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Feeling like my art is suffering from a bad case of Same Face Syndrome but u know what… it’s better than not drawing at all…
#i plan on rewatching some of my fave artists and their tutorials#and hopefully#improving by going back to the basics#i have to remember that im one year into coming out of a ten year hiatus from drawing#so like.. no shit im gonna run into roadblocks#but the important thing is to improve and not stagnate#keep moving forward even if its hard!!!#rookie’s art woes#i’ll stop complaining about my art soon i promise 😂
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I absolutely HAD to draw something for @phoebepheebsphibs's DTIYS (based on this pose)! I decided to mix things up a bit by experimenting with a more limited color palette, which was a pretty fun challenge.
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#pheebsdtiys#art#my art#my post#tmnt#alt text#dtiys#mikey#uify#until I found you#I don't actually know how clothing folds work#my “method” is throwing a bunch of stuff against the wall and seeing what sticks#which is basically my method for drawing in general I guess#trial and error#but I've definitely improved since I started so I guess it works right?#anyways#it's like 5am as I'm drafting this post#just finished feeding my daughter and waiting for her to fall asleep before I go back to bed#perfect time to draft a post and ramble in the tags right?#my schedule has gotten so weird with a newborn#but I make time for drawing turtles where I can#saw this dtiys and knew immediately that I had to do it#stayed up way too late doing it probably#but those 2-3 hour intervals where she's sleeping are a good chunk of my free time nowadays#and I am more than happy to spend them drawing uify mikey
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im obsessed w his leg garter things (gansai watercolor on cotton rag paper)
#genshin impact#diluc ragnvindr#watercolor#透明水彩#顔彩#my art#not ai art#and if you want proof of that you can go back to the beginning of my blog and see how much my art has improved over the past year from...#...doing nothing but drawing diluc basically hfJFHdsdcs#im happy with the progress though -u-v
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what gets me about viago’s letter to de riva at the start of the game is that he tells them to consider this trip with varric a contract, in the most completely-giving-up move ever. i thought from what i saw before the game came out that since he referred to it as a contract, de riva must have been sent to help deal with solas by the crows, who do have an interest in the world not ending. but no, de riva fully joined the team of their own volition, and viago just threw his hands up and said please think of it as a contract so we can all pretend i have any control over you whatsoever. and then they didn’t even get the “contract” wrapped up.
#veilguard spoilers#cooking sol backstory and their viago dynamic. not normal!#the thing is that viago CLEARLY loves you#he lets you do all this. more than one person remarks on his entire mood improving and being easy to deal with just because you are now#occasionally around. if you die he is going to drag you back from the fade#but because you’re crows the context of that is basically insane.#like if you had done all this to a talon who did not happen to love you you would probably not be alive#even lucanis and illario in the wigmaker job talk about their lives being forfeit if they fail a contract and they MEAN that#and they work for their GRANDMOTHER
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It's been a little over a year since I started using Photoshop, this piece is from the last few days (February 2025 yeye), while the piece below is the first thing I drew with Photoshop (January 2024). A lot of stuff has happened since then (reaching the end of Ascendance of a Bookworm for example-), but Rozemyne is still a character I draw pretty often, and I still have Photoshop, so this is to see if I've gotten better art wise since then (I would say I have :D)

#rozemyne#ascendance of a bookworm#honzuki no gekokujou#adobe photoshop#i really like photoshop's brushes.#it felt a lot more like drawing on paper#and the lines were just a lot cleaner (i also really liked how sketchy i could get and still have it look fine)#im still gonna go back to Krita tho#its been a year and i can't justify spending that much money..#on a hobby...#(which it would be nice to make a career out of- but that is not gonna happen - at least not for a long time. if at all)#anyway#university is ~expensive~#this month is kind of my farewell to photoshop~#:D#i haven't improved a ton#but i have definitely improved.#artwise i mean#im not scared of doing different lighting#or colours#which i wanted to improve last year#so basically. it worked :D:D#i wanna work on art basics - backgrounds - different types of fabrics - and maybe actually starting on of my ...#*thinks about it*#... seven? different comic ideas?#(they're all.. kinda long. think 'over twenty pages or so mebbe short novel size' length)#>:D#but i probably wont have time so we'll see :)
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Maple Leafs discourse on their team social medias makes me lose brain cells because wdym they're first in their division and coming off a 5 game win streak & people are commenting that the top players are only in it for the money and have no drive, that particular players are useless and need to be traded asap, that they're a garbage team, that they'll never make it past the first round just because they lost one game.
