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thephantom · 5 months
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Which phantom performance does your header image come from? I have a desperate thirst
hello my friend!! it's from a west end trailer <3 you can watch it right here!! happens at the 2:40 mark <3
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slashingdisneypasta · 4 months
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I keep forgetting to send these in XD stuff I've thought of for the ship Grycho (you don't have to post publicly if you don't want to, I just wanted to be able to use italics and stuff)
- I'm not sure how you imagine they got together. But me personally, I think it might have been like a slow burn situation. Like maybe they got separated from the others somehow (whether it be for a mission or they got in trouble), and now they have to work together. Maybe whatever this situation, they'd see sides to each other they didn't see before, and it brings them closer ^^
(Either thar or, alternate scenario that's kinda crack, they were together but broke up before the gang got together, and are nowkinda bitter exes (or rather they're still in love and don't want to admit it) and that's why they fight all the time)
- Ok so I they did get together, I imagine they'd deal with their drastic horny levels in one of two ways. One, either Psycho will sleep with Greasy (when he's in the mood) for him. Or two, they make like some sort of agreement that Greasy can still go out and find someone to sleep with, as long as he always comes back home to Psycho (I'll be honest, I like the second option a bit more. It's sweet that they'd trust and love each other that much)
- if it's the latter, Psycho would be all over Greasy as soon as he comes home. Partially because he missed his boyfriend, and partially to get the smell of another person off of him (this will also become an indicator to the others whether or not Greasy got some. So Greasy can't lie about his fuck number anymore XD
Greasy: "Oh, I found a particularly beautiful woman last night. We had quite the time too~"
Wheezy: *glancing at Psycho, who's just doing his own thing right now* "... Really?"
- I'm not sure which I like better; them fighting less because they're now in love and becoming one of those complete opposite couples thar rarely fight, or they still butt heads, but now the other weasels won't try to intervene because they know that Greasy abd Psycho are going to be gross (as Smartass would put it) again in like fifteen minutes... Kinda like Tiffany and Chucky XD
(Omg. AU where Greasy and Psycho are Tiffany and Chucky. Who would be Glen and Glenda? (Stupid and Y/N from the Smartass' daughter AU XD))
- Also, since they're boyfriends, they can now do more missions together WITHOUT anyone else tagging along to be a mediator between them. I like to think that they have the potential to be a dangerous duo.
- If Psycho can get away with it, he'll refuse to eat anything that isn't Greasy's cooking. If he's starving, he'll accept a sandwich. But he would prefer his boyfriends food anyway.
Psycho: "No! I'm not hungry!" *liar*
Wheezy: "Look, Greasy has been gone for hours, and I'm pretty certain he's gonna be gone for another few. So please, just fucking eat sonething."
Psycho: "... No."
Wheezy: *smokes harder*
- not really a headcannon, more like a crack idea; in your Smartass' daughter story, Greasy and Psycho become Y/N's crazy gay unkles. If they didn't live with each other, Smartass would be like "Oh fuck they're coming over." Whenever he gets news that they're dropping by (assuming they'd even give him a warning XDD)
(Which also makes me think of when Jessica was asking 'What if she likes girls' in your last chapter. I can't stop imagining Greasy and Psycho just looking at each other in humor/sarcasm like "Omg babe, are we homophobic?" "I dunno, our pre-outing make-out session was pretty sus." XD)
That's all I've got today. I hope you like these! ^^
OOOOOH I'm picturing the Toon Patrol have to make a quick getaway and Greasy and Psycho were too busy fighting to notice- and then the van is gone and they're left alone together for the f i r s t time ever. They manage to find a phone, call Smartass, and ask what the motherfucking heck happened. When he basically says 'we had ta get outta there. You bozos were too slow. Now get a motel room and we'll come getcha in a week'.
And thus, their rom com beginning XD Greasy and Psycho stuck in a seedy motel with only eachother for a week (Possibly more is Smartass is feeling particularly mischeivious- or Wheezy pays him).
I love the second option too!! But like, imagine if Psycho only agrees to it because Greasy's never managed to snag ass before, so what makes him think now he'll be successful?? But then one day his manipulative pervert comes home covered in someone else's stink and a smug look on his face, and- YES!! suddenly Psycho is a l l over Grease. Rubbing himself on him to get his sent back on him.
Ahhh! Contrary-wise, I actually like the idea of them still fighting a lot!! But like- it's not out of hatred anymore. Just annoyance and differing opinion. The only way you know they're more then coworkers is the very careful way they watch eachother in a dangerous situation and the way they protect eachother ^^ (IMAGINE PSYCHO GETTING TERRITORIAL OVER GREASY. Like, someone's threatening to hurt Greasy and Psycho suddenly comes out like a rabid animal. Greasy knows Psycho will always come to protect him like a guard dog now, too, so he's even less concerned these days about insulting people bigger then him 😅😅😅) (Also, IMAGINE GREASY TALKING PSYCHO OUT OF SCRAPES. Like, if Psycho chewed up the neighbours rose garden and the neighbour was p i s s e d, Greasy would be there to smooth things over. 'Sí, Sí, no it will never happen again. Never. We promise you. Right Psycho?? That growling means sí. Bye bye now!~ *as soon as they're out of earshot* and good riddance 🙄, that rose garden was heinous.')
OH THEY'D BE SUCH A DANGEROUS DUO. At least that's one thing Smartass is happy about XD Wheezy, too, now he doesn't have to mediate 😅 they'd also be a pretty... scary duo, too though. They have very similar levels of empathy... which is not a lot. They'll get the info, and still kill the guy. No one will ever find the body and the only reason Smartass, Wheezy and Stupid even know what happened is because of a very suspicious grin the two shared at breakfast.
Omgggggg, that last one 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I need to see Jessica's resonce to that. She'd be so fucking done.
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kairi-chan · 5 months
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Hello there! I don’t mind answering publicly or over chat. But I get your point about the spoilers. ^^;
I feel as though there are *some* fic details which are better discussed in ✨private✨ (iykyk 👀)
Though that being said, it's also just as awkward to slide into the DMs of an author you have never talked to before 😅🤣 (especially when said author is far less involved in the fandom)
Wish tumblr had an anonymous answer feature which allowed both the sender and recipient to communicate privately lol
Do you perhaps happen to have a fan/author email that you only use for fandom stuff? I don't wish to bother or overwhelm you so I think that could work out neat.
Hey, anon! I totally get what you mean. Some details really should be discussed in private. Hahaha
I’m sorry I don’t have any platforms where we can speak and you can keep your anonymity. I would prefer you DM me here on tumblr, and I bet it would be easier for the both of us.
You’re not a bother at all! I love it when readers chat me up or send me anon asks. It makes me happy that despite not being as active, people still read my fics and make an effort to let me know they loved what I wrote. It’s honestly also one of the reasons why I want to get back into writing. I miss the connection I have with fandom through my writing.
I do have a fandom email though I would prefer not to post it publicly in an ask ^^;
Perhaps you can also DM me on fanfiction.net? But to be honest, I don’t get as much notifications there so it would be difficult for me to check and reply.
Please just DM me here on tumblr! Or on twitter, if you like. Just let me know through another anon ask here if you decide on Twitter, since I might not see the notification.
Thank you so much. You’re so sweet, anon. I hope I get to chat with you soon 💖
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#INCONCORDIA. Private and selective SUNDAY of Hoyo's Honkai: Star Rail. High enthusiasm, slow writing speed. Established in April 2024 and written by Min (30+). Not spoiler free. Duplicate friendly. [This blog will contain analyses and creative writing involving religious imagery for entertainment/roleplaying purposes - if this offends you due to your own religion, please refrain from engaging with my content.]
Under the light of the Harmony, all Wickedness is revealed.
GALLERY | MEMES | HEADCANONS
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BLOG ROLL: vidyadawn (Dan Heng) | dianoetikon (Dr. Ratio) | delusionaid (Genshin Impact multimuse)
Click below for your guide to the Dreamscape!
I. ABOUT ME. My name is Min, I'm over 30 years of age and I've been rping in various fandoms for over 15 years. I work during the week so replies are slow, but I'm online throughout the dayand available through DMs or discord (for mutuals only). I'm currently not caught up with the new update, but I don't mind spoilers.
II. REQUIREMENTS. If you are interested in roleplaying with me, you must be at least 18 years of age, ideally over 21, even more idealier over 25. I make no exceptions for minors, regardless of thread content. I will gravitate towards H:SR canon muses, but I am open to OCs if the character appeals to me and crossovers if I can see a way to merge our worlds together.
III. WRITING. I prefer plotted threads and longer replies (on average I'll write 3-6 paragraphs), but I don't expect you to match length. What matters to me is the content of our posts and our ability to progress in the story we want to tell. I don't really do short convos anymore (unless it's dash crack) and I don't write unplotted starters because they often lead nowhere. If you have ideas for our muses, just message me and if you don't have ideas yet but would like to write, let's plot together :)
IV. MEMES. Best way to get something started with me is through memes. Any memes in my meme tag are available without time limit for all mutuals, so no need to ask first, just send in whatever tickles your fancy! Heads up: it might take me forever and three days to respond, but I will get there eventually. Feel free to reblog any meme posts directly from my blog, I don't mind that at all. Bonus: there's a high chance you'll get a meme reply from me 84 years after sending it, when you no longer remember it.
