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macksartblock · 3 months

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i'm working at 'em lol remember to vote Terry

#i should finish up requests by tomorrow-ish but yknow idk depends how i feel after work lol #dndads #dungeons and daddies #terry jr stampler #hermie the unworthy #scamster #jodie foster dndads #scam likely #lark oak garcia #idk what era im in that winds up with me drawing dilfs/dilf-adjacent dudes shirtless and/or slutty #i will actually blame you Baba for this #my artwork

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llitchilitchi · 1 month

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submitting my paper tonight and then I'm off for a week, so:

for every like on this post I'll add 5 words to my WIP. 10 for every reblog. count stops when I return on Saturday next week.

#litchi.txt #the wip in question is a dh fic #its for my corvosider spirit au #depending on how many notes I get on this uhhh #I will stop counting once the fic is finished #I am guesstimating 50k words for the whole thing and Im at like 15k at this point #so in case we overdo it past the 'this fic is completely finished and done with for good' limit Im ditching ur words sorry #yeah #idk if this makes sense but i hope u get what i mean #word count #(<- tag for me to find this later)#(i feel like this might get 3 likes and a reblog)

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spaciebabie · 2 years

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D a y 1 3 : A s s

based on this photo lol

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floridagirlboy · 2 months

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cali has incredible bisexual swagger to me

#or. well. lack of swagger depending on the time of day. still the first bit tho #wttt #california #i literally can't see him as anything else. help me #no matter how i perceive him he's ALWAYS bi.#fic/au where cali is a girl? yeah she's bi #am i the only one...who feels he is so incredibly bi...#Legitimately have no idea what it is. i can sense it #/all silly #no shade to anyone who doesnt hc him as bi but idk why im getting The Vibes:tm: so strongly

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rebellum · 1 year

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I feel like... Perhaps... Arguing that transphobia is defined by murder and that anything other than murder doesn't even matter... May NOT be conducive to fighting for trans rights.

Like... people want the right to exist as they are. They want to have access to hrt and surgeries and prosthetics. People want access to clothes that fit them and reflect how they want to be seen. People want access to medical care (eg. Getting screened and treated for sex-based forms of cancer can be impossible if you have the "wrong" sex listed to receive those tests). People want to be respected and treated well. People want to not be sexually assaulted and beaten and abused. People want to have access to housing and jobs, and the protection to not lose those things for being trans. People want access to shelters for homeless people or survivors of domestic abuse. People want name changes.

Acting like all of those things don't matter because at least they weren't murderered by an individual (and instead die of suicide or state violence, or survive and suffer) isn't okay.

#'hey people are forcibly detransitioning you and raping and beating you and you lost your job and are going to be homeless and #probably die of infection from being stabbed for trying to go to the bathroom. but at least you arent part of a demographic that has a #higher murder victim rate! shhh just ignore that we dont actually have data on the murder rate of your group.'#do ppl like. forget state based violence exists. and that thats most violence minorities face.#idk man im just. mad about people on here acting like youre only oppressed if youre a perisex trans woman who was AMAB.#cause i exist at the intersection of multiple minorities and being told hey u experience violence but at least you wont be murdered by an #individual feels like a slap in the face.#like it doesnt matter if i have to mask my neurodivergent behaviour bc if people see they could assume im on drugs and call the police and #i could potentially be really hurt but not die but hey at least i wont die just be horrifically traumatized by police brutality!#there are millions of people with mental illnesses similar to my own around the world who are institutionalized and forcibly medicated or #living on the streets or dependant on horrifically abusive caregivers #but hey at least they arent being murdered!#like. the way the transphobia discussion on tumblr rn discusses (and doesnt discuss) race and ability and class and health makes me #feel very invisible.#like if people had to choose who to believe about my experiences between listening to me a black/mixed mentally ill maybe disabled (used to #be disabled) hella nd trans nonbinary person #or listen to a white middle class trans woman's take on my experiences that theyd choose her. its such a weird weird microcosm.#its like a monkeys paw like people are finally listening to trans fems and finally recognising the violence they experience and finally #actually caring about them but for some reason decide that in order to do that its necessary to throw every other minority under the bus #like fuck man have you seen how 'anti transandrophobia truthers' discuss race? its NOT okay #we all matter we all are so similar and are part of the same groups and same communities we need to stick together #stop using trans fems as a battering ram to hurt other minorities challenge #cause like. yes its some trans fems. but its mostly NOT?#like its non trans fems telling other non trans fems that they arent oppressed #and even when many trans fems are like what the fuck dude of course other trans ppl matter whats wrong with you #the group of like 80% non trans fems 20% trans fems are like 'hmm if you are defending other trans people you must not really be trans fem'#like. denying trans fems their identity bc they disagree with them?? dude someone doesnt stop being a trans fem cause they recognise #people other than trans fems matter and exist #its just all so WEIRD its a weird little tumblr microcosm #i wanna stress. for those of you who dont have access to other lgbtq+ communities. how much it seems to be primarily a tumblr thing. to

