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Vishay launches new high-CMTI isolation amplifiers for EV and industrial power applications
June 5, 2025 /SemiMedia/ — Vishay Intertechnology has introduced a new line of high-reliability isolation amplifiers — VIA0050DD, VIA0250DD, and VIA2000SD — targeting precision current and voltage sensing in industrial, energy, and electric vehicle (EV) systems. The VIA series delivers industry-leading common-mode transient immunity (CMTI) up to 150 kV/μs and offers tight gain accuracy of ±0.05%…
#electronic components news#Electronic components supplier#Electronic parts supplier#EV current sensing#GaN system monitoring#high CMTI amplifier#industrial motor control#isolation amplifier#power inverter monitoring#Vishay VIA series
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OMG DAMSEL, IS SHE OKAY?? That parasite looks ROUGH... since I have a bottomless appetite for lore, I've gotta know... how on earth did Starlet wind up with that parasite? Does it have something to do with the event that caused her to disappear and gave her the beheading scar? (I hope I got the lore right, sorry if I didn't!)
don't worry! you've got the lore right 🙂↕️
when she disappeared she was used as a sacrifice. the cultists that took her were trying to summon a being they worshipped. and they did...attract something !! they kinda... accidentally bound it to Damsel. oops.
anyways she's fine ♡ her parasite operates similar to like Venom. for the most part it's pretty non-active, doesn't get involved in whatever Damsel's up to unless it wants to. she does tend to isolate for a few days or be very non-responsive after a situation where it does get involved but it's fiiiine. she compartmentalizes that experience and everything's fine! ദ്ദി ( ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ ) [she's severely mentally ill]
#she let's family close friends and lovers see her in her isolation but she will essentially be like a blank husk#anyway#it does have like a passive corruption where it did really amplify her sadism and thoughts of violence#Damsel was VERY different pre-beheading#also cute fun fact#Damsel lovingly calls it “crabby” because pretty much the only time it speaks to her is to complain lol#also Distortion has it too! but she talks at it more. it doesn't really respond.#also she's like not gonna isolate. dying does not affect her the way it affects Starlet#damsel the starlet#the void whispers back#i hope to god this makes sense because i am so tired rn LMAO
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got some sleep more normal again. still gonna be less active for at least until the end of the week goob bye
#like seeing all the stuff for gort week but it’s also incredibly isolating to see at the same :’) i’ll catch up when it’s over that’ll#probably be easier#i would have left for a bit with the whole birthday bullshit amplifying my negative feelings by a 100 anyways but this made go oh yeah i#really should. sorry again i'm so sorry
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The thing about the Martian. Is it is the perfect movie
#its one of the best adaptations ever made imo#because not only does it solidly translate the story to the screen#it *amplifies* it#there are things the film pulls off even better than the book for the simple fact that its an audio/visual medium#the book is written as Mark's logs. that he's writing knowing even if he dies others will see it eventually and realize he was alive long#after they thought he was dead#he's an optimist by nature and tries to downplay the isolation and hopelessness of his situation so the people he cares for wont feel guilty#for having left him behind#but the movie audience gets both his logs and his optimism#*and* the shots of him in isolation. doing the hard work of surviving#its the shot when he first wakes up and starts the long walk back to the hab. the moments he spends sewing himself up.ect ect#its so well executed. its a movie that knows its a movie and it uses that to its advantage. do you know what i mean
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My design of Mika for my DF adult villains au
Feel free to ask questions about the au so far! This design was particularly difficult for me to do justice

#mika macklin#why is she missing a leg? ooh we’ll see#danger force#im actually pretty happy with the design#she mentioned learning tech before so I think she would have a lot of gadgets and things to amplify or isolate her voice#mine art
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The only thing we know about Jonathan's job is that Phillip works under him, Jill never said what they do. People usually speculate construction work, if he took a week off to focus on his baby, maybe he put Phillip to replace him?
Yea that would track for fundies, although I can't picture Phillip doing serious construction work lol (also what happened to Phillip's trip to Hungary that Jill wouldn't stop going on about?).
Sucks that he can only take a week, although I guess it's not like he's supposed to be taking care of the baby anyway.
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heard a singular song and now i am thinking again about werewolf beard. he already fears being unlovable, but being a werewolf? woof.
#the added weight of monstrosity mingling in with the fear.#the anger he holds amplified and it makes him feel sick <3#wishlist.#THINKING! he was turned by an ex of his </3#adds even more to the isolation he feels from other people. the loneliness. the disconnect between him#and his family too.
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Does anybody else think that generative AI searches are kind of harming community recommendation systems?
#ai discussion#generative ai#like I feel like very few people are looking to the community or to fellow people to recommend shows and movies#sorry this was brought about by news of Netflix’s new updates#is this trend amplifying social isolation and distrust#I wanna know other people’s thoughts on this wahhhh#because I feel like I’m looking far too deep into things T-T
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Control Signal Strength with SC Attenuators
The SC attenuator regulate optical signal power, preventing overload and ensuring optimal network performance. They are essential for fine-tuning signal levels in fiber optic systems. Fiber-MART provides precision-engineered SC attenuators for smooth and consistent data transmission.

#fiber amplifier#sfp+ cable#qsfp28#QSFP+#fiber trunk cable#optical isolator#SC Attenuator#12 LC cable#MPO to MPO#MTP to MTP
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Writing Angry Scenes: Tips to Avoid Melodrama and Make It Real
Anger can be one of the most intense, relatable emotions to read—and one of the trickiest to write. When handled well, an angry scene can pull readers deep into the emotional world of a character, building tension and driving the story forward. But when handled poorly, anger can easily slip into melodrama, making the character’s feelings seem overblown, forced, or even cringe-worthy.
So how can you avoid these pitfalls and write anger that feels real and compelling? Here are some tips to make angry scenes powerful without overdoing it.
1. Understand What Fuels Your Character’s Anger
To write anger authentically, you need to understand its roots. People get angry for complex reasons—fear, frustration, betrayal, grief, and even love. Ask yourself what’s truly driving your character’s anger. Are they afraid of losing control? Do they feel abandoned or misunderstood? Are they hurt by someone they trusted? Anger rarely exists in isolation, so dig into the deeper emotions fueling it.
When you understand the core reasons behind a character’s anger, you can weave those nuances into the scene, making the anger more relatable and layered. Readers will feel the depth of the character's rage, not just the surface heat of it.
2. Show, Don’t Tell—But Don’t Overdo It
“Show, don’t tell” is classic writing advice, but it’s especially crucial in angry scenes. Don’t rely on generic phrases like “She was furious” or “He clenched his fists in anger.” Instead, look for unique ways to convey how this specific character experiences anger. Maybe their voice drops to a deadly calm, or their eyes narrow in a way that makes everyone around them uncomfortable.
That said, showing too much can backfire, especially with exaggerated descriptions. Over-the-top body language, excessive shouting, or too many “flaring nostrils” can tip the scene into melodrama. Use body language and physical cues sparingly and mix them with subtler reactions for a more realistic portrayal.
3. Use Dialogue to Reveal Hidden Layers
People rarely say exactly what they feel, especially when they’re angry. Angry dialogue isn’t just about yelling or throwing out insults; it’s an opportunity to show the character’s deeper thoughts and vulnerabilities.
Consider using controlled, icy responses or unexpected silences. Maybe your character says something hurtful in a low voice rather than screaming. They might express sarcasm, avoidance, or even laugh at the wrong moment. Anger often carries hidden layers, and using these nuances can help your character’s dialogue feel genuine, even haunting, without falling into dramatic clichés.
4. Control the Pacing of the Scene
The pacing of an angry scene can be the difference between a powerful moment and a melodramatic one. In real life, anger doesn’t always erupt instantly; it can simmer, spike, or deflate depending on the situation and the character’s personality. Experiment with different pacing techniques to create tension.
You might build the anger slowly, with small signs that something’s brewing. Or maybe the character explodes suddenly, only to calm down just as quickly, leaving a chill in the air. Controlling the pace helps you control the reader’s emotional engagement, drawing them in without overwhelming them.
