#it’s a tall order tho rip

[fredwkong]

Alphaworld File 3: Diary of an Alpha Transformation (1 of ?)

Click here to read Alphaworld in posting order.

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An undated journal. It is heavily bedazzled on the covers, though many of the gems appear to have been scraped off or stepped on. There are several stains yellowing the coloured paper of the cover, mostly sweat.

Inside the front cover, there is a space where the owner is encouraged to write their name. Two names occupy the space, one on top of the other. The lower layer is written with a purple marker, neatly spelling the name “Ronaldo Herrera.” There are multicoloured sparkles drawn around the name, and glitter has been sprinkled over it. Some of the glitter appears to have been scraped off with a knife, and there is a 3 centimetre tear at the top interior of the page, as if someone was about to rip it out. On top of the first name, the name “RONNIE H” is scrawled in crude capitals using a pencil. The pencil was applied with sufficient force that graphite scrapes are visible from where they were brushed off the page.

Journal entries flow into each other without dating, but editors have split entries based on context and labelled them “Day One, Day Two, Day Three…” despite the fact that more than one day clearly proceeds between some entries. From this point onward, journal entries are transliterated directly, with marginalia and other notes on the text rendered in square brackets [] to distinguish them from the main body.

[Day One]

OMG, I’m soooo happy to be back on campus! Staying with my parents is such a bore! They don’t let me stream any of my shows, they say drag race is of the devil, and the town is so small that I’m, like, the only twink there. I can’t even get any dl dick all holiday because country guys are all totally masc for masc. My hole is toooootally desperate.

I’m so happy that Ollie across the hall got me this journal! He made it look soooo cute with all the stones! He’s, like, okay for a fellow bottom, even tho his massive crush on me is, like, totally obvious. Sorry babe, this dick is for decoration only lmao! Maybe we could get tag teamed by a big dick boy sometime, that’d be pretty hot. I've never bottomed alongside a transmasc dude.

Anyway, I just stopped at the dorm to drop off my suitcase and get out of my het drag, there’s a whole lotta frat parties starting tonight and if I wanna end my dry spell I’ve gotta be there! I just had to live my Sex and the City fantasy by putting down a few lines in the diary first!

[a doodle of an open-faced journal with scribbly lines on the page in rainbow colours]

[Day Two]

ZOMGGGGGGG [written in double-tall bubble letters across a quarter of the page, filled in with pink highlighter]

This term is gonna be SO AWESOME.

Campus is suddenly full of massive muscle men who are totally desperate for me! I was, like, totally the target of a dominance contest at the party last night, and it was SO HOT.

So I walk in, right? And I’m dressed in my usual, my lil slutty crop and my littlest shorts. Here, I took a pic before I left so you can see how cute I was.

Anyway, I’m cute, I’m obvious, I’m ready to have any guy absolutely wreck me. Like, last night, I would have taken a bicurious frat bro fucking me raw, my hole was so neglected. So I am a blaring neon sign: I’M A FAG [written in rainbow marker colours]

And as soon as I walk in, this GOD [a doodle of a massive man is in the margin, a perfect X shape covered in cartoonishly bulging muscles] comes up to me and is all, “Hey boy, I’m Nate.” He. Is. PERFECT. Gorgeous grey eyes, windswept dirty blond hair, a tank top hugging pecs the size of my HEAD. And his voice gets me tooootally weak in the knees. I can't believe he's LOOKING at lil ol me, even if I do look like a twinky slut.

But before I can even say anything to Nate, there’s another MASSIVE arm draped over my shoulder, and ANOTHER massive guy is whispering in my ear, like, “Name’s Lee. Want a drink?” I look over, and he’s just as hot as Nate, with shiny black hair and this perfect sexy smile like a J-pop star. But, like, if a J-pop star was 250 pounds of pure muscle and sex.

I swear all the air went out of the room. Suddenly, Nate and Lee were glaring at each other over me, and all these frat bros were staring.

BTW, when did all the frat bros get so cuuuute? Like, not as sexy as Nate and Lee, but they’re all totally cut this term and I think they’ve got some skincare going? Like I wanna go back sometime lmao.

Lee, like, GROWLED as he glared across me. I felt a li-ter-al rumble from his chest. Nate started totally flexing his big pecs, I thought his shirt was gonna shred in the middle. They didn’t even SAY anything, it was so totally primal. I think I got a whiff of Lee as he tucked me closer to his chest, and I realised he totally doesn’t use deodorant. He smelled totally HAWT.

Anyway, I have two perfect men fighting over me, and I’m not letting either of them go, so I go, “Boys, I promise my holes are big enough to share.” I totes flashed my dimples at them. [doodle of a smiley face]

They kept glaring at each other, but finally Lee was like, “I get his hole.” Maybe he, like, won the contest or whatever? Because Nate looked down at the floor and said, “Fine.” And I mean, fine with me! I love getting stuffed from both ends! What a way to come back from vacay!

We didn’t stay at the party long, just long enough for Lee to get me a drink and Nate to carry me around the dance floor a bit. I checked on Lee while we were dancing, and he was, like, totally making out with one of the frat bros. Like, a guy I knew was straight. I blew him freshman year when his gf was away. I guess Lee’s just like that, lmao.

We ended up upstairs. I think Lee’s in the frat? But we weren’t in his room, which was kinda hot. Lee and Nate sandwiched me between them as soon as we were through the door. I was tooootally surrounded by massive muscle as Nate made out with me and Lee sucked on my neck. I felt, like, high, with Nate’s big cock grinding into my belly through his jeans while Lee felt up my cute ass.

“You guys kissing would be so hot,” I gasped as Nate pulled off my shirt and Lee took off my shorts.

They both hesitated, I could feel it. “Oh c’mon,” I moaned, “you’re both tooootally hot, and you haven’t touched at allllll.”

Suddenly, Lee picked me up and threw me on a random frat bro’s bed. “I guess your mouth IS gonna be busy,” he said, which was SOOO hot, and then he started slicking up my hole.

Pretty soon, both hunks were balls deep in me. They were SOOOOOO big [doodles of massive, soft cocks cover the margins of this page] and I took ALL of them. Lee filled me up SO good, rubbing my prostate like he was fingering me. And Nate tasted, like, perfect. And the whole time, Nate kept pulling back just far enough that I could watch him and Lee kissing over me.

FUCK, they made me look like a little doll between them! I think once they were in me, all the dominance stuff went away, because they were TOTALLY making out. Nate’s, like, SO noisy, and Lee kept on doing that growl thing like he’d done before, which made me moan around Nate’s cock, which made him even noisier.

I came handsfree right before Lee flooded my ass and Nate filled my mouth with cum.

By the time our clothes were back on, Lee and Nate were back to playing their weird dick measuring game, keeping me between them as we went back to the party. I think Nate left pretty soon, but I danced for a bit longer and made out with a few frat bros. They really ARE super cute now, and they all seemed totally into me. Guess they finally got over being raging fucking homophobes lmao.

Anyway, I got home and crashed as soon as I’d cleaned all the cum and sweat off. Now my hand’s all crampy from writing for so long lol. Oooh, I should go tell Ollie all about it!

[Day Three]

I was, like, SO right.

The last few days have been AWESOME!!!! [jagged star doodles all around the word] I swear there are soooo many hunks on campus all of a sudden! One of my profs this term is a tooootal musclestud.

So I’m taking this class on fashion history, and when I looked it up, this Prof. Romano guy was listed for it. He was cute, one of those cute tweed aesthetic guys. You know, a fag who studies fashion. Like, OMG, that picture must be SO OLD.

I show up for class all ready to sit in the back row, but then I see this MAN standing at the podium. Like, total Italian stallion, with the dark waves and the stubbly jaw. He was, like, BURSTING out of his blazer. I could watch his pec bounce through three layers of fabric.

So obv I run down and sit in the front row. I’m not the first fag to have the idea, there’s already like 3 other twinks down there, but I’m totally the cutest. As the rest of the class comes in and sits down, these two GORGEOUS boys walk in and go up to the prof. They’re totally shredded, and dressed in complementary button-ups. And the muscle-god prof pats each of them on the head! Then they go sit down in some chairs behind the podium, and I can see their boners in their cute slacks.