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canon-gabriel-quotes · 3 months

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I'm not on t yet and it's already so bad. how to prepare

Prepare? Nuh uh. It just happens.

The rabid animal phase does go away, sort of.

The level stays mostly the same but you learn to ignore it.

If you can do it, exercising helps.

But when it hits randomly at the worst moment I’m sorry there is nothing to be done LMAO

#also you will be so hungry #hungrier than u ever thought possible #that part does mostly go away #I’m sorry idk what else to tell ya #idk how different hrt is compared to ur body just doin it #like idk how sudden it is. i guess it depends on what dose ur on #it’s just like. oh ok i guess that’s happening now well alrighty #also the mind and body disconnect WILL HAPPEN #ur body just starts doing shit and ur sitting there like damn I gotta study for this quiz #that also… doesn’t go away but #ok what I’m trying to say is after like uhh 2 years you’ll just be used to the bullshit #GOOD LUCK..#how did this become the topic of anons recently i feel like a middle school teacher 😭#is this what being the oldest sibling is like idk im the family baby but no one told me shit LOL #ask #asks #non voice post

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woozi · 2 years

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wish me luck ♡

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 month

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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

#cw blood #luckys original content #ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG #also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project #FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD #SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter #and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do #THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG #i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then #i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that #ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours #so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time #i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly #and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more #but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho #we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange #yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but #she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that #i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated #i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others #AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG #IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL #LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU #AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU

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bacchuschucklefuck · 8 days

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What about sorcerer Adaine? It'd keep the way her parents treated her consistent because of in that case they'd see her having the easy way of casting instead of studying to be a "proper" caster

this is a great idea!! the only reason why I'm not gonna pick it up is bc I've already locked down sorcerer for kristen haha

#not art #(and also someone brought up artificer!adaine and the hackergirl teen movie genre is too good to pass on)#the point abt adaine's parents's attitude is of interest bc like. the thing is they're grooming aelwyn so adaine's lot is set #even if she got into hudol and aced all her classes they would find something to put her down with. bc that's what she's in the family for #sorcerer!adaine I feel like would have somewhat of a similar arc to warlock!adaine? where its like a villain-skirting hunger-for-power stor #but sorcerer!adaine would be a bit heavier on the isolation. while warlock!adaine would be more on the uh. dependence?#Im just spitballin there really since I set on artificer!adaine I havent really thought That much abt other class swaps lol #I just love artificer!adaine so much bc that whole late-90-early-2k genre is sooo about Double Life etc #dork by daylight but dangerous criminal rebel on the webs #the ultimate nerd power fantasy. by knowing how to type u can change the world and kill people #I think there is a chance she'd multiclass into sorcerer later on tho! I can see that in her arc #theres also something abt like how arcanotech is very uh like. material? in a different way than how wizardry is in fh #adaine was still supplied with wizard materials in freshman year (until she killed her dad I assume) but if she got into artificing #that'd be entirely self-provided. and I like what that means for adaine's situation it'd be Great #she'd be like that death note scene with the drawer if it's awesome #I just realized all of my class swap stuff has the same theme of ''what if I make them Way Worse'' lmao #worse as in different and deep issues. worse also as in more annoying (this is awesome to me)#artificer!adaine would be SO cringe and she DESERVES to be as cringe as she wants to be and nobody's judgement holds any meaning #to her anymore. this is my artificer!adaine propaganda based on that movie starring young scarlet johansson idk I never watched it