V. SHIPPING.I am very selective with shipping on this muse because I have very specific ideas of how Sunday feels about relationships between people, romantic and platonic, sex/ual desires and all things related. It's not off the table but I need and want to discuss the intricacies of this with my ship partner and make it work for both of us. That said, I don't mind ships that fall a little on the darker side - but it's not a requirement either. I don't insta-ship, especially not with Sunday, and once I do have a ship (or maybe more than one) I'll probably cap. If I write multiple ships, they are automatically in separate verses unless discussed otherwise. Don't be afraid to ask if you're interested in shipping, the worst case scenario could be that it doesn't work out.
VI. SOCIAL POLITICS.I am against callout and cancel culture and do not engage in it. Callouts will not be reblogged - I curate my dashboard my own way and I have no interest in being dragged into other people's fights. I don't respect publicly hating on fictional ships, characters or portrayals. I will never harass anyone or shame them for the fictional things they choose to write, I simply avoid, blacklist or block what I don't want to see. I believe the RPC would be a better place if people tried to be more tolerant, respectful and kind to one another.
Rules are subject to change. Thank you for reading this far! :)
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vidyadawn · 2 months
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#VIDYADAWN. Welcome to my roleplaying blog for Honkai: Star Rail's Dan Heng. This blog is independent, selective and multi-verse. Established in March 2024 and written by Min. Please read the rules below before following :)
This blog primarily features Dan Heng. That said, Imbibitor Lunae might make an appearance when the opportunity arises, because I'd love to write threads set in the past with him.
I'm not up to date with the storyline / recent update on H:SR yet but I don't mind spoilers!
RULES down below! | MEMES | HEADCANONS | MUSIC CREDIT
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ABOUT ME. My name is Min, I'm over 30 years of age and I've been rping in various fandoms for over 15 years. I work during the week so replies are slow, but I'm usually online and available through DMs or discord (for mutuals only).
REQUIREMENTS. If you are interested in roleplaying with me, you must be at least 18 years of age, ideally over 21. I make no exceptions for minors, regardless of thread content. I will gravitate towards H:SR canon muses, but I am open to OCs if the character appeals to me and crossovers if I can see a way to merge our worlds together.
WRITING. I prefer plotted threads and longer replies (on average I'll write 3-6 paragraphs), but I don't expect you to match length. What matters to me is the content of our posts and our ability to progress in the story we want to tell. I don't really do short convos anymore (unless it's dash crack) and I don't write unplotted starters because they often lead nowhere. If you have ideas for our muses, just message me and if you don't have ideas yet but would like to write, let's plot together :)
MEMES. Best way to get something started with me is through memes. Any memes in my meme tag are available without time limit for all mutuals, so no need to ask first, just send in whatever tickles your fancy! Heads up: it might take me forever and three days to respond, but I will get there eventually. Feel free to reblog any meme posts directly from my blog, I don't mind that at all.
SHIPPING. I am open to shipping and I would love to develop something more profound and long-lasting for Dan Heng. He is not an easy muse to ship with and I don't insta-ship, but I very much enjoy writing ships. If I write multiple ships, they are automatically in separate verses unless discussed otherwise. I'd be happy to explore Dan Feng/Yingxing in past threads and its repercussions on the present. I have a soft spot for Jing Yuan / Dan Heng, particularly if Jing Yuan had feelings for Dan Feng in the past, because I think that would make for a beautiful angsty love story in the present :) Please note that I do not ship Dan Heng/March 7th romantically and I am torn on shipping him with the Trailblazer (that one's debatable), but I'll happily write them as a platonic dynamic. If you're interested in writing a ship with me, best come discuss it with me directly :)
SOCIAL POLITICS.I am against callout and cancel culture and do not engage in it. Callouts will not be reblogged - I curate my dashboard my own way and I have no interest in being dragged into other people's fights. I don't respect publicly hating on fictional ships, characters or portrayals. I will never harass anyone or shame them for the fictional things they choose to write, I simply avoid, blacklist or block what I don't want to see. I believe the RPC would be a better place if people tried to be more tolerant, respectful and kind to one another.
Graphic credit (for my Dan Feng banners)
Rules are subject to change. Thank you for reading this far! :)
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Sorry, but I can't hear the "I'm all three" bit
I really really really hope that the person or persons siting in front of the podium in the same room can corroborate that he actually says that.
But so far, in the recordings I listened to, he says: "I'm both". Like Introvert and Extrovert.
I think it's particularly odd if he just came out publicly like that. My reasoning:
1. He is an 47 YO man that has big portion of the fandom and public that are LGBTQ. Noting to loose if he decides to express himself.
2. He does not have any pressure at the moment in his life to make him burst like this in the middle of a casual chat with fans.
But, IF he was just trying to taste the waters with this, it's interesting that he did not put enough ENFASIS in the particular matter of bisexuality.
All I interpreted of the answering of that particular question, was that he is Bitrovert. He was just making a joke about BOTH WAYS of that spectrum. That was the subject, that's how Misha's brain works for what I had observed of every interaction with the public.
Remember...
I think he was about to say BONDING but his tongue and mischievous sense of humor slipped. He said this because it was a kind of playful way to say they will be having that prayer from Dean, followed by Cas confession. Again, because he jokes like that.
This recent slipp, I think it's because that's the humor he is use to have with friends, we learned for years that there will be always innuendo in his remarks or how he let the jokes end up meant to be. "Influence" anyone?
Now. Before someone start to send their furious: YOU ARE THE WORSE in my In box (that I hardly look over this days) Allow me to explain the follow:
In this cases I would really like for him, or anyone, to be very specific about this issue. I would like to hear him say: Yes I'm bisexual. Or, I enjoy sexual and or romantic entanglements with both sexes, or every sex.
But as it is right now... I think for the recordings alone, it's just assuming that he came out.
I will love for him, if he would actually came out this way, to have an specific confirmation from his part. Probably there will be a follow up question about this day and his words. So, I wish the best of lucks for the one that wants to ACTUALLY ASK HIM PUBLICLY ABOUT HIS SEXUAL PREFERENCES.
I presume his aswer will be in the general None of your business "polite" deliverd in a very Misha way. Or just making another joke leaving it to the open.
For the record, and this is my opinion. I think he is Bisexual, for all the little hints he gave us so far. But is HIS PREROGATIVE to actually confirm this. For now we can use this spaces on SM (but not Tagging PLEASE!) to speculate and share our thoughts or conclusions like this posts I saw of many feeling genuinely validated for this. And I'm glad if this hint or dropped he let himself have like this served as a nice thing to consider for many others that want to express this but are having challenges still to do it openly.
Basically I'll be happy for Misha if he confirms being Bisexual and Bitrovert. Or announces that he is strickly into dicks now (have you seen the recent Jackles pictures 😱, I'm envious) . Or have and epiphany and now he announces he is into pink stockings and cowboys 🤠. Of course, only if he want to share this publicly.
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Strip Tease Tuesday
Pairings: mentioned Jalim & Rachel/Eric/Nick
Ive never posted fic publicly before so this is very new to me but I’m happy to participate! A little NSFW because yknow striptease Tuesday but nothing too explicit.
Even after two cups of coffee Rachel wasn’t awake yet. She probably needed to take a break from caffeine for a while since she could probably down a whole pot at this point and still be ready to crawl back into bed. She leaned over the counter and groaned, trying to rub the tiredness from her eyes when she perked up at the familiar chime of her phone. It was probably Eric or Nick asking her if they should bring anything on their way home from work.
The first beep was then followed by several other beeps in quick succession and she raised her brow at the small device before picking it up and flipping it open. To her surprise the most recent messages were from Kolchek. It’s not that they never spoke to one another, but him sending her a flurry of messages out of the blue was definitely odd since the man preferred calling.
“What the hell….?” What the hell was he on about? Taking another sip of her coffee she opened their messages and regretted it as her coffee shot out of her nose when her eyes landed on a picture of what was definitely a males lower body in a high waisted skirt and thigh high stockings, a thumb hooked into the hem of the fabric pulling it down enough just to barely show off what looked like lace panties hugging the man's hips. The attached message read “Can’t w8 to c u 2nite bby xoxo”
Rachel coughed and blew her nose out with a paper towel. Now she was wide awake. Of all the people she would have thought to be sending her a sexy text message Jason fucking Kolcheck was not one of them. God she was glad to be home alone right now because heaven forbid Eric or especially Nick were here and wanted to see what got her so worked up. She dared to open the rest of the messages because this must be some mistake, and she was proven right when she read the rest of Jason’s panicked messages.
Oh god I’m so sorry
I didn’t mean to send you that please delete it
It was for someone else
Don’t tell anyone please I’m so sorry
Rachel let out a sigh of relief because thank god that was not meant for her. Her Nick and Eric were still getting into the swing of being in a three way. The last thing she needed was another marine falling for her. She looked back at the photo and had to admit Jason did have some nice thighs and looked like he was pulling off that look way better than she could. She was almost kind of jealous. She could only assume that ‘someone’ equaled Salim since the two were sharing an apartment at the moment.