The prof clears his throat, and it’s this DEEP, RESONANT sound. I got a total eargasm just listening to the rumble. “Good morning, class,” he says. And then his next words are TOTALLY burned into my brain:

[written in shaky block letters across a whole page] “You will call me Alpha Mario.”

And then he says, “I am your professor, and I will see you all for extra credit,” while rubbing himself through his pants, like half the class isn’t ready to have his babies. My cock was ROCK FUCKING HARD in my jeans. [doodle of a leaking penis]

He introduces his TAs as Beta Max and Beta Owen. IDK, maybe it’s a kink thing? He’s clearly their dom or something, they were totally devoted to him all class. I’d happily be Alpha Mario’s Beta if he’s hiring, lmao! [hearts are doodled around “Alpha Mario”]

Anyway, that’s just one ep in the PORN SHOW that is my life these days! Ollie’s room has been, like, a revolving door of cock since we got back, and I usually take two or three loads a day out on campus. This group of straight computer science geeks actually begged to fuck me yesterday, so I was dripping all the way home.

They were surprisingly buff for nerds, too! I should point out to Ollie that we gotta hit the gym if we wanna keep up with all the boys on campus this term. Can you imagine? Us at the gym! [The rest of the page is covered in stickers of the laughing emoji]

[Day Four]

Went to the gym today! Not to workout, but I had this new outfit idea and I thought it might get me noticed if I just hung out in the locker room. OH BOY, was I right!

Last few days all my clothes have been feeling super tight, so I’ve been doing a lot of [scribbled in rainbow marker] SHOPPING. It’s too bad, all my old clothes were suuuuper cute, but I’ve started giving some of my old faves to repeat fuckbuddies. One of the guys who used to push me around for being faggy, this guy called Brendan, has been coming over for the last few nights. I never realised how cute he is before!

Anyway, the first night Brendan came over he throatfucked me, but last night he told me he really wanted to feel my fingers in his hole, so I started fingering him! It was soooo hot that my cock ended up totally hard and before I knew it HE was blowing ME while I rubbed his prostate. He’s been texting me all day, begging to service my cock again. Lol, he just sent a voice message all like, “Please, Ronaldo, I’ll do anything to make you cum again!”

My point is I gave him a pair of my old booty shorts. They fit him perfectly, even though he NEVER had an ass as nice as mine before. He’s been wearing them all day today, just like I told him. It’s so hot, knowing he’s showing off like a fag even though he used to be a straight homophobe.

Fuck, I was writing about MY clothes! I’ve been so distracted by hot beta boys the last few days. I thought it was kinda time to change up my style, plus I looked super hot trying on some more dude-type clothes, so here’s the pic of me I took while I was hanging out at the gym.

I had guys HANGING OFF OF ME after a few minutes. It was totally hot, they wanted to do anything I said. Before long, I had a bunch of hot guys kissing me all over and all the cocks I could want to suck. Guys kept running out to grab their hot friends to join us, and all these guys were focussed on me.

At one point one of the staff came in, and I could tell it was to tell us to stop. He was a cute guy, really filled out his work polo, you know how gyms always hire swole dudes and curvy gurls to work at the front desk. I just gave him this LOOK from the middle of my pile of dudes, and I could feel his straightness melt away as his cock started leaking in his preppy shorts.

But just as I was about to cum, my cap got ripped off my head and I was dragged out of the pile by Nate, the guy from that frat party. I swear, he got even BIGGER since last time, he held me up by my shoulders like I was a paperweight. He was totally growling at me, too. He said something like, “I hate when they’re half done,” whatever that means, and then he yelled at all the other boys to get back to work.

Once we were along in the locker room, Nate shook me like a doll. “All the ex-het Betas can treat my gym as neutral ground, but it’s MY territory to you and the other half-done Alphas, you got it?” [note: Alpha and Beta are capitalised in the original text, although Ronnie does not seem to have been aware of the Alpha Phenomenon]

I was like “What are you talking about?”

Nate said, “You’ll get it.” Then I started smelling this INCREDIBLE smell. It was like really sharp cedar cologne mixed with fresh sweat. There was something else too, and it made me feel totally out of it.

Next thing I knew, I was on my knees swallowing Nate’s cock again. “Yeah,” he was saying while he fucked my throat, “this’ll speed you up. You’ll probably never submit again after this, so I’m gonna enjoy it.”

I just stayed there, taking him all the way into my throat. I feel like a week ago it would’ve been totally hot, but today it felt different. Nate using me made me MAD [underlined several times]. I felt like I should do something about it, like punch him or steal one of his boys, but the smell coming off of him kept me docile.

Nate came really quietly, which made me madder. My throat is an incredible tool, okay? Any guy should be screaming when I blow him, especially a noisy top like Nate. Then he patted me on the head like I was a little boy and said, “Head home. Drop a load in that guy who lives across from you, he should be progressing well too.” Then he just. Walked away.

I was gonna stay here all night just to spite the asshole, but I’m super horny again and I don’t wanna go back out. Maybe I’ll go see if Ollie’s got any visitors tonight or if he wants me to fill his holes for him.

[Day Five]

[From this point, entries are written in a noticeably heavier hand. Lowercase Es and Os become jagged.] Fuck, last night was fucking awesome. I knocked on Ollie’s door, and he answered in nothing but a thong, showing his bottom growth right through the fabric. His legs have been getting so hairy and thick, he looked super slutty. Plus his room smelled like sex and cum. I’ve been sleeping out, but seems like Ollie’s been taking house calls.

“Ronaldo?” he said, blinking up at me in surprise. I think we used to be a matching pair of little twinks, but guess I’ve had a growth spurt.

I shoved through the door. What was he gonna do, stop me? I was like, “Where’s your lube?” It came out of my mouth so deep, in a crazy manly register. “I wanna finger you.”

Ollie fuckin’ moaned when I said that, and stumbled over to his night table to grab it. He keeps his lube right out in the open, proud of how much cock he takes. I was already dropping my jeans, my cock was getting super hard and I hate feeling it strain. It deserves to be seen anyway.

Once I grabbed Ollie’s lube, he stood against the wall and presented his ass for me. Fuck, just remembering the look of all that hair on his fat ass is making me leak again. Okay I jerked a bit, should be able to write. [there is a stain on the page here]

Ollie’s hole was still loose from his last dick appointment, so I pushed three fingers in nice and easy. Ollie was moaning, all, “When did your fingers get so thick,” and “What’s happening to us, Ronaldo?” so I roughed up his G-spot a bit until he wasn’t being so articulate anymore.

“What’s happening to us is we’re gonna rule this school,” I hissed at him. I’d realised that it wasn’t gonna be enough to finger him and make him blow me. I needed to shoot inside his ass right fucking now. “Fags are in fucking charge here now.”

Fuck, wait, I need to text Brendan and get him over here. I need him milking my cock so I can focus on writing.

[There are several crude doodles of dicks, asses, and cum splatters in various marker colours before the entry continues on the facing page]

So anyway I slammed Ollie against the wall and shoved my cock into him. My cock’s so much fucking bigger now, too. Like it’s really filling up Brendan’s mouth while he sucks on me. I had enough cock to really saw at Ollie's asshole, and I felt him cum handsfree onto the wall.

“That’s it,” I growled in his ear as I had to hold him up. “This is what you’ve wanted ever since we became neighbours, right? Ollie wanted to get Ronnie’s big alpha dick in his hole.” It felt good to call myself a

[in massive letters on its own line] ALPHA

Ollie didn’t really say words at that point, just lots of “Yes” and “More.” I could hear his voice getting deeper with every thrust, too.

By the time I was getting close, Ollie’s room reeked like ME. It wasn’t a bad smell, but I knew any boy who came in here would be able to tell that all this musk and spice wasn’t just Ollie. It would take weeks for this to be really Ollie’s territory again now that I had marked it. “Fuck, show me that man pussy,” I ordered him, and threw him down in his bed.

Switching holes felt like the most natural thing in the world. I’m fucking built for topping, I can’t believe I thought I hated it. I fucked Ollie through a couple more orgasms and then let myself fill up his man pussy with what felt like 3 loads.

I fell asleep still inside him.

FUCK. I just came in Brendan’s mouth, and it felt totally different. Like, I marked Ollie’s room, but I didn’t mark HIM. His holes are open for anyone to fill. He can own other boys for all I care. But Brendan? Brendan’s fucking MINE. He’s mine he’s mine he’s mine. MY Brendan. [scribbled hastily] I need his hole NOW.

