#idk feeling some kind of way today

[thrandilf]

i rly feel out of my mind when ppl can't believe a story can change or get better or that a start can be rough to them or slow and then it picks up

like yeah curate your own experience but it sucks when you wanna get someone into smth you've seen all of and they're like "well i dont like x at the start of this" and it's like oh that's cool, that's addressed or the show changes that approach or explains more later but the person doesn't believe you on it and doesn't give it a chance even though the complaint is like. they've already seen the part they don't like and then miss out on the rest they'd like

[jg-macleod]

the scene in the Barbie movie where she just sits in the park and takes in all the shades of human emotion from joy to frustration, seeing tears of laughter and sadness and turning to the old woman next to her and seeing the beauty of humanity.

[wikiangela]

tease tidbit tuesday/wip wednesday

tagged by @thewolvesof1998 @theotherbuckley @tizniz @diazsdimples @dangerpronebuddie @spotsandsocks @exhuastedpigeon @underwaterninja13 - tagging y'all back for wip wednesday 💖💖

doing two in one bc it's technically wednesday already idc lol - started a new wip I mentioned before (inspired by this video lol) and rn I'm rewriting what I wrote yesterday bc the past two days words were not wording and I hated everything I wrote, but I think I'm happy with it now haha I hope I'll manage to write it like I want to bc it's sooo good in my head istg haha

(wasn't gonna post until i have more but i need validation before i drive myself crazy over this lol)

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It started as a random idea, more like a throwaway thought, really. Tommy was just checking the weather for the next few days – his hot pilot boyfriend always likes to be prepared – while they were hanging out, and he casually mentioned that “it’s gonna be nice on Saturday, perfect barbecue weather,” which got Buck to mention how they often have family barbecues at Bobby and Athena’s. Somehow, the conversation spiraled, and Buck’s not sure who threw out a more concrete idea, but here they are now, standing side by side in Tommy’s kitchen, preparing food – Buck’s currently slicing veggies for a salad, while Tommy takes care of the meat – for the barbecue where they invited way too many people than Tommy’s backyard can probably fit. It really is nice weather, the sliding door leading from the kitchen to the backyard open and letting in warm sunshine and a soft breeze that makes the air feel cooler. They work in pleasant silence, the only sound is quiet music playing from the speaker, and Buck can’t help a fond smile when he hears his boyfriend hum along, so off-key Buck’s not sure he even knows the song, but it’s still adorable.

The silence is disrupted by the doorbell ringing, and before Tommy can even move, Buck is dropping the knife on the cutting board, wiping his hands, and sprinting towards the door, shouting an “I got it!” over his shoulder. He’s followed by an echo of Tommy’s fondly amused chuckles. So he’s a little excited, sue him – they haven’t had a family day like this in a while, and there was only one he brought Tommy to, all of their schedules not so easy to align. And today his whole family will be here, including their spouses and children, and Tommy invited a couple of his friends and their families, too, and it’ll be just a big, loud, chaotic get-together that he’s hosting with his boyfriend. Buck never hosted one of these before, and he’s really enjoying it so far, and he just wants everyone to have fun.

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[gayestcowboy]

not to be weird style autistic but sometimes i genuinely get thrown off by the fact that i am, in fact, a human and not some other kind of indeterminate creature

[icewindandboringhorror]

There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.

[actuallysaiyan]

I think about how in another life

Another universe

We could be friends

I'd show you my scars

Show you my fears

Show you my hopes, my dreams

We'd laugh and ask ourselves

"Feels like we've been friends for years, right?"

But we are not close

We are strangers and unknown

But that's okay

Because in another life

You talk to me and I talk to you

We are happy and cozy and swap stories

[msburgundy]

i really need to just let it go

[itstimeforstarwars]

One would think that one would eventually get over the distress and upset of getting a piece of clothing that says it's your size and looks amazing on the rack/the mannequin only to try it on and realize that your body makes it ugly, but one would be wrong.

[raiiny-bay]

considering making yet another AU with the boys....

[autisticaradiamegido]

day 124

aint that just the way though huh

[finnified]

yknow those posts about how everyone has a friend who they would find in every life and all that thats great but where are the posts for people who you thought you found your friend who would be friends with in every universe and then that friendship ended or they hurt and betrayed you? the implications are impressive. are we doomed to be best friends for years in every universe, but not forever? in every universe, do you decide your romantic relationship is more important that your friendship and you just leave me hanging? i feel bad for all the other versions of us. does any version of us get it right, or are they all doomed to this emptiness where someone else used to be?

[timeskip]

WIP fragments because I can't stop drawing scared kids ^-^

[dootznbootz]

I fucking hate those colds where you just have fucking fog for brains >:(

[iceeericeee]

I wonder how many tags i can add on to this

[loumauve]

the goddamn toast water post just made me utter "history is fucking real" in the most solemn and serious tone of voice, out loud, to myself, in the goddamn bathtub

[dolokhoded]

mel c magdalene made me realize what was missing from my magdalene design and it's that she's not fucking jacked. it's crucial to her character