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konigsblog · 2 days
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opinion on somnophilia with könig?
Being taken advantage of by your sweet boyfriend, only to come across all the videos he'd taken of you while drugged up and unconscious. :(
TW/CW: SOMNOPHILIA, NON-CON. MDNI 18+ 💤
König is the biggest somnophiliac known to mankind. He knows it's immoral and wrong, but as long as you're unaware, he doesn't mind. He has no plan to stop his sickening and disturbing behaviour, only waiting for the day you question the pain between your thighs.
König isn't afraid to use drugs to calm you down. He's done it many times in the past, and you don't suspect a thing. Why would you? He's your beloved boyfriend, you trust him with your entire life. König slips something special into your drink every time you're drinking together, so that you're compliant and relaxed, reduced to a weak, limp, and confused mess on his big lap, not understanding a thing through the effects of the alcohol. His calloused hand sneaks between your thighs to spread your slit open, so that he can angle his muscular hips and prod against your opening, to sink deep into your hole and bite at your neck while you lay there, babbling and incoherent.
He loves how easy and pathetic you become while under the influence of drugs and alcohol. You lay there, defenceless, and your panties completely soaked after König had slid his girthy cock into your underwear to grind his meaty dick against your pussy. You don't catch on, not until you're going through his camera roll, looking for a photo of you together from a couple months ago, and accidentally stumble across videos from the previous night.
König has the camera set up, with your legs pushed over his broad shoulders, and his meaty, big cock stuffing your slit full. You let out incoherent cries and muffled pleas for König to stop, to be gentle as he quickens his ruthless pace, slamming into your cervix with each deep, harsh thrust. Your stomach churns and nausea leaves you trembling and your bottom lip quivering, realising that your sick pervert of a boyfriend had taken advantage of you. You press a hand over your mouth and curl up into a ball, letting out disgusted sobs at the realisation.
Fuck, how long has this being gone on for? :( Just wait until you find an entire album dedicated to these videos, Liebling...
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saturngas · 22 hours
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never leave me
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[🪐] gojo has a very realistic dream about you leaving him and he goes insane
pairing: gojo satoru x f!reader
genre: angsty with confort <3
warnings: established relationship; there is a lot of angst; but also a lot of confort; fluff; insecure!gojo; clingy!gojo; a bit possessive!gojo; again me breaking down gojo's character bc im tired of the mischaracterization (hope im not doing it or ill kms); not thoroughly beta-read but ill do it asap;
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it felt real. way too real.
the setting was gloomy, as the clouds concealed thoroughly the warm sun rays, making the environment appear more grayish as it was unusual for the hot summer season that enveloped the vivid city of tokyo. you and satoru were walking down the streets, making time before the sumida river fireworks festival that was held late in July. however it was still the middle of June. was this timing correct?
you were wearing the newest sundress satoru had proudly bought you with the biggest grin. you looked great in it, certainly making satoru blush each time he glanced down at you. but wait, wasn't the sundress white? why is it all of the sudden a cooler shade of blue?
the ice cream you were holding changed to a box, which was immediately recognized by satoru. it was the jewelry box that contained the most precious purchase he had recently made: the engagement ring you weren't supposed to see—or even know the existence of—. satoru is still thinking about the perfect place and time to ask you the question he considered the most important of all his life.
his blue eyes were too focused on the ring box that he completely missed your words. as he shifted his gaze on you to listen carefully, he still couldn't make out your words. your voice pitch was totally off.
and as he blinked, now you were standing in front of him at least ten meters away. your whole frame in sight. you no longer wore the color-changing sundress. dark ambivalent shades decorated your figure, being unable to even determine your legs and arms. your face being the only clear piece of you.
satoru panicked. the cold sweat he felt running down his neck and arms felt too real. he knew the view in front of him could be—to one point—false; however his feelings were genuine.
one of his arms reached out to you, as if to grab your form, only for you to grow further. but as if there were amplifiers all around his head, your voice buzzed through his external auditory canal, stimulating his eighth cranial nerve.
"i dont want to be with you."
"you always act like a child, ive been putting up with you for years. im tired now."
"ive found someone else. someone who has time for me and our relationship."
"this isn't exactly your fault. you can't control being the strongest and everyone needing you. but can't you see I need you too?"
"you leave me alone too much."
"are you seriously planning to marry me? you dont even have time for me as a boyfriend and you want to be my husband?"
"haven't you noticed im slowly drifting away? I dont want this anymore."
"im tired of your nonexistent time for me."
"im tired of this relationship."
"im tired of you."
it was your voice declaring all those statements. but satoru knew where they were coming from. the island full of insecurities that was deep in the back of his consciousness was expressing the most oppressed feelings he had. his easy going facade did an excellent job concealing his self-doubt in real life, making difficult for someone to accept the fact the strongest sorcerer had insecurities.
even so, he was a natural emotionally-closed person. the long months of attempting to open up to you at the beginning of your relationship were very difficult to him. even with his former best friend, suguru geto, satoru wasn't completely frank.
he knew he was a good boyfriend, at least acceptable, to you. once he bestowed his heart to you, he was yours, giving you his all.
still he felt insufficient.
the time dedicated to your relationship took a sharp turned when he started attending his obligations as the strongest sorcerer. he wanted to give you more of his honored time. he wanted to be fully devoted to you. however his status in the sorcery society fell in between you two.
satoru was afraid one day you would finally snap, disregarding completely of your relationship with him.
your voice materialized in front of him in the form of your figure again, your limps now distinguished. he couldn't exactly make out your expression as it was drawn between sorrow, tiredness, and frustration. your hand spanned toward him, handing him the ring box you were still holding.
"I won't," was all you said as you turned away, no other words following your unmoving lips. it was the answer for a question satoru had been picturing himself asking you: will you marry me?.
he only caught a glimpse of your face, emotions unchanged, until you departed. your hair was the last thing he identified as literal darkness danced around you, metaphorical darkness invading his heart and soul.
the setting was back to the bleak tokyo. the pitch black sky lacked its most trusted companions: the stars, as the new moon was merged within the loneliness of the murky sky. faceless pedestrians walked mindlessly around the lone tall man while others stared at the sky where the fireworks were being displayed, though their bright colors were absent and the blast was silent.
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the innate technique limitless has always been a wall between satoru gojo and the rest of the world. even when he mastered it as a teen to be able to use it automatically instead of manually, satoru has been isolating himself. sometimes deliberately, other times unconsciously.
he knows what his dream means. he knows he is afraid of losing you, the person he loves the most. after witnessing at first instance the departure of what used to be his best friend into immorality and radical idealisms, going through a bitter break up of his friendship, satoru realizes he fears you would do the same.
as blackness coats what he thinks is his range of vision and light passes through the slim skin of his eyelids, satoru regains consciousness. his body feels cramped, as if he would have fought a special grade curse without stretching his limbs first. his neck is sore from the awkward position he is in.
the tall man´s strong body is facing the wall, placed in a fetal position, almost hugging himself. his high cheekbones feel wet. the soft touch of his lifted hand confirms he had cried during his dream—actually, nightmare.
the visions of his nightmare still present in his mindfulness, recreations of the pictures he saw—lived—so vividly in the dream play at the back of his mind whenever he tries to close his sensitive eyes. then he realizes.
you.
where is she? is she still with me? she hasn't gone to any place? she didn't leave? anxiety and panic rush through his body as he hastily turns to face the other side of the marital bed.
oh.
you are still there, stirring slightly at the sudden wave movements satoru caused. you are still sound sleep, your chest meeting the soft mattress below you, arms spangled plastered on the pillow you were pleasantly drooling over.
satoru feels his heartbeat decrease to a normal rate, his lungs no longer burning with the sensation of a upcoming panic attack. was he seriously going to have a panic attack over thinking you would leave him? yes. ten thousand yes.
even when he has you, his students, and his coworkers who sometimes seem to not be entirely fond of the tall man, satoru still feels alone. alone in this world of sorcery. he is in another level even as a living organism. no other human being and sorcerer can compare to him. not right now when he thinks he isn't over discovering more of his honorable traits.
but he is over that strength moral compass his best friend had doubted some years ago. he got over it when he met you. satoru was convinced he was satoru gojo because he was the strongest. but you proved him wrong when you started loving him for being just satoru gojo, not for being the strongest sorcerer of the modern era, the head of the gojo clan, or the supreme entity he was supposed to reach. you love him for the person he is, his personality, and his heart.
he knew that, right?
maybe he needed a bit of assurance.
strong arms envelop around your smaller form, your boyfriend getting on top of you without crushing you. soft lips dance around your ear and neck, tickling you to awareness.
your gentle giggles and whimpers fill satoru's brain of serotonin, a big toothy grin flashing his pretty face.
"good morning, my queen."
you stir in your place as you try to pull the over 180-pound weight off you. however, satoru clings his arms around you even more, his hands going to your mid area, grabbing your waist and pulling you to him. you are on your side with your back brushing his hard chest.
"don't leave my arms, please," he shares in one single exhale, his breath caressing your neck. you just know there is a lot more behind those words. you have learned to read your boyfriend like a book.
still, you don't want to disturb him. you know his book doesn't like being forcefully opened, because his pages are stuck to each other and are difficult to separate. you let him absorb your presence and wait patiently for him to uncover his feelings to you.
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it has been out of routine, actually—the way satoru has been acting around you and only you lately.
if you have to word it out, it would be clingy, clingier, clingier than ever, though you have caught him acting his usual same with his students and coworkers. not once wanting to leave your presence, almost as his atoms would undergo unconventional transformations if he isn't breathing the same air within your range.
you were buying groceries and your boyfriend decided to tag along. of course you didn't mind, but it definitely took you out since it wasn't his day off and he had an appointment to train his students. satoru completely disregarded of said students which was such very strange situation since he loved them. guess he loves me more? you questioned. he couldn't keep his hands off you, almost as if you were to run away at any given chance. your boyfriend was usually handsy, but it surprised you when you passed through the candy hall that satoru's touch on you didn't even budge. he would usually go running and pick his favorite sweet provisions.
when you were called to a meeting, satoru followed you. it was shocking seeing satoru gojo—the progressive sorcerer who hated the higher ups—in such meeting. but it was to be with you, holding your arm tightly as his mind drifted away in other thoughts, not hearing a single word of the meeting. his ears would only spiked at the sound of your voice or the call of your name, listening in for a few second to make sure those old geezers were respecting your living form.
satoru would ask vigorously to be of company during your missions. you thought it was cute. maybe he wants to make up for the wasted time, you would assume. and you were partially right, considering that satoru also did it to protect you with his mere presence—it being his innate technique wrapping around you, or his strong cursed energy forcing the curses to escape and hide pitifully.
satoru's existence has been constant around you lately: not leaving you unattended for more than five minutes when going out, going everywhere with you along him, always having an arm securely attached to your waist or shoulders, his limitless isolating you from the world. it was almost becoming overwhelming to say the least. you loved satoru with all your life and the remaining lives left for you, but his persistent company was a bit too much.
you knew this wasn't some jealousy attack he had, proving everyone his possession over you. no, that wasn't characteristic of the man. perhaps satoru was having some resentment over leaving you alone so much? or perhaps he was having a fit of insecurities? it didn't happen often, but it had happened before.
a mush of white hair adorns your chest as you two are plastered on you shared bed, watching a reality show about a family of overly successful women. well, it is actually just you watching, since your boyfriend has his sensitive eyes closed. one of your hands underneath his shirt and the other is caressing his scalp at such low pace, satoru was almost drifting to sleep. your fingers are tangled in his mess of hair. your boyfriend has his arms wrapped around your tightly, as well as his long legs.
he isn't focused on the tv show, his mind picturing you leaving him, making his heart race abruptly and his breathing catch in his throat. his traitorous head has been torturing him over and over for the past three weeks. after that super realistic dream, no, nightmare, satoru has been anything but calm. anxiety plotting against him, making him believe the longer you are alone—without him—the more chances of you living him.
"oh my, I can't believe they didn't invite her ex-boyfriend to their family reunion. he is the father of the baby anyway!" you exclaim as the tv screen turns black showing the end credits, a rectangular button displaying at the right lower corner to go to the next episode. you moved your hand off your boyfriend's head to grab the remote. you immediately hear a low mumble coming from him.
"sorry, baby what did you say?" your eyes scan his face as you question him. the unmistakable pout and frown on his face goes noticed by you. "what's going on, toru?" you ask as softly as possible, both hands now grabbing his soft cheeks, making him look at you.
a groan now escapes from his lips as he moves his neck to position his chin on your sternum, facing you. satoru opens his eyes, bloodshot and glassy.
"satoru, are you okay my love?" tenderness paints your voice as you speak, a delicate finger whisking off the small eye crust on his left eye. "where you crying? is there something you want to tell me?" you try as hard as possible to linger the softness in your voice.
the sorcerer says your name in a whisper, suddenly feeling smaller under your constant gaze, eyes minding his surroundings. his blue orbs return again to you after a few seconds of thinking his response. "i... had a nightmare," you stay quiet to let him continue. "im sorry for not telling you earlier and acting so... irritating over the past weeks."
satoru sounds genuinely troubled, as in asking for forgiveness after committing the most atrocious crime of all time. your hands on his cheeks hold him tighter to bring his face close to yours, brushing your lips with his in a chaste but loving kiss.
"you dont have to apologize for that, toru," your lips graze his as you speak. "I just want to know why, if you want to, of course." you propose sheepishly, you still dont want to push him.
his concerned blue eyes look away once more, finding the correct words. "i... dreamed about you leaving me, after saying things that... were hurtful..." satoru actually sounded distressed and devastated. you immediately dismiss this as one of his tricks to be clingier to you and make you baby him. he is slowly opening up.
"we were in a festival and then everything went pitch black as you told me I wasn't good enough to be your boyfriend," he continues, his arms losing a bit of their grip on you. "I actually felt... anxious, and stressed about you actually leaving, so I guess I made myself... believe that if im with you all the time you wouldn't think that."
"think what satoru?"
"well..." the tall man is a bit uncomfortable, not because he was with you, but because he was opening his locked heart. "you said you were tired of me leaving you alone so much, that you were seeking someone else—someone better. you said you were tired of our relationship..." his gloomy voice saddens your ears. "you said you didn't even want to marr—" satoru cuts his words before completing his sentence. it comes out as a mumble so you luckily dont hear it.
"oh my big baby..." you sing as you hug him with all your mighty force. satoru almost feels his bones crackling at your demonstration of love. he then realizes he doesn't need to say more. you have understood him. the thing he craved the most.
he didn't need someone to match his strength, he was happy living as the strongest, he was proud of the title, sometimes even filling up his overly boosted ego. but he wanted—needed—someone to understand him, his feelings, his emotions, his position. he learns you dont need to be as strong as him, as powerful as him, as inhuman as him, to understand him, since your mere and pure love for him is sufficient to empathize with him.
satoru is lucky to have you, he knows that. he can be all of him to you—the strongest, satoru gojo, the head of the gojo clan, the beholder of the legendary six eyes and limitless, gojo-sensei. he can be all of himself to you or even a portion of him. and you would still receive him with open arms and a loving heart.
even when it took him almost three weeks to open up, you still waited and listened to him. you understood that he wanted more physical assurance than verbal assurance, your big bear hug becoming more meaningful than the thousand words you could have told him.
satoru comprehends he loves you just as much when he realizes and comes to his senses that he does not want to leave you and he fears the idea of you leaving him. he suffered lost once with his best friend, he got through it, but he doesn't believe he will be able to do it again if this time it is you who drifts away.
if it were up to him, you would be with him covered up in his limitless technique, isolating you both from the word. but he can't be that selfish and insecure about your commitment and devotion to him.
satoru then realizes his choice of marrying you is the correct one. as your long hug continues, your hands caressing his back and his rubbing your sides, satoru thinks of the pretty ring sitting in the box of his sorcery uniform, ready to be pulled out and worn by your pretty finger.
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highvern · 1 day
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The Boy is Mine
Pairing: Kwon Soonyoung x f!reader
Genre: smut
warnings:  weed/alcohol consumption, exhibitionism, marking, oral sex, creampie, cum eating, jealous!reader, overstimulation/multiple orgasms, pussy whipped hoshi
Length: ~ 5.5k
Note: dedicated to @the-boy-meets-evil bc she likes to yell at me about this couple. also @gyuswhore beta reading this despite our divorce
series m.list: Houdini [s], Green Light [s, f], YUCK [f], Talk [a, f, s], Casual [a, s, f]
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You won’t admit it under anything short of waterboarding but sometimes there’s a sharp sense of worry Soonyoung will inevitably ditch you for someone that shits rainbows like he does. The type of girl that probably deserves the infinite patience he treats you with because she can use big girl words to communicate her feelings rather than pretend they don’t exist or allude to them in vague shows of affection you pretend aren’t happening.
