#it is going to make for a rough evening

[bookwyrminspiration]

hey (getting ready to post the final chapter of the wings au, the finally completed epilogue, if you even care)

[hinamie]

quick megumi style study

[koobiie]

some doodles to commemorate me finishing the aai collection!

[iliothermia]

Just want to do my semi-frequent thank you to everyone who's been so kind, patient and supportive during the past couple years of me losing my mind and trying to maintain passion for drawing / struggle with my art block through a hard mourning process and experiences IRL that have really messed me up.

I couldn't make stories for nearly a year at one point and I still struggle with it, drawing has become harder and harder, and the depression has made me slower in every way but I'm trying my best and the kindness means the world to me

[arolesbianism]

Oh god is that a comicfrin drawing where they have whimsy quick someone throw that guy into a decades long timeloop

[mintjeru]

(rkgk) please make him playable,,, and give him gap moe,,,

open for better quality | no reposts

[edains]

Children of Rannoch: Notable Quarians aboard the Rayya

Children of Rannoch - A Quarian Overhaul (LE2)

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[dirtytransmasc]

I find it deeply depressing that every adult in Spider's life had children, yet he was never anyone's priority. every adult he could and most likely attempted to match in to. the adults he remembered as the closest things he had to parents since birth (Jake and Norm, even if they weren't acting as his parents, because Spider, genuinely, would not know better). down to his actual foster family (the McCoskers). essentially went out of their way to de-prioritize him.

like I'm not faulting them for having kids, for having a family. but Spider was their first priority. he didn't need to be adopted by any of them, per say, but he was their responsibility. he was their orphan, Jake especially, considering he was the chief of his people, but Norm as well, seeing as he's a prominent figure head of the clan/Hellsgate.

the McCoskers took him in, but over the years, as they had their own children, he was more and more neglected. he was now no longer his actually appointed guardians priority. and that only gets worse and worse as he ages until they become outright abusive (Nash does anyway, cause thats what I'm gonna call violently kidnapping his, throwing him in a room and locking him there, and trying to kill all of them, him included, when they run away. as abuse. and I'll get back to the whole "you have to turn yourself in to the RDA" x2 speech from Jake in a second). they also didn't really accept his culture. with their resentment towards the Na'vi brewing, Spider most definitely faced some heat for being more of the forest than of humans, in terms of culture.

3 times over, Spider came first and was put last. put last by parents who know damn well how much love, time, care, and attention a child needs. who should be able to see when a kid is being neglected. who dialed to advocate and protect him from neglect (instead of calling him a stray).

he was a child and they were his advocates. all three parties failed in their duty as advocates, to protect Spider. to ensure he always had a loving home that made him their priority. that fulfilled all his needs, not just the physical ones. but all put their own families first, and abandoned Spider to the scraps of their love, time, and affection.

imagine being Spider, an orphan who can't even mention his birth parents and is always treated like he is the physical rebirth of his father's sins by half the people around him. every adult in your life has kids and seems like they're such a good parent. you watch their kids being loved and tended to and having a steady home. they receive love and affection constantly. but your fosters pay less and less attention to you as they have babies. and now your a stray to the man you look up to so much. and the man who probably taught you how to put an exopack on has less and less time for you. no one has time for you. you're no one's child. no one's priority. just a stray. a nuisance. and you don't truly belong anywhere.

no one was putting him first. children need to be someone's priority. psychology. they need it.

and then the RDA returns. the McCoskers leave, Spider is expected to leave everything he has ever known, to join the very people he hates and has been trying so hard since he could understand what it meant, to prove that he wasn't like them. Jake, the man he once looked up to, was telling him to leave. sending him away. stripping him of the little amount of family he could somewhatly claim, that being his siblings.

once again, Jake is his chief, should be looking out for him. not even as a father, per say, but as his duty to Spider as his chief. a chief should never be sending away his most vulnerable ward, a child he should consider his own (as all of his clans children should be one with his own children), to the opposing enemy force.

this happens again when they're running away, Jake tells him ever more directly to hide in the forest alone until the RDA stops shooting at everything that moves and then turn himself in so he can his own children could run. once again, putting him last, instead of protecting all of them.

then for a year, Spider has no family. no one. the McCoskers are gone and no one has stepped up to bat for him. he's 15/16 and alone. his the big sibling to the Sully's. those kids are all he has, but they aren't really looking out for him. he's looking out for them. cause he's the oldest. that's just how it is. he is one with the clan. lives with them. does chores. watches out for his siblings, the whole nine. but Jake isn't doing his duty of watching out for his ward. he is once again giving and giving and giving, and not receiving.

and then he is taken, he is taken, and while Jake may not have had the means to go back for Spider, or been able to take the risk of going back for him, he abandons him without a thought for his safety, and puts his children first. it's the language and attitude be poses towards the situation that is wild to me. he has every right to be worried about his children, but he could not spare Spider an ounce of concern, even knowing the danger he was in, and is more concerned about him spilling details then anything else. Spider is, once again, not his first, second, or even third priority. he is a means to an end. a necessary loss.

people only care about Spider when there's nothing else they can put before him.