[written later]

I took a pic of Ollie before I started fingering him. I bet he looks totally different now, like me. Gotta go, MY Brendan’s gonna show me how to do a gym session.

To Be Continued...

[sexiestpodcastcharacter]

Eye Bracket — Finals

Propaganda

Cecil Gershwin Palmer (Welcome to Night Vale):

Purple eye man <3

Hes like, THE eye narrator guy for podcasts imo.

THE tumblr sexyman

Not too short or tall, not fat or too thin. With hair, a nose and eyes. Look, hes hot and sexy because he's an ambiguous gendered male pronoun character who's openly gay imminently. His hotness comes from his lack of description and his silly, whimsical nature. As a "The idea of having sex with my physical body is kinda yuck" ace, I would have sex with him irl if given the chance. He is the ONLY exception for my own minds rule. While that might not be real propaganda or whatever it should have weigh of how hot he is.

Cecil Gershwin Palmer my beloved ♥️♥️

Jonathan Sims/The Archivist (The Magnus Archives):

I just think it'd be funny if an asexual character won

(im ripping this from the wiki btw) John has prematurely greying hair and looks older than he is. He often looks very tired and is physically unfit, as other characters refer to him as scrawny and he tires easily from physical tasks that others perform with little exertion. he also has lots of scars.

(propaganda, spoilers for The Magnus Archives) He's a wet cat and at one point dated Georgie Barker and does date Martin Blackwood. there is also a whole tag/movement for "hot Jon rights". he may not be like, 10/10 on the attractive scale but his far off gaze has captivated me

My votes for jon tho, that wet tired cat of a man has captured my heart. He gives dilf vibes and i got a thing for those 0.o

So Jon has EYEBAGS‼️‼️ I rest my case Your Honor. Vote Jon

[fairyhaos]

how seventeen act with their s/o who's taller than them

requested by anon: svt with a taller s/o or an s/o close to their height? im part of the 5’8 gang 😭

notes: the tall s/o counterpart to this post haha. i think it's only right that i write this for all the taller carats out there <3

masterlist

seungcheol:

tells you that even tho you're taller than him he can still throw you over his shoulder with ease and he . he is totally right. insists that you still wear heels/ chelsea boots with a little platform to them etc. on fancy nights out even if it means you'll be a little taller than him, bc you look so cool with them n he doesn't care that he's slightly shorter bc you!! you're gorgeous and that's all that matters

jeonghan:

asks you to reach stuff for him, like, all the time. has probably been carried bridal style by you before, left you in utter shock bc why was he so light????? you then made it your mission to feed this man more food bc he Should Not have been that easy to pick up. cranes his neck in order to rest his head over your shoulder while you're both looking at something

joshua:

loves it when you sling an arm around his shoulder and kiss his forehead. thinks it's the absolute sweetest that his s/o is of similar height to him. if you're taller than him, then he's definitely leaning upwards rlly rlly cutely to give you kisses on the nose and on your forehead all the time. will Not give up his position as the big spoon tho

junhui:

tries to rest his elbow against your shoulder every time he's standing next to you, but it looks really weird and fails most of the time bc your heights are just so similar. he still does it though. thinks it's adorable. loves that you're similar heights bc he can lean over to the side and bonk his head affectionately against yours super easily

hoshi:

acts out all those cliche drama scenarios involving a short girl and a romantically tall boy, except he plays the role of the short one and you're in the role of the taller person. even if you're basically the same height as him, he still wants you to reach for things on the top shelf for him bc he wants to live out the full experience of being a cute little babygirl for you okay

wonwoo:

rests his head against your shoulder. loves it the most bc even tho you're only just a little taller than him, it's so comfortable and he loves the way you melt and relax so easily against him when he leans on you. can sometimes be found clinging to your back with his hands around your waist, face buried into your neck bc it's so comfy and wow i really think wonwoo would love having a slightly taller s/o

woozi:

great there's yet another person in his life who's taller than him???? honestly tho i don't think he minds. denies liking how you can lean over and kiss his cheeks really easily but goes a bright red whenever you do. can sometimes be found wearing your sweaters n he's kinda drowning in them but he loves it bc how do you always have the softest clothes?? 

minghao:

he likes it bc your similar heights mean that you have similar proportions so he can dress you up in a style that's similar to his and you basically look like fashion deities everywhere you go. has definitely stolen some of your layering pieces sometimes bc that oversized coat you have looks absolutely brilliant with this one scarf he bought. still manages to hold stuff over your head and make you jump to reach it

mingyu:

like seungcheol, also reminds you that he can and will still throw you over his shoulder like it's nothing. he thinks it's so cool that you're so similar in height to him tho, and gets all glary and intimidating whenever someone makes fun of you or judges you for being tall. drags you to the gym with him, promises that getting ripped will make you look even hotter (like him) 

dokyeom:

wanted to be the taller one in the relationship before this one time you put on slightly raised shoes when on a date with him. was silent for all of ten seconds and then decided that he didn't mind being the shorter one especially if you kept on wearing those boots bc damn they made you look so cool. loves wrapping his arms around your neck and tugging you down for a sweet kiss

seungkwan:

makes those judgy eyes looking someone up and down if you're out in public and anyone stares at you weirdly for being slightly taller. you might have more height in the relationship, but he definitely will always have more fire and willingness to kick people. will still baby you no matter what, but also wants to be babied too bc you're the perfect height to look down and squish his cheeks

vernon:

thinks it's like . really really cool that you're tall. probably wears platform boots w you if you like them bc they look cool on you and he wants to feel cool too. holds onto your shoulder while he leans upwards to press a kiss to your cheek. doesn't like it when you ruffle his hair, but stroke his hair out of his face and he's smiling like an idiot

chan:

decided to teach you ballroom/partner dance this one time, and for a few hours he had you learn the male part just for funsies bc you're just a little taller than him n he thought it would be really fun. was so so giddy and happy when you managed to lift him up during the routine. likes to grab your face and pull you down for kisses all the time

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[moonspirit]

I NEED MORE Aruani and Jeanpiku post-rumbling headcanons. THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS!!!!!! THE POTENTIAL THE CHEMISTRY AAAAHHHHHHHHH

AHahah xD Hello anon~

You know, it strikes me that in both relationships, everybody is a polar opposite from each other (but sharing some tiny similarities).

Because between Aruani, Armin's the more "dominant one" (in a soft-boy way) whereas in Jeanpiku, that's Pieck's role xD

On a double date, Armin will compliment Annie in the sweetest, most innocent way possible, something like "omg Annie you look so pretty in that hat (⁠灬•⁠ᴗ⁠•灬⁠)⁠♡". But can you imagine Pieck? Just smirking as Jean tries on a hat or a shirt or something before she goes: *whistle* "Hooo boi, I wanna smash ( ͡ ° ͜ʖ ͡ °)"

Cue: Annie blushes a billion degrees, while Jean is slightly scared for his life.

On the other hand, if the four of them run into some bullies trying to pick trouble, you have Annie radiating dark energy so terrifying nobody dares to come close to Armin or even say a word to him. With Jeanpiku? There's Jean who's jumping at the chance to be a cool-guy by scaring off the bad guys by whispering menacing things at them.

Cue: Armin being all "hehe isn't my girlfriend so amazing ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝) ", while Pieck scoffs about being able to do better than Jean (she's secretly very impressed).

In a cafe or restobar, Armin wants coffee, Annie wants a hot chocolate, Jean wants red wine, and Pieck wants anything with 96% alcohol.

For food, Armin wants something cheesy, Annie wants something sweet, Jean prefers gourmet and savoury while Pieck orders that one thing that breaks the Scoville scale in terms of spiciness and proceeds to set everyone's face on fire.

