Boundless Devotion - Part IV
Pairing: princess!Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader
Summary: MedievalAU. Natasha is the eldest princess of the Romanov Kingdom. As the time of her coronation approaches, she is suddenly forced to make a decision – either find herself a partner or her parents will choose one for her.
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Warnings: slight fluff, slight angst
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A few days have passed since the night of the ball, and you find yourself back at the castle, this time for your usual meeting with Queen Melina.
Beyond her role as the kingdom's ruler, the queen has always had a keen interest in the sciences — a passion you also shared since you were young.
As a result, you frequently visit the castle to engage in discussions and assist with her latest discoveries and experiments.
However, recently, your focus has shifted toward some of her previous contributions, especially the ones during the war between the Romanov and Stark kingdoms.
You shuffle in your chair again as you attempt to analyze the information on the parchment before you.
Normally, it wouldn’t take this long, but you can’t seem to concentrate. Your mind is too distracted trying to find the right moment to ask her your questions.
The sounds of scribbling in the library stop, causing you to look up.
You find that Queen Melina has paused in her writing and set her quill down, looking at you knowingly.
“Let’s take a break,” she offers.
The two of you decide to move closer to the fireplace for your conversation, and you hand her a cup of tea before sitting on one of the chairs beside her.
Queen Melina nods her head at you as she takes a sip, indicating for you to speak.
You lean forward in your seat, eager to discuss your recent findings from your readings.
“In one of the books you gave me, there was a mention of something called the Black Widow operations. I tried to find more information, but there weren't any further details about it anywhere.”
“That’s because it was a secret operation created by your father and me during the war. Only a select few are aware of its existence and purpose,” she explains.
Your shoulders slump at the revelation.
If this operation was a kingdom secret, it's likely you won't be able to uncover any more details about it.
Melina observes your crestfallen expression carefully before making a decision.
“Do you know about the black widow spider?” she asks you.
You look at her in surprise, realizing that she intends to continue discussing this restricted subject with you.
When you shake your head, she continues, “They're named after the tendency of the female species to consume the male after mating.”
Setting her cup down on the table, she turns her attention to you.
“Your father has always found that concept intriguing — the betrayal of a loved one.”
Of course he would.
You can't help but roll your eyes, hardly surprised at your father's cruel fascination with such an idea.
The queen proceeds with her explanation.
“The Black Widow operations were based on this idea. At the time, I had recently developed a serum that relaxes a person's mind and their compulsions. Combined with your father’s conditioning methods, we were able to develop a new way of gaining information from our enemies.”
“By controlling them,” you interject, already suspecting the true nature of the operations.
She nods in acknowledgment, confirming your suspicion.
“Once activated by a handler, the affected subjects would unknowingly search for the information that we needed and relay it to us without ever realizing what they were doing.”
“So these subjects were unaware of what happened to them?”
Your hands clench involuntarily at the unsettling thought of being controlled without knowing to eventually betray your loved ones.
“This was during the time of war,” the queen reminds you. “The Stark Kingdom had made significant advances in their weaponry, and we needed something to help shift the balance. Your father ensured that the process wiped away all memory of the conditioning.”
Her gaze becomes solemn as she gazes into the crackling fire.
“Initially, that was the sole purpose of these operations — to gather intelligence. But as the war dragged on, Dreykov grew restless.”
She continues with a sigh, “So, he expanded the operations beyond controlling just the subjects' thoughts, but also their actions. He believed that this would be the key to victory in the war.”
“But you didn’t agree,” you say as more of an observation than a question.
Melina nods, her expression tinged with regret.
“Dreykov and I had shared similar ideals and aspirations for many years. We would have done anything to win the war for a better future for the kingdom.”
“What changed?” you ask, curious about the turning point in their history.
Her gaze softens, a faint smile on her lips as she reminisces.
“Well, everything appears different when you are about to start a family.”
Realization dawns on you as you remember.
Natasha was born near the end of the war.
Melina lets out a sad exhale as she continues.
“I could sense that the Starks, too, were growing weary of the war. They already had a son and were expecting another child soon,” she adds, her voice laced with understanding. “And for a moment, I believe your father also understood what I meant…when he had you.”
