peter was sitting alone in his room, a voice began speaking to him.

"D..daddy?" Peter was immediately taken aback.

"What, whose there?"

"Don't be mad daddy, we didn't mean to hurt you, were sorry".

Soon something began forming out of Peter, a red and black looking tendril that closely took the form of a face that seemed similar to the one of that of the monster that had attacked Peter months before. It's teeth were Jagged and small scared white eyes stared back at Peter. He immediately freaked out and went to hit the thing but, it screamed in terror.

"Don't hurt us please daddy please!"

Peter flinched, daddy? Why did it keep calling him that?

"Chat. Can you come in here!" Chat hearing Peter call her came In.

"Pete, you ok?"

"I.. don't. Know. Close the door please".

"Ok?" Chat closed the door as Peter showed chat the creature connected to him which caused chat to scream in terror casuing the Symbiote to scream back, it looked terrified. Yet chat however, began, sensing something about it. She couldn't explain it but, she somehow simply knew that it, whatever it was, wasn't going to hurt them.

She slowly walked over to Peter and knelt downqs the creature looked at her.

"It's OK, we won't hurt you" She said slowly holding out her hand as the Symbiote brushed against her. Peter seeing all of this was still abit shaken.

"What....what are you?"

The Symbiote looked up at Peter.

"We..i... don't know. We run from monster monster heart people tear them to tiny pieces we run from monster find help we come here looking for help we find you you help?"

Chat began to put the pieces together.

"Wait, you ran from the monster, Peter the paper article, that thing that attacked ravencroft, it's the same thing".

Peter felt his heart sank, as if things had gone from bad to worse, but, there was another part of him that began bubbling up, he had felt it for only a moment with flash, now, it was coming back again, Rage. He clitched his fist.

"You brought it here, your the reason my aunt and uncle are dead?!" Peter tried lashing out at the young creature but, chat stopped him.

" Peter stop it look you're angry you're hurting you're upset I get it but this thing whatever it is it came here to hide it didn't know that it was going to be followed whatever that thing is that attacked us that destroyed ravencroft it must be able to sense Where We Are and this thing that's attached to you, I don't think it knew, look at it".

Peter did and the Symbiote was terrified, shaking, despite its liquid slimy apperance he could see those same white Jagged eyes but, they weren't lifeless like the one from before, they were terrified, of the monster, of Peter.

Peter finally just collapsed into Chats arms and just cried, he didn't know what else to do, as Chat fought her own tears as she held him, the Symbiote, feeling sympathy and just wanting to help let its instincts take over as it bonded back to Peter and did what it could to sooth his body, calming his nerves, loosening muscles, similar to what the previous Symbiote had done to Cassidy but, no where near on the same level, just enough to ease the young man. Peter could feel himself calming down as he finally sat on his bed and the Symbiote came back out to look at him.

Peter, looking tired but, determined asked the Symbiote one question.

"You said you wanted my help, but, how, how can I help you against that thing?".

"We like monster, not bad, but, strong. We get stronger, stronger than monster, then we stop monster daddy, we be free!" The Symbiote said in a giddy voice, which caused Chat to giggle causing Peter to look at her confused.

"Well Pete, hate to say it but, I think you've got yourself a goo baby~"

This was going to be really weird going forward Peter thought. But where doesn't always mean bad for as the days went on Peter the Symbiote and chat began testing themselves and their new abilities with the Symbiotes help Peter realized that he was able to not only become stronger but he could climb walls he could hear and sense things better he was more agile and he could even use tendrils from the Symbiote like ropes or webbing almost.

Chat on the other hand was coming into her abilities and more unorthodox ways it was strange she had always been an animal person she always felt like she got along better with animals than she did most people but this was on a different level whenever she went for a walk she could almost understand what the birds chirping above her were saying it seemed that no matter where she went animals would just flock to her squirrels Birds Ducks swans dogs cats even rats, the last one she could've done without.

But to go along with this chat also realize that some of the traits that animals had she was also able to tap into for example the high pitched scream that she used against the monster was similar to a bird's call she also tested that if she could scream like a bird she could also fly like one but that didn't really end up working out and also ended up with Peter having to save her as she attempted to jump off their roof. However she was able to hear similar to a dog's hearing she was able to see things that usually only certain animals would be able to see in different spectrums and so forth. Needless to say her five senses that being smell, touch, hear, taste and smell were all enhanced, combined that with her ability to almost commune and understand animals, Chat was beginning to truly love her new powers.

Peter was also beginning to find his footing with his new passenger the two despite getting off to a rocky start we're beginning to trust one another Peter still didn't fully understand why this creature was calling him it's Daddy but eventually it just grew on him even though he continually told it to just call him Peter. Chat however seemed to kind of like the dynamic with her even giving the creature the cute nickname of Squishy, and Squishy beginning to call Chat Mommy. It was a cute little family Dynamic the three had going in a very Twisted sort of way but still.

Yet as the three were beginning to come to terms with what had happened to them Cassidy was Furious he had been so close to finding his prey to finally finding his worthy challenge yet for whatever reason he was forwarded by a damn flock of birds and now he was having trouble finding his prey again that's scream that the girl had let out had done something to him she had actually heard him at this point Cassidy had never actually been harmed since he bonded with whatever the creature was.

But he began to realize that that kid that he had almost killed somehow was the presence that he was sensing he didn't fully understand how or why but he began to conclude that maybe that kid was like him maybe he was hiding something maybe a creature similar to the one that had gotten on his skin was in the kid and if that was the case he needed a way to draw it out.

" so you like me well then let's see if we can get your passenger to come out and play~ but first I'm going to have to relieve you of your bodyguard hahahahaha"

Cassidy quickly put his plan into action for his chat was walking back from the store one day she quickly was attacked by Cassidy being wrapped up before she could scream or do anything and when Peter returned home from a walk, he found a morbid message written of the houses door, written in blood.

"Come get your little bird~"

At this moment something just completely snapped within Peter sure he had managed to keep his rage under control and yes he and Squishy were able to work together but this rage that Peter was feeling was different because it wasn't just coming from him it was coming from the Symbiote both of them unanimously Feeling Just Pure and utter anger and rage this monster Cassidy or whatever he was now not had he slaughtered hundreds of innocent people not only had he killed Peterson and uncle but now he had attacked Peter's second home taken the love of his life and as far as squishy was concerned the only family it had ever known this was the final straw as Peter's form slowly began changing morphing his skin becoming red and black blood vessels bursting body parts rearranging he didn't even feel the pain in agony rage was a hell of an anesthetic. Soon a different creature was standing in Peter's place 6 ft tall lanky red and black creature with razor sharp claws and those same Jagged white eyes stared at the message on his door.

" we won't let you work anymore innocence we won't let you hurt our friend we won't let you kill our family we are poison to you and your poisoned our life poisoned everything, that's why from this day on, we are no longer weak, not just Peter or Symbiote, now, We, are Venom."

Peter now Venom quickly began tracking the scent of Cassidy they weren't able to do it before they could always somehow sense it but never had a reason to go after him but now things were personal if anything they were acting on pure rage and instinct no more rational thinking Peter and the Symbiote or squishy both of them were in control yet they weren't in control at all it's as if their body was moving on autopilot all they could think about was one thing save chat and kill Cassidy.

Meanwhile in an abandoned shirt not far from the chat's home Chat found herself strung up by black tendrils right on top of a cross overlooking the church in a similar manner to how Jesus was staked, the monster cackling at her from below.

" oh this is all so perfect we have the Damsel in Distress and very soon oh so soon we'll have the naive and foolish night and shining armor come crashing through the door to save his lover and I will finally have what I've been craving these past few months as a matter of fact something I've been craving for my entire life a worthy challenge and once I rip the flesh off his bones I'll be able to finally prove that there's only one alpha predator in this town!"

As if on cue, the doors if the church burst open and chat was shocked at what she saw, a creature similar to the monster, but, slimmer and with a red and black color, yet she knew who it was.

"Peter?.."

" Let Her Go you bastard!" Venom growled, it's claws sharpening on the floor.

Cassidy just cackled.

" finally this is what I was looking for and you look glorious!"

"Shut up, you've taken everything from us! Our home, our family, even our new family, no more. No more killing, no more suffering, we may have been your spawn, but, now you die by Venoms Hand!"

"Spawn ehh~ so my passenger had a baby before we met, well then "Venom", ready for some father son quality time?!" Cassidy smirked as he morphed his arm into a large scythe as Venom charged at him, dodging a quick slash from Carnage only to slash him against the face, following it up with grabbing a pue and smashing him over the back with it. Carnage yelled in anger but, also, sadistic laughter, he was enjoying this, he'd enjoy killing this one.

He takes the first strike, massive tentacles sprouting from his back and striking at Venom laughing manically as he did so. Venom is unphased and retaliates, delivering a powerful punch to Carnage, knocking him back. Before Carnage can get up, Venom delivers a series of slashes to Carnages face, tearing the monster apart. Peter could feel himself losing control the more that the Teo fought but, he didn't care. This mad man had taken everything from him, Chat, even Squishy, he had to pay, he had to Die!

Carnage however, manages to block Venom's last strike. He then retaliates by grabbing one of his arms, breaking it causing Venom to screech out in pain, only for his free hand to become a mallet as he strikes Carnage in the face, sending the black monster hurling into a line pews, as he manages to mend his arm, flesh and bone cracking and popping back into place. Chat tried to scream for Peter, he muffled voice barely reaching the red heros ear, he looked at her and then Carnage as he got up. Summoning his strength he sprouting several tendrils at the remaining pews in the building before bringing them crashing down on Carnage. With the monster distracted, Peter jumped up and freed Chat, cutting her loose.

