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afroclusterfunk · 5 months

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This stomach pain is really eating me up. I hope the colonoscopy will shed light on things but the prep is making me shaky and weak (add it to the list of things making me sweat). I know there's the element of spirit where my sense of self is growing. When I think of my old names I feel the pain there. I'm healing thru it. It hurts. I know the stress from caring for mom makes it worse. I know the fear of thinly veiled threats. There's so much I need to do. I have plans. But most importantl, I need to lie down and try to rest so that the flare doesnt get worse.

I have $50 worth of bills each month. trying to secure meals (I have low mobility/energy when I have a flare so I need to order delivery), and I'm also trying to save for travel to a safer place $500

So far I've only raised $3 but it def helped.

If you have the spoons to boost it or the funds to support me with my basic needs and help me afford to live.

Cashapp $femmeboigarfielf

Venmo: garfgodot

Ko-fi.com/cosmickarike (credit cards/PayPal)

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puppyeared · 27 days

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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH #i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing #this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only #know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that #make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3 #the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design #so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery #i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess #my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty #originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY #but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw #my art #myart #hatsune miku #miku worldwide #philippines #vocaloid #miku

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joker-ace · 9 months

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Academics HATE me and my raccoon need to collect stuff in this game

#forgot i was suppose to be posting my stuff here again #hsr #honkai star rail #hsr caelus #hsr fanart #my art #eventually ill get to posting actual illustrations ive done but for now we gotta get thru the memes

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potato-lord-but-not · 12 days

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get shown affection IDIOT

#UNWELL UNWELL UNWELL IM UNWEELLLL #think about it. just how lonely Oscar was before Arthur. before Noel. before realizing he has worth as a human being #GUHGGGHH #Noel getting to be close to someone for the first time in years….#I’m sure he blames himself for anything Roland went thru before he died… now he gets to be gentle and insure someone actually makes it.#THEY MAKE ME ILL #artists on tumblr #malevolent #malevolent fanart #malevolent podcast #oscar malevolent #detective noel #noel malevolent #charlie dowd #holy ghosts #tw injury

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pbnmj · 4 months

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the crossover nobody asked for

#especially not me cause my xmen knowledge is base at best #ive absorbed a lot thru flor but not a lot #anywyas i read spiderman and the xmen and didnt really like it #hes barely doing any teacher like help me god i want a funny miniseriessssss #peter parker #pete #my art #i think i should draw more but ill be just projecting my experience teaching onto pete. which is fine #hes happiest when hes bullied by 13yr olds #and in my heart i like to think hes like me. working as a TA to get school experience . before embarking on possibly #the worlds most thankless job ❤️

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fernsnailz · 2 months

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ignore uncle ben down there

#if this works i think ill actually explode #NO WAY. NO WAY THIS IS THE ONE THAT ACTAULLY FUCCKING SHOWS UP FOR ME AJGNFSDJKGFDN #hey for context. ive been trying to post this comic for like an hour and it hasn #t been showing up on my dash #so i thgouht “maybe tumblr keeps flagging this image for some reason and it just needs something else to get thru”#well #lmfao. ok #fern's sketchbook

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ruporas · 2 years

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kiss the pain away

#vashwood #trigun #trigun stampe #vash the stampede #wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #ep 10 was crazy bc vashwood was literally the plot goodbye #i like how the most intimate moment between these two was in the goddamn sewers #i feel like that alone symbolizes so much in their relationship. im half joking BUT ITS JUST LIKE #the SPONTANEITY the PRIVACY they get in such an open Space while being literally chased / hunted after....#and vash is out here showing his scars.............. and ill always lose my mind that they gave this spotlight to wolfwood instead of #meryl and milly like in the previous versions. i dont know how else to read this other than that wolfwood is the romantic interest of stamp #it makes sense even aside from this scene. u know. wolfwood was technically the damsel in distress in ep 5-6 and vash saved/helped him.#and who stayed in the bedroom with vash.................#who rushed to his side when he got shot...... with that worried ass expression....#i dont have anything smart to say at all im just gushing over vashwood thru stampede bc its just so blatant. and its great that its blatant #bc it was blatant in trimax too. like so blatant. the romance was written in every chapter they showed up together #god #ive never witnessed a pairing more canon without being spoken as such its soooooo much theyre so much #ruporas art