Your expression turns doubtful at her words, but the queen doesn’t notice as she finishes.
“So, a peace treaty was made between the two kingdoms, stopping the war. Everything was supposed to be okay.”
“But it wasn’t.”
You can continue this part of history. Everybody knows of the tragedies that followed immediately after the war's end.
“My mother was killed in a fire by enemies seeking revenge on my father. And soon after, the captain of the Stark kingdom murdered King Howard, Queen Maria, and their newborn daughter, leaving the surviving son, Prince Tony, to assume the throne.”
You furrow your brows at an unnerving thought.
"The captain…he was a part of the operations, wasn't he?" you inquire, piecing together the connections.
“I don’t know,” the queen admits with a heavy sigh. "Your father was still grieving when I confronted him about it, but he denied any involvement."
She shakes her head at the memory.
“Nevertheless, I closed the Red Room and put an end to the Black Widow operations, and any further research on them has been sealed and restricted ever since.”
You look down at your hands sadly at the information.
“So, there was no method developed to undo the conditioning on those affected,” you conclude.
Melina gives you a sympathetic look and places a reassuring hand on your shoulder for comfort.
You let out a disappointed sigh. That means you’re back to where you originally started in your research.
A silence follows for a moment before the queen decides to speak, her tone more lighthearted to contrast the somber atmosphere.
“I’m glad to see you and Natasha are close again.”
When you look at her in surprise at the shift in conversation, she raises her eyebrow at you, teasingly adding.
“Well, closer. I heard about your little display the other night.”
You flush under her gaze as you hide your face behind your hand, still embarrassed at the memory.
The two of you were swaying slowly to the soft music in an isolated corner of the dance floor, within perfect view of the other nobles in the ballroom.
“I have an idea,” Natasha says with a smirk.
You are about to question her when Natasha suddenly tilts her head and leans in, her face covering yours from the watchful eyes of the other nobles.
You close your mouth in surprise, your next words lost as your eyes widen.
From everyone else’s perspective, it appeared as though the princess just leaned in to kiss you.
In reality, Natasha’s lips hover just above yours.
A breath’s distance separated the two of you. If you move even a little, your lips will touch hers. You feel your heart beat faster at the thought.
Before you can react any further, Natasha pulls away, her eyes shining with amusement as she teases you.
“That expression on your face is really cute.”
Internally groaning at the memory, you feel your face grow even warmer in embarrassment.
After Natasha's bold move, there is no denying what the other nobles believe is your current relationship with the princess.
The point becomes even more evident when Kate's excited exclamation at the sight of the two of you supposedly kissing draws the attention of everyone in the room.
Melina lets out an amused chuckle at your reaction.
“I’ve always known you two would be a good match.”
You lower your hands from your face and tilt your head, puzzled by her comment.
What did she mean by ‘a good match’?
Just as you're about to ask her for clarification, a knock at the library doors interrupts you.
Natasha steps into the room, her gaze shifting between you and her mother.
“Are you finished with Y/n?” she asks.
Melina waves her hand in dismissal.
“Go ahead, I remember what it was like to be young and in love.”
Natasha rolls her eyes and extends her hand to you, nodding towards the exit.
"Let's hurry before she starts sharing her old love stories."
As you're leaving, Melina calls out to you both, “Y/n, please join us for dinner tonight. And Natasha, don’t be late again.”
You nod in acknowledgment as Natasha groans and pulls you out through the doors.
~~~~~~~ ⧗ ~~~~~~~
Natasha strolls beside you along the stone paths that lead to the castle’s garden.
Besides the gardeners, other castle staff barely go through this area, leaving the both of you isolated from prying eyes or ears.
After checking that nobody else was around, she turns to you with a question that she’s been wondering about since the night of the ball.
“So my plan was to pretend until after my coronation. What exactly is your plan?”
You raise your brow teasingly at her.
“What, you don’t want to be in this fake relationship with me forever?”
Natasha huffs in disbelief, shoving your shoulder with hers lightly.