Now for PDA? Armin manages to sneak in a kiss now and then; he's very very good at it okay?! Nobody's looking, and a quck smol peck on Annie's nose! In general it's very soft and mild with Aruani, they're all about the tiny gestures like hand-holding and brushing back each other's hair... but do not underestimate them! When they go home, it's time to rearrange Annie's guts (❀❛ ֊ ❛❀)♡

Jeanpiku tho? Pieck's easily Rated 18+ at all and any times, but Jean's... pathetically innocent. This guy has never had any game, only pretense, and it's much the same with kissing and sex. Pieck would make out with him for 0.10 seconds and it leaves him burning up and fainting on the ground. RIP. There's also logistical constraints, which is that Pieck TRIES to sneak a kiss just to get a rise out of him but he's!! too fucking tall! Fuck this shit! (it gives her a lot of frustration poor girl. But she gets what she wants in the bedroom (≖⩊≖))

Materialistically, Armin likes books and buildables (like plane models and ships in bottles), Annie likes puzzles and anything that involves getting a cute fuzzy thing as a prize (bonus points if it's baked and edible too), Jean appreciates classical art, painting supplies and fashionable accessories... and Pieck... oh Pieck. She brings home the most unhinged titan-sized and deeply horrifying things like occult items, full-size plushies that look disturbing and dinosaur fossils. Jean always pretends to hate them but then takes care of them more than her... for her <3

[were-wolverine]

percy jackson ep2 live reaction

annabeth being a little creep i love her

fun fact i learned at the pjo NYCC panel: the most grueling part of the show production was making the camp half-blood shirts. they all had to be a specific shade of orange and there had to be a LOT cuz all the campers wear them consistently

very much angsty tween energy

ITS SOOO PRETTYYYYYYYYYY

i love the big house’s design

grover’s little *clop clop clop* hehe

“your highness” book!percy wouldn’t be caught dead saying that shit but it’s still funny cuz i KNOW as soon as he learns more abt the gods all that respect is out the window. book!percy is just a little asshole from the start

Mr D is fucking perfect casting

godDAMN chiron is tall asf

also i fr did not know brunner was pronounced like that

mr d actually being kinda nice to grover??

ITS SO COOL I WANNA GO TO CAMP THERE

riptide my bbg

i need a close up of the inside and outside of all the cabins immediately

Hermes cabin 💪💪💪

there’s a fire pit IN the cabin?? that seems like a hazard. but also magic and it’s fucking cool so

the complete non-reaction to percy’s introduction now vs how people will eventually react to hearing his name is kinda wild

they really did not give this poor boy any time to grieve his mom huh

LUKE

poor percy, his first reaction to being approached is to be defensive :(

CHB necklace!!!!

o shit that scared me. hello wood nymph. is this his mom??? idk how satyrs are born

the tiger shirt 💀

LIKE AN OLD BANANA HGHDGDGDGD

grover :( ur a good friend bb

dream time woooooo. OH THE VOICE IS KRONOS i forgor

“glory” ok nerd

luke really has a whole posse following him around lmao

IS THAT THE LESBIAN FLAG ON CLARISSE’S NECKLACE???

nvm they all have them in that order….

i love that percy has just had that leather necklace from the very start of the show. in preparation for the camp beads :,)

aaaaaaaa a character in a wheelchair that’s so cool!!!!!

no one’s even gonna show him how to use the bow???

this boy is gonna destroy the camp i love him

BRO DID NOT GET THE JOKE AND I FEEL SO SEEN. YES THERES A GREEK GOD OF DISAPPOINTMENT

oh my god i’m gonna cry. percy praying to sally is my favorite change they made in the whole show

“like, real friends” crying luke how dare you betray this sweet darling boy

YOU TELL HIM PERCY!! get his ass

“hey guys! 😃 🤚 can’t sleep huh?” ilysm percy

“do you think you’re special?” oh boy clarisse do you have a big surprise coming. also percy didn’t even tell anyone abt the minotaur that was grover

okay i liked this cgi way better than nancy bobofit’s takedown

annabeth stalker behavior i love you. SHE ADMITS IT TOO I LOVE HERRRE

“annabeth sees the world differently” yeah she’s autistic with a genius iq

sobbing. “she’s my little sister”. pain. the betrayal is gonna hurt so much more

th-alia ??? hm

“until zeus broke the pact” hades, hiding his kids from the 1940s in the lotus hotel: yeah zeus was the one to break it first, obviously

i can’t wait to see who they cast as thalia

“let it rip” i see what you did there 👀 my mind went right to beyblade tho lol

their shields lowkey look like the nightwing symbol :3

SUNSHINE ADDSHFJFHDG

god this set is so fucking cool

cringefail loserboy rizz

THE HAT!!!!!!!!!!!

“he’ll be ready, i know it” *cuts to percy flossing* i love this dumbass so much

lizard :D

exceptional depiction of adhd ty rick

bro really just gave away the location of the flag with no hesitation lol

OH SHIT THAT WAS COOL! the roll into picking up the shield? smooth asf!!!

how tf did the spear even break isn’t it made of like magic metal

she really used him as bait lmao. *pushes him into the water* she’s just testing a hypothesis!!

holy shit the cabin is so cool. kinda spooky tho. i hate to say it but i like the movie version better

“what 😃”

damn they really just blame everything on hades huh. poor guy. i’d hate my siblings too if they gave me a shitty job and made me the scapegoat for a bunch of stuff

why tf is chiron wearing a suit. why.

“i’m sally jackson’s son” YES YOU ARE KING

grover you’re the best ily. chiron you’re giving way too much dumbledore energy i hate it

[eldritch-nightmare]

When I finished making her. She had a thick looking eyepatch, a facemask that covered both her mouth and neck. Has albinism because i thought there wasn't creepypastas that had albinism at the time. Plus she a tomboy and around 4'11 tall.

(this is where the BATIM sorta comes in) The youngest of the quintuplets. 1 sacrificed himself for her to live. So quintuplets turned to quadruplets now. All grown-up to be around 19 to 20 yrs old. They were a group called Quadra Death/Quadra Fatality/Quadra Suicide. Though I am leaning more towards Quadra de la Muerte (It's too much cringe I know ಠ ل͟ ಠ )

She has 3 more older brothers. In total there are 8 of them (including the one who died). They are all special ink demons. Except the one who died.

Her hoodie ended up looking like Toby with the stripes so I changed it to a black ripped up poncho to match her ripped jeans. BUT THEN PUSS IN BOOTS THE LAST CAME OUT and her top ended up looking like Death (the poncho).

Why does she traumatize and kill people? Because in order for her to continue living she has to make people believe she exists so she does not slowly fade away (in other words die) she is pretty immortal. unless all the people she met and befriended even her enemies. They forget who she is and don't believe she is real.

I am very much aware I made her too overpowered so I never bothered to anything with her. Other than let her live rent free in my head. The lore is pretty confusing to make sense but I'm trying to make it realistic. Been wanting to make comics and art about her and the brothers tho. But wouldn't know if anyone would be interested in the possible chaos they do

English is not my 1st language ಥ‿ಥ

VERY VALID REASON TO KILL PEOPLE TBH i too would do heinous nefarious things if my existence relied solely on whether or not people believed i was real

[oddball-artz]

I am gonna flood your inbox, just warning you now 🤗

So, you want questions? I'll give some to ya.

1. How tall is Dalia?

2. If she was granted anything she could want, what would she want?

3. Any family? If so, who's she closer too?

4. How does she feel about colorguard? Is she good at it?

5. If she was friends with one of my own oc's? Who, and why would she be friends with them?

6. Lastly, if she was dared to eat dirt for 20$ would she?

Sorry for all the questions! I wanna know more abt her, and squeeze her like she's one of my blorbos.

Here we go, in order! :]

1, Dalia is 5'6, and she's also 15 and weighs around 160 pounds just to cover bases

2, if she could have anything, it would probably be peace of mind. She's usually worried about something or someone, and she puts her concerns about and need to protect those close to her above her own needs. She wants a way to just shut out her thoughts and have the peace her epithet can provide to others, but if she tries to use her epithet on herself it doesn't work, so she's constantly seeking out ways to get that peace, but her thoughts never go away, she can push them to the back of her mind but they're always there and she wishes they weren't. (Lowkey needs therapy tbh)

3, alr family wise she has a pretty big family(so many cousins but I'll make a tree later, I promise) but for immediate family she has 2 siblings, both younger. The middle kid is Esme, and she's 9, and she's pretty close with Dalia (even though some days she makes her wanna rip her own hair out bc omfg does this kid not listen). The youngest is named Jasper, he's 8, and he's sweet, but that doesn't mean he doesn't cause trouble, it's just that when he just does it's more sneakily than when Esme does it. When they play together, it's just basically this (https://youtube.com/shorts/7EVy_Bh6lNk?si=qKcONC0YZzcMUH2b sorry idk how else to link it) Dalia regularly walks in on them being like this and is used to it at this point. Her mom is pretty distant and is constantly working, and Dalia wishes she was around more. Her mom(named Avery) also just kinda pins her siblings onto Dalia whenever her dad isn't home. Her dad(named Carter) is a stay at home dad who's trying his best. He's got a lot going on, but despite it all, he's pretty close with Dalia. They have the same sense of humor, so if you put them in a room together, they constantly crack jokes at each other. He was on drumline when he was her age, and that's part of the reason she joined guard bc she wanted to be involved with the marching band like her dad. She looks up to him a lot.