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ilynpilled · 3 months

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jaime turning women down constantly more bc he is very monogamous and in love with someone else right now for the first time and is also kinda scared of actually having sex with someone other than cersei is sm better to me than “i respect the kg vows of chastity so intensely rn actually because i changed into a good and serious person” or whatever lol

#i truly dgaf about that bffr jaime dude #like its a stupid vow that says nothing about u as a person lmfao #him in the bath with pia thinking of brienne like u r not fooling anybody honestly #like i truly do think its more copium and not being honest with himself tbfh #like he had a rationalization when pia came into his bed in asos too but then it was purely ‘i only love cers i would never’#and with cat it was so funny when he bluffing and was like uh i cant marry bc of my vows but i could still service u😉😉#he would have pissed himself if he was called on that bluff but only bc he would be cheating on cers and have sex with another woman #man that fucked his twins in a sept next to his sons dead body the moment he returned caring about chastity vows #his development isnt really about keeping every vow ever when most of it is fraudery anyway #like pls he is not keeping his vow to his king rn really 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i think the vows and respecting them has a deeper meaning thats the whole point which ones do u keep and prioritize and why #like weve been thru this 80x being a real vowhead is not what makes u a good person 😭#deleting ur individuality and personal life to be an honorpillhead lol #the vow to cat has meaning the elite bodyguard vow to never fuck has zero meaning 😭#he was ready to break the no marriage vow w cers pls #im not saying this bc of a shipper endgame in mind i find volcel jaime hilarious its just i dont like it as proof of his development #like ill be real guys sex positive warrior gurm is not pushing the idea that keeping ur chastity vows is what honor is about #like i get that he wants to be better and he is figuring out what that really means but

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7roaches · 2 months

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sorry for tormenting you nightmare its csuse i love u

he can be chilling out.. as a treat

#my art #nightmare sans #utmv #dreamtale #trans #<- csuse hes transgendar #blood cw #violence cw #smoking cw #also sorry for never drawing ur tentacles #this was supposed to be vent art but halfway thru it started being super silly to me so ill post it i like attention #very theraputic anyways #this is ok 2 rb btw. ik some ppl get iffy bout that but if it wasnt id just have rbs turned off #ok its like 3am and i have work tomorrow gn #also yeah tumblr fuckef the quality hard sorry

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blighted-lights · 2 months

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something something ravage having a bad pain flare up and spending the day in berth watching her shows something something

what is she watching?? you decide

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qwakque · 10 months

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falalalala la la la la

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tangledinink · 1 year

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So, Leo and Donnie were raised first as the Grand Nexus Hotel's most spoiled twins, and then as the infamous Gemini in the Battle Nexus under Big Mama's wing... So then where's Mikey?

(mystical prodigy) (alchemical genius) (prophesized leader and defender)

enter -> michelangelo, son of baron draxum

mikey was raised by their creator, draxum, as the beginning of the army that will one day defend yokai-kind from the prophesized threat on the horizon. he was not originally given a name, typically referred to as 'turtle' or 'mutant,' until they got old enough to want one and asked draxum for one. when draxum suggested he instead name himself, he hemmed and hawwed for some time before 'michelangelo' came to him in a dream. draxum thought it was silly at first, but saw that it made mikey... happy, and so now invariably refers to him as such.

in addition to martial arts, survival skills, and military strategy, draxum took the time to teach his son creation the art of alchemy, which he took to like a fish to water ("it's just like cooking!") and often incorporates alchemical mixes and potions into combat. he also has a tendency to add brightly colored dyes to his concoctions-- just for the fun of it.

and i don't need to tell you this boy is mystic as fuck, right? draxum was thrilled by his creation son's immense raw potential and innate abilities, and has been working to help him hone these skills since he was old enough to sit upright. donatello may be a witch, but when if mikey were to ever meet them, they would laugh and call them cute.