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fertilisedovumcell · 1 year ago
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Enneagram Social Instinct (SO)
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Summary of the Social Instinct:
Key words: connection, contribution, participation, adaptation, involvement, mirroring, attunement, cooperation, reciprocation, accommodation
(note: there's a common misconception about the social instinct being correlated to being extroverted or social. This is not the case, introverts (cognitively) can be a social subtype and even the most reserved or quiet individuals. The social instinct is simply the instinctual drive to connect, engage and contribute to others. In some cases, social subtypes can be most prone to social anxiety due to the heightened sensitivity of their position in the world)
Main concerns:
Maintaining the sense of value gained from participating in activities with others (be it group, family, community, friends, colleagues, etc)
to be part of something larger than themselves (social media is a great example of the social instinct, because we all innately are looking to satiate that need for contribution and involvement)
Main focuses:
to establish a social standing/position in society
building personal value, sense of accomplishment and security with others
to know what is going on in the world/community; can manifest as gossiping, world news, celebrities, events, politics, etc.
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Social subtypes are sensitive and attuned to the hierarchical social structure and group norms; emphasis on groups; 'out-groups', 'in-groups'
Have the capacity to form and sustain relationships over a long-period
comprehension of one's position and place (e.g 'am I a loner? Am I accepted? do I have value here?, I feel like an outcast, what do we have in common? Are we close? etc')
nuances of social environments, etiquette, cues, boundaries, status and power, behaviour, etc
being able to understand and sense impact of actions on others
What this can manifest as:
desire for acclaim/fame, attention, popularity, recognition, success, honour, leadership, appreciation, to have high social status, etc
How the Social instinct may manifest when unhealthy/distorted:
Antisocial behaviour, resentment over society and people, anxieties and self-defeating behaviours, overly preoccupied about self-image (to others), fear of exclusion or being devalued, avoidance of social endeavours, cynicism and distrustfulness, etc.
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The Social instinct, however, is actually something much more fundamental. It is a powerful desire, found in all human beings, to be liked, approved of, and to feel safe with others. On our own, we are rather weak and vulnerable and can easily fall prey to a hostile environment. We lack the claws, fangs, and fur of other animals, and if we did not band together and cooperate with each other, it is unlikely that our species, or we as individuals, would be able to survive. Being able to adjust ourselves to others and be acceptable is a fundamental, survival based human instinct.
References:
https://www.reddit.com/r/Enneagram/comments/14bw32k/are_enneagrammers_instinct_example_thoughts/
https://thepracticalenneagram.com/instincts/social-instinct/
https://www.personalitycafe.com/threads/the-resource-thread-for-instinctual-variants-and-stackings.118168/page-2?nested_view=1&sortby=oldest#replies
https://www.reddit.com/r/Enneagram/comments/14cegz6/being_so_dom_actually_makes_you_less_social/
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keitashi-is-me · 8 months ago
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Instinctual variants
Sp/So
Sp/Sx
So/Sp
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Sx/Sp
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omgvalhalla · 6 months ago
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Soc-blind
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bbyg4rl · 3 months ago
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𝘑𝘑 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 “𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴”
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JJ had a million names for you. Ranging from “Cupcake” to “Ketchup bottle”, “Trouble maker” to “Short stack.”
“Sunshine” when you grinned at him first thing in the morning.
“Darling” when he was trying to charm his way out of trouble.
But “sweetness?” Oh, that was his favorite.
It was effortless, instinctual even, like he didn’t need to think before saying it.
“Need a hand, sweetness?” when he saw you struggling to carry something.
“Watch your step, sweetness.” with a guiding hand on your lower back.
“Damn, sweetness, you’re killin’ me.” with a lazy smirk as he looked up at you from between your thighs.
JJ used sweetness like it was a habit, like it was second nature, stitched into his vocabulary just for you. Like it was the only name that ever really fit you. It rolled off his tongue so naturally, in every situation— casual, teasing, protective, affectionate.
And when you teased him about it, asking why that one stuck, he just grinned, bumping his nose against yours.
“Because you’re the sweetest thing I’ve ever had,” he said, like it was the simplest truth in the world.
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pellucid-constellations · 3 months ago
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Against the World
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Pairing: Azriel x Human!Reader
Summary: Azriel learns that loving a human means loving the uncoordinated and the injury-prone and the acceptance that he can't save you from it all.
Word count: 1k
Warnings: small injury, wistful as human x fae goes
a/n: Yay I hope this makes up for april fools :) Thank you to the anon who sent me this idea I love youuuu <3
More Az x human!reader and here as well :)
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The first time Azriel witnessed the plight of your ever-present bruises, he hadn’t thought much of it. You had made too much space for him in the doorway of your home, squeezing extra tight against the frame to accommodate his wings. A breathy curse clued him into the pain you’d felt ramming your shoulder into the sturdy wood, and then the discolored skin blooming in its wake clued him into the fragility that was amplified by your accident-prone nature. 
Humans were not as lithe and agile as fae. Humans, unfortunately, also bruised and broke much easier than fae, a combination that led to the heightened hypervigilance Azriel adopted since falling in love with you. The more time he spent with you, slipping away from his family under pretenses, the more he bore witness to your slips and falls and general habit of misplacing items that would somehow then stub your toe. 
At first, the accidents drove him mad. He would turn around for one second and something would clatter in the distance. A rather sharp whip of his head would find you sheepishly staring down at whatever you had been holding, and Azriel would hold his breath as his eyes inspected every inch of your body. He would stand beside you in the kitchen, pressing his hip to yours to find closeness, and you would hiss out a quick breath, crimson sliding down to your wrist. 
Gods, Azriel hated knives around you. And he hated ladders, moderately tall stacks of items, broom cupboards; Azriel quickly became wary of anything that had caused an accident in his presence
He had let it consume him into madness—at first. Azriel turned into an unreasonable force in your life, whisking you up over small holes in the ground and banning window locks unless he was the one operating them. He’d press the blankets back from your neck as you slept because cauldron boil him he was sure you’d find a way to die on them, and you couldn’t even get him started on the gardening tools you kept in the yard. Your propensity for befriending wild animals had his shadows angrily hissing in his ears and he feared the day you’d finally attempt to hang the art in your closets when he wasn’t there. 
At the beginning of loving you, Azriel considered bringing you to Velaris so many times the idea became like a mantra in his head. But then—after witnessing the casual way you went about each action that sent his heart into his throat—Azriel began to calm. And adapt. Almost instinctually. 
Soon, it became second nature for him to place a hand at the back of your head each time you exited the depths of your kitchen cabinets. With time, Azirel learned to simply catch your waist each time your steps became unsteady instead of lifting you from the ground. He wouldn’t speak to you as you made dinner, content to watch your careful ministrations with the knife—concentrated, without pause. 
Azriel would allow you to stay bundled up in your blankets and bring you closer to his chest instead, using the subtle brush of your breath against his skin to calm him. He saw things falling before you even noticed them, catching them above your head, as they fell to your feet, closing the distance to jam your fingers; he was still vigilant, but some of the fear dissipated. 
It never got easier to see the repercussions. 
Even the slightest injury made Azriel’s chest twine uncomfortably, because they always stuck around far longer than they would on any fae. A cut on your hand, a bruise along your leg, or—the worst, in Azriel’s opinion—the busted lip you got from tripping in the forest when he was away. 
He had been angry when he first saw it, and then he had been afraid. Afraid to see how delicate you were. Afraid that he hadn’t been there to stop whatever had happened. 
But then you grinned at him, so happy he was there despite the reminder of your impermanence in this world glaring and angry and red on your face, and Azriel realized this was something he needed to accept. You being in his life would include tragedies and injuries and heartbreak, and he was okay with that—the visual representation of such a truth was found in his lips lightly pressing to the split skin. 
Azriel still cataloged each disruption of your skin. He still soothed aches and pains with balms you probably shouldn’t have access to but that Madja wouldn’t miss in her clinic. When tears escaped past your lashes—rare from physical pain alone—he still wiped them from your cheeks and prayed to the Mother that he could continue to do so until his last breath. A fruitless prayer, but one he still made at the salty scent of your emotion in the air. 
Sometimes you teased him about his lack of clumsiness. You’d poke fun at the graceful steps he made around your house and the silence that accompanied his movements. The jokes were usually at your expense, something Azriel did not love, but he’d crack a smile all the same. 
He’d started knocking his wings into things on the odd occasion—catch his foot on a rug or cram his finger into a drawer just so you’d look at him with that baffled expression that made him actually burst with laughter. He loved catching you off guard, but he loved making you feel with him even more. You weren't less than him because you were human. The uncoordinated movements that made you mortal weren’t something he looked down upon. Sure, he would do away with the pain that often followed, but Azriel loved everything about you. 
And that included the casual clumsiness that often made his heart stop.
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mariasont · 6 months ago
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hi!!!!
I'm soooo in love your work. bimbo!assistantreader wil always have a special place in my heart!!!
Now i have this of idea that i think can work for either aaron or spencer, but basically bau!reader who kind of always wears the same type of outfit in the field that's always really modest. Buttttt when they kind of like "know" it's just going to be a paperwork day she likes to were skirts... short skirts and Aaron/Spencer are just feral for them...
Can either be fluff of smut... I trust you indefinitely xxx
Short Skirt, Long Day - A.H
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a/n: hi hi hi hiiiiiii!!! ugh thank u sm i kinda took this an interesting route so let me know what you think!!!! im also heavily thinking about writing a smutty pt 2 for this but id love to hear everyone’s opinions
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pairings: perv!aaronhotchner x bau!reader
warnings: 18+ MDNI, suggestive content, aaron being a straight PERV!!! (im into idk man), aaron imagining scenarios he didn’t shouldn’t at work, idk this is quite different from my usual postings but i kinda fuck with it
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Aaron Hotchner loved paperwork day.
Days like these meant the ringing of phones and panicked conversations were replaced by the only the sound of air conditioning (when it worked) and the occasional sneeze or cough. It’s the kind of morning he appreciated — time to breathe, to recalibrate without the air of an active case breathing down his neck.
But that's not why his pulse is thrumming more than heavily beneath his skin.
Hotch glances at the clock on his desk. It's early, too early for most of the team to be here yet, save for a couple agents whose faces barely register in his peripheral vision. His focus is elsewhere, fixed on a singular thought. Or, rather, on a singular person.
You.
Hotch leans back in his chair, exhaling slowly as a shameful type of heat rises to his face. It's a little pathetic, he thinks, how predictable he's become, it's not the work that makes these mornings bearable anymore. It's the anticipation.
The knowledge that, any minute now, the elevator doors will part, and you'll step out, wearing something that will completely dismantle his carefully constructed composure.
Hotch had noticed a pattern (of course he did, that was his instinct honed to a razor's edge). In the field, your outfits are a study in practicality: slacks, fitted jackets, muted tones, professional to a T. Nothing flashy, nothing that would draw undue attention. He’d even go as far to say you dressed more modestly than most.
But in the office, when the cases are shelved, and the team is left to wade through stacks of paperwork... it's different.
And it drives him insane.
The image takes root before he can stop it: the curve of your thighs, tantalizingly framed by a skirt that seemed designed to test his limits. The way the fabric molds to you when you move, clinging in places that his eyes are all too quick to follow.
Hotch exhales sharply, clearing his throat as if that could somehow clear his mind. It's unprofessional, he knows this, knows better than to let his thoughts stray so far from where they belong but yet…
The ding of the elevator pulls his attention like a magnet, and there you are. His grip on the pen tightens instinctively, the knuckles blanching as his gaze locks on you.
You're wearing that skirt today — black, fitted, and infuriatingly short, hugging your hips in a way that leaves nothing to the imagination.
He tells himself to look away, and for a second, he manages it — his eyes dropping back to his desk, his breath coming out slow and measured. But that reprieve is fleeting. His gaze flicks back before he can stop it, drawn helplessly to the curve of your waist as you laugh at something one of the other agents say.
You're too good. Too sweet. Too damn oblivious to realize what you're doing to him.
And he knows it's wrong, knows he's toeing a line he has no business approaching. But the way his body reacts to you, the pull you have on him, is beyond reason. It's instinctual, raw, and completely out of his control.
He calls out your name. "Could you come in here for a moment?"
You turn, blinking at him with wide, curious eyes. "Yes, sir?"
"I need you to grab something for me," he replies, his voice level, though every syllable felt like a tightly coiled spring. He motions towards the cabinet near the corner of the room. "The Marcus file. Bottom shelf."
He was a terrible terrible man.
Without hesitation, you step toward the cabinet, crouching slightly as you begin to sift through the lower shelf. The moment your body lowers, his eyes start trailing down where the hem of your skirt lifts, just barely revealing the soft curve of where your thighs meet your ass. 
Then, as you bend further, shifting your weight slightly to reach deeper on the shelf, the fabric stretches taut, clinging to your ass in a way that sends a jolt straight through him.
Hotch's throat feels tight, his breathing shallow as he drinks in the sight before him. You're so close, just feet away, and the angle offers him an unobstructed view. The shape of you, the smooth expanse of skin that's always just out of reach in the field, is right there, so achingly close he feels like his chest might explode.
He knows if you dipped any further, your panties would be on display and he couldn’t help but wonder what color you had on.