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zerothisnero · 2 months

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Idk I mainly drew these for myself but imma post them here anyways

#love these two so much #and apparently a few of yall do to :)#They can be sweet hearts to each other sometimes #just depends on how the souls within B.E.N are feeling ig idk #im also currently trying to come up with how im gonna explain the whole Jean having an unsatisfied hunger #thinking of just making a concept of how some of the inhabitants inside the cartridge just have something mental happen to their mindset #something like that #jadusable #ben arg #jadusable arg #ben drowned #behavioral event network #Jean Anderson #abel's daughter #oc #au #oc x canon #nero's scribbles #gonna explode

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months

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seeing info only about the kiryu and majima statuettes but absolute radio silence on the ichi one is utterly sending me. Theyre hiding the fact theyre gonna make ichi pale as a cracker again

#snap chats #theyre in the lab making a skin tone with melanin in it for once im SCREAMING #JUST LET ME SEE MY BOY PAINTED LET ME SEE HOW BAD THE DAMAGE IS #whether i spend $150 is entirely dependent on if ichi is pale or not and im so serious its why i didnt get his plushie #anyways i got hate crimed today i was getting lunch with my dumbass friend WHICH. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I DO #CAUSE WE JUST SIT IN DEAD SILENCE AND SHES TERRIBLE AT CONVERSATION RIGHT anyway.#we were getting lunch and her prof ask her like ‘oh are you on a date <3’ like prof i would rather kms !!!! then go on a date with this gir #literally my biggest fear i hope people dont think we’re dating id actually drop out #‘snap you make her sound awful’ because she is and i dont feel bad about bullying her anymore NO LISTEN #WE WERE PLAYING Y7 LAST NIGHT AND SHE BUTT DIALS HER FRIEND. LIKE A DUMBASS.#AND DEADASS ME AND HER FRIEND JUST TALK ON HER PHONE ABOUT HOW MUCH SHE SUCKS.. WHILE SHES SITTING RIGHT THERE.#i felt so validated cause everything he was complaining about id complain about like oohhhh my god i should meet him #hes the guy that called me that invincible character. and mystery man. i think i talked about this already wait—#ITS STILL FUNNY TO ME IDC ive never felt so seen in my life. why an i friends with this girl idk we’ll figure out one day #right now i want. ichi statue to be real and tanned #ok bye i have class soon

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yonpote · 2 months

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ok i literally only did two prompts but thats it for now i will get to the ones in my inbox tomorrow ✌️✌️

#chronic pain rlly be like this tho #i hate feeling like i have to justify taking breaks like. its due to impostor syndrome honestly.#same w putting watermarks or dont repost disclaimers on my art #i didnt do it for a long time cuz i was like eh its not good enough for that #but like it doesnt matter if its good or not its still like... my art and i should safeguard it #what was i talking about again OH YEAH chronic pain #i felt kinda shitty for not being able to draw as much cuz my art feels more simple than rendered stuff #that ppl could churn out in a day #but like. im litrally physically disabled bro and also it doesnt matter how 'simple' i draw its still stress on my body #idk one person was mean to me and it made me sensitive lmao #anyway.... ill draw whats left in my inbox and then afterwards i'll be back to doing requests thru kofi #i did raise the price of my doodles but it is because of my arm pain im sorry if u think my doodles are worth less #but i am willing to negotiate if u genuinely cant afford it depending on complexity