She quickly deleted the picture and texted Jason not to worry she wouldn’t say a word of this to anyone. Jason sent back another message thanking her and apologizing again. A mischievous smirk overcame her face and she bit her lip before texting back “cute skirt and panties btw he’ll love it.”
Meanwhile, Jason was lying on his stomach screaming into a pillow, face beet red and still dressed in his little outfit. He heard his phone go off again and read the final message from Rachel and wanted to snap his phone in half. Instead he sent her one final message before turning his phone off and throwing it across the room.
We aren’t friends anymore goodbye.
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《 Without Envy 》 storyboard 10 - concubine/sleeper agent!wwx & prince!lwj
Other snippets and storyboards can be found on [Master List]
Exactly 851 days - 2 years, 4 months and 11 days - after Wei Wuxian arrived at Gusu and began his mission as a sleeper agent, he was activated.
That chilly morning, he walked into the pastry shop - a front maintained by a decade-long Wen spy - a walk he'd done hundred of times on hundreds of mornings since he arrived. He breezed past the packaging counter, skipped through the faded cotton drapes, and rounded behind the back staircase to the room where Xue Yang always waited for him. Only this time, it was not just his candy-obsessed, murder-happy shidi, but a face he hadn't seen in many, many months. "...Shifu?" Wen Zhuliu's visit meant the end of his carefree days. It's time. That night, Wei Wuxian did not look at either Lan Wangji or Jiang Yanli when he bid "dianxia" and "Jiang-zhuzi" good night. He pretended to retire to bed early, after washing himself of his servant's exterior and donning his robes of night-black. He laid in the dark, waiting for time to pass, and reminded himself of his true purpose. He was never meant to care about these people; love these people. Jiang Yanli was not his doting foster sister; Lan Wangji was not his beloved wangye. I am Wei Wuxian of the great Qishan Wen. Nevernight is my home. I am a spy. Gusu is my enemy. Wei Wuxian kept his eyes closed, his breathing even, and his heartbeat slow. In the lonely quiet, he waited, and waited, and waited. Until the candlelight around the princely manor dimmed to nothing, until the night grew still and the moon shone bright and high in the dark, dark sky. Reaching under the floorboard beneath his bed, Wei Wuxian retrieved his life-long companion from its hiding place and released it from its sheath. "Hello, old friend." He whispered, stroking the blade edge. Suibian's steel glistened with cold malevolence in the stark, pale moonlight.
It would be another year before WWX's identity is discovered. During that time, he lived a double life. In the day, he was Lan Wangji's precious Wei Ying, and at night, he was the blade in Wen Ruohan's hand, stealing, killing and destroying on command. His assignments were not always murder; sometimes it required him to break into secure facilities and obtain copies of certain documents. He was never alone on these jobs; there was always someone convalescing with him from within. Slowly, he began to realize just how deep Wen Ruohan's spy network had infiltrated Gusu's foundation. In a way, it excited him, to know that the posturing and pretending would soon be over, that in the near future a quick war would sweep across the land and unite the two nations. In another way, it frightened him to the bones.
Wei Wuxian killed 37 individuals within the span of a year, 37 men and women of different ranks, status and stations. He did not always know why these people needed to die; in fact, he often didn't and preferred it that way. If he didn't know the motive, then he couldn't argue against the reason, and thus could go on believing that what Wen Ruohan did was ultimately for the betterment of everyone. The men of Gusu were weak - Wei Wuxian was always told - they were not fit to rule. The people of Gusu would be better served under a united empire. He repeated this statement to himself before every job, but over time, the mantra on his tongue began to lose its flavour.
In the meantime however, Lan Wangji and Jiang Yanli quickly formed a strong plan on how they wanted to live out the rest of their lives. Lan Wangji never quite enjoyed laying with women, but Jiang Yanli had just enough wickedness behind her demure exterior that things were... well, interesting. In any case, it was not long before she came to him all smiles and whispered the good news over luncheon .
"Truly?" Lan Wangji set down his chopsticks. "Hm uhm." Jiang Yanli dapped her mouth delicately. "Now, perhaps it's a good time to discuss how dianxia should go about winning A-Xian's affection. He's under the impression you've cast him aside on taishi's orders and has been giving him the cold shoulder." "I wasn't." Lan Wangji defended himself, distressed and slightly offended. "It's just, huangshu's been watching me like a hawk. I was afraid any further attempt to be closer to him would give my uncle reason to remove him from my household entirely." Jiang Yanli was sympathetic. "The summer hunt is in two week's time, and afterwards, since bixia always likes to finish the night on the river with fireworks, perhaps...." She let the sentence dangle, a knowing smile playing at her lips. Lan Wangji felt hope.
Unfortunately, a little hiccup happened before the hunt could take place. Jin Ziyan falsely believed that Wei Wuxian had fallen out of favour with Lan Wangji and was itching to show him his place. Poor Mo Xuanyu was caught in the middle. Jin Ziyan knew Wei Wuxian was an audacious one, but not so stupid that he could be easily goaded into committing a grave offence. Thus, Jin Ziyan planned to cause an incident in the garden whereby poor Mo Xuanyu would unwittingly "offend" him, and he would publicly announce a punishment that was harsher than necessary. He made sure that Jiang Yanli and Wei Wuxian were near by, as they usually took a mid-afternoon stroll after lunch. True to his predictions, Wei Wuxian could not stop himself for interfering on Mo Xuanyu's behalf. Then in their altercation, Jin Ziyan would fall into the pond, making it seem as though Wei Wuxian was the one who shoved him out of anger. Oh but a lowly servant shoving Hanguang-wang's deputy consort into the pond??! He was as good as dead. What's more, everything happened on the same afternoon that Lan Qiren was scheduled to visit Lan Wangji to discuss matters of court. If it was only Lan Wangji, Jin Ziyan knew Wei Wuxian would suffer little consequence, but taishi tolerated no insubordination or churlish behaviour of any kind.
Lan Qiren was incensed, livid, but he was not hasty to deal the punishment. Instead he turned to his nephew and asked, whilst fully knowing the answer, "Wangji, your household follows the regulations that govern all princely manors, does it not?" "It does, huangshu." "Then tell me what is the punishment reserved for a servant for daring to lay hands on a deputy consort and to cause physical harm to said consort?" "It....I - huangshu -" "What is the rule?" Lan Wangji knew very well that the punishment was death for any servant, maid or eunuch who dared to harm any member of the harem. But Wei Ying, his Wei Ying... "Wei Ying is very precious to Yanli and to Yunmeng-hou. As well..." Lan Wangji hesitated. "Yanli is with child again. It is still very early so we thought it best not to announce it lest we have a repeat of last time. It would not do to upset her at this time." Lan Qiren was extremely dissatisfied with his answer, but conceded for Jiang Yanli's sake. "I'm glad, Wangji, that you've found your way back to your proper companions. This Wei Wuxian clearly has been spoiled to the point of impropriety. His actions today are utterly unacceptable and cannot be allowed to go unpunished or else others would surely follow his example. Guards!" "Detain Wei Wuxian. Have him strung up on a post in the servants' courtyard and give him fifty lashes. No food nor drink. Sun or rain, he is not to be let down until dusk tomorrow." "Huangshu!" Lan Wangji's head buzzed, as though someone had struck him squarely in the temple. His chest felt tight, and his heart ached where it rebelled inside him. "Please -" "He has his life. That is mercy enough."
Wei Wuxian was stripped down to his trousers only and tied up to a post, his hands bound together above him and his bare feet never finding purchase on the ground no matter how he struggled. This fucking suck ass. Jin Ziyan you're a dead man. When all fifty lashes were dealt, even the guards were sweating through their robes. They left him dangling there in the blistering summer heat. A young maid dared to try and sneak him some water but was thwarted by an older momo. "What do you think you're doing, lassie? Did you not hear taishi, no food or drink until dusk tomorrow. Do you want lashes too? Go on! Go!" It rained hard all through the night, only easing up at dawn, but the aftermath of the storm left the air muggy and humid. Combined with the heat, it felt as though he was being steamed alive like a wheat bun. At some point during the second day, Wei Wuxian finally lost consciousness. He was not aware when Lan Wangji barged into the courtyard against Lan Qiren's explicit orders and cut him free.