"Pete...is that, really you?" Peter's face appeared from within the mouth of the creature.

"Chat...your..parents, he..." Chat just shook her head, she already knew. "Not now, we have to stop him, let me help, can you find a way hold him down, o think I have an idea"

Peter listened as Carnage finally broke free from the debris pile, causing Peter to drop Chat and looked back at her. "Be ready" he said, his human face disappearing inside the maw of Venom as he readied his talons as the hulking black form of Carnage came charging back at him.

The two continue fighting as chat stands back waiting fir an opening. Carnage continues trying to squash Venom with his massive weaponized hands, one an axe and another a mallet, while, continously trying to stab slowly the hero with his black tendrils. Venom struggles to dodge the tendrils, looking for an opening in the monsters defenses. Eventually, Carnage lands a powerful kick to Venom's chest, knocking him back. He then pulls Venom toward him again, tightening his tendrils around the young hero and continuing to injure Venom with his strikes. Venom begins to weaken, struggling to break free, the Symbiote slowly failing.

"Your finished "son"~" Carnage cackled.

But, no, it was him that was finished. "Not yet monster, Now Chat!"

With that, chat screamed as loud as she could at the two symbiotes, both screaming in pain. Peter managed to web himself to the ceiling to escape the brunt of the strike though the vibrations still hurt him badly. Meanwhile Carnage, Cassidy was in agony, every nerve was fire, it felt like his body was being torn apart from the inside out, he felt himself weakening, his other half was dying. Chat kept the assault, she felt like her voice was going to give out but, she couldn't stop. This monster had to die, her family, Peter's family deserved justice!

Eventually it was too much and the black monster that was Carnage disappeared, and all that was left was the nude and twisted form of cleus Cassidy, without the Symbiote to hold his body together, he gave out, dead and at last, all his victims, old and new, were avenged.

Peter came down to the ground and could think of nothing else than to simply hold chat in his arms.

Word spread quickly throughout the town and eventually the authorities showed up at Chats house. Peter and Chat knew that they had to come up with some kind of story to convince the police, and they did, stating that they were both attacked but, some red man helped them, chased the monster to the nearby church, and killed it. Under normal circumstances the police would have thought that they were lying but given the destruction and everything else around them he wasn't exactly going to call them out on it but now the two were faced yet again with another problem both of them have just lost their family their homes and it looks like they were going to be thrown into foster care or worse little did they know that they had a hidden Ally.

That's the officer turned to leave a woman with long red hair and a professional looking outfit walked up to the two she wore a warm smile and introduced herself.

"Peter Parker, Sophia Sanduval, my name is Raven Darkholme, and I believe we can help eachother, I'm deeply sorry for your loss. But, if you'll allow me, i think I know just the place where you both can be safe".

And just like that one chapter ends and another begins.

To be Continued.

[iwanttobiteyourfaceoff]

Evil Laugh (1986) is a fever dream I wish went on forever.

I refuse to let Evil Laugh, a movie me, and whatever other pyschos watching obscure low-budget slasher movies, to be the only ones that know about this absolute gem of a movie. I Know, I know. It's a slasher that was birthed smack dab in the slasher craze of the 80's.You might be asking yourself, is it a movie with porn level acting and a budget consisting of a paper clip and whatever you find inbetween the couch cushions?

Yes. Yes it is.

Why? Well, where do I even start? This movie is kind of like a dirty prostitute you find in a dark alley, only to strike-up a conversation and find out that she knows some shit, seen some shit and what kind of distaster movie plot did this woman's life go on before ending up talking to a weirdo like you? Where was I again? Oh yeah, Evil Laugh.

Let's start with an introduction. You know the drill, a group of attractive, meatbag, dumbass young people ready to get killed in similar ways to all the other big slasher movies of the era at the time did. They're on the way to their the house their friend rented or some shit. Obviously, their dick-ass friend get's smoked in the first scene of the movie, and they spend the rest of the movie bunkered down in the vacation home hoping he went somewhere to get food. The characters think something's wrong but they forget about it and go back to fuckin', making gay jokes and dying to the killer (Who looks like janitor in a human-sized condom). Oh yeah, this movie is kinda gay, your guess is just as good as mine as to why.

Waiting for the day for this to become a halloween costume.

Anyway, that's the basic plot. The police show up, they tell a spooky story about a guy who killed a bunch of kids because they said he was pedo, blah blah blah whatever. The movie actually shines when it goes completly off-rails and delves into the shenanigans of the stupid young meatbags. There's a scene where a guy is about to bring a girl to pound town, but his friend reaches out of the matress and starts groping his ass. The characters in this movie consist of every basic slasher trope, except for one character who does the fanatic horror movie fan personality. Yeah, this movie came out 10 years before Scream and it did Randy first, I was pretty damn suprised when I realized this and kinda wish people know that this type of character was actually made WAAAYYY before Scream did. The life storys of this movie's actors is so batshit insane that it overshadows anything I can actually say about the characters, one of them became a leader to a hollywood prostitution ring and our last girl who refused to show her private parts on camera for Evil Laugh, but later decided to become a pornstar. Guess the innocent last girl persona didn't pay the bills.

The kills in this movie are great. Be it someone getting stabbed in the dick, someone getting their head stuck in a microwave and turned on ( Which is probably the coolest kill of the entire film imo) or the guy getting fucking blasted as his roped down fuck-buddy can only watch in horror.

All in all, out of every shitty Friday the 13th rip-off I've watched (Which hopefully I'll talk about on here), this one was a pleasant suprise and feels somewhat self-aware. This one get's my seal of approval as a must watch for anyone looking into the more obscure slasher movies. The movie's on Youtube, check it out. (Not at the best quality, but beggars can't be choosers, right?)

I also reccomend the follow video by "Schlock Horrori" which dives a bit deeper into the movie and offers other tid-bits of info it.

Thanks for reading and uh.... Don't have sex on trips with friends? Is that the point of these movies? Maybe. Probably.

[jameui]

UNFORTUNATE FATE

Requested

PAIRING: Jeon Jungkook x M!Reader x Kim Taehyung

GENRE: Angst, Smut, Fluff

WARNINGS: Noncon, Taehyung being a rough monster, Jungkook being a jerk

SUMMARY: You and Jungkook had been friends with benefits for the longest time you could ever think of and when you decided to end all of it, he couldn't take it and decided that you needed a little mind opener.

Your eyes were dreamily looking at your long time crush, Kim Taehyung, a senior who has been nothing, but kind to you and your friend, which was one of the many reasons why you fell for this man. You knew it sounded so cheesy and clichè, but to you the moment you saw him, it was love at first sight. When his eyes met with yours, you couldn't help yourself from getting attached so easily, like a butterfly to a candlelight.

Your friend noticed your staring as she stopped in the middle of eating, cheeks puffed up from being full, then turning her head towards the direction where your eyes stared into. She scoffed and turned back to continue eating her food, rolling her eyes. "Hey, can you stop with the staring? He'd probably think you're a creep."

You sighed while pushing the bottom of your lips and nodded. "I just can't even if you want me to. He's just so irresistible."

As you talked, you were so caught up in your head that you never got the chance to notice the eyes that were boring holes into your back.

You stabbed your fork onto your fries, taking a few pieces of the fried yellow sticks and putting it into your mouth. You hummed while happily munching on your food, doing a little dance on your seat as you did so. Hyejoo, your friend who sat across you, caught sight of a fuming Jungkook whose face was as red as a tomato from all the anger. She subtly went back down to eating her food and cleared her throat. "M/n." She whispered your name while she waved at you to move your ear closer to her mouth.

You did as you were gestured and leaned in closer. "Jung—"

"Hey, Choi! Get your ass up. Now." A deep voiced male sternly told you taking both of your attentions as you glared at him.

"Who do you think you are to tell me what to do?" You tut your tongue and smirked. "Weirdo."

That was enough to make Jungkook release fire through his nose, then took your wrist and pulled you away with him to who knows where. "Ah! Jungkook! Stop!"

"No can do, M/n." Jungkook chuckled darkly. "You've been such a brat, my little bitch. Had fun?"

Once you were able to free yourself from his grasp, you glared at him and pushed him away. "What the fuck is wrong with you? I told you I don't want to be your sex buddy, anymore." You sighed in disbelief and waisted your hands. "I can't deal with just being a fuck bud, when I want you to be my boyfriend."

"Then, I'll be your boyfriend —"

"No!" You retorted quite shocked that Jungkook thought like that. As if he can get anything he wants. "You lost your chance, Jeon. I don't want you anymore." You glared your eyes at him and was about to leave when Jungkook pushed you inside the restroom that you didn't even know was there until now.

"Jungkook, what the—" He cuts you off mid-sentence when he wraps a hand tightly around your throat that got you gasping for air all the while trying your best to remove his hand from your neck.

His eyes darkened and growled loudly, before he moved to the nearest cubicle and pulled both of you inside. He practically threw you inside and got you seated on the closed toilet while you coughed and tried to gather as much air as you can. "You are being so disrespectful right now, doll." He locks the door behind him as he stalked forward, one side of his lips curling up to a smirk raising his knee to let it rest near your crotch caging you in between his arms with his face so close to yours, one wrong move and both of your lips would be touching each other. "Do you wanna know what happens to bad boys, M/n?" His breathe felt so warm on your skin, but you didn't want him so close to you, so you spat at his face smiling proudly when you were able to successfully erase that annoying smirk on his face. Jungkook moved one hand to wipe the spit that you put on his face, before he licked it off his fingers and seductively looked back at your eyes that were opened widely from shock. "You taste good, M/n."

