The Things We Do For Love (Epilogue)
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Warnings: Fluff. Kids. Time Skip. Smut. Breeding kink. Dirty talk. Rough sex.
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Theon pressed his seal onto the freshly melted wax with his symbol, just done with his letter to his sister when he heard the sound of running steps in the library.
It made him feel both young and old at the same time, the sound of those steps. Theon remembered being just a ward of the Starks, hearing the young Stark boys playing. Now, as Prince Theon, there were very different little steps of little Stark boys coming after him.
"Come on, B'an!" little Robb said in a hurried tone. "You are so slow."
"Ah!" a panted babble followed him.
He shook his head, placing the message aside and pushing his chair back, knowing already that his lap was going to be occupied in a moment.
In just a few seconds, his two little boys rushed through the doorway and ran in his direction.
Little Robb was the spitting imagine of his uncle and namesake, a beautiful boy with red hair and round pink cheeks, full of energy. He had wept when he held him for the first time, sat right beside Sansa on her bed.
He treasured his first boy like the gift and bless he was for their family, and when Brandon came along, he was just as happy. His second son was named after his King uncle, a boy with dark locks, but bright blue Tully eyes. Sansa preached high and low of how he looked more and more like his father every day, but he had more of Ned Stark on him every time Theon looked at him.
Robb had just reached his third nameday - people from all over the North were expected to come in just a few days to celebrate it, and he was just answering Yara’s letter, where she was apologising for her absence - and was already speaking fast and very clearly. That meant, however, that he had very little patience for his one-year-old brother, who was still just babbling.
“Ah-ee!” Brandon squealed - his attempt at saying Daddy - as he waddled over to Theon with little Robb walking not far behind, ever so careful with his little brother, and he placed his youngest on his lap, peppering his full cheeks with kisses while his heir slammed his small body over his father excitedly.
“Daddy!” he exclaimed, jumping to sit on his opposite leg, and Theon picked him up, doing the same to his face and smiling as he giggled.
“And what are my boys doing at the library when they should be napping?” he asked.
“I saw unca Jon!” he whispered loudly. “He said it is a secret.”
Theon frowned. Jon?
He shouldn’t be here so early, he was coming for the party.
“Uncle Jon, Robb?” he brushed his messy hair back. “Are you sure?”
Jon was a stable on their children’s lives. Twice a year, he came to visit them - first in secret, and then publicly - and was very loved by their children and their people. He wondered if the boys knew what kind of uncle he was, that he was special, but he knew they loved him very much.
Theon didn’t like lying to his children, but it was his own burden to carry. It was best that they thought it was a dream, that their uncle wasn’t here yet. He wanted the boys to know and understand, but they were too young, so he had to brace himself, like Ned Stark would have done, and let them live with their illusion.
“Looks like someone really needs a nap,” he teased little Robb, ticking his belly. “You are daydreaming already!”
His son pouted.
“But I did see him! He was down in the c’ypts!” he argued. “Tell him B’an!”
Theon looked at Brandon, who just just gurgled and giggled, lacking any defence for his brother.
“The crypts?” he forced a frown. “I see now! You didn’t see uncle Jon. You saw grandpa Ned!”
His son’s eyes widened.
“G’andpa Ned?” he repeated.
“You see,” he stood up, carrying them, trying to come up with a good lie. “Uncle Jon looks very much like Grandpa Ned. And sometimes, Grandpa Ned comes to visit his grandsons, to see why they are alone in the crypts and protect them from anyone who might come!”
Little Rob’s face became fearful.
“Wike a white?” he asked.
Theon squeezed him closer, protectively. He was too too young to know the meaning of that word, but tales travel all around Winterfell. It would be impossible to hide that from them.
He shook his head quickly.
“No, no,” he assured quickly. “Not like a white, my boy.
He reached for this face, and caressed it.
“You know what our family says, right? What is dead…
“May never die,” he completed his sentence.
Theon nodded, smiling.
“His spirit is here with us,” he told him. “Guarding his children and the children of his children, like when I was your age. But it’s a family secret.”
His son stared at him with big, wide eyes, the same he saw as his mother.
“That’s why he said it was a sec’et!” he exclaimed, looking at Bran.
Theon nodded, smiling.
“Exactly,” he kissed his temple.
“Why does he do that?” Robb asked.
He breathed in, looking for an answer, carrying them in the direction of the nursery.
“Because Eddard Stark was the most noble man I knew. He would and did everything to protect his family,” he told him. “And he knows little boys aren’t supposed to be alone in the crypts.”
Robb blushed red, and he kissed his cheek as Bran yawned, head falling on his shoulder.
“I want to be like that for you,” he pushed the door opened.
He rested a hand on his oldest’s back, placing Brandon on his bed, smiling as he fell right into sleep.
“I think you’re very on’ble, daddy,” he spoke lazily as he placed him on his bed, but he squeezed him. “No, daddy. B’an’s bed.”
Theon chuckled, shaking his head.
Oh, yes. His boys were always sneaking onto each other’s beds.
“Alright,” he walked back to Brandon’s bed, and placing Robb on it.
His oldest scooped his little brother close, cuddling him, and his eyes filled up with tears as he watched them, and his oldest felt right into sleep.
He stayed there for a moment, watching them breathe slowly. They were going to grow up happy and together, like their uncles. Theon was making sure of that.
Finally, he got up to investigate their story, walking to their family wing, where he knew Sansa was waiting.
Theon could hear hushed sounds from his wife’s room when he walked into their shared middle room, and didn’t even need to open her before hearing a little whimper from her, and a gasp. Yep, Jon was here alright.