You’ve always had a meticulous attention to detail, choices leaning towards deliberate but understated at the same time. In the field, you favored muted tones — greys, blacks, navies. But here in the relative safety of the office you allow a little more personality, more femininity.
His mind turns to your preferences, pink, maybe.
Hotch swallows hard, pulse roaring in his ears. The thought gnaws at him, insistent and unrelenting, he needs to know.
“Careful,” he says, feigning concern. “You might need to check further back on the shelf. Sometimes the files get pushed out of sight.”
You glance over your shoulder at him and he swears he could combust. “Further back?”
He nods, leaning back in his chair to appear casual, though his grip on the armrests were anything but. “Yes.”
You turn back to the cabinet, shifting your weight again as you crouch lower, leaning further to search the back of the shelf. The motion sends the bottom of your skirt riding higher, and for a brief, heart stopping moment, the lace of your panties is on full display.
It was a pink barely there strip of fabric.
His mind betrays him, conjuring images he knows he shouldn't entertain. He imagines his hands on you, running over the curve of his hips, gripping your thighs, sliding that damn skirt higher until there's nothing left to hide. The thought of you like this, pliant and completely unaware of the effect you're having on him, makes his pulse pound in his ears. He wonders what you would do if he were to push those panties to the side and slide a finger in you.
You shift again, leaning deeper into the cabinet as your voice drifts back to him, murmuring something about not seeing it. His jaw locks, teeth pressing together as he fights to maintain control. His fingers dig into the armrests of his chair, the leather creaking faintly beneath the strain. It's a futile effort, though. The pressure building in his chest, his body, is relentless.
The heat pools low in his abdomen, simmering and insistent, a sharp pulse of arousal tightening every muscle in his body. He's painfully hard now, the evidence uncomfortably against his slacks, but he doesn't dare move. His mind a blur of want, what he wants to do to you, what he knows he shouldn't do, and the precarious line he's treading just watching you like this.
The tension in his body seems unbearable, and for a fleeting second, he considers how easy it would be to walk over, to let his hand graze your hip, to tilt your chin up so you'd look at him and see the wreckage you've left in your wake. 
But he doesn't. He can't.
Instead, he forces himself to remain still, staying rooted, the self-restraint biting and bitter. 
"Are you sure it's under here? I still don't see it."
Hotch's lips twitch, the smallest shadow of a smirk threatening to break free on his face. He leans forward, feigning surprise as he picks up the file from the corner of his desk.
"Ah," he says, waving the file. "Looks like it's been right here the whole time."
You straighten abruptly, brushing your hands down your skirt and turning towards him with a soft laugh. "Hotch! So I was practically upside down in that cabinet for nothing!"
He shakes his head, giving a small chuckle to match yours. Not for nothing. The satisfaction still simmers low in his chest, a private indulgence he knows you'll never suspect, the movement was far from wasted.
"My mistake."
"Well, I guess we all have our moments. Let me know if there's anything else you need, okay?"
When the door finally closes behind you, he exhales shakily, the breath spilling out like a confession. Leaning back in his chair, he presses his fingers to his temples, his entire body tense with the effort of restraint. He feels unmoored, like a man balancing on the edge of a precipice, one misstep away from losing everything he’s worked so hard to keep under control.
But for now, he’ll settle for watching, for imagining, for wishing, knowing full well that nothing could ever come of it. And yet, as he glances at the door where you’d just been, a part of him wonders how much longer he can hold out.
It’s going to be an impossibly long day, but the most troubling part of all is how much he’s starting to enjoy the torment.
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dreamsteddie · 3 months ago
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Instinctual
Written for the @stmarchmm day 30 prompt “omega nests/alpha nests” | Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha Eddie Munson, Omega Steve Harrington
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Eddie doesn’t know what he’s doing or why it’s pissing him off so badly.
There’s been this itch under his skin for the last couple of weeks, and even if Eddie doesn’t like to conform to the expectations of his designation, he’s also never been one to ignore his instincts. When he’s mad, he’ll fill the place up with his scent. When he’s overwhelmed with love for his pack, he’ll force them all into a big, messy puppy pile. Wayne likes to say he’s just a big pup disguised as an alpha.
But none of that explains why he’s been madly redecorating his den. He can’t help it; his instincts are telling him that it isn’t right, even though his den has been diligently crafted and maintained since he moved in with Wayne and didn’t have to compete with his dad for space anymore. The light is hitting his face wrong in the morning, his sheets are the wrong texture, and for some god forsaken reason, the big tapestry blanket he was very proud to thrift needs to cover the far wall that connects to Wayne’s room instead of remaining on his bed.
Normally, Eddie is happy to follow his instincts, but he also usually knows why he’s doing something. Eddie would actually really like to not be doing this, but he doesn’t feel like there’s much of a choice, hence the irritation.
He’s in the middle of moving around the pile of blankets on his bed again — why his instincts want so many blankets is beyond him. Spring in Hawkins isn’t that cold — when he hears the door open. Wayne won’t be home for another six hours, so that means it must be Steve.
Despite the judgemental looks the old bitties in the trailer park give them, the omega has been coming over almost every day since the not-so-end-of-the-world. It started off as pack bonding, everyone cramming into the double-wide to be with Eddie and Max when they were both too injured to go far. Eventually, everyone settled. The kids, Nancy and Robin, all went back to school, but Steve stuck around. Eddie won’t try to say he discouraged it. He kind of loved having an omega in the house. Loved having Steve in the house.
All that is to say, Eddie doesn’t bother to go see who’s at the door, he lets Steve know he’s in the bedroom knowing the omega will meander his way in after he kicks off his shoes and grabs a glass of water the same way he always does. Eddie just keeps working, instinct screaming at him even louder now that someone is going to see his incomplete den. It has nothing to do with that person being Steve. He swears.
When Steve finds him, Eddie is mid-wrestle with a particularly ornery fitted sheet, which has decided to betray him and come undone. Steve pays him no mind, flopping down directly onto the mess of his bed after putting his glass down on the dresser.
On a normal day, Eddie would pay this no mind. Steve is good at making himself at home wherever he is, and with so much time spent with Eddie at his house, he doesn’t bother with asking permission for much anymore. Eddie's house is Steve’s house as far as either of them are concerned, but today is not a normal day.
Today, Eddie is wound up and trying to figure out what his instincts want from him. Today, Steve flops down on Eddie’s bed, in Eddie’s nest, and lets out that same happy groan he always does when he can finally get off his feet after a long day. Today, Eddie realises what exactly he’s been doing, and for whom.
He’s nesting.
He’s building a full-on nest in his room for Steve Harrington.
Eddie must make some kind of noise because Steve lifts his head from where it had been happily buried in a stack of pillows, tilting his head in that puppyish way that is far too cute for Eddie to handle at a moment like this.
“You alright, man?” Steve asks, all mind concern and genuine curiosity. Eddie knows from experience that if he says he’s not feeling well, Steve will invite him in for a friendly pack cuddle and trill at him in that sweet way that makes Eddie’s heart squeeze. He can not handle that right now.
“Yes. Yup. All good here, Harrington. Just trying to conquer this fitted sheet.” Cool, he’s totally being cool.
“If you say so…” Steve responds, clearly not buying it but willing to let it go for now. “I like what you’ve done with the room, by the way, very cozy.” The omega turns on his back, stretching big and long like a cat settling in for a nice nap. It makes his t-shirt ride up, exposing his soft, hairy belly. Eddie is going to die.
He makes himself look away, cheeks flaming in a way that is definitely not cool so he can finish forcing his sheet into submission and maybe even get a goddamn grip. Unfortunately, he’s so focused on getting a grip that he doesn’t even notice himself getting up to gather one more sheet for the bed. The entire thing is covered in blankets, but it needs a nice, smooth layer over it so it doesn’t get too hot on his omega’s skin.
It’s the errant thought of his omega, and the sudden realization that Steve hasn’t said a word in almost five minutes makes him snap back to reality. He doesn’t want to look up, but he knows not looking would be weirder, so he forced his eyes up and oh.
Steve knows.
He’s looking right at him with those big hazel eyes like he’s just had an epiphany, and he’s staring right at where Eddie’s just finished tucking in that last, incriminating sheet.
“Eddie?”
“Uh…this is not what it looks like.��
“Eddie.”
“Ok…” Eddie says, hands going up in the air as if he can pretend someone else made the nest if he moves his hands away fast enough. “Ok, it’s exactly what it looks like, but…but!” He’s scrambling, looking for any kind of way he can pass this up as a completely platonic nest, as if alphas ever make nests if it’s not for their mates. 
He’s just about to start spewing some bullshit about stress (constant but not more than usual) and mating season (junk science Eddie loathes) when he realised that Steve looks, well, he looks like he’s waiting to get his heart broken, like Eddie has that kind of power over him. Like Eddie denying what they both know is happening will hurt, but he’ll accept it.
And, well, Eddie promised himself that he wouldn’t be another thing, another person, who hurt Steve. After all the supernatural bullshit, after his old friends, his old alpha, and his parents, Eddie doesn’t want to be another thing Steve has to recover from. 
It’s time to be brave. Time to stop running.
“Fuck, ok yeah it’s exactly what it looks like,” Eddie says, running a nervous hand through his hair. “I’m uh, I’ve kind of been crazy in love with you for like, months. Maybe since the beginning of the whole Vecna thing, if I’m being honest.” Eddie can’t look at Steve when he says this, looking off into the middle distance, too caught up to try and parse out the individual notes in Steve’s scent. “I’ve been too chicken shit to ask you to court, but I guess my instincts decided enough was enough.”
“Can you look at me, Eddie?” He doesn’t want to, but if it’s Steve asking, he’ll do just about anything. But, really, Eddie should have known better than to be scared, the omega has never looked at him with anything but kindness, not in a long time. Steve is smiling at him, a sweet little thing that sets Eddie’s heart to fluttering. “It’s a real nice nest,” Steve says, and suddenly Eddie can’t breathe. Everything he’s ever wanted is staring him right in the face, asking him without asking to take the last step.
Maybe Eddie doesn’t subscribe to any of the stupid designation stereotypes that say alphas should be in charge and omegas should follow their lead, but he also thinks that Steve deserves to be asked. He deserves a moment he can recall fondly to his kids of the day his alpha asked him to court.
“Well,” he pauses, licks his lips and wishes he could grab that glass of water Steve left on the dresser because his throat is suddenly parched, “It’s all yours if you want it, Stevie. There’s no other omega I’d make a nest for. And, uh, I’d love to court you, if you’d give me the chance to prove myself.”
Steve is smiling at him like he put all the stars in the sky, scent blooming sugary, cinnamon happy. “Well, with such a nice nest, how could I say no, Alpha?” The omega simpers, the coy effect lost as he hauls Eddie up into the nest, their nest, by his shirt.
And then they’re far too busy to say much of anything, for a while.
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This is my last submission for March Mating Madness 2025! It's been so fun working on these and reading what everyone else has written.
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wolvietxt · 9 months ago
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𝗅𝗈𝗀𝖺𝗇 𝗁𝗈𝗐𝗅𝖾𝗍𝗍 𝗑 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗍!𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗇𝗈𝗇𝗌!
pairing : logan howlett x reader warnings : obviously short!reader, lighthearted mocking wc : ~800 a/n : i know it’s not comic accurate logan height, i had hugh in the wolverine in mind for this! 
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logan will never let you live down the height difference! every time you need something from a high shelf, he’s right there, leaning casually against the counter, watching you struggle before lazily grabbing it for you… or worse, holding it just out of reach😖 he’ll wait until you get flustered before handing it over with that smug grin of his :3
logan loves how easy it is to pick you up!! whether he’s carrying you to bed or just moving you out of his way, he does it like it’s second nature. sometimes, he’ll toss you over his shoulder with no warning just to hear you yelp in surprise, a deep chuckle rumbling from his chest :3
he’s got a whole collection of nicknames for you, ranging from ‘half pint’ to ‘short stack.’ every time you roll your eyes or playfully swat at him, he just smirks, finding it cute how you react😭 it’s his way of showing affection, but he obviously never means any harm by it
logan’s always been the protective type, but with your smaller frame, he’s extra careful! he’ll stand just a little closer in crowded spaces, subtly guiding you with a hand on your lower back or wrapping an arm around your shoulders when he senses you’re uncomfortable. it’s instinctual for him to keep you safe, even if he doesn’t always say it outright💞
if you’re standing next to him, don’t be surprised if logan casually rests his arm on top of your head. he knows it annoys you, but he can’t help himself :3 whenever you pout or try to shake him off, he just grins down at you, knowing exactly how cute you look when you’re frustrated😖
logan’s clothes are already huge on you, and he finds it adorable whenever you steal his flannel or jacket! they practically swallow you, and every time you wear one of his shirts around the house, he can’t stop himself from wrapping you up in his arms, pulling you into his chest, and commenting on how ‘damn cute’ you look :3
with the height difference, logan loves pulling you close - whether it’s wrapping you in a hug where your face presses into his chest or scooping you up so you can rest your head on his shoulder💞 he’ll make sure you fit perfectly against him, and if you’re both sitting on the couch, expect him to guide you into his lap with both arms always wrapped around you
logan loves it when you give him sass about being taller, even if you can’t quite reach to flick his forehead or swat at his face :3 he’ll laugh and bend down slightly, just enough so you can pretend to be intimidating. it’s all in good fun, and he enjoys how feisty you are despite the height difference😭
it’s not just about the physical difference - logan is always looking out for you!! he’s got a soft spot for your small size and makes sure you’re comfortable wherever you go. whether that means giving you his jacket in the cold or making sure you’re not getting squished in a crowd, he’s always looking out for your well-being💞
his hands are so much larger than yours, and when he wraps his fingers around yours, it feels like he’s keeping you secure :3 he’ll give your hand a squeeze when you’re anxious or just because he enjoys feeling you close to him. when walking together, he’ll always slow his pace to match yours, never ever rushing you!!
