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I can rest peacefully now 😌
#take me down easy plays on the loud speaker#boop#boop o meter#i have them all#im clocking out of my shift now
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"Have you ever seen [Barkov] fall? Has he ever fallen? He's never fallen his entire career!"
"Uh—It's, uh, funny and I don't know if he'll care that I say this, but he's got those—he doesn't like the blades that you can snap in and out quickly. So when he needs to get his skates done in the middle of a game, he's gotta fully take off his skates, get 'em sharpened and retie them up—which is like one of the few guys in the league, I think, that still do that. So sometimes he'll have absolutely no edge, and he'll just find a way to, like, compensate and get through it—which is incredible."
"That kind-of sucks though 'cuz that's like a bad dream to have. You're waiting on something else, like—even if the trainers just like snapped it back in or whatever, like maybe they had something different they can put in there. He probably wouldn't even know!"
"[...] this guy's particular. He knows his game and he's goddamn good at it! And we don't say a word so!"
"'Barky, we need you out there for the face off! There's two seconds left!'"
"That's what I mean! He'll compensate and he'll still look better than all of us! Like if any of us had no edge like that, we'd be screwed, right? And he goes out there and does the Barky things that he does. We're all grateful for it! He's been getting me paid for 10 years now, so."
The Cam & Strick Podcast | 7.30.24 (x)
loving my captain face... absolutely smitten with the man hes spent a decade with despite still not being invited to his house... thats love babey oh hes absolutely swinging and kicking his feet
THE LITTLE SMILE HE MAKES AFTER HE GOES "hes been getting me paid for 10 years now so 😃"
#aaron ekblad#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#“one of the few guys in the league that still do that” the way i blurted out SIBNEY like i was on jeopardy and i if i didnt buzz in id die#everything leads back to him...#the amount of shifts hes missed because of his skates lmao and it just gets more egregious as time passes on#because everyones switched to interchangeable blades so yeah old man i love ya but this season i did go AGAIN. AGAIN?? AFUCKINGGAIN???#anyways congrats to these 2 princesses refusing to change with the times#may their indomitable presence forever remain untouched by father clock#ekky praising sasha. fork found in kitchen#sasha being “particular” oh im sure he is have you seen him#everytime the finns bring up his anything relating to his intense hockeyisms...#yeah particular is a word for it#not to use my friends codeword but is he you know a virgo#“he goes out there and does the barky things that he does” to be so in love with sasha its a beautiful thing#“hes been getting me paid for 10 years now so” OH SHUT IT YOU#YOU ARE ALSO GOOD AT HOCKEY I DONT WANNA FUCKIN HEAR IT RN#ekkys face in a permanent half smirk talking about sasha...okay#bless whatever these two have#to many more years and counting 🍻 (bill zito i will hunt you for sport if you dont extend this man this season)
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I WENT MUTE AT WORK AGAIN SOMEONE PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY
#and i was the only one on the clock#people asked me questions and i just had to nod and smile#ran to the back room and tried to wait it out but it lasted my entire shift#got home#sat a while#talked without thinking#was fine for a bit bc of that#now i am mute again and im so sick of it#can’t even talk to my fucking brother#tw vent
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love that the last 15min im gonna be at work are break lmao im just gonna sit here for 15min and then leave
#it's annoying that im gonna miss a meeting tho#i still have no idea why they didn't just have it at the START of shift#but anyway#the reason I'm not just going now is bc our pay rolls back to the nearest half hour#so if i clock out before 9am then ill lose 30min of pay that i could otherwise get#plus this is a paid break so i want. my money.#but my area manager and supervisor both know that im leaving at 9#and we're all done with our stuff so its not like my absence will hurt the line or anything#again just the fact that ill be missing the meeting and will have to rely on my area manager to get the bullets for me fjfjsjdjd#so i know if we'll ge working tomorrow and what day exactly we'll be coming back on#anyway#also the drs office is only like 30min away so i dont need the extra time either#shh ac
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yup. im gonna quit
#i was desperately looking forward to having a three day weekend after cancelling my leave from work twice now#and being overworked to the bone#just three days. one friday and a weekend is all i asked for#and instead im being put to work on sunday :) for the 24 hour shift :) and no one can switch with me#im gonna break down sobbing im this close to it#fuck this system fuck this work fuck everything#im gonna quit ive saved up enough to survive a while just. fuck the healthcare system#for treating doctors like tools without a life#delete later#tw vent#hell the way i see it ill either quit or die#i cant take the constant shifts and being piled work on top of more work bc 'im dependable'#im not nearing my breaking point i AM at the breaking point#fuck this system and medicine and psychiatry i dont care i DONT#ive not clocked out on time in weeks#weeks! ive had to cover for lazy fucking asses whod go on two and three week holidays#and i had to cancell mine and felt bad for taking 4 days off TWO months ago!!#fucking insane i hate this im.#idek who to vent to my friends got their own issues#idk ignore me ill delete this
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What I said about The Incident or the Conversation: I'm fine. It's nothing.