When he did open the door, he wasn’t surprised to find her all leaning over a table, with her ass up and Jon hammering into her, fingers pushed through her hair for support.
He could swear the bastard was becoming more and more like a wildling those past few years, creeping into their home to lay with his wife. It was a good thing she liked it too.
“You didn’t wait for me?” he asked, not surprised.
Jon smirked, grunting.
“Oh, I wanted to,” he pulled a little more on her hair. “But our cum slut here was rubbing herself on me so much. I couldn’t deny her.”
Sansa’s eyes opened at the sound of his voice, and she moaned louder at the sight of her husband.
“Theon,” she cried out.
He walked to her, lowering himself to kiss her lips.
“Are you having fun, my slutty queen?” he asked softly.
Theon made her stand up enough to have access to her full tits, and smirked to realise Jon had tore her shift, and pinched her nipples.
“Was my wife’s cunt so irresistible you almost got caught by the boys, snow?” he teased him, reaching between her legs.
Sansa gasped as he pinched her bud, turning to Jon.
“What?” she exclaimed. “The boys saw you?”
He wasn’t even affected.
“Don’t worry,” Jon fucked her faster. “They are young.”
Theon hummed.
“I handled it,” he reassured her, bragging a little bit as he tore her shift completely, watching her naked body. “At least one of us needs to get our head away from between our legs.”
Sansa giggled and Jon just scoffed as he fucked her, and Theon just made sure to play with her more.
“Every day before Robb’s nameday I’ll fuck you and fill you up,” he promised her. “Until your pretty womb is full and growing with our baby.”
His wife mewled, squirming and moving her hips, trying to get more of his touches.
Theon was half sure they had awoken the inner wolf - or dragon, or whatever - inside Jon once he saw Sansa pregnant for the first time. It was during her nameday, his first official visit to Winterfell, and it was hard to hide how he looked like just wanted to fuck her right at the big table she was seated on.
That night, he had simply devoured her cunt, and only been careful with her because he didn’t want to hurt the baby.
“Please, Jon,” she whined, pulling Theon close. “Inside me. Cum inside me.”
He kissed her lips, moving his fingers away, and she nearly growled into his lips.
“Theon,” Sansa pleaded.
“I know you can cum only with his cock, my slutty queen,” he hummed, caressing her hair. “You can make yourself so messy…”
She cried, squirming, and he simply moved his fingers to her breasts, pinching them, watching her face.
“Won’t you do it, my queen?” he teased her. “Cum on his cock, wet it with your slutty juices?”
“I don’t know, Theon. She’s been very greedy with her orgasms,” Jon remarked. “Sneaking a hand to play with herself, so bratty.”
Sansa turned right to him, snapping.
“I’m the queen!” she argued.
Theon just chuckled, feeling something stirring inside as she watched Jon pulling her hair to growl himself into her ear.
“And I am the king,” he reminded her.
Jon grabbed wrapped his around her waist, and looked over a Theon before biting her earlobe, fucking fast and hard into her, and his wife’s eyes rolled back in pleasure, and her lips fell open as she cried.
“Now fucking cum,” he commanded, brute and merciless. “Cum for your King, whore of the North.”
Sansa cried out, trembling and shaking, and watched as she gushed from between her legs, and he kissed her lips as Jon moaned behind her, filling her up hungrily, and let him carry her to bed, following the two, caressing her face as he kissed her shoulder.
“You are getting better at that, Snow,” he quipped as he scooped closer to them, pulled by Sansa.
His wife whined, hiding her face in the crook of his neck.
“What can I say?” he chuckled, caressing her body. “I got some good teachers.”
Jon spooned Sansa closer and kissed her neck, and then looked at him again.
“How are the boys?” he asked. “I tried not to say anything when they saw me, just… stood there and put a finger over my lips to keep them quiet, and walked into the crypts.”
Theon hummed, nodding.
“Not a lot of change,” he confessed. “Brandon is still babbling but little Robb is very curious, he’s already picked up reading fast.”
Jon smiled, proud.
“And they think they saw the ghost of Lord Stark in the crypts,” he added. “So… maybe try to keep that up if anything happens.”
He chuckled a bit.
“I guess I’m already a walking ghost,” he joked.
Theon watched Sansa reaching back, and she placed her hand over his.
“You are still Jon to us,” she told him.
Jon moved their hands, so they would rest on her stomach, and Theon placed his over them.
"I hope it is a girl this time," she spoke gently.
"If that is what you want, your grace, then it shall be," he hummed and kissed her lips softly.
When he moved back, Jon did the same.
"We can always try again," he promised her. "Again and again..."
Sansa scoffed playfully.
"I'll be pregnant so many times that I'll just end up as a fat Queen!"
"And you will still be the most beautiful woman in all Westeros," he growled quickly. "Nothing is ever going to change that."
"We'll always be the luckiest men to have you as our lady," Jon added, kissing her shoulder.
Sansa smiled at them, sweet and teasing as ever.
"I know," she giggled. "I just love heating you saying."
Theon shook his head.
The little minx.
"I think I speak for us both when I say we'll always do so," Jon assured her.
Theon smirked and kissed her forehead.
"Always."
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*oops* maybe just one more chapter
*updated…again*
completed…maybe?
I’ve never written any fanfiction before, and I probably won’t ever again, but I needed to get this fantasy inside my head out and written down, and I wanted to share it. It’s not edited, and it’s more dialogue than anything else. Sorry, I keep thinking that it’s done, then I think of something else. Is this how others feel when they write fanfics?