Weeks of exclusivity and you still don’t let him kiss you in public because the thought of anyone seeing those feelings you can’t name play out is terrifying. You aren’t embarrassed of him, he touches you plenty, hangs around like a shadow following your every move. You like him, he likes you. Even with the mess of your brain he’s made it clear you have nothing to worry about but that ounce of doubt always lingers.
The girl attempting to chat Soonyoung up against the wall sparks that feeling. 
He looks fine as you left him. Nodding to her questions, no rush to be anywhere else. He isn’t rude without provision, and to expect it from him is asking for a change to the core of his being. But it’s times like these you wish you liked him less so you wouldn’t worry more.
But you don’t have anything to worry about. Soonyoung asked for exclusivity weeks ago. He isn’t your boyfriend, the word physically makes your skin crawl to think about, but the expectation is there. You’re exclusive. It wasn’t an explicit directive for himself but it’s physically impossible for him to even be entertaining anyone else. There isn’t enough time in the day unless a high quality clone is running around somewhere out there. Soonyoung spends more time at your apartment than his own and when he’s not at your place he’s working. And even then, he’s texting you how much he loves the after school kids at the dance studio.
So you keep silently repeating the affirmations that there's nothing for you to worry about while pouring another drink. It’d be better to look away and not subject yourself to torture but then you’d miss little miss sunshine closing the space between them and signing her own death warrant. 
You know the dance well. Pretend to be coy, maintain a step too close to be polite, try to sneak in a casual touch and read the vibe from there. Blondie barely manages to lift a hand before you drop the half full cup of ice and liquor in favor of shouldering through whoever blindly wanders into your war path. 
Soonyoung catches your approach, smiling over the stranger's head like he’s missed you for longer than the five minutes you’ve been absent for another drink. You’d warm under it like a flower in the sun if murder wasn’t such a tempting thought. 
He catches your waist the second you’re in his orbit, a reflex. But what he isn’t ready for is your mouth on his with such unprecedented vigor for a public setting. 
The kiss tastes like cheap beer and his weed pen but you don’t care. Your only concern is making sure whatever-her-name is has a front row seat to how much he wants you, and how bad her odds are at convincing him otherwise. You don’t tease for access to his mouth, prefering to licking against his bottom lip with enough tongue to make his hips buck like he’s in the privacy of your room and not pinned to the wall during a house party.
With a steel willpower, you manage to pull away; if only to smirk at the disgust on her face at the vulgarity. But not before biting at his lower lip, pulling until it pops out from between your teeth. Soonyoung might pass out from that alone.
"Oh,” you announce like you had no idea someone was watching from only a foot away. She’s red in the face, shocked and horrored as you bare your teeth and push your cheek up to Soonyoung’s mouth for a series of wandering kisses. “And you are?"
An indignant hmph! and whirl of blonde hair announces her retreat.
"Who was she?" you ask, dodging his attempt for a repeat.
He takes it in stride, tongue tracing across your pulse like no one is watching. "Who?" 
"That girl,” you sigh. 
"What girl?” 
"Don't play stupid, she was flirting with you." 
“Didn’t notice," he mumbles into your jaw.
It isn’t much but the words bubble across your skin. The tightness in your jaw melts a fraction, allowing you to indulge in more touching. More of him. Soonyoung is always ready to play where you’re concerned; a weight on your thigh proves it. You press into it in hopes she is still watching from across the room.
Serves her right if she is. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes.
“Wait.” Sooyoung pulls back, mouth agape. “Is that why you kissed me? You were jealous?”
He reads you too easily for comfort. “Shut up.”
“Oh my god,” he squeals. You’re tangled in his arms, suctioned to his chest while he rubs the tip of his nose across yours. “You are.”
“Don’t make it weird.” 
You’re pouting but Soonyoung is weak for it and lets you go without interrogation because his next kiss lands right on the curve of your lower lip. “You just stuck your hand down my pants because some girl breathed in my direction and I’m making it weird?”
“I’m leaving.”
You barely manage to turn away before he’s got you in his arms. “No, you’re not. Come here.” 
He drags you over to the table his friends managed to snag, planting you firmly in his lap without a care. An invitation you couldn’t refuse if you tried. It’s not unusual for you two to be attached at the hip. But the difference this time is that Soonyoung keeps kissing you. Your skin burns under his lips, mouth finding whatever part of you he can reach; shoulder, cheek, the back of your hand. Nothing can stop him now that he’s got permission, not even his friends watching in disgust over a game of cards.
It’s nicer than anticipated.
“Three fours.”
A few shifts across Soonyoung’s crotch under the guise of getting more comfortable is all it takes for a firm pressure to rise against your ass once again. He has no shame in how easy he folds; likes you knowing what you do to him with some PG grinding in front of an audience; what you can anticipate later away from prying eyes. 
“Bullshit,” you argue, eying the stack of fours in your hand.
Wonwoo picks up the pile, grumbling the entire time. 
The hand on your thigh flies a little too close to the sun as you continue playing, the others unaware that you're naked under your skirt and Soonyoung just figured it out. 
The ghost of his fingertips through your folds shivers up your spine. He inhales sharply. “Babe.”
“Hmmm?” you smile, nipping at his ear. Another press and he’s teasing your entrance like no one's watching. You clamp your thighs to stop him from mindlessly starting something neither of you are strong enough to stop. “What’s wrong?”
“You’re—”
“I’m?” you trail off, looking back to your hand and throwing more cards down. “Two nines.”
“Bullshit,” Jun calls.
“Suck it.” You flip over the same two cards, a pair of nines greeting everyone’s view. It’s a good distraction from what Soonyoung is doing under the edge of the table. How he sweats around his collar and goes pink.
He doesn’t shy away from your clit swelling under weak circles. The brief thought of him fingering you to a boneless end right here crosses your mind, both of you fighting to keep quiet. But you’re sober enough to see the downfall of that particular idea.
As Jun collects the new stack of cards, you lean closer to Soonyoung’s ear. “Tell them you aren’t feeling well.”
“I’m not feeling well,” he parrots immediately. Curious glances shoot his way, estimating if he’s that drunk or if it’s something else. More likely calculating how far they can run before he starts planting drunk kisses on their cheeks.
Knowing looks from around the table watch you slap a hand to his forehead. “Oh no, baby, you’re heating up. Let’s get you some air.”
No one will believe it, not with the way his fingers shine in the dim light when they surface from under your skirt. But none are brave enough to say anything to your face. 
You usher Soonyoung away from the table and towards the hallway where you can hide away for his sake. His friends don’t need to know what you look like when he fingers you into gooey submission.
Wonwoo’s voice hits your back, not even pretending to whisper. “Thirty bucks they fuck in the bathroom.”
“Dude come on,” Jun responds. “Fifty bucks they fuck in someone’s room.”
“Thank fucking god its not one of ours this time.”
“At least you don’t share a wall with him. Did you know he lets her—”
You’re well out of earshot for the rest of their not so secret conversation. Soonyoung latches to your back without concern, eager to find out whatever you have planned.
You peek into a few rooms, distracted by a pair of lips following the slope of your shoulder. A bathroom won’t do and the next room is already occupied, door locked tight. Just as you fear your options are running out, the final door at the end of the hall reveals an empty bed. When you spot the framed photo on the dresser, you realize it's too perfect to go to waste.
“Fuck, you’re so hot.” Sooyoung groans, knee parting your legs as he forces you back against the door. “Should make you jealous more often.”
A hand up your skirt sets to work immediately, taking advantage of the lack of undergarments and teasing your entrance. He’s good at quick fucks where you’re not supposed to. Knows exactly how to work you into a panting mess with embarrassing ease.
"If you ever,” you gasp from a delicious scissor of his fingers. “Try to make me jealous, I will rip your balls off.”
He presses in a third finger like a branding iron. “Hot.” 
You snake your own grip over his zipper to provide something better than your thigh for him to grind against. Fucking against the door for anyone happening to stumble is alluring. But for what you have planned, the bed is a more convenient option. 
“Bed,” you demand. Soonyoung goes with a gentle shove, tripping over his own feet to keep you in his hold. His hand stays attached, fingers curling inside you without missing a beat.
You suck at his pulse, teeth razing against the skin with the sole purpose of marking him as yours. His hips kick enthusiastically in response. “Fuck, babe.”
He likes when you bite him; when you bruise a mark into his skin to find later. Enjoys the sting of your nails across his back when he fucks you limp into the mattress and vice versa. Soonyoung’s favorite thing to wear is evidence of you on his body. Even if he blushes when you point it out, he never complains. 
A swatch of red and purple framed by teeth marks blooms after you lean away and your insides throb at the sight. It’ll be a pain come tomorrow when he needs to go into the sweltering heat of the studio. But you want it to serve as a warning to anyone who takes a second glance in his direction. 
He’s yours.
Soonyoung wouldn’t splinter away so easily but it’s the first time you’ve felt anything like this. The nagging voice in the back of your head: jealous and possessive. Because now you’ve got something you’d care to lose.
“Want you,” you groan, forcing him onto the edge of the mattress and commanding his lap like a throne. Another bite at his neck, hard enough he winces and shutters through the initial sting but doesn’t shy away. “Wanna ride you.”
You clench around his fingers, the wet noise of your arousal a disgusting backing track to your kissing. This might be enough to make you cum but it isn’t the point. 
“You wanna fuck me?”
His forehead sweats. The initial evidence of a blush spreads across his neck, probably from booze but also the way you rock into his fingers like they’re soaking his cock. “God, yes. But here?”
“Yeah, here.” One hand abandons the grip you have on his shirt, aiming straight for his zipper and slipping beneath the fabric for a teasing squeeze. The fist in his hair is less forgiving when he doesn’t answer. 
“What if we get caught?”
“We won’t,” you coo. Soonyoung knows that tone. It’s the one you use when your sadistic streak is running hot and he can’t fathom refusing whatever you’ve got planned. “I want you.”
Dropping further in his lap, you guide the ridge of his cock to your clit, a messy mix of precum and your essence that makes you both blush brighter. 
“Does that feel good?”
He responds with a shaky “yeah.” His other hand, the one not knuckle deep in your pussy, gropes your ass, forcing your skirt further up your waist so he can watch himself stain the pink of your folds white. The good thing about fucking Soonyoung is he’s too weak not to give into whatever you want.
It’s good for you too. The press of his dick where it technically shouldn’t be; not without a condom. You’ve got half a mind to fuck him like this, using his cock to play with yourself until the sick feeling of his cum between your legs follows you out the door.
“Shit,” Soonyoung grunts.
Your teeth tease along his neck, another mark he’ll need to cover up rising to the surface.“What?” 
“Feels good,” he gasps, rolling into the firmness of your core with untamed need.
“Can you come like this? Cover my pussy in cum?” 
You struggle to stay even for the same reasons he does: you really want to feel him on your skin. 
“Fuck, yes.” He goes taunt, the pace of your fist growing rabid. His voice is broken, a rough edge under your mercy. “Gonna come.”
“Don’t.” You rut into him again; the slippery feel more tempting than you’d admit. 
“Please—” he whines at the next upstroke of your fist. “I’ll get you off too. I promise. Then we can fuck at home.”
“Or…you can fuck me now.”
Soonyoung cries at the offer. “I don’t have a condom.”
“That’s okay.”
“You mean…” Soonyoung eyes you with something like wonder. As if you’re a living goddess sitting in his lap and he has no idea how you got there. “Seriously?”
“I wanna feel you come inside me, baby.”
“Don’t tease me right now.”
“I mean, unless you don’t want—”
He doesn’t let you finish, flipping you on your back and shouldering between your legs without a word. Rough hands force your skirt up around your waist so he can taste you.
“Oh my god.” You roll into his eager tongue, fingers twisting into the short strands of hair to guide him just right. As if Soonyoung needs it after so many months of dedication to your pleasure. 
Your own fingers pinch across your chest, sharp pain you arch into for more. Soonyoung’s rubs you until your back stiffens; a harsh suck of his mouth making you warm all over.
“Fuck, I can’t wait to come inside you,” he grunts with a wet slide against your clit.
“Yeah?” you goad. “Want everyone to see it drip down my leg? Let ‘em know who fucks me this good?”
He responds with a pained groan, a telltale sign he’s touching himself to the thought. 
You're running on borrowed time in someone else’s room and can’t remember if either of you thought to lock the door. If you’re caught, you might as well make the shame worth it.
“Come here,” you beck, catching your own taste on his mouth. 
He rolls to the side without much direction, eager to have you back on top. “Take your shirt off.”
“No. I’m not getting caught with my tits out.” He humps between your legs, shoving his pants down far enough they’re a nonissue. “Is that really what gets you off?”
“You’ve got nice tits. Everyone should know.”
“Perv.” You suck at his earlobe.
“You’re the one that never wears panties but a little bit of nipple is a problem?”
You abandoned the grip in his hair to pinch his cheeks tight, lips puckered for your next kiss. “Yeah, at least you’re friends don’t have to see you sucking on my tits at the table.”
Soonyoung lurches again, nestled tight at your entrance. A simple tease, the head of his cock and nothing more. 
“Oh fuck,” he grunts. 
It’s pathetic to moan with such little contact but you can’t help it. He’s fucking hot. You fumble for his face, bringing him back into a kiss as he presses through the initial stretch. It’s a snug fit even with his fingers earlier.
There’s no time to play with him; torture him with slow descent, taking inch by inch. Instead, you bottom out with a silent promise that next time you’ll take all the time in the world.
He’s flush between your thighs with a little more movement; a sensation you’re accustomed to except now there’s nothing in between. It’s a good feeling. A great feeling. You’ve never let anyone have you like this; unabashedly bare, only for him. Soonyoung doesn’t have many of your firsts but he’s got the ones that carry the most weight. 
You sink a little deeper, gut caving. “Holy shit.”
Soonyoung’s head rolls back. “Stop that.”
“What?” Another squeeze, mold your insides to his shape, makes him whine.
You can see it. In the furrow of his brow. The twitch of his jaw. How frantic he is to stop you from dragging across his lap. Soonyoung could spend forever in your pussy and never grow accustomed to it. There’s no shame in his adoration either. If you don't want him to cum for hours then he’ll go insane to feed that hunger. You love it; revel in the flattery. But tonight, you crave to reap the benefits of his short fuse.
“Gimme a second,” he pleads. 
You give him exactly one and then grab for his hand, forcing it to rub at your clit as you start a shaky cadence in his lap. There’s a glow where his cock rests; nestled deeper after he starts thrusting up inside you on every downstroke.
Defiance floods to replace the desperation you felt before. Defying who is the real question. Soonyoung who’s begging for an inch of relief? Or defying the girl who started this whole thing out in the living room? Maybe it's less about ignoring rules and more about proving a point. 
You’re the one that gets to have him like this, you’re the one that gets to sit in his lap whenever you please, the person he cuddles up to at night and whispers secrets that will fade to dust come morning. It’s you at the beginning of the day and way past when the moon rises over the horizon. And he’s that for you. Now it’s time to prove it to an invisible audience who’ll never know.
“Tell me how it feels,” you demand, nails biting into his wrist.
He watches the contact with glassy eyes, refusing to blink lest he miss a single second.  “Tight. Wet. Oh my god. Wanna feel you come on me.”
You whine into the next upstroke, muscles shaking. Your insides feel used and dirty already. Back arching, Soonyoung mouths at your chest over the fabric over top as you focus on the sweet grind.
Soonyoung isn’t a cocky lover, he’s a submissive one. Likes to be taken care of; directed and praised for being a good boy who knows how to treat you well.
But you want him to be. Maybe it’s toxic but the itch to make him just as insane as you felt seeing that girl flirt with him is too hard to ignore.
A hand on his throat is what finally makes him look away from where he disappears inside you. Breathing hitching when you provide a gentle squeeze before asking, “Who does this pussy belong to?”
“Me,” he pants without missing a beat. 
“That's right. So fuck it like you own it.”
Soonyoung flips you underneath him, hips driving with unrestrained force at your command. He pulls you down to the edge of the bed, thrusting back inside without hesitation; forcing your ankles on his shoulders, flexibility stretched to the limit when he leans down to suck at your tongue.
“Fuck me, god yes,” you keen. You lay pliant; eager to take whatever Soonyoung will give when he’s a slave to his own pleasure. “You’re so big, might—ugh—break me in half.”
“So fucking tight,” he moans. His thrusts are sloppy, lost of the thought of your heat dragging against his cock. The fact he’s not just fucking you raw but gets to fuck his cum into you too makes anything beyond release an afterthought. 
