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Category 5 forgot other people are sexually attracted to their partners again moment
#brain.txt#i know. i KNOW#intellectually i know#its practically inescapable in popular culture and i complain about it enough#but i also exist in this weird ephemeral state of coping by thinking everyone is just joking. all the time#I KNOW THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE#but on some level i just. assume no one is being serious#but sometimes people say something so genuine and honest and im like oh my god you ACTUALLY want to fuck them. like forreal??#and im not even mad#im just#flabbergasted#to be honest. and again. this is a me issue#but i think i kind of mentally separate my friends a little from the big scary mass of Other People Who Make No Sense#i relate to them#because other people are inherently much more similar to you than they are different! no matter how much of a weird little freak you are!!!#but that means that i forget sometimes the simple ways in which we are very different#because are the unspoken ways that everyone else thinks they are implying and i am actively denying
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boy it would be nice to be able to google something related to personality disorders, psychosis, intellectual disabilities, autism, DID/OSDD, etcetera without finding majority articles that are like “how to deal with a person with X” “how to cope with your child with X” “how to spot someone faking X” “can people with X be cured?”
#corvidforest vent post#i wish ppl would stop acting like it’s some awful traumatizing burden to know us#dissociative identity disorder#did system#osdd#personality disorder#intellectual disability#psychosis#vent#vent post#tw vent
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I love talking to rabbis as a recent conversion student because the interaction goes something like, "you're converting? Now?! At this time, at this moment in history?!". And they always talk about this influx of jewish convert students they've seen recently, and it's like...
There's this level of respect I get from rabbis for converting at this point in time, but... Has there ever been a good time to be a jew in the last thousand years or so plus? I'm imagining that rabbis and jews in general back in 1492, back in 1290, back in 1349 would have said the exact same thing. So, really, there is only a time to be a jew. Maybe it's not a "good" time, yes, but it is a time. And to me, that's good enough
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#and to me i *know* that being a jew has historically Not Been a Good Time. i don't ask that of my conversion#i would convert if i had to run one day. in fact i count on that as a possibility#that's why i like simple judaica. if i have to run away with my people it'll be easier with simple bare-boned judaica#i would convert even in the middle of a desert. in the middle of exhile. on threat of pain and death#because to me being a jew isn't about it being a 'good time.' it's about being true and honest about what i need to be#if i were born this same way a thousand years ago i would make this decision again#where you rest; i will rest. where you pray; i will pray. when you weep; i shall weep. and where you die; i will die#i can only speak for myself but i've seen other students with a similar mindset#so in truth it's not the timing that motivated me. it's deeper. it can't be intellectualized. it is a primal feeling - something soul-deep
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The demons clawing at my brain when Dan said the tour turns boyfriends bisexual and Phil immediately joked he was bisexual now
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I'll be completely honest: I'm happy Akutagawa's eyes are back being deep black. Like I don't want Atsushi to love Akutagawa because deep down he's been good all along I want Atsushi to love Akutagawa despite the fact that he hugely sucks
#ryūnosuke akutagawa#atsushi nakajima#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd ch 122#mine#bsd spoilers#Already said this thousand of times but yeah#Same reason why I can't ever subscribe the protector Akutagawa narrative#What if Akutagawa was just born a big jerk? What if he grew and changed?#Rather than someone who Has Always Had Goodness In Him#That said this sounds very ill-spirited but really:#I know a lot of sskk intellectuals sign the protector Akutagawa agenda and I can see why!!#I totally see how it's a reasonable and agreeable reading of canon! Even though I don't really share it
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Doodling when I’m supposed to be working wheee
#lots of caveats with this one#I know the simurgh is not this big#intellectually I know this#but reading this entire arc this is how big she was#I can’t control these things it just kept happening that way in my head#also I usually look up details from the scene I’m drawing to make sure it’s accurate but I didn’t do that this time#you’re getting fanart based on vibes only#and oh the vibes were good this arc#arc 28#wormblr#parahumans#my art#tayor hebert#the simurgh#ink on bone#zizposting
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there's nobody nerdier than an archeologist... except for a jewish archeologist
#dandy's doodles#professor layton#pl#hershel layton#luke triton#chanukkah#channukah#hanukkah#hannukah#hershel is jewish... i just know it in my soul...#and like c'mon now. his name is hershel. he wears a dark hat and coat 24/7. he's an intellectual who's always asking questions.#plus he's fascinated with studying the practices of ancient civilizations (which torah study would necessarily entail). he's jewish#and if there's any official art or whatever of him celebrating christmas...#well he's a jew living in the early-mid 1900s. he's gonna assimilate a little bit#even if he doesn't really practice i'm sure he's totally into the culture and study#sorry. hershel headcanon hours. anyway i need to go to sleep#happy first night of chanukkah! yay!