Me days later listening to the same song on repeat:
#what in the hell is happening#i've written several pages in my journal about it#might be making a chart soon#with dates and utterances#so there's this coworker who was supposed to go with me#to see yefim bronfman last year#only he bowed out with no explanation#which is perfectly fine#i often fantasize about cancelling plans#and some musical journeys are best ventured alone#and nothing has ostensibly changed in our interactions#(right???????)#only instead of occasionally flailing for a few moments#in random bursts of information#here and there when our shifts briefly cross over#our captain and others sort of clocked our mutual chaos#and now it is sending me#we've been observed#and they're shipping it lmfao#or not#i just want a conversation with someone who can keep up with my bullshit honestly#but it is still breaking my brain#>.>#i feel like the mere seed of an idea#got planted somewhere in there#and now it is growing aggressively#and for the record: no just no#not happening for various reasons#.#(i'm pretty sure he's straight at any rate which would be a relief honestly and i swore off getting involved years ago im done. mostly.)
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Supervisor is gone. Time to be silly
#in the end ig it was good for me to work at the office cuz i got a lot done really quickly#and now that im alone until the end of my shift i can just do fuck all#godbless#in all levels except physical i already clocked out
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i feel like work has been making me way more hostile than usual and i cant tell if its bc my lungs are in shit shape, or because of how fuckin hot its getting, or because im just genuinely becoming irritated by retail
#archi wheezes#do i just feel bad or AM I bad#grumbled about how one of the ppl i work with never fuckin listens to me#and the only difference between me and everyone he listens to is im a girl working in a hardware store#and everyone got suuuper fuckin cagey#and now one of his buddies is hostile as shit#i wouldnt care but its about shit that directly effects wtf im doing on my shifts#with anyone else its “oh ok” but with me its “no no BUT” constantly#dude we are on the same level fucking get over yourself#on the other hand: i clock out at the end of the day!! i can just ignore this!!#but lately ive been doing less ignoring and more snapping
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Anyone else find themselves dismissing their current elevated pain levels purely because they remember what it felt like to have even worse pain and because it's not THAT high it's not actually THAT bad?
Like. Using my pain chart I know I'm bouncing between a 7 and an 8 today. But because I remember how bad it feels to be at a 9 or 10, my brain keeps telling me to suck it up and that I'm over exaggerating or whatever.