5. Avoid Clichéd Expressions and Overused Reactions
When writing anger, avoid falling back on clichés like “seeing red,” “boiling with rage,” or “blood boiling.” These phrases have been overused to the point that they lose their impact. Instead, get creative and think about how your character’s anger might feel specifically to them.
Maybe their skin feels prickly, or their jaw aches from clenching it. Think about details that are unique to the character and to the moment. By focusing on small, unique sensory details, you’ll help readers feel the anger rather than just reading about it.
6. Let the Setting Reflect the Emotion
The setting can be an effective tool to amplify a character’s anger without overstating it. Small details in the environment—such as the hum of a refrigerator, the slow ticking of a clock, or the distant sounds of laughter—can create a sense of contrast or isolation that heightens the character’s rage.
For example, imagine a character seething in a peaceful park or a quiet library. The calm of the surroundings can make their anger feel more potent. Or maybe they’re in a crowded, noisy room where they feel unseen and unheard, which fuels their frustration further. This use of setting can add depth to the scene without the need for dramatic gestures.
7. Let Consequences Speak for Themselves
An effective way to avoid melodrama is to let the consequences of the anger show its intensity. Characters don’t always have to yell or physically react; sometimes, a single choice can convey more than any outburst.
Perhaps your character cuts off a close friend or says something they can’t take back. Maybe they throw away a meaningful object or walk out in silence. By focusing on the consequences of their anger, you can reveal the impact without over-explaining it.
8. Let the Emotion Simmer After the Scene Ends
Anger is rarely resolved in a single moment, and its effects often linger. When writing an angry scene, think about how it will affect your character moving forward. Are they holding onto grudges? Do they feel guilty or exhausted afterward? Does their anger transform into something else, like sadness or regret?
Allowing the anger to simmer in your character’s mind even after the scene ends creates a more authentic and layered portrayal. It shows that anger is complex and doesn’t just disappear the moment the scene is over, adding emotional weight to both the character and the story.
#writing tips#writing advice#character development#writers on tumblr#writeblr#creative writing#fiction writing#writerscommunity#writing#writing help#writing resources#ai assisted
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I worry that today’s generation of kids on the internet have never gotten to develop much digital agency or form safe, empowering relationships with older people. More broadly, I think our current culture of isolating children from all unrelated adults, supposedly in the name of their “protection” only causes them to become more ignorant, lonesome, and vulnerable to exploitation.
There are many ways in which restricting youth access to information technology and training adults to avoid all contact with children makes kids even more powerless and dependent.
If a child cannot post their sexual health questions on Ask Alice or go searching around online, then they have to believe whatever they hear from their parent or priest. If a young person longs to taste the freedoms of adulthood but aren’t given any room to explore, then the grown-up in their DMs telling them that they are so mature becomes a hell of a lot more seductive.
And if a kid never gets to search for sexual content online, learn about adult sexual experiences, or touch themselves and find pleasure in the privacy of their own minds, they may never fully learn that their body is them, for them to enjoy and express themselves however they see fit.
For queer youth, the dangers of isolation are amplified. A study published in the journal Child Protection and Practice in April of last year found that LGBTQI+ children face an elevated risk of grooming and sexual abuse because they are discriminated against by peers, preached against within their religious communities, and mistreated or kicked out of the house by their families — and also, because an adult with no respect for boundaries might be the only person offering to talk with them about queerness or sex.
It’s very difficult to know the difference between a healthy relationship and exploitation when a predatory adult is the first queer person a kid ever knows. If a relationship with an abuser is the only way that a teen ever gets to live out their queerness or explore their budding sexuality, then it becomes immensely difficult for them to walk away — leaving the groomer is like tearing off a crucial part of themselves that never gets expressed otherwise, or even seen.
This is also true of children who have the early rumblings of kinky sexualities, too — when you long to be controlled or tied up, you need a safe outlet to learn and fantasize about doing such things consensually one day. If you do not know that such options exist, you’ll settle instead for abuse. The more options that a child has to learn about sexual practices, to meet other queer people of ages, and to form appropriate relationships with unrelated adults, the harder they become to manipulate, and the more power they have to walk away.
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Being a minor is a position created by legal oppression, but most people consider a minor’s lack of freedom to be so natural and morally correct they don’t even recognize it as oppression. Instead, they see it as protection, a healthy separation between the world of the human and the not-quite-human yet. Though they would never admit it, a minor is not the same thing as a person to them, for a minor can be thrown out of public spaces, locked away, silenced, disregarded, and left to rot in the ways full persons are not.
I believe that we queer adults are failing our younger siblings by refusing to play a part in raising and looking after them. We have chosen to privilege our individual safety from accusations of ‘inappropriate’ conduct over the need for queer youth to see their own sexualities and identities normalized, envision a diversity of possible futures for themselves, and seek aid and understanding when they are mistreated.
For those of us who’ve had the liberty to escape our ignorant hometowns, get on HRT, have joyous gay sex in dark rooms, or even just dance tenderly with a sexy androgynous stranger’s cheek pressed against our own, we have a responsibility to pour from our filled cups, and to remember what it was like to have no such access. As terrified as we are of losing our documentation, our access to medicine, and our legal rights, we must remember those queer people who presently have none of those things, and do all that we can to extend our aid to them.
I wrote about the troubling culture of the "MINORS DNI" bio, and how it contributes to the mass isolation of young queer people. You can read the full piece or have it narrated to you by the substack app for free here.
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𝖸𝗈𝗎 𝗏𝗌. 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝗎𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾’𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱
꒰ Your current personality ꒱
You are someone who has dealt with aggression or passive aggression from other people who created drama in your life. These people were I’m hearing - egoistic, competitive and jealous, the kind to see the glass half empty. The energy that I’m getting is a group of ‘friends’ ganging up against you, just for the fun of it, so that they could possibly knock you down to a peg. That’s what their purpose seems to have been. Also, recently, if not throughout life, you’ve dealt with other people just disliking you, trying to humiliate you, backhanded jokes, mean comments to your face, etc. There was just this aggression that you could pick up from other people, even if they didn’t say anything, in fact, this energy might be even stronger now. Let me give you a simple question, did you achieve something, start working or just earning in some way? If yes, there’s your answer right there. Every time you’ll achieve something as simple as a small internal or external accomplishment, you’re going to have other people start feeling all worked up towards you for no reason. It is going to amplify the strongest when you get your first job/salary/earning of some sort and when you get into a relationship with someone. Right now, you are working through your shadows and revelations that came forth due to power struggle between you, and others that you decided to peacefully step out of while you had been forced into isolation or taken up solitude. You have an interesting personality as in, you like when others are jealous of you and there’s some drama due to it because it’s flattering but at the same, you don’t enjoy it because you’re someone who seeks peace. I just heard Regina George’s “and I was like ‘why are you so obsessed with me?’” You can’t deny that you do find it flattering how people seem to be kind of obsessed with you to some extent honestly. This is something you do not express outwardly to most people though. You are someone who is finding the strength to feel the beauty in life after a pretty long time. ‘Epiphany’ by Jin of BTS is the energy that I’m getting here. While, you were in this period of solitude, feeling weak and tired from the extreme aggression that you seem to have received from either a group of people or different people around the same time, you realised that you’re the one you should love and take care of. There were days when you couldn’t get out of bed without really really pushing yourself to do it but now, it’s just not as bad, you seem to be more enthusiastic about taking care of yourself. You have an iron heart but not in a bad way, you’re just very firm as a person in the actions that you take. You hold a silent power that you operate with and I’m calling this silent power because despite your actual personality and character being a certain way, you’re perceived to be pretty soft as a person. You’re someone who seems to fear abandonment and attachment, possibly due to your past experiences because you seem to have walked away from people and you’re firm in the decisions you make in regards to your life. No matter what you were like in the past, now if you choose to walk away, that’s it, you’ve walked away. You’re so much of a peace seeker that you avoid anyone you can if they even slightly disrupt your peace. People tend to view you as this loving person who’s emotionally volatile, insecure, uncertain about themselves and easy to manipulate. Also, someone warm with good intentions and very imaginative.