"Fuck you! Get away from me, you creep!" You screamed on the top of your lungs making Jungkook feel more agitated. "You weirdo!" That was the last straw and you finally released the beast that was hidden inside the bunny looking guy's facade. He raised a hand and let it drop to slap your face harshly, leaving a scratch in the process. The impact was so hard it got your head tilting to the side.

He panted heavily, his eyes looking like they were about to pop off from his sockets with how much he opened them from so much anger. "You... stupid bitch!" Then, he gave you another slap that brought tears to your eyes as you held your cheek where it stung the most. He took your cheeks digging his fingers onto the flesh that connected your cheekbone and jaw and made you face him getting you sobbing in pain.

Your tears dropped down your face, but he couldn't care less. In fact, he loved the way you cried. He loved the way each drop fell from your face and to the floor. "S-stop.. you're —Ah!" You screamed once Jungkook dug his fingers even more forcing you to open your mouth.

His eyes panned over your crying face and licked his lips, before his smirk got even wider. "Damn, M/n. Didn't know you could make your face look even prettier. You look so cute right now." He said, then angrily lets go of you making sure to leave you crying. He got back up and sighed while pushing his hair back, looking down towards his crotch and chuckled. "Fuck, M/n. Look what you did to me?" He turned to you and shamelessly showed you the tent on his pants as he started to palm himself. "You got me so fucking hard."

You side eyed him kicked him by the shin that got him wincing in pain. "You have serious issues. Get some—"

Jungkook was fast to recover from the pain and punched your face that was sure to leave a bruise. "You little shit!" He threw his fists one more time towards you, almost breaking your nose.

While you tried to treat yourself from the pain, you suddenly heard the sound of Jungkook hastily unbuckling his pants and let his fly flew open. Jungkook took a fistful of your hair, pulling on it making you whimper that the other male only found pleasing to his ears. "Now, be a good boy and do as I say." He said, then approached your ear and whispered. "Suck."

You could have simply punched him on the face or kick his balls, but knowing Jungkook, you feared that he'd give you more than just throwing punches. Hell, he'd even be capable of killing you. So, with hesitant and shaking hands you reached over the waistband of his boxers and pulled them down, his big cock springing to life hitting your face that made you look away. You looked up at him with fear in your eyes.

You didn't want to take that. It was huge and looked like it would destroy your throat if you ever tried to take him into your mouth. "Jungkook.. I.. we can still talk this out."

"Fuck!" He impatiently yelled and once again held your cheeks and forced your jaw to fall open before he shoved his dick inside your mouth, a shocked choking noise coming out from you. Jungkook sighed in satisfaction his head falling backwards while guiding your head on his cock. "Daammmn, M/n~" He hummed with his eyes closing in ecstasy.

Tears pricked on the side of your eyes and gagged whenever the male's tip hit the back of your throat. You dared to look up at him with a very pitiful face that brought you nothing, but a groan from Jungkook who got more turned on from the look on your face. With that, he fastened his pace and let his cock dive deeper into your wet cavern, then deciding to let you take all of him making him howl while you tried your very best to move away from his strong grip on your hair.

He stays for a good couple of seconds to let you adjust to his size, while you gulped and swallowed around his cock that got Jungkook growling before losing all his patience and drilled his dick in your mouth at a very unexpected and rough pace that made your tears fall down your face as you sobbed loudly and muffled out words that was barely understood by the other male who continuously fucked your mouth, not that he cares anyways.

Jungkook, the first time you met him, he was a very sweet and kind person, just like Kim Taehyung, the person your heart beats for. Jungkook always picked you up from your dorm and would offer to treat you to breakfast without any exchange. With that face of Jungkook, you had thought that he would be a useless jerk and a playboy who goes around breaking people's hearts, male or female, and you were right. Moreso now that Jungkook is literally planning on destroying your throat.

Jungkook bucked his hips forward, reaching further down your throat that made you feel bile rising from your throat, but you got yourself swallowing it and shivered in disgust. Jungkook thrusted his cock inside your mouth and went at an even faster pace, your eyes rolled back tears falling down your cheeks, your lips perfectly curled over taking the shape of his cock. At this point you weren't thinking clearly, all you could ever think of was getting this done and over with while Jungkook fucked your mouth and didn't even care for you.

Jungkook increased the pace of his thrusts and you barely even registered his size when your teeth accidentally scraped the skin of his rod, the male, in instinct, pulled away and cursed under his breath, then landed a rough slap across your face making you hold your face. "FUCK! Look what you did?" The smooth flesh of his shaft was now painted with crimson red, the mark that was caused by the gash, visible on the base of his cock.

"You... that was your fault.. asshole." You said, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand and glared at him furiously.

Jungkook's eyes peered down at you the same way you looked at him. "Don't you dare—"

"M/n! M/n! Goodness, where could have that kid gone?" That all too familiar voice called out your name as your eyes widened and smiled now that your saviour has arrived.

"Sunbae! I'm over here!" You screamed out, smirking to yourself before a sound of footsteps approached your cubicle and he knocked ont he door.

"Are you here, M/n?" His deep, but gentle voice asked you.

"Yes." You meekly replied and what you heard next made your smile falter.

"Fuck, Jungkook. You should have told me. I wanted to have some fun too." Taehyung said, and although you couldn't see it, you could sense the smirk on his face from the sound of his voice. How did he know Jungkook was here?

Jungkook heaved up his pants after he wrapped paper towels around his bleeding manhood and fixed himself. He opened the door for Taehyung and the younger of the two dragged you out of the cubicle and moved to lock the door before he shoved your body towards the sink. You groaned in pain and held your stomach in disbelief that the least person you ever expected be involved in such terrible things was also a part of the plan. "This little bitch fucking made my cock bleed."

"Oh, really, now?" Taehyung smirked and waisted his hands.

"T-Taehyung-sunbae.. you're in this too?" You asked with a shaking body.

Taehyung scoffed, then placed his hands inside his pockets and neared you. He laid a finger on your chin and pushed them up so you could face him whilst your lips quivered from the feeling of betrayal. "Are you asking what's obvious, M/n?" He smirked before his finger left your face and tilted his head faking an innocent look. "Course I was. Why else would I be so kind to you?"

"You... Why?" You managed to ask, but Taehyung had been waiting for so long and he could no longer wait anymore.

He rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. "Do you still plan on asking nonsensical questions? 'Cause I'm not having any of it." Jungkook kicked the back of your knee, forcing you to be on your knees kneeling down in front of Taehyung. "Suck. Use your teeth and this will be the last time you'll see light." He threatened you and you could only nod naively with tears falling down your face.

You reached over the buckle of his belt and started to unfasten it, loud sobs erupting from your mouth. How could you have not see this coming? You should have. Taehyung was Jungkook's friend and heard rumors about the two going on about the place to find a person to fuck, be it a girl or a boy. You should have just listened to Hyejoo. She was the one who kept telling you that Taehyung was not a person to trust nor a person to be with. He's just pure red flags and now, you could see it with your own eyes.

You unzipped his pants after you have unbuttoned it and let them fall down to his ankles while your clammy hands moved to remove his boxers. His erect dick sprang into action, almost hitting your face. You looked up at him and tried to change his mind by showing him the fear you were in and tried to beg for mercy, but just like the other, he only liked the way you looked so vulnerable in your state. "Continue making that face and I might just let you go." He said with a sly smirk that became unnoticed by you as you nodded your head in reply.

You sniffed and sobbed, then took his cock into your hand and jerked him off, your fingers barely even touching each other from the size of his dick. You looked up at him while Taehyung groaned and knitted his brows in pleasure. Your eyes both locked with each other, before you proceeded to wrap your lips around the pink bulbous tip of his immeasurable length and played with it by swirling your tongue around the head. You would occasionally look up at Taehyung whose eyes always watched your every move, making you blush a little bit, before you removed him from your mouth and decided to lick the underside of his member in attempt to please the male who groaned and started to tangle his hand with your hair. "Kookie, look. He listens to me so well." Jungkook huffed and crossed his arms as if Taehyung had just took a stuffed toy from him.

Taehyung's attention went back to you when you finally had your lips around his cock and moaned in satisfaction as he pushed his head backwards. You took this as a sign that Taehyung was feeling good and felt your chest swell with pride, despite the fact that Taehyung had already had people who made him feel this good, but the feeling of success that you made him feel pleasure only drove you to do better.

You didn't want to like it, but if it's Taehyung the only thing in your mind was to just submit to him and follow his every order like a dog. You inserted inches of his dick inside your mouth and started to suck at an agonizingly slow pace, but nonetheless Taehyung felt like he was in cloud-nine. "Fuck, baby. Go deeper." You took his order and inserted a few more inches, now his dick halfway inside your mouth as Taehyung whistled and fisted your hair making you groan, the vibrations sending sensations down Taehyung's big package while he moaned. "Damn, shit."

From the side of your eyes, you could see Jungkook glaring at you two. He clearly was angry that you two were having fun and here he was having to deal with the pain you placed him in. You were side-eyeing Jungkook trying to tease him more by smirking widely, until it was wiped away from your face when Taehyung grabbed your head and pushed all of his length inside your mouth reaching further down your throat making you choke while you tried to relax your gag reflex and looked up at Taehyung with tears in his eyes. "Oh, fuck. Shit, baby. I'm so sorry. You're mouth just felt so good." He told you with furrowed brows and wiped your tears away from the side of your eyes before he caressed your face as you leaned to his touch.