Really tho, i just want this scene to happen (╹ڡ╹ ) "I'm sorry." Wei Wuxian blinked at Lan Wangji's hunched figure sitting at his bedside. "Whatever for? You saved me, dianxia." Lan Wangji, "But it was my attention that put you in such a position in the first place. Huangshu was looking for a reason to punish you since that day he saw us in my study." Wei Wuxian, "dianxia..." "I find you... lovely, Wei Ying," confessed Lan Wangji with a heavy sigh. His ears burned red not only with the embarrassment of a youth in love but with shame. "I wish for your company, even when you have no desire to be part of my harem. Now I know my mistake. I should have respected the boundaries. I should've known my attention on you would incite jealousy from the others, and as a servant, you have no means of protecting yourself. This is entirely my fault." Wei Wuxian's heart fluttered despite himself. He quickly shook his head. "No dianxia, please don't blame yourself -" Lan Wangji, "perhaps I should send you back to Jiang-fu; I'm sure Jiang-xiao-gongzi would be delighted to have your company back. You would be safe there." Jiang Wanyin had come to visit his sister the very next day after Wei Wuxian was sentenced to whipping. He was one of the most accomplishment young men of his generation, anticipated to be a great general. Nie Mingjue had thought highly of him and had expected great things from this youth. Though perhaps what the late feng-jun found truly commendable was Jiang Wanyin's complete lack of pretense and his short-fuse temper. That is to say, he did not hesitate to get in Lan Wangji's face. His sister would have chastised him, had she not been so preoccupied by her tears. Wei Wuxian, "Jiang...Jiang Cheng was here?" "He was, and he was very upset about your condition. He left many fine medicine and ointments for you." Lan Wangji sighed again. "I shall speak with Yanli. If she is amenable, then I shall make arrangements for you to go back to Jiang-fu. You would not have to put up with me any longer." Lan Wangji stood up. Wei Wuxian grasped his sleeve immediately. In that moment, he could not tell if his panic was derived from his worry that he would not be able to complete his assignment if Lan Wangji were to send him away or if he simply did not wish to part with the prince. "Dianxia - I - I don't want to leave. I - it's true I had once rejected you, but...would you think less of me if I said your attention … hasn't been unwanted for a while, that I have come to enjoy them." At Lan Wangji's widened eyes, Wei Wuxian continued quickly. "You need not give me anything, no elevation, no rank. I don't care about any of that. I am a man, I have no ability to give you children. Nor do I have any family who would benefit from your continued favour of me. I am an orphan, dianxia, I have no place to go. I just....don't send me away. Please let me stay! I'm not afraid of Jin Ziyan, or taishi, or anything!" Lan Wangji sat back down. His hand trembled when he laid it on top of Wei Wuxian's. "Wei Ying...?" Wei Wuxian smiled, still radiant despite his pale complexion. "Dianxia -" "Lan Zhan. No more dianxia, I only want to hear you call me by my name." Wei Wuxian flushed pink. The blush was real, as was the pleased little smile he tried to hide. "Lan Zhan, Wei Ying is yours, if you still want him." The worst part of that was that he meant it. Just the mere thought of being held by Lan Wangji, of being kissed by him, of... so many other wonderful possibilities, made Wei Wuxian want to hide his flaming face into his pillow. Lan Wangji smiled. Quietly, he lifted Wei Wuxian's hand and pressed a kiss to the inner side of his wrist. "Rest, I will be right here." Wei Wuxian felt his treacherous little heart soar: oh no … oh no no no no ….. (Xue Yang's voice in narration: and it was in this moment, that Wei Wuxian knew, he fucked up.) The cruellest thing Wei Wuxian ever did was give Lan Wangji hope knowing that one day he would take it all away.
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So, I can’t believe I actually need to do this and this crap is still going on.
As some of you guys might remember, a number of users publicly spoke about how they had been repeatedly harassed by a user by the AO3 pen name Hordika.
At the time, I elected to keep quiet about my personal run-ins with this person. I’d had some but they paled in comparison to what others had experienced and I generally prefer to avoid drama on this blog. I posted some memes and supported my friends, but that was as much as I wanted to involve myself.
However, it seems someone is not content to just let people live their lives.
Recently, an account started reblogging my posts. I didn’t notice anything strange about that until someone showed me a screeching rage post sent to another blog. I recognised the user name and went to that blog and was surprised to see that almost all they had done was reblog my stuff. That got my attention. (They have 12 posts on their account, 10 of which are reblogging my stuff).
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Their own blog posts were ridiculous strawman arguments that I’d seen before from the sock/alt accounts of the harasser. Opinions they’d accused me of having because I dared disagree with them.
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Someone sending vicious anons to anyone sounded like an ass I don’t want reblogging my stuff, so I blocked the account.
I don’t know if the fandom harasser was trying (badly) to pretend to be me or was trying to poison my stuff by association, but they seemed to change tactics after I blocked them.
Today, they reblogged a post and outright said they were @uneryx.
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This is categorically untrue.
I spoke privately to @uneryx about this weird account days before any of this went down and it is so clearly not her. For anyone to believe otherwise is legitimately shocking to me. DB is way smarter than that. Additionally, it would be totally illogical for anyone to create a sock and then... admit they are the sock? To what end? It makes no sense.
I have one account one Tumblr. This is it. I don’t send pathetic passive aggressive or outright aggressive anons to people I disagree with. I generally just don’t interact with takes I disagree with. I’m not here for discourse. I’m here to have fun and chill out.
I do have alternate accounts on Reddit. One is so I can chat on the fanfic sub without people going to my fics (for whatever reason).
The other was specifically to avoid Hordika coming into my anons and harassing me. Which is exactly what he did minutes after I deliberately used my main to interact with one of the 20+ Reddit sock/alts.
Interacting on my main was a test Hordika immediately failed. No sooner had I responded to them on my main Reddit account than I got these bullshit asks.
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And as I’m sure you know, Hordika, I was not banned from reddit. YOU were. (Not that this stopped you making more socks/alts, Sufficient_Slice9853 and FantasticAstronaut73). In fact, the Dragon Prince sub brought in a rule to auto delete comments from new accounts because they were tired of your shit. So, like, cool, I guess? Well done.
This person is making fandom very unfun. As others have said before, I recommend blocking them. They constantly make socks/alts to continue harassing people, so it’s an on-going process unfortunately. I would recommend at the very least deleting obvious bad faith asks. And even potentially bad faith asks. It’s not worth giving them a platform, in my opinion. If their own takes can’t stand alone, that’s telling enough.
And Hordika, please, dude, please. Get a productive hobby. Stop trying to start drama between people. It is beyond pathetic at this point.
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Hi! Sorry if I'm bothering you, just wanted to ask you something. My sister saw a while ago your costum Joe and Nicky funko pops and she fell in love with them, her birthday is next month and I wanted to try to re-create your funkos to gift them to her. You did a wonderful job with those funkos so I was wondering if you could help me with this. Like I don't know where to get "Joe's" body. I tried to create a sculpture for Nicky's and it kinda works, but Joe's scimitar is too difficult, so I wanted to just buy the funko. I don't want to be disrespectful because I understand that those are your own works, if you don't want to tell me I understand that. You can send me a private message If you don't want to answer publicly. Thank you for your time!
Ohmygosh, no, not disrespectful at all, I’m humbled and I would love to help!
Ok, so. Prepare for word vomit, sorry. I think I put some of this in a post already, so if I’m repeating myself, I apologize, just wanna have it all in one place for ya!
So Nicky was just Darcy from Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. He’s super cheap. I found him on eBay for $9ish. He’s already got a gun and a sword, so yay! He is wearing a hammer on his belt, but I just used an exacto-knife to slice off the hammer portion, and then used worbla to make it look like a holster (Worbla is a heat-activated sculpting plastic, but you could probably use air-dry clay just as easily, and they sell that at Walmart). His hair and clothing was already the right color, but I used acrylic paint to paint the sword and gun. I believe he’s wearing a tail coat, so I sliced that off to make it just look like a jacket. (Pro-tip: trying to slice through hard plastic is a nightmare, and you’re more likely to cut yourself. If you aim a hot hair dryer on it for a minute or so, it softens the plastic, and makes it like butter. But please PLEASE be careful. And don’t panic if his legs fall off when you do that, it happened to me. It actually makes cutting the coat easier. Then you can just super glue his ass back on, lol).
On to Joe, who is a bit more complicated.
Joe is two pops put together. The body is “future trunks” from Dragon Ball Z, around $7, and the head is Pedro from Shazam, about the same price. The head was very important, because I needed the skin tone. He also has that nice lustrous beard, so bonus points. Obviously Trunks is white, so you’ll have to paint his hands, but it wasn’t too difficult, since it’s not a large area. There are lots of tutorials on YouTube on how to remove Funko heads and put them on another, and they’ll probably explain it better than I can. This one does a pretty good job. I recommend doing all of your painting BEFORE putting the head on, because getting between the head and shoulders is really tough.
Trunks’s sword is a broad sword, not a scimitar, but I just drew on the sword with a pencil the general shape of the scimitar, heated up the plastic with a hair dryer, and cut it to shape with the exacto-knife. Again, please be careful, always cut away from yourself, and preferably on a cutting board or thick piece of cardboard. And be wary of taking off too much. You can always shave away at it if you don’t take enough off, but you can’t bring any back.
Then comes the painting. I did the kill floor costume, which is a grey shirt (I think), a black tactical vest, dark green trousers (I think), and black boots. Trunks isn’t wearing a vest so you really just have to eyeball it. And don’t panic if you make mistakes, acrylic is water-soluble, so you can remove it with a wet brush pretty easily. Or just paint over it with the adjacent color. You will need a very small detail brush to get the vest done past his thicc arms. I wish I was at home right now, I could give you the exact brand and colors I bought from Walmart, but I’m currently at work. If you’re interested, I will look when I get home and message you!
I think that’s it! If you have any questions, feel free to ask me, I would be so happy to help! And good luck!