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adellovesrowan · 2 years

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abandonment issues

#in y5 when youre around the chaptrrs where u go to the portrait vault #theres literally no interacting with rowan. didnt even invite them along. they were never part of the cursebreakers group #and remembering how rowan almost lost their cool in the library in y5 bc they miss mc ?#that kid has some attachment issues ngl. im exploring it #like ofc rowan lost it behind the screens. you dont know bc you didnt check on them before going to the vaults #idk yet if this is canon in my own story or not. but if it is canon then adel didnt mean anything malicious by leaving rowan out of this #she just wanted to protect them bc she cant handle the thought of them getting hurt. but rowans not in a great state of mind LMAO #and adel does not understand their feelings abt this #bc shes independent and rowans dependent on her and it just makes rowan feel weak and unwanted. which isnt true #anyway yes rowan angst that does NOT include their death bc im original and creative /j #rowan khanna #adel young #jacob's sibling #hphm #harry potter hogwarts mystery #fanart #comic #vent #? i think this counts as vent ish #mine

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rubysevens · 5 months

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i will be honest sometimes ill be talking w europeans abt gaza and its like okay you’re talking about a concept and i am talking about my uncle

#in many different ways. mostly thinking abt this one christian german guy my friend knew who was really intensely zionist and it was like #you are making up this idea of jewish people in your head like this is a symbol to you. idk that youre engaging w the realities dude #but same w like the irish ppl i overheard the other day being like ‘ah well you know palestinians are so like us as well’#this seems like maybe youre just treating palestine as a symbol for ireland but like. it’s its own place #the attitude of like. making world war one ass alliances and being like well im on this side for symbolic reasons irrespective of the #people actually involved really annoys me #like idt palestinians right to not be genocided is dependent on how irish they seem #and idt supporting the israeli state meaningfully changes the fact that you dont talk to jewish people in your actual life #both attitudes end up centering ur european feelings #idk this is longwinded but the thought has been stuck in my head #be quiet b

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gomzdrawfr · 3 months

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Idk if anyone ever experience this but sometimes my drawing process goes:

I need to draw this guy, i forgot if he has [A] or [B] though….

OR

I wanna draw this character…[only vaguely remembers how they look like from memory]…yeah i can draw them right?

Is literally one click away from google to look up how to draw them with proper reference

Also me: i can do this w/o ref pfttrt who needs those

[after finishing the drawing then finally looking up the reference and realises how severely off I was being]

Why tf did i not look up references

#rambles #idk is it ego or just plain dumb #look sometjmes i have a good set up with my tabs and i just dont feel like opening a new tab and messing up the flow!!#flow is so important to be like its such a bad thing to depend on i know #cuz like #if i cant draw a circle right #on my first few tries especially #then I literally just wont draw anything ever LMAO #cuz my chibi style literally involves around squish circles spheres and shit #so if i cant get that vibe right initially then jt all goes downhill EVEN if they look okay #anyways #gummmyspeaks #this is usually the shit i say on twt LMAO #since im taking a break from there yall about to witness how fucking stupid i am

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rainydews · 1 year

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do you have any ideas on the bad end, good end, and neutral end of your omari au?

i haven't come up with much for a bad/neutral ending yet, but here's some doodles i did for a good ending :]

#rainy draws #rainy answers #i've been bouncing around an idea that mari still attempts sui no matter what ending you get #hence her bandages #but she and hero's lives are dependent on the ending #an idea i had for a neutral/bad ending is she murder suis hero and herself....but im not so sure yet #ik in my au mari subconsciously partially blames hero for sunny's death so in a neu/bad ending i feel like #those feelings of hers get stronger over time but she bottles it up #i think she would lash out at hero #idk how badly tho. lmk y'alls thoughts pls :prayemoji:#omari au #omari #omori #omori mari #omori hero #blood cw

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