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"Can we chat about – I don't know if Gabriel's gonna be somewhere mad at me for this, but I gotta point it out. Harvey's got a very, sort of, coquettish, pillow-hugging thing going on on the bed. [Sarah laughs.] Do you know in this scene, where he's putting it all together? Like, it's such an interesting take. Like, you'd – I don't know why, you'd think he'd kind of . . . be reclined, but instead he's on his . . . stomach, like holding a pillow. It's very . . . different. And I love it. But I definitely, I was like, "Huh! Harvey?""
– Patrick J Adams on Sidebar: A Suits Watch Podcast episode "Play the Man"
Scottie pegg/d him.
#scottie pegg.ed him!#also I find it. so funny. that this stood out to patrick. and he HAD to point it out. top tier podcasting patrick#suits#suits tv#suits usa#marvey#harvey specter#dana scott#scottie#scarvey#patrick j adams#sarah rafferty#suits sidebar#also I love scottie/harvey and the history they have. to me...harvey doesn't /tell/ people he's bi bc he's like. if you don't pick up on it#that's on /you/. but I think. in college. scottie was someone harvey /did/ outright tell he was bi.#they're so compatible. and so sexually compatible. + I think scottie was probably the first person harvey was so sexually vulnerable with?#and that connection's just really lasted with both of them. they really know each other and care about each other.#and of course playing intellectually is really sexy for them too.#but yes patrick. harvey does like to be submi.ssive in bed <3#and yes he is fruity. thanks for noticing <3#tumblr your choice of which words will hide a post from search results is! frustrating!
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maybe its because i grew up watching planet earth but to me it feels like newer animal and nature documentaries rely more and more on the cuteness factor and relatability to educate than they did a few years ago. im noticing this because even medium form videos on youtube about maybe one species now seem to have more jokes and tangents or euphemisms than objective information in a way that feels gradually more unbalanced. i know capturing people's attention and getting them to actually care about nature is extremely difficult but when animals are presented as being just funny or sooo weird or something to gawk or worse as shock value i feel that the sense of wonder and respect for them decreases. an animal just can't be itself objectively , it has to be memeable it has to be relatable and cute it has to be anthropomorphized and clips of it can only be 10 seconds long. the sense of wonder imbued in people when they get a glimpse into the life of a creature they never knew existed but that they share a planet with, a creature that has a life of its own thats separate from ours but still interwoven with it. that creates genuine respect and awe for nature. if theyre just something you can scroll past alongside cute puppies and kittens with a funny caption or theyre living as a pet in someone's house that swears theyre an ambassador animal or whatever then something has been lost. i cant sit through a watch or listen to a documentary in that kind of format, the ones that constantly make jokes at living creature's expense and are desperate for viewer retention but can't take the little time it has to go in depth about what it is theyre actually presenting or even truly care to. the result is people care about them less and with less seriousness than they should
#i know we're fighting anti intellectualism and ecological collapse but please be serious#because it is serious. extremely serious. animals are not memes#sure they can be funny#but they dont exist to make you laugh or be relatable#people are more opposed to seeing animals die on film now too in documentaries. i feel like that sanitizes nature. it disembodies it#but the memefication is a problem all on its own#nature#animals#conservation#ecology#biology#science communication#wildlife#animal welfare
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claps my hands
chilchuck is an ADULT
he should not be compared to those series that make a 1000 year old character look like they're 8
because chilchuck does have signs of aging, is shown to, in the perspective of others of his race, be maturing
it is OK to ship him with another character!
for christs sake his kids are also considered grown adults
it sucks cause like, real life people with developmental disabilities get told they're never going to be able to express themselves sexually or their partners are considered evil, but they deserve to have just as much of a chance at love as others!
chilchuck acts and looks more mature than my 15 year old tall grown up looking cousin, and thats the difference! appearance shouldnt matter, chronologic age should be the only factor. not only is chilchuck older the adult age of his race, but hes also considered way over adult age in human years too!