Apparently because they are being payed handsomely the players must be mindless automatons who perform perfectly every night. It drives me absolutely nuts how quickly alleged fans will completely turn on their own team.
#i cannot understand how some people can't seem to comprehend that the players are still human who will have off days and make mistakes#regardless of their work ethic or drive or passion#it's not actual critiquing either it's basically just grown men cyberbullying other grown men#over a GAME#& they have a ton of people in the organization to critique and help them improve! have you ever heard of a coach!#it's like people want to assume the worst so when the leafs perform badly in the playoffs they aren't upset about it bc they see it coming#but they clearly are upset about it because they're commenting on the leafs own social media pages#& these losers never seem to realize how their own behaviour does actively make it harder for the players to perform#maybe some players will not want to play in Toronto because the pressure is so insane & the fanbase can be so toxic!#it really just is bullying#& those people think it's completely fine & warranted because they don't know the players personally & they're famous & rich#maybe try basic human decency for a change? & not letting yourself get super angry about a game?#& just the bad faith element of it all...#it makes it not fun! this is supposed to be entertainment!#stop assuming the worst#some of these people even assume the worst when things are going well! wdym jt is only playing well bc he knows his contract is almost up#isn't it more interesting & inspiring that someone legitimately improved through hard work & the power of the amulet#to the benefit of your team#let's bring back being a fan of your own team ok?#we are basically already doing that with the lb#(affectionate)#thank god for us!#toronto maple leafs#tml#leafs lb#my thoughts
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do you have any headcanons 😁 (hypnotizing you) ooouyhhhh ouhhhhhhhh you will tell us about yiur headcanons about the bands dynamic🍥🍥🍥🍥🍥 (theres no hypnotize emoji)
i saw a post about another media i wasnt familiar with (i think it was in stars and time?) talking about the group's dynamic as like. it's found family but in a way that specifically rejects the traditional family roles- ie there doesn't have to be a "mom" and a "child" or any other named role for individual people, just their closeness is enough on its own to make them family. and i think that's how i feel about the rockafire a bit! like tbf i do think mitzi has a sibling-like relationship w beach bear and dook but that's kinda the only named relationship i feel even a bit strongly about lol. i feel like i can't think of any rae character without also thinking of how i like their dynamic with at least one other character, the way each character interacts with the others strengthens their own personality and i think thats super cool. i love those guys
#someone shared a link with me a while back that had like. rae showtape scripts#i wouldnt remember how to get back to it now but#those skits were a Lot more scripted than i originally thought#i thought they were basically going off outlines but most jokes at least of the ones i saw were read p verbatim off the script#and ironically it sorta strengthened how impressed i was w the skits#improv-ing jokes like the ones the rae do is relatively easy if youve got even a little sense for comedy#but writing a joke that sounds like improv in advance is kinda insane lmao#and im impressed w the voice actors too for delivering them in such a natural way too#theres a lot of deliveries that sound like theyre thinking of the words as they say them lol yknow? and i love that#i lost the plot what was i talking abt#oh yeah the fact that all the skits were written and performed so well strengthens the bonds of the characters#and. and uhhh animatronics good idk im high rn#i love those guys#asks#rae
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Slight vent art (doodle?) I made for what I feel for basically every art piece I make recently

Nothing looks right and when people try to give me advice it goes in one ear and out the other, and what I'm left with in my head is that I suck and nothing I do can ever be as good as others
#Tw light vent#Tw vent post#Vent post#My post#My art#I feel like shit currently#and yes this is about my previous post#Basically what I was thinking before my friend looked over and started giving me advice#Which went in one ear and out the other#Leaving me with just feeling like a husk again#I can't even listen to advice of my friends about my art when I'm in this depressive state#I feel like my mood and little bit of happiness I get from them is so fragile and it's rude and selfish to just#Expect them to keep it stable and not to break it when it really is just my problem#I'm just really tired and like a husk and i feel like venting because this just pushed me too much#A simple comment about what I could improve it wasn't even rude my friend just wanted to help#But I feel like total shit I don't know why I get like this I shouldn't be acting this way or feeling so god damn empty#Art is supposed to be what I'm good at and I'm supposed to make others happy but I can't and all my art looks terrible recently#I just want to go back to normal and be able to just have fun without all these thoughts in my head
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not even the potential imminent doom of tumblr can make me go to twitter idc