when you try to reach up for a kiss, logan will sometimes tease you by leaning back slightly, making it harder for you to reach him. eventually, though, he’ll give in, picking you up by your waist and lifting you so you can kiss him properly. it’s one of his favourite things, especially when you cling to him after :3
when you stand on your tiptoes to try and close the height gap, logan always watches with a soft smile! even though you’re trying to reach him, he loves how determined you are, and he’ll sometimes lean down to meet you halfway, his lips brushing against yours with a chuckle before he kisses you💞
despite the teasing and the tough exterior, logan’s got a soft spot for your height. he’ll ruffle your hair, press kisses to the top of your head, and hold you close like you’re something precious😖 no matter how much he might tease, he’s always gentle with you, his large hands cradling you carefully as if afraid he’ll hurt you :(
logan’s fiercely protective of you, and your height just gives him more reason to look out for you. whether it’s getting into bar fights or making sure you’re not caught up in danger, he’s always ready to step in. but he never underestimates you - he knows how strong and capable you are, even if you’re smaller. he just wants to make sure you’re safe, always :3
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biolumien · 1 year ago
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hello!! I loved your rooftop smoke fic so much oh my goodness could I ask for literally anything hoshina I would love to read more of your works... It would make my day if hoshina fell first/if he was the one hopelessly in love but anything that is easier to write for you I would love to read
ALSO PLS FEEL FREE TO IGNORE THIS IF ITS NOT EXACTLY IT FOR U!!! TYSM IN ADVANCE
notes: bwahhhh omg… thank you for liking my first work…  i havent written hoshina before… but uh. i hope this is good. same reader-insert from last time for this one too!
hoshina falls first (or tries not to, because to love is to be known)
soshiro hoshina x gn!reader i turned it into kind of a character study, forgive me word count: 1103
let’s get this right off the bat, to clear any misconceptions. hoshina’s not a romantic. he doesn’t fall for anyone first. he’s built up the demeanor of a sly, wily little fox not because he wanted to, but because he had to. tread lightly around others, and they will never know what lies in your heart, the insecurities that bubble and eat at you alive. never let them know how you feel, because as soon as your inherent, weak-willed intent is shown, you’ll be devoured alive.
well.
that’s what hoshina tells himself, anyway. 
it’s what he has to remind himself of constantly when he sees you.
you’re not allowed, he reminds himself, to get under his skin. not in any mean way, not in the way where you play up his insecurities–except you do, don’t you? you don’t mean to, but he gets the impression that if he were conventionally stronger, more impressive, that he’d deserve your attention, the small smile that crosses your lips and lights up your eyes when you see him, the faint exhale of breath when you see him–he’d deserve that if he were better. if he were just simply better, he’d deserve it. he’d feel worthy of it.
hoshina’s not a romantic.
he signed up for a line of very dangerous, practically suicidal work knowing it might mean the death of him.
all to prove that he was worth something.
he’s not the ashes you throw away, he’s a brilliant ball of fire, can’t you see–but he needed to prove that he could shine alone, under his own merit. he didn’t need anyone, except he needed mina to get him into the third division anyway. 
he didn’t need you, except he kept making excuses to get close to you, and not even in any particular suave way. hoshina practically pines for your affections and attention, but the key thing about it is that he refuses, in a way that’s either very cute or insanely frustrating, to make it seem like he’s making the first move. fleeting kisses he shared with you, he never properly initiated himself–he’d stand there, make a big show of leaving, and you’d pulled him by the collar to kiss him. 
but at the very least you seem to be accommodating about it, in any case. you sometimes end up preparing him a cup of tea when you go on break, as if instinctually expecting him.
hoshina wonders if he’s pavlov’s dog in this case–drawn by you, trained to behave around you.
he doesn’t know how he feels about it.
“you keep coming here,” you say to him one day in the lab. at your desk is a wide variety of papers–notes on chemical formulas for bullets, the blueprints for one of mina’s new absurdly-large guns shoved haphazardly under a stack of notebooks, a coffee cup clasped between your hands, and you blow some of the fresh steam off. “i’m starting to think the captain’s going to find you slacking off.”
there’s a sardonic smile on your lips, but hoshina’s gotten better at reading you. you’re happy to see him–he can see it in the tiny way you fidget a little bit when he takes the spare coffee mug from your desk, finding it full of coffee already. does he feel his face softening, his drawn-up shoulders relaxing? no, surely not. he’s better than that. he won’t be influenced by you–and yet. and yet. 
“you have a lock on your door if you don’t want to be disturbed,” hoshina says simply, taking a sip of the coffee. black with a single spoonful of sugar in it, because as much as it was impressive to drink your coffee purely black, hoshina quite frankly couldn’t take it. and he’d built as much a complex around that, too, as if a simple coffee preference might define how worthy he is of love. respect. the works. he watches you, sees dark under-eyes from days of restless work and the writer’s bump on your middle finger, and feels his heart squeeze.
god, he hates it. does he? does he hate it? is he insecure about that? does he hate that he doesn’t hate it? does he hate that by pining for you, by forcing his way into your life, that he’s created the rumblings of his own downfall? no. the worst part of it all is that he can’t hate you. can’t hate the way you watch him, and he wonders if you’re watching him the same way he observes you–like a prey animal, almost, twitchy and nervous, in an attempt to grasp at feeble understanding. 
“if you keep coming back here, i’m going to assume you’re in love with me,” you say.
and you have no idea what those words do to him, really. you don’t know, because hoshina has learned to obscure most of his emotions, at the very least. 
so why does his face feel so hot?
“hm.”
he can’t even come up with a proper retort. you’re staring at him expectantly, as if waiting for the classic hoshina quip–a cackle or giggle, a casual slap on the table with a you wish! attached to it. but it doesn’t come. hoshina stands there, gagged for a moment–and suddenly his grip on his coffee cup feels a little weak.
“hoshina.”
he wishes the smile on your lips didn’t trigger some gut instinct of delight in him.
he’s better than this, damn it. he’s better than this.
your smile quirks up the corners of your cheeks, and there’s something like a shy flush across your skin. and–
“i wish i could take a picture of your face right now,” you say. “you look like you’re coming down with something.”
hoshina scoffs, the sound a little more high-pitched than he’d like for it to be.
“you wish,” he says. 
“so are you?” you press. “in love with me?”
hoshina stares at you–there’s a sudden tightness in your shoulders that wasn’t there before–you’re worried about his answer. and despite it all–his bravado, his hatred of the mere idea that he might rely on someone else–that he would ever need someone to know his heart, that he might be cowed and tamed like a dog–
he loves you.
he doesn’t want you to be worried about the surety of his answer.
“yeah,” he says. “i love you.” and when that sudden tightness in your body language disappears, he finally finds the strength to quip, “just don’t faint over me, alright?” 
and when you reach out to hit his shoulder, he grasps you by the wrist and pulls you in to kiss you.
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reeseykins · 7 months ago
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Thoughts on Emmrich while Rook is trapped in the Fade
Kind of obsessed with thinking about Emmrich's deteriorating mental state while Rook was trapped in the Fade.
The first few days he's ultra focused on finding a way to get Rook back. He's a Fade expert -- this sort of problem was made for him to solve. He tells himself he WILL find a solution, because that's why he's here, right? He keeps telling himself that over and over, willing himself to solve this impossible problem.
He stays awake for 48 hours straight. Bellara and Neve are with him at first, each pouring over an arcane text he's brought with him from Nevarra, searching for the very few-and-far-between references of anyone who has physically walked in the Fade. Sometime after the sun rises, he realizes he's alone. He doesn't remember when the others left, presumably to rest.
Lucanis brings coffee. He squeezes the elder mage's shoulder and assures him -- "We'll get her back." Emmrich doesn't look up from the page. He knows that if the Crow could see his eyes, he'd see all the fear and guilt he's trying so desperately to pretend isn't slowly consuming him from within.
By day three he's coming undone. He hasn't shaved, hasn't bathed, has barely moved from his seat amongst an ever-growing stack of books, each carefully flagged or left open wherever he's found even a hint of a clue that could bring her back to him. He dozes off, face down on an open tome. Bellara sneaks in and drapes a blanket over his shoulders, careful not to wake him.
He loses his focus on the seventh day. It's been a week - an entire week - since she's been gone. He'll never see her again. He spent their last night together arguing with her. He lays down on his bed and presses the palm of his hand to the mattress where Rook had once curled beside him. It's cold; there is no scrap of her warmth left.
By day ten he's manic. His mind still replays the argument over and over and over, but the memory is quieter now, interspersed with a hundred other, brighter moments. The curve of her lips as she smiled just for him, the fall of a lock of hair across her face that he gently pushed behind her ear, the sweet sound of her sudden inhalation of breath as they made love. These memories should be a comfort, but instead they torment him with the knowledge of what he's lost. He paces back and forth along the walkway at the top of the spiral staircase in his room, praying that a solution will materialize out of the haze clouding his mind. This cannot be the end.
Darkness takes hold. He's losing himself, losing the very essence of what makes him who he is. There are whispers at the edge of his consciousness, and he knows instinctually that he's become a target of some demon or another - desire, or perhaps despair. He'll rip open the Fade, he thinks to himself. To hell with the Dread Wolf, he'll bring down the Veil if only to get her back. He'll drown the world in demons, in blood, lay waste to everything. His chest heaves, he's frantic now, running his hands through his hair and panting. There is no air in the room, in his lungs. But then he feels a familiar presence behind him. Manfred is there with tea. The madness fades, he regains himself and musters the will to banish those evil fantasies from his mind.
What good would it do to get Rook back if he destroys himself, possibly everyone and everything, in the process? He washes up, shaves for the first time in days, changes his clothes, and goes to find the rest of the team. He cannot be alone anymore with his thoughts.
And then, she is back. She doesn't see how dangerously close he came to succumbing to despair. She doesn't see him unkempt or disheveled. But she knows. He wraps his arms around her in bed that night, hooks his foot over her ankle, drawing her in tight like a choking vine, and she knows.
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omgvalhalla · 2 years ago
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Sp is not sx
Mistaking sp for sx is a thing. One element of sp is the pleasure principle, ie hunting for physically and psychologically gratifying activities. 
There are people who mistake high octane living and things like alcohol, drugs, and risky behaviour as signs of sx. Except that you’re talking about physical and psychological stimulation, which is tied to sp. Mistyping as sx-dominant, sometimes additionally sp-blind because of a need for partying and engaging with people. Add to that stuff like extreme sports but that too is a way of engaging with sp through challenging the body. When taken to the extreme,  it’s a type of anti-sp: testing the sp-neurosis of survival and outlasting. 
Sx is a more ethereal orientation towards chemistry in the broadest sense of the word. Hang ups around your sexual attractiveness - moreso than sx-second or sx-last - and prioritising chemistry above all. Sp is not sx. 
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moronkyne · 26 days ago
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ೃ࿐ D.A.M.N crew lake side shenanigans *ೃ༄
⋆˚࿔ Non specified listener gender | Word Count: 721 ⋆˚࿔
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The sun hung high in the vast blue sky, its golden light spilling over the serene lakeside scene, bathing everything in a warm embrace. A gentle breeze carried the scent of fresh water and pine, stirring the surface of the lake with delicate ripples that shimmered like scattered gems. Birds sang lazily from their perches in the towering trees, their melodies blending seamlessly with the occasional laughter of the group settled along the shore.
Freelancer sprawled across a red and white checkered blanket, basking in the warmth of the afternoon. Their sunglasses shielded their eyes from the relentless brilliance of the sun, while their head found comfort in their partner’s lap—a lap belonging to none other than the Incubus, whose clothing, despite being present, somehow left little to the imagination. The way the sunlight kissed his skin made his already alluring presence seem impossibly more intoxicating.
The group, clad in swimsuits of various styles, lounged together in contentment, enjoying the lazy pace of the day. Gavin’s fingers wove leisurely through Freelancer’s hair, his nails tracing soft patterns against their scalp as he idly twirled strands between his fingers. His conversation with the water elemental beside him was casual, the two exchanging thoughts on the coolness of the lake water and the tranquility of the setting. Occasionally, the elemental’s laughter bubbled up, delicate and soothing, like the rush of water over smooth stones.
Dear knelt beside Lasko, their palms smoothing warm sunscreen over his skin in gentle yet firm strokes. Their fingers worked with practiced ease over his shoulders, kneading the tension from his muscles, before trailing down his arms with careful precision. Lasko sighed under their touch, his body unconsciously leaning into the sensation, while Dear chuckled softly, taking their time with the task as if it were more of a pleasure to them.