You knew Taehyung could possibly be only staging his care for you, but you never cared anymore. You gave his thigh a tap to tell him that you were fine and he thankfully understood when he started to rock his hips slowly into your mouth, gradually increasing his pace. You felt yourself start to leak precum throughout the whole time that Taehyung thrusted his cock in your mouth.

Jungkook had enough and settled himself behind you as he whispered into your ear. "Does Taehyungie taste good, M/n? Hmm?" Jungkook's hot breathe hit the back of your neck as you felt his hands snake under your uniform's polo and reached up to play with your erect buds. He flicked and pinched your nipples while you moaned in pleasure, Taehyung moaning louder. "Are you gonna answer me, M/n or not?"

You nodded your head as though to tell him that you were gonna answer him, but you pointed towards your mouth to tell Jungkook that your mouth was full. "Oh, your mouth's dick-filled, huh?" You nod your head again and Jungkook chuckled deeply. "Is that so?" He looked up at Taehyung and perked his head up. "Faster, hyung. I think our fuck toy needs more."

Taehyung complied and drilled his dick into your mouth at a pace you couldn't handle, your eyes widening in shock and rolled back in pleasure. You were in euphoria. You liked how rough Taehyung was with your mouth you never even noticed you have already came creating a wet patch on your pants.

"Ohh, look. Someone's a little too sensitive." Jungkook whispered, one hand moving down to your ass kneading your butt cheeks as if they were dough and continued to do this until he was finally able to process how supple your bubble butt was.

You couldn't think straight anymore. You just felt so good. Your mouth getting abused, how Jungkook caressed your body and the way Taehyung pulled on your hair, all of it made you feel like you were in heaven. You felt ecstatic. You still could make out the voice of Taehyung who let out chains of curses and grunts as he inhumanely sped up on his thrusting. "M/n! Ah, shiiit! Mmmmh, fuck, baby. So good for me, huh? Taking my whole cock."

You closed your eyes as you succumb to the feeling, now making use of your tongue that only stayed in one position the whole time. You swirled and played with his cock trying to follow the rhythm of his unbelievable speed, Taehyung moaning. "Damn it, M/n. You really know how to make a man feel real good, huh? Guess I wasn't wrong when I said you'd make a good toy." Taehyung smirked and never stopped from slamming his dick in your mouth.

After a few more thrusts, Taehyung pulled his still erect dick from your mouth as you looked up at him with a pout. "But.. but, sunbae still wasn't able to cum."

"Don't worry, M/n." Taehyung bent down to your height with a growing smirk. "There's more than just one way to make your sunbae cum."

"R-reallly? Tell me, tell me!" You desperately asked the older who looked at Jungkook and the latter looked at him.

"Let me show you." Jungkook said before he got you up on your feet and pulled you inside a cubicle, Taehyung following behind with his exposed dick, throbbing like crazy from the sight of you being such a good slut for them. Jungkook sat on the closed toilet while you stood in front of him, Taehyung placing himself behind you. "C'mere. Hold onto my shoulders." He curled his fingers at you and you immediately did as he was told. You held his shoulders, while Taehyung positioned your lower half so it would face him. You gasped when Taehyung, without any hesitation, pulled your pants down the cold air making contact with your ass that was now in full display.

You heard Taehyung tut his tongue staring at your butt making you blush bashfully. "M/n. Are you a virgin?"

You gulped, then buried your face on the crook of Jungkook's neck and nodded your head. "Y-yes."

"Damn. Then, I don't think you'd be able to—"

"No, I can take it, sunbae. Please, just please fuck me!" You pleaded as if it was the end of the world, looking back at Taehyung who was smirking widely. "I've always wanted to be fucked by you, sunbae."

"Really?" He wiggled his brows at Jungkook, who only rolled his eyes. "Then, I'll make sure that your first would be a memory to remember."

Without any preparation, Taehyung aligned his dick to prod at your entrance making you gasp. "Wait, sunbae aren't you gonna prep—AH, FUCK! P-PULL OUT! IT HURTS!" You evidently winced, but your words fell into deaf ears as Taehyung continued to push his tip further down your hole. "Ah! Sunbaee!" You said and tried to look back, when Jungkook took you by the chin and placed his lips on yours passionately kissing you. Your eyes widened in shock, but melted into the kiss anyways and replied to the unexpected invitation.

He pulled away, much to your dismay and whimpered forgetting about the pain in your ass. "Why'd you have to lie to hyung, M/n? I was all your first. I was there to take all your innocence away." He whispered lowly into your ear, making sure it was only you and him who could hear. Luckily, Taehyung was a groaning mess. Growling here and there with every opportunity he could get while still pushing in slowly into your hole. "Is this what you wanted? Hmm?"

"Y-yes, Kookie." You closed your eyes and hugged Jungkook by the neck. "Kook, M'sorry for biting. M'really sorry." You unconsciously apologized, your brain still too far away from being in this place.

"It's alright." Jungkook smiled. "But, you have to be really obedient next time. Okay, M/n?"

"Yes, Kookie. Ye—Ah!" You let out a loud gasp the moment Taehyung was able to slide all of his length inside you.

"Fuck, baby. That felt like you swallowed my whole dick inside you. Do you really want it so badly?" Taehyung asked you seductively and trailed kisses from your neck down to your back in attempt to ease every tense muscle in your body that was caused from the pain.

"Y-yes, sunbae. I want it so, so bad—AAAAH!" An ear splitting scream emitted from your mouth making Jungkook look away from you. Taehyung didn't give you any warning nor Jungkook when he suddenly fucked you into pure bliss. "Sunbae, sunbaee. Nnngh~ Ahh! Good.. GOOD!"

"Yeah?" Taehyung panted heavily as he thrusted at a pace you couldn't even let your ass get wind of. "Then, I'll make you feel even better." Taehyung said and hammered his dick into you as if it was a very easy task and groaned loudly, howling at how much you clenched around his dick. You were about to open your mouth to say something, when Taehyung hit that bundle of nerves that made you see stars your tongue rolling out of its place. "Found it."

Taehyung gladly abused that same area and hit it with every thrusts, with every hit eliciting a moan from you. Jungkook didn't want to feel left out, so he locked his lips with yours once again sucking on your tongue that made you moan, the noise getting swallowed by the older male who had caught your lips. Jungkook now, played with your tongue swirling around at a choreography he obviously led.

Taehyung saw that he wasn't gaining any attention when he was clearly the one who was making you feel satisfied right now with his own dick and there you were happily making out with Jungkook, jealousy rising in his chest. In anger, he pulled himself out of you only to slam his dick back inside you making you let out a lewd noise from your mouth, forcing you to move away from Jungkook's lips. "Attention here, M/n. I'm the one making you feel good."

You nodded your head while Taehyung leaned his body and moved your head to look at him and pulled you in for a rough kiss. Jungkook noticed that Taehyung was trying to get all your attention for himself only and he didn't like it one bit. If anything, he should have been the one fucking your ass into oblivion had not been for his bleeding penis. Jungkook growled possessively and glared at Taehyung who only side eyed the younger as he continued to thrust his dick in and out of you at an animalistic pace.

It was you who pulled away from Taehyung, feeling bad that Jungkook wasn't getting any of your recognition that he deserved. "Kookie..." You said while your ass was getting pounded angrily by Taehyung, as your tears fell down your face from the pleasure that you felt. You parted the male's bangs and placed a kiss on his forehead shaking as you felt yourself grow weak from how much Taehyung fucked your ass, the bliss making your knees buckle the only thing that supported you from standing was Taehyung's strong hands that gripped on your hips tightly.

"Fuck, I'm near. So fucking near." Taehyung said, as you also felt the same.

"I-Inside me, sunbae. Please, breed me. Make me pregnant." You weakly told the male out of pure desperation and eagerness.

"Shit, M/n!" Taehyung growled loudly as he gritted his teeth from how strong he rammed his cock into you. Loud skin slapping and wet noises emitted from the two of you as his thrusts started to get sloppy. "I'm cumming. Cumming!"

"Yes, yes! Ah!" You let out a high pitched moan whilst Taehyung buried his length inside of you and stayed there painting your walls with his cum, finishing inside of you.

Taehyung panted thrusting a few more times to ride out his high. After, he pulled out of you and watched as his thick liquid he filled you with dripped down from your ass. Your legs finally gave in and fell to the floor, you fainting from so much exhaustion.

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Your eyes fluttered open feeling yourself laid on something soft. You finally realized that you were resting on the bed inside the clinic when you sat up and looked around. You felt your head throb a little as you held your head and tried to recall what happened. "What the hell..." Then, everything that happened this morning came rushing back into your head making you heave out a loud sigh in disbelief. You did it again. You let someone have their way with you again. Also, one thing that stuck to your head was what Taehyung said. "So, sunbae, wasn't really genuinely kind... to me?"

The door to the room clicked open and you immediately went back to your sleeping position and acted asleep. Footsteps approached you and stopped in their tracks. You heard a person sigh. "Fuck... This is all your fault."

"Me?! You were the one who planned all this!"

"Who the fuck got so angry just 'cause he wasn't getting any attention?"

"Well, who... well.."

"Stop!" You interrupted the two fearing that their arguing would grow worse.

Their heads turned to you and you swore that you could see both of them sparkle in delight. "M/n!" They ran to you and hugged you. "M/n, oh my goodness. Are you hurt somewhere? Hmm? Tell me."

"Nowhere in particular, but—Ah, stop!" You said and held both of your hands up at them as though to tell them to be quiet. "I'm... I'm..." Your eyes looked up at Taehyung, hurt evident in your eyes before you finally cried pulling your knees close to your chest.