“Fuck me harder,” you demand with your nails in his chest.
He drops a knee on the bed, using the leverage to press deeper; verging on that sweeter pain you crave.
“Oh—fuck. I’m cumming,” he groans into your neck. 
“Give it to me, wanna feel it,” you beg, nails scratching down his spine. “Please.” 
His warmth floods your insides and you clench tight around the feeling. Worn, used. Stretched out perfectly from Soonyoung’s cock. You feel like jelly even without the buzz of your own orgasm.
Soonyoung lands a sweet kiss to your pulse. “Sorry.”
“Don’t be. That was hot,” you pant. “God.”
“Soonyoung, but I’ll take the compliment.”
“Nope. Get off me.” You pretend to struggle underneath his weight, not enough for him to actually go anywhere but he flattens you into the mattress until you give up. “You’re so gross.”
“Babe,” he coos. “Be nice to me.”
“Be nice to me,” you mock. “I let you come inside me, how much nicer can I get?”
He kisses you, hips giving a languid roll to remind you he’s a dancer and can fuck like one even after spilling his load inside you. You shiver from the thought of another round with his spend as lube.
It’s a short lived fantasy. 
Soonyoung slips down your front, mouth cataloging your skin in sweltering passes. As his fingers replace his cock to prevent leaking onto the blanket neither of you are responsible for cleaning. Even worn from a hard fuck, you suck his fingers in, ready for more.
“Gonna keep it all right here for me, yeah?” He gawks at the reveal of his fingers, rapt attention on the lewd sheen.
You ignore the question in favor of goading him. “Take a picture.”
“What?” 
“I said take a picture,” you tempt him again, legs spreading wider, presenting the blush of your cunt for his inspection.
He eyes it wonder, fingers tracing through without concern for your sanity. “Seriously?” 
“Mhm.”
“Fuck.” He’s got his phone in hand in a flash, recording the streaks of white staining your folds. “Now that is a pretty pussy.”
“Wow, it’s only pretty now because you came in it?”
Soonyoung ignores the dig. His fingers glide through the mess, fingering it back inside. “Push it out for me.”
He snaps a few more pictures for you both to drool over later before abandoning his phone on the floor and getting his mouth back on you. His tongue circles your clit, groaning at the combination of fluids. No one has ever come inside you, which means no one has ever eaten their cum out of you. The deprived flare in your gut is one you’ll always associate with him.
“Oh my god,” you gasp, breaking under the curve of his digits between your worn walls. More violent shudders under the gentle passes of his mouth against your clit. Hopefully he’ll do this again next time in the privacy of your room; where he can lick you clean and spit the mess in your mouth for your own taste. “If you keep fingering me like that you’ll need to fuck me again.”
He takes the challenge for what it is, rubbing harshly on your inner walls, monitoring for tell tale signs. Sweat at your thighs, stomach dipping deep. The warmth in your veins flares dangerously.
“Stop that,” you grunt. He stops under the squeeze of your pussy, and has the nerve to pout.
“What?” he asks. The innocence is fake. Soonyoung found that spot long ago and it’s his favorite plaything when neither of you have a place to be and dirty sex is on the table.
“I’m not squirting in some strangers room, you freak.”
More firm grinds of his fingers against your g-spot, reveling in the clench of your jaw and how you get wetter. “Getting cummed in is better?”
“Keep doing that and you’ll never do it again.”
“You wouldn’t.” He knows you would. First hand experience when you locked him out of his own bathroom and moaned from the heavy flow of the faucet over your clit while he cried at the door after tried his hand at edging you. Or the times you’ve called him just to moan in his ear at the most inappropriate times because you felt like it.
“Try me. Don’t think I forgot about those cuffs in your dresser.” You force the hem of your top out of the way, tits on display just to torture him. “Now hurry up before someone catches us.”
Soonyoung wants to talk back but he won’t threaten his new privileges for some short lived satisfaction. He’s smart like that.
Tight suction on your clit has your eyes rolling, vision flared white. “F-fuck. That’s so good, baby. Just like that.”
You moan loud enough someone has definitely deduced what's happening in this corner of the house but you don’t care. Not with the laps at your core, or how he leans back to spit on it, adding to the mess. 
With a firm tongue, he rockets you into the abyss.
“I’m gonna cum. I’m gonna cum,” you chant.
He doesn’t stop. Not until your thighs tighten and hips buck into his waiting mouth, fingers deep to the hilt. You coil around the sparks in your veins. A gut punch to your nerves that’s more vicious thanks to the sick slide of his cum still lubing your insides.
“Oh my god, you’re a freak,” you mutter. Soonyoung already back to kissing, heady with your taste.
He indulges you with more touching, soft massaging up the back of your legs as you melt into the mattress. “Where are your panties?”
“Why do you need to know?”
“Because,” he mumbles into your thigh. “I’m not paying the fine from Uber for getting cum on the seat. Now hand them over.” 
You pull them from your pocket with an eye roll and force them into his chest. You weren’t kidding about walking outside with his cum dripping down your leg but Soonyoung’s need for a modicum of public decency wins.
He shimmies the fabric up your legs before landing a kiss right over the crotch. “I will be back for you later.”
“You’re so lame,” you laugh. 
He sits up, chasing the sound until it fizzes across his tongue. A lazy makeout blooms between you. Even after everything, you still want each other. 
Cock soaked in his lap, it’s presented like a gift for you and you only. You slip down to the carpet, on your knees as he stands over you.  “Can you cum again? For me?”
“I think so y-yeah—shit.” He chokes on another moan when you squeeze him in a tight hold.
The wet suck of your mouth on his cock is close to torture, nerves fried from all you’ve put him through tonight. The familiar taste of cum and your pussy, two things you’ve licked from his skin frequently but never together, greets you. Makes sense why he’d want more of it.
You don’t ease him into anything. Grip tight, you jerk him into the bobbing rhythm of your head, curving him down the back of your throat with ease. 
“Fuuuck,” he grunts. A hand comes to the back of your head, forcing you down until you choke. Soonyoung is more than familiar with your limits. Challenges them frequently but this isn’t one of those times. He’s giving you the exact treatment you love: fucking your throat raw.
His cum leaks across your tongue, growing thicker until he throbs with a weak spurt. 
Leaning back, you suck down air greedily. “Good?”
Soonyoung bends at the waist to savor the warmth of your lips against his. He pulls you back on the mattress for cuddling without concern for his cock laying out in the open.
Typical. 
“I can’t feel my legs,” he says. 
“Wow, twins,” you jest. “C’mon lets get out of here before someone comes looking.”
As soon as you say it someone knocks at the door like the police, thunderous raps against the wood that dislodges you from his hold and onto the floor.
“GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM!” a shrill voice calls from behind the door coupled with a jiggle of the doorknob.
At least it’s locked.
“Uh oh,” you laugh. “Times up.”
Rushing to right your clothes, your thighs stick together from the tacky mess Soonyoung’s worked between them. Looks like everyone might see his cum on your leg after all.
Soonyoung is in shambles. A blushing sweating sight with a throat covered in bruises and lips swollen. There's a wet stain on his crotch from who knows what. You can’t possibly look any better but there’s nowhere to hide. Not with the subject of your revenge waiting.
When you open the door Blondie fumes on the other side. “Why the fuck—”
“My boyfriend wasn’t feeling well,” you smile. There’s cum at the corner of your mouth, thick and drying. You swipe a finger through it suck it away just to fuck with her. “Sorry.”
She gapes over your shoulder, finding your newly minted boyfriend she’d been flirting with thirty minutes earlier staring like a deer in headlights. Serves her right.  
Before she can rip your throat out, you snatch Soonyoung’s hand and pull him towards the exit.
“Oh my god,” you pant in the cool air of the street. “I thought she was gonna kill me.”
It’s quieter out here. The gentle woosh of the city takes over, tires rushing over raid soaked pavement and drunk laughter further up the road. 
Soonyoung is quiet next to you. Appraising you with hesitant curiosity as he speaks. “Boyfriend?”
“Yeah,” you swallow, preparing for rejection. “Got a problem with it?”
“No,” Soonyoung shakes his head with a squeeze to your fingers interlaced with his. “Just…gimme a second.”
“Oka—”
He turns around, arms thrown wide before bellowing, “YESSSSSSSSSS.”
A few lights come on, windows filled with the silhouettes of angry neighbors yelling back their discontent at the noise of Soonyoung’s cheers. 
He turns around with a proud smile you can’t help mimic.
“You okay?” you ask.
“Yeah,” he nods. “I’m cool.”
“Mmmm,” you hum in agreement, next thought silenced by a sweet kiss from your boyfriend.
It’s a short trip home. The silence of the car provides room to dwell on the new developments of the night.
If Sooyoung is your boyfriend, then, by default, you’re his girlfriend. The idea is foreign and still makes your skin crawl but when you work through that layer of instinctual rejection, it’s actually nice. 
Soonyoung tugs you into his orbit before you can get your keys out. "Just so you know, you really don’t have anything to be jealous about. I haven’t looked at another woman since the day we met." 
"Thank you?" 
"I'm just saying, I really like you. Like, really like you.” he pauses to tangle his arms around your waist so you can’t shy away from the confession. “But if this is how you act everytime you're jealous I wouldn't be mad." 
“Awwww,” you gush, booping him on the noise with a smile like knives. “Make me jealous again and I’ll smother you in your sleep.”
“Let's go upstairs and you can smother me with something else.”
“Freak.”
“Be nice to your boyfriend,” he chastises.
“My freak?”
His face softens, still glowing at the corners but something like fondness shines through. “Much better.”
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Let me | C.Sc
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Pairing: Ceo!Seungcheol x reader
Genre: angst, fluff, office romance
Summary: Seungcheol has known your for a long time and has been very grateful of your dedication as his worker. It was supposed to be just like that.
Seungcheol spotted you at the bus stop on that rainy evening, your clothes soaked through from the downpour. His instinct urged him to offer you a warm ride after what must have been a long day, but he stifled the impulse, convincing himself it was too late for a U-turn. Earlier, he'd overheard a conversation among his staff. Seokmin had generously offered a lift to whoever needed it, knowing full well you usually relied on the bus. Seungcheol sensed Seokmin's subtle invitation, but before you could even consider it, the seats in his car were quickly filled by eager colleagues.
"Y/n usually takes the bus, right?" one of the staff asked, and you shook your head, dismissing any concern. "I think I'll just take a cab. Don't worry about me."
Guilt gnawed at Seungcheol's insides as he contemplated his decision. He made a snap judgment, making a U-turn back to the bus stop, but you were nowhere to be found. You must have caught the bus already. With a heavy heart, Seungcheol returned home, the weight of missed opportunity and regret lingering in his mind.
Seungcheol's advertisement company had humble beginnings with just four employees. As the founder and Chief Officer, he led the charge, with Seungkwan handling PR, and you and Mingyu comprising the design team. Despite knowing you for nearly five years, Seungcheol realized he'd hardly exchanged more than professional pleasantries with you.
That rainy evening at the bus stop lingered in his mind, your image soaked by the relentless downpour. Even though it was just a passing moment, he couldn't shake the memory.
"She's sick, finally taking a day off," Mingyu informed Seungcheol when he inquired about your whereabouts that day.
"Sick?" Seungcheol's concern flickered. The thought of you unwell tugged at his conscience, adding another layer to his already heavy heart.
Mingyu nodded solemnly, a sigh escaping his lips before he handed Seungcheol another draft for the upcoming project. It was the design you were supposed to handle, but now you were at home, resting.
"This," Mingyu gestured to the draft, "she wants me to make sure you confirm it by today. Let me know if there's anything to revise, she said she'll do it today."
Seungcheol's expression tightened at the thought of you working even while sick. He shook his head, disliking the idea of you pushing yourself when you needed rest. "Do you know where she lives?" he asked, a sense of urgency creeping into his voice.
Seungcheol stood in front of your door, a sense of urgency gripping him as he clutched a portion of porridge and a pack of medicine in his hands. He couldn't fathom how he had ended up here, but the need to ensure your well-being drove him forward. With each press of the doorbell, the weight of his worry grew heavier. Ten seconds passed, then twenty, then a minute, yet there was no response. Frustration etched across his features as he pushed the doorbell again, the sound echoing through the silence of the hallway.
As he waited, a barrage of questions flooded his mind. "Are you okay?" he wondered, his concern evident in the furrow of his brow. Desperation urged him to try the door passcode pad, his fingers tapping out random combinations in a futile attempt to gain entry. Disappointment washed over him as each attempt proved unsuccessful, but a glimmer of relief emerged when he realized you hadn't used the most obvious combination.
With a newfound determination, Seungcheol tapped out a sequence that had been etched into his memory—the company anniversary date. The click of the door unlocking caught him off guard, a mix of surprise and relief flooding his senses. Stepping inside, he was greeted by the familiar surroundings of your home, yet the absence of your presence only heightened his concern.
"Y/n..." Seungcheol called out, his voice laced with concern, but there was no reply. He navigated through the dimly lit hallway of your apartment, his heart pounding with each step. Upon reaching your bedroom, a sense of familiarity guided his movements as he set the items on your kitchen island before peeking inside.
The sight that met his eyes sent a jolt of alarm through him. There you were, lying weakly on your bed, cocooned in blankets, with the glow of the bedside lamp casting a soft light upon your form. Your labored breathing and flushed cheeks spoke volumes, confirming his fears. Without a moment's hesitation, Seungcheol approached you, his hand reaching out to touch your forehead, which burned with fever.
Calling out your name urgently, he watched as your eyes fluttered open, struggling to focus. "S—Seungcheol?" you rasped, your voice devoid of its usual formality, he thought it was a sign of your weakened state.
"Are you okay, Y/n? You're burning. Let me take you to the hospital," Seungcheol urged, his voice tinged with worry as he moved to assist you. But before he could make a move, your hand caught his wrist, halting him in his tracks.
"Seungcheol, is that you?" you asked, your voice betraying a sense of urgency. Your eyes darted around the room, searching for answers. "How could you get inside? How—do you remember?" you questioned, your grip on his wrist tightening as you struggled to make sense of the situation.
Sungcheol's brow furrowed in confusion. "I don't understand. What do you mean?" he inquired, his concern deepening as he tried to comprehend your words.
Your hand suddenly released his wrist and moved to your hair, your expression clouded with confusion. Seungcheol watched helplessly as you whispered to yourself, questioning whether you were dreaming or hallucinating. The gravity of the situation weighed heavily on him as he realized the severity of your condition.
Seungcheol's confusion only deepened as you pulled your comforters tightly around you, shaking your head in disbelief. "This must not be real. It could be because of the medicine," you muttered to yourself, your arms wrapping around your body in a protective gesture.
"Hey, it's me..." Seungcheol called out to you, his voice gentle yet firm. Your teary eyes met his, and for a moment, the world seemed to stand still.
Seungcheol watched in awe as you approached him, your trembling hands reaching up to cup his cheeks. "You're home..." you whispered, tears now streaming down your cheeks. His heart clenched at the sight of your vulnerability, but he didn't pull away. Instead, he leaned into your touch, the warmth of your hands against his skin grounding him in reality.
As your sobs intensified, Seungcheol felt a wave of emotions wash over him. Your house, your voice, your touch—all felt strangely familiar, yet he couldn't shake the feeling of disorientation that lingered in the back of his mind. What was happening to him?
"You're finally home..." you sobbed, burying your face in his chest as tears continued to fall unchecked. "You remember home," you whispered between sobs, your words echoing in the silence of the room.
What is happening?
*
Mingyu sat opposite Seungcheol, his expression grave as he prepared to deliver an explanation for the events of the previous night. Seungcheol's gaze bore into him, demanding answers, as he struggled to make sense of the familiarity of his surroundings.
"What's this?" Seungcheol gestured toward the house, a sense of unease creeping over him.
Mingyu lowered his head, a gesture of apology evident in his posture. "I didn't expect you to come here," he admitted, his voice tinged with regret. Seungcheol's mind raced with questions, but before he could voice them, Mingyu diverted the conversation to your condition.
"She's being treated at the hospital. It was stress and exhaustion," Seungcheol explained. Mingyu's eyes avoiding Seungcheol's penetrating gaze. It struck Seungcheol as odd, considering Mingyu's usual propensity for defiance.
"Okay..." Seungcheol began, his tone clipped as he struggled to contain his frustration. Mingyu's heavy sigh only added to his growing sense of unease. "She's gonna hate me for this," Mingyu muttered, a hint of guilt in his voice.
