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gothic-lottie · 6 months

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I made Hogwarts house themed chainmail circlets and bracelets for my etsy. Can anyone guess my Hogwarts house from the pictures?

If anyone wants to check the listings out here are links.

Circlet

Bracelet

#harry potter #hogwarts legacy #hogwarts houses #slytherin #griffindor #hufflepuff #ravenclaw #chainmail jewelry #fantasy fashion #etsy #no one has bought anything from my etsy #its starting to get sad tbh #I just want someone to like them #jewlery #artists on tumblr #chainmaille #chainmaille jewelry

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redysetdare · 1 year

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I think i just need to express that the culture surrounding QPRs right now made me think that i couldn't have strong bonds with my friends. Society told me i cant have strong bonds with friends because that was only for romantic relationships. Then i went into aro spaces and this idea was reinforced using QPRs instead of romantic relationships. it was "You can still have strong bonds with people without romance! It can just be a QPR instead!" "QPRs are MORE than friendship so you can have STRONGER BONDS than you would with friends."

it made me think that the relationships i wanted with my friends HAD to be something other than friendship for it to be as strong as i wanted. If i wanted to be the first person in someones life i had to enter some sort of committed relationship. if I wanted someone to care about me as strongly as i did them then it would have to be a relationship that was "more" than friendship.

I thought I wanted a QPR because i was told the only way to get that care and security that I wanted was to enter into a relationship that was "more" than friendship. because friends didn't care that much. because friends didn't live together their entire lives. because friends were never the priority relationship wise. and it took me years to realize that i didn't want any partnership and i shouldn't have to be in one to want these things from a friend. these things CAN be something friends can do. but i found that out on my own. because the aro community kept saying "you want a QPR" when i just wanted a friend who finally saw me as a priority in their life.

#text #personal #aro #aromantic #aroace #aspec #qpr #queerplatonic relationships #queer platonic relationships #tbh i was around when qprs were still getting footing. ppl werent sure how to properly label them #so to avoid allos saying it's just friends the common response was 'its more than friends but less than romance'#as if they were trying to justify it's existence as if we had to have a equivalent to romance to be justified in our identities and as ppl #because being aro made you not be a person. because how can you be a person if you dont love or have a partner #because being aro was sad because being aro meant ou were alone and you shouldn't want to be alone!!#and these ideas made it so that amatonormativity was just reinforced in aro spaces #and it isn't until recent years when amatonormativity started getting used top put a name to the problem #that i really saw ppl start standing up for aros who didnt partner because why are we expected to partner anyways?#shouldnt ppl be whole as they are?#and this is only my experience im not saying this happens everywhere #but this is why i think we need to have a conversation about QPRs and how they are used in aro spaces #because im not the only one who struggled through this #my experience may not be universal but my experience has happened to others #and thats worth talking about #srry im having a lot of thoughts recently

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pup-pee · 5 months

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aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havnt drawn in a little

#I 4GOT CISSIES EARRIGG BG S #HITS TVSLE AAAAAAAAAA IM 2 LAZY 2 GO BACK IM SRRY GORLIE :(((#just a kint of konbart as a treat 4 me ig #4every piercing kon has; the more pronouns she attains #if i explained my thought process whenever i draw kon it would just be hehehehehehheehheheheheehe #heart glasseess!!!! i need 2 find more fun glasses shapes 2 draw her in tbh tbh #i did light shading & my head starts hurting godAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i havent been on ib like a while & theres sm posts omg yummy im looking @ all my moots & kickin my feet omgg tehe #i need 2 try 2 sleep get rid of this headache b4 i continue 2 stare @ my screen tho….. i prolly wont i wanna talk im tired of bing sad LMAO #more kart 2 day ((literally prolly tmr))#ive been thinking about aus sm this is so its so woahhhh #kon el #kart #puppee art #GAAAAHHHHHH I WANNA EXPLAIN MY STUPID HCS 4 Y I DRAW KON LIKE THISSS #i dont bc im 80% sure ill b ripped apart but like i love talking about them i love talking about kon sm #@ least i do 2 my doggie

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mothbeasts · 8 days

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i miss posting and making and engaging with ieytd content but I will be honest sometimes it feels alienating. as a lesbian.