Which is why they think you’d be easy to manipulate because they may assume that they can sell you dreams and fantasies but little do they know, you demand and expect respect from others. They don’t realise that while you are a pretty peaceful person who is actively working on themselves, you crave power strongly. They don’t realise that you’ll always end up finding a way to have the upper-hand in any situation. I’m not sure what it is but you lack certain morals when you stop caring about people. You’re very in control of yourself by this point, in the past you used to think that knowledge was power so you tried to keep the other person mentally stimulated in order to keep them in your life, and you could have expressed certain thoughts in a more forceful and pushy manner but you may have realised that this is a trait of yours, and might be trying to get rid of it for the best? You’ve become very stern hearted as in, you don’t mind leaving people and situations without thinking much or without much evidence? You don’t really have it in you to wait it out anymore. Once you walk away, you also become closed off to communication in any form. You are someone who fakes happiness but still very in touch with your negative emotions, thoughts and patterns internally. Emotionally, you like for connections to develop naturally and kind of slowly, you’re someone who doesn’t jump into being all passionate and lovey dovey with someone as soon as you meet them. You’re like “I only know them for two weeks, I don’t know if they’re even a good person at all. They probably do not hold any loyalty towards me this early on, I do not need to trust them yet” is the way you approach connections these days, whether you’re aware of it or not. You’re also someone who carries most of your emotions by yourself. Even in your connections with others in the past, you’ve been the one to carry the most of the burdens. The connections wouldn’t even have carried on that long if it wasn’t for you doing all if not most of the work. However, now you’re someone who is driven towards goals and on a dedicated mission to succeed, that’s why your emotions seem to be much more reliant on yourself and your own progress than other people, and interpersonal connections. There have been situations that led you to ending some sort of conflict (or multiple ones) and detach caused you to feel powerless, underestimated, unworthy and manipulated in some way? You are focused on taking your power back now because you’ve realised that you’re not powerless? Like, ‘things can only hold power for as long as you let it hold your attention’ is what I heard. You’re trying to get more in control of your life but you’re not doing so in a restrictive manner. You’re releasing any and every old bond, one by one and have grown resistant to many kinds of temptations that you would have fallen for in the past. You’re breaking free as a person and developing more audacity in the best way possible is what I’m hearing. You’re reclaiming your power and are taking empowering choices. You’re letting go of limiting beliefs that seem to have had you trapped at some point, beliefs that you’re unworthy, that you’re not powerful that’s why others dislike you and find it easy to walk all over you. You’re realising that they feel the need to crush you, not because you’re weak but because they are and that they want to feel powerful by crushing other people. You realise the power that you have a person after a long time and you know that you haven’t even fully stepped into it yet but you’re getting there.
꒰ Your future spouse’s personality when you’ll be together ꒱
They’re going to be a very contemplative person when they’re by themselves. They will have this ability to look for beauty in everything. They’ll value passion greatly and will be able to find not only beauty but also wisdom, knowledge and I’m not sure what word to use but a feeling of peace mixed with passion and love for something universal, not anything all that divine but just a zest for life itself? I hope you understand what I’m trying to express right now. They’re going to be the type to overanalyse situations and people. I do not recommend trying to get them jealous or something of that sort because they’re going to get defensive and argue. Honestly, if you like your men (or women) obsessed and slightly possessive, you are going to love what I’m telling you. They’re going to stalk your social media pages, keep tabs on you, ask you where you’re going, who you’re going with, etc. If you tell them that you are going out with your friends and one of your friends is very active on socials, they’re going to view their stories to see if you’re with them, who all are present and what you are up to. They’re going to have a positive outlook on life after having undergone emotional lows, dealt with negative emotions, letting go and forgiven themself, and others. They are going to be extremely ride or die when it comes to you. They’re going to be there to support you and will be committed to being with you through thick and thin. They’re going to overcome loneliness, thanks to you and they’ll be utterly grateful to you for that. They’re going to find themself becoming more secure due to your connection and they’ll want to provide you with a secure home too. They’re going to have more trust, hope and faith in life, and I’m getting that it’s going to be because of you. You’re going to be welcomed by them with open arms. They’re going to be a lavish spender and could indulge in something like a substance though. I’m not getting it being in excess amount but lol, the money spending, indulging in just life, whatever their guilty pleasure is is going to be very big. They’re going to be a go getter when it comes to their goals. For some of you, they could be a protein junkie who eats a lot but then works out equally as much. The part I just mentioned is not going to be applicable for all of you.
They’re made for success because they are willing to work for it. I just heard “I can’t complain about having a lot on my plate when my goal was to eat.” There are going to be moments when they will misjudge you, they’ll doubt themself which could lead to some unfair blame and false accusations but they’re not going to let it get there. I just heard “it’s not your fault that they hover, I mean no disrespect. It’s my right to be hellish, I still get jealous.” However, emotionally they are going to be heavily committed to you. To them, you’re basically going to be one with them. They’re going to have a pretty good sex drive that will be emotionally driven because of how much they’ll love you. They will be an optimistic person usually and very passionate when it comes to you, and life itself. They’re going to crack a lot of jokes with you and also their friends. I’m getting the two of you just sitting there, making fun of the way someone said something or did something and having a good laugh about it. They’re going to want to be a good spouse and partner. They’re not just going to want you to be their spouse so that they can say that they have someone, it’s going to be deep and emotionally fulfilling to them. ‘Ishq sufiyana’ or ‘divine, passionate and deep love’ is literally how your connection is going to be, it’s going to be sort of divine in nature or at least that’s how they’ll perceive. They’re going to feel like the impossible is possible with you due to the synergy that you’ll share, a very divine and deep one that will only make them feel like they come alive even more everyday. They’re going to feel like you’re their soulmate and are going to act the part with you. They’re going to be so emotionally content with you and the family you’ll create (even if it’s just the two of you), they won’t be able to stay away from you, like they just won’t. Supposing, they have to travel for work, they’ll feel like their heart isn’t beating the way it should, only after they come back home to you will they feel fine again. The two of you are going to bond because much like you they’re also a silent power and iron hearted. It only makes your love more real though. They’re going to be very childlike though, like no matter how much they grow up, they’ll always continue being like their child self i.e. kind, fun loving, pure and innocent but just in a bigger and more grown body 😭. You gotta be careful with their heart, they’re so pure, they need to be protected for real. Thank you for reading. Much love and take care.
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꒰ Your current personality ꒱
In the past, you used to be someone who used to work in harmony with others and almost blended with others in a way where you even started thinking, and looking at things from their perspective even if it was hurtful and disrespectful towards you. You’ve grown to become someone who values passion and has a very passionate nature that you, yourself are aware of, and you have this understanding now that you’re not as helpless as you once felt. You might feel like even though the helplessness felt real back then, it never really was. One thing that you seem to be aware of is that others did put you in this situation of helplessness but instead of being all “I’m the victim”, even though you have the awareness that you didn’t deserve it, you’re instead reasonably accepting where others did you wrong and where you did yourself wrong. You don’t seem to care as much about what others think anymore. You are starting to become more empowered but you know that this is not the end, that you’ll only grow to become more and more empowered going forward until you fully step into your power. You are at a phase where you find it both funny and angering that you let yourself be trapped by shitty people and shitty situations. You’re not being excessively hard on yourself anymore though. Instead, your life is changing and you’ve made the choice to actively change for the best too. You’re embracing transformations and all the events of the past that are helping you grow into a new version of yourself. You’re still in the process of it. You’ve become very cutthroat and don’t mind being mean. You realise that your boundaries were too low at some point, your standards were too low which led to you experiencing low quality experiences so you’re honestly a bit defensive. You’re reestablishing your boundaries and have already managed to do enough of it. You’re very firm in your boundaries at this point and desire to be yourself, even if it offends others. You’re also very hardworking and have this desire to improve your skills, and build new ones. You value routines, self improvement and productivity these days, and actively try to manage them. You still hurt sometimes but I’m getting that compared to how much you hurt the past and how helpless, and trapped you felt, this is nothing. Hurtful memories and thoughts pop up into your mind sometimes but you are choosing not to operate from that state of hurt at this point. Emotionally, you’re giving yourself a chance to be a kid, you’re going yourself a chance for newness, you’re giving yourself a chance to dream and to feel happy, joyful and grateful despite all the pain that you’ve experienced. You’re starting to find and develop this new passion for life and yourself, and also a new way of thinking and communicating that is creating this contentment within you. You’re starting to count your blessings is what I’m hearing. There was once a time when you wished for nothing more than to change, to be open to newness and now you have it, despite feeling heavy hearted sometimes, usually you’re pretty content and satisfied these days even if you’re not filled with utter joy, you still have an inner joy within you.