Seungcheol's scowl deepened at the implication that Mingyu was withholding information from him, information that could potentially impact his life. As Mingyu continued, dropping a bombshell that left Seungcheol reeling.
"You lost your memory two years ago," Mingyu revealed, prompting Seungcheol to nod in acknowledgment. Memories of the car accident flashed through his mind, a reminder of the near-death experience that had robbed him of his past.
But Mingyu wasn't finished. "And you...you were engaged to her," he stated matter-of-factly, leaving Seungcheol dumbfounded.
"What?" Seungcheol's voice was laced with disbelief as Mingyu confirmed his status as your fiancé.
Mingyu nodded solemnly. "Yes, you two were engaged before the accident. You had been in a secret relationship for a long time and decided to get married. But then...you lost your memory," he explained, the weight of the revelation hanging heavily in the air.
Seungcheol felt as if the ground had shifted beneath him, the revelation hitting him like a ton of bricks. His mind struggled to grasp the enormity of what Mingyu had just disclosed. Engaged? Secret relationship? Marriage plans? It all seemed so surreal, like a plot from a melodramatic movie.
His gaze shifted to Mingyu, searching for any sign of deception or jest, but all he found was sincerity mirrored in Mingyu's eyes. This was real. This was his reality, whether he remembered it or not.
A myriad of emotions surged through Seungcheol—confusion, disbelief, and a twinge of fear. Fear of the unknown, fear of what he might discover about his past and his relationship with you.
"How...how could I not remember any of this?" Seungcheol's voice trembled with uncertainty, his mind racing to piece together fragments of memories that refused to surface.
Mingyu sighed heavily, his expression one of empathy mixed with regret. "The accident...it took everything from you," he replied softly. "But we've been trying to help you remember, to piece together the fragments of your past. It's just...it's not easy.".
Mingyu bypassed the entrance to your room and instead led Seungcheol to a different door down the hallway. Seungcheol's confusion deepened as Mingyu turned the doorknob and gestured for him to enter.
"What's this?" Seungcheol questioned, his voice betraying his confusion as he stepped into the room.
Mingyu's expression softened as he followed Seungcheol inside. "This used to be your room," he explained, his voice tinged with nostalgia. "Both of you shared this space before...before the accident," he added, his words heavy with unspoken emotion.
Seungcheol's eyes roamed the room, taking in the familiar surroundings—the cozy bed, the shelves lined with books, the photographs adorning the walls. Despite not remembering, there was a sense of comfort and belonging that washed over him, like a distant echo of a life he once knew.
"You two were happy here," Mingyu continued, his voice quiet as he gazed around the room. "You had plans, dreams...a future together," he said, his words tinged with sadness.
Seungcheol's heart ached at the thought of the life he couldn't remember, the memories that remained just out of reach. He longed to feel that sense of belonging again, to reclaim the love and happiness that had once filled this room.
"I'll give you some time alone," Mingyu said softly, placing a reassuring hand on Seungcheol's shoulder before quietly slipping out of the room.
Alone in the room that held fragments of a life he couldn't recall, Seungcheol closed his eyes and let himself sink into the memories that lingered in the air. Despite the uncertainty of his past, one thing remained clear—he would do whatever it took to reclaim the love and happiness that had once filled this room, and to find his way back to you.
As Seungcheol's gaze swept over the room, it landed on the vanity table, where a glint of light caught his eye. There, nestled among the trinkets and baubles, lay a simple yet elegant ring. His breath caught in his throat as he reached out, his fingers trembling as they closed around the familiar metal.
With a sense of trepidation, Seungcheol slid the ring onto his finger, feeling the weight of it settle against his skin. Instantly, a rush of familiarity washed over him, like a wave crashing against the shore of his fractured memories.
Tears welled up in Seungcheol's eyes as he stared at the ring, his vision blurred by the overwhelming emotions coursing through him. It was as if this simple band held the key to unlocking the mysteries of his past, a tangible reminder of the love and commitment he couldn't remember.
He traced the intricate design with his fingertips, each curve and groove sparking a distant echo of a life he once knew. Despite the gaps in his memory, there was no denying the depth of emotion tied to this ring, to the life he shared with you.
Seungcheol bowed his head, tears streaming down his face unchecked. In that moment, surrounded by the echoes of a life he couldn't remember, he made a silent vow—to reclaim his memories, to rediscover the love that had once filled his heart, and to find his way back to you, no matter the obstacles that lay ahead.
*
As Seungcheol observed your presence in the office, a sense of gratitude and concern mingled within him. He couldn't pinpoint exactly when he started noticing you, but he appreciated your hard work as a member of his design staff. However, there was something about you that troubled him—the subtle aura of melancholy that seemed to follow you like a shadow.
Seungcheol often found himself analyzing your habits, noting how you stayed late in the office long after everyone else had left. He couldn't help but worry as he observed you taking the same bus home every night, your expression tinged with a sense of weariness that tugged at his heartstrings.
Despite his best efforts to lift your spirits, Seungcheol couldn't shake the feeling that you carried a heavy burden on your shoulders. He wanted nothing more than to see you smile, to banish the clouds of sadness that seemed to linger around you.
With that in mind, Seungcheol decided to surprise you with a small gesture of kindness—he bought flowers for your team's designated room, hoping to brighten your day. But his well-intentioned gesture backfired when he discovered that you were allergic to flowers.
Seungcheol couldn't help but curse himself for not knowing such a basic detail about you. He had wanted to bring a ray of light into your life, but instead, he had inadvertently caused you discomfort.
Determined to make it up to you, Seungcheol resolved to find another way to lift your spirits, to show you that you were valued and appreciated. Despite the setback, his determination to bring a smile to your face burned brighter than ever before.
As Seungcheol's concern for you grew, he couldn't help but notice the rapport you shared with Mingyu. You seemed to have a closeness that bordered on familiarity, and Seungcheol found himself feeling an unexpected pang of jealousy.
He watched as you and Mingyu exchanged knowing glances, shared inside jokes, and collaborated effortlessly on projects. While he knew that Mingyu was a trusted colleague and friend, Seungcheol couldn't shake the feeling that you were too close, that perhaps there was more to your relationship than met the eye.
The sight of you laughing at one of Mingyu's jokes or leaning in close to discuss a project sent a twinge of unease through Seungcheol's heart. Despite his best efforts to rationalize his feelings, Seungcheol couldn't shake the nagging sense of insecurity that gnawed at him. He found himself scrutinizing your interactions with Mingyu, searching for any sign that his fears were justified.
"You're going home?" Seungcheol heard Mingyu ask you as you were on your way to call it a day. He caught a glimpse of you nodding excitedly.
"A big day?" Mingyu inquired, and you stopped while scrolling on your phone to show the taller guy something.
Mingyu gasped and looked at you while you laughed. Seungcheol watched both of you conversing with ease, observing if he had misread Mingyu and your relationship as colleagues.
"Want me to drive you home?" Mingyu offered, but you shook your head.
You waved goodbye to Mingyu before saying, "The bus is coming. Don't wanna miss it! Bye..."
*
Seungcheol's footsteps echoed softly as he approached the bus stop near the hospital. His heart quickened with each step, anticipation mingling with worry. Mingyu's message had left him scrambling, his mind racing with concern for you. He knew he had to find you, to make sure you were alright.
And there you were, sitting alone, a solitary figure amidst the bustle of the city. Relief washed over Seungcheol as he took in the sight of you, but it was quickly replaced by surprise when he noticed the weariness etched into your features.
"Seungcheol..." Your voice was barely above a whisper, and he could see the surprise mirrored in your eyes as you looked up at him.
"I'm here," he said softly, his heart aching at the sight of you looking so small and fragile. Mingyu's words echoed in his mind, reminding him of why he was here.
"Let's go home, I'll drive you," Seungcheol offered, reaching out to take your hand. But you recoiled, pulling away from him, and his heart sank.
He searched your eyes for answers, confusion swirling within him. Why were you pulling away from him? Didn't you know how much he cared about you, how much he wanted to take care of you?
But your response only deepened the mystery. "I can't," you mumbled, and Seungcheol felt a knot form in his stomach at your words.
"Why not?" he asked, his voice tinged with concern. "I'm the one driving."
"Still..." Your voice trailed off, and Seungcheol could see the turmoil in your eyes. There was something you weren't telling him, something weighing heavily on your mind.
As the bus approached, you rose from your seat, and Seungcheol quietly followed suit, taking the seat beside you. The journey to your apartment passed swiftly, the familiar route bringing a sense of comfort despite the tension between you.
Seungcheol couldn't shake the feeling that there was something deeper at play here, something he couldn't quite grasp. The realization dawned on him as you both walked to your apartment building. It wasn't just about the time saved by taking the bus; there was a deeper fear lurking within you, a fear of being in a car, even a cab. It all clicked into place—the reason behind your drenched state that night, your insistence on taking the bus.
As you reached your door, Seungcheol couldn't hold back any longer. "Are you scared because of me? Being in a car?" he asked, his voice tinged with regret.
You stopped in your tracks, your body tense, but your head nodded in confirmation. Seungcheol's heart sank at the admission, a wave of guilt washing over him. "I'm sorry I don't remember anything, but don't be like this," he pleaded softly, hoping you would understand.
You finally turned to face him, and for the first time, your voice held a hint of defiance. "Like what?" you challenged, your eyes searching his for answers.
Seungcheol was taken aback by your sudden assertiveness, but he gathered himself, his hands slipping into his pockets as he met your gaze. "Like... this," he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper, his heart heavy with the weight of his own shortcomings.
You sighed heavily, turning your body to open your door, the weight of the conversation settling heavily between you and Seungcheol. "Go home, Seungcheol," you said, your voice tinged with a mixture of exhaustion and resignation.
But before you could step inside, Seungcheol took a hesitant step forward, his words pleading for understanding. "You said this is my home."
Your heart ached at his words, the truth in them impossible to ignore. But you stood your ground, facing him with a quiet resolve. "Don't be like this, Seungcheol," you whispered, your voice barely audible above the hum of the city around you. "Just because you found out everything doesn't mean it all comes back the same."
There was a raw honesty in your words, a vulnerability that laid bare the complexities of your emotions. And as you stood there, facing each other in the fading light of the evening, you both knew that some wounds ran too deep to be healed by mere understanding.
Seungcheol's heart sank further at your words, the weight of your pain heavy upon him. He reached out, wanting to erase the hurt etched in your expression, but hesitated, unsure if his touch would offer solace or only deepen the wounds.
For a moment, silence hung thick between you, the only sound the gentle rustle of leaves in the evening breeze. Then, with a heavy sigh, Seungcheol stepped back, his gaze never leaving yours. "I understand," he murmured, his voice laced with regret. "I'll go."
*
Seungcheol's steps to his office were slow, his heart heavy knowing you were not on the same floor as him this week. The staff were buzzing with questions about your absence, as it was the first time you had ever taken leave. Your absence had created a noticeable gap in the working atmosphere. However, Mingyu managed to handle the situation excellently by delegating all the work to the staff and explaining that you were on vacation.
"So, calling Y/n is prohibited this week," Mingyu announced to all the staff during the morning briefing.
Seungcheol buried himself in work, the meetings and paperwork serving as a distraction from a truth that was slowly dawning on him. Even after a week, all the relevance are still seemed impossible. But the inexplicable attraction he had felt towards you suddenly made sense; they were memories of feelings he couldn't deny, even after two years of forgetting you.
He sighed deeply as he leaned back in his chair, feeling a wave of frustration wash over him. Mingyu usually juggled two roles: being a key member of the design team and acting as Seungcheol's secretary, handling emails and scheduling. But with you gone, Mingyu had to take over all your responsibilities, leaving Seungcheol to manage his own emails and appointments. Once again, he found himself overwhelmed and more than a little distracted.
Seungcheol didn't know how he suddenly found himself standing in front of your door after office hours. The last time he was here was two days ago, and since then, the guilt had been gnawing at him. He rang your bell, hoping against hope that you would open the door with a welcoming smile. But there was no response, even after his fifth ring.
He was about to give up and step into the elevator when he saw your figure standing inside. So, you had been outside.
You looked surprised by his presence, immediately stepping out of the elevator and asking, "What are you doing in front of my place?"
"I haven't seen you in the office for almost a week. I'm your boss, Y/n," Seungcheol replied, trying to sound reasonable.
You opened your passcode lock and entered your home. Without waiting for your permission, Seungcheol pushed the door and followed you inside, protesting about your attitude toward 'your boss.'
"I'm packing. That's why I couldn't come to work these past two days."
Seungcheol's brow furrowed. "You're moving?" he asked, noticing a frame with a photo of the two of you placed inside a box, ready to be packed.
"There's no reason for me to stay with all of this," you sighed, opening the tape and sealing the open boxes lying on the floor.
Seungcheol's heart sank, feeling oddly betrayed by your pessimism. "You don't want to fight for us anymore?" he asked, as if he wasn't the one who had forgotten everything about you.
You stopped and dropped everything from your hands. "Everyone has limits, Seungcheol, and I've hit mine," you said, turning to face him, your arms crossed defiantly.
"How about me? It's not fair for me to just find out about our relationship and then lose it again," Seungcheol argued, challenging your resolve.
Your face shifted slightly, your eyes betraying a hint of vulnerability as you tried to maintain your composure. "I don't care about you, Seungcheol. I've been dealing with this alone for two years. You deal with it yourself!"
Seungcheol grabbed your arm and turned you to face him again. "Then why did you stay these two years? Why didn't you leave me right after the accident? Why did you stay?"
You held his gaze for a moment before looking away. "Because I thought there was hope. But there isn't. So I'm deciding to stop now."
"Why? Are you embarrassed that I found out?" Seungcheol asked, and you fell silent. "Is it that embarrassing for you that I found out everything?"
"Isn't this a good start for me? Wouldn't it help me recover my memories if I knew the truth? Not with all the subtle signs you gave me through your designs, referencing places we had been."
Seungcheol raised your left hand and showed the ring around your finger. "You wore this, showing everyone you were engaged while I had no idea you were engaged to me. Did you want me to remember through that?"
His voice rose unconsciously as he spoke, but you remained stoic. The silence between you was thick with unresolved tension and unspoken emotions..
"Then, should I do this?" you asked, reaching up to cup his cheeks and pulling him into a kiss.
Seungcheol tensed at first, but then he responded with equal fervor. When he felt you beginning to loosen the kiss, he immediately grabbed the nape of your neck, pulling you closer, not letting you step back even an inch. His other hand found your waist, pulling your body firmly against his.
As you broke the kiss to catch your breath, Seungcheol couldn't help but notice how beautiful you looked, breathless and flushed from his kiss. He pinned you to the wall, gently tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear before whispering, "I like you, Y/n. I mean, even after I forgot you, the feeling was still there."
Without waiting for a response, he crashed his lips back onto yours, this time with even more passion. His hands began to roam the contours of your body, slipping under your top to touch your bare skin. You whimpered, and the sound made Seungcheol ache to be closer, deeper.
"You're so beautiful..." he whispered in between kisses, his voice husky with desire.
"S—Seungcheol..." you gasped.
"Stop calling me that. Call me by the pet name you used to," he murmured, his lips trailing down your neckline and shoulder.
"Yeobo..." you breathed.
A smile spread across Seungcheol's face as he began to pull your top off, unclasping anything that covered you. "Do you want this?" he asked seriously, looking into your eyes as if he hadn't just been worshipping your body with his kisses.
You nodded fervently, pulling him into another kiss. Seungcheol quickly unbuttoned his shirt and pants, then tapped your thigh, motioning for you to jump on him. The kiss never stopped as he carried you to a room Mingyu had mentioned, the room where you two had shared so many memories. He was relieved to see it still felt familiar, untouched by time.
"There's no stopping after this, Y/n," Seungcheol warned, his voice filled with a mix of desire and seriousness.
You nodded again, more eagerly this time, and with that, Seungcheol began to touch you, closer and deeperdeeper.
*
It was midnight, and Seungcheol lay awake, watching you sleep in his arms. His eyes couldn't stop tracing the contours of your face, and his mind couldn't stop grappling with how all of this had happened.
How could he have lost all his memories of you after the car accident two years ago? Why did he have to find out about this now and not earlier?
You moved in your sleep, your eyes fluttering open. He kissed your forehead as you looked at him and smiled. A wave of guilt washed over him as he realized that, even after spending the night with you in your shared room, he still couldn't remember anything.
"Hey," you whispered, your voice soft and sleepy. "Can't sleep?"
He sighed, his fingers gently brushing through your hair. "I'm sorry, Y/n. I want to remember. I really do. But everything still feels like a blank slate."
You reached up to cup his cheek, your touch tender and reassuring. "It's okay, Seungcheol. I know it's not your fault."