The Prince that was Promised
Jonsa pairing, pre-canon crush, TV Show universe, Post season 8, mixed with book canon, Jon Snow’s real name is Aemon, potential Snow/kit Harington sequel, Tormund Giantsbane, and Celia from the Celia-verse make an appearance.
Chapter 1
King Crow and the Three-Eyed Raven
Jon was preparing a place to start a fire, when a black raven from the sky suddenly dipped down and flew right towards his face.
He threw his arms up to cover his face, and then he felt sharp talons lightly gripping his hair, the raven finding a perch on top of his head like a heavy crown.
Tormund cackled.
“It’s King Crow, come to perch on his throne.”
“Snow,” the raven cawed.
It jumped down to Jon’s left shoulder and pecked at his ear. “Snow,” it cawed again.
Then, unmistakably it said, “Jon Snow.”
Jon quit moving to stare at the raven.
“Bran?”He whispered to himself.
“Winterfell. Help. Jon Snow. Help. Winterfell. Now, now, now,” it cawed, as it pushed off from his shoulder, flying away to the south. Towards Winterfell.
Tormund was quiet, just watching Jon look after the raven as it flew.
And then Jon was moving, and then he was running, and Tormund was smiling like he knew what was happening.
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As they rode towards the open gates of Winterfell, Jon was looking all around him trying to see anything that could tell him what he’d be up against. Tormund took the lead and his horse through the gates leaving Jon at his flanks. All seemed well within the walls of Winterfell. Nothing out of order. People coming and going about their business. On their way down from beyond the Wall there hadn’t been any rumors or any talk of things going badly. But there was talk of there being a gathering at Winterfell. Jon was on edge with not knowing.
Tormund handed his reins to the man working the stables and dismounted his horse and started walking towards the great keep like everyone here was expecting him to arrive. Jon looked at the stableman, recognizing him as he reached for his reins, but realizing the stableman hadn’t also recognized who Jon was. He just took the reins, waited for Jon to dismount, and then led the horse away to put him up in the stables.
Tormund had stopped, waiting for Jon to catch up a bit before continuing on. They entered the great hall. There were people busy working inside, making preparations for what looked like would be a very large feast. Sansa Stark, the Queen in the North, was also in the hall, and her eyes had no trouble seeing Tormund’s large stature strut in her direction.
“Tormund Giantsbane, you’re earlier than I expected.”
“You’ll forgive me, I brought you a gift, Your Grace.”
“A gift? There’s no need for any gifts for this gather-“
She’d seen that another man was with Tormund, but just like the stableman, she had not recognized him, not immediately. Now she really looked at him.
“Jon,” she said breathlessly.
And then she practically threw herself into his arms, Jon catching her and squeezing her tight.
“Where have you been? Look at you, you look like Tormund,” she said as she ran her hands in his hair, and scraggly beard, like she couldn’t believe he was really there in Winterfell, needing to touch him and make sure he was real. Jon’s face broke into a smile at all her attention.
“Ugh, you smell awful like him too.
You’ll need a bath, and you look like you haven’t had a proper meal. Celia,” she addressed a maid standing nearby, “have a bath drawn up in Jon chambers, he’ll need his head and beard trimmed too, and have some food set up in my solar.”
“Sansa.”
She had not let go of Jon, her hands still on his shoulders.
“There was a raven, from Bran, he said Winterfell needed me. What do you need me to do?”
Sansa let her hands fall from his shoulders, taking a small step back from him. Looking nervous all of a sudden.
“Get cleaned up first, the both of you, and fill your bellies with something…and then I’ll explain it all to you.”
“Jon. You’re not going to like what it is. Even less on an empty stomach.”
And she left the hall with trepidation on her face and Celia following behind her.
King Crow in His Bathwater
Jon heard the door open again to his room.
“I said I didn’t want-Sansa!
You shouldn’t be in here!”
“I would not be, had you not sent Celia away. You cannot very well cut your own hair and expect it to look presentable. Have you washed your hair already?”
Jon shakes his head, his eyes still wide from shock.
“Well then, lean your head back.” Sansa’s hands gently touch his shoulders.
She sits down on the stool left by Celia.
“I’m a man of the Night’s Watch Sansa, you shouldn’t have sent a maid in here to help me bathe.”
“Celia’s not a maid. She’s my personal assistant, and you are not a man of the Night’s Watch anymore, you were pardoned well over a year ago and no one at Castle Black has seen a hair on your head since you left with Tormund and the free folk.”
Jon groans from the sensation of Sansa’s fingers rubbing suds into his scalp.
“How long has it been?”
“How long-has what been?”
“Since you’ve last washed, or another person has washed your hair since it looks like you’ve forgotten how it’s done?”
Jon chuckles “I haven’t forgotten, and no one’s done it for me, not since Old Nan told me I was old enough to do it myself.”
Sansa takes her time, enjoying the subtle noises Jon was making. She cannot help but notice how other parts of Jon were responding too.
“Feels nice, doesn’t it?”
Jon is also quite aware of how he is responding to her attention. He hopes very much that Sansa is focused on her task and remains unaware.
“You shouldn’t be in here attending to me Sansa.”
“Because I am a woman, and you a man?”
“Aye… I’m not your brother anymore.”
“You were never my brother to begin with, Jon. Not really…but you are family, and I have some experience washing the hair of an unruly cousin in his bathwater, so stop worrying about propriety.”
Jon turns his head and looks at her skeptically, his right eyebrow lifted higher than the other. “Oh really?”