"Oh, fuck. M/n! I'm so sorry. Please, don't take what I said seriously. It was just, you know, a script. I was being real when I treated you and your friend kindly. Honest." Taehyung said all in one go to defend himself, regretting ever thinking of saying those things. He knew it would hurt you, but he still went for it. "Forgive sunbae, M/n. I didn't mean it."

You sobbed and sniffed, wiping your tears. "Really?"

"Yeah." Taehyung replied.

Jungkook was a very big baby and didn't know what to do in these type of situations, so in result he climbed up on the bed and gave you a big hug, the hug turning into a cuddle session. You hated Jungkook with all your guts, but why? Why did you let him do what he wants from you? "Kookie... You.. are you okay?"

Jungkook nodded his head. "Yeap. Thankfully, it wasn't a deep cut, but that would be a lesson for me not to mess with a person like you." He chuckled awkwardly making you laugh lightly.

"Hey, not fair. You both get to cuddle." Taehyung whined, shaking your head in disbelief.

"Come on here." You told Taehyung and he gladly crawled towards you as you repositioned yourself to straddle his thighs, while Jungkook placed himself behind you, supporting Taehyung from carrying your weight. "I like this." You said and rested your back against Jungkook's hard built chest before placing a kiss on his chin.

"Uhm... M/n...? We were meaning to ask you." Taehyung started. You hummed in reply while Taehyung blushed shyly. "Would you be fine to enter a.. uhm.. polyamorous relationship with us?"

You looked at Jungkook, then at Taehyung, then back at Jungkook. You pointed at yourself and tilted your head to the side. "Me? Are your sure?"

"Yes. You and only you." Jungkook answered and planted a kiss on top of your head.

You giggled and nodded your head. "I'll be more than happy to."

On the other hand, Hyejoo was busy taking photos eating her sandwich away. "This is so cute."

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alright cool cool so lemme tell you about a tiny town called hatchetfield kay?

So there's this series by Team Starkid that consists of musicals and short stories, and is steeped in lore, magic, secret government branches, shady tech conglomerates, alternate timelines, and just about everything else in between.

The series starts with The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals and Black Friday (in that order), which are two professionally recorded musicals uploaded to youtube. tgwdlm is great as a starter bc they kept it fairly self contained in case it flopped, but after it was released and was a huge success, Black Friday dived a bit deeper into the lore of this town which I absolutely love, because this place seems, on the surface, just a normal town, but take like 2 seconds and you see all the stuff I mentioned above.

It has just occurred to me I have not actually given summaries of these whoops-

tgwdlm is about Paul Matthews. He is just some guy and we love him <3 He is as boring and likes boring guy things, like black coffee and film. What he doesn't like is musicals. He hates them, in fact. But then one day, a meteor crashes into the Starlight theater, and soon the town has been turned into a musical, and he is stuck in his own personal hell (imagine the premise of "what if someone questioned why everyone in musicals sing and dance at random lol" and mixed it with invasion of the body snatcher)

Black Friday has the premise of "what if people went crazy and started murdering to buy what they want on black Friday" which has probably been done before, but this is different and better I promise.

Next is nightmare time, which is a series of short stories read over 2020 quarantine (also on youtube), so not a musical, but still fascinating stories regardless. season 2 came out last year, so it's also read short stories, but the quality has improved and they may not be on youtube yet, but I have the full synopsis for all the s2 eps for you if you want it.

anyways that was a long ramble but I'll let you decide before I say more, so uh what do you think? (side note I'm always always open to talk about hatchetfield, so any questions do not hesitate to ask)

MY FRIEND I HYPERFIXATED ON STARKID FOR YEARS HATCHETFIELD HAS A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART BLACK FRIDAY IS MY PERSONAL FAVORITE STARKID SHOW I'M OBSESSED SJDJGJSJVNSJFNSJ

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Analysing Episode 6 Sylvie - her actions, her choice and a whole bunch of theories (Spoilers!)

After watching the Loki finale, I have been scrolling through Tumblr for quite a long time. I already knew that people's opinions were gonna be incredibly different but I definitely did not expect this much negative backlash. Especially when it comes to two specific topics - the Sylvie and Loki kiss and Sylvie's betrayal (/choice/actions). I'm gonna be talking about the latter, for it is another time I'll talk a lot about Sylki's relationship. (Beware that this post is also really long though)

First of all, everyone has different opinions and I respect that. I absolutely adore movies, books, TV-shows and videogames because despite what's happening within the story, each viewer has the opportunity to see something else in what they are shown (besides the obvious canon). What I mean is that everyone interprets certain scenes differently and gains the opportunity to make up theories. Therefore I want to clarify that I do, by no means, want to force my views upon others. It's nice to see people talk about the Loki Series (as long as it doesn't get too negative and hateful, iykwim) because every viewer can share their specific experiences with it :)

I'm gonna analyse Sylvie's character a bit ( because, well, I'm bored and I kinda wanna protect my beloved character that I've only had for a few weeks >:^0 AND the only thing I could think about the past day was this episode) and try to explain her actions in the finale (keep in mind: not justifying them, but explaining them).

I'm terribly bad at concentrating on one single topic point so I kinda made a 'list' with questions and whatnot that I wanted to dive deeper into. Your thoughts are also more than welcome!

I already want to apologise for grammatical mistakes, for I am not a native english speaker.

Sylvie's reason for being taken away by the TVA is still kinda unknown

You know, I've heard quite a few theories about Sylvie's nexus event by now. Some people say that she got taken away because she was playing with her toys in a way that indicates her having a good heart (playing as a Valkyrie and wanting to save someone, another hint may also be the reaction she showed towards someone else who got kidnapped by the TVA, yelling at the soldiers to "help them out"). Another theory is that she already knew she was adopted, unlike Loki who found out way later than her. Please correct me if I'm wrong, but we never got to hear the actual reason why Sylvie got kidnapped. Even Renslayer didn't say a word about it.

Now I'm gonna come up with yet another theory. What if Sylvie didn't really have a nexus event in the first place how we know it? In the final episode, Kang has said that he has planned out everything beforehand so both Loki and Sylvie would end up right in front of him. Did Kang's plan also possibly involve him getting killed by Sylvie? Hear me out: We don't actually know if the Kang we saw in episode 6 is the actual 'nice' Kang and not one of his evil variants. He has already talked about 'reincarnation', so who says that after ending the first universial war, Kang didn't reincarnate into someone with an unpure heart (aka, one of his evil variants)? That'd mean that the real Kang would have been killed and the Kang we've seen in the finale is actually an evil version that simply lied to both Loki and Sylvie. Besides that, we also don't know if Kang actually had that 'point' where he didn't know what would happen next. The show revolves a whole lot around trust, not only regarding the characters, but also the viewers. Who's to say that Kang said the truth? Maybe he planned it all out: He created the TVA, let Sylvie get kidnapped and therefore give her a reason to hunt after Kang, who in return could reincarnate if he got killed OR get killed and therefore give his other variants a possibility to conquer the universes yet again. Don't you think that it was kinda suspicious that Sylvie escaped so easily out of Renslayer's hands? The one person who's probably closest to Kang? (Even though, yes, she doesn't know who he is but Renslayer seems to play a very important role in his plan). What if the Kang we saw was the nice Kang though? Would he plan everything up to a point where another universial war would break out because he might know that there is indeed something/someone out there who could end it and therefore, possibly end Kang as a whole or create a new kind of system revolving around the universe? And therefore, get rid of the possibility of another universial war happening? Who knows. I am definitely overthinking and reaching at this point. One more thing that stood out to me while thinking about the episode again today (which kinda weighs more into my theory of Sylvie being a keypoint (or rather a puppet) in this plan): Kang has talked about his Tempad and that he knew that he would need it to have enough energy. But for what? Yes, his initial idea was to give it to Loki and Sylvie to rule over the TVA, but what if it was supposed to be used for another reason? Sylvie used it to transport Loki back to the TVA (though I kinda think he was accidentally transported to another timeline, hence the reactions of both Mobius and Hunter B-15) and therefore get rid of the only thing that could prevent Sylvie from killing Kang. The Tempad was used to secure Sylvie's path and therefore eradicated Kang's only option of safety. You can see the Tempad loosing it's glow after Kang was killed, possibly due to Kang himself being the origin of it's energy. But maybe, it only had enough energy for one specific action: getting rid of Kang's protection. I do think that Sylvie is now stuck at this place and somehow has to find a way back to Loki's reality. The Tempad clearly doesn't work anymore (at least in my opinion) and there was quite a long shot showing the Tempad up close, which is kinda suspicious tbh. Also, something regarding Sylvie's unanswered nexus event feels kinda odd to me, too.

My theory in conclusion: Sylvie (and Loki) are unconciously helping Kang with his plan (a big, big, BIG plan). They're his puppets, especially Sylvie, because she's the one who created the Multiverse to begin with. Think about Loki, who was said to be manipulated by Thanos in Avengers? It's basically the same train of thoughts.