"But it feels wrong," he admitted, his voice tinged with frustration. "I should remember us, our past, everything we've been through. And yet, it's like trying to grasp at smoke."
You shifted closer, your warmth a small comfort against the cold uncertainty that plagued him. "We'll figure it out together. One step at a time."
Seungcheol nodded, though the guilt remained. He wanted to hold on to the hope you offered, to believe that somehow, they could rebuild what was lost. But for now, he could only focus on the present, on the feel of you in his arms, and the love that still lingered between you, even if the memories did not.
"Do you remember the car accident?" you asked him in a whisper. Seungcheol shook his head. "I only remember waking up after days."
You nodded, understanding. "I still remember it," you suddenly said, stopping Seungcheol's breath.
"You... you were there? You were also there?" he asked, and you nodded. Your hand ran from his forehead to his temple and down to his neck, as if you were painting something on him.
"We were bleeding. You were bleeding. There was so much blood, and you were unconscious. I remember I couldn't move. I just watched you bleeding after a truck collided with our car."
Seungcheol watched you close your eyes, suffering from the memory. He held you closer, whispering that he was okay now and that he was with you.
"It happened after the company anniversary, which was also our anniversary. We argued while you were driving. I still remember that before we started the car, I refused to wear my seatbelt, but you put it on for me. I could have died that night."
Seungcheol listened intently as you recounted everything you remembered about the accident two years ago. Your anniversary, which was also the company anniversary, and the number combination you used for your door passcode. The grip of your hand on the sheets around you two was powerful, as if you regretted surviving or still had the memory buried deep inside.
"What were we arguing about?" Seungcheol asked.
You shook your head. "I don't want to tell you. It kept us apart for two years."
Seungcheol's hand went to your back, rubbing it softly as he assured you that knowing might help him remember. "Please, it might help me."
"You found out that I had helped you secure company investors and clients through my father," you finally said.
Seungcheol's expression softened as he absorbed the information. "And that upset me?"
You nodded. "You felt it undermined your efforts and achievements. You were angry that I had intervened without telling you."
Seungcheol sighed, the pieces slowly coming together. "I see... I'm sorry. I must have hurt you a lot."
You shook your head, tears welling up in your eyes. "No, Seungcheol, I was the one who was wrong. I must have hurt you so much while we were together that you forgot everything about me. I've spent these two years reflecting on our relationship, on all the mistakes I made."
He opened his mouth to protest, but you continued, your voice trembling. "I intervened because I thought I was helping, but I didn't consider how it would make you feel. I was too focused on my own way of supporting you. And that wasn't fair to you."
Seungcheol's grip on you tightened, but he remained silent, letting you speak.
"I've thought about all the times I might have hurt you, all the ways I could have been better. And I've wondered if maybe I deserved to be forgotten," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "Maybe losing your memory of me was a way for you to start over without the pain I caused you."
Seungcheol shook his head vehemently. "No, Y/n, don't say that. It wasn't your fault. It was an accident. You didn't deserve any of this."
"But it happened," you said, your eyes searching his. "And now, here we are, trying to piece together something that was shattered. I just want you to know that I'm sorry for everything. For not being the partner you needed me to be."
He cupped your face in his hands, wiping away your tears with his thumbs. "We both made mistakes. But we have a chance now to learn from them, to grow together. I don't want to lose you again."
You nodded, your heart aching with a mix of sorrow and hope. "I don't want to lose you either."
Seungcheol kissed your forehead, his lips lingering there as he whispered, "Let me take care of everything from now on."
*
Mingyu visited you at the hospital, his expression weighted with guilt as he confessed that he had spilled everything to Seungcheol the day before—your relationship, engagement, and even the life plans that had been erased from Seungcheol's memory.
You looked at Mingyu, panic rising in your chest. "Mingyu, you shouldn't have told him everything."
He hesitated, his eyes conflicted. "I thought he needed to know the truth, Y/n. He deserves to remember."
Tears welled up in your eyes. "You can't tell him... You can't tell him about us planning to get married because I was pregnant. And... and that we lost the baby in the accident."
Mingyu's expression softened with understanding. "Why? Why keep that from him? He has a right to know."
Taking a deep breath, you tried to steady yourself. "Because I love him, Mingyu. I love him so much that I don't want him to carry that guilt. He's already lost his memory of us. I don't want him to blame himself for something he couldn't control."
Mingyu nodded slowly, torn between respecting your wishes and wanting Seungcheol to have the complete truth. "But Y/n..."
"No, Mingyu," you interrupted firmly, wiping away tears. "Promise me you won't tell him about the baby. Let him live his life without that burden."
Mingyu sighed heavily, his shoulders slumping in resignation. "Okay, I promise. I won't say anything about the baby."
You exhaled in relief, grateful that Mingyu understood your decision, even if it weighed heavily on him. "Thank you, Mingyu."
He gave you a sad smile. "I just want what's best for both of you, Y/n. Seungcheol deserves to be happy."
"And he will be," you whispered, though your heart ached with the weight of the secrets you carried. "He will be."
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perfectlyoongi · 10 hours
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SOULMATE!YOONGI who said he was the owner of his heart and destiny. Yoongi was never a believer in destiny, the idea of a person being born destined to love seemed completely absurd to him, without any sense — he believed that people were born to live, not to love; as such, Yoongi never looked for his soulmate, saying always and every time that he would love whoever he chose, when he chose — he believed it was his own choice. “no one is born to love. we are all born to exist and love is not as important as they make us believe.”
SOULMATE!YOONGI who fought against his feelings for you. Yoongi was the master of his own destiny, of his heart, he couldn't just let ancient stars and capricious gods take over his life — no; Yoongi would love who he wanted, when he wanted and he knew it wouldn't be you, someone he recently met and who impacted him in such a way that made him question his beliefs. “i can’t be with someone who makes me question everything i believe; it doesn’t make sense to be with someone who makes me change my beliefs.”
SOULMATE!YOONGI who fell in love with you without wanting to. but the stars were guides, the gods were writers and the universe already knew that Yoongi would love you forever — even though he didn't want to; it was just your look, your smile, your essence that captivated Yoongi, taking him to lands unknown to him, making Yoongi walk the path of love without him even giving you the permission to send him on that journey of loving you. “i don’t know where i’m going or when i’ll get there, but something in me tells me that i will always have you by my side on this journey and that’s enough for me.”
SOULMATE!YOONGI who didn't believe in soulmates until he met you. maybe the stars are right; maybe the gods are right; maybe the whole universe is right when it says that we were born to love, because as soon as Yoongi met you, and no matter how much he denied it, Yoongi knew that it was his destiny to dedicate his entire life to making you happy, to making you feel important, to loving you. “i always looked for a purpose in my life, not believing that i was only destined to create art; and now with you here, now that i met you, i realized that my purpose in life was to devote myself to you.”
SOULMATE!YOONGI who believed that you met by destiny. numerical and truthful probabilities were astronomical in all the fields that involved you and Yoongi — but, by coincidence, they existed; billions of people existed at the same time as you and, against all odds, you found each other; billions of people loved at the same time as you, but you and Yoongi only loved each other — what other explanation was there for such probability other than destiny? “meeting someone like you is a unique experience, only reserved for those who are destined for you — and i swear to you that the universe itself put me in your path so i could love you.”
SOULMATE!YOONGI who could only imagine a future if you were there. because he could already read the stars, he could already hear the gods, he could already feel the universe uniting you with him; you were Yoongi's soulmate and his life could only make sense with you by his side — especially because Yoongi always said that his life had only started the day he met you. “if my life began the day i met you, then it only makes sense to only be able to see a future for myself if you are by my side so i can love you forever.”
SOULMATE!YOONGI who swore to move mountains and rivers to be with you. Yoongi knew that destiny took as much as it gave and he knew that too much luck was a sign of distrust, and all he thought about was the universe trying to take you away from him; but no matter how, no matter when, if your presence in Yoongi's life disappeared, he himself would face the various gods so he could have you in his arms one last time. “even if i need to burn the world to the ground to get the attention of the gods. not even if i need to destroy all human life to call upon the gods. if they take me away from you, they will regret giving me the power to love.”
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dailyadventureprompts · 12 hours
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Monsterhunt: Savogorg, Demon of Deliciousness
Demons reflect the most destructive impulses of the living and while most default to primal feelings like fear, pain, and despair... the feeling this saccharine salamander embodies could best be described as "the irresistible urge to stick your finger in a freshly frosted cake".
Driven by an indulgent need to taste all the finest things without ever worrying about hunger Savogorg crashes feasts, burgles pantries, and pinches pies from windowsills heedless of the chaos it causes in the process.
It takes an act of supreme immoderation to summon the demon of deliciousness, an inability to be satisfied that goes so far beyond hedonism that it wounds the soul. A ruler who beggars the realm with their elaborate feasts, An epicurean restaurateur who seeks ever more exotic experiences for her exclusive clientele, the taverncook who insists that this time he'll finally be able to make his grandmother's recipe as good as he remembers it. Those that suffer this affliction find themselves beset by bouts of reckless appetite, and with every mouthful the demon's stake upon them grows until it is finally able to manifest in the world.
Adventure Hooks:
Everyone knew it was a bad omen when the earl's secondborn shot the white stag. Legends of earning lordship be damned, it was plain as day the creature was beloved by the forest goddess. Butchery and trophytaking was bad enough, but to serve the flesh to your spoiled friends only to spit it out as "gamey"... now that truelove was worthy of some divine wrath. Now the noble lad wanders the wood in a state of ragged confusion, delirious from hunger and mushrooms and fermented berries, sometimes asking passersby for help, sometimes attempting to bite them. Folk susspect he's become a werewolf, and the earl is offering a rich reward to those who can bring his boy back and break the curse, while his firstborn is willing to pay extra to ensure that doesn't happen. She's become convinced her brother desires her inheritance, and what could it hurt if he stayed mad?
A prestigious culinary competition has been thrown into chaos after a series of disastrous incidents and atleast one contestant going missing. This is an excuse to riff off your favourite baking shows while the party plays detective trying to find who's eating the supplies... and the staff.
There's no such thing as forbidden snacks when you're a hunger demon. Having slithered into an elven temple dedicated to the god of earth and wine, Savogorg has laid it's greedy fingers on a sacred artifact in the form of a heavily laden bunch of grapes each sculpted from a precious gemstone and swallowed it whole. Ignorant of the demon's existnace the elves are incensed at this trespass, and begin hunting and questioning would be thieves. Tracking the demon might be easier than expected, as the holy artifact has given it divine indigestion, and the amphibious fiend keeps burping up minor mirracles as it moves about the city looking for a place to sleep off its tumymache.
Challenges & Complications:
Despite it's bulk, the demon's squishy body allows it to pass through any opening the size of a fist, allowing it to slip into unexpected places through drains, chimneys, and cracked doors, leaving behind only a sugary slime. This also allows it to unexpected escapes should it be cornered by the party. Experementation may reveal that extensive cold damage may cause the demon's body to semi-solidfy, preventing this ability.
As a demon of appetite, Savogorg is sustained by the act of eating, and will freely regain hitpoints anytime it focuses on chowing down rather than fighting the party, or if it's swallowed one of them whole. Poison can be useful here, souring its stomach and preventing it from actively eating anything more.
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arinzu · 2 days
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My Headcannons for bllk characters💋
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Part 1 l part 2
Shidou, Sae and Kaiser
💗💗💗
🪳Ryusei Shidou🪳
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✿His favorite painting he made was sperm cells swimming towards the egg cells.
✿Middle Child vibes, has a older sister and a gen alpha brother.
✿Was once very emo
✿Makes traditional Japanese painting and donates to the art club since he thinks their chill asf
✿Learned how to do makeup from a website that has too much virus.
✿Very chill outside the field
✿Likes traumatizing children, once a kid came to him and ask 'how babies were made', that kid was his brother.
✿Knows almost every gen alpha or gen z slang known to man.
✿I genuinely think (even if this is canon) he has a room dedicated to sae's passes to him at the u20 vs bl11
Boyfriend Headcannons🪳
♡Your display name on his phone is my pookiebear💗, Cockroach junior🪳, My babagrill💕.
♡Paints you and him kissing under the moon om a bridge.
♡Call him my one and only demon and he'll go feral or just wear he's jersey.
♡If anyone is making you uncomfortable he'll buy a bat and swing that bitch like no tomorrow.
♡Writes a cheesy love poem and reads it out loud to the bllk CCTV that is broadcasting live.
♡If you guys cuddle he'll kiss your collarbone or forehead if you're not ready.
♡Once wore a fairy costume with you for Halloween.
♡Doesn't get why you're insecure about your body, in his eyes you're divine, your perfect and he is lucky to have you by his side.
♡You thought he was into sae until he confess his love to you in the weirdest way possible (he said be my egg cell to my sperm BLA BLA BLA...)
♡Always tries to make you feel love even if it's weird, just know that he loves you no matter what happens
Sae itoshi💋
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✿Gives judgemental stares/side eyes to his questionable fans, it's bcuz y'alls Kinda weird...(Some y'all gotta go)
✿He isn't a massive tsundere he's just stoic like that.
✿He got traumatized(prob not)by seeing one of his questionable fans made of him and shidou (hint it was a fanfic)
✿Owns a few Spanish and English dictionary and regularly reads it.
✿Still has a photo of him and Rin somewhere in his place.
✿Has a big ahh tv in one of his rooms to watch horror movies if he had any free time to spare.
✿Almost flip off Luna when they were practicing on more than one occasion.
✿On his childhood he found a stray cat and fell in love with it, sadly he never saw that cat again after he was famous.
✿Wants to file a restraining order against some of his fans, didn't because of his manager.
✿Goes to the internet only for browsing for fights.(he uses a anonymous acc)
Boyfriend Headcannons.
♡Isnt possessive nor protective since your an adult with your own life, and since he knows that everyone knows your his and his yours.
♡Blow him a kiss or any sort of affection to him when he's entering the field, he doesn't want he NEEDS it.
♡If any of his fans are harassing you don't worry since he got bodyguards surrounding you.
♡He loves you deeply and if the media questions that he'll have no problem with clearing up the confusion.
♡Beach dates!
♡Even he might not look like it, he loves your affection, it clings to him like a bug so show him affection.
♡Please do wear his jersey or any of his merch... He wants everyone to know that your his lover.
♡If you cheat on him he'll cut you in half (totally not from who would you choose? Check it btw it's in one of the endings)
♡Cuddle with him, spend some quality time, or just watch his matches he will be so happy.
♡He might not be the best lover you'll have but he'll be the richest one you'll ever have.
Micheal kaiser💠
Half of these are angst and most importantly from his childhood🙂
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✿He isn't actually as cocky as most of his teammates think he is, his just hiding that pathetic boy in him so people wouldn't try to use him.
✿Doesn't want to go to therapy since he'll lose out on training that might end up in him going to jail.
✿Hated those kainess shippers on the bllk tv.
✿At one point, somewhere he actually liked ness not romantically but liked as a human, that quickly change.
✿Loves stray animals he often tries to feed them food.
✿Still keeps the blue rose gifted from his mother, it's sacred something he would never give to someone else.
✿When he's about to sleep he has the sudden urge to piss.
✿Has a notebook to talk shit about people.
✿Gets awfully quiet near a store he had stolen from.
✿Vibes with any music genre unless it's about abuse.
Boyfriend Headcannons.
♡Spoils you rotten and buys you expensive things especially with things he wanted as a child.
♡Gets really mad if you gonna ask him when can you meet his family, it's before he told you his past.
♡Whenever he remembers the past he'll snuggle with you until he falls asleep hugging your waist.
♡I REPEAT THIS AGAIN wear his merch, jersey, and buy his plushies he loves to see you with them.
♡If you give his merchandise too much attention, he'll have no choice but to hide them (time to time destroy it)
♡He thinks your the angel that save him from that horrible nightmate.
♡Is probably using you to stop the nightmares.
♡You and his teammates have a somewhat civil relationship, but with ness he actually adores you.
♡Makes you and him matching bracelets or any type of accessories.
♡If you're a questionable fan, he'll give you the side eye once or twice a day.
That's it y'all I totally didn't upload this by accident on more than one occasion.... BUT FORGET THE ANGST AT KAISER
TYSM for reading!
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puppyxprincess · 19 hours
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Training Logs, Entry #2
6/23/24
I’m happy to report that her training has been a continued success.
The subject is eagerly submissive to me, her dedication grows in intensity with every passing day.
Our baseline levels of trust have far exceeded my expectations for her, which I attribute to her sharp judge of character. She has deemed me “safe” and has in turn, handed herself over to me willingly. I’m gaining a strong appreciation for subjects so happy to be trained.