“I’d marry you myself if it means you don’t have to be with that jerk.”
And she was serious. You were her closest friend and an important person in her life. She would do anything to make sure you were safe and happy.
You smile softly at her, shaking your head in refusal.
“I just need time to look for someone else suitable enough to replace Lord Rumlow.”
“Better than me?” Natasha teases.
You chuckle, rolling your eyes exasperatedly as you walk ahead of her.
Reaching the garden’s entrance, you stop and turn around to face her with a serious expression.
“Alright, we should get our story straight.”
Natasha gives you an amused look.
“What do you mean?”
“We need to come up with how we became a couple,” you explain.
Natasha crosses her arms and tilts her head in thought before shrugging.
“There’s not much to come up with,” she reasons. “It’s a typical story. A princess and her childhood friend. One day, the friend realizes her feelings for the princess, confesses, and then they decide to be together.”
You raise your brows playfully at her words, barely concealing your grin.
“Somebody’s confident.”
In response, Natasha gracefully plucks a red rose from a nearby bush, a teasing smirk on her lips, as she leans in close and offers it to you.
“You’re the one who said I could get anybody in this kingdom to fall for me.”
You accept the flower with an amused laugh, gently pushing her away.
“Well, I’m not just anybody,” you tell her as you brush past her into the garden.
Natasha watches you go with a soft smile before following after you.
“Alright then, let’s say that I was the one who fell first and confessed to you,” she offers, catching up to you. “We don’t need to reveal anything more than necessary.”
You nod in agreement, stopping and turning back around to face her again.
“Then what about how we act around each other?”
Natasha’s brows furrow in confusion.
“What’s wrong with how we usually act?”
You wave your hand, gesturing vaguely in the air.
“I’m talking about other things, you know, like affectionate touches or….” your voice trails off as you think of the other things couples typically do.
“Kissing?” Natasha finishes for you with an amused smirk.
“I have never seen your face turn that red before,” she says with a light chuckle at the memory of the other night. “I’m not sure how long we’d be able to pull this off if you are constantly blushing at my actions.”
Your expression turns into a pout at her teasing.
“You just caught me by surprise. Anybody would be flustered in my position.”
“I’m not so sure about that,” Natasha replies, confident in her ability to maintain composure since she is used to the many flirtations from the other nobles and was unfazed by all of their attempts before.
“You don’t think I can make you flustered too?” you ask as you place your hands innocently atop her shoulders.
Natasha tilts her head and squints suspiciously at you, unconvinced.
“You can try,” she says skeptically.
A sly grin appears on your lips at the challenge.
Without hesitation, your hands glide down from her shoulders and rest against her front, just above her chest. You move in close, your bodies not quite touching but enough for her to feel your warmth.
Natasha’s eyes widen slightly in surprise but she doesn’t step away, unwilling to back down.
Your face leans in slowly until your lips hover a breath away from hers, mimicking what she did the other night. But then your voice drops to a low whisper against her lips.
“Are you sure about that?”
Natasha locks her gaze onto yours, and for a moment, the world around her fades until her only focus is you. Her words seem caught in her throat as she feels her heart quicken slightly.
Your head shifts to the side, breathing gently against her neck before moving your lips up next to her ear.
“Gotcha,” you murmur.
You pull back swiftly and step away, removing your touch from her body and innocently clasping your hands behind you. Your eyes sparkle with triumph as you tilt your head teasingly.
“Looks like the princess can blush after all.”
Natasha blinks, momentarily caught off guard as she raises a hand to rub at her warm cheeks in surprise, feeling a faint blush spreading. She coughs lightly, regaining her composure.
“Not bad,” she admits absently.
Your smile widens in victory as you reach for her hand, intertwining your fingers.
“We don’t actually have to kiss.” Waving your clasped hands, you tell her. “Touches like this should be good enough for the public.”
You pull her towards the castle.
“Come on, Natasha, we wouldn’t want to be late.”
Natasha hums distractedly in acknowledgment, but her focus remains on your clasped hands as she wonders to herself.
Why was her heart still racing?