You’re planning your future based on your passions while trying to make the most out of your life right in the present moment. I saw this video on Instagram, basically the girl asks god to make her life better than 99% of the people and god fulfils her wish but she ends up living the same life she currently has because her life is better than 99% of the people already. You seem to be sort of aware of the fact that despite the problems, you also have your own set of blessings anyway so you’re choosing to not let the sorrow and negativity you feel sometimes overpower you. You value passion so much, you probably think about sex a lot too. On a soul level, you fear being abandoned, betrayed and hurt. You fear being heavily emotionally involved with people just to be left behind. You’ve realised that the realest connections are those that flow naturally yet at its own time and not the connections where you seem to vibe right away just to be disillusioned later. You’ve learned many tough lessons through the tough realisations that you had when you had to accept things as they were. You’re very passionate and seem to be focused on your goals in some way. You’ve realised that no one can bring you the happiness that you can bring yourself. You try to be enough for yourself while also actively developing as a person. You have a great zest for exploring and seeing where life has to take you. You’re sort of detached and yet anticipating growth, and change in your life. Your approach to connections have changed, you want to be the one who gets approached and pursued. You have this desire to leave all of your past behind, to simply be present and you’re doing really well, I would say. You sometimes think “just like I desire connections, other people also desire connections. They can come to me if they’d like.” Your standards for the people you’re going to let in seem to be pretty high too. You are proud that you have matured enough to not look at your past too nostalgically. You’ve become someone who doesn’t value your history with people as much anymore, you only value what their recent and current actions show you. You’ve given up on carrying the burdens of connections solely by yourself, you prefer dealing with your emotions by yourself and these days dealing with negative emotions for you is to just letting them go, just letting them slip away. You’re someone who prioritises self care and is deliberately taking care of yourself. Emotionally, you’re remaining a lot of control within yourself. You’re at a point where if anyone tries to get you out of your emotionally peaceful zone, you’re going to get angry and possibly blow up. You’re very selfless emotionally and desire someone so strikingly and unconditionally kind, and selfless in your life that you would naturally feel like you can give out unconditionally, selflessly and generously. You also think about virtues like kindness and selflessness a lot because it’s innately in your nature. Despite choosing to have stronger boundaries and not being as selfless as you once were, you’re still kind and giving in some way. You seem to have a lot of faith in yourself. You believe that the grass will always be greener for you no matter where you end up because you have the resources to and are willing to water it.
꒰ Your future spouse’s personality when you’ll be together ꒱
Your future spouse is someone who doesn’t mind leaving people behind. I keep on getting something about peace here, they do not like it when people try to mess with their peace of mind. There seem to have been times in community settings like school, church, etc. or work settings in which people have taken offence to their presence for no reason and made it their mission to humiliate, hurt and leave your person out within those environments. Something like this could have happened during their school life, possibly middle school for some of them or highschool which has caused this thing to stay deep within their psyche. “I can never forget” is what I’m hearing. They will still be carrying some baggage from that time. What seems to have been even more heartbreaking for them was that they didn’t even feel like they belonged anywhere. Some of them didn’t even feel like belonged within their own family. “You’re in the wind, I’m in the water, nobody’s son, nobody’s daughter.” They didn’t feel like they belonged anywhere so wherever they were was their home. They’ll know how to take good care of themself. They’ll also be good natured and genuinely consider others including you obviously. They’re going to put a lot of emphasis onto both self care and selflessness. When they were younger, they felt like they were loved only when they tangibly added onto other’s lives so they naturally tried to be of service to others but at some point, they found out that they could be disrespected despite what they do for others but they found an inner joy when giving out freely and selflessly so they will try to give out to those who they think deserve, and need it. It seems to be very subconscious, something that they won’t be aware of. They’re going to worry about your well-being and quite literally the type to scold you if you tell them that you haven’t eaten yet. They’re going to be the one to pursue a connection with you and will be very sensitive, and tactful. They’ll know just what to say to make your heart flutter and slowly open up to trusting them. They’re going to be a true romantic and such a charmer. Like, you won’t even be able to stay mad at them because they’ll know just how to melt your heart. I’m getting that whenever you’re with them, you’ll just be smiling ear to ear. Despite the baggage that they’ll be carrying, they’re going to be a very present person. Some of them are also going to be very physically active as well. They’re going to know how to make you feel special by expressing their gratitude for you. “You know, I don’t know how I got so lucky to get with you.” The love that you’re going to share is going to feel surreal in nature due to how well they’ll treat you. They’re going to be quite a flirt with you. In fact, I don’t like to say this and it’s not intentional but due to how smooth their tongue naturally is, there will be moments when you’ll probably get mad about them flirting with others. I’m getting a very golden retriever kind of a personality from them.
They’re going to be very touchy with you in little ways such as resting their head on your shoulder, tugging at your sleeves, kissing your shoulder, kissing your neck, so on and so forth. Despite moments when you’ll get upset about their smooth tongue, they’re going to make it up to you by romancing you. They’re also going to be genuinely remorseful because despite their intentions, they’re going to understand where you’re coming from. They’re going to be the type to pepper you with kisses all over your face while apologising to you. Instead of jumping to be all defensive when you point out something that hurts you or makes you feel less secure within the connection, they’re instead going to take accountability for their actions and tongue, and genuinely try to make it up to you and will try not repeat the same thing in the future. They’re honestly very pure of heart. They’re going to be a bit more secretive about their negative emotions initially but you’ll be able to see right through them because the connection you’ll share will be very youthful in nature. Like, you’re going to bring out their inner child so you’ll naturally end up seeing their vulnerabilities. Even throughout the marriage, late into it, they’re going to have the biggest crush on you. Honeymoon phase? What is that? They’ll only know your connection. They’ll be psychically connected to you. You’ll understand each other without having to say much if anything at all. I just heard ‘completing each other’s sentences’. Deep into the marriage, they’re going to break down in front of you and legit cry, not caring about gender roles, and stereotypes. I’m getting that your marriage is going to be one where there will not be particular gender roles, they’re going to want to take care of you and the household in any way possible, and you’ll want to do the same. There could be some childhood or abandonment wound for many of your future spouses. They’re going to have worked on healing their wounds of not having been enough in the past, of having been left out in the cold, of having been abandoned time and time again. They could have felt abandoned by their family emotionally and financially, like even if they had family, it was basically as good as not having any. Not every one of them is going to have had a bad family life but they’ll still have dealt with abandonment in the past and will have dealt with the aftermath of that. They’ll have released the grief and will be moving forward with you after having overcome a lot of despair. They’re going to have an understanding of what’s truly valuable and that’s going to be you, that’s going to be the present moment and just life as it is. You’re going to heal their inner child, make their inner child feel happy and safe, and they could never not love you due to who you are and how you make them feel. Thank you for reading. Much love and take care.