I just concluded a rather impromptu training session, the subject requested I ask her some questions to further my knowledge on hypnosis, utilizing her existing stores of information on the subject. She suggested i drop her, making her incredibly tired and deep in trance before asking these questions, to see if she could recall our conversation in full.
At first I was intimidated, I must be transparent. An impromptu session stripped away my ability to be prepared for anything, to have my goals and path mapped out, my triggers pre-planned, all of it, gone. I almost told her no, I wasn’t feeling up to it, I couldn’t possibly engage in anything successfully. Better to wait than risk damaging progress, damaging her faith in my abilities, is how i reasoned with myself.
But something possessed me. Maybe it was the two drinks i’d just finished, maybe it was my intuition, my unwillingness to let the opportunity slip out of my hands.
I agreed to her request, how could i deny an eager puppy the chance to train?
I set up my equipment and took a deep breath. I began my greetings, already donning that syrupy, lilting tone reserved near exclusively for her, and I hoped inspiration would strike me.
I asked about her favorite inductions, how to decide on one, how to avoid falling into routine and allowing it to become predictable.
She began to explain using some comparison to a math concept I couldn’t really grasp, but I began to understand her point when an idea appeared to me.
Previously, my pet had mentioned to me that the bell jingling on my cat’s collar worked as an “ears perked” sort of effect. Instantly capturing her focus and drawing it to my words.
I removed the cat’s collar and shook gently it a few times near the mic. The puppy immediately lost her words, it was so wonderful to see. I prompted the pet to continue, but only let her get a few words out before i let the bell chime again. She lost her train of thought, immediately becoming focused on the sound of the bell, her thoughts slipping from her mind.
It was hard not to laugh, seeing the composed, intellectual subject immediately reduced to a brainless puppy. The efficacy was truly shocking.
I took the opportunity to wield her focus against her, knowing her predisposition would be to go deeper, to agree with anything i might suggest.
“Do you even remember the point you were trying to make?”
“Can you even answer my questions, pup?” The subject clung to the explanation that she could, but that she was just so focused on me, it was hard to let anything else take precedence.
“Doesn’t it seem like it would be so much nicer to put all that aside and be a Silly Puppy for me instead?”
At this point, her responses consisted only of an eager “mhm!” or two, if she was feeling very excited by the suggestion.
I interspersed the jingling bell over any pauses, increasing her focus on me each time. This began to work so well she stopped being able to respond. At this point, I asked the subject if she’d prefer to remain under and fall asleep, or if I should bring her back up. She requested “Up,” so after a few more moments i began to bring her out of trance.
The subject was still dazed when she began to communicate her amazement at my insecurity, even going as far as to ask if I had been joking, fully aware of my ability to drop her so quickly and effectively.
I laughed, assuring her that the entire session had been unprepared, allowing my ego to swell at the high praise from my far-more-experienced subject.
Over a brief discussion of the session, as my pet spoke to me, I couldn’t resist the urge to use the bell against her again. She slipped back down easily, blindly obedient once more.
After playing with my favorite subject a bit more, I brought her back to herself, and had to force myself to stay quiet. Every time I opened my mouth I pushed her back into that sharp focus and her brain into a state of arousal that rendered her unable to sleep.
One of the last things we talked about before I finally allowed her to rest was how towards the very beginning, when she first lost her train of thought, she found it difficult to grasp what she had been speaking about even once out of trance.
Something of note regarding this pet is that she has often recounted how ineffective memory impacting trances have been for her, likely due to her history of hypervigilance and perceived need to protect herself. Communicating that my spontaneous session may have allowed even a small memory to slip out of her grasp has emboldened me to try again and test my skills with a more overt memory play session with her.
It definitely serves my purposes that she’s so eager to hand over full control to me, not one ounce of doubt or distrust towards me present in her pretty little mind.
My next goal has been set: Make the puppy forget something.
I think it will prove easy enough.
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yanderederee · 2 days
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AHHHHH CONGRATULATIONS ON 1K FOLLOWERS QKDKWLKD! YOU DESERVE IT QUEEN 👸
If you're taking requests for yandere mbti, may I put in a request for chifuyu and Baji?
Congrats again for reaching 1k!
THANK YOU THANK YOU!! I never really thought 1k would ever be achievable haha. I appreciate your kind words very much!♡
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Baji Keisuke MBTI - ♡Answered Here♡
Chifuyu Matsuno - RDML
Reverent:Delusional:Manipulative:Lenient
Chifuyu Matsuno loves to worship you. Loves to love you so deeply and passionately. Will literally watch you with heart pupils as you do anything.
Somehow finds a skill in stalking you. He knows your everyday schedule, and follows you practically everywhere.
Always picks up a trace of you from everywhere you go. Just left the classroom? He takes a small eraser of yours. You left your bedroom window open while you fix dinner downstairs? He’s sneaking in quietly to smell your things, and steals a little throw blanket from the corner of your room.
Loves to smell you. Your perfume, detergent, deodorant, your sweat— oh what he would give to smell you up close on a hot day.
Unfortunately, Chifuyu’s moral compass is still in tact enough to realize his actions might be creepy, but can’t fathom the thought of you disliking or hating him. So, no matter the circumstance, he’s managed to delude himself that he’s doing everything for a good reason.
Even if you don’t like him now, there was always the future! And he was hell bent on proving it to you.
He’s charming enough for you to accept into your life. He’s the perfect boy-next-door with a dedication to you like no other. You never have to question his feelings, his kindness was so genuine.
Chifuyu will manipulate the truth from his darling to any extent if it keeps you from leaving him.
Isn’t the type to make your friends turn on you to isolate you and keep you to himself. He wants you to feel loved at all times, and anyone who would turn their back on you is subject to a beat down.
Manipulative in the way he wedges himself into your plans all the time. He hates being separated from you, so anywhere you go, he goes… be that with your knowledge and by your side, or stalking you secretly.
Doesn’t have the heart to be strict with you. Chifuyu doesn’t like restricting your daily life or personal interactions. He’d hate for you to start hating him for these things. Even if he can come up with an excuse, he knows it would only be a matter of time before you catch on.
Chifuyu is a wonderful partner on the surface, and for a yandere, is actually really tame! His greatest offense is loving you so, so so much…♡
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assortedshrift · 1 day
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Twst Otome Isekai AU
Reader used to love isekai but became sick of all the terrible ML’s and annoying FL’s. There is nothing worse than getting into a series with an immersive setting only for the author to waste it on terrible main characters.
Eventually you give up on the genre and focus on getting her business degree. A year after graduating things are actually pretty good, you survived the terrible job market and landed a pretty sweet gig with a decent paycheck. Now, on the anniversary of your decision to drop all light novels, manhwa, manga, etc… you decided to celebrate your good fortune with a treat from your favorite cafe. You'll never guess what happened while you were crossing the street…
So yeah, Truck-kun sends you to Twisted Wonderland, which happens to be the last isekai you read. Ugh.
Okay, so it wasn't the worst offender, there were plenty of trashier light novels out there. you were actually pretty invested in the story’s world. The MC Allison (Call me Allie!) is a down on her luck woman from the modern world who died from tripping into traffic, only to wake up in the world of Twisted Wonderland. Through her the audience meets the characters and learns about their lives. The overarching issue is the mysterious condition known as ‘Overblot’ that occurs when someone uses too much magic. Allie is taken in by the Royal Sowards Association (RSA), a multinational group dedicated to helping others. They discover that something about being from another world allows Allei to purify blot, and she saves the ML’s during their adventures.
You honestly liked the novel at first. The worldbuilding was captivating and the characters were interesting. Unfortunately as the story progressed the MC became increasingly disappointing. Allie is first presented as an average, innocent young lady who just wants to do good, but you can't think of her as anything other than a loser. It’s understandable how someone transported to a new world would start off with little agency, but despite many opportunities for character growth the MC only seems to get worse. 
Allie claims to have big dreams but never works towards them. She touts the value of being independent but stays reliant on handouts from the other characters. When faced with the suffering of others Allie cries about the unfairness of life then just… moves on. It was so frustrating for you to be shown glimpses of an interesting world while stuck with the viewpoint of such an agentless character. Considering all this, it would be an understatement to say that you were upset upon waking up in the headquarters of Night Raven Collaborative (NRC), a dark counterpart to RSA. 
If there were a need to describe NRC in one word, that word would be ‘petty’. Some time after RSA’s founding a group of villainous individuals realized that the united heroes were causing all their schemes to fail. The group reluctantly learned to work together which led to the founding of NRC, a secret society dedicated to the destruction of RSA. Now, millennia later, the heirs of these dark legacies are still trying to defeat RSA. 
But that's enough exposition, back to Reader.
You are quickly discovered by Dire Crowley, a dark fae who was tasked by the original founders to take care of the organization as a sort of regent in their absence. In the present day he is the public face of NRC’s leadership. He questions you using magic to determine who you are and why you're here.
Now, at this point it's been years since you last read Twisted Wonderland, and a lot has happened since then, so you have no idea what's going on. This is actually a good thing as your genuine confusion convinces Crowley you aren't some sort of infiltrator. He is quick to focus on the fact that you came from another world, and like Ambrose did with Allison, Crowley suspects that your trans-dimensional travels may have imbued you with special abilities. It's pretty lucky that the man got so caught up in fantasies of exploiting your potential power, because the more he spoke the more you realized exactly where you were. 
Yeah sure, as far as post death situations go it could probably be worse. But seriously? It couldn't have been a story that you actually finished? Isn't the protagonist supposed to be an expert in the fictional world? Well at least there are some secrets that you know about.
Thanks to some quick thinking, you manage to convince Crowley to give you custody of an estate that NRC owns but has mostly forgotten. It's obvious that he intends to keep you close for observation. But thanks to the novel you know that the head of NRC is a lazy penny-pincher who will take any chance to offload work onto others. From his perspective it must have seemed like a deal, you stay close while also taking responsibility for something he considers a waste of resources.
 The Ramshackle estate was originally a neutral ground for the founders to meet in. but once they built a more grandiose HQ the place was abandoned and left in disrepair. The only reason you thought of it was due to a couple chapters where junior members of the RSA  tried to investigate rumors of an evil organization, but had to stop and rescue Allie from the ghosts. There was a short interlude where the shadowy leads of the evil organization had a group call to complain about the heroes and mock them for going after such a useless place. 
Except the joke is on them because later Allie and the juniors return to discover a magic mirror that does… something. You had dropped the story before they revealed that part. The point is that there's something valuable in Ramshackle and it now belongs to you. Initially you intended to pawn the mirror and gtfo. Too bad grim had to go and ruin it. A talking monster who, as far as you remember, never appeared in the novel, but somehow managed to break into the building and worm his way into your heart.
Ugh, whatever. You can improvise.
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thisgirlnamedblusy · 2 days
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G!P donna, with y/n asking if she would like to trying receiving penetration, either with a strap or fingering while getting oral? as it's something she never got to try with a someone before the cadou changed things.
Yesss!!! Well, I'm not used to write that kind of things but... I've tried ;) Thank you for your request!!! I hope you like it and sorry about the language mistakes!! :))))
Feeling yours
Pairing: Donna Beneviento x Fem! Reader
Warnings: G!P Donna, anal sex (not so explicit but, well, it's the way it has to be), strap-on, smut, Minors DNI, fluff
Word count: 5,363
Summary: She was thinking about a sensation she never felt...
N/A: Sorry about the language mistakes!!! Requests are open!!! I love you all!!!
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“Oh, Donna...” You sighed, letting yourself fall into bed, exhausted by another of your nights of kisses, caresses, of passion, of absolute love.
The brunette smiled at you and opened her arms so you could settle into her chest, as always, your favorite part of making love.
“Did you enjoy it, tesoro?” She asked quietly, also catching her breath. You nodded, eyes shining, with a relieved smile.
“Yes... You're the best,” you whispered, making her laugh shyly.
If you were told a year ago that you were going to end up in an affair with one of the village Lords, you would probably ask them what forbidden substance they had ingested. But it was reality. After your obligatory visits to the estate, due to your job as the Duke's substitute merchant, you decided that you didn't want to leave, that you wanted to stay there.
Donna Beneviento was a lonely woman, who had no interest in social relationships. She was a hermit, locked in her old house and dedicating herself only to her dolls.
To think that you, an ordinary villager, could change that made you feel lucky, the luckiest girl in the world. Self-conscious, tormented, ashamed of what Mother Miranda's gift did to her body, Donna lived like a soul in pain, like a ghost that became tangible only when you told her how beautiful she was.
You didn't want more, you didn't ask for more. Just spend the rest of your life with her, with Angie, with what you had been calling for some time, family.
“(Y/N), can I ask you something?” Donna said, breaking you out of your thoughts. You looked at her briefly and nodded.
“Sure,” you said, pulling the sheets to cover you both and turning off the light, ready to relax and sleep.
“How does it feel?” The brunette asked, with an intriguing, curious tone.
You frowned and settled on your side of the bed, turning your head towards her.
“What are you talking about?” You wanted to know, closing your eyes and trying to stay awake. The tone of her voice was like a sleeping pill, like a relaxing infusion to your ears.
“Well, you know...” Donna murmured, nervously playing with one of your hands.
 It seemed like an interesting question, so you forgot about sleeping for a moment, laughing in amusement.
“No, Donna, I don't know what you mean,” you said with a smile, enjoying the shyness so inappropriate for a Lord like her.
“When, when I make love to you... What do you feel?” She asked after a few seconds. You couldn't see her in the dark, but you imagined her cheeks had already turned red.
“What do I feel? Oh, well, it's a complicated question,” you said, blinking in disbelief at that curiosity. Donna was shy, she always was. You still remembered how nervous she was in your first time. “Why do you want to know it?”
“Well, I... I'm, I'm curious,” she said with a tone of voice that revealed how nervous she was about asking something like that.
“Let's see... It's, I don't know... I feel, you know, full of you,” you explained gently, dragging her trembling body very close to yours, to offer her some peace of mind. “When I feel you inside me it's... I don't know. It's like I'm able to understand that I'm yours.”
“Oh...” She sighed, sounding a bit disappointed by your response. “I guess you like that feeling.”
“Of course I like it,” you said immediately, diverting any negative thoughts from her mind. “Feeling that way drives me crazy, Donna, to feel that I’m yours.”
“Sorry for asking you these things. I…” Lady Beneviento said, snuggling her head into your bare chest, bringing your bodies together in the darkness. “It's just... I never,  I never had the opportunity to feel that way with anyone. You know, before… Before the Cadou.”
You nodded in the dark, realizing the intent of that question. Poor Donna, she was so alone before Mother Miranda, she never had the chance to know about love, and she never would if she hadn't met you.
“I see,” you said in an understanding way, gently kissing her hair, letting her know that you were with her in her bad memories, in the memories of a life full of loneliness.
But a slightly strange idea crossed your mind, making your body tense.
“Wait, if you're so curious, we can try it,” you proposed, turning on the light and sitting on the bed, making Donna move away from and look at you with a confused expression.
“What? What are you talking about?” She asked, looking for some clue in your gaze, which became mischievous.
“You can feel that way too, even with... With your body,” you said, your voice broken by the shyness that remained in you.
“I don't think it's possible, (Y/N). I don't have... Oh, Gods...” She said, her eye widening when she realized that you were right, that, technically, it was possible. “You know what? Forget about that,” she said hurriedly, approaching her side’s nightstand and turning off the light again.
You acted by turning it on immediately after, biting your lip as you imagined this curious new scenario that had been posed for you.
“Come on, Donna, it can be funny, don't you think? Besides, you were the one who asked me if...” You said, moving her shoulders, shaking her body now with her back to yours.
“I don't... I don't think I can... I don't know if...” Donna said, probably wanting to pull hard on the sheets until they were completely torn, knowing that she was the one who started that conversation.
“Come on, you'll like it, I promise. It's not the first time I've done it that way. Once…” You explained, before Donna stirred abruptly, sitting up and glaring at you.
“Enough!” She squealed, nervous. “ I don't want to know what you did with... With other people,” she said more calmly.
You rolled your eyes and grabbed her shoulders, trying to relax her terrified gaze. She could never get used to knowing that for you, she wasn't the first.
“Okay, forget I said that but... I don't know, Donna, just think about it, okay?” You whispered, kissing her bare shoulder and then her wounded cheek, making her, little by little, breathe normally again.
She nodded and right after, she shook her head, turning her back to you again.
You huffed, turning off the light again and hugging her body from behind, ready to sleep and forget that curious proposal.
“(Y/N)...” Donna whispered, getting a little closer to you.