The lake’s surface rippled wildly as Damien and Huxley tore through the water, arms cutting sharp and precise with each powerful stroke. The sunlight danced on their backs, turning droplets into fleeting sparks before they slipped away. Huxley, grinning even in the midst of his determined effort, reached forward just enough to grab Damien’s ankle, yanking his boyfriend backward with a mischievous tug. A splash erupted between them as Damien let out a startled laugh, kicking off the playful restraint and surging forward once more.
“You little cheat!” Damien called, his breath coming fast between strokes.
“Survival of the fittest, babe!” Huxley shot back, not a single trace of remorse in his voice.
But what Huxley underestimated—every single time—was just how deeply ingrained Damien’s competitive edge was. Years and years on a swim team had sculpted his technique, molded every instinctual movement into something fluid and efficient. His body knew how to cut through resistance, how to adjust and push even harder when the odds stacked against him. A little ankle grab was nothing compared to the drills he’d endured back in the day.
And so, with a smirk hidden beneath the surface, Damien twisted, shifting his weight just right, catching the momentum of his kick and using it to propel himself forward with expert precision. Within seconds, he was tearing through the water like a sleek predator, cutting past Huxley with an effortless grace that made his boyfriend curse under his breath.
“Oh, come on—how do you do that?” Huxley spluttered, fighting to close the gap, his laughter bubbling up between breaths.
Damien surfaced just enough to flash a triumphant grin. “Natural talent,” he teased with a strong grin before diving back in, extending his lead.
The playful challenge carried on, their movements strong yet carefree, the water wrapping around them like silk as they chased each other beneath the golden sun. Each lap was a battle, a game, a test of skill wrapped in affection.
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sweetvoidstuff · 2 months ago
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Where You Belong - Part 3
Jungkook x Reader I Werwolf x Werwolf I Mates I Slow Burn I Asshole JK I Supernatural Romance I Yoongi I Violence
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Summary : A festival meant to bring unity turns into something far more intimate when you catch the eye of a wolf who never intended to fall. Torn between the freedom to choose and the instinctual pull of a mate’s bond, you face both emotional and political pressure from the pack and outside forces. As loyalties are tested, the question lingers: will you run, or will you stay and claim your place?
Word Count: 35K (all Parts)
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A/N: Hi! I’ve been meaning to post this one for a while, but I kept going back and forth on it. Life got a bit hectic, I got sidetracked, and took a few days off—so it took longer than planned. It didn’t turn out exactly how I first imagined, but for now, I’m calling it done. Maybe I’ll revisit and rewrite parts of it in the future, who knows. In the meantime, I really hope you enjoy it—please be kind, but I also welcome honest feedback.
Well, I wanted to post this as one, but Tumblr won’t let me…again... so I’ll be posting Part 1, Part 2 and Part 3 back to back. Sorry about that! Hope you still enjoy it!
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For a solid heartbeat, he didn’t move.
Then—after another sharp glance around the area, his ears straining for any nearby movement—he rose to his feet.
And followed you inside.
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The tent was small—at least, smaller than he expected.
The inside was simple, with thick blankets piled over a sleeping mat, a few extra layers stacked against the far end in what looked like an attempt at a pillow. It smelled like you, too, but not strongly—not like a normal omega’s tent should. Jungkook’s scent had been muted on you ever since the festival began, and now, without it, the space felt wrong.
You were already curled up on your side, your back to him, as if you were ignoring the fact that he had just stepped inside.
Jungkook hesitated for a second.
Then he crouched near the entrance, unsure if he should lay down or stay seated.
He opted for the latter.
His eyes flickered toward your still form.
After a long pause, you muttered, “If you’re just gonna sit there, you might as well lay down.”
Jungkook bit his lip.
And then, slowly, he shifted, lowering himself onto the extra blankets, laying on his back beside you.
The space was tight.
If either of you moved even a little, you would touch.
And when you exhaled, shifting slightly—your back brushing against his arm—Jungkook nearly lost his damn mind.
Jungkook needed something to ground him—anything.
And the only thing here was you.
The tight space of your tent left no room for hesitation. No space for second-guessing. The moment your back brushed his arm, the fragile thread of his restraint snapped.
He rolled onto his side, one arm snaking firmly around your waist, his chest flush against your back. The heat of him bled through the thin layers of clothing, his grip possessive, securing you against him.
He felt your tense inhale.
"Did you already decide?" Jungkook’s voice was low, a murmur against the shell of your ear.
You hummed, your fingers lightly twitching over the blankets. “Kinda.”
Jungkook’s hold tightened.
"Kinda?" he echoed, voice gruffer now. "What does ‘kinda’ mean?"
You exhaled slowly, your tone shifting into something almost teasing, yet undeniably shy.
"Well, you already decided if you're going to scent me twice a day from now on..." You paused, then added with a smirk, "for safety reasons?"
Jungkook growled.
A soft, dangerous sound, curling around the whisper of your name on his tongue. His fingers flexed, gripping your waist tighter.
“You are my mate,” he rumbled, his lips brushing the shell of your ear.
His nose nudged into your hairline, inhaling deeply, and then—
He scented you.
A slow, deliberate drag of his nose from your temple to the base of your neck.
You shuddered.
His chest rumbled, another growl spilling from deep within him.
His teeth grazed the sensitive skin at the curve of your shoulder, his breath hot as his lips parted.
And when you whimpered, Jungkook nearly lost it.
"Don’t promise anything you can’t keep," you whispered, but it sounded weak. Like a plea. A warning. A wish.
"If… If this is just want—fine. But then tell me."
Jungkook’s chest ached.
He wanted to rip the doubt out of you, to prove to you that there was nothing about this—about you—that was temporary.
He exhaled sharply, his fingers skimming the edge of your ribs.
“Mark me.”
Your entire body locked up.
Your heart stuttered.
Slowly, your head turned, the dim light inside the tent casting shadows over Jungkook’s face as you twisted just enough to look at him.
Your eyes were wide.
“What?”
Jungkook growled again, this time more urgent, more raw—needy.
Your movement had shifted you slightly away, leaving a sliver of space between you, and the distance made something feral inside him snarl.
His dark gaze locked onto yours, unflinching. Unshakable.
"Mark me as your mate."
Your breath hitched.
Jungkook's jaw clenched, his pulse pounding.
"You can still leave if you want," he said, voice low, rough, as if the words physically pained him. "But I will follow you."
His fingers brushed up your spine, his touch feverishly warm.
"I will only claim you if you want me to," he swore, and fuck—he meant it. He would never take this from you, never force you into something you weren’t ready for.
But then—
His eyes burned into yours.
Raw. Unwavering.
"I want your mark on me. Now."
Your stomach flipped.
Your pulse pounded in your ears.
You were shocked. Speechless.
And fuck—
You were so goddamn turned on.
Your eyes went impossibly wide, your breath catching as you stared at him.
"Y-You don’t mean that."
Jungkook’s gaze was intense, but gentle, steady in a way that left no room for doubt.
Without hesitation, he moved.
His strong arms shifted you, guiding you until you were under him.
He hovered over you, his body looming, broad and commanding, but he wasn’t caging you in—he was holding you close.
Your heart slammed against your ribs.
His weight balanced on his forearm, the one marked with ink and meaning, etched with the responsibilities of his pack. But his other arm?
His other arm was wrapped around you.
A deliberate, possessive grip.
Like he was making sure there wouldn’t be the slightest bit of space between you.
And you could feel him.
The heat of him, the weight of him, the way his scent wrapped around you like a second skin.
The way he wanted you.
Your breath caught in your throat, your body suddenly too warm, too aware of how little separated you from him.
Jungkook’s nose brushed down your neck, slow and intentional, his breath ghosting over your skin as he inhaled deeply.
“I mean it,” he murmured, his voice a dark promise.
“And I can smell that you want it, too.”
Your stomach flipped.
Heat shot through you, every nerve in your body sparking to life, making your limbs tingle.
Your shaky fingers curled into the fabric of Jungkook’s shirt, your grip weak—like your body couldn’t decide if it wanted to pull him closer or push him away before you completely lost yourself. You were practically vibrating with nerves, the weight of his body, the scent of him, the sheer need in his presence overwhelming you.
Jungkook wasn’t rushing you.
But he wasn’t stopping, either.
His nose lovingly dragged up and down your neck, lingering at your pulse point, like he was savoring every inch of you.
And then—
His lips followed.
Soft, warm, achingly gentle.
He pressed slow, open-mouthed kisses against your throat, against the hollow where your neck met your shoulder. Pressing against your pulse, lingering.
His teeth nipped at your skin, not enough to hurt—just enough to tease.
To dare you to move.
To see if you would run or stay.
Your next whimper, the next trembling inhale, the next sharp jolt of your scent pushing into the air around him—
It was too much.
Jungkook rolled his hips into you, slow and controlled, and you felt every inch of him, every sharp, burning line of his need pressed against you through the thin barriers of your clothes.
Your entire body shuddered.
Jungkook’s breath was ragged, his lips barely a whisper from your jaw as he spoke.
His voice was like honey and smoke, thick with need, with restraint, with something wild barely held back. He rolled his hips into you again. A slow, deliberate grind, letting you feel exactly what you did to him.
"Can I kiss you?" His lips ghosted over yours, his nose brushing the tip of yours. His words came out hoarse, desperate. "Please. Let me fucking kiss you, at least."
His fingers tightened slightly where they rested against your ribs.
Your lips parted, air shaking as it left your lungs, and then—
“Please.”
Jungkook groaned, his forehead dropping to yours for just a second before he finally—finally— kissed you, got to taste you.
And fuck—
It was everything.
The first press of his lips was firm, but hungry. He wasn’t just kissing you—he was claiming you, pouring everything into it, his lips moving hot and slow against yours, his tongue teasing the seam of your mouth.
His mouth was hot, urgent, starving for you, but still so goddamn careful.
He kissed you like you were something precious, something he had wanted for so fucking long—something he was desperate to make his. The moment his tongue brushed against yours, he growled, the sound vibrating deep in his chest.
And you melted.
Your fingers dug into his shirt, clutching him, needing him, and Jungkook felt like he was about to lose his mind with how sweet, how warm, how perfect you tasted, against him—
Until—
You made a pained sound against his lips, a small, pained hum muffled by the heat of the kiss.
Jungkook froze.
He jerked back, his breath was heavy, his pupils blown so wide they nearly swallowed the brown of his irises, his brows furrowing in concern.
Your lips were swollen, damp from his kisses, and fuck, you looked so beautiful like this, but—
His eyes locked onto your lips—
A thin red line glistened at the corner of your mouth. The small, still-healing cut from your fight with Yoongi earlier.
Jungkook cursed under his breath, guilt slamming into him. A low, guttural sound escaped him, something close to a frustrated snarl.
"Shit," he exhaled, his fingers lightly gripping your jaw.
Without a second thought, he leaned back in, but this time, his lips didn’t claim yours.
Instead—
His tongue dragged over the cut, gentle, careful, the warmth of him soothing the sting.
A sound rumbled from his chest—low and deep, a vibration of pleasure that was almost a purr.
Your breath hitched.
From something else entirely.
A deep rumble rose from Jungkook’s chest—not a growl, not a snarl—but something softer, so utterly full of warmth and possession, that it made your stomach flutter.
It was close to a purr.
If you hadn’t already been lying down, your knees would have buckled.
Jungkook stayed close, his forehead lightly pressing to yours.
His breath mingled with yours, his fingers twitching against your skin, like he was still trying to memorize you through touch alone.
And then, softly—so fucking softly—
“Say yes.”
His voice was hoarse, thick with something deeper than just desire.
“Say yes, and mark me right now.”
His nose brushed yours, his body still pressed so perfectly to yours.
“Say yes,” he whispered.
“And be mine.”
Your breath came heavy, your chest rising and falling too fast, too unsteady.
And then—
You nodded.
Your voice was shaky, but still, the word fell from your lips, wrapped in something breathless, something undeniable.
“Yes.”
Yes, yes, yes.
Because how could you not?
Jungkook had made your life difficult, had pushed and challenged you at every turn. But now—
Now, he was trying.
He wasn’t just taking, wasn’t just demanding.
He was offering himself to you.
If he meant it—if he let you mark him—then it wouldn’t just be you belonging to him.
He would belong to you, too.
Your fingers trembled as you slowly—so fucking slowly— pushed up the hem of his shirt.
Jungkook’s breath hitched, his entire body going taut at the first glide of your hands under his shirt, the first whisper of your touch against his bare skin.
And then—
A growl rumbled from his chest, and before you could even think, his shirt was ripped off.
Torn away like it was nothing.
Because if you wanted to touch him, if you wanted to claim him, then fuck—
He was going to let you.
Your fingers traced over the warm, hard planes of his torso, his body shuddering beneath your touch.
You were gentle at first, almost shy, your fingertips light as air over his abs, up to his ribs.
But then—
Jungkook let out a low, gravelly sound, his own larger hand capturing one of yours and pressing it flat against his chest, right over his racing heart.
“Mate,” he rumbled, the word vibrating deep in his chest—a vow, a promise, an undeniable truth.
And then he was on you again.
The intensity he couldn’t use on your lips—not with your still-healing cut—he poured into your neck instead.
He kissed you there, savored you, his lips trailing a path that burned in the best way, nipping, licking, tasting you.
You shivered, your hands growing bolder, moving freely over his skin now.
Your fingers skated up his sides, explored the taut muscles of his shoulders, then dipped lower.