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3 I don't think jk feels that way. He loves to protect jm why would he want jm to take even more heat by making things clearer to the fans? Not to mention except nibbling on jm's ear, tatoos & gcfs are not a clear indication of what jk feels he also hides behind art (wich is very subjective) to express his feelings and even denied jm being his main model. Even V has been more direct about writing songs about jm. So for him to be frustrated with jm would be unfair & hypocritical which idt jk is.
This post you mean??
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I didn't feel the need to get into it directly because everything you said in here is based off of a misinterpretation of my post- the post in response to the Anon who said there seems to be a strain on Jikook's relationship, for context.
I never said or implied your premise, ergo your entire argument is pointless? Lol. If I had to respond to it, it would have been 'No. You didn't understand it correctly.'
Maybe you should read over it again?
I mean, no one else seem to have had that impression in the comments apart from you?What is it in that post that gave you that impression? Maybe I should read over it too... Damn.
I simply pointed out in response to the Anon, that JK seems much reserved in the way that he expresses himself towards Jimin mostly post JM's birthday. Which may or may not confirm my earlier suspicions about the whole JM birthday saga- which as I said, again, I don't want to make conclusive statements on because it's an on going phase and so it's a bit hard to reconstruct the timeline.
I said and meant and intended to mean, that if JM and the company or even BTS had expressed disapproval on JK wanting to post on JM's birthday then JK choosing not to express himself openly in regards to JM in the aftermath would be understandable. Jk seems like the all or nothing kinda guy to me- I've been saying.
They are either treating the glass closet as a glass closet or not. Which would mean JK stops his bold gestures and expressions towards JM and JM stops publicly doting on JK and expressing himself towards him in the way that he does.
But if JM is going to dot on him openly and express himself openly with regards to JK, then JK should be allowed to do the same- however way he prefers.
I didn't say I felt JK is frustrated because Jimin does whatever you are saying. All I said is I feel he gotta be frustrated if he cannot express himself the way that he wants to- especially given his personality and his background.
He often talks about not being censored much growing up as a kid and so he is used to having his way and doing things the way he wants.
My point being that Jimin expresses a certain level of 'nervousness' sometimes with the way JK expresses himself with regards to him. Especially since JK's 'bold' moves often times scratches against their glass closet to the point it can be considered 'outing.'
Jk posting on JM's birthday when he hasn't done that for anyone in the group since Jin's birthday last year would have been borderline "outing" considering. And as I said, I don't think that would have sat well with either Jimin or the group or even BigHit because it would raise a lot of brows and have people questioning whether there's more to Jikook's relationship.
Frankly, as I pointed out, given the circumstances people would raise questions over whomever he chooses to post for next regardless, especially if he doesn't post for anyone else after that- it would be world war Z up in these streets I tell ya. Lol.
JK has had his passions sabotaged over the years- his GCFs I mean, and this was one of the means he had to express his authentic self and his raw feelings as a person and as an artist. Expressing his feelings clearly is important to him as much as recieving.
And if he cannot express himself with regards to the person he loves in the way that he wants then that's got to be frustrating to him, in my opinion.
And when you think that the person he loves can get away with blurting out things like that 'the best thing in his life is waking up to see his boyfriend's face in the morning' in a middle of an interview then you'd understand what I mean.
The members booed at JM for that yes, but I don't think had JK said that, that they would have had the same reaction to him- did you see their reaction when Jk blurted out 'arrest me' when Jimin said he wanted to be a police officer or something?
That doesn't mean JM doesn't make similar bold moves that are equally risqué in regards to JK. Just saying he often gets away with it because majority of the fandom don't take him seriously at all, lol. They often dismiss his moves towards JK as fanservice or tie it to his "naturally kind and affectionate" personality.
As to whether that is fair or not- honestly I don't care. Lol. I'm more interested in observing their interactions to try to understand the motivations behind their actions and behaviors- which again, are all just theory and assumptions.
Honestly, I don't impose my judgment on Jikook's actions in that way. If I had to, I'll just say they are both wrong and they are both right and all is fair in love and war. Because I sort of understand the motivations behind these actions even if they are just theory.
But I don't do the JK vs JM business- which is what it seems you are doing here?
I keep saying they both have valid needs. JK's needs are not less valid than JM's needs. Neither is JM's needs less Valid. They both have valid motivations for the choices that they make. From my perspective.
They both have downsides and upsides and I am well aware of it. I just don't mind. I mean, they are human in every sense of the word.
JK fuming whenever someone breathes near JM but he himself being Mr roaming hands premium is double standards. If you don't want Jimin touching others don't touch others. It's as simple as that. JM playing Mr 'I'm available never been wed' when he knows damn well he is in a committed relationship with Mr double standards roaming hands premium is foul play.
They both suck. Lol.
Yet I don't mind at all. I love them regardless.
Besides, as I said, from the feed back I got it seems you were the only one who had that impression? I would have made a post to clarify it sooner if I sensed from the responses that two or more people had had similar impressions of it.
I usually don't hold myself responsible for other's comprehension skills and it didn't seem like you were asking for clarification either? May be next time ask for clarification if you are uncertain about anything instead? I don't know. Just do whatever makes you happy I guess.
There were certain statements you made in here that I found interesting regardless- the part dismissing JK's means of expressing himself but claiming V exresses his intentions better through his art....
You think may be V is able to talk openly about writing songs inspired by Jimin because there is nothing there to hide and his song lyrics aren't indicative of nothing?
I'm sorry but Friends seems like a very friend zoned conversation than a confession of romantic feelings to me.
I don't think JK wants to write a song about how Jimin is his bestfriend- Jimin would skin him alive. In my opinion. Lol.
Plus, when Tae tried to make a duet with Jimin the company (producer) allegedly didn't green light that project- I wonder why. Smirk.
Even as friends, there seems to be a limit they are allowed to go with their artistic expressions.
In JK's case, well Jimin have said he isn't really good at expressing his emotions and JK have admitted in recent times- in his Be Weverse Magazine interview that he is not particularly great at writing everything he wants to express.
Personally, before I heard him say this, I often felt he seemed to hold himself back a lot from fully expressing himself through his lyrics. He has a broad range of musical experience and honestly a rich lyrical palette from his various song recommendations throughout the years and I expected more from him when it came to his lyricism and expressions.
I don't take his lyrics for granted though because it is still one of the means through which he expresses his authentic self and after reading this bit about him, chilee I'm gone treat his lyrics like the gospel. Sorry Jesus. Lol.
I don"t know but perhaps he waters down on his expressions through his lyrics too- I mean there is only so much he can say without letting people into his inner psyche?
Dude had to sneak Stay past JM. Lmho. He's so cute.
The point I'm making is, you can't claim it is unfair for JK to use his art as cover to express his feelings for Jimin and then in the same breath praise another member expressing his feelings for Jimin through his art.
And the part about JM going out of his way and taking risks to break JK"s walls in their earlier dynamic... who asked him? Lol.
No seriously, who put him on that mission? He has his own Jikook agenda. I don't think he was doing JK a favor. Do you? I find that narrative problematic. Jimin is not a charity case. JK is not his 'console"ation price.
I don't think JK feels indebted to JM and I don't think he should. That's not love. I don't think Jimin wants his pity either. Again, that's not love.
Then the bit about JK protecting JM. I think I addressed it already. JM has a duty to protect JK as much as JK has a duty to protect him.
If him expressing his love for Jimin the way he wants to is him not protecting Jimin, then JM equally openly expressing his feelings for JK is him not protecting JK.
I won't hold this over you though because your response is based off of a misinterpretation.
Please let's not do the whole JK vs JM thingy next time. I get that a lot from my fellow PJMs here. Jikook are not enemies.
I had to respond to this because you said something about it not being fair that I didn't post the original Ask.
Please bare in mind you are Anonymous and it's hard to ask for clarification and stuff from y'all when I don't understand anything about the posts and comments you send in.
But at your end, I think you are in a better position to quote me and ask for clarifications if you want one. You don't have to. But I think it makes it easier to have certain conversations.
I enjoyed your thoughts. I haven't read them all yet but I will.
Stay safe. I purple you.
Signed,
GOLDY
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muertawrites · 4 years
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Two Halves - Chapter Nine (Zuko x Reader)
Part Eight
Word Count: 3,200
Previously: The Dai Li staged an attack on the refugee district of Ba Sing Se, during which the Firelady killed an agent to stop him from assaulting a young girl. Her life was threatened by another agent, and after the attack, she and Zuko had an argument about her need for his protection, during which he admitted how much he cares for her. (and that’s what you missed on glee)
Warning: This chapter mentions details of violence and attempted assault. Reader discretion is advised. 
Author’s Note: Aaaand we’re back! I’m glad I took the week off last week; I’m feeling much better (which doesn’t mean much but) and am slowly getting back into the swing of writing regularly. Hopefully next week I’ll have a one shot to post, or at the very least, will get around to writing the second part of Lunar New Year. I’ve also got some *chef’s kiss* immaculate Sokka content going up on Monday (which may or may not already be available on my Patreon 👀). 