“Does it really feel that good? Feeling someone inside of you,” she whispered again, gently grabbing your hand around her waist.
“Even better, Donna,” you whispered in amusement, kissing her back and trying not to think about how hot your body had gotten just thinking about it.
There were no more comments, no more whispers. The sound of her deep breathing began to fill the room as you found to sleep after that image in your head, very difficult.
The next day passed calmly, idyllic, like all the others you passed by her. But there was something, something different. Donna seemed more absent than usual, as if she was mulling something over.
You confirmed your suspicions when it was time to read quietly with some tea.
“Donna,” you said to get her attention.
She looked at you briefly over her book, but quickly looked away.
“Are you here?” You asked amused, closing your book and leaving it on the side of the couch. She looked at you again for a moment, and nodded, turning a page.
“Yes, I'm reading,” Donna said with an innocent, seemingly innocent, voice. You, from the sight in front of you, knew that it wasn't innocent at all.
“Are you?” You asked again, standing up to put her book down with one hand and a frown, holding back your laughter.
“Of course,” she said, with a slightly abrupt tone, unable to keep her gaze on yours.
“Wow, I find it very curious,” you sighed, picking up the book and putting it in the correct position, since it was upside down. “It’s better this way, don't you think?”
Donna closed her eye, embarrassed and nervous for not knowing how to pretend. She could never do it, not with you.
“Fine, (Y/N), you got me,” she said crossing her arms, defensively.
“What's wrong? What are you thinking about? You've been really weird all day,” you said, sitting on her lap and cupping her face with your hands.
“Well, I...” Donna said, clearing her throat and grabbing your body so it wouldn't slip. “I was thinking about the conversation we had last night.”
You raised your eyebrows and nodded slowly.
“Were you? And what do you think?” You asked, leaving the irony and mockery for another time.
“I think... Well, maybe it's not a bad idea, I mean, I was wondering if...” She stammered, making a superhuman effort to avoid your bright eyes excited by the proposal.
“Do you want to do it?” You asked directly. She took a deep breath and opened her mouth to say something, but she regretted it at the last moment. “You don't have to, Donna.”
“But I want... I want to do it, I want... I want to feel you... Inside, inside of me,” she said with a frown, protesting for your passivity. You suppressed a smile, placing a slow kiss on her lips to silence the voices of her shame.
“It's okay,” you said nonchalantly, standing up and offering her your hand. She took it after a moment of hesitation. “Don't worry, I promise you'll like it.”
The walk to the bedroom was calm, silent. There weren't those outbursts of passion that made your bodies dance next to a wall. There were no pauses, no kisses, no anxious gasps. There was only her hand holding yours tightly, evidencing the desire and the nerves that Donna felt.
“Right…. Let's get rid of this...” You said amused, unbuttoning her dress, an action that was interrupted by her hand on your wrist and a cold gaze fixed on yours.
“I see you're impatient,” the lady in black whispered, relaxing her breathing before releasing you to continue.
“Just because you were the one reading a book upside down doesn't mean I wasn't thinking about those things, darling,” you said in a seductive tone.
“You're always thinking about the same things,” Donna scolded you, smiling to make you see that she wasn't upset at all.
You shrugged, separating the two parts of her dress to reveal the shiny skin of her bare chest, while your lips kissed hers slowly, slower than other times, letting your lover enjoy the situation even more. This was going to be for her, she deserved it, and you wanted it to be special.
She brought her arms to your waist, deepening her kiss, bringing your bodies together so that they began to share their heat with each other. The fact that your minds had been wandering on that matter all day was quite obvious. The sudden gasps and involuntary movements of your hips only made it more evident.
“Ugh, Donna, I don't know who's the impatient one now...” You whispered, amused, when her black dress disappeared, crashing to the floor and revealing an incipient and noticeable bulge in her underwear.
“You’ve caused this...” The lady in black whispered back playing with her hands on the ties of your dress, making it meet hers on the old wooden floor.
You laughed in amusement, traveling to her neck, a mischievous hand running over her erection through her clothing, making Donna moan instantly.
“Lie down, Donna,” you ordered, separating yourself a bit, making her moan at the loss of contact.
She nodded when your breasts were exposed and you, wanting to see how her underwear was no longer able to hide her arousal, ran a hand gently over your chest while you bit your lip, following the brunette with your gaze, who obeyed after a few moments of admiring your body.
You followed her, gently climbing up her body, kissing her belly, the hem of her underwear, leaving the best aside and playing with your lover climbing back up on her to free Donna of her bra.
Donna gently pulled you so your kisses returned to her mouth, so your bodies danced together, rubbed together, so the friction continued where she needed it most.
Her hands, pale and more outgoing, acted on their behalf, gently squeezing one of your nipples between her fingers, then another. You gasped and closed your eyes at the sensation. You had to fight your own instincts, against the sudden desire to release her erection and position it at your already wet entrance.
With a resigned sigh, you pulled away slightly, positioning your body lower than usual, running your hands around, framing her trembling figure with your caresses before your fingers hooked on the hem of her underwear, gently pulling it down, letting out her arousal, her trembling and hard length. She was always so sensitive... To think that she could be like this with a simple caress or a furtive whisper in her ear drove you crazy.
“Why? Why do you stop?” She asked, confused by your lack of kisses, of movements. You smiled tenderly, kissing one of her thighs as you got rid of the cloth you had left.
“Donna, I want to be sure that this is what you want,” you whispered into her skin, planting small kisses around the lower part of her belly, stopping for a moment to study her gaze, without letting your caresses deviate from the path they had chosen, circling her penis and stroking it painfully slowly with your fingers.
“Yes, that's what I want,” she moaned at your soft up and down movements, at the sight of your hand gently grabbing her length, staying at the tip and making her tremble with pleasure. “I want to feel the same as you…”
You laughed and climbed up her hips again, replacing your hand with your wetness rubbing against her erection, away from your entrance, just brushing against each other as you got closer to her mouth, while you covered her with kisses again.
“Relax, Donna... I haven't even started yet...” You whispered amusedly in her ear, biting the lobe and, instead of relaxing the movements of her hips, you made them worse, making the brunette gasp anxiously, also trying to suppress her own desire.
“Just, just... Be gentle, please...” Donna begged, moving your head away from her neck, from the kisses that slowly descended to her breasts. You laughed against her skin and nodded heartily, moving your finger in circles around her belly, thinking how you could distract her from her nerves, ones that reminded you dangerously of the ones of her first time. .
“Don't worry, let yourself go and relax, if you don't, it will be impossible...” You said in an understanding tone, running the palm of your hand over her chest while your body rested on one of her legs to silence your own burning heat and the temptation to lose control.
“Okay, okay...” She said, closing her eyes and approaching to kiss you again, to calm down with your loving, tender and innocent lips. Well, almost innocent. “Sorry, I'm nervous.”
“Don't be sorry... I'll make sure you stop being so,” you said with a mischievous look on your face, giving her one last kiss, gently pulling her lower lip before kissing her chin, her neck…
She nodded, placing a hand on your head as your kisses moistened every part of her skin, as your tongue gently ran over her nipples, staying there for a while as your hands gently squeezed her breasts, knowing that was enough to make her stop worrying, at least, to worry that much.
Your next step was to continue going down, continue licking, kissing every part of her body. Laughing mischievously, you grabbed her erection again, placing a soft kiss on the tip that made her gasp in surprise.
Her reaction only served to make your kisses continue along it. They weren't dirty kisses, nor shameless licks, they were small touches with your lips, as if warning of what was to come, that your mouth had found the place where it wanted to be.
You looked at her for a moment, confirming that everything was okay. Her teeth were clenched at your actions and her hands pulled at the sheets tightly. Her hips rose towards your face, begging for your lips to continue burning her skin.
You didn't want to wait. You positioned yourself in a more comfortable position before slowly introducing her penis into your mouth, with a slow movement, with the bitter taste of her arousal on your tongue, with the shine caused by your saliva joining the one that her own body had caused.
“(Y/N)...” Donna moaned at your slow movements, at the sounds that filled the room with lust. “Your mouth is…”
“Shhh, don't talk, Donna, just let me relax you,” you scolded, joining your hand in the fun, matching the movements of your mouth with soft caresses, careful not to excite her too much, not to excite you too much.
When the only thing that came out of her mouth was just moans, and your movements on her stabilized along with the caresses of your hand, you knew it was time. Her body was no longer so tense.
Giving another soft kiss to the tip, you climbed back up to her lips, which received yours with a hungry mess, her hips begging to have you so close to her again, for your mouth to return to hers.
“You're so good, Donna...” You whispered lovingly, caressing her cheek, calming her with your words so she wouldn't get carried away by the pleasure of your movements. “You're so good, so beautiful... Come on, darling...” You said with an even softer voice. “Let me please you.”
She nodded, grabbing your hand with one of hers, sweaty, nervous and terribly overwhelmed by pleasure. Your hand on her cheek moved slowly, until two of your fingers passed over her lips under her curious gaze.
“(Y/N),” she murmured, looking at you with a mixture of curiosity and desire, letting your body continue rubbing discreetly against hers. “Please…”
You nodded, placing a kiss on her neck before slowly introducing your fingers into her mouth, letting her lick them, coating them with her saliva. The sensation was incredible and it sent hundreds of electrical currents through your body.
You pulled your fingers out slowly, enjoying the glow they now had. Afterwards, you continued with the bath of kisses from which her torso had not yet recovered. Her breathing became agitated, knowing what that gesture implied, but, before her nerves ended the passion, your mouth surrounded her erection again, slowly going down as far as you were capable. Donna was big, although that embarrassed her, and besides, your hot, lustful kisses only made it worse.
Your hand wandered aimlessly for a few moments, checking the rhythm of her moans, watching your naughty licks and the speed with which you moved.
You stopped kissing her for a moment, a moment you used to check that Donna was too excited to think about what came next. Smiling at the ease with which you were able to make her forget about her fears, you moved her body, lifting her hips slightly and spreading her legs, just a little more.
Your hand traveled along her inner thigh, avoiding those areas that Donna hated you touching, or rather, she hated that the mere act of touching them made her lose control. Gently, your caresses, your fingers reached that place, the most intimate area of ​​your lover, caressing it with curiosity, moistening it with your fingers.
Donna twitched at the unexpected contact, but she soon relaxed, enjoying the wet feeling of your fingers in such a forbidden place. You smiled when you saw that, instead of getting uncomfortable, she seemed to get more excited, not showing any signs of discomfort when, slowly, you introduced the tip of one of your fingers while with the other hand, you continued massaging her penis up and down.
You moaned as you felt the warmth of her body surrounding you, as you felt how the moisture allowed your finger to slide easily, to squeeze into her tiny hole while her shy moans urged you to continue.
“Do you like it, darling?” You asked, moving little by little, playing with your finger, curving it, making her body adapt to it. Donna couldn't look at you, she didn't dare to, but she nodded after a gasp as she felt a second finger inside her, stretching her more.
“Yes, I... I, I feel you so much... It's, it's... It feels good...” The lady said with a whisper, moving so your fingers dared to slide further before she began to move slowly.
“I'm glad to hear it, just relax and enjoy, Donna... This is for you...” You whispered mischievously, moving uncomfortably, squeezing your thighs tightly to silence the tremors of your wetness, which claimed its part in that lustful action.
When her body became accustomed enough, you were able to maintain a steady, slow pace, without hurting, without rushing, letting all the new sensations your lover felt be as intense as possible.
Biting your lip as you heard her moans, much more intense than usual, you couldn't help but kiss her erection again running your tongue over it and putting it back in your mouth.
Her movements and moans increased, almost writhing beneath you. Your fingers penetrated her slowly, carefully and with all the affection you were capable of, but your mouth... Your mouth was wild and insatiable. It adored the taste of her, the sensation of having her inside of it, hard and shiny with excitement.
“I feel you so much... I feel you inside of me,” the brunette moaned, daring to open her eye to admire the sight in front of her. Your movements increased in speed and you could feel her release already almost filling your mouth. But no, not yet. She was not yet able to feel the same thing as you, the same thing that she didn’t know about and you were willing to show her.
“Why do you stop?” Donna asked as your fingers left her and your mouth separated from her trembling length. You really enjoyed seeing the disappointment in her eyes. “I was, I was about to…”
“I know,” you said, climbing up her body, kissing her so she could feel her arousal in her mouth, silencing her protests. “Did you like that?”
Her breathing was labored and her teeth bit her lower lip from the loss of contact, from the frustration of not being able to release. She nodded hurriedly, kissing you more intensely.
“Do you want to feel it even more?” You asked in her ear, brushing her erection again with your entrance in a playful way. You tried not to make too intense movements at that point, you knew how close she was.
“More? How, how  could you…? It felt... It felt so good, (Y/N)... Do it again, please...” Donna begged with a lustful growl, leaving her shyness aside thinking about how that pleasant and new feeling could be even better.
“Wait, I'm going to look for something,” you said, kissing her cheek quickly and leaving the heat of her body  with a surprised and annoyed look from Lady Beneviento.
“What are you doing? Come back, come back, please... Don't leave me like this,” The lady said desperately, kneeling on the bed and reaching out with her hand to stop you, failing due to a graceful dodging movement of your body. “(Y/N)! Come back, per favore!” She shouted, now with a darker, demanding tone.
You rolled your eyes as you searched your closet for something, something you brought into the house when you moved in, something you thought you'd never use again.
“Patience, Donna...” You purred, approaching the bed again with that strange object in your hand. Her breathing and her almost hateful gaze relaxed almost instantly, running her eye over those straps, that silicone object that seemed strange to her.
“What, what is that?” She asked with a cold look, watching how you tied it to your hips.
“Well, it seems pretty obvious, don't you think?” You joked, running a hand over her chest, kissing her neck slowly, laying her down on the bed again. “If it's too much for you, I...”
“Are you going to take me with that?” She asked again, not being able to help but look down at the small toy that was now hanging from your waist. “It… It…”
“You're bigger, Donna, and I'm not complaining,” you joked, making a shy smile light up her face, making her breathing relax again. “It’s okay if you don't want to. I understand.”
“No, I...” She said, thinking about her options, preventing you from sliding away from her again. “I'll be able to feel you more, right? I'll be able to really feel you inside of me,” she murmured, you didn't know if for herself or for you. It looked more like an internal dialogue.
“Yes, well, it would be more similar to what I feel,” you said, with a playful look, with the area between your legs already completely covered by your wet arousal.
Patience, (Y/N), you will soon have your release, you thought, leaning down to kiss Donna lovingly, understandingly as she explored the silicone object with her hands, satisfied by the softness of it.
“Please, be...” Donna said, closing her eye to give you her silent approval with a nod of her head.
“I'll be gentle, I promise, my love,” you interrupted, moving away and gently turning the brunette over, making her face away from you. “If you feel uncomfortable, or if I hurt you, please tell me,” you whispered in her ear, to which she nodded, as if she didn't want to know anything else, as if she was just waiting to feel the pleasure you gave her again.
Carefully, and studying the trembling of her body, matching her still very present erection, you raised her hips, making the upper part of her body lean downward, resting her head on the pillow, or rather, burying it in to hide the shame she felt at exposing her body like that.
You caressed her back kissing it affectionately, then her legs, her thighs, before taking out a small bottle of lubricant and spreading it on your fingers, making them return to that forbidden place, making Donna startle from the cold of that strange liquid.
“What's that? What are you doing to me?” She asked worried, nervous about not being able to see your actions. You laughed, soaking the area, spreading the liquid over the silicone as well before leaning down to be level with her cheek.
“Shhh, relax, Donna. This is to make it easier...” You whispered before returning to your actions, before reintroducing two fingers and stretching her body again. “You see? Does it feel good?”
She moaned in response, her hips bucking again at the sensation she craved so much.
“That's it... Enjoy, my love... And tell me to stop if I’m hurting you,” you whispered, positioning her body better so the tip of the small dildo coincided with her tiny hole, pressing on it lightly, making the moans more intense.
Slowly and carefully, you introduced the tip, letting Donna get used to it, controlling the trembling of her body burning with desire with soft caresses on her legs, on her back.
“(Y/N)... It's… It's… Oh, more please…” Donna said in an embarrassing way, in a way that she would regret later, as always happened. She didn't usually say those things unless she was deeply blinded by passion.
“Fine,” you said tenderly, entering a bit further, feeling how her body stretched around the silicone, how it adapted to that intruder and how she wanted to take it.
As her body adjusted and Donna's moans became eager, consumed with pleasure, you knew it was time to move, slowly, letting the sensation be pleasurable and non-invasive.
“You take it very well, Donna... Do you feel me inside of you?” You asked, heated by your actions, gently moving your hips, following the desperate rhythm of hers.