4, she likes colorguard a lot, but there was definitely a learning curve. If you saw her at her first performance compared to her latest, you wouldn't think it's the same person. She gets super nervous before performances tho (she cried because of her nerves before her first real performance) but the more performances and practice she got under her belt the better her nerves have gotten(she still gets a little panicky before big shows and parades, but nothing compared to how it used to be)

5, Prolly Sabrina, i feel her idgaf energy would ground Dalia in a way(I have a lot of friends with that energy and idk why but it grounds me, so now figuring out why is Dalia's problem lmao) They also have similar music taste(Dalia playlist coming soon) If they were friends they'd totally send eachother fanfic for fandoms they're both in at ungodly hours of the night lmao

6, short answer, no (but if you push, yes.) Long answer no, and not because she's above eating dirt for cash but because she knows she'll probably get made fun of if she does. She folds to peer pressure pretty easy tho (people pleaser) and could probably be convinced to if you pushed her about it.

(Sorry this took so long to make lmao, and tysm for asking questions about her. Sorry if this is kinda bad. I'm a better artist than I am a writer)

[scaredgirlsilly]

ok possible coding projects/games that i could *feasibly* make

the potion swapper game. p much done functionality wise, just kinda waiting on art from a friend which im not stressin about

the isaac item wordle. uhhhh its kinda a shit idea so idk i may shelf it for later or whatever. the costume idea can be fun but idk i havent really tested it ig

my vampire survivor rip off. kinda a tall order but doable, even if it will be made like shit to start with but thats ok i should at least try and make the like prototype just to say i did

the dungeon maker tower defense thing. p much you are a lich of a dungeon and an adventurer comes in to kill you, snd you have to design the dungeon to stop them. alot of hang ups with like. design but could be pretty fun to code so maybe

yume nikki like. tho idk that ideas been dead for a while but could be fun just to rotate in my brain some more since its not v code heavy

uhhhh i think thats all my ideas off the top of my head jfkshdksndj

[tiffcore]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀june 'eve' buggs

twenty - five. the titular spiderman. jumping june bug!

hailing from earth-420-1, trying to keep the many worlds of the multiverse safe.

they/them. a former athlete turned leaping loon.

really, this wasn't supposed to be their job. swinging from roof-tops or throwing punches, putting a pause on their athletic pursuits in favor of saving the city from the numerous masked menaces that have seemed to ... pop up in such a short amount of time. puts their old skills to good use tho, bounding, leaping (because now they can jump super high) often head first into danger!

they are good enough at it. so good, in fact, that a portal rips open in space and presumably time, and some musclebound (june knows a fellow gym rat when they see one) bloke is mansplaining some shit about a multiverse to them. how they could be a 'valuable asset' to his cause.

trying to keep the all the infinite worlds safe definetly seems like a tall order, but, who knows? maybe they'll find that sense of 'fufillment' grandma was always yammering on about.

childhood?

june knows of their parents. never really knew em though, always relied on their abuelos to hold their hand and patch up their scrapes. abuela always seemed to be in poor health, but june never really noticed it when they were younger.

they were always a rough and tumble kind of kid.

loved to be outdoors. all the time. every single bump, bruise and scrape was a testament to their vitality, the love of life that used to ripple through them back then. their grandparents always encouraged them to do sports!

june loved long jumping and pole vaulting, but was good at track and field and did a small bout of boxing at their grandfather's request.

they could have been a real up and comer! gently encouraged to pursue passion's and dreams that the grandparents couldn't, they start putting themselves out there, networking, showing their prowess and talent, doing really well at sports in high school and eventually college- then their grandmother passes away. but they still got that smile on their face! they are still trying. it's what grandma would have wanted. then grandpa's ailing too …. then he goes as well … and they are so alone…. they visit the graves almost every week. and one day, a spider appeared. they wack it off of their grandmother's tombstone because how dare it, take up that little bit of space, it's like an insult, a spit in the face even! it's a brilliant emerald green, almost unnaturally iridescent. they get bit, and nothing is ever the same.

them?

june is just a silly goofy guy. using humor to cope (sweetheart) and generally staying away from being too serious unless the moment requires it. they don't care for conformity and are unapologetically bold, especially with their appearance. they have very specfic likes and tastes,

adores piercings, loves analysis and learning about things from other people as opposed to entirely on their own. enjoys other's presences, can talk someone's ear off if they'd let them, and overall a happy go lucky person. they have their own struggles with abandonment and depression they don't often talk about, but is often comforted by the other spidermen.

june has a fit and toned body. they have thick arms and shapely shoulders, strong hips and a superior ass. their thighs are rippling muscles, utterly powerful - could definitely crush a watermelon. make a grown man tap out.

they got bit by a jumping spider, and as a result they have ultra hops.

ships?

vague ones. would consider themselves good friends with penelope, miguel, and semi-entangled with hobie.

[screwhope]

BASICS.

IS YOUR MUSE TALL / SHORT / AVERAGE ? 5’5”. tall for a girl. made her feel 'other' as a teenager. ARE THEY OKAY WITH THEIR HEIGHT ? yeah , she doesn't care. WHAT’S THEIR HAIR LIKE ? though naturally brown if she wasn't gifted with light magic, emma's hair is golden blonde &* naturally forms "princess curls" no matter how little effort she puts into it. ( this is a 'straight hair emma' hater zone. getting rid of her curls was a hatecrime against me specifically. ) DO THEY SPEND A LOT OF TIME ON THEIR HAIR / GROOMING ? nope. she rolls out of bed &* gets outta there. sometimes, when she's going on a date -- mostly for the bail bondsperson jobs -- she does herself up really nice so the person is captivated. DOES YOUR MUSE CARE ABOUT THEIR APPEARANCE / WHAT OTHERS THINK ? not really. she only cares that she does her job. otherwise, she prefers to be comfy &* practical. she obv wants her partners to find her attractive, but ??

PREFERENCES.

INDOORS OR OUTDOORS ?  out. she doesn't like being caged up. RAIN OR SUNSHINE ?  sunshine. FOREST OR BEACH ?  both ? she didn't get to go to the beach as a kid so it's weird to her. she's not much for swimming. PRECIOUS METALS OR GEMS ?  metals ? she likes silver a lot. she's never had anyone get her like anything expensive tho. FLOWERS OR PERFUMES ?  flowers. for sure. she can't keep them alive, though. PERSONALITY OR APPEARANCE ?  personality. she loves a charmer, even if she won't admit it. BEING ALONE OR BEING IN A CROWD ?  she's been alone her whole life so that is comfortable for her, but once she's exposed to the big system that is storybrooke, she prefers that. ORDER OR ANARCHY ?  order. she hates things being chaotic. PAINFUL TRUTHS OR WHITE LIES ?  painful truths. she'd much rather you be honest with her than hide shit from her. SCIENCE OR MAGIC ?  science. she doesn't come around to magic even when she HAS it. she's still like this is stupid &* i don't understand it. PEACE OR CONFLICT ? peace. obviously as the savior conflict clings to her &* always finds her, but she fights it to achieve peace every time. however, were her life perfectly peaceful, i think she'd get bored after so long in fight or flight. NIGHT OR DAY ?  day! night is for sleepies &* smooches. DUSK OR DAWN ?   dawn ? i don't know. she doesn't clock me as a morning girlie. WARMTH OR COLD ?  warm! very warm. she hates being cold. catch her bundled up in 5 layers at all times. MANY ACQUAINTANCES OR A FEW CLOSE FRIENDS ?   again, she's been alone her whole life. she valued having close friends but they all fucked her over, so she's wary. but she grows to love it &* need it. READING OR PLAYING A GAME ? hi i'm emma i'm 19 &* i never learned how to fucking read. ( she knows how. she just hates it. )

QUESTIONNAIRE.