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꒰ Your current personality ꒱
You are a loving, kind and nurturing person who is thinking about how you’re never anyone’s first choice. ‘Nobody’ by Mitski is coming through here. You have always been very empathetic and kind, often even trying to look at things from the other person’s perspective and just remaining eternally loving, and empathetic. ‘You’re losing me’ by Taylor Swift is coming through. “How long could we be a sad song? Till we were too far gone to bring back to life. I gave you all my best me’s, my endless empathy and all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier. Fighting in only your army, frontlines, don’t you ignore me. I’m the best thing at this party (you’re losing me) and I wouldn’t marry me either - a pathological people pleaser who only wanted you to see her.” You’ve developed this mindset of “what’s the point of genuinely doing for people if they won’t even recognise it or appreciate it?” You used to have good intentions towards people and tried to be there for them in tangible ways. You’re thinking about all the times that you were neglecting yourself by trying to be there for others just because you wanted to remain unconditionally loving. You wonder if you were scared to be lonely sometimes. You’re adjusting your priorities currently because you feel like you’re being unable to take care of yourself as well as you could. A very specific message but someone here could have not been taking their medicines or multivitamins for a few days now, possibly a week or so (maybe you ran out of it or just forgot). Due to how everyone has preferred someone else over you, you sometimes wonder if you’re just that unworthy or at least if people deem you to be so. Internally, you seem to be aware that you’re a very worthy and admirable person but for some reason, it seems to remain unrecognised by others which confuses you. Your self esteem seems to be really low and you’re a bit more self reliant these days because in the past, being kind, loving and social, someone who gave a lot led you to nothing but humiliation, disrespect and loneliness. I’m hearing that song in my head but it’s been such a long time since I’ve heard it, I’m not sure what the lyrics are. Just looked it up and “what do you get when you fall in love? A guy with a pin to burst your bubble, that’s what you get for all your trouble. I'll never fall in love again”, “what do you get when you kiss a guy? You get enough germs to catch pneumonia. After you do, he'll never phone ya. I'll never fall in love again”, “don’t tell me what it's all about ‘cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out, out of those chains, those chains that bind you” and “what do you get when you fall in love? You only get lies and pain and sorrow. So for at least until tomorrow. I'll never fall in love again.” I’m also getting that you have money and career on your mind, that’s what your main area of concern these days is. You felt left out in the cold, actually, it’s not just a feeling, you were in fact left out in the cold. You pretty much had your life turned upside down and everything stripped away from you. Currently, you’re trying to climb up this rock bottom and have already made significant progress. There seems to be a lot of financial responsibility placed upon you so there are times when you get into small disagreements and discussions with people because of money?
Probably just family members. You could feel like there is no one to not only emotionally support you but also financially support you. Someone in your family could have made a financial promise to you but could not follow through. It could have been something as simple as “focus solely on your education because I’ll make sure you get to complete your education” just for them to be unable to live up to that promise. Your worst of the worst fears came true, I’m not even exaggerating right now but you have just been facing it and trying to rise above it all. You’ve already survived the worst and you seem to be aware of that. You’re learning a lot from the past and are trying to build a stronger foundation, and more stability for and within yourself. You feel isolated and are choosing to be alone as well. You’re slowly healing, even if you don’t feel like it, trust your journey. One thing that I need to correct you about are your little anger tantrums that you’ve been having recently. You’re facing a lot of setbacks in your life and tend to feel uninspired by it sometimes but you still try to get up, and maintain a routine. You seem to have failed to do so many times this year but it’s almost the end of the year and you’ve not yet given up, that says a lot. Even emotionally, you’re pretty alone. Just a hack for you, you need to commit to a routine and goal consistently, that’s how you’re going to grow emotionally and become more stable. You feel like emotionally too, within connections most people are inefficient and you’d rather be alone than settle for such inefficiency. You lacked receiving respect from your peers at one point which led to you feeling powerless and possibly even manipulated. You could have fallen victim to other people acting like they were better than you, that they were right when in reality, they were just self absorbed and acting self assured but back then, it was easy for you to fall victim to them undermining you. You seem to have had an inferiority complex back then honestly. It caused you to feel confused yet angry but with no where to express any sort of emotions at all. You were given the misinformation that something was wrong with you and you believed it. Now that you’re starting to come to your senses, you’re like “how could I be so stupid?” and you’re mostly angry at these people. You’re focused on your own ethics, morals, money and provision of some sort. Many of you here seem to be providers or at least self providers at a young age with a genuine desire to provide outwardly to others. You are currently breaking free from all that had you trapped and feeling disempowered. You’re starting to accept yourself and are becoming free. You’re embracing your authenticity and are not as afraid of being the black sheep anymore as you once were. You are making choices everyday that your course of life could depend on. Every little change you make could make or break your future. You’re a very emotionally intense person and have jumped to conclusions that if they loved and respected you, they’d not put you through everything that you had to go through. You are also self protective and slightly closed off when it comes to connections because you desire emotionally rich and intense people who will choose you, and only you. You lack tolerance for anything lesser than this.
꒰ Your future spouse’s personality when you’ll be together ꒱
Right off the bat, I am getting that the both of you will act out in ways that are incompatible with each other. Initially, before the two of you get together, they’re going to feel connected to you and will want to explore that connection with you, and will desire directness so they’ll come forth fast but it’s going to come off as kind of off putting to you. You’re going to awaken this love within them, the desire for it, this excitement and you’ll make their inner child very very happy. They’ll be taken by you almost right away but they seem to flirt in a way where they come off egoistic and arrogant. This reminds me of that one time when one guy called me weak right on the first meeting as an attempt to apparently ‘flirt with me’ 💀. I found him very off putting too so I totally get you here. You’re going to see them as someone who has high expectations for themself and others but fears new responsibilities, and is sort of commitment phobic. It’s going to be funny because they’ll be getting so emotionally involved with you, having so much love for you and just feeling giddy around you, like they’ll feel like a child around you quite literally which could lead to their personality coming off a bit childish too. The way they’ll present themself will make you not want to trust them. They’ll end up acting like a bit of an ‘all talk, no action’ kind of a person. You’ll also find them to be sort of rude when they’ll try to tease you and you won’t have it in you to put up with whatever this bullshit is. Not my words, that’s how you’ll think. Oddly enough, they’ll also be acting with a lot of integrity and fairness. They’re going to have a lot of life lessons that they’re going to share with you. They’re going to be truthful with you for the most part but you’re still going to doubt their loyalty due to how commitment phobic they come off. You’re just going to find them to be unstable for you. You’ll think that you’ll be around each other for just a short time then move on with your lives once you lose touch with each other. At some point, they’re going to end up making you feel unwelcome and vice versa. This is why I was saying that you will both act out in ways that are incompatible with one another. You’re going to feel like it’s just difficult for the both of you to come into the same page and they’re going to feel like that too. You’re going to think that they didn’t take enough of an initiative when it came to you so they must’ve not wanted you enough. They’ll feel like maybe you lack feelings towards them and it was all in their head. You will probably fall out of touch with one another and they’re going to miss you so much. They’re going to find more of themself, more love and more direction within their life but there’s going to be this lack of emotional fulfilment. They’re going to reminisce over you and miss you so much when you’re in no contact. I’m not sure how you’ll come back together but their love for you will not have lessened with time, instead it will have only intensified, alongside their awareness of it having grown stronger. When you’ll first meet each other, even if you really wanted to, you would not have been able to make it work because you will just be so out of sync with one another but this time apart is going to be beneficial in terms of being sure about your feelings.
You will make them question their values a lot and they will make you question yours which could be the reason you feel triggered by each other, hence you put this off as something unstable and ‘not right’ for you. You will put the past behind in order to move forward together. When you’ll be together, they’re going to create a lot of conflicts with you because first, you seem to be incompatible with each other, second, they’ll sort of question your loyalty and their importance in your life, they’ll just feel like you were more than fine without them when you lost contact the first time so why wouldn’t you be fine now? You’re going to love this pile if you like your partners obsessed with you though because they will be. Also, I think that you’re going to enjoy seeing them all riled up over you because it will make you feel desired but at the same time, you’ll also not like it. The connection you’ll share will be so complicated, I don’t even know what to say. You’ll most likely be opposite in some ways which will lead to an irresistible attraction but also disagreements. They’re always going to want to do right by you within the connection and will want to grow old with you. They’ll be committed to you and will take accountability for anything that might have affected you negatively. They’re going to want to have the partnership be fair and balanced. They’re going to get pretty jealous and will want to be your one, and only in every way. They’re going to be quite a grudge holder though. They’re going to feel unstable within your relationship sometimes because of how you didn’t seem to have any problem being away from them the first time you lost touch. If you talk to them in a slightly different tone, cancel plans or travels, they’re going to feel upset and slightly unstable. They’re going to sometimes feel like they have an overload of things to do all the time but they still make up time for you but you don’t do the same for them so maybe you’re still keeping your options open because of how the first time around they let you go. “Is he/she still mad at me for that?” Aww, they’re insecure within the relationship but very sweet. Even years and decades into the marriage, they’ll still feel just as giddy and happy around you. They’re going to admire, adore and deeply love you. They’re going to care about your feelings and will be very keen on making the relationship succeed. They’re going to remember your younger days and will want to tear up at how much you’ve both grown. The excitement that they’ll feel towards you, the way they’re just filled with utter and childlike joy with you, will never disappear. Something interesting that is coming through here is that the universe or god didn’t intend for you to be together as life partners. It was originally supposed to be something that brings you both comfort, something that you learn from and are able to grow into your best selves, discover your individual purposes in life and beat emotional dissatisfaction by yourselves after meeting each other but you will make the impossible possible by desiring each other and loving each other so purely. Oh yeah, you were asking for an emotionally intense and rich partner, you will get exactly that. Congratulations. Thank you for reading. Much love and take care.