~~~~~~~ ⧗ ~~~~~~~
On the way to the dining hall, you noticed that Natasha was oddly quiet, but when you glanced back at her, she offered you her usual smile.
As you enter, you see Queen Melina and Yelena are already seated at their respective positions at the table. King Alexei is away on a short trip to the neighboring kingdom, so his seat at the other end is empty.
An additional chair which you assume is yours has been placed next to the other empty one beside the queen.
Natasha goes to pull out the chair next to her usual seat for you, but Melina stops her.
“Natasha, move over for Y/n. We have much to discuss.”
Yelena begins to laugh at her mother’s blatant display of favoritism, but she masks it with fake coughs when the queen shoots her a disapproving look.
Rolling her eyes, Natasha complies with her mother’s request, pulling out her usual chair for you instead. As she pushes you in, she leans down to whisper, “I told you, she likes you more.”
Melina looks between her two daughters and remarks sarcastically, “Oh, I’m sorry, did you or Yelena suddenly develop an interest in my experiments?”
Yelena hastily shakes her head, diverting her attention to petting Fanny beside her.
You tilt your head at Natasha in confusion as she settles in the seat next to you.
“I thought you liked to hear about her experiments.”
Over the years, you’ve frequently talked with Natasha about your sessions with the queen, and she always seems genuinely interested in what you say.
Melina arches a brow at Natasha. “The last time I tried to discuss my findings with you, you brushed me off and told me that you would simply read about them in your next lessons.”
Natasha shrugs indifferently as she replies, “It’s more interesting when Y/n explains it.”
Melina gasps in offense at her daughter’s words.
Yelena’s expression shifts into a teasing smirk as she gestures between her sister and you.
“What she means is she just enjoys listening to Y/n talk.”
Natasha discreetly kicks Yelena under the table in reprimand.
“Ow,” Yelena shoots a glare at her before turning to her dog.
“Fanny, bite,” she commands.
The dog playfully bounds under the table toward Natasha, only to stop abruptly at the sight of a treat in your hand.
You toss the treat to Fanny and pat her head as she happily settles down beside you.
Yelena gasps in mock betrayal at her dog.
As the dinner meals are brought out and set down on the table, Melina turns her attention to you.
“So, Y/n, what are your plans for tomorrow?”
“I’m heading into town for some errands,” you reply.
“Oh, will Natasha be joining you as well?”
You pause, a bit surprised by her question. You definitely were not expecting to have Natasha join you on your trip tomorrow.
“I am?” Natasha asks for you.
“Well, since you two don’t have to hide your relationship anymore, this would be a great opportunity for you to have a date,” Melina suggests.
“That’s…right,” you say, looking at Natasha nervously, realizing the implication. “We can go on dates in public now.”
Melina narrows her eyes disapprovingly at her daughter.
“Unless you are too busy training to take Y/n on a proper date, Natasha?” she asks accusingly.
Before Natasha can respond, the doors of the dining room burst open, drawing everyone’s attention.
King Alexei enters joyfully and makes his way to his chair while greeting everyone.
“Sorry I’m late, my family—ah and Y/n, nice to see you again—I have an exciting new story to tell you about my journey!”
Melina gives him a questioning look at his presence.
“We weren’t expecting you back until tomorrow,” she remarks.
King Alexei waves his hand nonchalantly.
“The guards wanted to get back sooner after the attack on the road.”
A plate is set down in front of him before he continues.
“That’s the story I wanted to share with you all. There I was, surrounded by twenty mercenaries, all pointing their weapons at me.”
“Wait, you were ambushed?” Natasha interrupts with concern.
He grins and nods, his eyes glinting with excitement.
“Aye, it was exhilarating. I haven’t felt this energized since my days in the war. You know, this reminds me of the time when I had to fight with one arm and leg broken.”
Yelena waves her hand dismissively, commenting, “We’ve heard that story many times already. Can we get back to the ambush?”
“Yelena!” Melina chastises.
“What? Obviously, it turned out okay if he’s here now,” she defends herself.
The queen rubs her head in exhaustion at her family before standing up.