~ Muerta
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Over the next few days, dozens of meetings are held. Despite relentless hours spent digging, Kuei’s intelligence agents can find no clear motive for the attack, other than to disrupt the peace that’s settled over Ba Sing Se since the end of the war. 
“It's perplexing,” Kuei tells you during one of these meetings. “The Dai Li have never been outwardly violent; their crimes are always kept very hushed as a way of keeping the city under their control. This type of attack is out of character for them.” 
“You're sure there wasn't a shift in leadership?” you attempt. “A change in tactics? A coup, even?” 
Kuei shakes his head, staring grave faced down at the scrolls before him. 
“No,” he affirms. “Even our informants within the Dai Li are confused by the choice to act so publicly.” 
Aang diverts his trip to the Northern Air Temple back to the city, and Suki comes from Kyoshi Island with a group of warriors to lend a hand, Sokka in tow; when they arrive at the palace, he forgoes any type of formal greeting to the Earth King in favor of capturing you in his arms, hugging you as though he intends to cave in your ribs. 
“Oh, thank the Spirits you're okay,” he gasps. “We’re moving to the Fire Nation and I’m never letting you out of my sight again.” 
“Sokka, please,” Suki chides, placing a hand on your shoulder. “She nearly beheaded a guy - she doesn't need you chaperoning her.” 
While Sokka fusses over your safety, refusing to be apart from you for more than an hour at a time (unless Zuko, Suki, or Aang are present), Suki and Aang jump right into giving you a bit of proper combat training - Suki gives you one of the signature fans of the Kyoshi Warriors, teaching you the basics of using it for defense, and Aang instructs you in chi blocking, showing you how a few swift jabs in precise places can incapacitate an enemy without injury. 
“I actually learned it from an old friend of Zuko’s,” Aang confesses as you train in the empty ballroom. “She outwitted us more than once when we were kids.” 
“Ty Lee is terrifying,” Zuko admits from where he sits propped against a pillar, sharpening one of his swords as he watches your lesson. “I'm glad my sister never had more influence on her.”
After your fight the night of the attack, Zuko takes a step back in his protectiveness of you. He no longer insists you be sheltered, instead allowing you to define your own limits of how chivalrous you need him to be; he seems more concerned over your mental health, inquiring multiple times a day about your feelings in the wake of nearly losing your life and taking another. You keep yourself together in public, refusing to show anything that could be used against you as weakness, but when alone with your friends - Zuko especially - you let your vulnerability slip, unable even in wearing a brave face to go about your days with the same shine you usually do. You wake Zuko more than once in the middle of the night due to a nightmare, which begins a ritual of you discussing things that make you happy before bed. He's just as bothered by the unrest as you are, a fact he doesn't hide from you. 
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To the dismay of everyone in the palace, it isn't just your friends that arrive to help with damage control - the international affairs committee hears of your actions during the attack and drops everything, sending diplomats to participate in Kuei’s meetings. Luckily, it's Advisor Sung who shows up instead of Advisor Qiang, and you're thankful to have the more even-tempered man to oppose. 
“They're supposed to be on my side,” you remark to Kuei as you walk to one of the palace courtrooms together, on your way to a hearing about the raid - specifically, about the man you killed during it. “I feel like I shouldn't have to fight my own council while also trying to defend myself from everyone else.” 
“If it's any consolation, most people in the Earth Kingdom support you,” he responds, affectionately patting your arm. “Zuko has done a great deal to help us rebuild since the war, and they admire your bravery to act alongside him. Plus, I'm the king - I make the rules here, whether your advisors like it or not.” 
You grin lopsidedly at him, hooking your arm with his. 
“Run away with me, Kuei,” you teasingly propose. “Let’s build a house in the desert; you and Zuko can be my harem.” 
Kuei laughs and rests his hand over yours, bringing your knuckles to his lips in a friendly kiss. 
“We need your good trouble here, my dear,” he tells you. “I also am not keen on the idea of being a concubine - your husband looked quite ready to execute me when we danced together, and I prefer to be on his good side.” 
Inside the courtroom, a group of Kuei’s legal and affairs advisors gather beside Advisor Sung and his aides, all of them speaking in hushed tones. Toph and Zuko sit together to one side of the room with a few members of Kuei’s guard, having been gathered as witnesses. A young girl sits alone a few feet away from them, flanked by an older couple who each have an arm around her; you recognize her as the girl you saved the day of the raid. 
“Your Majesty,” the presiding judge announces upon your arrival, bowing low as his fellows follow suit. “Shall we begin the hearing with your statement?” 
“Yes, I believe we shall,” Kuei replies. He takes his place at the head of the room while you lower yourself beside Zuko; your husband silently tucks his hand into yours, giving it a gentle squeeze. 
“Please describe the events of the Dai Li raid,” the judge states; beside him, a scribe scribbles shorthand on a blank scroll. “Specifically, your part in it and what you witnessed the Firelady do during it.” 
“Dai Li agents were looting businesses and attacking civilians,” Kuei describes. “Firelord Zuko and Toph Beifong set to subduing the delegates of the raid while the Firelady and I rode through the district to incapacitate as many agents as we possibly could.” 
“Did you discuss beforehand whether or not you intended to inflict serious harm on the attackers?” the judge asks, politely raising a hand to pause the king. 
“No,” Kuei answers. “The situation was urgent and there was no time.” 
“Were you armed?” 
“I was not - the Firelady used a katana in its sheath as a means of rendering any attackers we encountered immobile.” 
“Did you ever see the Firelady unsheathe the katana or use its blade?” 
“Only once.” 
“Please describe the incident.” 
Kuei clears his throat, purposely keeping his gaze fixed on the wall behind the judge and legal council.
“I believe she saw them before I did,” he begins, sounding distant and disjointed. “A Dai Li agent had a teenage girl pinned to a nearby building, with what seemed to be the intent to assault her; the Firelady unsheathed the katana and slit the agent’s throat to prevent him from doing so.” 
“What gave you the impression that the agent intended to assault the girl?” the judge calmly questions. 
“He had her dress pulled up over her waist,” Kuei responds; he knots his hands into the fabric of his robes, so subtly you're not sure anyone else notices, “and his trousers had been dropped around his thighs.” 
“Do you believe there is anything else the Firelady could have done to incapacitate the attacker?” 
“No; anything else would have risked injuring the girl due to the… intimate nature of their position.” 
“What did the Firelady do after slitting the Dai Li’s throat?” 
“She took the girl to a safer area of the street. A group of residents had gathered in an unbothered storefront - she rode with the girl and deposited her there.” 
“Thank you,” the judge concludes, bowing respectfully. “That is all the information we need.” 
Kuei nods as one of the legal advisors hands him a stack of papers, quickly shuffling through them before speaking up. 
“We’ll interview the guard next, if you agree,” he says.
For the next two hours, members of the guard - as well as Zuko and Toph - are interrogated, each giving their own account of the events of the raid. Toph, surprisingly, keeps her cool during the grilling, but one of the advisors pushes the wrong buttons when asking Zuko about his choice to not only allow you to come with him, but to take part in protecting the citizens of Ba Sing Se. 
“You believed it was a good idea,” the advisor presses, “to let your wife - a woman with absolutely no combat training - defend civilians not under the care of her own government against an invasive attack?” 
“Of course not,” Zuko replies. “But she’s my wife. My responsibility as a husband is to keep her away from harm while also keeping her by my side. It was either fight the leaders of the Dai Li beside her or send her with the Earth King. I chose what was safest for her. I'd even say she performed well, given her lack of experience.” 
“You truly believe that?” the advisor needles. 
“How many men attempted to kill the people of Ba Sing Se the day of the attack?” Zuko counters with his own question. 
“Forty-seven,” the advisor quips. “Not including the leader and his right hand.”  
“And how many civilians died?” Zuko prods. 
The advisor falls silent, his expression dropping in vexed defeat as he swallows heavily. 
“... None,” he mutters. 
Zuko keeps his blank, piercing expression fixed on the advisor, saying nothing; after a tense moment, the man announces that he has no more questions. 
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Eventually, the girl you saved is called to make her statement. She paces to her seat before the king with nervous, trembling steps, tears welling in the corners of her eyes. 
Advisor Sung approaches her, the Earth Kingdom legal team having decided they have enough evidence to deliberate if a sentence needs to be handed to you; the Fire Nation, however, needing more information to defend their Firelady against any wrongdoing - a stance you feel they won't be quick to take. 
“Bulan Ngo,” Advisor Sung addresses her, his tone even and measured. “Can you please describe what happened to you the day of the Dai Li’s demonstration?” 
The girl swallows, parting her lips and closing them as if unsure to speak; when she does find her words, her voice is timid. 
“A… a group of agents... came into our apothecary,” she attempts, looking into her lap. “They took us out into the street… me and my mother. One of them… one of them s-said… I was pretty… and another… suggested he ‘try’ me…” 
“What happened then?” 
Bulan’s chin quivers. A single tear rolls down her cheek. 
“He took me to the alley,” she whispers. “And he undressed me.” 
“Did he touch you anywhere that made you feel uncomfortable?”
She nods, shutting her eyes tightly. 
“He put his hand between my legs.” 
“Did he penetrate you?” 
“N… no… his pants were… he took his pants down, though.” 