please please just be normal about chilchuck i beg
#chilchuck tims#chilchuck#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#before anyone tries to say i dont know what im talking about#im the caretaker for my brother with autism that stunted his emotional and intellectual maturity#no one in the family takes his desire for love seriously#and thinks hes just faking being gay cause hes around me#no one but me has found out that he does want love and sex#and its an uphill battle getting people to not infantilize him#so i guess im really passionate about people who are legal adults#no matter what they look like#being able to have a say in their own sex lives
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mmmm high lord katsuki and new attendant reader…
he’s a cold man, with an icy stare and a fiery temper that is set off at the drop of a hat. the high lord katsuki has a reputation for being harsh on his peers and servants alike, though he has enough political sense to keep the peace.
he’s from an important family, born and bred with a silver spoon in his mouth and taught all of the niceties of good society. katsuki has read all of the classics and, in addition to an impressive family home (which he manages along with familial business), he has an extensive library, which he visits frequently.
you are low-born, only granted to opportunity of reading because your father taught you before he passed away. you’d been forced to find work when he passed and, by some stroke of luck, someone in the kitchens was willing to take you in and have you keep inventory for a small monthly salary. reading and writing comes in handy for that.
you consider yourself unlucky, however, at being noticed by katsuki’s first officer and personal attendant, kirishima, who happens to be of common birth with a position that should belong to a noble and thus, outranks you. well, just about everyone our ranks you. it’s him who recommends you for the “promotion” and lands you in katsuki’s personal office in the main house.
“my lord,” he says, stepping into the room with the comfort only a noble could have. “i’ve brought them.”
“who?” katsuki doesn’t raise his head. his voice is low and gravelly.
“the new serving staff, my lord,” he states. “the one from the kitchen inventory.”
katsuki looks up at this, his gaze unimpressed and unyielding. he looks you over for a moment, staring as if to size you up.
oh, he’s beautiful. it’s shameful thing to think of such a harsh man, but it’s the truth. he almost looks like a painting, with hard set eyes and round lips. you’d expected someone frightening, with harsh features and sharp, cutting proportions befitting of a man with rumors like the ones surrounding him. instead, the man who sits before you seems a prince with a slightly colder gaze. you suppose that his beauty is drowned out by the other rumors surrounding him.
“you said they could read?” katsuki snaps.
“yes, my lord,” he responds.
katsuki doesn’t comment on this, instead, he shifts his gaze to you and harshly barks a question.
“you’re willing to work?”
what does that matter? you don’t have much of a choice.
“yes, my lord.”
“very good,” katsuki says. “kirishima, see her to her quarters.”
kirishima excuses himself and you bow deeply and do the same. katsuki’s gaze lingers on you for a moment as you bow. it is so intense that you can almost feel the moment he tears it from you and returns to pouring over the papers in front of him. he does not look up again as you shut the door.
katsuki gives the impression that he is made of stone, stubborn and immovable. you imagine that his peers have trouble convincing him of anything and you briefly wonder, judging by the hard look he’d given you, if you’ll run into the same trouble.
#bakugou x reader#bakugou katsuki x reader#cal.writing#char.katsuki#MANNNNNN the apothecary diaries got me…#IT GOT ME#anyway i am thinking about katsuki beginning to notice trader whenever she brings him meals#and soon they have smal (tense conversations) that blossom into katsuki inviting reader to sit#and and and and it’s so tense at first but things quickly become somewhat comfortable#and katsuki is surprisingly sensitive and incredibly intellectual#and you surprise him by knowing the basics of strategy games#or by having some knowledge of the classics#and your general intellect and passion (which you concealed from him at first) and and and and romance blossoms#OKAY#tw.power dynamics
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maybe im just not enough of a cerseihead to see the vision but ive never gotten the vibe that if she was just given a sword and lessons like jaime everything would be fine or she would be not as bad as she is in adulthood and thats mostly cause sword training is uncomfortable n sweaty and physically demanding and i just dont think cersei gets down with all that
#her n tyrion are far more interested in social/intellectual pursuits like yes the sword represents masculine power etc#that she was withheld from i know but still she'd be happier as a statesman than a swordsman#being a knight isnt the height of power u still gotta take orders for who u kill with that sword
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So funny imagining Mr and Mr Games, millionaires and sharers of a mortgage, refusing to pay for the other being like no you ordered an entree im not paying for that nevermind post canceled NordVPN's bitch capitalester absolutely would