#before tumblr i was an instagram person but icant imagine going back to that#Before that was... wattpad...#yea so basically itll be the start of my offline era actually#not improving my life in any significant way just not liveblogging it anymore#txt
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SIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
(Proceeds to flail hands wildly for like 10 seconds)
#I’m watching Link Click Season 3#As you can probably infer it likes to murder me#Lu Guang just had a mini convo with Cheng Xiaoshi about going back in time#And how it won’t change/improve anything#So like he basically just secretly told him his life story while explaining the plot of an anime#Which is also about a character going back in time again and again to save her loved ones#I’m going insane#link click spoilers
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Not to be political on my silly side blog but just. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
#so i knew things were going to be bad i promise y'all I'm not dumb#and i know things are so much worse for so many people already and I'm in maybe one of the best positions anyone can be in in this moment#but like as of today it's feeling almost certain that my mom's job which has been such a huge improvement to her mental health#and such a huge move to help her feel better#and more confident with change is not going to be renewed and i know that's basically unnoticeable conpared even just to the impact#of that one executive order alone not to mention every other horrible thing he's done i just. it's the straw that broke the camels back ig#bc ig i knew he was going to be awful towards immigrants and latinos and trans folk so i was bracing for that not him trying to distroy our#colleges#idk guys it's just so much all at once and we will make it bc we have to but I'm scared#ok politics over I'm sorry for sll thst I'll try to get a pinup piece out tonight to make up for it#us politics
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I've been thinking of that one piece you did with Faux putting on the Cyberhead esp what u put in the tags abt the idea that Faux comes back as Red postgame. I usually go with the theory/HC that an ai was made for red but your idea is super interesting.
like it would make sense for Faux to go by Red now bc outside of the law/police force the BRC, DJ Cyber/Futurism and the other rival crews most likely hate his guts now ( along with like the civilians that had to witness the events of the storymode ) i'd love to learn more abt this au/headcanon btw!
eyyy! i also share the hc that red comes back with an ai, its pretty neat! i kinda swap between the red ai hc and the red!faux one to be honest
i started thinking more about faux and just his overall situation and read waaay too deep into his character/actions so i became this while thinking about the hc/au

ill slap it under a readmore, unsure if its considered spoilers but it is post-game
so the idea is that after the game escher finds faux's head/body and put him back together. the two talk it out, and he gives faux the option to start new, much like how he did with red earlier in the game. knowing this is his last chance to finally get rid of his roots; to finally get away from the police, he takes it.
knowing that everyone hates him or is after him he dons a fake cyberhead from escher and starts a new identity. he hides away from everyone and never talks, not wanting to get close to anyone and be betrayed again (or to get involved with others, he doesnt need another target on his back). he slowly changes into a person who enjoys being a writer for the sake of it again like he used to, the chains of his past slowly coming off of him.
does he end up running into BRC or the other gangs later on? possibly, im unsure on how that would play out, although he might be given a chance if he seemed genuine in wanting to/has changed. (thats assuming they figure out its faux in the first place)
#ask#bomb rush cyberfunk#spoilers#brc spoilers#im glad this interested you! thank you for the ask :]#i saw someone draw escher with faux's head and it actually helped me with this#cause originally i had it as basic police or something that puts him back together but#then i remembered that escher was going to retrieve faux's body earlier in the game#so fuck it why not#hes a cool character that also deserved more#this did inspire me to also write out some general faux headcanons i have#its going in another post though#ngl i was tempted to write a fic about this but i am a LOT less confident in my writing compared to my art LMAO#who knows maybe ill bite the bullet and write anyways. cant improve if you never write
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It's a good thing that I was on the debate and forensics team in high school because my final project for my Business Law 1 class is basically writing up a state level debate speech. I never competed at state for that specific section, but I'm at least familiar with the process
Oh and for this I have more than an hour to prepare but I also don't have all my sources and information pre-selected so I'm having to hunt that down in real time
#I was basically the top debate team person's fill in partner#I mostly did speech#thank fuck for that because I had horrible stage fright around public speaking#now I know I can do it and it was actually kind of fun unlike how presentations for classes were#because you actually got helpful feedback on how to improve#the debate person I was paired with was kind of intense but I think they wanted to have a job that was heavy on debates so it made sense#biggest tip is to talk to a wall#the wall will listen#anyway my little break is almost over so I should go back to writing up a ethics policy for a fictional company