Sylvie does not take Kang's offer into consideration

To be honest, this was something to be absolutely expected of her. Sylvie was kidnapped as a child, taken away from her home and family, and had to grow up in countless apocalypses where she could never form a real bond with anybody because she knew that those people were all going to die anyway. (Please don't judge me if I got that wrong, maybe I understood the next thing wrong? Idk, if so, I'm very sorry) She revealed that she was kidnapped way before Loki was even born (something I have to think about, too, because, if Loki is the actual Loki the other variants are based off, why did he exist after Sylvie? Wouldn't that make him a variant of Sylvie instead? Idk timelines and parallel universes are hard to understand for me :') I'm kinda stoopid ), therefore she must've had spent several decades of her life running away. She had no life at all. Her only goal was to bring down the TVA and whoever is behind it, driven by pure rage, seeking out revenge for stealing her life and basically forbidding her existence. And now that she has found said person, the only thing that'd be right for her character would be to go for the kill. As immoral as it may sound, it is the only thing that makes sense. And I am actually very happy that Sylvie's goals didn't change besides the fact that she did indeed soften up a little and has gotten someone really close to her. In contrary, it makes sense for Loki to do the exact opposite. His goals have changed. He does not act the way he did in Thor or Avengers anymore. He has found another goal for himself: to make Sylvie feel alright. He has had immense character growth and didn't take a chance to change his goals back in the Thor movies or in Avengers, (....maybe later in Thor: Ragnarok, kinda). This is exactly what I think might happen to Sylvie, too. She is at the beginning of her character arc. She doesn't take the chance to change her goal, but goes for her original goal instead. Said goal does not really have positive consequences (though, maybe it might have some? We're about to find out), which results in a so called 'negative character development', which Loki has already gone through. I think that Sylvie is gonna grow as a character in season 2 and get a positive character development in addition, just like Loki did. I highly doubt that she's gonna become the antagonist, it does not make sense at this point.

Why does she not take Kang's offer (besides her very obvious intention ofc)? That leads straight (or not so straight, pun intended) to the next thing I wanna talk about. Sylvie's distrust in everything and everyone. Besides not wanting to let other people go through what she has been gone through and wanting to let people have a free will, she also does not trust Kang with his offer of 'ruling' the timeline. And it might be because she also does not trust the one she'd be ruling with: Loki.

Why does Sylvie not trust Loki?

I don't even have a specific answer to that, except that Sylvie has an incredibly thick wall built up around her. Loki has always been portrayed as the one you should not trust because he's known for backstabbing people. Loki could have thought the same about Sylvie, but he didn't. Due to his character arc, he himself has learned to trust other people and tries to redeem himself with making himself a person others can trust (He may project that onto Sylvie, meaning that he puts his trust into a Loki variant and therefore in himself, too). You can connect that fact with both Sylvie and Mobius. They're both people who are incredibly important to Loki. He wants them to trust him. He openly told Sylvie about his mistakes and tells her that he's not that person anymore. Sylvie on the other hand does not trust that easily and is - in my opinion - a very important key regarding Loki's character development. It is incredibly hard for Sylvie to trust others (probably due to her trauma) and it therefore creates a very difficult situation for Loki, where he has to 'prove' himself as trustworthy. It's basically about 'trusting yourself' if you put it that way. It's something Loki has to learn about himself: not betraying the trust of others. Sylvie might have to learn something like this, too: learning to trust someone else. It's kinda like a two sided coin - one side is about putting trust in others, whereas the other is about gaining trust from others (and what you do with it). (Good) Relationships in general are always based off trust and honesty. So in order for them to be able to have healthy relationships with others and themselves, they have to learn about trust within themselves (I hope you understand my point, I got carried away, sorry). Loki started to trust Sylvie very easily (maybe because of love? Maybe because of something else? There are still a lot of unanswered questions) whereas Sylvie doesn't trust Loki very easily. Sylvie's character arc might (hopefully) carry on with this topic in the next season.

Was that kiss initiated due to emotional or practical reasons?

Kinda both, somehow. I do think that Sylvie used the kiss to her advantage but you can also clearly see how moved she is while hearing Loki's words. Facial expressions are insanely important when it comes to acting and both Tom and Sophia delivered perfectly. You might've already heard of the quote "The eyes tell more than words could ever say". Look at Sylvie's face when Loki tells her that he wants her to be okay. She is teary eyed, sighs even. She is indeed touched by his words and I strongly think that Sylvie also has non-platonic feelings for Loki, despite barely showing anything.

Here's a snippet out of an interview with Sophia:

(Source)

Both Sylvie and Loki are said to be people who can not trust others. They both have a vulnerable side though. Loki clearly showed that several times when with Sylvie (singing to her, the blanket scene, the comfort scene in the room of the timekeepers, the confession of wanting her to be okay) and is also shown incredibly vulnerable at the end of episode 6: there are several shots showing him, crying. Sure, we have already seen Loki cry a few times beforehand but this time, it's different. He cries because the one person he is the most vulnerable with doesn't trust him, and that does hurt like hell. By the way, if you look at the close-up shot of Sylvie after she yeeted Loki back into the TVA, you can see pain in her eyes, too. But that pain quickly shifts into rage and determination. Something that I have to admit was incredibly well executed by Sophia and the people who directed this shot. Sylvie does show her vulnerable side for a brief moment before putting up her walls again and reaching for her goal.

In conclusion: I think Sylvie initiated the kiss as an emotional response to Loki's words but also used it to distract him to be able to kick him back into the TVA at the same time. Keep in mind that it was because he was in her way of fullfilling her goal. She didn't want to kill or hurt him, so she sent him away instead. So, yes, I think the kiss had both emotional and practical intentions.

Did Sylvie betray Loki?

Even though it really felt like she betrayed him, she didn't. Let me tell you why:

Loki knew exactly what Sylvie was gonna do after reaching the person behind the TVA. Loki supported her all the way up until Kang suggested a deal to them, that's where Loki's and Sylvie's paths divided. Loki is a very smart character, he outsmarts a lot of Marvel characters and therefore I think it's very in character for him to consider one part of the deal and outweigh the pros and cons. Not because he wants the throne, no, but because he wants Sylvie to be okay. A universial war could lead to countless casualties - possibly those people close around him, so of course he would want to keep her safe through that decision. Making them both rulers over the TVA and the sacred timeline would probably guarantee a strong protection from several threats. Also, maybe he thought about the possibility of Sylvie regretting her decision (which she clearly did in the end) and wanted to protect her from even more emotional pain. But as we know, Sylvie's intention has always been laid out in front of her and it didn't change. Loki knew what choice she was going to make and merely tried to change her way - without being successfull.

I don't really know what to think about this scene though. To me, it doesn't meet the requirements of a 'betrayal' but at the same time it does feel like one. It's very difficult to explain :'D

Also, I've seen some people asking themselves how or if Loki will ever be able to forgive Sylvie for making her decision. Let me assure you one thing: he will forgive her. He has said it himself: "I know what you're feeling, I know what you're going through". He has been at Sylvie's point, too. Not only once, but several times already. He seems to have learned from his mistakes, Sylvie has yet to do so. ("I betrayed everyone I've ever loved" is a line to keep in mind now, too. Maybe it could even be projected onto Sylvie this time, because Loki is indeed very dear to her) If there's someone out there who can empathise with Sylvie the most, it is Loki.

Why would Sylvie straight up cause another Universial War?

As I already said. Sylvie's arc is a negative character arc. It does not end well and causes a lot of chaos. Think about Peter Quill in Infinity War and his rage moment on Titan. They could have had the infinity gauntlet way before but Peter got emotional (understandable) and therefore destroyed the chance of an early good ending. The same happened with Sylvie. Her decision was mostly emotional, but also practical on the other hand (giving people free will and freedom). She will face the consequences and I'm pretty sure she's gonna redeem herself and tries to help fix the big mess she has caused.

Sylvie's breakdown

Another scene that was absolutely brilliant was the scene after Sylvie has killed Kang. She backs off slowly and then slumps to the ground, breathing heavily (now that I think about it, I think she even started to cry). She has waited for this moment her whole life, but now that it's done, it kinda feels like she didn't exactly get what she needed. Hunter B-15 has already mentioned it before that Sylvie needs to hunt the person behind the TVA down, unlike Renslayer, who only wants to find out who it really is. Although Sylvie might have recognized that this wasn't everything she needed at this point. We already got to know that she didn't have a clue what to do after she's done with the TVA. She didn't have a goal beyond that. And now that she has reached the point where she is clueless, she might have recognized what she really needed beyond finishing her goal: friends, a life, literally anything that doesn't make her feel alone. And she literally just kicked that one thing away from her. Loki, the one person who has been closest to her and gave her the feeling of not being alone anymore, the feeling of having a friend (or someone more than a friend), has been pushed away by herself. I think that in this exact moment where she sinks to the ground she recognizes that not trusting Loki was a mistake this time and that revenge isn't enough to satisfy her forever.

But maybe that one thing that will satisfy her for a long time is something she's returning back to in season 2. I am so excited to see her again and find out more about Sylvie's character!

Thank you so much for reading this! If you want to add something to this list or correct something or anything, feel free to do so. I'd love to hear your thoughts on Sylvie's character in the finale and what you think might happen with her in season 2 :) see y'all, stay safe and have a nice day/night!

[lunarxdaydream]

🐶🎥📺💛⭕️🐋 uno reverse

( getting to know the mun! )

🐶- Favorite animal?

Dogs! Small, large, everything in between but dogs! Fluffers! Little puppies (I mean they're always puppies even if they're older). Oh and wolves!

🎥- Favorite movie?

Answered here!

📺- Favorite TV show?

Answered here!

💛- How do other people describe you?