“Yes. My cousin, Robert Arryn, when he was small. After his mother was gone, little Robin refused to be bathed unless I did it. Quite unruly, like you’re being now. And you’re small too. Small enough anyway, I am taller than you.”
Jon is so surprised by Sansa’s teasing he can only laugh.
There is a smaller metal wash tub on the floor, and Sansa scoots it with her foot just beneath where Jon’s head is tilted back. She uses a small pitcher and pours water over Jon’s head to rinse, the water splattering into the small wash tub instead of the floor. She combs through his now clean, but knotted hair. The sensation of it causes the back of Jon’s neck and the tops of his arms to break out in goose pimples. Before long though, the tangles are all combed through.
“Hold still now, while I cut this ridiculously long hair. There’s more here than little Robin ever had.”
The first lock falls to collect into the small tub below with the rinse water. It piles up as Sansa snips his hair away, her leaving a more pleasing length of hair on his head. Not too short, but just long enough to be pulled back if he needed.
She stood and picked up the stool she sat on and moved it to the side of the large bathtub and sat down again, then reached to gently turn Jon’s face towards her. She began to work suds into his beard to clean it as she had with his hair. Jon’s eyes had nowhere to go but her face. Sansa was focused on the matted hair on his face, so his eyes wandered over all her beautiful features. Her lovely blue eyes, her rosy cheeks. She dowsed his head with more water to rinse the suds away and he had to blink his eyes closed. He felt soft fabric being pressed on his face. Sansa blotted his face dry and his eyes opened again and they landed on her mouth.
“Your beard might give me more trouble.”
As Sansa spoke, Jon tore his eyes away from her alluring lips back up to her eyes again.
“Young Robin had no whiskers to speak of, so you’ll have to hold very still…and hold this too.” She handed Jon a large wooden bowl to hold under his chin to catch the trimmings.
Jon did indeed hold very still, and fought to keep his eyes on Sansa’s instead of the rosy pink petals of her lips that he had just now seemed to have discovered and he tried to discipline his thoughts away from wondering if they felt just as soft as rose petals.
He focused on the snipping sound of the clippers, hoping they would cut the offending thoughts away too.
“There,” she said with the last bit of beard clipped. “There he is,” she said as she softly ran her fingers through his now shorter beard. “There’s the Jon Snow I know and love.”
Jon’s eyes hand wandered and they now shot and locked onto Sansa’s and his heart felt like it had suddenly stopped beating only for it to begin pounding against his chest like it wanted to escape from inside his ribs and chase the words Sansa had just uttered.
“You’ve been hiding under all that black dirt and wild hair. It’s so good to see you again.”Her thumb was stroking his cheek. “Welcome home Jon. I’ve missed you…terribly.”
Jon felt like he’d been holding his breath forever and he inhaled a gulp full of air.
“Now, let us get you out of that tub and get you dressed and fed,” She says as she stands to retrieve a large towel folded neatly near the tub. She rung it out and held it with her arms spreading wide. Jon just stared at her, unmoving. He knew if he stood up from the bathwater now she’d see just how excited his body was from all her attention. Sansa stretched her arms a little higher, lifting the towel high enough to hide her eyes from him, allowing him a small amount of privacy to stand and not be seen by her.
Jon shot out of the tub swiftly, knowing hesitation was not always your friend. When Sansa saw Jon’s feet peeking out from below where she held the towel, she lowered it an inch and her eyes immediately found his, his head only a foot away from hers. He raised his hands to lay hold and remove the towel from her hands, and he quickly wrapped it around the front of his waist, hoping to hide his erection. As soon as Sansa’s hands were freed from the towel, she reached towards the old wound on Jon’s chest that marked his death. Her eyes were transfixed by it, her hands raised to lightly touch it for the briefest of moments, then she quickly turned and picked up another towel and reached to wipe and pat his torso dry. She worked the towel up into his hair. When she was satisfied, she turned and brought a clean shirt up to his head and pushed it over while his hands were still occupied holding the towel close around his lower half. Their eyes met again when Jon’s head emerged from the top of the shirt. Jon would have to let go of the towel to put is arms through the sleeves. To prevent him having to drop the towel on the floor, He pulled his left arm through first, his right hand still cinching the towel closed around himself. He traded his left hand for his right, pulling his right arm through the last sleeve, and the shirt fell down around his waist, concealing his hands that now both held tightly to the towel around his waist. Sansa reached again to the pile of clean clothes, and held out to Jon new smallclothes and trousers. He took them with his right hand, his eyes never leaving hers, until Sansa turned again and walked a little ways to the window and stopped and stood at attention looking out, her hands resting behind her on the small of her back. Jon looked at her a little longer, then realized she would wait for him to finish dressing on his own. He quickly put on the smallclothes and then pulled up and laced the front of his new trousers, all while keeping his eyes on Sansa. He was nervous she might think him done already and turn around too soon and catch a glimpse of his condition. She continued to look out the window even after he was done with his lacings.
“I’m decent.” His voice was hoarse.
Sansa slowly turned her head, showing a little caution of her own, before fully turning her whole body and walking back towards the remaining pile of clothes. She approached Jon again and helped him into a tunic, and as she laced up the front, his eyes followed her hands and then he caught sight of the Direwolf emblem. He stopped her hands with his own, and their eyes met once again.
“I’m not a Stark, Sansa.”
“Yes you are.”
Sansa pulled one of her hands free and placed it over Jon’s beating heart.
“Right here, where it really matters.”
Jon took a deep breath to steady himself. Sansa’s eyes told him she would not listen to anymore of his contradictory remarks.