#bee's buzzing #ieytd #i dont know.. its probably just me being Strange. but.#the Main guy in the fandom is juniper. and he's interesting! but. i don't... think about him as often #and when i do it's never in the shipping / x reader context i see so frequently in the tags.#i dont ship him with agent phoenix because. my agent is an it/its dyke. so i dont really engage in that side of fandom #i also dont think about the handler as often because. idk i just think about the women more!#but juniper and agent phoenix and the handler are like. the only people i see talked about often #which is fine!! people like them. i also like them just. not in the same way/to the same extent.#im here for the women. but. they're not talked about often at all :[#when they are it's usually briefly in passing.#they get the worst of the mischaracterization too imo. because people just do not give them the same depth as they like to give-#- charas like john. it makes me kinda sad tbh.#and also the fandom does not. seem to make much space for f/f content.#i know like. the handful of other people who make f/f content for ieytd.#and. god. idk im still honestly a bit ticked off by one solaris post that 1) was not a good analysis i will be quite honest.#it was very surface level. like really basic info and also iirc not entirely accurate? i cannot remember anymore #but. 2). it started by saying 'nobody talks about solaris outside of fabbylaris' and that still makes my blood boil.#like. not to vaguepost but. the fabbylaris posters ARE talking about solaris outside of a shipping context. please. please #also there was a whole Thing a while back where people started being strange about non-feminine nonbinary agent phoenix.#and as a nonbinary butch-adjacent dyke. it made my skin crawl!!! im NOT feminine and idk why making agent phoenix not feminine is.#apparently Bad to a certain subset of the fandom #sorry but im a dyke and i WILL make the player insert protag a butch lesbian who doesnt use she/her.#and if you have a problem with that please think about Why people making the player insert nonbinary and androgynous/Vaguely Masc is-#- such a problem to you. and whether that is alienating to the trans people in the fandom.#okay. im normal now. goodnight.

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cinnamonest · 2 years

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He's considering it

#GUESS WHAT I FINALLY STARTED PLAYING #I had seen this boy so many times in my interests orbit and finally decided to sit down and look into it and #i love him SO much you dont even understand #like if i had to create the ideal boy that appealed to every kink and preference i have this would be it #manchild?? unstable? violent tendencies? occasionally says vaguely sexist things? stop i can only get so turned on #i would comfort him when he cries all the time but like i could never tell him no so like #he would get pavlov'ed so that every time hes sad he immediate chomps me like a bebe to its moms tiddy #emotional support bloodbank #im now doing everyone elses routes first tho and then going back to finish his saving the best for last #tbh this game does pull some of my biggest pet peeves in otomes and the mc/protag is INSUFFERABLE #but worth it for Him™#and cries when you beat him at chess??? angel #cant wait to see how the bear gets incorporated when you fuck

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keicordelle · 4 months

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So I don't like, actually ship anyone from Idolish7 aside from yukimomo. I respect the Mezzo shippers, but I'm on the fence about it; I think they make a really nice platonic pair and I'm not really sure how I feel about viewing that in a romantic light. I see it, I get it, I'm on the fence.

BUT I could fully see Pythagoras in a QPR together. Nothing sexual about it at all, but they all just sort of come together and support each other in a way that probably makes others squint at them in confusion. You'll find them cuddled up together on the couch or in someone's bed because "it helps Nagi sleep". Know what brand of toothpaste and coffee and tissues the others prefer, makes sure to bring that home whenever they're running low. They go to each other first for comfort when something goes wrong, Mitsuki sneaks little memos into their lunches, Yamato brings home little gifts every time he goes out.

Anybody Yamato or Nagi dates learns really quick that they must be okay with the qpr trio or they will not be asked out again. Pythagoras comes first

#the drama potential there is also huge #nagi seeing someone who doesnt really get his relationship with the other two and thinks its just a casual friendship #and then starts to demand more of his time and attention and when he tries to pull back and politely explain gives him an ultimatum #Yamato and Mitsuki consoling him afterwards but wondering to themselves if they ought to “”break up“” for his sake #but gods if they tried Nagi would be so mad. and sad. probably mostly sad but I think we'd see his stubborn indignant side #anyway nagi is 100% down to be polyamorous you cannot change my mind #tho tbh im not sure if Yamato would even realize theyre in a qpr unless someone pointed it out to him #hes just “yeah theyre my buddies. yeah i cuddle with them at night. like uou do with your buddies #idolish7 #i7 #rokuya nagi #nikaido yamato #izumi mitsuki #~k

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taiyami · 2 days

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I'm getting my back tatted up in a week and my tattoo artist posted a W.I.P back tattoo on another client and it just made me even more hyped

#tai talks #im just a little sad i havent had more time to build more muscle in my back 😑 because now it might stretch the linework #i had to take a few month break from weight lifting but ive been back at it for the last two months ish?? ☺️#tbh i should start thinking about getting more tattoos on my legs because theyre so bare its scary

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aho-dapa · 6 months

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This fandom is honestly...