“Yes, I feel you... I feel you... I feel full of you, (Y/N), and it's... It's wonderful,” the lady moaned, raising her body a bit and asking you for more speed, which you accepted by grabbing her hips and moving with a more stable rhythm.
Your movements became uncontrolled soon, also due to the pleasure you felt when taking her that way, to the fact that you were the one causing those moans, to the fact that in some way, she felt you inside of her, she felt that which she could never feel because of the whim of Cadou on her body.
“You're perfect, Donna... Perfect for me...” You whispered, letting yourself be carried away by the pleasure, moving your hips to the rhythm of her moans, staying inside of her for a few moments before moving again.
“(Y/N), I think, I think I'm going to...” She murmured after a surprised moan, perhaps due to her body's reaction to being that way, to being taken that way.
“That's it, Donna... Let yourself go... Release yourself, my love, release with me inside of you...” you said, giving her a soft spank, to which she responded with a shy laugh.
“I can't hold on, I... I want, I need...” Donna stammered, suddenly staying still, her body tense and trembling while her release left her body with a guttural moan.
“I think you liked it,” you said, slowly getting out of her and undoing the straps before she turned around and kissed you, grateful for that experience.
“I loved it, (Y/N)... I felt you so... so inside of me...” She said embarrassed, trying to vent her excitement with kisses, to which you laughed, amused and pleased.
“Well, I'm glad, but...” You said, feigning a bit of indifference and impatience.
“But?” She asked hurriedly, sitting on the bed and avoiding looking at the mess she had made on the sheets.
“I'm afraid you'll have to return the favor...” You purred, throwing yourself on top of her, your legs on either side of her waist. She laughed amused, shaking her head.
“Give me a break, (Y/N), I just...” Donna said, being interrupted by a finger on her lips and an almost threatening look from you.
“Don't worry, leave it to me,” you said seductively, returning to the path of kisses on her body, going lower and lower.
A few moments later...
A hot bath was the perfect end to that afternoon full of passion and discoveries. After she filled you as always, after she calmed the ardor of your desires, you were relaxed, enjoying a romantic moment, a hot bath together.
“You're very quiet,” you said, leaning against her body under the water.
“Yes, I... I was thinking about how good you made me feel,” Donna said, affectionately. “I love you, (Y/N).”
“Oh, me too...” You said in a cheesy voice, turning around to kiss her, your legs tangled under the water and steam. “Well, if you want we can repeat it tomorrow.”
“Oh, well,” she said hurriedly, with a strange grimace. “No, it's not necessary, (Y/N)... I just...”
“You just? You didn’t like it?” You asked curiously, afraid that she had lied and the moans you heard were not of pleasure.
“Yes, I really liked it. But, the most important thing is how you have made me feel,” she explained, dispelling the shadow of doubt.
“Mmm, explain yourself,” you said amused, feeling that it was another of the occasions in which her shyness prevented her from speaking clearly.
“After all this time I... I felt like you were mine,” she began, lowering the tone of her voice, caressing you tenderly. “And, for, for the first time I have felt… I have felt that I’m yours…”
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sho haizono x [frostheim student] reader!
a/n: oh god i havent written a fanfic in YEARS! please be gentle with me (no beta because that's scary!!!)! apologies for any occ sho! this lil fic is dedicated to proxy from my TD guild! <3 enjoy!
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The food truck had been a hit since it opened, attracting crowds of students during lunch and dinner. Faces blurred together and Sho struggled with keeping track of everyone. There were a couple of exceptions, of course, Subaru, Leo, the honor student, and you. 
At first, he thought you were a bit strange. Unlike the others who stopped by you tended to change your order. Each day brought a new dish with a handful of customizations that made him think you were purposely trying to annoy him. The first time he had decided to confront you on it led to no results. You were an expert at dodging the question, a simple smile and flutter of your eyelashes had him stunned, stuttering and quickly turning away to work. It was the way you effortlessly seemed to brush off his passive-aggressive nature, the fact that you decided to tease him for it rather than glare due to the reputation of his house. 
It made him feel… oddly soft.
He didn’t understand at first. The way his brain refused to comprehend your motives, the sudden increase in temperature that came with your arrival, the urge to prove that he could meet your requests with only a few complaints mumbled under his breath. He used to hate your visits, but now he looked forward to them. In fact, he was a bit worried at how Leo had started to pick up on his apparent ‘favoritism’…
“I told you, she’s just a customer.” 
Sho felt like he had repeated that at least ten times now. 
“Mhm… just a customer alright, one you let walk all over you anytime she smiles. I’m surprised you haven’t just started giving her meals for free.”
Leo’s tone was filled with disapproval and… disgust. It was hard to pinpoint the exact negative emotion he was expressing. 
“Yeah, yeah… Whatever…”
Sho had begun to tune out Leo’s rambling, instead turning his focus to getting ready for the dinner rush. Classes were done for the day and students were bound to be hungry. Hopefully, you would show up early and—
“I mean, I don’t even understand what you see in her. She’s in the same house as that dumbass who tried to fight you. Isn’t that a sign to ignore her?”
Leo’s voice was starting to annoy him. Sho could deal with his own belittlement but hearing the way the silver-haired teen talked about you had him tensing. He knew he could put an end to his words but there would always be a consequence. Knowing Leo it’d be something stupid, especially with his newfound vice captain privileges…
“Don’t you think it’s annoying how she always has to have a different meal? Oh and those stupid customizations that she manages to get you to do! You always get mad at me when I change something so why don’t you get mad at her too? What’s the deal with that?”
Fuck the consequences.
Sho turned to face Leo, staring him down inside the small kitchen area of the truck. He watched his friend blink slowly as if he was confused by the anger that was building up in the truck. 
“Get out.”
“What?”
“Get. Out.”
Silence filled the kitchen as neither of them moved. Tension started to thicken the air as the chatter of students could be heard. The rush would begin soon.
Leo moved first with a roll of his eyes.
“Fine, fine, I get it. Work has you stressed or whatever. Have fun!~”
Completely ignoring the real reason behind Sho’s anger, Leo took his leave with a cheerful smile. He didn’t seem to care about the state he had left his supposed friend in nor the fact that people were already starting to form a line outside the truck. At least Sho could use the rush to help get his mind off of Leo’s words and the… implications they held on his feelings towards you.
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Time went by far too fast for Sho’s liking. His stomach held a slight knot from his earlier bout of anger and he struggled quite a bit with the number of students. He was definitely going to need to find someone to help… at least with prep work beforehand. It seemed like there was always something more to do.
But, what bothered him most about this rush wasn’t the work or the annoyance students showed when he took ‘too long’, it was the fact that you hadn’t shown up.
The sky was darkening and Sho watched as a few stragglers went towards their dorms. Soon the campus would be quiet. This had been the first time that you hadn’t shown up. You hadn’t mentioned anything at lunch about not being here…
So he decided to stay open. Just for a bit longer. Just in case…
The silence allowed him to think. 
Leo had been pushing him earlier, that much had become obvious. But why? It was like he was trying to make Sho angry, trying to force a reaction out of him. 
He didn’t… He didn’t actually like you, did he?
No. No, that was stupid. 
You had become friends. That’s all. Friends. 
Friends over a series of conversations, over food, over your careful observations of his cooking habits, over the way you endlessly seemed to come up with challenges for him, the gentle curiosity you showed, the concern when he mentioned leaving for training, or the bruises that followed.
He stood there, stuck in a particular memory. It was the day after a harsher training session with Alan, the bruise that had bloomed on his shoulder was obviously causing him pain. He tried to hide it and work through it, but you saw past his efforts. 
He hadn’t realized it but the way you insisted he take a break, just a day off to heal, reverberated around in his subconscious. Your tone had been so soft, so sweet…
“Oh fuck.”
He did like you. 
Leo had figured it out before him. 
Sho just had to hope that he hadn’t gotten to you beforehand, talked to you about it, somehow twisted it, and—
“Hey, Sho!”
Your voice broke his thoughts, pulling his gaze to you. You seemed slightly disheveled, and out of breath as you approached the truck. Stray hairs stuck to your face as you tried to regain your composure.
Had you sprinted all the way here?
“Sorry, I’m so late! Luca—“ you took a deep breath in before flashing a bit of an embarrassed smile,” He went a bit rougher on training today. I was worried you’d already be closed and I’d have to sneak into the Vagastrom dorms just to have dinner.”
Sho blinked for a moment. You would sneak into his dorm… to see him? The notion had his ears turning red as he quickly looked away, rubbing the back of his neck.
“I would just bring you dinner at that point… Sneaking in would only get both of us in trouble.”
“Aww Sho! You care about me getting in trouble? That’s so sweet!~” 
Your laughter filled the night air and for the first time that night, Sho felt his body relax. He shook his head before leaning against the counter of the truck, looking down at you.
“Whatever. What do you want tonight?”
He feigned disinterest but his small smile gave him away.
You pretended to look over the menu before meeting his gaze. There was a mischievous glint in your eyes. He wasn’t going to like this, was he?
“Let me cook for you.”
Huh?
Sho just stared.
Had he heard you correctly?
“What?”
“I said,” you held the word for a moment as you walked to the side door. There was no hesitation in your movements as you opened it,” Let me cook for you! It’ll be a nice change. Don’t look at me like that!”
He didn’t believe in your abilities. Maybe he shouldn’t make that obvious? I mean there was a reason you came to him for nearly every meal, right? He really shouldn’t let you…
But when you looked at him like that he didn’t know if he could say no. There was determination in your eyes and a confidence that you didn’t seem to have before. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt… Plus it was just one meal…
Sho sighed, crossing his arms and shaking his head. If this ended in disaster he would never let you live it down. 
“Fine… Just don’t make a mess.”
“I won’t! Scouts honor!”
You did a two-finger salute before moving towards the fridge, opening it, and searching through the leftovers from the dinner rush.
“Wait…” Sho leaned against the counter, watching your movements as he considered what you said,” Were you ever even a part of the scouts…?”
Your lack of response didn’t help his confidence.
It wasn’t long before a pleasant aroma began to fill the food truck. You had ignored Sho’s questions about what you were making and instead kept the conversation flowing by asking about his day. He didn’t have much to tell but he hesitated when mentioning that Leo had been hanging out with him before the rush.
He saw the way your body tensed slightly upon the mention of his friend and the dread in his stomach from earlier returned. Had Leo mentioned something after all…?
“I don’t mean to be rude but…”
You started before trailing off, keeping your head turned towards the stove. You sighed for a moment before trying to start speaking again. It was clear you were putting a lot of thought behind your words.
“I know he’s your friend and all but don’t you think it’s rude that Leo knows you could use a hand but refuses to offer?”
Sho relaxed at your comment. You were just peeved with Leo’s laziness, nothing else. That was good at least. 
He shrugged as he moved to stand next to you, peering over your shoulder curiously.
“Leo only does things that interest him. Plus, he’s a terrible cook.”
You snorted at that before glancing at Sho. He swallowed, trying to avoid staring at you but it was hard when you seemed so relaxed. The slight smile on your lips seemed to hypnotize him. They looked so soft. 
Then he realized that you were saying something. Something that he had completely missed. He was an idiot. 
“What do you think?”
Your voice was so deceptively sweet. You absolutely knew he wasn’t listening. He refused to admit it though. That would be even more embarrassing.
So, he looked away, awkwardly clearing his throat.
“I didn’t know you could cook.”
“You didn’t know or didn’t think I could?”
“Want me to be honest?”
“Sho!”
You lightly nudged him, pretending to be annoyed at his underestimation of your abilities.
“What?! You come here for almost every meal. It was a reasonable assumption.”
“Do you think I only come here for the food?”
Your boldness caught him off guard. 
Sho turned back towards you, his heart beginning to race. His eyes were wide as he struggled to talk. He needed to say something! Anything! You were starting to look so unsure of yourself now, a blush taking over your features.
“Cute.”
No! Don’t say that!
He wanted to bang his head into a wall when your blush increased tenfold. He felt one of his own start to consume him as he started to rub the back of his neck. He should be suave, charming, not struggling like this. 
You two seemed to be at a standstill. Neither one of you could speak or look away. It was infuriating but in the best way. Sho couldn’t help the smile that formed on his face as he cleared his throat. 
Well, now or never right?
“I’m glad that you aren’t just using me for food.“ 
Oh, that had come out wrong. So wrong. He swallowed before trying to continue.
“I like seeing you every day! I wouldn’t mind if we, y’know, uh… spent more than just lunch and dinner together…”
He trailed off, suddenly unsure. He was trying to read your expression, it seemed to be a mix of shock and excitement. Your face was bright red and you were smiling. That was a good sign! 
Sho hadn’t realized how close the two of you had gotten. He was lost in the moment, struggling with how to express this softer side of him that he hadn’t paid attention to your movements. He watched as you slowly blinked before starting to talk.
“I’d like that too.”
It was as if time was moving in slow motion, your lips had just begun to brush his when—
“Is something burning?”
Sho had pulled away when the scent of burnt… whatever it was you had been making quickly took priority over the moment you two had been having. The two of you quickly worked in tandem to try and save the meal but it turned out it was beyond saving, much to your frustration. 
Luckily for you, there was someone who was more than happy to make you something else. 
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apollos-olives · 1 month
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before october 7th this blog was a meme page btw.
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designernishiki · 11 months
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it’s kinda funny to me how that dumb scene in kiwami 1 of majima getting shot and left for dead in the harbor was basically just added as a half-assed way to explain majima not being around for a bit of the plot, but they accidentally(?) just made it seem like start of a chain reaction where majima ended up feeling slighted and heartbroken after being abandoned like that and then lashed out about it via smashing a big truck into the building kiryu was in. and yeah that isn’t inherently a romantic thing as-is but then they go and add the part where majima grabs a hostess and performatively hits on her as in-kiryu’s-face as possible, she says she’s already in love with someone, and majima lets her go immediately, no questions asked, making a big fucking point of it just to say see THAT kiryu? I appreciate when people are HONEST about their FEELINGS. people who won’t just BACKSTAB someone who CARES about them to save themselves. is that so crazy kiryu?? huh??? anyway make it up to me get down here and fight me right fucking now
#I think on another level he was sorta saying like ‘hey kiryu. you’re making it extremely clear that you don’t trust me and my intentions#and I’ve been trying to show you- over and over again- that I’d do just about anything for you and your safety#but I can’t just let my mask fall off in front of everyone- I need to keep up the unpredictable morally grey wildcard act for both my sake#AND yours. because disguising my helping you as crazy random violent outbursts and weird stalker behavior#is the only way I CAN help you. do you think it would go over well with shimano or literally anyone else if I was outright helping you out#of the kindness of my heart and fondness for you? stop being so fucking dense and look past the crazy wacky nonsense for a second and#maybe you’ll realize that all I do at the end of the day- really- is help you and put my own life and reputation on the line for you.#I am an honest guy when it comes to my real values and when I told you I wouldn’t let anyone kill you unelss it was myself- I meant it.#I’ve taken a knife and a bullet for you now. can you REALLY not see through the act yet? am I REALLY that unpredictable when you think about#it?’#that was a longer explanation than i intended but. it was difficult to put into words#I basically feel like it could be read as him implying kiryu shouldn’t backstab the people who put themselves on the line to help him#and/or pointing out that he’s never actually done kiryu dirty and has stuck to his word protecting him in the ways he can#trying to say yeah all this is a crazy act and all but when it comes down to it you Can trust me#it really makes sense when you think about it that he’d have to help kiryu/show affection towards kiryu in unpredictable convoluted ways#at that point in time because. I mean. there’s a reason he was the only person who showed up to welcome kiryu when he got out of prison#and that’s because A) he sticks to his word and his loyalty to people he cares about and B) no one else had the balls or the batshit insane#mask to wear to ward off anyone asking real questions like majima did. because ANYONE associating themselves with the supposed#patriarch-killer was a HUGE NO-NO at the time. someone important showing up for kiryu and welcoming him back outright could’ve caused#all-out warfare probably. except majima. because majima was dedicated and smart enough to use his widely-feared wildcard persona#(that everyone tended to view as incapable of having any Real agenda to worry about) to his And kiryu’s advantage#does that make sense??? I feel like it makes a lot of sense if you get it to click in your head#kazumaji#majima#kiryu#yakuza#kiwami 1#yk1#rambling
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mantisgodsdomain · 7 months
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Scrolling through OC ask memes is very funny sometimes because a good handful of them have questions that... we don't think apply terribly well.
Yeah, they're a bug, tattoos are a bit complicated. They can't swim because they're an insect. Their ancestry is Cricket and their blood type is green. They don't know what a car is.
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