“Do you remember what happened next?” 
“He pushed me onto the wall.” 
At this point, nobody in the courtroom breathes, and you have to strain to hear what she says. Not far from you, her father draws in a sharp breath as he brings a hand to his mouth, trying in vain to cover up a sob. 
“Did he say anything else to you?” Advisor Sung asks. 
“He… he said… he wanted… he was going to… ‘fuck me good’... he told me,” Bulan manages. Tears pour from her eyes. “And… and then I… his neck was cut. I was covered in blood...” 
“Did that scare you? When the Firelady attacked him?” 
“I…” 
Bulan heaves in, shaking her head. 
“I don't know… I was scared already... I… I don't know…” 
“Did you know the Dai Li agent was dead?” 
“Y-yes… I saw his body… as the Firelady took me away…” 
“What did he look like?” 
“Stop.”
You spring from your place beside Zuko, fists clenched.
You hadn't meant to, but you screamed the word at Advisor Sung. Bulan flinches at the sound, her shoulders seeming to fold in on themselves as she begins to sob, holding a hand over her face to obscure the shrill gasps of her weeping. 
“My lady?” Sung questions, startled. 
“Stop,” you repeat. “She's upset. You already made her tell you every last detail of the wretched things that monster did to her - she doesn't need to tell you anything else. Let her go. Question somebody else.” 
Advisor Sung stares at you for a moment, the muscle beneath his left eye twitching; he looks as if he’s on the verge of glaring at you, but he draws back, his features softening as he nods. 
“Of course,” he secedes. “Your Majesty?” 
“You have enough,” Kuei snaps. He's moved from his throne, come to Bulan’s side and wrapped a comforting arm around her shoulders; he coaxes her onto her feet, returning her to the safety of her parents. “That’s all I’ll allow you to take from my people.” 
“I’ll finish the statement,” Bulan’s mother chimes in. She cuts into Advisor Sung with a searing, steady gaze, positioning herself in front of her family. “That woman saved my daughter.” 
She points to you, setting her jaw as water lines the edges of her eyes. 
“My daughter is only thirteen. Her pain isn't for the man who violated her. None of us mourn for him. We mourn the innocence he took from her. We are thankful he didn't take more. If he had done so, I would have rather he killed her - it would have been more merciful than forcing her to live with the memory. The Firelady saved my only child from a horrible fate. As her subjects, you should revere her for that.” 
Bulan’s mother is crying by the end of her speech, silent tears that drench her skin and make her words fiercer. She turns to you and bows, lowering herself completely to the ground. When she stands once more, Kuei gives her permission to leave the courtroom, sending the members of the guard that were interviewed to escort the family home. 
“This hearing is dismissed,” he announces, glowering at Advisor Sung. “The Earth Kingdom will press no charges.” 
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Zuko slams the sitting room door into its slot against the opposite wall, the sound ricocheting down the corridor you just came through. He rips his headpiece out of place, tossing it into the nearby cushions as he roughly runs one of his palms through his hair. 
“What the hell was that?” he barks. “What were they trying to do? It’s the kind of behavior my father encouraged! I thought I got rid of it!” 
He flings himself back onto a nearby chaise, his hand covering his face as he pinches the bridge of his nose. You collect his headpiece from the floor, setting it on the serving table in the center of the room before lowering yourself beside him; your hands find their way to his chest of their own volition, rubbing gentle, calming circles over his pectorals and down his abdomen. 
“It's only been ten years since the war ended,” you remind him. “People like Sung grew up with your father’s influence ingrained in them - it’ll take another hundred years for it to go away.” 
Zuko sighs, turning his head to look up at you. 
“I should sack him,” he suggests. 
“No,” you retort. “That won't solve the problem, either. Sung’s a good man, he just has some questionable people guiding him. Once he's out on his own, we’ll be able to bring him around.” 
Zuko sits up, fixing you with a concerned, pensive stare; your hand still rests on his chest, settled into the space just below where his shoulder meets his neck. 
“That's not what's bothering you,” you observe. 
“The Dai Li who attacked you,” Zuko explains. “He called me ‘Zuzu’. That was my sister’s nickname for me when we were kids.” 
You knit your brows. 
“But… how would he…?” 
“She worked with the Dai Li during the war. They helped her conquer the city.” 
Zuko takes your hand in his, locking his fingers with yours. 
“You think she's behind this,” you conclude. 
“It's possible,” he admits. “Azula is manipulative. Uncle was right when he said my father would have just killed us, but Azula… She knows how to destroy things from the inside. She's good at it.” 
You raise your free hand to his cheek, running your thumb over the damaged skin on the peak of his cheekbone; his eye, glassy and clouded the color of a full moon, stares vacantly back at you. 
“... I might have to execute my sister,” he mutters. 
You shake your head, the hand clasped within his moving to cup the other side of his face. 
“You will not do that,” you assure him. “You aren't Ozai, Zuko; you don't have to love your family, because Spirits know they don't deserve it, but you're strong enough to overcome them without resorting to the cruelty your father did. He only got his power because of your grandfather - he was weak. You've earned your own place as Firelord.” 
Zuko swallows hard; you watch the bone in his neck quiver as he does. It's then that you realize just how close you are to him, your faces only inches apart, your noses almost touching. One of his hands rests at your waist. He licks his lips, and you can't stop your mind from wondering how they would taste pressed against yours. 
He pulls away, his fingers tucking the braid that rests to the left of your face behind your ear. 
“You're right,” he whispers. Tears brim over his lower lashes, threatening to spill. “I'm not my father.” 
“Knock, knock!” 
The moment is broken by Kuei’s entrance, his knuckles rapping against the frame of the sitting room door as he steps through the threshold. He backs up a little when he notices the intimate position you're in, his cheeks pinkening with embarrassment. 
“Oh, I'm sorry,” he sputters. “I just wanted to let you know that lunch is ready - Mushi came from the Dragon to cook for us.” 
You turn to smile at the Earth King, standing to block Zuko from his view so that he can collect himself, wiping the water from his eyes. 
“Thanks, Kuei,” you say. “We’ll be there soon - keep some dumplings warm for us!” 
Kuei bashfully grins, nodding as he retreats into the hallway. Zuko paces up behind you, placing a hand to the small of your back. 
“I'm fine,” he murmurs. His lips brush your temple in a chaste, tender kiss, which you feel all the way down your stomach and into your core. “Let's go.” 
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For the rest of your stay in the Earth Kingdom, Zuko keeps close to you; there isn't a moment when you're together that he doesn't have an arm at your waist or your hand cradled in his. Your friends all notice, shooting you teasing, knowing glances whenever they catch your eye. 
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SHINAUS 2K MILESTONE EVENT
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theme ➵ love letters
a/n: i just wanted to give another quick thank you for 2k, i appreciate the support you’ve all given me more than anything and i hope to keep putting out content you’ll all enjoy! i love you 🥺💛
tracker ➵ asks open: 38 letters, 4 texts
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➵ i plan on using two different formats for this, so below i’ll be giving a rundown for each one as well as how to go about asking for it!
choice one: a love letter in your ask box from the character of your choosing
➵ for this, all you have to do is send me an ask off anon asking for a love letter, then whichever character of your choosing coinciding with my rules!
➵ depending on the quantity i get, i’ll be sending one at minimum which is subject to change! if they are to be more than one, you can also instead ask for one but from a few characters instead of continuous ones from a singular!
➵ be sure to let me know if you’re like anything in particular for the letter, e.g. some encouragement or in the form of a confession!
➵ i won’t be replying to the asks since it means i can keep a note of them and also keep your blogs from being posted publicly, so feel free to share whatever you would like with me as it will be confidential!
➵ please make sure that if you’d like a love letter that your ask box is open!
choice two: text replies
➵ this format is the same that are used in social media au’s, but i’ll be using it in a different kind of way
➵ for this choice, all you have to do is send me an ask (can be on or off anon) asking any questions to a character you would prefer!
➵ the reply to your ask will be a screenshot of a text from that character, answering whatever questions you have for them
➵ this can also be if you just want to talk to that character or have anything to tell them, basically it’s your chance to converse with them hehe
➵ if you’d like to ask a certain group of people something, for example karasuno high or the bakusquad - it’ll come in a group chat format!
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➵ you can also request both! though i would ask that you send two separate asks for each one, just so i have one to reply to
➵ if you have any questions or concerns about anything mentioned then feel free to send me an ask or direct message - either works for me hehe
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whenwegounnoticed · 4 years
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My Turn To Talk About VioletVineyard, MVCreates, and the Glaring Problems of Power Imbalances.
Introduction
I have been on the fence about talking about my experiences, on one hand, because one of her mods and I are or maybe were (?) friends, and I valued their friendship but in recent light, I don’t know and because I want my main to be a safe place for other writeblrs and because I am afraid.
I was in VioletVineyard at the beginning of it -- and being in it did not feel good for reasons I could never put my finger on.
Let's talk about me and who I am first without giving myself away:
I have a disorder that makes expressing myself difficult, this is due to childhood trauma and a form of self preservation. My wording will be clunky because only recently, with the help of amazing friends, I'm learning the right verbage.