And when you flicked your fingers over his nipple—just to see what he’d do—
A deep, guttural growl tore from Jungkook’s throat, his body jerking in response, a sharp inhale dragged through his teeth.
You fucking loved it.
Loved this power over him, loved the way his body shook under your touch, the way his need grew almost unbearable as you teased him. His hips rocked against yours, desperate for friction, for anything.
But then—
Jungkook wanted you in the same state of undress.
His hands moved under your clothes, hot and reverent, his touch just as exploring, just as aching.
First, his fingers glided over your stomach, smoothing over the soft curves, tracing up your ribs—
And fuck—
You fluttered under him, your body shivering at the warmth of his hands.
And when you lifted yourself just slightly, just enough for him to pull your shirt off—
Jungkook didn’t hesitate.
He sat up, gripping the hem, and in one smooth motion, he had your shirt off and discarded.
And then—
Silence.
Heavy, suffocating silence.
Jungkook’s eyes darkened, his pupils blown wide, drinking you in, taking in every inch of your bare skin, every part of you that was exposed to him now.
You should have felt powerful.
You should have felt wanted.
But instead—
Jungkook’s gaze hardened.
His jaw tensed, his nostrils flaring as his eyes locked onto the bruises littering your skin.
There were blue and purple splotches, fresh reminders of your fight earlier.
There weren’t any bandages, you didn’t care to replace them after your little swim, but there didn’t need to be. The ugly mark near your ribs was more than enough proof of what you had been through.
Jungkook growled—
Deep and dangerous.
Furious.
The second he saw your reaction, he regretted it.
Because you weren’t proud, weren’t smirking like you had won a fight.
No.
You looked ashamed.
Your gaze dropped, your body curling in slightly like you wanted to disappear.
A shiver ran over you, but it wasn’t from pleasure.
Jungkook saw it all. Felt it all.
And fuck—
It hit him like a punch to the gut.
You already knew you didn’t smell as sweet as other omegas, your scent too weak to be truly enticing.
And now—
Now, your battered body wasn’t even nice to look at for your mate.
The realization hit you so hard it felt like a physical wound.
Jungkook saw the way your body stiffened, how your shoulders sank, the way you seemed to shrink into yourself, and his chest ached.
Because no.
He couldn’t let you feel like this.
Not for a single second.
A snarl ripped from him—sharp, frustrated, not at you, but at the world for making you think this way.
And then—
His hands grabbed your face, cupping your cheeks, forcing you to look at him.
“Stop.”
His voice was low, commanding, but desperate.
You hesitated, lips parting, eyes still downcast.
Jungkook wouldn’t allow it.
His forehead pressed to yours, his thumbs stroking over your cheekbones, soft, reverent, but unyielding.
“Look at me.”
It took a moment.
A long, painful second.
But then—
You did.
And fuck—
Jungkook’s eyes burned.
Because he didn’t see flaws.
He didn’t see imperfection.
He saw you—his mate—beautiful and raw and strong.
And he needed you to see it, too.
Jungkook’s lips found your temple, pressing soft kisses to your skin, down to your cheek, over the curve of your jaw.
And then—
Softly.
Almost pleading.
“I’ve never seen anything more beautiful.”
Jungkook’s fingers traced the outline of your bruise, featherlight, like he was memorizing it, like he wanted to absorb it, take it into himself instead.
And your breath hitched.
He was so gentle it sent a shiver down your spine, something warm and twisting pooling deep in your belly.
But you still didn’t understand.
“Jungkook…”
Your voice was small, almost shy—like if you spoke too loudly, he might change his mind.
Might see what you saw.
Might realize you weren’t worthy of this.
You almost couldn’t say it.
But the words tumbled out anyway, soft, fractured—
“I… I’m black and blue. I’m not… I—”
Your entire body curled inward, as if you could make yourself smaller, as if you could hide from him, from the way he looked at you.
And fuck—
Jungkook felt sick at the sight.
How could you not see?
You weren’t some fragile thing.
You had beaten a strong beta at the festival, had fought with everything in you for your pack.
You weren’t weak.
You weren’t ruined.
You weren’t less.
You were more.
More whole, more unyielding, more alive than anyone he had ever known.
And fuck, he needed you to understand that.
With one swift, careful motion, Jungkook moved—flipping you effortlessly until you were on top of him.
His hands found you immediately—
One curled into your hair, grounding you.
The other gripped your hips, keeping you exactly where he wanted you.
A surprised yelp escaped your lips, your hands bracing against his chest, wide eyes staring down at him.
You were straddling him now.
The contrast was dizzying— the way he had handled you with such ease, like he could break you in half—
And yet, beneath you, he was so fucking hard, his need pressing thick between your thighs, hot even through the layers of clothing.
Heat flared across your face, crawling down your neck.
You shifted, trying to put distance between you, your hands pressing into his chest, your knees digging into the mattress to lift yourself.
But Jungkook’s grip tightened.
The hand on your hip yanked you back down, forcing you against him again, another strangled sound breaking from his throat.
The hand in your hair held you firm, tilting your chin so you had no choice but to look at him.
And fuck—
Jungkook, an alpha, the next to lead your pack, was beneath you, hard and desperate, staring at you like you were the moon itself.
Like you were his fucking world.
His voice was low, gravelly, but so fucking sure.
“My mate isn’t some brittle flower.”
His fingers dug in, his body coiling like a predator holding itself back.
“My mate gives alphas a run for their money.”
Jungkook breathed you in, a sharp inhale, a growl deep in his chest, the scent of your arousal spiking in the air.
“Your scent is just for me.”
His hips bucked once, slow, purposeful, grinding into you, forcing you to feel him.
“And every bruise you got, you gave back twice as hard.”
His hand tightened in your hair, his next words a growl—
“Don’t you dare think I don’t want you because of that.”
Your entire body burned, your stomach coiling tight, molten heat spreading like fire in your veins.
“But…”
Jungkook cut you off—his grip firm, unwavering.
“Just because I want to treat you like my fragile little mate, doesn’t mean you’re fragile.”
His fingers slid lower, teasing at the waistband of your pants, gripping at the barrier between you, pulling you harder against him.
His next words were a promise, a growled warning wrapped in heat.
“And if you let me, I’ll show you just how often I can put you back together tonight.”
And fuck—
Your scent spiked again, another wave of arousal washing over you, unbidden, undeniable.
Jungkook felt it immediately.
Felt the way you shivered, the way your body melted just slightly, the way your pupils widened, blown black with want.
His grip tightened.
His fingers curled under your waistband, ready to tear it away—
And his next word was simple, a single command, his voice dark and demanding.
“Off.”
You were both moving.
Fumbling.
Desperate.
Pants were kicked away, clothing discarded, and then—
Jungkook grabbed you again.
But instead of pulling you back onto him, onto his length—
He lifted you higher.
Your thighs trembled as he shifted you up, your core hovering over his face now.
Your breath caught, the realization slamming into you, heat flooding your cheeks as you stammered—
“Jungkook—?”
But his grip was firm, his eyes burning, filled with absolute hunger.
His hands guided you down, his head tilting back, reaching for you, and then—
His tongue flicked against you.
And fuck—
Your legs shook, a strangled gasp ripping from your lips, fingers fisting into the sheets.
Jungkook groaned, the sound low and ravenous, his hands clutching your thighs, keeping you exactly where he wanted you.
He licked you again.
Long, slow, deliberate.
You were falling. No—flying? Maybe both. Your body no longer felt like your own, overtaken by sensation, by the fire spreading through every inch of you under Jungkook’s relentless touch. His hands, strong and possessive, held you firmly in place, keeping you from escaping the overwhelming pleasure he was giving you. Every brush of his lips, every flick of his tongue sent waves of shivers coursing through you, and the quiet, helpless whimpers slipping from your lips only seemed to feed his hunger.
Jungkook was insatiable, the deep rumble of his pleasure vibrating against your core, sending tremors through your entire being. He groaned against you, drinking in your scent, your taste, every reaction you gave him like it was the only thing he’d ever crave. The way you trembled, the way you gasped and arched above him—he wanted more. He needed more. He wanted to bury himself in every part of you, to pull every sound, every movement, every ounce of pleasure from you until you were entirely his.
His grip tightened, fingers pressing into the soft flesh of your thighs, holding you in place when instinct had you trying to squirm away. The intensity was too much, yet not enough, and Jungkook wasn’t about to let you escape—not when you were giving him everything he wanted. His mouth worked against you with precision, teasing, stroking, flicking, each motion designed to unravel you, to leave you shaking above him. You tried to find purchase, to hold onto something, but your limbs were weak, and the only thing grounding you was Jungkook himself.
And then he did something different—a new pressure, a shift that made your body jerk in response. He adjusted his hold, pulling you closer, locking you against him as he moved, his nose brushing against your clit, his tongue coaxing more pleasure from you than you thought you could handle. A strangled sound escaped you, somewhere between a gasp and a plea, and Jungkook’s deep growl of satisfaction sent another tremor through you. His grip tightened just a little more, as if reminding you that you were his, that you belonged to him, and the sheer possessiveness in his touch made your head spin.
Your breath hitched, body tightening, and Jungkook felt it—the way you were teetering on the edge, the way your muscles locked as the wave built inside you. He hummed against you, the vibration pushing you closer, and then, with one final movement, he sent you plummeting into oblivion. A sharp cry, a desperate breath of his name—"Kook"—was all you managed before the pleasure overtook you completely, your body shaking with the force of it. Jungkook didn’t stop, didn’t let go, holding you through it, watching with dark, heavy-lidded eyes as you came undone above him, utterly lost in the moment he had created for you.
His chest rumbled with satisfaction, his grip shifting as he slowly brought you back down, grounding you with gentle touches even as his own restraint frayed. Because he wasn’t done. Not even close.
Your breathing slowly evened out, your body sinking into the soft bedding beneath you, boneless and trembling in the aftermath. You barely had the strength to lift your head, but you became aware of Jungkook sitting back on his knees between your legs, his gaze locked onto you with something dark, something primal burning in his eyes. And for a second, you were utterly confused. Why was he still wearing his pants? Why had he held back when he was clearly fighting against every instinct to claim you?
Before you could question him, he pulled you closer again, his hands sliding under your knees, lifting your legs to rest over his thighs. His fingers traced delicate patterns along your skin, smoothing over the trembling muscles he had wrecked only moments ago. The way he touched you now was different—still possessive, still intense—but laced with something softer, something reverent. His touch soothed even as it sent more shivers down your spine. His chin was still wet from your arousal, his lips slightly parted as he caught his breath, his hair tousled and wild from how you had gripped him. And god, he looked beautiful. Absolutely untamed.
The sight made something in your chest tighten, a warmth spreading through you that had nothing to do with the heat between your legs. You reached for him without thinking, hands opening and closing in the air, needy, desperate for him.
"Mate," you breathed, the word slipping past your lips before you could stop it. Before you knew what you said.
Jungkook’s gaze snapped to you and froze. His breath hitched, and then a sound—deep, guttural, and dangerously close to a purr—vibrated from his chest. His pupils blew wide, his grip tightening ever so slightly on your thighs as if you had just broken him and put him back together all in the same moment. You hadn’t even realized what you had done. You had given him the one thing he craved the most—you had acknowledged him. Claimed him, even if you didn’t fully understand the depth of it.
A shudder ran through him as he leaned over you, letting you thread your fingers through his hair, pulling him closer. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling deeply, letting your scent fill his lungs as though it was the only thing keeping him sane. His lips pressed against your throat, slow and deliberate, before trailing up to your jaw, your cheek, and then finally—your lips.
“Don’t say that,” he murmured against your mouth, his voice raw with restraint. “Not right now. I’m already using everything I have to hold back.”
But even as he spoke, he couldn’t stop touching you. His hands never ceased their slow, torturous exploration, his fingers skimming the inside of your thighs, creeping higher, testing how much more you could take. The contrast was maddening—the way he spoke of restraint while simultaneously unraveling you all over again.
His teeth grazed the shell of your ear, a teasing nip, a quiet growl vibrating against your skin. “One more,” he murmured, his voice thick with want.
Your breath hitched. "I... I—" The words barely made it out before your body betrayed you, another shudder rolling through you, your legs trembling even as he tried to soothe them.
Jungkook only hummed, his grip steady, his patience razor-thin. Because if he had his way, he’d have more than just one.
God, it was embarrassing how fast he could reduce you to this—how easily his fingers found the spot that had you keening for him, how effortlessly he had you spread open and taking him. One, then two, then three fingers, stretching you with slow, deliberate precision, filling you so perfectly that you could barely think, barely breathe. Your body trembled, a shiver rolling down your spine with every slow push and curl of his fingers inside you. You were beyond holding on at this point, your senses overwhelmed, your nerves alight, and the only thing keeping your legs from snapping shut in sheer overstimulation was the weight of Jungkook’s waist between them.
Your hands were desperate, restless, running over every inch of him, gripping at his arms, his shoulders, his chest—anywhere he would let you, anywhere but where you really wanted to touch him. Because Jungkook wouldn’t allow that. Not yet. And it was driving you insane because he sounded just as wrecked as you felt, his breath uneven, his muscles tensed like he was barely restraining himself. And god, the way he looked at you, the way he kissed you—deep and consuming, like he wanted to devour every sound you made—it had you spiraling all over again.