WHAT ARE SOME OF YOUR MUSE’S BAD HABITS ? prone to shutting people out or blowing up. she can't keep her car clean -- there's fast food &* protein bars all over the place. she can't feed herself -- she lives off of grilled cheeses &* cereal. she likes to take apart things when she's angry or anxious but she cannot put them back together -- rip to mary margaret's toaster. she is overly sarcastic &* catty, often pushing people away before they have the chance to get close. she can't trust for shit. HAS YOUR MUSE LOST ANYONE CLOSE ? HOW HAS IT AFFECTED THEM ?  so, her first friend (&* girlfriend) was lily, who 'betrayed' her &* left. then you have ingrid (her adoptive mother) who technically erased her memories of her so emma doesn't directly remember that, but she still has the feelings of loss. you have neal, who she pictured forever with, who left her with a baby. henry was her choice to give up, but no mother does that easily. you have cleo, who she wasn't close to persay, but did teach her a lot -- this was emma's first death. you get around to storybrooke, she loses graham. she loses neal right after getting him back again. she loses henry momentarily &* that fucks her up. she loses hook for a bit. she loses august. you have the overarching loss of her parents &* childhood. basically, emma has lost everyone in her life that was ever important to her. loss has fucked her up so significantly that she cannot let people in, for fear that they will leave or damage her even more beyond repair. WHAT ARE SOME FOND MEMORIES YOUR MUSE HAS ?  i think her time with neal &* lily are genuinely her best memories as a kid. as an adult, her life is not 'memorable' until storybrooke. any moment she has with henry is engrained in her from there. in particular, she holds on to learning new things about him that remind her of neal or herself. that moment in neverland where neal admits he loves her &* she can open up &* say she never stopped loving him was so cathartic for her. IS IT EASY FOR YOUR MUSE TO KILL ? god, no. she only kills 1 person in the show &* that was by accident &* it fucked her up. WHAT’S IT LIKE WHEN YOUR MUSE BREAKS DOWN ?  really fucking sad. she just exudes her emotions in waves bc of how often she's choking things down. so when she's upset, you can feel it in your bones. she sobs &* yells &* lashes out. she has to be physically restrained if she's angry or crushed in a hug if she's losing it. IS YOUR MUSE CAPABLE OF TRUSTING SOMEONE WITH THEIR LIFE ? ' the only person who saves me is me. ' but she will make sure everyone knows she'd jump on a grenade for them. WHAT’S YOUR MUSE LIKE WHEN THEY’RE IN LOVE ? dedicated. i think when emma falls in love ( great song by the way. very emma coded. ) she is very ... zoned in ? like. she doesn't see other people. i personally write emma as having BPD so she is very scared of being in love -- knows its the easiest way to lose someone. but she is endlessly compassionate &* loyal &* will protect them with her life. she is also very sensual ? that's not specific to love persay, but it like ... triples ? when she loves someone. very touchy -- &* not just like sexually. she just wants to touch you &* lay her head on you.

[starrierknight]

No pets myself :(

Living with others, one is allergic to cats, another to dogs, third just doesn't want pets anymore :((

Also I do feel like the odds are stacked against me, since everyone I usually flirt with are like, at least 4"/10cm taller than me. The worst cases are even like a full foot/30cm or more taller. I can't keep up a dom act when I gotta hurt my neck to look them in the eyes! 😭

That said I have absolutely gotten some of them flustered. Once I got a guy so flustered on a date that he couldn't order food for a good 15-20 minutes. Didn't help that I didn't stop. Waiters were highly amused :p

Also I only send you anons so I doubt it capped it. Though I did have some Internet issues for a bit, that tends to mess with things?

Also I noticed you were censoring in your post. Any words you'd like me to censor, in case they come up? Don't wanna upset you!

- Star ✨

ahhhhhh rip. I hope one day you do get to have a pet. if you could have one, what would you like?

LOLOLOL that's such a fucking power move tho, honestly good for you. short doms are so cool I love short doms. out of curiosity, how tall are you? I'm 5'8' (173cm) teehee. and damnnnn look at you go!! chatting to the rizzler over here....

lol Tumblr is a bit of a mystery to me so idk what happened, but I'm just glad that it's fixed!!! hahaha dw dw, I just find it funny to censor the word "mother" when I'm talking about my own since I don't get along with her. just me being silly (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

[ink-man-sam]

Well, I may not know that much about ADHD and autistic traits, but I think I'd definitely go straight up to the kid who was pretending to be a pokemon trainer, BECAUSE HOLY GUACAMOLE THAT'D SOUND SO FUN TO ME!

Also, I don't know if "first" also means "favourite" in your case, but pokemon x and y are my favourite games! They and Black and White (what I want to ask by telling you this is... what is your opinion on all the games?)

oh golly, my opinion on ALL the games? that's a tall order lol

okay, so:

the kanto games (including let's go and remakes):

very, very boring. sure, they're classics and all, but that's all they've got going for themselves. I do not have any nostalgia connected to them at all, so playing them is mainly just a chore

gold/silver/crystal:

never finished them, but I really like it so far! I'm playing the crystal port for the 3ds and I love how spooky the vibes of these games are

ruby/saphire/emerald/oras:

very fun, amazing music, great pokemon designs! but also more or less the beginning of pokemon's "downfall" since it introduced most of the formula that restricts the game series these days (story relevant box legendarys, mandatory evil teams...) I have a lot of nostalgia for omega ruby and oras really were the best remakes pokemon games ever saw

diamond/pearl/platinum:

I haven't finished pearl yet, but I find it very underwhelming so far. very slow-paced and I don't really care for the characters. I obviously love the lore those games introduced tho and the music is amazing! I would even say it has my favourite soundtrack out of all the games

black/white:

fucking amazing. best pokemon game I've ever played. peak story, peak characters, peak soundtrack, peak gameplay, peak pokemon designs. may everyone who hated those games and made gamfreak stick to the boring old formula meet a terrible demise. I love those games so much!!!

X/Y:

done so dirty. I know exactly that if they had more time, gamefreak could have made that game so mucn better. obviously I love them bc X was my first pokemon game but saying that they're the best just wouldn't be true. they have a lot of flaws, but they will always have a special place in my heart

sun/moon/usum:

straight-up amazing! they got a lot of hate back in the day bc they didn't have gyms, but that hate was so unwarranted. the cutszenes could be kinda annoying sometimes but the actual storry made up for that. very nice artstyle too! i want to eat it.

Sword/shield:

doesn't deserve a lot of the hate it got. I had a lot of fun with it and the artstyle is my absolute favourite out of all the games! I connect a lot of good memories with it and they're much better then the games that came after (exept legends arceus, that is the best switch pokemon game)

Scarlet/violet:

a fucking mess. pokemon designs are great, the story is great, the character designs are great, the music is great, but the overall shittyness of it completely destroyed all my enjoyment. I'm not a big graphics guy, I don't care about how a game looks as long as it's fun, but these games aren't fun. the graphics make me want to rip out my eyes. the laggyness makes me want to vomit. the crunchynes makes me want to rip my skin off. I've gotten itchy just from looking at the screen because the entire game lookks so uncomfortable. I really hope they playtest their games next time, because scarlet and violet have made me cry from frustration only because I walked around on the overworld. very bad and I will not waste my money on the dlcs unless the visuals stop being vomit-inducing :(

sorry for responding to this ask so late, I had a lot to do and I have a lot of opinions to sort through

and sorry for getting ranty at the end too, I have very strong emotions regarding scarlet and violet

[coralsgrimes]

Alright, I'll try to remember everything and answer in order 😁:

1. The background for the promo vids is just all black, which fits with the theme, I guess, but is honestly a cheap cop out. They could have set it all up in a luxurious hotel or smth, deep jewelry tones, really opulent styles...because this is basically just a black curtain. Boring, cheap, done before etc.

2. No further comments on this 😁

3. He might not have had any further training, but at some point you'd think experience would start to make up for some of that. The kids are somewhat excused - little experience, and not deemed important enough for anyone to dedicate money and time on training. This is S&B, not Wednesday.