#jus joking to be clear#also i honestly never understood why splitting the bill was a big deal in relationships#like my friends mom was so offended when friend mentioned splitting the bill with her boyfriend#and its like you know men dont inherently have more money than women right#and like it just makes sense to split if you dont have a shared account#you pay for what you order crazy concept#intellectual monologue#dan and phil#phan
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Director of the False Last Act
#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv spoilers#han sooyoung#art i made#another of the drawings i fished out of my drafts that i completely forgot id started#if the face doesnt look like how i usually draw hsy uh. i apparently did the lineart like 4 months ago#and the way i used to draw her was WAY different#like i had to redo the face cuz i was like man this aint my girl wtf#oh yeah the sort of. watsonian reason why the title of the book shes holding is scrubbed out is bc it could either be twsa or orv i guess#the doylist reason is i couldnt decide between twsa or orv so now its neither LOL#side note but like. intellectually i know the thousand hand guan yin is like an actual thing in buddhism but my familiarity with it is#mostly from the dance move#so like as i was colouring this i was just imagining hsy like creating this pose in universe w the avatars which. one hell of an image#only two of the hands are supposed to represent like specific points in the story the rest are just. symbolic...?#the lemon candy one is obvious and the knife one is meant to be from when she stabs 49!kdj in the epilogue#also holy god im so bad at coming up with backgrounds for this kind of art#the original background i had i think i was trying to make it look like some kind of. book cover...? hence the borders#whatever it was it wasnt working#now i have no idea what its supposed to be 👍 like its giving. poorly designed tarot card
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one thing I would like to explore more in the lawrellini friendship is the idea of bellini having intellectual conversations with lawrence, mostly about theology but that also naturally welcome a myriad of other subjects because of how comfortable they feel in each other's company, and when they finally part ways it feels essentially like their brains have just fucked and I like that notion a lot.
#why am i calling him bellini? what happened to aldo? i'm meeting aldo tomorrow for brunch like what#this isn't inspired by real events at all. i've been hiding the fact i have a nauseating migraine just not to pause the 7-hour conversation#it would have gone on but it's late. the academic things I can do on coffee and ibuprofen is something else truly an intellectual lolol joke#anyway aldo bellini i know what you are#and yes yes i know what i am. let's change the subject very quickly now back to lawrellini#lawrellini#conclave#conclave robert harris
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Uhh I'm sure this is a hot hot take in this fandom, but I personally don't find the whole moon!Varian theory/idea very interesting in terms of narrative or character.
Varian's always worked best as this scrappy kid who used his intellect to solve problems but whose emotions got in the way of that. He's so desperate to impress Raps and the gang that he neglects his giant boiling water tank and almost blows up the village. His emotions towards Cass are what get him running around helping her until the last minute, making his science presentation a disaster. His need to please his father and later his hurt/distrust towards him is what leads him to recklessly experiment with the rocks behind Quirin's back.
This is also probably why he's drastically more competent as a villain, up until the end. He puts aside his emotions in favor of cold, ruthless tactics, and it's only when his emotions once again get the best of him that he's defeated. Varian's intellect has always been his strength, but his emotional immaturity and volatility is what got him to fail.
So then you give a character like that magic power that has all to do with emotions, it doesn't work. There's no reason to show off his intelligence or persevearance, because the rocks are a physical manifestation of power. And while he goes on this journey of growing up and gaining emotional maturity in season 3, he's never in a struggle with his emotions, if anything, he lets them have control more often than not.
Now compare that to Cass, who a) solves problems physically, so the rocks are a perfect extension of that power and b) fucking sucks at emotions. While Varian acts on his emotions constantly, she stuffs them in a box and relies on her anger instead.
Moon!Cass works because the power set it gives her works for her character. It doesn't work for every character, and especially not Varian.
#this is why be very afraid is the best season 3 episode#boy I hope this makes sense and is not word soup#this was supposed to be like a paragraph but then I suddenly figured out Varian's entire character oops#but do you see my point??#please tell me I'm not the only one#honestly a lot of my dislike is more about the first people of how characters solve problems#not saying Varian couldn't be messing with magic but his approach would be very intellectual and not 'big rock go boom' (Cassandra)#like... you know ... a wizard of something#tangled the series#rapunzles tangled adventure#tts#rta#varian#Cassandra
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