Like, there is something to be said about fandoms in general and how they've changed as a whole generally but

There's also something about how the acotar fandom is especially toxic like

The idea that a post is surprised a murder hasn't happened yet and I found myself agreeing??? Is honestly telling

Like, also. A massive part of this is shipping and maybe it's because I have my corner of this fandom, but even then shipping the "wrong" thing in general has become something I honestly have to take in consideration when thinking of my mental health and if I can personally be prepared for any backlash??

This fandom at large doesn't feel safe and that's majorly concerning tbh

Maybe instead of saying shippers as a group are doing harm, we should just disavow harmful actions in general and not be complicit in it idk???

#anyway #just having thoughts #anti sjm #like I'm also pro Tamlin? and that doesn't help #i had to stop making intensive tamlin posts because my mental health honestly couldn't handle the constant discourse #which is sad when people genuinely come with the intent to discuss but since its all horrible in general I end up not having a lot of #emotional space to have a good conversation most of the time sighhhh #i also just end up blocking people in general when my timeline messes up my interests but #i have yet to block main ship tags because I still want to interact with my side of fandom on it but I'm sooooooo close to blocking #main tags because some people are vile on here #don't even get me started on gwyn because people end up saying shit they shouldn't be just because of shipping #and I don't have any personal feelings about gwyn but the way people say she's not important as a character gives me the ick tbh #like I get it from a sjm is a terrible writer standpoint #but gwyn did have narrative importance in acosf despite however I feel about how it coulf have been better written #and also as a character that is very explicitly a SA survivor some people here need to THINK about how they talk about her

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pink-lemonadefairy · 30 days

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#the weather is so lovely today. it’s breezy and cool but the sun is warm so it’s not too cold or too hot out.#i wish it was like this forever.#ive been feeling so tired lately. physically n mentally & idk if its an underlying health issue or bc i haven’t been sleeping super well #the past few days i wake up in the middle of the night but im able to go back to sleep fairly quickly. but i STILL feel exhausted.#im supposed to talk about my lab results w my doc tmrw on the phone so. i hope everything is okay but tbh i wouldn’t be surprised if #something wasn’t optimal. my iron was okay last time i checked it though. sigh i just idefk anymore.#im sick of everything. im irritable for no reason. i don’t wanna do anything. like anything. i just want to rot in my bed #and even my interests are slowly slipping away from me. writing? couldn’t care less if i don’t write anything for the rest of the year tbh.#reading? i couldn’t even care to browse the shelves when we went to the bookstore the other day and it scared the shit out of me #kpop? meh.#i have a massive to do list and uni starts in a month and i have no energy. + dealing with my own brain and nonsensical thoughts on top #of that. overthinking anxiety all that super great stuff.#im also sick of putting in 110% into my relationships and getting half of it back. family friends whoever. and it makes me so sad. +#i feel like nobody even understands me. or even tries to or wants to.#im just tired #sick and tiredddddd #actually a bit sick too my throat hurts #anyways whatever #it’ll be fine i guess #i don’t want to give up but i don’t have any desire to push through im sort of just. floating. ill deal with it when i deal with it #♡ dear diary…

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bookskittychad · 1 year

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I love how dramatic fence is, I especially love how not even half of the drama has been unpacked yet lol. Like jesse and nick JUST met like its just so funny to me.

#Yall almost nothing has been addressed #Bc even tho this comic has been going on since like 2017?#WHICH IS ALMOST 6 YEARS AGO WHAT THE FUCK #technically #We're still at the beginning of the story most of issues 1-12 is literally build up #And the actual plot started from vol 4 like......#I have so much respect to ppl who loved and followed this comic from the beginning #And to all the ppl who are still working on it #I feel like the story has such a long LONG way to go #And it would be good to actually see it take its time #A monthly release could have done wonders #Its all kinda sad #Bc realistically #Will this comic ever get completed?#Idk i sure hope it does but tbh fat chance #Fence comic