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︵ ☆ Malleus NSFW Alphabet (J-R) Pt. 2




ᓚᘏᗢ WARNINGS: AFAB body reader. ᓚᘏᗢ A/N: when i wrote the first part i did notice my writing skills rusty T_T what dedicating your time to academic pursuit does to a mf i guess. this time, i felt like words flowed more smoothly :'D | ᓚ₍ ^. .^₎ . . . TWST MASTERLIST | PREV. | NEXT

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Not that he thinks it’s some sin or something like that, he doesn’t see much sense in doing it. His mind focuses on other things unless the sexual tension becomes overwhelming enough for him to relieve it. Much to his disadvantage, however, when you seep into his mind, occupying his thoughts that were reserved for concerns of less carnal nature, he finds himself not knowing how to feel about it.
Despite you being the reason he can’t retreat to Ramshackle’s isolated atmosphere anymore, he isn’t averse to how lively you’ve made it. You’re a synonym of trouble, one that is buoyant and vibrant, however. You occupy his thoughts more often than he’d like to admit.
He’s a bit confused on why, but that doesn’t deter him from stroking his aching cock to the thought of you.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Edging (giving), but he didn’t realize he’s into it until he noticed a pattern after a while. It wasn’t intentional the way he kept his movements slow and deliberate; it’s because he adores you and wants to take his time pleasuring you—that’s it, really. You grow needy, daring to thread your fingers into his hair and pull. He finds it amusing how you scrunch your nose and moan for him breathlessly.
To no one’s surprise: breeding. He has you pinned under him intending to breed you. It’s an instinct amplified by his draconian blood; he can’t help it. You get a handsome, otherworldly fae whose heart is devoted to you, and in return, you get bred. It kind of comes with the package.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Anywhere he knows no one will see. He doesn’t want anyone walking in on you because your bare body to him is a sight only he should have the grace to witness. His possessiveness oozes to that extent, too. When deciding where to do it, he must consider his status as a future king. If there’s evidence or rumors running around about the heir being improper in public, he could get into trouble.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
When you wear jewelry. The shiny mineral catches his attention. Beautiful, shiny mineral + you (also appealing to his eyes) activates a part of his dragon brain to go nyoom haywire. Also, considering he likes your neck itself, the embellishment of a necklace provides is, for him, as if you were offering yourself as a pretty present awaiting for him to unwrap. Many bite marks will result on your neck.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Not fond of impact play, either receiving or giving. If it’s pain that gets you off, he can attain that through other means, such as biting and overstim.
Also, no sharing. The dragon part of his brain is averse to the idea of someone else touching you intimately.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Don’t be surprised if he’s a bit clueless the first time. Take your time to guide him, show him how and what you like; he’ll be more than glad to follow through, placing your pleasure as his priority when his mouth and fingers play with you. Be warned, though, once he has learned your weaknesses, he’ll exploit them.
When it comes to the other way around, you kneeling between his legs and stroking his cock, it doesn’t take much for him to orgasm. The novelty of the sensations you evoke with your tongue makes it relatively easy for you to attain that.
He’s more intrigued to find what makes you gasp and tremble, so he prefers to give you oral.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
His pace tends to begin sensually, taking his time to savor you. He wants to cherish having you in his arms without fear of getting interrupted; he can demonstrate how much he thirsts for your warmth. He’ll take it slow at first. When the heat clouds his rationale, the pace quickens; that doesn’t stop him from showing tenderness during it, though. He’ll be holding your hand, a thumb caressing the back.
The pace roughens and becomes demanding when he’s jealous—yes, the future king of Briar Valley expresses such emotions—and it’s worse because that’s an emotion he’s not used to feeling. He’s a prince destined to take after a nation, a talented and powerful mage, and a student who excels. What is there to envy? Wait…what do you mean someone was courting you?
Good luck.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
If he sees you’re desperate, there’s a chance he’ll cave in. He prefers the sessions to be longer because 5 minutes aren’t enough to show you his love, but if you insist, he’ll please you. On the other hand, if he’s feeling like being a little tease, he’ll make you wait for it.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
If you’re one to come up with suggestions repeatedly, he’ll look forward to your proposals. Malleus is intrigued by what you can come up with, and he’s open to your whims. Then again, true to a fae nature, he can be impish depending on your request.
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Pairing: Paige Bueckers x Reader
The music pounds through the walls, a heavy bass that vibrates against your ribs. Laughter, shouts, the clinking of bottles—it all blurs together in a chaotic symphony, amplifying the tight knot of anxiety in your stomach.
You are blindfolded.
So is every other girl in the room.
You stand shoulder to shoulder, shifting restlessly. The air is thick with the scent of alcohol, perfume, and something deeper—anticipation.
"Alright, ladies," Lian, the head of this sorority—this supposed sisterhood you desperately want to be part of—speaks with a teasing edge. "Tonight is your initiation. You wanna belong? You wanna be part of this family? Then you’ll prove your trust. Your commitment."
A murmur ripples through the group.
"Each of you will be placed in a room," she continues, her voice laced with something unspoken. "You won’t know what’s coming next. You won’t see it. You’ll only feel it."
A hush falls over the room.
Your throat tightens. You’ve never done anything like this before—never let yourself be so vulnerable, so out of control. But isn’t that why you’re here? Because you want to change? Because you’re tired of always being the girl on the outside looking in?
Lian's voice is smooth, hypnotic. “Just remember—this is about trust. Let go.”
Your hands clench into fists.
A door creaks open somewhere, footsteps echoing against the floor, then a hushed voice. "Lian."
"What?" she asks, clearly annoyed at the interruption.
"PB is here. With her team."
The room shifts. Girls whisper. The air changes in an instant. Whoever this is, they’re important.
A second later, another knock—sharp and deliberate. The door swings open.
Lian’s tone flips, going from authoritative to eager. "P! What a pleasant surprise."
Then— a voice.
A laugh, low and smooth, laced with the kind of confidence that makes people listen.
"Sorry, Lian. We’re crashing your party tonight."
Your breath catches.
Something about the way she speaks, the way her words seem to hum against the walls, sends a strange shiver through you. Her voice has an effortless allure, rich and deep, like heat melting over ice.
Lian chuckles, clearly unfazed. "Oh, it’s fine. I’m glad you’ve graced us with your presence."
"Blindfolds?" the woman—P—asks, her voice suddenly closer.
"For initiation," Lian answers.
A pause.
"Oh?"
That one syllable curls with interest, the kind that isn’t entirely innocent.
Lian, ever the flirt, teases, "See something you like?"
P laughs softly, the sound lingering in the air before she dismisses it. "We’re going back to the party."
There’s movement—shuffling, the clink of bottles, the hum of conversation as if they’re already turning away. But just as the door creaks, the woman speaks again.
"Though… I might change my mind later."
The words are casual. Offhand.
But something in the way she says them settles deep in your stomach.
Then, just like that, she’s gone.
Minutes later, you are being led down a hallway.