“Are you ever going to tell me why I’m here?”His voice still rough, but now it was from holding back all the emotion swirling inside him.
“What manner of help is Winterfell in that you need me? Dressed like this?”
Sansa quietly sighs before she replies.
“Put you boots on and meet me in the solar. And don’t take too much longer, otherwise all the food that’s been laid out will be gone. Tormund’s been sitting waiting in there for me for almost an hour now, while I’ve been in here with you. When you’ve eaten something and are more settled, then we‘ll all talk.”
The Queen, a Crow, and a Wildling All Sit Down Together
“The Northmen will begin gathering in Winterfell to council with me in a fortnight.
I’ve been receiving messages of how soon some of them will be arriving. One of the items of business will be the succession of the Northern crown. It always is. The Lord’s have been hounding me to either marry or name a high lord as heir.
I’ve been reminded incessantly that House Stark will die with me if I don’t marry again and produce an heir to carry it forward.
Arya is gallivanting the western seas. She would sooner drown than marry to have children. And Bran is King of the six kingdoms unable to reproduce and has the benefits of starting a new tradition of voting for succession. So you see-“
“You cannot name me your heir, Sansa. I’m Targaryen by blood and birth and any children i might have if I married would be too. And the Northern Lord’s would not accept a Targaryen with the northern crown, not after everything that’s happened.”
“I know that better than anyone Jon. You misunderstand me. I have no intention of naming you my heir. As I am the only Stark in position to carry on my House, any husband I take would have to forsake their house name and take mine as their own. There are very few men left from the last war and many houses lost, and those that have survived are not exactly willing to let their house die to join another, and those desperate enough are untrustworthy, there are no second sons for me to choose from.”
Jon stared intently at Sansa, waiting to hear what her plan of solution would be, he had no doubt she had thought of something. But his concern for her was real, he himself could not see anyway for Sansa to avoid another marriage. He hadn’t a clue to how he was to help her in all of this. He would be blindsided by what she said next.
“I have been selfless in everything the north has required of my ruling, but I cannot be selfless in this decision. I know it is selfish of me to ask for your help, but I must be selfish. The very thought of a third marriage to another stranger fills me with bile; I cannot stomach it. And even if I could find someway to do it, I still cannot take the risk. As great as the northern houses are, they have their own agendas and ambitions, and I cannot risk the fate of Winterfell and all the north to the chance of scheming and plots to dispose of me once a viable heir is born. My best option, my only real option, is to marry you.”
Jon stood up in surprise, his eyes wide with more surprise.
“I would not be plagued with doubts of your loyalty to House Stark, you’ve proven it over and over again. I would not be fearful of my life, or have to bear the burden of a cruel husband, for you are anything but cruel. You’re not a stranger to me, and I know you have enough love for me to be gentle with me, and I’ve argued with you enough times to know you’d never strike me when your angry with me. You’re the only man I can trust with all of it. The North. House Stark. And Me.”
Sansa felt she was grasping with desperation. Jon hadn’t said anything, or moved for quite a long time now from where he stood. He just stood there staring in disbelief.
Tormund had been forgotten and was still sitting and eating, had been listening, and watching both of them back and forth, getting almost dizzy and lost to what was happening before him. But he believed he might be catching on. He’d been around lords and ladies much more and he felt he’d managed to gain a little cleverness of his own. Sansa needed Stark babies. And she was asking Jon to give her some.
“You said before that you accepted the northern crown because the North was your home. You said that in front of me and all the northmen in the great hall. You said the north was part of you and that you’d never stop fighting for it no matter the odds. And the odds are against the north again. This time with me. Will you hold true to those words once again? Will you accept my proposal, and help me…build House Stark? There must always be a Stark in Winterfell.”
“You cannot be serious…The northern lord’s will not approve…”
“The Northern Lord’s will war with each other again to be the first to sign the marriage contract, knowing that the end of House Targaryen will be wiped from all of Westeros with a stroke of a pen instead of a sword. They don’t have it in them to slay dragons. House Targaryen is a House thought dead, but you are still living and the threat is still too close for them. They want the threat of House Targaryen gone forever, but they have no interest in killing the man who saved them all from eternal oblivion. That’s why you were sent to the Night’s Watch. It was the only way to keep you safe. It was always meant to be temporary. You belong in the north. The Night’s Watch is in the North and the North is independent of the rest of Westeros. This is your home. You would no longer carry the name Aemon Targaryen or even the bastard name of Jon Snow. You are a Stark, Jon, and I’d like very much to have you accept it and make it true.”
“You honor me, Sansa. Truly you do. As any northern lord would be honored to marry the most beautiful woman in all the north, but-“
“Horseshit.”
Jon had never in all his life heard a lady swear.
“Yes, they’d feel honored, but only for as long as my pretty face and my pretty soft hands are all they ever see. Once they see the rest of me, when they expect to bed their beautiful wife, what they’ll see is what Ramsey left for any man who would dare try to bed his bride. what they will see, they wouldn’t feel honored anymore, and what they’ll see won’t inspire any gentleness either.
I cannot force you to marry me, nor will I continue to try and persuade you. I’ll have your answer in a fortnight. Please give me the courtesy of at least appearing to consider it.”
Sansa stands to remove herself from the room.
“You’ll have to excuse me Tormund. We’ll discuss the free folk later. I’m tired.”
And she leaves the room as a queen usually does. Like a Queen.
Tormund looks at Jon.
“What’s the matter with you, little crow?”