The next slow, deliberate thrust of his fingers sent a fresh wave of pleasure crashing through you, tightening around him, making your head fall back against the pillows. It was too much and not enough. You needed more. Needed him. And as your pleasure built higher and higher, as you scrambled desperately for something to hold onto, something to ground yourself, a broken whimper fell from your lips.
“Mate.”
Jungkook cursed under his breath, his body jolting as if the word had physically struck him. His control was slipping fast, but he didn’t care—not when he could feel the way your walls fluttered around his fingers, gripping him so tightly, so sweetly, as you shattered beneath him once more. Not when you were shaking in his arms, when you were looking up at him like that—fucked out and dazed and so incredibly beautiful.
His head spun, his blood roared in his veins, and the need to claim you, to take you completely, burned through him like wildfire. But he couldn’t let you touch him. Not yet. Because if you so much as brushed against his cock right now, he’d come in seconds. He was painfully hard, so fucking close just from watching you fall apart again and again, and as he finally shed the last barrier between you, he had to take a moment—one shaky, grounding moment—not to lose himself at the sight of you.
You were still catching your breath, your body soft and pliant, your legs trembling in the aftermath of your release. But then—god, you were a fucking minx—you looked at him through heavy-lidded eyes, gaze dropping to where he was thick and aching for you, were he held himself not to come undone just by watching you, and without a word, without even a moment’s hesitation, you slowly spread your legs just a little wider. A silent invitation.
And that was it.
Jungkook was over you in an instant, his weight pressing you into the mattress, his mouth crashing against yours in a kiss so deep it stole what little breath you had left. His hands framed your face, holding you with a reverence that contradicted the raw hunger in his movements, his groan vibrating against your lips as he completely lost himself in you.
He gave you whiplash—his touch still grounding, still careful, his fingers tracing over your bruises with a tenderness that sent shivers racing down your spine. But there was something barely restrained in him, something trembling at the edge of control.
"Mate," he growled, voice raw, the word vibrating from his chest like a snarl, like a plea, as if he might snap in half if he didn’t sink into you this very instant.
You met his eyes, still hazy from pleasure, still dazed from the intensity of it all, but you knew what he needed—what you needed. Without a word, you lifted one leg over his hip, opening yourself to him, guiding him closer. And slower than you ever thought possible, he began to push in.
The stretch was overwhelming, the feeling so intense it nearly knocked the air from your lungs. You could feel him everywhere, in every part of you, in every nerve ending, in the very marrow of your bones. Both of you groaned in unison, bodies trembling at the sheer overwhelming sensation of being joined like this, and fuck—you had never felt more full, more complete, more utterly his than in this moment.
But then Jungkook stilled.
You whimpered, your walls fluttering around him, pleading for him to move, to give you more. But Jungkook’s body trembled, his grip on your hips tightening—not enough to hurt, but enough to anchor himself. Unintentionally, his fingers pressed just a little too hard against one of your bruises, and the sharp gasp you let out had him groaning. He pulled back instantly, cursing under his breath.
“Fuck. Wait—don’t… don’t move.” His voice was strained, wrecked. His forehead dropped against your shoulder, his breath searing down the slope of your neck, over your collarbone, making your nipples harden further. His body shuddered. “You feel too fucking good.”
You didn’t care. You needed him to move.
“Jungkook,” you pleaded, trembling beneath him, body taut with need. “Please—move.”
He was shaking. He was trying so hard to hold himself back, but after a long, painful moment, he finally nodded, voice wrecked.
“Yeah… fuck.”
He pulled out agonizingly slowly, the drag of him against your walls, against every sensitive nerve inside you, making your toes curl and a desperate mewl escape your lips, making you whimper, your thighs trembling around him. Jungkook groaned—a deep, guttural sound—and his grip on your hips tightened, holding you still, not trusting you, not trusting himself—not right now, not with how tight and warm you felt around him.
And then he thrust back in.
Your breath hitched, a broken moan tearing from your throat, and Jungkook’s control snapped completely. His movements were still slow, but deep, hard, relentless in their precision. The force of each thrust sent pleasure crashing through you, your body arching into him, your hands scrambling for something to hold onto. Your nails raked down his back, over his arms, but Jungkook didn’t let up. He was lost in you, drowning in the way you clenched around him, the way you took him so perfectly, as if you were made for him.
Your eyes rolled back, pleasure so sharp it left you breathless, and Jungkook wasn’t fairing any better. His hair clung to his forehead, sweat beading along his temple, his breath ragged against your ear. He didn’t dare look down, didn’t dare watch where his cock was disappearing inside you, because just the thought of it was almost enough to undo him.
He needed more.
His hands roamed greedily over you. One hand tangled in your hair, pulling you closer, dragging you against him, against the heat of his skin. His scent was thick in the air, intoxicating, wrapping around you like a drug.
“Fuck, I want you,” he rasped, his voice barely more than a desperate groan.
You gasped against his throat, shivering at the sheer need in his voice. Your lips brushed against his skin, soft and warm and reverent.
“You have me.”
A tremor ran down Jungkook’s spine, his hand tightening in your hair as he fought for control. But then—
“Where will you mark me?”
The question sent a fresh wave of pleasure crashing through you, your walls clenching desperately around him involuntarily. Jungkook let out a broken moan, his rhythm faltering. He was holding on by a thread, his entire body trembling with restraint, waiting—pleading for your answer.
"I—" Your voice faltered, your mind hazy with pleasure, with need, with the overwhelming gravity of what he was asking.
But there was no hesitation in him.
"Mark me, my mate,"
His voice was rough, commanding, leaving no room for doubt. And you didn’t hesitate any longer. You tilted your head, lips brushing over the spot that had drawn your attention from the moment he had leapt after you, the spot where his pulse thundered beneath his skin. You parted your lips, tongue flicking over the skin once, twice—
And then you bit down.
Jungkook shattered.
A deep, guttural growl tore from his throat as he slammed into you one final time, his entire body locking up as he spilled inside you, his pleasure hitting so hard it sent you spiraling after him. Your own release crashed over you like a tidal wave, your vision whiting out, your body shaking as you clenched around him, milking him for everything he had.
His body covered yours, his hips rolling through the aftershocks, prolonging both your highs, until the pleasure finally faded into a warm, blissful haze.
You could feel him throbbing inside you, feel the way his breath shuddered against your skin, feel the way his hands still held you like he was afraid to let go.
You had claimed him.
And he was yours.
Jungkook collapsed against you, panting, shuddering, his lips pressing feverish, open-mouthed kisses to your shoulder, your collarbone—anywhere he could reach. His breath was still uneven, his body still trembling from the aftershocks of his release, but he never stopped touching you, never stopped grounding himself in the reality of you beneath him.
You had marked him.
There was no going back now.
He was yours.
But as you slowly came down from the high, your mind clearing in the hazy warmth of his embrace, a realization settled over you—one that made your chest tighten unexpectedly.
He hadn’t marked you.
Just as he had promised, he had held himself back, had given you the choice to wake up in the morning and decide for yourself. He had been careful, considerate, exactly as he had sworn he would be. And yet… you found yourself wishing he hadn’t. Wishing he had been selfish, had lost control, had claimed you the way you had claimed him.
Your body betrayed you, walls fluttering involuntarily around him at the mere thought.
Jungkook groaned, his body jolting in response. His head dropped to your shoulder, a soft chuckle vibrating through his chest as he realized what you had just done.
You gasped, your face burning. “That— I didn’t mean—”
But Jungkook lifted himself up, still nestled deep inside you, still keeping you close, and the look on his face nearly made you forget how to breathe. His dark eyes drank you in, half-lidded and lazy with satisfaction, yet still burning with something deeper—something raw and unfiltered. He looked wrecked in the best way possible, his skin flushed, his damp hair falling into his eyes, his lips still swollen from kissing you. And yet, it was the way he gazed at you, the way he took in every inch of you, the way his scent wrapped so thickly around you, mixing with yours—it made your stomach flip.
And, of course, the bastard knew it.
A slow, wicked smirk curled at the corner of his lips. “You’re a menace,” he murmured, voice still rough from pleasure.
You let out a breathless laugh, your body still too spent to do anything more than weakly swat at his arm. But Jungkook was faster, capturing your wrist and pinning it beside your head, his nose brushing teasingly along the curve of your throat before he playfully nipped at your skin. You squeaked, squirming, but he only chuckled again, his hands steady on your hips, making sure he didn’t slip from you just yet.
After a moment, his voice softened.
“You good?”
You took a slow breath, nodding. And then, as you met his gaze, the question that had been lingering in your mind slipped out before you could stop it.
“You didn’t mark me.”
It wasn’t an accusation, wasn’t even disappointment, just a quiet observation.
But Jungkook’s reaction was immediate.
His gaze dropped to your neck, to the exact spot where he already knew—without a doubt—his mark would one day belong. His fingers twitched against your skin, as if barely restraining himself from reaching out, from pressing his lips to that spot, from sinking his teeth in and sealing the bond.
“You want me to?”
The roughness of his voice sent a fresh shiver down your spine, but before you could even answer, you felt him twitch inside you.
A startled yelp left your lips, and now it was his turn to chuckle, clearly pleased with himself as he nosed at your throat, dragging his lips over the sensitive skin.
“Jungkook,” you whined, still sensitive, still overwhelmed.
He hummed in amusement, pressing another kiss to your neck. “I’ll take that as a yes.”
“Yes,” you admitted, breathlessly. “But… but not today.” You swallowed, suddenly shy. “Thank you. For… for letting me choose.”
Jungkook stilled for a moment, then pulled back just enough to meet your eyes. His gaze softened, and something warm, something dangerously tender flickered in those dark irises.
“Don’t mistake me, little mate,” he murmured, his thumb brushing over your cheek. “If you decide to leave the pack in the morning—which would be a fucking terrible decision after all the work it took for them to recognize you—I’d simply follow you.” He smirked, eyes dark and unwavering. “I’m yours now.”
Your heart swelled, a feeling too big, too all-consuming wrapping around your ribs, threatening to steal the breath from your lungs. You barely had the strength to say it, to let the word slip from your lips in a whisper so soft it barely existed between you.
“Mate.”
And then you kissed him, slowly, deeply, reverently, brushing your nose against his before your lips met.
Delighting in the warmth of him.
Delighting in the fact that he was yours.
Jungkook adjusted you carefully, rearranging your limbs so you could rest comfortably for the night. But even with all his care, a hiss of protest left you both when he slowly, begrudgingly, slipped out of you—dragging out the inevitable as long as he could.
Still, he helped you clean up, albeit reluctantly. Even as he wiped you down, his hands lingered, his touch reverent, his lips brushing over your skin as if he could somehow preserve the moment. And when he finally let you settle back into the furs, his scent still clung to you—enough to satisfy him, though not nearly enough for his liking.
Jungkook tucked himself against you, his nose buried in your hair, his arms wrapped protectively around your waist. Your lips hovered near his neck, your hands resting over his heart and around his shoulder, holding him just as much as he held you. Your legs tangled together beneath the blanket draped lazily over you—not that you needed it. Jungkook’s warmth, the steady rise and fall of his chest, the safety of his presence—it was all you needed to lull you into sleep.
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It was early when you stirred, blinking against the soft light creeping through the tent. Jungkook was still wrapped around you, his body heavy with sleep, his grip unyielding. With a sleepy groan, you tried to sit up, pushing away the haze of drowsiness.
Jungkook mumbled something incoherent, his arms tightening around you as he buried his face deeper into your neck.
You chuckled, trying again—only to be rolled onto your back, his weight pressing you down. His nose nudged against your throat, his breath warm against your skin, still lost in the remnants of slumber.
A laugh bubbled from your lips as you tried to wake him with kisses to his neck. He grumbled in response, pressing closer instead of pulling away, a deep sound of protest rumbling in his chest.
“Don’t start anything,” he muttered, voice thick with sleep, comfort, and something dangerously close to temptation.
You huffed, nudging him playfully. “I need to get up. I have to pack.”
The reminder brought reality crashing back in. The festival was coming to an end. Soon, the packs would return to their lands, carrying stories back to their elders. And for the first time, you weren’t bound to leave with them.
You had a choice.
A choice that both thrilled and terrified Jungkook.
Because he had meant every word—if you chose to leave, he would follow. His heart had already decided. But still, a sliver of anxiety gnawed at him. Would yesterday—everything he had done, everything he had given—be enough to make you stay?
With a deep, reluctant sigh, Jungkook finally rolled off you, though not without a few more mumbled complaints.
He helped you pack, though his mood darkened when you disappeared to freshen up. And when you returned, smelling like soap and morning air instead of him, a displeased growl rumbled low in his throat.
His scent wasn’t entirely gone—he could still catch traces of it on you. But had you deliberately left it there? Or had he marked you so thoroughly last night that no amount of scrubbing could erase him?
He didn’t know.
But what he did know was that he had no interest in finishing the rest of his morning tasks—not when he could be pulling you back into bed, pressing his scent into your skin all over again.
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Before Jungkook could act on his impulse to pull you back into bed and mark you all over again, two wolves arrived. And unlike you, he wasn’t particularly happy to see them.
Namjoon and Yoongi.
They greeted you warmly, their smiles easy, their presence familiar. And Jungkook—who, just moments ago, had felt content in the lingering haze of your shared night—now found himself gritting his teeth.