“I’m sorry, Y/n, you’ll have to excuse me. Apparently, I need to speak with my husband and the captain in private.”
With that, she drags King Alexei out of the dining room, leaving the three of you to finish up your meals.
~~~~~~~ ⧗ ~~~~~~~
“You didn’t have to come with me.”
Your voice breaks the silence in the carriage, pulling Natasha from her thoughts. She turns to you, sitting beside her in the carriage.
Registering your words, she scoffs in disbelief.
“After what happened to my father, you’re lucky I didn’t just have you stay the night at the castle.”
Your head tilts in thought at the idea.
“It has been a while since we’ve had a sleepover at the castle.”
Natasha shrugs before commenting, “I’m not opposed to the idea.”
Her smile takes on a teasing expression.
“Though it may be inappropriate now that we’re technically a couple. Imagine the rumors that would spread if someone saw that you spent the night in my room.”
Your face flushes a light shade of red at her words, and Natasha’s smile widens at the sight. She’s growing fond of being the cause of such blushes on your face. It was quickly becoming her new favorite expression from you.
You shoot her a playful glare, already knowing she was teasing you on purpose.
“Or I could just stay in one of the guest rooms.”
“But that’s no fun,” Natasha sighs in mock disappointment.
The conversation drifts off into a peaceful silence for a moment before Natasha recalls her mother’s earlier comment.
“You know, I can come with you tomorrow into town if you’d like,” Natasha suggests hopefully. She misses spending time with you like the way the two of you used to do.
You shake your head in refusal, replying with an understanding tone, “You don’t have to, Natasha. I know you have other things you need to do.”
Frowning at your words, Natasha rests her hand atop yours before responding sincerely, “I’ll always have time for you.”
She leans against your shoulder, bumping it lightly.
“Besides, my mother's right. This will give us a chance to show our ‘relationship’ to the public.”
You let out a laugh in disbelief.
“So we’re going to have a date because of your mother’s suggestion?”
Natasha gives you a pointed look.
“We wouldn’t want her to become suspicious. We have to make it seem like we’ve been together in secret for a while already.”
Your expression turns contemplative and you let out a worried sigh at the reminder.
“Then maybe we should practice things like kisses on the cheeks or the hands too so that we’ll look more comfortable with each other if it ever comes up,” you wonder out loud.
Natasha feels her heart quicken slightly at your words, but then she regains her composure, clearing her throat and shaking away that strange feeling in her chest.
“Do you want to try?” she finds herself asking without thinking.
Natasha watches as you ponder in thought before nodding at her with a determined expression. Facing forward with your cheek towards her, you close your eyes tightly in anticipation.
“Okay, go ahead,” you say.
Natasha holds in a laugh at your adorable expression as you wait for her to kiss you on the cheek. She can’t help but tease you as she leans in.
“Why are you so tense?”
You open your eyes and turn to her defensively.
“I’m not—“
Both of your eyes widen in surprise when Natasha’s lips brush softly against the corner of your mouth.
The two of you remain in that position for a moment, too shocked to move.
Eventually, Natasha is the one who pulls away first, her eyes locked onto yours. It feels just like that moment in the garden where everything around her disappears, her heart racing like before.
When you lightly bite your lips where she had touched yours, Natasha finds herself drawn to you at the movement, unconsciously leaning in again.
“We have arrived, Your Highness,” the coachman calls out as the carriage slows to a stop.
That brings Natasha back to reality as she pulls herself back in surprise. She looks away from you, clearing her throat lightly to find her voice before responding to him.
“Okay, thank you.”
When she turns back to you, she finds your head slightly ducked and looking away, a definite blush on your cheeks.
The carriage door is opened by your night gatekeeper who helps you out of the carriage. Natasha follows you soon after, rubbing her neck nervously.
“Y/n, about that kiss…,” Natasha trails off, seemingly at a loss for words.
You chuckle lightly at the sight of the usually confident princess reacting so shyly, so you decide to make sure she knows that everything is still okay between the two of you, despite the accidental touch.
Raising your hand to cup her face, you lean up and give her a soft kiss against her cheek.
When you pull away, Natasha gives you a confused look.