Hmmm ... that ... that's a good question! My brother would say that I'm a smartass who recently sent him some beefy pokemon statue picture thing (courtesy of our lovely Niko) but also loving and protective and scared of horror games so I piggy back on him to play while I watch. My husband would tell you that I'm a dog obsessed person who loves a good whiskey and terrible terrible puns (and can't stop ordering stuff on amazon) but also a pretty dang good cook and caring towards others (but then I duck out when he says that because i'm embarrassed). My best friend would say I'm someone you don't put in charge of setting a timer on a phone because if I dive in, I'll bring down the blanket fort in the process. Some people here say I'm really nice (which honestly makes me blush every single time because ... honestly, I don't know how to take compliments hahahaha). So ... all of that??? I mean, I guess it depends who you ask????? I literally looked over at Ezio but I'm sure if he could talk, he'd tell you that I haven't given him enough belly rubs this morning. And kept him waiting this morning for his walk even though it's like 35 F over here (shame on me).

⭕️- Favorite Pokemon?

I have two and I'm pretty sure everyone knows the first: Pikachu! I've always loved Pikachu since Pokemon first came to the states when I was a kid but Charmander does share that spotlight! Goodness, Charmander is just ... I love them so much too! I used to have this little red convertible honda and I called it Charmander! My brother even bought me this Charmander stuffed plushie to keep (but it was too big for the dash so I kept it at home). I decided that if I do get this particular car in the future after we move, and in red, it'll be Charizard (listen Charmander and their original evolutions are my jam).

🐋- share a Weird/funny story?

Okay, so I think I might've told this story to Kat before but it's just too weird and funny not to tell again! When we were stationed over in Texas for 6 months, some of my husband's friends told him about a little dive bar run by a local. Apparently the guy doesn't really have prices set, just depends on his mood and he makes all the beers himself. So really your tab could be like $10 or $80, no one ever really knows because this guy is just all over the place (and he drinks so that's probably another reason too). Sometimes he even lets dogs to come in with their owners!

My husband decides to go check it out because the beers are supposed to be like really good. We end up driving out of town for about 45 minutes and nearly pitch dark. This guy doesn't open his bar until the evening anyway. Ezio is on my lap and he's probably about 7 months at the time. I remember we turned left on these train tracks, all I see is tall fields and this one street light that's super old. An abandoned school bus is on our left and the right has an abandoned gas station. The deeper we go, we realize this is some abandoned town with just scattered street lights that still have that old orangey like color.

Eventually we make it to a building and guess what? It's an abandoned elementary school! Already it's super shady and we sat there like: should we??? is this the right place??? But based on the written directions his friends gave him and seeing one of their cars, we figured it was. We get out of the car, I'm carrying Ezio because I see broken glass, here and there because hello, abandoned school literally means abandoned. I could see through the windows that there are still old desks scattered on the floor, broken chalkboards and etc. It's pitch black in that particular area because there was no street light by that corner ... oh and did I mentioned there was NO CELL SERVICE EITHER!

So we start going in but my husband says to wait because we don't know what mood this guy is in. I ask for the car keys and wait, and I swear, IF LEATHERFACE WAS GOING TO SHOW UP, THIS WAS THE DANG PLACE! IT WAS TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE PERFECT! I probably stayed for a few seconds and went: NOPE, NOPE I'M NOT ABOUT TO DIE WITH MY DOG and went straight to the car and locked the doors. Good thing too because my husband took a little too long and when he did pop by, he said the guy wasn't going to let Ezio in but the beer was good!

So in the end, I never got to try this 'amazing' shady beer but to this date, his friends and him say it was still one of the best they had. They did make it up to me and Ezio (mainly Ezio because they felt so bad about it). BUT YES, THIS IS THE STORY OF THE SHADY BAR, IN A SHADY ABANDONED BUILDING WHERE YOU HAVE NO SERVICE IN A SHADY ABANDONED TOWN NEARLY AN HOUR FROM WHERE YOU LIVE.

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Too drunk to fuck pt 10

♡ Part one| Previous

You couldn't believe it, that not even a month could go by without having to worry about Mark. You woke up several hours after you got that text, and couldn't help the way your heart sinked, you had to get up and shower with the coldest water to be ready for the upcoming long day, calling said unknown number to ask for an explanation.

“Who's this?” ask back as you make your way to the door.

“Y/N? It's Jisung! Do you not have my number saved?”

“Jisung, it doesn't matter right now!” although you knew that it would be a big complain from him later “What happened to Mark?”

“He's alright now... Do you want us to pick you up so you can see him?”

“Well, yes, that's why I called, but what happened?”

“Wait, I'll tell Jeno and Jaemin to pick you up, they must be close to your place now” and he hung up, avoiding the question you made him.

You sat on the sidewalk, waiting for the car to arrive, writing a text for your mom apologizing for leaving suddenly and so early. The streets were barely lighted by the daylight, but when you saw the car lights shining in your way, you knew immediately who it was, you stood up quickly and walked in their way, Jeno rolled the passenger window down and both him and Jaemin smiled sweetly at you, you almost forgot where you were going, and jumped in the back seat. The ride to the hospital was full of laughs, you even stopped in a convenience store to buy coffee and snacks because none of you have had breakfast. Jaemin parked and the tension in the air made its way back to the moment, suddenly feeling too awkward and guilty to hold hands with Jaemin when he started brushing his fingers on your palm while you three walked to the hospital.

You've never stepped in a hospital before, when you were younger you were over protected, you never got [physically] hurted, nor did you go with your parents when someone did have an emergency, and everything overwhelming; families waiting for news of their loved ones, people who looked in pain, doctors and nurses who probably went home crying from too many emotions at their work place, you couldn't even imagine how Mark would look laying in those uncomfortable beds.

“Mark Lee” Jaemin says walking to a lady in a counter

“Are you his family?” she says in a monotone way, not even turning to look at him “only his family is allowed to see him”

“His family doesn't leave here, I'm his roommate”

The lady types Mark's name, not questioning anymore, probably feeling compassion over that young boy being alone all night , having no one else for him than his friends, who had been annoying her since she started her shift. She tells him he's not taking visits, but he's gonna be allowed out in a couple hours.

Jaemin makes his way back to you and Jeno, both unsure of asking, he just sits in the waiting chairs, his body too tired, not from today, rather than everything becoming too much.

“I'm going out for a smoke, do you want to come?” his friend asks, noticeably stressed with the hospital environment, Jaemin looks at you and shakes his head, Jeno palms his back and rushes out.

“You should go, I can wait here” Jaemin can't help the grin forming in his face when he hears your voice, he thinks it's adorable how not even in a time like this he can't be unhappy if you're there.

“No, he's just-” he realizes he's spilling too much “he doesn't like hospitals”

“I mean, who does?” you sit next to him, placing your hand on his thigh “are you okay?”

Jaemin thinks of opening up, he trusts you and he knows you'd understand his emotions better than him anyway, he wonders if it's easier to lie and say he's alright, but tired, and eventually decides that whatever he says is useless anyway.

“Aw fuck, did you tell your parents you were coming?”

“I left a note, I told them Mark had an emergency and to call me when they read it”

“I shouldn't have brought you here, I shouldn't have brought you yesterday, I just keep dragging you into this mess, I'm sorry Y/N” he hadn't even realized himself how guilty he had been feeling, for the longest time, none of it was him, but he made it him anyway, he'd never been violent, neither did he enjoy the things he did, he just did them anyway, but after a couple years of losing himself, he forgot that too, and having someone that cared for him as much as you did, he felt guilty over making you a part of his life, over stealing Mark's chance, your chance to leave him and leave the whole thing, he never meant it, he'd never do that to you “I'll take you back, Jeno can wait here and-”

“You never even told me what happened” you cut him off and he wonders if you were able to listen to the rant on his head “no one has told me what happened and I hate making up scenarios of this, just tell me what happened, I'm gonna find out anyway” your voice was full of anger and fear, but you couldn't handle it any longer, you hated that feeling of being kept from the whole thing, it made you feel like they didn't trust you at all.

“He, uh, a lot happened, actually” he takes a deep breath as he dives in deeper waters of guilt “you saw him last night, we kinda got into an argument before you left, he's not himself when he's drunk, he's a good guy, you know, but, he got a little bit out of his mind, he had been drinking, he had been smoking with Jeno prior to that, and when we left he tried to leave too, he crashed, but that's not why he's here, he, uh, got up, too numbed to realize that he hurted his ankle and got some lines of coke, too many, actually, he got overdosed and they took him here” Jaemin didn't notice the moment tears started rolling down his cheeks, it was guilt that was swallowing him alive, thinking of how he was the root of every single problem they were having “I didn't know that, I didn't know he was doing all that in a single day, I didn't know he'd try to follow us, I would've taken his keys, I would've said sorry, I shouldn't have taken you there, I shouldn't even be talking to you right now”

And you can't help but cry when he does, knowing how emotional and empathetic Jaemin could actually be, knowing how he tends to take credit for everything that goes wrong, hell, he probably blames himself for climate change, and knowing how sorry and scared he must have been feeling.

“Jaemin, it's not your fault. Mark makes hus own choices, maybe all of them are bad, but those are his” you swipe away the tears off his face with your thumbs “you didn't force him to do any of that, and I know you mean so much more to each other than you say, but you can't keep taking everything he does just because he's broken or whatever you're telling yourself” but you noticed mid-sentence that this was something you needed to tell yourself too “I'm sure he's grateful for you, but you can't keep fixing his mess every single time”

He feels like a weight has been lifted off him, knowing that you can see him for him, you can see how he cares for Mark, and understands what you mean, but it doesn't feel right at all.

“Yeah, i know that” he sits straight again, he looks like he never had that breakdown “Anyway, he's alright now, somehow, do you want me to buy you some coffee?”

You spot Jeno coming back, probably just because it was cold outside. “No, but I could use a walk, the environment is weird here”

You stand up as Jeno makes his way to the chair next to Jaemin.