“That red shewolf is begging you to fuck her and give her little wolf cubs. She won’t have much luck with Ghost, even if she tries. If she had been asking me, I wouldn’t have left her panting and waiting. I’d have sat her up on that table there and put my mouth on her and have her ready before she was even done talking. And with you sitting here to watch me do it.”
Jon’s nose flared with warning at him. His fists clenching.
“She’s my sister, Tormund.”
“Cousin. She’s been howling long and loud to everyone who will hear that you’re her cousin. You southerners like to marry and fuck your family. If I had a cousin that looked as red as her, I might too. Us gingers are lucky, don’t forget. the shewolf only wants your little black pecker pecking at her, she’s too afraid of getting mauled by anything bigger. That Bolton bastard was a vile cocksucker, didn’t know the right hole to put his bastard cock. She needs a man who’s good with his mouth and hands and knows just where to put it. She’s heard me tell the story of how you turned cloak and found your way into a wild red free woman’s cunt. You also had that southern Dragon Queen follow on your heels all the way up here to offer her this cold shit castle if she’d help save us all from death. The Red Wolf thinks it was your pretty face and little soft cock that did it, but we both know it’s because you knelt for the dragon queen. Played the fool, to fool the mother of those fire breathing monsters that we needed to win. Like you did old Mance Raider.”
“Now, I sat here and listened to her begging you. She’s not commanding you to kneel for her. She’s begging you, real nice like too. Wants to call you a Stark. You know you want it. You’ve been wearing all those feathers again for too long, you’ve forgotten how good it feels to be free, and have your teeny cock inside a beautiful woman who wants you.”
“Tormund.…. why are you even fucking here anyways?”
“I have business with the Red Wolf of Winterfell. She said I needed to bring her a little black crow to her first. She had a message needing delivered but no bird to give it to. She has some castles that need filling but no free folk to fill them up with either. She sent men high and low all around the true north looking for just the right black bird, making promises to all the free folk who would help her. She’s been making arrangements to fulfill some of those promises, and I’m here to collect them with a black bird in tow. He’s just the right size it seems, to carry her message. Had I been more clever and known what her message was about and how desperate she really was to deliver it, I’d have dangled the little crow’s whereabouts a little while longer and gotten more promises out her. Now, are you really going to keep her waiting a whole fucking fortnight, or are you going to pull that small pecker of yours out and get to work, eh little king Crow?”
*Knock Knock*
“Come in.”
Jon enters the solar they use to share when he was king. The first thing that catches Jon’s eyes is Sansa’s red hair. It’s down and free like she’d been preparing for bed. Jon is hypnotized by the red glow reflecting from the candles. Memory of her soft hands washing his body invaded his mind. She’d said she was tired before, so she must have just finished resting not too long ago.
“Are you here to tell me that you’re leaving Winterfell?”
“No. I’ve come to talk to you.”
“About?”
“About what you blindsided me with.”
“You have plenty of time to think about it. There’s nothing more we need to discuss, I’ve imparted all the important details to you, all that is left now is for you to determine if you can stomach the idea of marriage to me. It’s your choice, Jon.”
“We cannot even be certain this plan of yours will even work. I’m a dead man walking, brought back by some evil blood magic. There’s no real way of knowing beforehand if I can even get you with child-“
“You can.”
“And how are you so sure, Sansa? I’ve no bastards to speak of…I’ve only ever been with two women, and they are both dead.”
“Because Bran can see the future, and he told you through a raven he’d warged with that Winterfell needed your help. I’ve not spoken to Bran about this, he’s half a world away from me, I’ve only discussed this with Maester Wolkan, which means Bran has been spying on my private conversations, and this is the only thing I need your help with. Bran would not have bothered to find you for me and then send you to help me if it were not possible.”
“Alright.”
“Alright what? What do you mean by, Alright!?”
“I will agree to your proposal.”
“That’s it? You are agreeing to my proposal …because of Bran!?”
“What does it matter why or how I agree to it?
I’ve accepted it. Your getting what you want.”
“Well, now I’m questioning myself if this is really what I want. We hardly ever agree on anything, the only thing we seem to be very good at is arguing with each other.”
“Then we’re off to a good start. You might not have seen them do it, but Lord Stark and Lady Catelyn argued quite a lot, and most of it was about me too. They were better about it the more children they had.”
Sansa stood and approached Jon, stopping just in front of him.
“Are you mocking me, Jon?”
“No, of course I’m not mocking ya, Sansa.
This is what you want, isn’t it? You don’t look very happy about it. Why are you not happy?”
“You really mean it? You will marry me…and give me children?”
“Aye. I just said I would.”
She embraces him. Holding him tightly, her face tucked into his neck. Jon is very confused. He wraps his arms around her, holding her to him. He feels like he might just be dreaming, because his childhood dreams are resurfacing and are coming true, and he’s not ready to believe any of it.
King Crow Refuses to Eat, and a Wedding After All
At dinner the following day, in the great hall, Sansa avoids looking at Jon as he pulls out his chair and sits down beside her.
A few of the Lords had arrived late in the morning and were now enjoying Winterfell’s hospitality.
Jon picks up a spoon to shovel his food in his mouth-
“You had no right to speak about it with anyone.”
“I needed to know some things, and you said you’d told Maester Wolkan, so he already knows, and he knew what I needed knowing.”
“What in all the seven hells do you need to know about all the things Ramsey did to me!?”
“You want to talk about it, right now, while we are eating and everyone in audience?”
“Yes, right now. I’m angry and I don’t know how to forgive you unless you explain yourself.”
“I need to see…understand how…where.. how and where I should and shouldn’t touch you, alright? I knew Maester Wolkan would know the state of your injuries and your mind…
“You think I’m mad, do you?”