4. That's kinda her thing. I don't personally agree with her style choices, though she has the youth, personality, and body to pull most of them off. The black dress and the super short, skin tight with peekaboo lacing both come from brand called De LA Vali, which I've never heard of before. It fits right in with her previous fashion hoices, so at least she's true to her taste? I guess?

5. Honestly, I think he looks bored. I think he's mentally clocked out, because he's obviously seen the writing on the wall and knows this is the last hurrah. He's there because it's work, he literally signed up for it. I can't blame him for all the boredom - it must be horrible sitting through one inane session after the other, with mostly the same question over and over again. I'd be screaming halfway through, no matter if it's my job.

As for his/stylists choices...ugh. I could *kind of* be on board with the brown cardi, if the shade had been different (or just a different colour), because it looks cozy, but not for a daytime promo thing. Wrong colour, wrong place.

I think he's worn a shirt similar to that second cardi, but in a much better colour. This one is offensively bland. Lewis looks smug all the time, Ben looks bored - honestly, I'll take the bored, at least it doesn't make me borderline violent.

I'll say this: Ben's outfits aren't good, but at least they're not what Calahan and Lewis wore. I get that they're tall and very fit guys, and that LA is hot, but those sleeveless tops should be burned. They look like they either got the sleeves ripped off by accident, or the wearer forgot to put a shirt on over his vest. An honest to god white wife beater might have looked better 🤦‍♀️ I blame this on their stylist, because neither man would have gas much to choose from, they're pretty much unknown entities, though Lewis has some credits to his name, I guess.

Ugggh, sorry about the wall of text, this got way longer than I thought it would be!

💮🌸

I get where ye coming from with the interview thing but like??? It's a common practice?? Black backdrop or the promo poster?? They literally sit on their asses in one room all day and the interviewers change. Like yeee sure some would do fancier interviews spots but for fancier publications. Netflix not gonna bother for yahoo Finland and vanity fairy won't even touch shadow daddy show like... Also if Benny bored I can't blame him. It's not like he needs to work his ass off cuz the show is getting the axe either way and no one gonna submit his one puppy eyes crying performance for emmys lol he there cuz he has to and also ye know he a STAR... OH and he not an actor anymore, he a full-time aspiring self-failed homeless musician now so he is bored with the trivial monkey show that being an actor is ;ccc

What experience Benny had tho? He was wild card back in punisher days and now he walking the most bland don't get on anyone bad side by having no personality patch. Ye remember his EP promos?? Yep. Also like it's not only netflix business to train them but their managements too right? They just keepin it real with where they going then lol

Like Jessie is experimenting which is cool and stuff that's what we here for. But this one?? No matter the brand it just screams fashion nova from miles away and that's a fashion nono :c sorry Jessie babey that they put ye in this. Wasn't she doing MSGM at brit fashion awards??? Where's that energy now hm?

And here is the 20 quid design in question

And Benny and his similar fits... Ye this is the point I've been making for days now. He wears same boring rags scraps but now with more expensive price tag x.x

I probably skipped through Mr Lewis and gym bro Cal, like I don't particularly care but yeee I was not expecting miracles from anyone in that cast so why waste me time? Oscars in three days that's what imma waiting for lol and boring makes me violent sooooo

Also no matter what, Benny always looks the worst next to his kids. Cuz he personally against me with that shite he wears like always x.x

[cursedauxiliary]

Dream

The dream started in the middle with me as the older kid? In a giant jungle gym the thing is tho the gym was multiple stories tall and there were gals that could lead to your death so I had to help kids survive while they climbed thru while unable to physically go thru the smaller tunnels. The dream backtracks and it show me how I got this position, at this sketchy science facility. They had me this laser gun/propulsion cannon that I could aim at creatures hold it and have them explode, these creatures ranged from little crab things with exposed brains and one eye, to bigger rhino like brutes with exposed brains and 1 eye, to humanoid ones that matched. I was clearing the floor of them until I got to the boss's office where he informs me it time for the next step which in this case he tries to perform surgery on me to become the weird humanoid monsters. He looks just lile them too but with one large deep purple eye and multiple small ones. I clear the room and then with the gun have it lile hold on his eyes and then rip them out all at once. He laughs maniacally as I do this and once I rip them out he explodes. And unfortunately the game ends there bc in order to progress I have to get the surgery. So the game restarts I dont kill the critters and reluctantly get the surgery but for comfort of other I'm put in a bog yellow hazmat suit like in monsters inc. I still have my weapons and I head out to see the hub has been invaded by grey aliens and these teddy bears. I shoot all the grey aliens I kind find and a crowd of ppl run out and I have to smack/push them around to make sure to kill the aliens in between and there weird sentient teddy bears they have clinging on humans

[backhurtyy]

I have not watched any space battles in the past like 2 days but I will continue it tomorrow and I hope my billion asks of nonsense went through, esp the one about Anakin being space fantasy Jesus?? I only have 4 left. I also wanted to ask what I should watch after the movies, since Obi the show is happening rn I wanna watch that to know what’s going on but idk if I’ll be confused. Rogue one and madalorian are on my list cause they’re popular, if there’s anything else that’s good or important lmk I know people like clone wars so it’s on my list too, if you have an order preference or something to add or anything lmk. However today I did go to a pride bowling thing to meet and talk to other trans people and while I didn’t do that, I did talk to some older lesbians who were really nice and I SAW other trans people and esp older gay and trans people which is. A blessing honestly. Anytime I see an older gay or trans person i want to hug them and cry. It was a lot of fun, we all sucked at bowling but it was awesome 😌 - 🤍

hihihi sorry i did get your other asks, i’ve just been eaten by work so i haven’t gotten around to answering them but i will after this one!!! also thank you for asking me what you should watch next. here is Nellie’s Complete Guide to the Best Star Wars Experience (under the cut because i can’t be succinct about star wars to save my life)

obi wan kenobi: you don’t need any context other than the prequels (episodes 1-3) to watch this. it is everything. they did my sad little desert hermit right and i am kissing deborah chow on the mouth.

the clone wars (animated show): okay so i have to say. watching the clone wars early on is actually HUGELY important because a lot of characters who are introduced in it are brought into other shows like the mandalorian and the book of boba fett and stuff, and if you haven’t watched it it’s a little confusing cause you’re like. well who tf are you??? when in clone wars they had a nineteen episode arc introducing them and stuff. that being said it is a lot to watch (seven seasons, lots of episodes…). but it’s seriously so good!!! like you get to see the individual things that led to anakins fall, ahsoka who is one of the best characters ever made, lots of obi wan angst, commander cody and captain rex and all the other clones who are just so wonderful and loveable, and just some really good stories. if you wanted you could also just start with some of the more important arcs (clone wars is set up in two to four episode arcs that act as sort of chapters in the larger book of the show if that makes sense) which i could give you a separate guide to lmao. but yeah tldr i recommend watching clone wars early on so that the star wars universe gets pulled together a little more.

star wars rebels (animated show): i can not emphasize my love for rebels more. in my honest opinion it is one of the best piecss of star wars media out there, and it is CRIMINALLY underrated. like yeah okay the animation style is a little weird but. the characters and their relationships more than make up for it. it’s about found family. it’s about love and compassion and hope. it’s about kanan and hera being the most loveable couple in the entire galaxy. it’s about zeb and ezra and sabine being siblings. it’s about rebellion and standing up for your home and learning to help others even when no one has helped you. just. it’s so good. i could go on for days. four seasons, twenty ish episodes in each, eleven out of ten stars from me.

rogue one: the best star wars movie ever made. i haven’t watched it in a long time but. good lord. it broke my heart in two and also patched it back together and kissed my forehead. i need to rewatch it desperately. you could really watch this at any point, you just need the context of the original trilogy.

the mandalorian: MY BELOVED. this is the show that really pulled me all the way into star wars a while back, because it’s just SO. GOOD. like din and grogu are everything and the story telling is so good and each episode just has such life to it and it’s just. it’s incredible (also pedro pascal is very hot as the mandalorian but that’s a separate conversation). quality wise it’s at the top of my list, but again i recommend watching it after at least some of clone wars, because i watched it before and didn’t understand some of what was happening. i’m rewatching it now after having watched most of star wars, and it makes a lot more sense lol.

the book of boba fett: confession i’ve only actually watched the first episode because i was waiting to watch it with my dad and we both got too busy, but the first episode slapped and also temeura morrison and ming na when are incredible so i know the rest of it should be good. the natural flow after finishing season two of the mandalorian is to watch book of boba fett, and i know from spoilers and stuff that it’ll make more sense with the clone wars and stuff beforehand.

here’s this guide to help w chronological order, though it doesn’t include tbobf (just slap it in after the mandalorian):

also that pride bowling sounds so fun!!!! i’m so glad it was fun and that you got that opportunity 💖💖💖 older gays make the community go round

[elysian-i]

Affirmation

Summary: Draco and reader have a fwb relationship, draco falls for someone else but the reader gets pregnant. She leaves Draco, but years later the two meet again.

