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Now that i have captured your attention…..
Would anyone wanna join a minecraft smp heavily based off of phighting!!!
on my hands an dknees begging because i love it so much but dont have many other people to play with most times-
its super fun we play as kindof our own versions of phighters who have their sorta own things going on away from canon sorta like an au ^_^ we also have particle effects for those who want them (have to be related to character somehow) and pro and con potion effects that we place on you (also related to character and you get to negotiateit with us) !!
(quick note its vanilla minecraft 1.20.4 java)
im gonna attach some images which might be a lil old but just for funsies to show off our lil smp
photos from me (subspace) and friends (Banhammer & Katana)
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Fatigue just sucks. I'm working with a not yet diagnosed fatigue issue, and I've been working with my doctor for over a year to try to figure out what exactly it is, both of us trying to find an exact reason, instead of labelling it as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.
But there's possibly nothing else left that it could be. My case is mild in terms of that disorder, technically, if it's that. It still ruins a lot of what I really could be doing with my life.
But, it also impacts things that I do to stim. If it's a really bad fatigue day physically, I'm not going to be able to use movement stims even if I want to - so I'll be chewing things a lot, I'll be messing with my hair, I'll be picking at my skin, and I'll be vocally stimming constantly.
If the fatigue is cognitive... I've found that I stim in more of a dissociative way. I'm not really conscious of it, might notice later what I was doing, but its so far out of my awareness because of how little energy I have to manage my brain. It's good, in a way, but it also means I end up wearing myself out physically by accident, or accidentally doing stims that are unsafe.
So.... I'm trying to start to pay attention to the stims I CAN do, on PURPOSE, when I'm fatigued.
I CAN ensure that I have something with a minky or velvet texture around.
I CAN keep a chewy candy around (Tootsie Rolls in my case are the least sensory ick - I struggle with sweets).
I CAN put only my toe on the ground when sitting, if it's just cognitive fatigue. (This naturally causes my body to stim with Shaky Leg™)
I CAN use essential oils in my diffuser with intention to feel a little better. (Or candle - I just choose the essential oil that matches the energy I need my body to take on. If people want, I can share about how I figured out which ones for what. I believe it depends on the person.)
I CAN make a list of all my tasks I need to complete, both easy, medium, and hard, and I CAN choose to only do one of them in a day. I CAN choose to feel good about doing any of them at all when my fatigue is bad in any department.
I CAN not judge myself for getting nothing done. I CAN be accepting and positive for letting myself rest. I CAN encourage myself to rest even though I want to do things, because it has consistently allowed me to do more later.
I CAN invest (yes, it is investing) in clothes and comfort items that improve my mental health, and physical health in result of that. For example, I bought myself pajamas for the first time in about 15+ years to wear at home.
I CAN allow myself to not get mad at my inability to cook when my fatigue is more severe. I CAN allow myself to restrain my urge to cook a LOT when my energy finally starts to catch back up, which allows me to last longer before the next flare.
I CAN love on myself, even if my body and brain seem to really have it out for me to make things just Hard.
And you can too. 💚
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So we know Naruto, The Last Airbender, RWBY, and now Heaven Official's Blessing, what are some of your other fav stories we haven't seen yet? :3
Well there's Haikyuu :) And I am excitedly waiting for the Percy Jackson series <3
I must always mention Rise of the Guardians~
And since Brazilian mythology is my little special interests, there's this series I really love on netflix called "Invisible City". For non Brazilians feel free to take it as a little suggestion to check it out, for Brazilians please know the research they did for it was no joke *chefs kiss*
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