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g0thsoojin · 2 months

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#im like very much having a crisis right now... i mean to most ppl it isnt that serious lmaoooo #but tbh i am a loser and tumblr is 80% of my life and most of my social life #all social interactions i get are on tumblr ._.#so i dont want to keep alienating myself on it because then im just ruining it for myself and removing the only place #and source of social interaction and attention :/#i personally can not for my life comprehend this because i really dont take other peoplës venting personally #but ever since i started using twitter and tumblr i have ruined so many connections .. by venting on my own account.....#and now.. when i lost and fucked it up with the love of my life... just bc i vented and he interpreted it from his pov..#and got hurt when i wrote things abt being lonely and unwanted WHILE talking to him everyday and having him call me beautiful and care abt m #... i understand why he got hurt and i understand his pov bc it looked like i pulled away and distanced myself and only complained and that #he didnt matter to me when in fact he was EVERYTHING to me and i lived off his attention #i hate that i ruined the best thing i could ever have just bc i have this pathological need to share my every thought #like shut the fuck up... i wish i wouldve shut the fuck up and instead gushed abt how much i liked him which was what i wanted to do #my avpd just made me feel stupid bc when i did he didnt interact with those posts and then i felt embarrassed #which like i know how fucking stupid avpd and bpd makes me and i hate it but i cant stop it #god i regret it so much like my dumb ass blog isnt worth losing him over... it just isnt #only an online connection.. makes it so hard to see bc he only saw my diary where i complain he didnt see everything else :(((#so he thought that he wasnt important to me and then slowly started to detach himself from me (understandably) god i wanna die #so yeah ive started to HATE my main account. bc it has ruined so much for me. plus lately ppl have started being mean #and i get it its the internet ppl suck but i AM so fkn sensitive. and i get sad and hurt really easily #and i feel anxious abt venting bc im scared of getting a mean ask after #like... i feel so fucking alone and idk what to do. all i want to do now is vent vent vent but ive started to feel like venting is bad #and harmful and only ruins my friendships and connections and makes ppl be mean to me #i honestly wish i wouldve stopped venting every thought looooong ago #and that i had a more normal blog and had a secret vent blog and that he didnt read all my miserable posts #bc then maybe.... he wouldve actually understood how much i fkn love him and hadnt looked in other places and now i lost him #bc i really dont blame him bc i know what he is struggling with and seeing me who he cares for so much say those things...#i get it 100% and thats why im so pissed with myself for just not stopping!!!! why cant i stop????? whats wrong with me #i just feel so lonely and like no ones listening but he was listening to me i just had to be brave and go to him #plus all my venting made him think that im like in severe emotional distress every second and that i was too fragile to talk to

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escapisminacan · 2 years

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As happy as I am with the new update, I wish zhanyi could have had a moment when jianyi woke up :/. Like zzx blaming himself and jy telling him its not his fault, and idk like a tearful hug

#I was really looking forward to it yknow #kinda mad about it tbh #i was looking forward for it for weeks #couldnt jy's mom just come and tell jy about his dad laterrrrrrrrrrrrrr #zhanyi #jian yi #zhang zheng xi #zhan xixi #zhan zheng xi #19 days #19days #old xian #like is it cuz tianshan had a moment? Like they both can have moments #old xian is probably gonna make zhanyi canon soon too #and its not gonna be as well done since the lead up wasn't as intense #sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #like she better start focusing on zhanyi as well #and also the fact that china can ban the comic now cuz theres a kiss is making me even more sad #like we wont even have a zhanyi kiss #the zhanyi and tianshan fans on tiktok are really separated and while i love them both old xian's favoritism is getting kinda apparent

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volcanogoblin · 6 days

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#what do you do when you feel like everyone else in your friend group cant see or recognize how annoying a person is #sjshsksbsksnsksjs i cant stand her i get so annoyed when i see her or hear about her that ive just had to leave #and tbh my mental has been a lot better since......#idk its gotten to the point where i struggle ignoring her or being cordial because im just like “OH MY GOD get over yourself”#yeah were all sad it doesnt make you special and you arent the most sad either #people who make how depressed they are part of their personality / their only personality trait are my biggest pet peeve #and i think a big reason for that is i used to do that so i understand but like that will only make you continue to feel worse because #youre like always acknowledging the sad and youre building your life and personality around how sad you are to the point where you CANT get #better because sadness is part of who you are and it feels like losing that sadness is losing the only part of yourself you know and #understand #but no!!!!!#thats just how you stay sad!!!!#some people think if you arent sad forever then your depression isnt as real as other peoples and i think she is that way #which is another reason i cannot stand her bc she thinks im not depressed too just because i dont talk about it #bitch!!!!! ive tried to kill myself!!!! i have self harm scars that will never heal from 10 years ago!!!!!#but i dont make it part of my personality!!!!! why would i!!!!#ugh im so annoyed that i feel like i have to prove myself #and its like if im not depressed all the time then i never was depressed #when bitch i was put in a psych ward!!!!!#i hate her #tbh #im starting to think i cant go back #i miss a lot of people but bc of her i just hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #vgobvent

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toastsnaffler · 1 month

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sorry for googling "is shadow of the erdtree hard" do u still think im cool....