It wasn’t fair, but it still made his chest tighten to see you smile at them like that, to witness the genuine affection on your face. He understood, of course. Yoongi and Namjoon had been kind to you, had offered you a place where you wouldn’t have to fight to be recognized.
But understanding didn’t make it easier to watch Yoongi hover so damn close to you.
Jungkook dropped the tent pole he’d been holding, nearly bringing the entire structure crashing down on Jimin in his haste to move toward you. Yoongi barely spared him a glance, smiling as he met your gaze.
“So, Thunder, have you decided?”
You blinked. “Thunder?”
Yoongi looked just as confused as you. “Yeah. You smell like it. Didn’t you realize?”
Your brows furrowed, and you shook your head. Jungkook’s hand hovered just over your lower back, the heat of his presence grounding you, even as you remained puzzled by Yoongi’s words.
Then, Yoongi’s sharp gaze flickered to Jungkook. His expression shifted slightly, as if piecing something together. His eyes dipped to the collar of Jungkook’s shirt—where, if one knew what to look for, they’d see the faintest hint of your mark. Barely visible, easy to miss.
Yoongi chuckled under his breath.
“So?” he pressed.
“I…” You faltered, fumbling with your words.
Jungkook clenched his jaw.
He wanted to step in, to tell Yoongi off, to grab you, scent you, take you home before anyone else had the chance to make you second-guess your choice. But this wasn’t his decision to make.
Then, just as he braced himself for your answer, you took a step toward Yoongi.
And hugged him.
Jungkook’s heart lurched.
It wasn’t a possessive hug, not the kind that sent fire roaring through his veins. It was soft. Grateful. A gesture of appreciation rather than hesitation.
“Thank you, Yoongi,” you murmured, stepping back. “Really.”
Then, you turned—your gaze sweeping over the rest of the pack.
Jimin looked like he was vibrating with nerves. Hana seemed as though she might faint. Seokjin was gripping Hoseok’s hand so tightly that his knuckles had gone white, as if awaiting the decision of a lifetime.
You chuckled.
“Thank you for seeing me,” you said, voice steady now. “But I want to truly see them before I can go anywhere. So, I have to decline.”
Yoongi nodded, hands tucked into his pockets, his smile warm but knowing. “Thought so.”
His gaze flickered to Jungkook, unreadable for just a second.
“But the invitation still stands,” Yoongi added, meeting your eyes again. “If you ever see something you don’t like—if you ever need a way out—come looking for me.”
A low, dangerous growl rumbled from Jungkook’s chest before he could stop it.
You only chuckled, nudging him in warning.
With that, Yoongi and Namjoon left.
Jungkook barely gave you time to breathe before he had you back in his arms, pulling you flush against him. His grip was firm, his lips pressing against your temple, his body curling around yours in a way that left no room for argument.
You laughed, struggling half-heartedly against his hold. “Jungkook—”
“You smell like that mutt,” he grumbled, voice dark, but not truly angry. His lips ghosted over your skin, his teeth grazing just enough to send a shiver down your spine.
“Jungkook,” you scolded, half amused, half exasperated.
“Not my fault he got too close,” he muttered, his hands sliding over your hips, as if physically reclaiming you. “Gotta fix it.”
“You can’t just—”
His nose brushed against your neck, inhaling deeply. “I can. And I will.”
But before you could say anything he continued “I meant what I said,” his throat bobbed as he swallowed hard, quieter now, his forehead coming to rest against yours. “If you’d left, I would’ve followed.”
“I know.” Your hands moved from his hair to his chest, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your palms. “But I didn’t want to leave. I want this. I want—”
“Me,” Jungkook finished for you, and there was a hint of something teasing in his voice, but mostly, there was relief.
You rolled your eyes but smiled, brushing your nose against his. “Yes, you, idiot.”
A deep, pleased sound rumbled from his chest. “Then let me fix this.”
You huffed. “At least let me finish packing first?”
Jungkook let out a displeased sound but, begrudgingly, let you go—“Put your stuff with mine,” though not without grumbling under his breath as you moved to help your pack. You exhaled a soft laugh, warmth spreading through your chest.
And it didn’t take long for the teasing to begin.
“Oh, he’s not letting you out of his sight, huh?” Jimin snickered, watching as Jungkook hovered near you like a restless shadow.
“You better not run off,” Seokjin called out, smirking. “I don’t think he’d survive it.”
“You’re lucky, you know,” Hoseok added, throwing an arm over your shoulder. “He never acts like this. Usually, he just scowls at everyone.”
Jungkook growled, yanking you out of Hoseok’s hold with a glare.
Hana, still looking slightly overwhelmed, gave you a hesitant smile. “I guess that means you’re really staying?”
You glanced at Jungkook, at the way he looked at you like you were the only thing that mattered in the entire world. His fingers curled around yours instinctively, possessive but warm.
A slow smile spread across your lips.
“Yeah,” you said, squeezing his hand. “I’m staying.”
Jungkook exhaled, relief flooding through him, though he tried not to show just how much your words meant. But when you leaned in, pressing a kiss to his jaw, his entire body melted against yours. And as the pack continued to tease and celebrate, as laughter and warmth surrounded you, you realized—this wasn’t just Jungkook’s pack anymore.
This was your home.
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angeliteeyes · 2 months ago
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Ganyu x Demon Reader - The Deal
''I'll be a good demon for you''
Your boss wants you to get off your ass and be evil. Unfortunately for them, you can't be bothered. That is, until they offer you a special reward. Now determined, you wander around Liyue looking for someone to possess and happen upon a sweet blue-haired girl being mistreated.
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"Listen up. We need you all to start taking your job more seriously. None of you have accomplished anything at all! No possessions, no curses, no contracts... the only thing you've accomplished is being nuisances and a pain in my ass."
You yawned widely as your boss continued to ramble. Personally, you couldn't care less about their mission to reinstate demonkind or whatever. What's the point of worrying about lame stuff like that? They didn't even pay you for all the overtime they'd been demanding... not that you would do the extra work even if they did.
"It would appear that some of you need a stronger incentive to do your job. With that in mind, we've prepared a surprise for you." Your boss reached into one of their pockets and pulled out a small vial. In seconds, the entire room full of codemonworkers sprang to life, though you didn't understand why yet. Murmurs spread around the room.
"Is that..."
"No way!"
"I haven't had any in 2000 years!"
"As some of you might recognize, this is what humans refer to as 'sugar', one of the greatest delicacies ever invented. All of you have the opportunity to receive one vial of sugar—if you commit at least one successful demonic act by the end of the month."
Groans echoed in the room as insults and complaints were thrown around. Was this 'sugar' really that good...? It had to be, based on how everyone around you was acting, right?
Damn. Time to do actual demon stuff, you guess.
With that said, your list of ideas for what to do was pretty small. Curses would be cool, if you actually ever bothered to learn any. Haunting somebody wouldn't work; you'd need to actually give a fuck about wanting to hurt them, or else the bad vibes wouldn't be strong enough. So, that leaves... huh.
You'd never tried possession before, but according to what you've heard, even the least skilled of demons can do it if they try their best. You won't, of course, but surely you can pull it off anyway.
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"Do you have any idea how busy I am, Ganyu? I've got a date right after this and I haven't even gotten ready yet! Seriously, you can be so lazy sometimes."
As you traveled around Liyue, you spotted two women. One was the voice's owner who kept shrieking loudly. The other, a small blue-haired girl, shrank into herself further and further with each round of beratement. Intrigued, you slinked your incorporeal form closer.
"I-I don't think I'm—"
"God, just shut up already. Here's the paperwork you need to get done by tomorrow. Do you hear me? To-mo-rrow." You observed as the rude one shoved a stack of papers onto her so harshly that it nearly pushed her over. Damn. Despite the expectations of your boss and the public, your heart went out to the poor girl. Ganyu, was it? If anyone could understand how frustrating pushy coworkers were, it would be you.
Welp. Time for demon stuff.
"You better not turn it in late, got i—mrfph!" You instinctually pushed the girl's soul down, making room for yourself. All of a sudden, a cacophony of distorted senses rushed through you. Was this how possessing someone was supposed to feel like? It seemed... off, somehow.
"...are you... okay?" A faint voice pulsed in your brain. Oh, right, the girl. You had nearly forgotten about her with all the chaos. Taking a few deep breaths, you attempted to pull yourself together.
"Ah... yeah, I'm fine. Don't worry." You smiled at her. At least, you think you did. Possessions are way harder than everyone made them out to be.
"I uh, I changed my mind. You don't have to do the paperwork, okay? Hand it back to me." As much as you tried to sound natural and mimic the real woman's tone, this was getting super draining for you already. You had to get out of here fast.
"No, I don't mind. Really, I'll take care of it, so go get some rest. You don't... look well. Should I walk you home?"
"What?" Her concern bewildered you. Didn't you literally just hear this woman get insulted and treated like trash? You'd never do any favors for someone like that, that's for sure.
"No, that's not right. If someone's rude to you, you're supposed to be rude back."
Now it was her turn to be confused. Despite your sincerity with those words, it must sound kind of weird coming from the very person who was being mean just moments before. You squinted at her.
"Just give them back. Please."
"No, I—"
"Please." Sweat dripped down your shivering skin. Even with your inexperience with possessions, one thing was clear; you were running out of time. Fast. Your vision was already hazy and growing duller and duller by the second. In a desperate attempt to conclude your evening's adventure, you reached out to grab the papers yourse
. . . H u h ? . . .
. . . I ' m s o . . .
. . . C o l d . . .
"Can you hear me?"
. . . C o l d . . .
"■■■? Can you hear me?"
. . . W h o ? . . .
"Here, drink this."
. . . You felt something unidentifiable press on your lips. Barely processing her words, you obeyed.
It wasn't long before the blurry veil covering your vision lifted. Finally capable of thinking clearly, you looked around at your surroundings. Somehow, your body must've sunk down to the ground, seeing as you were now leaned against a nearby wall. Ganyu sat directly across from you. Her hands still held the cup you'd drunk out of, and inside it was some sort of weird, orange liquid.
She looked at you with sympathetic eyes. "I had a feeling your blood sugar was low. Thank goodness I happened to have this leftover."
Blood sugar? What the hell was that? And more importantly... why was that drink the best damn thing you've ever tasted?
"Oh, uh, thanks. What exactly is that stuff?" You lifted a finger to point at the glass. Her head tilted to the side.
"Orange juice, why? I can get you something else sugary if you'd prefer."
"Wait wait wait, you're telling me you have sugar here?!" Rapidly losing any concern about disguising yourself, you rushed forward and leaned in close to the girl in overwhelming excitement. Her cheeks flushed red at your proximity, before she began to stutter out a response.
"Well, y-yes? You're acting a bit strange, are you—oh!" Her response was interrupted as you pulled her tightly into a hug, nestling your face into the crook of her neck. Your bodies rubbed against each other and your warmths mixed together, furthering your current bliss.
"Pleaaaaase please please sign a contract with me! I promise I'll treat you well and take care of any meanies that get in your way. Just let me stay by your side and have more of that sugar thing, okay? Pretty please?" You could feel her squirm under you as her breath hit the side of your neck.
Oh, wait. You're still possessing that girl, aren't you? Better change into your real form and introduce yourself.
"Ahem, let me start over. The name's [Redacted], and starting now, I'll be your demon pal! I just need you to sign this form right here and we'll be good to go." You hummed to yourself with pride. Look at you, being so productive (for once in your demon life). Surely, this was a foolproof plan.
Except she's not responding. Peering down at her, you notice abruptly how wide her eyes are.
"A... demon? But I thought they all went extinct."
"Ohhhh, that. Yeah, I don't get it either. My dumb boss brought a bunch of us back somehow and keeps trying to make us work. Can you believe that? Here I was, having a cozy afterlife nap, and all of a sudden I'm being bossed around by some nobody! Ridiculous." You huffed to yourself.
Ganyu lifted her hand over her lips pensively, looking deep in thought. "I see, so that's the situation. But why did you come here and do... all of this?" She motioned to the now-unconscious woman you had been possessing prior.
"Ummm, because she was being rude? Nobody deserves to have extra work pushed on them like that. That's just cruel." A pouty expression crossed your face, both at the reminder of the mean woman and your work.
"I... see. Um, forgive me for saying this, but I've only heard of demons being, ah, unkind people before. Are you perhaps different from the others?" She peered up at you with her purple eyes.
You scratched the back of your ear. "I don't know. None of us like this new boss guy, so we haven't been exactly doing real demon stuff. Before today, of course." A thought bubbled up in your head.
"Hey, Ganyu?"
"Yes?"
"If I behave and act good and not demony, will you let me stay with you?" As you spoke, you crouched back down to get closer to her, eventually resting on her lap. Once again, your bodies pressed together. You hadn't had any real experience with this physical contact thing before, but it felt good. Addicting, even.
"Oh, uh, I..." Your eyes locked with one another's, energy buzzing in the air. "I suppose that's alright?"
Your face lit up with excitement. Finally, you'd be able to get away from stupid work and have a happy, simple life—with plenty of sugar, of course. Now, what's that thing you've seen humans do sometimes? They get close then...
"Thank you, Ganyu! I promise I'll be a good demon for you." Mimicking human behavior you've seen before, you pushed your lips onto hers. It felt warm, soft, and like nothing you've experienced before. Like a home you'd never had, and one you'll never let go of.