“No. Just terrified. And I am too. I’m sorry, I didn’t know what else to do-“
“Was any of it very helpful? All the things he told you? He’s terrified for sure, he thought that I’d given you leave to be asking him all those questions and when he spoke to me later about you coming to see him, I’d just about had his head!”
“I won’t know for sure if it was any help until I… can try.”
“Getting me with child isn’t the complicated part in all of this.”
“I’m not going to touch you Sansa, until I’m sure I’m not going to hurt you while doing it.”
Jon’s stomach is in knots, he pushes his chair back.
“Where are you going?”
“I’m not hungry anymore.”
———-
At the council, Sansa announced to the northern lords her decision, and that at the close of the meeting they would all proceed to the Godswood to witness the marriage between her and her cousin Aemon Targaryen, who would be forever after be known as Jon Stark. She also told them that there would be no bedding ceremony, but in order to satisfy the lords and assure them that the marriage was consummated, any of them who wished could come and listen at the door.
Their marriage was quick and without frivolous ceremony, only the words were said and hands fastened together. Jon laid a light kiss upon Sansa’s cheek for all there to witness and see it done.
There was a feast made, but it didn’t seem all that different from all the nights before. There had been lords and ladies housed in Winterfell and they had been feasting for a fortnight, and the hall had been in high spirits for just as long. Nothing to really show of the event that took place in the Godswood. Just the merriment of the hall. They felt hopeful for the future now that their queen was married. They were happy.
Eventually there was a lull, and Sansa decided then it was time to go to bed. She looked at Jon before pushing her chair back from the table and stood. Jon followed her through the door that would take them in the direction of the Queen’s chambers.
The Queen Sits in Her Bath
“Lord Glover, and a few others have followed us. They’re outside the door waiting in the hall.”
“Well, they’ll just have to exercise some patience and wait some more. I want to bathe first, and I’ll be enjoying the water in the tub for as long as the water stays warm.”
“I thought it only fair for you to attend me while I bathe. I’ve seen all of you, and it would only be made right if you see all of me too.” Sansa disrobes before Jon can blink and he forgets how to breathe. Sansa drops all her clothing where she stood and walks majestically to the great tub in all her naked glory and lifts a leg to climb inside the warm water that had been waiting in what is now his room as well as hers. their room. With her back facing Jon, the scars on Sansa’s back are the first of Ramsey’s work he gets to see. Sansa then turns around to face Jon before sitting down in the water. The water level only reaches to just under her breasts, exposing them and all the rest of Ramsey’s vileness for Jon to view. There are less scars on her front than there were on her back. She holds out a sponge to Jon.
“I’ll need you to scrub my back for me, if you would?”
Jon takes the sponge and kneels behind her on the floor outside the tub. He starts with the back of her neck, squeezing the sponge as he moves it to her shoulders, watching the water and suds run down her milky skin and disappear as they join with the rest of the water in the tub. The image of her breasts that he can no longer see from where he kneels hasn’t left him and he struggles to forget what they looked like. Her nipples were pink and perfect, tipped and perky, begging to be kissed and suckled. He moves the sponge to scrub her back, almost blind to all the scaring littering her back. He closes his eyes, breathing in the smell of the rose water, opening his eyes now determined to take account of all of them.
“Ramsey could only get excited enough when he was hurting me. i know not all men are like Ramsey, but many of them have their own strange ways that they need to get excited. Like the lords outside the door wanting to listen. From what i gathered with you, when i trimmed your beard, being touched excites you. When i'm finished here, i will touch you again to help this along.”
“that's not necessary...im already excited.”
“you like what you see..?”(her scars)she asks nervously
“No..I..im excited because... i have a wife...and she's naked..sitting in her bathwater...wet... and warm...and i'm touching her...touching you....Sansa,” he says as he continues washing her.
“I’m touching you.”
"then touch me more."
Jon's hand eventually finds its way to her womanhood. he lets go of the sponge and gently works her with his hand. He rains light kisses to her breasts and nipples and then finally tastes her mouth, introducing Sansa to her first taste of real pleasure.
He rises from his crouch beside the tub to gather her robe. Sansa climbs out on shakey legs. Jon wraps her up, loosly tying the belt strings of her robe. he reaches up to caress her face.
Jon’s shirt is wet in a few places that had made contact with Sansa while he handled her in the tub. Sansa reaches over to untie the string holding his shirt closed, loosening it and then pulling it over his head and off. she touches the old scars on his chest and Jon breathes in sharply, grasping her hands to stop her exploring.
“You can touch me all you want later,..just not now....if you continue to touch me...with your soft hands...” he gulps hard. “i'll be finished ...and we need to finish this together.”
“I am going to kiss you all over, in all the places that you've been hurt before. Alright?”
Sansa nods her head.
"sit there… on the the edge of our bed."
Jon kneels down to remove his boots then stands and removes the rest of his clothing.
his cock stands at attention and Sansa is shocked.
“He said you were small!” (tormund)
“You are not small at all! You’re larger than ramsey was!”
Sansa is trembling and scared
Jon kneels again, only now he's infront of sansa sitting on the bed. he takes her head in his hands again and tries to reasure her.
"Sansa...if anything i do hurts, just tell me to stop and i will....i promise i'll stop...im not going to put my cock in ya untill you're all wet and slippery there..and everything i do is to make it so that when i do put myself inside ya, it wont hurt at all. i promise.”