“There, now we’re even,” you tell her in reassurance.
“Well, that display certainly confirms the rumors I’ve been hearing,” a sudden voice interrupts.
Both you and Natasha turn towards the source and see your father descending the stairs toward the two of you.
Natasha gives him a polite nod and smiles in greeting.
Despite being close friends with you for years, this is probably the first time that she has met your father personally outside of formal events.
“Good evening, Lord Dreykov.”
“Princess Natasha,” he greets, giving her a curt nod.
“I see you’ve brought my daughter home from her frivolous activities,” he continues with a condescending tone, his harsh words aimed at you.
Natasha’s smile fades at his tone and the insulting comment towards you. She turns to give you a questioning look but finds your head ducked toward the ground, avoiding her gaze.
Returning her attention to your father, Natasha remarks coldly.
“I don’t believe we’ve ever had a proper conversation with each other.”
“No, the last time I saw you, you were still a child,” Lord Dreykov states, examining her critically, his eyes scrutinizing her. “Some in the kingdom might even argue that you're still a child now, hardly ready to rule.”
Natasha smirks confidently in understanding, her posture straightening at the challenge. She’s no stranger to facing older nobles who are wary about her capabilities of taking the throne.
“I assure you that I am fully prepared to follow in my mother's footsteps. Though, I am open to insights from those who believe they know better.“
He scoffs at her words.
“My suggestion would be to not tread the same path as your mother.”
“Do you disagree with the decisions she made for the kingdom?" Natasha questions.
Lord Dreykov waves his hand dismissively as he admits, “Queen Melina possesses a brilliant mind, especially when it comes to her scientific discoveries and experiments.”
His voice shifts into a tone of disdain.
“However, her choices as the ruler of our kingdom — let’s just say, not everyone views her decision to accept a peace treaty when victory was within reach as a wise choice.”
“And yet both kingdoms have been at peace with each other for over two decades,” Natasha points out, her voice unwavering.
“If that is what you believe, then allow me to offer another piece of advice, Your Highness,” he says, feigning politeness.
“Peace is often just a thin veil, concealing the demons lurking underneath. You can never predict when a friend one day may suddenly become your enemy the next.”
His tone remained neutral, but Natasha sensed a subtle warning in his words. She is about to argue when she feels your hand grab hers.
Natasha looks over to you and finds your face now pale, just like that moment back at the ball when you were speaking with Lord Rumlow.
Glancing down, she notices your hand trembling slightly as you hold hers, but you quickly cover your clasp hands with your other hand, stopping the shaking.
Concern fills Natasha’s eyes as she studies your face.
She has never seen you in this kind of state before, so unsure and frightened.
Her eyes narrow as she glances suspiciously at Lord Dreykov, but another tug of her hand redirects her attention back to you.
You look at her with pleading eyes, whispering to her.
“Natasha, just go home.”
Lord Dreykov lifts his head at her, haughtily.
“Indeed, it is growing dark soon. We wouldn’t want anything to happen to the princess on her way home, now would we?”
Natasha clenches her teeth at the sight of his smug expression, unable to hide her new disdain for the noble.
“Natasha, please.”
At your words, Natasha dispels her tense posture before turning to you with a gentle expression.
“I’ll see you tomorrow, Y/n,” she promises, bringing your slightly trembling hands to her lips in a light kiss.
She shoots Lord Dreykov a suspicious glance before retreating into the carriage.
Once the carriage disappears from view, you let out a breath of relief before turning to your father with a sigh.
His hand emerges from behind him, and you involuntarily flinch at the sight of his raised hand, closing your eyes to brace yourself.
When you feel him pat your head, you cautiously open your eyes and see him smiling coldly at you, his eyes glinting with a sinister look.
“I was disappointed when you told me you were no longer close to the princess, but this…making her fall for you,” he scoffs, mockingly. “Maybe you are not as useless as I thought.”
As he leaves, his words weigh heavy on your heart, leaving you filled with worry. You’re no longer sure if you made the right decision with this plan anymore.
~~~~~~~ ⧗ ~~~~~~~
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