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ecliptide · 2 months ago
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‎‎‎ HAYSTACK'S WHISPERS !
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‎‎‎ countryside!reader & farmworker!rafe
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warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, piv, virginity loss, unprotected sex, pet names, dirty talk, body worship, cowgirl. ‎‎‎ ﹙ man! i feel like a woman! ﹚
A sheen of sweat glistened on Rafe’s arms as he continued stacking bundles of hay in the barn. His muscles flexed with each lift and toss, straining beneath sun-kissed skin. The white tank top clung to his body, streaked with grime from the morning’s tractor work, the hem slightly frayed. His silver chain bounced lightly against his chest, brushing against the dark curls of hair that peeked from the neckline.
Though it was barely past noon, fatigue already tugged at his limbs. He’d been up since 4 a.m. — milking, feeding, hauling — then diving into the heavy labor of the barn. A few quick breaks and a strong cup of coffee were all that had kept him going.
August bore down on him like a cruel mistress — smothering, relentless — soaking his skin in sweat and dragging rough groans and muttered curses from his throat. And yet, the way he pushed through it — jaw tight, eyes burning with determination — made her thighs clench with desire. She watched him from the barn doorway, the tray of iced jasmine tea trembling slightly in her hands. Her teeth sank into her lower lip as he groaned again, the sound raw and masculine, vibrating straight through her.
She pressed herself against the wooden frame, half-hidden but unwilling to look away. Her breathing quickened. She shouldn’t be feeling this. He was here to work. Nothing more.
Still, her restraint wavered.
“ Hey. ” she called, her voice soft and uncertain, like a breeze brushing the edge of something forbidden. Rafe turned, his broad shoulders relaxing just slightly at the sight of her. His gaze roamed slowly, taking in the sundress clinging to her frame, the cowboy boots, the delicate flower curling like a secret around her calf.
“ I brought you some iced tea. ” she said, her voice just a touch breathless. A flush crept into her cheeks as he stepped closer. Up close, he looked even more devastating — damp curls, sun-flushed skin, chest rising steadily with the weight of his work.
“ Thanks. ” he murmured, reaching for the glass. His fingers brushed hers — and lingered. That single point of contact sent a jolt up her arm. The heat between them had nothing to do with the weather now. Her breath hitched. His slightest touch unraveled her composure. She swallowed hard, trying to find her voice. “ You look… hot. ” she said, then immediately cringed. God, that sounded awful.
But Rafe only smirked, slow and crooked. “ Yeah? You don’t look so cool yourself. ” The silence that followed pulsed with tension. Then, almost without thinking, she leaned in, her face tilting toward his. He closed the distance, cupping her jaw with rough, warm hands — his movement instinctual, almost reverent.
Her eyes shimmered in the light filtering through the barn slats. Her hair framed her face in soft waves, cascading over her shoulders like a waterfall. That delicate dress hugged her curves just enough to drive him wild. It was too much; he wasn’t made of stone.
Their lips met — tentative at first, tasting the moment. But it deepened fast, molten and desperate, like the sun had sunk into their skin and sparked something dangerous. The kiss burned with something they didn’t understand — maybe the heat of the day, maybe the fire in their chests. When they finally pulled apart, her breath came in shallow gasps, fingers still curled in the fabric of his shirt.
“ This never happened. ” she whispered, her voice shaky. Rafe smiled, brushing a strand of hair from her cheek. His eyes lingered on her swollen lips. “ But it did. ” he said quietly. “ Don’t you remember? The lake. Cotton ball. ”
His hands slid to the back of her head, fingers threading through her hair, stroking it gently. He could still taste raspberries, her chapstick, and a hint of jasmine from the tea she’d brought him. “ Then I guess we’ll just have to make sure it doesn’t happen again. ”
But they both knew — it would. Everything took its own course, and soon after, she found herself lying on top of a haystack. Her sundress was nowhere to be found, tossed somewhere only Rafe knew the direction of. His mouth placed kisses on her bare shoulder and neck, following the path of freckles. Her scent was like the sweetest poison, somewhere between happiness and desire.
As her chest rose and fell, Rafe’s hand slid under her back and lifted her up, tossing her to the top and sitting her on his lap. “ The hay will scratch your back, sugar. It will itch. ” he whispered in her ear as he continued exploring the bare skin of her back. The sun peeked from behind her fragile figure.
She was also sweating. Her tights straddled his lap as she slowly ground herself against him. Rolling her hips in slow motions, up and down, toward and back. Little circles, eights. Sweet sounds escaped her mouth, echoing in Rafe’s mind, getting tattooed in his frontal lobe.
“ Please. ” she whispered. Her palms pressed against his shoulders as she lifted herself and, with little impact, fell back onto him. Her white panties were completely soaked, ruined. She felt so dirty but, at the same time, so desired. The way his eyes took in the sight of her was so satisfying, as if she were a candy he wanted.
As she pleaded, Rafe couldn’t help but smirk. He grabbed her hips and rolled them against his bulge. She let out a little moan. Desperate. Filled with need and desire. One of his hands unbuckled his belt, then he slid his pants down. His face was buried in her chest, his nose buzzing against her breasts as he placed small kisses there. Rafe pushed her onto him, her velvet walls stretching around his cock as she dived in, slowly taking him inch by inch. “ Shit, honey, so tight. ” Rafe hissed, grabbing her hips even tighter and causing little bruises on her hip bones. Her head fell back while his kisses traveled up to her throat.
“ Mmmphh. Rafey. ” she moaned softly, her lips parting as he started to thrust in and out. The pace is slowly building up. He admired her. How she reacted to unknown before pleasure. How her body tensed and relaxed under his hands. How she sometimes trembled with his thrusts. How her breasts got in sync with her own movements.
“ Quiet baby girl, no need to make your father know, right? ” he nipped at her neck, her teeth dived into her lips again. Trying to muffle down the sounds as their hips met with greater intensity. Soon the thrusts were more calculated. Making her squirm and shake. “ No. No. ” she moaned at tension building in her lower stomach. Her tights clenched around his hips. “ Stop. ” 
“ You’re okay baby. All okay. ” Rafe cooed and stroked her ribs with his thumb. Trying to get her familiar with the feeling of climax building up. “ You can let go, I got you. ” he lifted himself a bit and kissed her temple. His hands rubbed her lower back in circles as she was falling apart. He knew she was panicking a bit when something unexpected was happening to her body right now. But it would take a good wave on her.
She left out a whimper. Her head fell to his shoulders as he continued the thrust. Her nails scratching his skin as the knot in her stomach was undoing. “ Oh my- “ she breathed out. Her body tensing at the peek, he kissed her cheek in reassurance and her trembling body felt its whole weight on him as he spilled into her womb.
“ You did amazing, sweetheart. ” he praised her and brushed the hair out of her face to catch sight of her. “ So good. ” he punctuated his words with a tender kiss on the corner of her mouth.
She clung to him, still experiencing the aftershocks, but he remained by her side. He always will. He showered her in affection filled kisses. He needs to be close to her.
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twoheartedfool · 2 months ago
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hi I have a Scott miller x artist reader request
she enjoys sketching him and likes to chat with him but he’s super cold to her sometimes and blows her off even tho he likes her he’s just oblivious to her feelings and after Javi and Tyler point out how much she likes him he confesses his feelings to her
Heyyyyyy. So sorry I fell off the face of the earth. Really hope this still finds you and you enjoy!
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Silly Drawings
Scott Miller x Reader
Artist reader goes down a more “responsible” path and is an intern with StormPAR.
CW: mentions of alcohol, mostly fluff, disgruntled Scott
"Is this all the data from this morning?"
"Yea," you casually tossed over shoulder-
"WAIT!"
Scott's eyes bulged as if you grew an extra head as you lunged at him, hands going to the small book on the bottom of the stack.
"Not- not this one," you clutched the sketchbook close to your chest. Scott followed your fingers as they tightened around the red canvas bound booked. It wasn't larger than 5"x5", frayed at the edges from years of use or maybe just from being carelessly tossed from van to van. Graphite dust smeared across the cover.
He didn't have to speak for you to know what he was saying.
What the fuck?
You responded with a sheepish smile and gestured towards the rest of the papers.
"It's good- the data. This morning gave us good data." Your throat resisted as you swallowed nervously.
Scott stared for another moment, his eyes flicking from yours to the book, back to yours. Then, with a curt nod, he was off.
"Goodnight!"
Your face contorted into a pained wince as you leaned against the van. The sketchbook made a dull thud against your forehead. Find a way to directly tell your brain that you needed to be more careful where you left it.
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"Yo! Mr. Scott. Have you seen our favorite StormPAR intern?" Boone skidded to a halt in front of Scott just as he was about to enter his motel room. Tyler was following not far behind.
He didn't need to confirm your name to know who they were referring to. All the times he had seen you chatting with one of them over breakfast. Waving when you crossed paths on the road. The frequent interactions often made his skin bristle.
"Yea," he huffed. "She's-"
No longer by the van.
Tyler bit his tongue watching Scott's eyes now scanning the crowded motel parking lot with the subtlest pout. He knew that look. The edge that crawled up someone's spine when the safety of the person they cared about was now unconfirmed. It was instinctual, protective, not possessive.
It was sappy.
It was funny as hell to Tyler.
"Aw, damn," Boone pouted as he clocked Scott's face now, too. "We were supposed to go over mockups for our next t-shirt."
That made Scott look back down. Why were you doing merchandising with another team? Why were you doing merchandising?
Tyler stepped forward before his questions could be answered.
"Hey, let me ask you something."
Scott waited with a blank face.
"How long have you known her?"
"She started interning this spring," Scott replied with a quirked eyebrow. This was common knowledge. You were graduating with a Bachelor of Science. You had taken a few years off after high school. This was your first job on the field, gaining more experience before applying elsewhere. Despite the lack of experience, you were a good addition to the team. You were diligent, capable, beautiful—
Common knowledge.
"Really? You just seem like you've known each other for longer. You ever..." Tyler's voice trailed off and Scott's jaw ticked. Tyler's hands immediately went up in innocence, his charming laugh echoing. Even he couldn’t help but be rattled by the cold chill that erupted from Scott's stormy gaze.
"Didn't mean nothing by it. You just fit well together is what I’m saying. She’s clearly likes you.”
Something else brewed underneath the stormy gaze. Scott’s grasp tightened around his papers before adjusting his hat.
“That’s not- She’s- No.”
Tyler’s eyebrows shot up. A bark of a laugh exploded from a few feet away. Javi stood by a cooler, blatantly eavesdropping as he opened a beer.
“Relax, man,” he called over.
“She’s just doing her job,” Scott justified lowly.
“Yea, I don’t think the way she looks at you is a part of her job,” Javi retorted. “She doesn’t look at me like that.”
Scott simply shook his head. “I’m going to bed. And you should, too.”
The conversation ended with the slam of his motel door.
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Your heart lurched the next morning at the knock of the side of the truck. Then lurched again when your eyes met blue ones. You had your feet up on the dash, doors open, and sketchbook in your lap.
“Scott-“ you gasped.
“Morn-“ his voice caught when he glanced down at your lap. A very realistic drawing of very familiar eyes caught his attention first. Then the nose. The same jawline he saw in the mirror this morning peaked through your fingers as you tried to casually hide the image.
“Is that me?”
You looked down at your trembling fingers. With a shaky laugh, you moved them to reveal more. No use in hiding it now.
“Um, yea. It is. Scott-“ He was pulling the book gently from your lap. “Scott.”
He cradled the book in his large hand, more delicately than you had ever seen him. He flicked through the previous pages. Other members of the team. Renderings of coffee cups and barns. Him. More him.
“You did these?” His voice was quiet, like he didn’t want a scared animal to run off.
“Yea,” you whispered. You barely heard it over the blood rushing in your ears. “You’re kind of beautiful, you know that?”
There was a lull of silence between you. His eyes met yours and you excepted to see annoyance, rejection. But instead it was a softness, clouded slightly by the calculations whirring through his head. Calm slowly started to ease back into your body. He tilted his head down, breaking your gaze, before he spoke again.
“What are you doing here?”
“Look, Scott, I’m sorry. I won’t waste anymore time with my silly drawings-“
“No.”
You blinked at him. He was looking at you again. He had the same look of stubbornness he usually did when something wasn’t right and he knew it.
“You do good work here. That’s undeniable. But this…"
He shook his head as if the words failed. Scott, so intelligent, so articulate, could not find the words to describe the sketch he held in his hand.
“What are you doing here? Why be out here chasing tornados when you should be clearly doing something else?”
“I tried,” you shrugged. “I wasn’t good enough.”
“That is not-“ your eyes widened slightly at the growl in his voice. He restarted with a deep breath. He shook his head again, chuckling at an unspoken joke before handing the sketchbook back to you finally.
“I’m not going to pretend I know shit about art. But if I know anything it’s that you’re good enough.”
You’re perfect.
There was another comfortable lull as your ears went red at the intensity of his gaze. His tongue flicked over lips in a nervous tick. Before you could register what was happening, his lips found your cheek. Gone quickly but the tingle on your skin remained. His large frame filled the truck’s doorway as he leaned over you.
“Ride with me today?” He asked.
“Sure. I’d like that,” you responded with a coy smile. The corner of his own mouth ticked upward in a lopsided grin. He leaned away with a short nod and he was gone.
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