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woke up to use the bathroom (well. bedside commode. trying to reduce/prevent foot pain) and folks i am so comfy. i love the pressure from the compression boots they have me in and OH MY BIRTH CONTROL I NEED TO TAKE THAT
#marzi speaks#remembered mid-‘it gets better’ post ain’t that funny#update: nurse got my bc out for me we’re good#my gyno would be so proud of my ability to remember to take my pills <3 (<- always follows meds routines)#anywho as i was saying i’m on a dose of liquid tylenol every 6 hours to stay ahead of the foot pain and it is so lovely#been sleeping basically since i had dinner. gonna keep sleeping until they come do my labwork#(not looking forward to that part but i will live)#god i am so glad i won’t have to do colonoscopy prep again#well. if all goes well that is. i should be good until my 50s#i feel like i’m gonna be so well rested. this is such an improvement#also. as they were wheeling me into the OR which was bright and busy bc i had 2 doctors for my 3 scopes#(endo- colono- and broncho-)#my anaesthesiologist asked me again if i wanted some anti-anxiety iv meds since it was so hectic#and i was still good w the morphine but also like. that place was COOL i liked it#i wanted to absorb as much info as my sleepy little nerd brain could#ANYWHO. i’m gonna go back to sleep now love you all
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i feel kinda crazy bc whenever i was a teenager i created this sorta imaginary older big sister who had moved out of the house so in my head i could live w her whenever i wanted bc she had survived it all and was independent and she would also just comfort me in a big sisterly way whenever something bad or upsetting happened and recently ive been going back to that at my big age 😭 and its kinda sad and also just wish fulfillment and also kinda scary bc i really used to think that by my age i'd have everything sorted but i really don't and i know that's normal and nobodies twenties are perfect but some people also have good relationships w their fathers which is crazy just to think about sooo
#is this readable? i hope not ❤️#i typed up some of my feelings about this in a word doc and just realised like damn i basically have an imaginary friend as an adult#i really am crazy lol#i just feel lonely within my family atm. bc my brother is younger than me so he could never really do anything to help#and i feel like i cant really trust my mam the same anymore..even tho i still love her a lot#and i'm trying to improve my relationship w my dad bc im realising what a hard life he had and that he's not like an irredeemable Bad Perso#and sometimes he'll look at me a certain way or apologise for something small that he would never have apologised for a couple of years ago#and i feel like im going crazy like is he becoming a better person or..? and i feel bad bc im not really doing the same#or maybe i am. sometimes i think im unfair to him considering how he is now but i also cant really reconcile what he is now w/ how he#was then. and then he'll suddenly say something to me in a certain tone of voice or with a certain sharpness and i'll go back to how a felt#as a teenager :/ i rlly dont know what to do about it but i think its because i dont really have anyone to talk to about it#i mean i sort of do. but i also dont actually know how much of it actually happened and how much of it i just made up#but having worked w teenagers yeah they can be little shits but i also cant imagine treating any of them the way my dad treated me#just bc theyre annoying or have an attitude or are a little mean or whatever#like theres actually a lot of ppl i could talk to but also how do you even bring something like this up#how do i say 'oh and i invented an older sister as a coping mechanism and sometimes i still talk to her in my head' without sounding crazy#its 2am here i need to go to bed i have work in the morning 😭 day and night and next day ruined bc my dad spoke to me slightly funny
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#feel like venting a bit so don't mind me#I've been feeling so weirdly lately#like I don't know#I feel like no matter what I will never be allowed to be happy#I will always be mediocre in everything I do#I'm a bad artist and my art style is horrendous and it is not improving#people way younger than me are getting better and better and it's fucking me up#I thought by my age I would be a decent artist and I'm not#then there's this whole thing where I feel a loneliness that is just undescribable#I've been alone my whole life and I take comfort in loneliness but at the same time#idk it's hitting me harder as of late#that feeling of being the most unlovable person there is#And I just know no one will ever love me like the way I want them to#like I'm fat I'm trans I'm on the ace spectrum and I'm socially awkward#it's basically the universe giving me the biggest middle finger possible#I'm just condemned to this loneliness I'm supposed to be content with#I don't know I'm just having a lot of feelings as of late#I feel like shit and wish I never existed in the first place#so a classic huh#Wish I could see a psychiatrist and be fucking diagnosed with something#but all the psychiatrist in my city need to be called on the phone to take a new patient#and I'm terrorized of phone calls lmao#what a joooooke#anyway whatever sorry for posting this I'll go back to act like everything is fine again#I'm good at that at least#rent#negativity
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