Warnings: Light smut. Unplanned pregnancy, babies, friends with benefits relationship, right person-wrong time. Fluff.

a/n: anon requested with some plot changes from my side. also, this isn't written in chronological order. idk how this turned out, but i don't personally like it all that much 😭 hope you enjoy tho

NAVIGATION

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It's hauntingly beautiful.

There's terror, but there's adoration. He isn't sure if he'd consider the sight a nightmare or a dream.

But for all he fucking knows is that it's beautiful— it's winsome; angelic.

Draco sees a version of himself for the first time outside a mirror. He was pale almost everywhere. His eyes, his hair, his skin.

A replica of his own bones— his own flesh and blood.

"He's mine— isn't he?" His voice cracked and he's tearful almost. You grip the baby tighter in your hands, as though afraid that Draco might steal it.

"Why does it matter?" You say defensively. His eyes narrow, "Why does it fucking matter— because I'm his fucking father!" he spat the words out.

"I— err, he's not yours—"

"Are you joking? He's the exact copy of me"

"There's a slight possibility I suppose—" you pause for a moment and Draco stares at you suspiciously. "He could be yours"

He shudders, resting his fingertips against his temples as though having a headache. It's just awkward silence then, Scorpius’ restless movements being the only source of noise in the air.

"How old is he?"

"Almost three"

You could see the guilt in his eyes broaden, his jaw clenched and his fists curled harshly.

Nearly four years earlier.

You could feel the desperation and want in him through his possesive hands, through his ragged breaths.

He pulls you closer and closer until your crushed together. His tongue clashed and teased you as you whimpered in his mouth.

"You're fuckin' addictive" he said, gripping you by your thighs and pulling you up, he was tall and ripped, he could easily manhandle you whenever he pleased to do so.

Before you know it, you're pressed against his bed and he pulling his shirt and trousers off in an urgency. It was always demanding, rough and ravenous.

There was just no need to be intimate and feel and go through the emotions of it. It just had to feel good and then it was over. There was no privilege to love each other.

You gave a gasp as you felt his mouth on your breast, and his fingers teasing over your folds. Sliding his digits against you as you bucked your hips to his palm.

"Please Draco" Beg, you always had to plead before him. It got him off to have you desperate and earnest. To have you almost sob with need.

In a swift moment, he's aligning himself, kissing your want away as he prepares you to finally take him. His arms were around your face, framing and trapping your figure beneath him. His hand was still guiding his lenght over your lips, dragging out whimpers from you.

Draco stares into your eyes as impales himself within you. His silver eyes were intent and dark, never loosing eye contact as he moves inside.

He hissed as you clenched around him, his lips hovering above yours, teasing again. You could feel the burn of him in your soul— in your viens.

"That's it" He groaned as he thrust harder, gripping you by your hips as he helped you move along with him. You were moaning already, shuddering almost, he began kissing you hard, passionately with hints of solitary love in them.

It was different this time— something was quite contrasting to this session than the other fucks you'd had with him. There was something unusual in him, you could feel it as he looked at you, as he roughly rolled his hips and moved your entire body with him.

"M'right t—there—" You said, swiftly sliding your hand between your bodies to pleasure yourself and his speed increased, his brows tensing and his muscles flexing.

And then with silent screams from both of you, he spills inside you— and that was the mistake of it.

You weren't sure whether the mistake was beautiful or damning.

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It was cruel, so so fucking cruel. It wasn't supposed to end like this, it was supposed to end you both of your stress not give you this.

Your eyes are wide, disbelieving as you stare at the bright two red lines.

It's positive. It's inevitable.

You're fucking pregnant with Malfoy's fucking child. He's the father and you're pregnant with his heir.

It was just a friendship between you two, which then turned into fucking— you're not sure when that changed, when it became more. But it did.

It's haunting. And you're so confused, starved for any sort of advice— but it was a secret arrangement between you two and he was the only person you could discuss this with.

You have to tell him, he's the father, it should both your decision.

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"It's fucking three in the morning— what are you doing here?" Draco stares at you simply horrified, you press your lips together gulping as he lets you in the Manor.

"I had to talk to you"

"At this time?"

"Fucking obviously since I'm here" You huff as you sat on his couch. He sighed and nodded, placing his phone right before you.

"Give me a minute, I'll be back" He said and stormed off towards somewhere in the huge manor.

You fingers nervously tap on the table before you, replaying your speech in your mind over and over again. Figuring out the fissures in the verbs and nouns and adjectives and perfecting your speech.

Suddenly there's a loud ring of Draco's phone as his darkened screen flashed brightly. You couldn't help but sneak a peek at the screen, it was just in your nature to be nosy.

Besides, it was weird that someone was texting him at 3 in the morning.

Your eyes drift barely over it, and there's a chain of texts over it. And there's the name, Astoria. You're inhaling sharply in surprise. When there was no sign of him, you grab the phone and open the lockscreen.

And there you're met with promises, with consolations, with affirmations.

It's going to end between us soon.

I'll tell her that it's off soon.

You know she's not you.

I love you, Tori.

He's taken, wholly and to shove a child infront of him just because you weren't careful enough to keep track of your contraception just wasn't fair.

You had to have known, you hadn't slept together for more than a month now, but you hadn't considered the possibility of him falling for someone.

It wasn't fair to him, neither to you, nor the child.

When Draco's stepping back into the living room, it's empty, it was like you'd vanished without leaving any trace of you behind.

Now.

"You literally did just show up at my house at fucking three am, then disappear for three years and then you shove our child in my face"

"Hey! You're the one that found us, I didn't come back"

"Why not? I— just I want to know why"

You stare at him for several seconds, contemplating whether to escape the situation again or disappear. "Because you were in love with Astoria— and I didn't want to ruin that for you, I still don't"

He looks stunned, blinking a couple of times before he speaks again, "It didn't work out between us" he said sadly looking away from you, "And even if it did, I would have never left you, I just wish you'd told me"

Your fingers brush over his slightly, he still burned you the same. His eyes hadn't lost the intensity in them, they were still the same.

"I'm sorry, I know it was selfish"

"Selfish?" He chuckled, nodding his head faintly, "You moron, it's selfless, you left so that I could have an easier life, how's that fucking selfish?"

You giggled, his arm rested over your shoulder, and his head rested on your yours.

"I missed you" He said softly, pulling you closer and closer until you're crushed together.

Your head arched up as you stared into his cool silver eyes, which were almost melting in the sunlight.

"Me too" you mumbled into his chest, inhaling the scent of him that was foreign now.

"I'm so sorry I wasn't here— I can't imagine what it was like to raise him alone"

"It's not your fault"

His eyes flicker briefly and he's leaning down just slightly, you were merely inches apart, his lips hovering above yours.

You felt his palm cradle your cheek, rubbing his thumb against your skin, he waits.

"Kiss me" you said, and then he does, his lips press against yours ferociously. Once his lips met yours, he immediately pulled you flush to him, kissing and kissing and kissing you as though he were starving. Like he'd been rotting in wait.

His hands are on your waist, your neck, slipping along every curve of you.

You pull away from his mouth, gasping for breaths as he kisses and sucks along your neck, claiming you as his again.

"I'd like to make up to you" he whispered, "Just let me into your life, I want to—" Draco tensed, resting his forehead against yours, "I want us to be a family. If you'll let me"

There wasn't a word spoken, just a ravenous kiss on his mouth. It was a promise of yes, a promise of affirmation.

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