#jk if u know me u know difficulty doesnt faze me i hope its a rl fuckin challenge #but just realised i prolly shouldnt start my ng+/2+ runs for all ending achievements until after ive played sote..#bc otherwise my first sote run will be on a ramped up difficulty. when the base dlc is supposed to be harder than the main game already..#and i might wanna complete it across multiple new games anyway if there are duplicates of stuff i wanna get hmm.....#well. in my current elden ring save i literally only have 5 more altered armor pieces to farm before starting ng+#so ill finish that. and finish upgrading all weapons to +24/+9. and then take a tolerance break to play a few other games #and THEN ill buy myself sote and play that and do the ng+ stuff after #also one of the main things delaying me getting sote was bc i thought theyd add new achievements for it which would lower my completion%#but they haven't??? so thats fine then #anyway i need to sleep. at least playing er has been helping me cope w how pissed off ive been again. we <3 violence #yaaaawn. sad i couldnt go to the gym tho i hope i feel better in a couple days time #i did go to work in the end which was fine lol. glad i didnt take the day off tbh #but yeah 👍#.diaries #also not being able to get any sote stuff yet is annoying me bc im using a spreadsheet to keep track of all weapons/armour etc #and i have virtually everything except a couple armour alt variants n the remembrances i didnt get first time. but my total percentages #are capped around 75-80% bc the remaining 20-25% of items are sote exclusive.....#thats an insane amt tho damn. sote must be fucking HUGE

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thestamp3d3 · 10 months

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i cant get over how absolutely insane satosugu is...gege was born to write yaoi forced to write shounen

#sorry i remembered hidden inventory arc n im insane about them again :(( SAD LITTLE GAY PEOPLE IN MY PHONE!!!#nah but it just...OUGHHH they make me so upset!!!#its just they way they start out immediately understanding each other bc gojo has been alone on a pedestal basically his entire life+#but then he meets geto who treats him like a normal dude!!! not a weapon!!! and just watching them annoy each other as normal teens +#makes me emotional bc theres so much cruelty and just DEATH in their world but at the least they have each other to get through it!!!#theyre the strongest together after all right!!! then toji happens and gojo starts to perfect his abilities with him automating infinity #and then the gap between the two just gets wider and wider...until the final confrontation where the one who understood gojo all this time #not only leaves him but calls him arrogant at the same time showing gojo the ONLY person who he though understood just..doesnt+#and hes left alone again in the same place he was years ago...AND OUGHHHHH #idk i watched a video analysis of hidden inventory where the guy said geto was just as egotistical as gojo except in having a savior comple #and tbh i never though of that before!! but looking back it makes sense with how he spoke to riko + the way he slaughtered the whole villag #to not just save the girls but also prove to himself that he could make the world he wanted #the guy in the video put it basically that since the gap between gojo and geto was so wide geto would rather be the best villain+#than second best hero and that makes a lot of sense since his ideals/goals as a villain go against his usual rational behavior #he KNOWS its probably impossible (for him at least it wouldnt be for gojo which he admits) but he has to do it for himself #sorry im rambling but AHHHHHH how tf did gege write this??? its such a small part of the story but its arguably the catalyst for everything #aside from plot wise it simply just is impactful emotionally! gege had to go thru a toxic codependent homoerotic friendship to write this+#theres just no other way #jjk #jujustu kaisen #gojo satoru #geto suguru #satosugu

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xannerz · 3 months

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ik ill get used to it eventually frankly im handling this better than i think everyone anticipated but i still habitually look behind me when i walk down the hall or glance at the spot where his bed would be and it still fucks me up a little bit lmfaoo

#i think its the fact i had a head start on the grieving process over a month ago that's helping temper everything tbh #still feeling like a numb/sad sack of shit but Mostly Functional #a couple relatives think i need more doting on but i find it really smothering so i have to be like Extra Stoic to not invite coddling 🙃#like i appreciate it a lot and this sucks but this isnt the first pet i've lost and it doesnt get any easier but pls stop hugging me now #i'll have to stop myself from calling out his name tho lmaooo :'') like i'll open the screen door expecting him underfoot and he's not #xantalks #tbd later

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