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

thinking about how psychologically torturous everything dnp did was when dapg came back. like every upload had something that would cause irreparable psychic damage. like BOOM the phousepad!! BOOM framed final fantasy characters!! BOOM dan can’t shut the fuck up about phil having a phat ass!! they woke up every fucking day and chose extreme violence!! now i feel like i’ve built up a tolerance and i can take anything because of the absolute exposure therapy of a year it’s been since they came back. like sister daniel baking?? react to all pinofs?? the phan roblox videos?? that red carpet review video where they said the gayest sappiest nastiest shit that has ever been uttered by human lips?? and that was oct-dec 2023?? HOW ARE WE ALIVE

[cobaltfluff]

a few more heartsteel crossover doodles.. this time of the Oh They're Boyfriends variety :3c

[ibelieveinahappilyeverafter]

Eggman Plush Now For Sale On My Ko-Fi Shop!

I have refined my Eggman pattern to make him not only more egg-shaped, but at least 12% more evil! I have limited the quantity to 5 of them right now just to see how well he sells for the moment. I'm also open to feedback and suggestions to refine him and make him even better for the future!

Price: $30 U.S. Shipping: $5 Worldwide Shipping: $10

(I can say for sure, though, that if I sell all 5 Eggmans, then I'll make a Stone design to sell as well!)

Tag List: @filthykasualao3

[dandelion-roots]

[ID: a digital drawing of caramelinda and lazuli sitting on their bed in their nightclothes. they're smiling lovingly at each other as lazuli performs magic with a glowing book on her lap. End ID]

The thought of who Caramelinda was before she lost Lazuli and became bitter, paranoid and cynical has haunted my every waking moment since I finished this season. Once upon a time she loved an archmage. Once upon a time she looked at the world with so much wonder that she married its incarnation and learned how make wonders herself. Once upon a time Caramelinda had not yet lost everything to war.

[love-fireflysong]

I'm just saying you guys, if you're a fanfic author and you're going through a rough period where you keep feeling like your writing is shit and awful and just absolute garbage, just reread your own work.

You don't even have to look at the comments if you're going through a particularly nasty patch where you're convinced everyone is just lying and was only saying nice things to spare your feelings. Just reread the fic itself. It'll change your mind so quick I promise.

There's seriously nothing quite like clicking on what is *your* most popular fic and going 'Oh. I get it now. I think I understand why other people actually like this one so much holy shit'.

[cerealmonster15]

[sweating] ok um this should be all the other art fight attacks i have done so far bear with me while i try to figure out how to tag them lol

this year i have been trying to do more attacks with color / not just tiny chibis! unfortunately. it is also the year im starting to feel some hand pain and have to take more breaks/do some lighter attacks anyway to manage myself LOL..... but it is ok... i am still having FUN and simply learning my limits 🧡

once again i am @'ing tumblrs of who these were for, and if i dont find/know a tumblr it's just the AF username!

1-2: @extrasweetcoffee

3-4: @cyborg-sabi

5-6: @foxylovey

7-8: abi_opossum

9: lenayga

10: @hyunota

11: @gaminegay + @mansym + @dowwy

12: altu

13-14: @rassblerry

15: @formal-frog-shoes

16: @felix-the-lemon-king

17: @mayor-skeleton

18: @trashy-corvian

19: featherthehuman

20: @karaageandtarts

21: @aperfecta-rt

22: @scumblies

23: @quzen

24: @oya-oya-okay + @clovenoko

25: @leafsei

26: @sourgummiguts

27: @newbarrk

28: @yotoll

29: @astro-b-o-y-d

30: jxneillus

i hope... i got the order right lol🙏🧡 still like 2 and a halfish weeks left to go!!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!

[sluckythewizard]

YOU JUST HƎARD IT FROM [HIS MOUTH] FOR SURƎ!!!

[fisheito]

rereading the nuca pink doujin and seeing yakumo tear himself apart re: his snake form vs his human form all this agony and self-doubt and silent suffering and fear of rejection like "if i looked less human would u hate me" , "if u saw me in my true form wouldn't that be horrible. terrifying. disgusting" , "if i admitted i want to swallow you whole would you think worse of me"

and i imagine him asking something like this to the crowd of clan members , who are , undeniably,, a group of Kinky Fuckers

they all smile with the serenity and carefully masked excitement of a horny olivine. masterful beautiful reassuring expressions (errr..... masked to different degrees depending on the clan member)