You’re still blindfolded, your heart a wild, erratic thing in your chest. Each step feels heavier than the last, your nerves crawling under your skin.
You should back out.
But you don’t.
A door opens.
"Inside," Lian murmurs near your ear, pressing a light touch against your back.
You step in.
The air inside is different—quieter, isolated from the chaos of the party. Your breathing feels loud in the stillness.
Then—the click of a lock.
"Don’t move," Lian’s voice comes again.
You don’t have a choice.
Your wrists are tied. Not tightly, but enough to keep your arms above your head. Your back presses against something solid—a post, maybe? You’re still standing, fully clothed, but your skin burns with tension.
Time drags.
Every second stretches long, making your pulse hammer harder.
Then—
A knock.
Soft. Deliberate.
The door creaks.
You stiffen, your senses sharpening.
Someone is inside with you.
Watching.
You can feel it—the weight of their gaze, the way the air shifts as they step closer.
Then, finally—
That voice.
"Is this your first time?"
Your whole body locks up.
That smooth, devastatingly attractive voice.
The woman from earlier.
P.
You swallow, your throat suddenly dry.
She is here.
You hear a shift in the air, the faintest sound of her stepping closer, the heat of her presence pressing against the darkness of your blindfold.
"You’re nervous," she observes, her tone unreadable.
You say nothing.
Her chuckle is quiet, amused. "That’s cute."
God.
Your fingers twitch, trying to steady your breathing.
What the hell have you gotten yourself into?
The air is thick, charged with something you can’t quite name.
Your breath comes in shallow, uneven pulls as she steps closer.
"Do you know what’s going to happen here?"
The voice—her voice—wraps around you like silk laced with something darker.
You say nothing.
Silence stretches between you, a thread pulled tight.
Then, low and insistent, she murmurs, "Answer me, ma."
A shiver rolls down your spine. The way she says it—casual yet commanding, teasing yet expectant—makes something tighten in your stomach.
You nod, slow and reluctant.
She exhales, the sound almost amused. "Alright, let’s start then."
The words send another ripple through you, your body tensing against the restraints.
You can’t see her, but you feel her.
The warmth of her body. The shift of the air. The slow, deliberate way she closes the space between you.
Then—her breath.
It ghosts over your cheek first, then lower, skimming the line of your jaw. Your own breath hitches, chest rising and falling unsteadily as she lingers there.
Then lower.
The heat of it brushes against your neck. Your pulse flutters wildly, a traitorous thing betraying just how much this moment is affecting you.
And God, she smells good.
Something deep and rich, the kind of scent that lingers long after someone leaves the room. Clean but decadent. Like warmth and spice, like something dangerously addicting.
She must notice the way you inhale without meaning to because she hums low in approval.
Then, just as you try to will yourself still, she says it.
"God, you smell so fucking good."
The words slam into you, making something unravel at your core.
A small, involuntary sound escapes your lips—a whimper, quiet but undeniable.
She chuckles. Soft. Sinful.
"Relax, ma," she whispers, the warmth of her breath sending shivers across your skin. "We’re just getting started."
Her hands lift, finding the first button of your top.
You stiffen.
You remember Lian’s instructions—all tops must have buttons for “easy access.” You’d grimaced at the time, but now?
Now, as this woman's fingers move with a deliberate slowness, you feel something else entirely.
One button.
Then another.
Your breath grows shallower with each flick of her fingers. The fabric loosens around you, cool air kissing newly exposed skin.
Another button.
You shiver.
You don’t know if it’s the chill or the woman standing inches from you.
"Cold?" she muses, but there’s something knowing in her tone.
You don’t answer.
She doesn’t push. Instead, she continues—her fingers brushing your skin just barely, a featherlight touch that sends an unexpected thrill racing through you.
Your top parts completely, the fabric sliding from your shoulders, and she exhales as if seeing you like this has done something to her too.
"Damn," she mutters, almost to herself.
Your body is taut, your senses strung high, but then her touch—gentle, deliberate—trails lower.
Her fingers trace over the curve of your waist, the line of your stomach.
"Look at you," she murmurs, voice husky. "So fucking pretty."
A strangled breath leaves your lips.
She unhooks your bra with practiced ease, the straps slipping down, leaving you bare under her gaze.
"Perfect," she praises, her voice dipped in something dark and reverent.
Your head tilts back, your restraint pulling against your wrists, the sensation only making everything sharper.
"You take compliments well, ma," she teases, her fingers ghosting lower, tracing over the curve of your hips.
You don’t answer.
She laughs softly, as if your silence is endearing. "Guess I’ll have to make you talk another way."
Then—her lips.
Not on yours. Not yet.
First, they skim over your jaw, pressing slow, open-mouthed kisses against the sensitive skin there.
Then lower.
Your neck.
The hollow of your throat.
Each one is unhurried, savoring, like she’s mapping out every reaction, learning exactly where to touch, where to linger.
Your breathing falters, body trembling against the onslaught of sensation.
She hums against your skin, pleased. "So responsive," she muses, like she enjoys this, like she could devour you piece by piece.
Then, finally—
Your mouth.
The first press of her lips is slow, deliberate, teasing.
A breath. A pause.
Then she really kisses you.
Heat crashes through you, a deep, intoxicating pull. She tastes—God—like something rich and dark, something you could drown in. A mix of liquor and warmth and something inherently her.
A moan escapes you—soft, desperate.
She groans against your lips, low and deep, like she felt that in her chest.
"Shit," she mutters, pulling back just enough to murmur, "I think I owe Lian one."
The words barely register before she kisses you again—deeper, her tongue brushing against yours in a way that makes your stomach tighten painfully.
She drags it out, alternating between teasing nips and slow, languid strokes of her tongue that make your knees weak.
"Fuck, you’re sweet," she murmurs against your lips.
Your breath stutters.
She kisses down again—your jaw, your collarbone, your chest—each press of her mouth making you tremble harder.
Her hands roam, slow and worshipping.
"So perfect," she whispers, voice thick with something raw. "You feel so damn good."
Your thoughts are a blur, dissolving under each touch, each word.
It’s too much.
Not enough.
Your wrists ache from being bound for so long, but the sensation is dulled beneath the heat of her touch.
Then, finally—finally—her hands move to your wrists.
A click.
The restraints loosen.
Your arms fall heavy at your sides, but before you can fully process the freedom, her hands slide up your arms, slow and deliberate, fingertips grazing over your skin like she’s still savoring the moment.
"Come here," she murmurs, voice thick with something unreadable.
You barely have time to react before she guides you forward, her grip firm but gentle.
Your legs feel unsteady, your body humming with something you don’t want to name.
Then—a tug.
A shift in the air.
You realize she’s pulling you somewhere.
You stumble slightly, the blindfold still robbing you of sight, making everything sharper—the sound of her breath, the warmth of her body, the press of her fingers against your skin.
Then—
She stops.
A beat of silence.
Your pulse pounds in your ears.
Then her lips—right by your ear.
Soft. Sinister.
"You trust me, don’t you?"
The question coils in your stomach, hot and dangerous.
You swallow hard.
And then—
The bed hits the back of your legs.
Your breath catches.
She lets go.
Silence.
And then—
Amused laughter.
"Good," she murmurs.
The bed beneath you is soft, yet every muscle in your body is tense. You can hear movement—slow, deliberate rustling—like fabric being slipped off, pooling onto the floor. Your breath hitches. You can’t see anything, only listen, only feel.
A faint chuckle. Then a voice—low, smooth, and unbearably close.
"Are you ready?" she asks, her tone laced with something unreadable.
You swallow hard.
"You can back out now," she continues, but there’s a slight hesitation, as if she isn’t sure whether she’d even let you walk past that door if you tried.
You say nothing. The air between you is thick with something unspoken, something dangerous.
A soft touch—gentle, yet commanding—brushes across your face. She’s tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear, her fingers lingering against your cheek before tracing along your jaw.
Your breath shudders as she trails lower, fingertips ghosting over your lips, barely touching, as if testing your reaction.
"So soft," she murmurs, voice dark with amusement.
