𝐈 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃𝐍'𝐓 𝐁𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 | 𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐘
i hope your love is the fullest, but i also wish i was the one giving it to you, but i knew it was never meant to be you and i. it would've always been her. she was perfect, kind, she was everything you needed. and i was just me. i was just someone who didn't want love until you. but then i realised that it wasn't ever meant to be us, it was just you and her, the princess and the knight, the paladin, the fighter. i guess my heart belonged to you, but you didn't even want it anymore, or did you ever? did you ever want it in the first place? or had i never been loved the way you have? has no one loved me the way you would, and i'm just drowning in the possibility of us? have i just become desperate for love that won't ever be mine?
i've spent nights sleepless with the dreams of us, hearing the cadence of your voice in the rustling of leaves, and seeing your tan skin in the autumn leaves and tree trunks. you've found ways to invade my life when you aren't even there. you've vowed to tell her story, but what about ours? all that we could've been? why have we stopped? insult me if you need, but come back, just let me see your face, and let me hold you. argue with me, but walk back into my life please, tour the universe with me.
we can be anything you want, i'll apologise for every time i didn't communicate, for every time i got mad, just hold me, or let me cradle you in my arms. i'm not worth it, not without you by my side. no amount of saving lives could make me feel whole. and i'd never known you died if you didn't spill in your moment of weakness, i'll never forgive you for making me feel loved, and i'll never forgive myself for not loving you when you needed me to. and right when i thought you'd found your love, she was torn away from you, from every universe, every world, from everything. but you weren't cruel, you dedicated yourself to tell her tale.
and i wished you'd do that for me, but i knew i didn't deserve it. i never deserved you, and i was too hopeful for a love that couldn't exist. ice and fire only destroyed each other.
i could never be yours. i was never her.
- h.v.
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So i drew some fanart of @pompadorbz sorry boys "still wakes the deep" au ! I had fun with the more action filled drawings, and definetly wanna do more >:P
While drawing, i got to brainstorming about what character roles the boys might take in the story. Like, charlies probably caz, and maybe phil is caz's friend whos a cook (i forgot his name) but then i thought about if characters like Rennick had a coresponding cc, and i immediately thought about schlatt. So, i have ideas about what expanding the au might look like, but this isnt MY au, so for now ill hold off on yapping my ideas and just share what ive drawn for now
But either way, i REALLY enjoy this au and love all the ansgt potential it has. Like i was thinking, who out of the boys would end up being the last one? (Aka, taking caz's place at the end of the story with the lighter) and thought that, out of the boys, it would just make the most sense to be tommy. And thats HORRIBLE, AUGH ITS SO SAD but i LOVE IT
Anyways, sorry for the rambling, i hope you guys enjoy the art :] i still have to draw that other scene with charlie on the elevator, tho, so i might come back with more later
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blorbo supreme
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[Image ID: A digital drawing of the character Freminet from the video game Genshin Impact holding a Blahaj, a stuffed shark toy from ikea. The colour scheme is mostly blue. Freminet is a young white boy with straight blonde hair that goes down to his chin, with sharply cut bangs hanging over his right eye from the viewer's perspective. He has blue eyes and pale eyelashes as well as freckles. He is dressed in his usual in game outfit minus his beret, a short sleeved and short legged diving suit with a thick navy coat over the top. It has pale beige and gold lining with golden detailing. The sleeves are rolled up and the hood falls around his sholders. The coat is somewhat short, going down to his mid-thigh. He is wearing navy fingerless gloves that also have golden detailing. Freminet also has large shiny navy lace-up boots, with chunky golden soles with some more metallic details around his ankles (coming out almost like folds) and around the top edge. There is also a small pack strapped to his thigh coloured in neon blue and the shoes also have some neon blue highlights on a part of the top rim. He has a pensive expression and is looking off into the distance, holding the blahaj in his arms with one leg curled around it. w/.End ID]
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