Now. Some of you will know who I am. Hello. Please keep me anonymous. Some of you might have a guess. Hello. Surprised? Maybe you're wrong. I don't know, I'm not in your head just as you're not in mine.
I have screenshots for some stuff and none for others. These are all personal experiences.
I will not be sharing the screenshots of those who were victims to respect their privacy.
Please bear with me. I know this will be long and rambly, but it’s how I make sense of my thoughts and brain.
VioletVineyard: Questionable Reality
I joined VV at the start of it, although it was already pretty big. I was excited! I admired many writeblrs who were in there and wanted to be friends with many of them. They were all so welcoming. And I felt, for a hot minute, like I belonged.
It was sprint of my freshman semester as a journalism major, and Mina reached out to me in the general chat, saying that if I needed help or wanted an In at some journalism company, to let her know because she knows people.
Great! Cool. A little odd but that was nice of her -- and.
That's how it starts.
A side: my friend has a theory that if people only present how perfect and amazingly nice they are, they likely are rotting on the inside. Nobody is ever perfect and always super nice, do not trust them. I do not subscribe to this but it is a thought in my mind now.
It took a week of me being there for the not right feeling set in.
First:
There was drama.
She would start it. She'd vague in the vent about someone and then outright state who she was talking about. And it would be about someone whose opinions she disagreed with. People would go and send anons or they'd bitch about whoever was the victim in the vent channel.
I don't remember if I participated but if I did, I am truly and genuinely sorry.
I think I got stressed two weeks in. I was already ill from invisible physical problems. The server felt horribly unmoderated.
I remember saying something because Mina was doing it again and being told,
"Then support in here."
Mostly innocent right? You support your friends, right?
It wouldn't have been a problem if:
The victim did something wrong.
Mina and this person weren't in their goddamn 30s or near that. They have a child, by the way.
The person was at least under 20.
From my scattered memory, the issue was OP either slightly vagued abt Mina or she just disgreed with OP.
Lots of red flags, right?
"But OP why did you stay?"
Emotional masochism? Fear? Because she, either knowingly or unknowingly cultivated this sort of atmosphere? I cannot speak for anyone else, but that's the reasoning for me.
There was, also, in the beginning, a hope that maybe things would change. Varying personalities, you know? And a desperate need for validation.
So, so wrong.
MVCreates & OP
So, get to the point OP. What happened to you?
A vague threat.
Mina....had Opinions. And opinions are just that, opinions but for her, they were fact. After all, she has her own reality and own story that helped form hers but some of hers were odd. Maybe not to most people who aren’t paying attention or didn’t notice the red flags ( “through rose colored glasses, all red flags just look like flags”) but they were definitely something.
She, for awhile, talked an awful lot about writeblr positivity. I could never really make sense of it -- she either supported it or was against it, from what I remember. (keep in mind, this was a little over a year ago and visually, I can see the gaudy green - red - yellow colors for pronoun preferences).
And I made a vague post about it and her. A few times. I was in the wrong for vaguing about her instead of just saying something up front.
Her response was, and I will paraphrase,
“Do you ever screenshot people vaguing about you just in case they enter a political career?”
I wish I had taken a screenshot. I’m sorry now that I did not. Maybe someone saw that, maybe they brushed it off. I don’t know.
From then on, I kept quiet about my thoughts and opinions because I did have plans to go into a political career -- but jokes on her, I plan on being a human rights officer for the United Nations lmao
Another incident (we’re almost done, I promise):
I was -- venting about gender dysphoria. I was Peak Suicidal at this point in time, just knowing what I was born with brought me to tears frequently. Mina had jumped into in the conversation and started talking about something vaguely related. She started talking about trans BIPOC experiences, which is great! Their experiences are things that need to be talked about because they are often thrown to the side for trans white people’s experiences and that is not okay.
I forget the middle part, it’s been over a year. It went from BIPOC experiences to something else, a conversation about gender? I don’t know. Maybe there’s someone out there who remembers. I doubt it though.
I remember saying, “I wish I would have been born with testicles and everything else because [I’m in hell?]” and she answered with,
“That would [mean / cause / ???? ] privilege.”
This person who has claimed she is non binary, claimed to be a trans ally and part of the trans community, said that to someone in the height of dysphoria and was suicidal.
You do not say that to someone who is experiencing gender dysphoria. To say that is transphobia. And yes, trans & non binary people can be transphobic. You are not exempt.
Violet Vineyard & Reprehensible Behaviors
Before I start this section, and I promise this is almost done, I just want to thank:
@radley-writes​, @gingerly-writing​, @lilquill​, @sapiencenotes​  @rrrawrf-writes​ & many more who have come forward about their experiences, whether publicly and in private. It’s admirable and brave of you to do something I could not. @nuwuhorizons​ & @time-to-write-and-suffer​ have amazing documentation as well.
There isn’t much to say that hasn’t already been said and documented, but I can corroborate the bullying Mina and the mods engaged in -- the stuff Radley spoke about I did not know about -- and that makes me ill. I’m glad they owned up to what they did, and for that, thank you Radley. It shows you are a much bigger and better person.
I will not lie, however -- I was hurt and felt a bit ill when you talked about what the mods did. And it made me question and second guess a friendship I have (had?) with another mod. But I think that helped put some pieces of the puzzle together.
 An incident that stands out to me (and honestly bothers me, so a few people have heard about this often and I’m sorry), very clearly and I have screenshots for but will not share to protect their privacy, was when they dogpiled someone who had been asking about writing a Jewish character. While they were falling into somewhat harmful stereotypes, VV was handling it.
Not well.
The person was a minor, for one -- teenagers make mistakes, they make them more if they’re not exposed to varying cultures and beliefs. And the person who was on the receiving end of this dogpile looked to be coming more and more unstable and all I could do is just. Grab screenshots of what I could.
And if you’re reading this, you know who you are, I am so sorry I didn’t say anything. That wasn’t right, the entire situation wasn’t okay. You shouldn’t have gone through that. I hope you find healing and peace.
A quick disclaimer: Violet Vineyard, as far as I know, didn’t have a lot of Jewish members. I know a mod was converting (but hadn’t yet) and I think I saw one or two people with the Star of David in their name or icon. That said, my paternal grandmother was Jewish and had been one of the few survivors of her family from the Holocaust. I cannot speak for the entire Jewish population, and I do not consider myself Jewish in religion but trust me when I say this:
YHWH would be disappointed in their (VV’s) behavior -- and if the moderator who is working on converting is genuine about converting, then I need them to think long and hard  about what is happening. This isn’t what Judaism teaches. And if you’re reading this, ask yourself, would G-d condone the actions of your fellow ex mods?
Final Words
Oof, this was long, wasn’t it? Must have been hard to sit through because I ramble! So. What’s left for me to say?
Not a whole lot but still, a lot but the stuff I want to say are not my lived experiences. It is not my place to speak on behalf of anyone else involved in all of this. And that is okay.
But to the people who were involved with the recent drama and dogpiled a trans teenager and to those who helped bully many people in this community on behalf of the oh so great Mina,
my question is  why?
What was a thirty year old woman, WHO HAS A CHILD, bullying a nineteen year old? Why was an almost thirty year old person with a toddler and one on the way involved in this as well?
Most or a decent handful of you were adults, some with children, some expecting. 
And Mina,
You used your age and position to manipulate people and for that, I find you the most reprehensible. Castor did not deserve what happened, neither did the victim mentioned above. Nobody did. 
I hope, in the end, you finally find happiness without having to lie about your talent and without having to manipulate people.
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Thank you for listening and sticking around if you made it this far and didn’t bounce in the beginning.
I’ve said my part. If anyone wants to engage in constructive discussion or share their experiences, feel free to do so.
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doodles-bi-tea · 3 years
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Request Requirements
[All of these requirements are separate questions on my oneshot request form, which is in my LinkTree (in my profile bio/description) currently down! At the moment it is preferred to just send a request through an ask or DM. The questions with an asterisk (*) are required.]
What are your pronouns? (For personal reference.)
What fandom?*
Please type out the whole name of the fandom, or the main title, because I might not understand if you use an acronym/nickname. Feel free to ask either in the request or in a separate ask/message if I will write for a specific fandom!
What type of relationship? With who?*
e.g. platonic [sibling, friend, parent], romantic [boyfriend/girlfriend, husband/wife/partner], etc. Please elaborate in detail if you want a relationship other than platonic or romantic. List the love/platonic interest(s).
Whose point of view?
Which character/person is going to be telling the story or watching events unfold? e.g. the reader [first person or second person], the love/platonic interest [first person], the author [third person], etc.
Preferred rating?
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G - For all ages, no cursing or mature topics.
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Description of plot/events you’d like to happen. A prompt or backstory and any other details crucial to the story.*
Feel free to be as descriptive as possible! If there are any plot holes, I will message you or ask publicly through posting the original ask/request from the form with my questions, and you can respond through messages, replying, reblogging, sending in another ask, etc. Otherwise, I will just use the limited information I am given and use my *creative liberties.*
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Thank you for bearing with me and all my questions, I apologise for so many. If you have any other topics you would like to address, add them. Thank you for requesting and I look forward to reading your request and hopefully writing your oneshot!
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