“Can you take a shift waiting? She's feeling sick and we're taking a break” Jaemin asks his best friend “or you can come, he's probably taking hours to be free, he can wait anyway”

Jeno shakes his head, assuring Jaemin that he'd rather be inside, and that Mark could get kicked out any minute if he was awake.

There's not much to see in the surroundings of a hospital, nor in the parking lot, but the pain of all those people, mixed with Jaemin's and your own was getting overbearing. Jaemin takes a cigarette in his mouth and skillfully lights it real quick, you try to remember if you've ever seen him smoking, but you couldn't remember, nor could you remember his car of his clothes smelling like he did. He's quick to finish it, taking big puffs and barely taking it away from his mouth. He noticed you were staring at him.

“Do you want one?” he forgot his whole lecture on why he was guilty over dragging you into his life and suddenly he remembered as he was sure you were about to say yes “please don't say yes, I didn't mean to offer you one, actually” but he takes out another one, places it on his mouth and lights it, too quickly.

You couldn't help it but remember Mark, because the truth was that anyone who met Mark, would never be able to leave without thinking about him, he was too special to forget. Yes, Jaemin was the sweetest person on Earth, and granted, you'd choose him any day over any other person, and that's why your heart sunk when you remembered what the days hiding in abandoned place with Mark were like, full of uncertainty, but exciting anyway, how his strong leather and tobacco scent would pierce into your nose for the whole day, how he'd make you feel when his fingers ran through your thighs. You loved Mark, you've loved him for a while now, but now you loved him in a different way, you told yourself. There was no use in comparing the two of them since they were absolutely opposite to each other, but you'd love to forget what you felt for Mark anyway.

You take Jaemin's hand on your own, stealing a puff of his almost finished cigar, blowing the smoke directly to his face and smile fondly when he laughs it off. Something about Jaemin always felt right. He throws the rest of it, not risking a burnt when as he rounds your back with his big arms. He could swear he sees a whole galaxy in your eyes, the way they shine is absolutely stunning and it makes him feel warm and fulfilled. He gets closer for a kiss, a sweet kiss, but with the taste of tobacco in his mouth, it becomes easy to forget where you are. You can feel someone walking in your direction as you get away from each other. Jeno and Mark are walking slowly to the car, you remember how Jaemin said he hurt his ankle and giggle at Jeno smiling at Mark's struggle. Both you and Jaemin walk to them, but Mark doesn't care at all, you expected him to be less of an ass by then, and he expected it too, knowing well how much everyone cared for him, but too bitter seeing Jaemin with you, convinced that it should be him who's kissing you and taking you out every Friday night.

Jaemin drives you all to Mark's place, you've never been there, and you don't want to be there either way, so you wait in the car while they make sure Mark can survive a couple hours alone, he can't help but feel defeated, owing his literal life to Jaemin but still pretty annoyed about his new relation. Jeno decides to stay with Mark, promising he'll call someone to take a shift later, and now Jaemin has a some more time alone with you.

Your mom was worried after she read that note, following your instructions and calling you as soon as she saw it.

“He's alright mom, he hurted his ankle, that's it”

“Are you sure? We can bring him something and pay him a visit”

“I think he is tired, besides, I want to spend some time with Jaemin, can I come home later?”

She agrees, too enchanted when Jaemin was mentioned, and diving more into the idea of you setting down with him. Boys were never a priority to you, and somehow it made her happy you were with him. You had already hung up when Jaemin came back to the car, not sure if he should ask you out on a spontaneous date or wait until you suggested it.

“Are you busy, like, right now?” you ask before he can decide on what to do

“Not really, why?”

“I don't know, I wanted to go out, but now I'm thinking I'm more in the mood for a movie at home”

“Do you want me to take you home?” you laughed at how naive he could be sometimes

“I want to go to your place” you confess “well if you don't mind it, maybe we could go to my room and cuddle there”

Jaemin thought of the scene: his mom would definitely be surprised, he couldn't remember if his room was clean, but he sure wanted his mom to meet you, he wanted to have dinner together, he wanted to show you the cool stuff gathered in his room. “Well, we can go to my place”

Next

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A.N: i will never say sorry enough times because i can't help but take too long to update this,,,, anyway, thank you so much for reading this, i hope you're having a nice day/night, some people are still in quarantine and it can be messy to our heads, remember to take care of yourselves, much love! ♡

[discodemons]

Well, hello there.

This is...interesting. I had a Tumblr account from the time I was in probably 7th or 8th grade which would have made me about 12 or 13. I had my account until about junior year of college and until then I thought often, "God, will I ever get tired of this?" Expressing myself and being able to dive deeper whenever I found a new interest and finding a community of like-minded people at the same time was a lifesaver during high school especially. At one point my One Direction fan account had over 1k followers which at that time was incredible to me. Having a Tumblr also allowed me to anonymously explore darker parts of myself.

Eventually, life got more interesting and demanding and so the Tumblr was abandoned. Hours of blogging, making genuine connections, HTML customizing my theme, live-blogging livestreams with friends I've never met in person, I loved it. The thing is real life just gets in the way. Especially when you're me. Don't get me wrong, the years since stepping away from my blog haven't been a montage of epic parties and slaying absolute 10s. It's been almost 2 years since I broke up with my boyfriend of almost 7 years and he tried to sexually assault me the day after his sister's funeral. Oh. Trigger warning. See, this is my personal blog. Per my therapist's request I need to journal but I can't do anything if it's not at least a bit performative so I think if I convince myself this will somehow blow up and I'll become the real-life Carrie Bradshaw, then I'll continue doing it. "It" is expressing myself through journaling via this blog.

Shortly after breaking up with that piece of shit I started dating a very sweet and deeply fucked up individual. We are no longer together for reasons not obvious to you as the reader but as a loved one...it was clear the relationship would not last. He's moving across the country after the next month and until then he's living with me. Which presents some issues. The biggest being that I am a hellion who would have been burned at the stake not too long ago.

I do still love him although sometimes it seems like he's actively trying to repulse me. I won't get too much into detail about the inner workings of our relationship but for anyone out there reading, I'd like it to be known that I am, in fact, capable of love and I do love this person. But lord do I want to fuck other people.

The week after I broke up with him I went out with some girlfriends and reminisced about a brief time with a man 10 years older than me I had been with over a year prior. I hadn't heard from him since and I honestly thought I had his number blocked. That is until he texted me the next morning. I almost fell to the floor. After over a year and I haven't even given this person a thought until the night before, and now he's texting me. It's almost like he was listening.

See, when I first met this guy I instantly referred to him as American Psycho. It was mostly the looks and the vibe. Which got stronger when I went over (of course I did, don't look at me like that. You will learn quickly that curiosity often gets the better of me) and when I knocked on the door he told me from the other side to come in...ok, already a little weird. When I came in he wasn't even too busy to get the door or anything, he was just sitting on the couch. I said hello and shut and locked the door behind me to which he said, "Locking the door? Shouldn't you be afraid of me?" UM SIR, SHOULD I BE? Anyway, we had sex. I felt so detached the whole time because of how off-putting his behavior was. And also a little because of how factory-made he looks. Either way, that was the only time we had sex and every other time has been him texting me 24/7 especially during the weekday to sext and have facetime sex. It was far too much for me. I'll be honest, I work when I want, so I can be free, but that doesn't mean I don't work. It was when he started to request secret videos of me hooking up with other people that I drew a line. I do have some morals.

Anyway, I'm a bit older and wiser now and we occasionally text. Although, the other day after a couple weeks of dirty texting he dropped the bomb that he had just started seeing someone for long enough where it's at the point where if we were to do anything it would have to be a secret. His words, not mine. Ick. It's already hard enough sending nudes when my ex is in my one-bedroom apartment, you will not catch me fucking a man with a girlfriend.

This is a good transition to questionable people I would fuck. Everyone has them. I honestly have a thing for every legendary male comedian. Adam Sandler? Someone get me a fucking towel. A friend of mine would fuck the shit out of Jack Black. My favorite kind of questionable person to fuck is someone you technically shouldn't fuck.

For instance, my family has recently reconnected with another family we all used to be much closer with. Their son is 21 now and has grown into quite a handsome young man and recently caught my interest a couple weeks ago at a family party. The first night I thought I was being conceited and there was no way he was flirting with me. The next day the sexual tension was so dense you could cut it with a knife. The kind where all you need to do is lock eyes and you can hear your heartbeat in your ears and feel it in your pussy. We partied all day at the house and all I could do was stare at was him in his grey sweatpants. Side note: Why do they do that to us?

By the end, I found myself alone with him grabbing a beer and it took every ounce of my spirit not to turn around and bend over for him right there. As soon as my mind went there, I just as quickly envisioned either of our parents walking in and finding us and I immediately went home. The next day we went to a bar for 3 beers before I blurted out "I just really want to fuck the shit out of you". And before I knew it we were in the back of his truck fucking like animals for what felt like hours. It was amazing. It was all I could think about the next week and I was spiraling. My friend called it a "dick daze". I've never felt anything like that. I spent the next few days getting tipsy and texting him, making a fool of myself and by the end of the week convinced myself I was being thirsty and needed to move on. After all, what am I doing chasing after any man, first of all? Then he texted me. He came over last night. On the one hand, it's fucking amazing having sex with someone who can go rounds and obviously worships your body. On the other, it is a little weird having sex with someone who has no chest hair. Ok, it's really weird.

I desperately need someone new in the mix that isn't an ex, much younger than me, or a total sociopath. Preferably with great abs and stamina.

If I do find them, you'll be the first to know.

Muah.