Her touch continues down your throat, grazing your collarbone, tracing delicate patterns over your skin. Your pulse hammers beneath her fingers. Then—lower.
Your body jerks slightly when she brushes over your chest, the warmth of her palm pressing just enough to make your breath catch.
"Still with me?" she asks, but she doesn’t wait for an answer.
She moves, the bed shifting beneath her. And then you feel it—her weight settling over you, straddling your hips. Your hands twitch at your sides, and purely by accident, your fingers graze her waist.
Bare skin. Is she naked?
And she’s warm—burning hot, like fire under your fingertips.
A sharp inhale from her. Then a low, warning murmur:
"Touch me again, and I’ll make this hard for you."
You freeze.
She chuckles, clearly pleased, and then her hands are on you again, setting the pace, taking control. Her rough fingertips start rubbing circles on your nipples. She moves like she has all the time in the world, like she enjoys watching you squirm beneath her. Every touch, every motion is deliberate, teasing.
And then, as if sensing that wasn't enough to make you unravel, her mouth starts nibbling on your left nip, biting gently and then a little too hard, while her other hand stayed on your right breast, squeezing.
Your body betrays you, responding to every lingering press of her hands, every whisper of her breath against your skin. You don’t know if it’s the anticipation or her words, but you feel like you’re unraveling piece by piece.
Then her free hand traveled lower, on your hips, on your legs, on the inside of it, just near your core, teasing, waiting.
You're so close to losing your mind now.
Her mouth and tongue still lapping on your breast, and finally, her free hand slowly touch your core, light at first.
"Damn. You are soaking wet. You're so good for me, ma." Her voice sounded strained.
She started working her fingers, rubbing up and down on your wetness, slightly teasing your hole.
"How many fingers do you want, huh?" She asks you, authority in her voice.
You still don't answer. Not because you don't want to, but because if you open your mouth, ungodly sounds will surely come out, not words.
"Fine, you'll just have to take what I'll give you." She sounded like this torture can get more intense any minute now.
You released an uncontrolled gasp when she inserted one finger, slowly, like basking in the feel of your wetness.
"You like that?" She asks cockily.
She continued thrusting her finger in and out, making you writhe in pleasure. Then slowly, she inserted another one. You moan. Loud. Sinful.
She laughs, like she's having the time of her life right now. Just who the hell is this woman?
"You take me so well, ma." She hums, while her lips ghosted on your lips, neck, and chest all while her two fingers are still in and out of you.
It was at this point you knew that you were going to die. Of humiliation, pleasure, or both? You don't really know. All you know is that you are dangerously close, and your body is aching for a release.
And so, you said, "Please."
The woman stilled, maybe shocked by hearing your voice. "Please what, babe?" She asks, sounding genuinely curious. All her movements stopped.
"More, please. Faster." You whimper.
Your pride flew out the window after saying all that. You're just holding on to the fact that after this, you won't be ashamed because you wouldn't know who's this person that's marking every part of your body right now.
But just the thought that this woman would recognize you on school grounds and think back to this night and remember how you begged and say please, you already want to bang your head against a wall.
She stills.
A shift in the air.
You hear her exhale sharply, and then—her voice, curious and darkly amused.
"Well, Lian made sure to leave a strap here. My question is,
Do you want me to penetrate you?"
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Rancher Yandere x Reader (Gn)

Warnings: Abuse, kidnapping, average yandere behavior
“You’re gorgeous,” Reeves drawled, his big hazel eyes gazing up at you. If anyone had happened to catch a glimpse of the two of you, they’d likely have smiled at the sight. Him kneeling before you, chin resting on your thighs, while your fingers wandered through his messy chestnut curls. But they probably wouldn’t have noticed the metal chains around your ankles or the barred windows. They sure wouldn’t have seen the tears threatening to spill from your eyes or the ugly bruise blossoming on your cheek. But Reeves noticed. How could he not? He was the one who’d snatched you off that dusty Southern Road. The one who’d kept you here for weeks, caged like a lamb for slaughter.
“Sweetheart?” Reeves murmured, purring like a kitten. “You ain’t smilin’.”
You swallowed hard, brows knitting together as you forced your lips into a pitiful excuse for a smile. He liked it when you were sweet. Reeves watched your face, his gaze locking onto your dry lips. Slowly, like he was approaching a skittish critter, he brought his fingers to them. He slipped a finger inside your mouth, making your bottom lip droop. He tasted like dirt and copper. “You gonna smile for me, Sweetheart?” His frown deepened, eyes turning suddenly cold. “Or am I gonna have to teach you again?”
You shivered and shook your head quickly. “I’m sorry.”
Reeves sighed, his expression softening just enough to mask the darkness lurking behind it. “That’s better,” he said, drawing his finger back and wiping it on his jeanst. “Now, I’ve got to feed the cows, but you stay put, alright? Don’t go wanderin’ off.”
You nodded, your heart racing as he stood and strode away, his boots thudding heavily on the wooden floor. The moment his back turned, the weight of your despair settled in, heavy and suffocating. The air felt thick around you. You had been planning this escape for weeks, each day loosening the bars on the window, each moment spent quietly chipping away at the chains that bound you. You had to do it tonight.
After counting to one hundred, you approached the window. The creaking sound echoed like a gunshot in the stillness, amplifying your fear, your pulse quickening in response. With trembling hands, you grasped the edge of the window, forcing it open wider. The cool night air washed over your skin, a stark contrast to the stale, confined atmosphere of the farmhouse. It felt like freedom itself, invigorating and electric. You took a deep breath, filling your lungs with the scent of damp earth and wildflowers.
You slipped through the gap, heart pounding as you landed softly in the grass. You ran through the fields, the cool blades brushing against your legs. The moon hung low in the sky, illuminating your path, guiding you toward the promise of escape. The rhythm of your feet against the ground matched the frantic beat of your heart, a melody of desperation and hope intertwining. When you reached the fence marking the edge of his ranch, a flare of hope ignited within you. You could almost taste freedom, a sweet, tantalizing possibility. You were almost there. Your heart soared, urging you to leap over the barrier that separated you from the world outside. But just as you prepared to launch yourself over the top of the fence, you felt arms wrap around you, a vice grip that slammed you to the ground. The air rushed from your lungs, and the world blurred for a moment before sharpening into the harsh reality of your situation.
“Shit!” you gasped, panic coursing through you as you struggled against his hold. His eyes blazed with fury.
“Thought you could just run away, huh?” he growled, his voice low and menacing, dragging you back towards the farmhouse by your hair. You screamed, the sound echoing in the stillness, but the emptiness of the night swallowed your cries, leaving you feeling even more isolated.
He secured your chains even tighter, the metal biting into your skin like a cruel reminder of your captivity. “No more walks, no more fun,” he spat, his voice laced with rage. “You need to learn your place.” Each word felt like a blow, striking at your heart and shattering any remnants of hope you clung to.
He turned away, and the silence that followed felt suffocating, a heavy blanket wrapping around you. As despair washed over you, the tears you’d held back finally spilled over, hot and unrelenting. You sank to the floor, sobs wracking your body.
Suddenly, Reeves was there, his presence looming like a storm cloud, dark and oppressive. He knelt beside you, those big hazel eyes softening momentarily. He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close against his chest, his heartbeat steady and strong.
“Shh, it’s alright,” he murmured, his voice soothing in an unsettling way, the kind of comfort that felt like it could just as easily turn to violence. “I’m here, Sweetheart. You just got a little too wild, that’s all.”
You felt your body tense, the dichotomy of his embrace and the chains that bound you causing your heart to shatter further. How could he be so tender and yet so cruel? The sobs turned into quiet whimpers as you melted into him, the warmth of his body conflicting with the cold reality. You wanted to recoil, to push him away, but every fiber of your being felt trapped in this paradox.
He stroked your hair gently, the gesture both tender and invasive, whispering reassurances that felt like lies. “We’re gonna be just fine, you and me. I won’t let you go again. I promise.” The words dripped with a false sweetness that made your skin crawl.
But as you clung to him, your heart heavy with the truth, you realized that in his twisted version of love, you were never meant to be free. You were his. Forever.
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