#chronic pain#fibro#fibromyalgia#this is why i keep my pain chart on my phone#because otherwise it's really hard for me to be objective about my pain levels and im always underestimating them#before i looked at the chart i would have clocked my pain at a 4 or maybe 5#but a 4 is moderate pain im constantly aware of but doesn't affect most activities#and a 5 is distracting and always on my mind but only limits some activities#a 7 is unmanageable and the pain is constant and limits most activities#while an 8 is intense and makes focusing difficult because its all you can think about#and i was thinking oh its not that bad quit being a baby and stop thinking about calling out of work tomorrow#but ive been sitting on the couch for 3hrs and any time i shift i hurt and wince and im not even doing anything#not watching tv or crocheting or drawing despite bringing up my tablet or anything else#because all i can think of doing if anything is sleeping again#i need to be working but i cant even remember what im supposed to be working ON right now#fox isn't doing well#fox is in pain
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#hahaaa so quick update on rl situation#started a new job at a factory and already the area ive in has been goving me a static charge that has me being shocked#on EVERYTHING / ANYTHING metal and ive got to use buttons that have electricity running through them#one button doesnt even have a proper plastic cover on it so to turn it on i have to stick my finger inside it to actually hit it#imagine that. imagine getting shocked for my entire shift EVERYWHERE in little doses and by these buttons w electricity yu know?#ive been there two days and already have to remember 6 machines and im gonna learn more#10 all week despite the rest of the department doing 10 just on sundays and 8 the rest of the week. by the third day they wanted#to have me alone. they didnt even have me in the system to clock in / no badge / no time cards / dodnt tell me all this until monday#here i am thinking shits usual shift time and its not. came in two hours late#hypertension / heart palpitations / high blood pressure just from dealing with knowing i have big gaps in training and they want me alone#me getting shocked to high hell. and knowing even if i WANTED go skiddadle that i COULDN'T#my poor heart been going through it. dealing with them ive been going through it.#NO WONDER PEOPLE NO CALL NO SHOW ON THIS AREA AND YOU CANT KEEP TEMPS#nah cause fuck me running up a damn tree for acorns. tryna relay im being shocked and the girl training me not believing me#til i lit her ass up by touching her on accident through her gloves AND mine. i cant even use my gloves to help#i TRIED THAT. so like she didnt believe me til i made her see had to go to the doctor to not feel like#im being subtly gaslighted into thinking im making a big deal out of nothing and im crazy#i CRIED in the bathroom / before my shift / and after bc i feel off and my anxiety about being shocked is enormous#now i have to deal with paper work while feeling like my chest is being beaten on and squeezed. HAHAAA#im mentally / physically / emotionally going through it. but thank you for coming to my ted talk
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feeling extra lonely tonight
#tryign to make friends at work is hard esp when u hardly see each other bc schedule/dept conflicts#havent seen this guy im trying to ask out in like a week and a half and last i saw him we talked like 2 minutes bc we were both on the clock#n the other friend im making i usually just see at the tail end of my shift cuz they start later#n now that im working books i just dont see anyone. periodt#im not the kind to abandon my post to visit a dept i have no business in so its always like. well i sure hope we see each other !#MIGHT see one tomo if im lucky im gonna try to make conversation for more than 2 min this time wish me luck#if i dont see him i wont for like . another week#maybe longer#what was my personal tag again#''but marrow you can make friends in places that arent work'' thats so much HARDER#and ive tried. maybe not enough times but it sucks cuz most ppl just dont really pique my interest#too many times there have been ppl at work i have been interested in getting to know but i wasnt proactive enough abt interacting w them#and then they stop working there and its like whelp never seeing them again#so im trying to be more forward and active when i like someone. its fucking HARD but its working i think. maybe#''marrow what abt those opportunities youve had to hang out with new ppl that were enjoyable''#well thank you for asking dear voice in my head; those ppl i met were nice but they were not really ppl i was interested in knowing. ty#i am just an unlovable little prick surrounded by equally unlovable people
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tables look so much better
#logbook#now to find smth to do for the rest of my shift. i'll clock out in a few min. take lunch later.#i hate eating at certain times in the breakroom. and i dont have the energy to walk all the way there and all the way back.#oh shoot. i need to text c as well. i have to remember the lunch tmrw.#if she says shes not going then im not tho :// i dont know anybody and im not interested in listening to my nemesis all lunch lmao#quiet today. cool breeze and air. mostly cloudly. barely any customers.#i bet lumber is busy as can be.
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7 1/2 hour shift with no food ayyyyy
#i simply want to pass away (literally)#and yeah i did have a half hour break at 10#but we were so busy then i didn’t want to order food. i wouldn’t have had time to eat it anyways#plus my break wasn’t even paid 💀 like i had to clock out. i mean i don’t get breaks in the evening shifts but fuck this whole thing#second day of period and i had to pay for an order i messed up. for some reason#tbh idk why i had to pay out of pocket for it. like#but whatever i fucking hate that rule#but my boss is a literal asshole so i didn’t want him to yell at me again 🙃#i was told i did good today but idk like getting yelled at for mistakes i made kinda fucks me up#i fucked up so badly i just wanna cry rn#i’m exhausted i only got 6 hours of sleep and im fucking starving#i only have eggs at home 🥲#could have bought food at work but i’m really fucking stingy about spending money on food#especially since i had to pay out of pocket for that one order#i’m already home now but i think im gonna go to the grocery store and get some icecream#idk i just need a little treat so i literally don’t kms hahaha#anyways delete later
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this job is so fucking exhausting
#manager is salaried n has to schedule himself a certain amnt of hrs i get it#store only gets so many hrs to divide betweent he rest of us tho#last night he complained to me abt bringing in ppl from other stores to help#so i asked if we were over-hrs n when he said no i was like then bruh pls schedule me more#esp if you need more hands this weekend n im not doing anything anyway#he said hed think on it so i checked today only to see that#hes lengthened his closing shifts so instead of being scheduled til 10 (when we close) its til 4am#and now we are officially out of hrs and wtf wtf wtf aaaaaaaaa#if you never clock in anyway then why schedule yourself such an excessive amnt when you could give hrs to ppl to show up n work????#not a soul will be in that store between 11p-4a but thats 5 hrs someone could work a regular shift that they cant now#this is SO exhausting im tired of never having enough money to completely pay my electric bill#esp when i know i could be scheduled 20+ hrs a week and he just wont#personal
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work has become such a shit show holy fuck why did you people give me supervisor without asking if i wanted it
#communication? nonexistant#i had issues on sunday but couldnt ask our sous anything because he was at least 5 beers deep at the bar#and ended up passing out in his running car afterwards#the other supervisor was a little bit more help but he wasnt sure about some things either so we just guessed#cause god forbid we text our chef at fucking 6:30 on a sunday when hes off doing a show with his band i think hed go insane#no one respects me as a supervisor- theres still another line cook who will tell me what to do even when im clocked in as supervisor#just bc shes been here longer#and being clocked in as supervisor is the only time i get a pay increase#and its only a dollar#so i only have a raise for 8 of the 40 hours im there every week#despite being there for a whole fucking year#and i still have to act as a supervisor for all 40 hours#why the fuck couldnt yall have just let me stayed on pizzas and nothing else. i wouldve been fine doing nothing but pizzas for 15 an hour#im literally at the point where im gonna walk in there one day and say either take me off of supervisor or i quit#you dont even have to give me a raise. the tradeoff of 15 an hour was that i could trade shifts. i could cut out early on weekends#but now? its the same 15 an hour except for 8 of my 40 hours#i cant trade shifts easily#i cant cut out on weekends#im also the Only One left now who closes saturday and then comes in on sunday to do a double#every weekend#and i cant even cut out early anymore!#this shit is not fucking viable for me anymore!#i want to do baking! not restaurant!#its literally shredding my body to pieces!#grips my hair and screams#it literally wasnt even this stressful at fucking HY VEE!! where i made 9.75 and basically managrd 3 departments!#jesus christ i want out!#ever since i got supervisor i just dread going to work! i used to look forward to it!#holy fuck i cannot do this!#half our food has basil in it so i cant even taste things to see if its still good or not!
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YAYYYYYYYYYYYY IM OFFICALLY GONEEEE MY LAST DAY IS THE 7th!!!! YAYYYYYYY
#personal#and this is my last monday bc i’m a calling OUT next monday#he was mentioing oh if you call out like five days in a row we’ll count that as a resignation but ur good lol#and i mentioned i have a stomach bug so if i end up calling out between here and the 7th it’s not that it’s just a normal call out#but yay!!! 4 more shifts not including the rest of this one!!! which is like 2 hours#so like. 42 more hours 20 hours are the weekend shift and the last day is a tuesday so ❤️#god the nightmare is almost over#had the meeting with my boss and he was upset im leaving but understood#so funny he was like oh so it wasn’t like. anything within the company that made you leave right?#sir go back 3 paragraphs in our last dms im talking about needing five to cry off the clock bc of an issue within the company cmon now#but i described the issues and he understood and i was like#i got a call mid this i have no idea what i was like#oh and he said he’d hire me in a heart beat if i ever want to come back and did try to make me stay just a bit#but yayyyyyyyyy
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