Sansa nods again, the memory of pleasure just moments ago giving her courage. Jon gently opens her legs and he scoots closer. he begins to kiss her everywhere on her face, moving to her ears, then neck, then chest. He unties the loose knots of her robe and kisses her everywhere on her torso, and he can’t help but open his mouth and taste her ample teats, lightly running his tongue around her pert nipples. The sounds of Sansa’s panting was very encouraging. He explores her thighs, and then her womanhood, this time with his mouth. he inserts a finger, then two, and with his mouth, brings Sansa to her second taste of pleasure. With Sansa's legs on Jon's shoulders, his hands on her waist, he pushes sansa farther on their bed and he climbs up and settles his hips between her legs, his hips aligned with hers, pushing his cock against her pubic bone. with his eyes looking into hers, he angles his cock, and with one smooth motion, he’s all the way inside her. he looks back and forth between her wide eyes and waits for any sign from her that she is in pain. she only looks startled. and then Jon sucumbs to the amazing feeling of being all wrapped up in Sansa.
Jon gives his final thrust and spills his seed with his eyes captured by Sansa's deep pools of blue. he curls his head into her neck and groans as his muscles seem to melt. His hands feel for Sansa's face.
Jon feels wet tears leaking from Sansa's eyes, and then lifting his head to look, sees the tears on her cheeks, he is horrified with himself.
"Sansa... Sansa. I was too strong, I hurt you!"
Sansa sobbs in between her words
"No..no.. you didn't.....you were very gentle..strong yes but... nothing you did hurt me ..not even a little ...you were ever so gentle and... bra...ohh...brave...you are... brave.. and gentle.. and strong. Oh how i've been so stupid!”
lots of crying
Jon holds Sansa as she sobs, her face in his neck, her arms around him holding onto to him, clutching him, overcome.
she drifts off to sleep, soon after she's exhausted herself and her tears. Jon lies there in their marriage bed gazing at Sansa as she sleeps. He has hours to think and hate himself.
Sansa opens her eyes, when the sun is rising. Jon had finally fallen to sleep sometime in the night. Her eyes open to the sight of Jon lying on their bed, on his back, his head turned to the side in her direction. Sansa reaches over to move his hair behind his ear so she may gaze at all of his face. Jon's eyes open slowly, the touch of her hand enough to rouse him. They gaze together at each other for a long long moment. Just breathing, wondering what the other might be thinking.
"What are you thinking about Jon?" Sansa breaks the silence, touching his brow.
"You were... upset... something upset you..afterwards...will you tell me what it was?”
Sansa holds her breath for a moment, then decides to be bold.
"It was something that Father told me...it was something I had thought i'd long forgotten. The sound of your voice…and how safe and warm you'd made me feel. ...it came back to me ..it was the last thing father said to me before..before Joffrey took his head....”
“the last thing he said to me, I was with him on the kings road. He told me the next time he saw me, he'd tell me about my mother...”
“Father was going to bring Arya and I back home to Winterfell...I told him I didn't want to leave, that I loved Joffrey and wanted to be his queen and have his babies, like in all the songs....his words were... I remember them so clearly...I used to repeat them over and over again to myself, locked away in King’s Landing...to remember his voice and not forget it...after a while though, when things got worse I stopped because it hurt too much...your voice is so much like his, and you made me feel good… all over...what he said came back to me in that very moment because you were so gentle...he said... "Sweet one, listen to me. When you are old enough, I will make you a match with a high lord who's worthy of you, someone brave and gentle and strong"... he knew you were brave..and gentle.. and strong Jon ..i was so very stupid then…I told him I didn't want someone brave and gentle and strong, that I wanted Joffrey...father knew he'd made a mistake, that Joffrey was a monster and he was going to bring me back home... back to you...I didn't know that then but, i know he was..now....knowing what I know now about you.”
“Sansa...father...your father... he didn't mean me...he couldn't have....if he were here..now.. in these chambers, saw me here with you together like this..in his bed....he'd run me through.”
"My father thought the world of you Jon! He gave up his honor, lied to everyone, to my mother! just to keep you safe! He loved you as much as Robb and Bran and Rickon.”
“yes!...and here I am.. helping myself to his daughter. He would not have been happy. He wasn't before. He saw how I...”
“How you what?"
It was Jon’s turn to be bold.
“How I felt about you.
I’ve loved you... and wanted to hold you, touch you…kiss you since the day you were born.”
“You were only three when I was born, Jon”
“You don't understand how it was for me Sansa.
I watched in the corner of your nursery while Robb held you, played with your little fingers, watched him pepper your face with kisses. I wanted to do the same…badly, but your lady mother would not let me come near you. I was only allowed to watch....it wasn't the same when Arya was born. I got to hold her and tickle her feet, press kisses to her little face, and Bran and Rickon too, but never you. You were special. I knew you had to be, because bastards could never have things that were special. when I was no longer a boy, but barely even a man, Theon would talk about all the girls he'd touched at the brothel and what he'd do to them, and I... I kept wondering more and more what it might be like to kiss you, and my thoughts of you were no longer very brotherly. I wanted to touch you and kiss you in places no brother should ever want to do to their sister...you and the others were playing hide and seek in the godswood and you had your hands over your eyes counting. I came up to you with your hands still on your eyes...you had only made it to eleven.... when I kissed you there under the weirwood tree, and then Father was calling for everyone to come back to the keep. I turned around and he was looking right at me. He had seen what I’d done, and he wasn’t happy with what he had seen. It was not very long after that, King Robert came to winterfell, and then I was told that you were to marry Joffrey. I was angry! Joffrey was such a little shit...and you were going to be his wife. He was a prince, and a little shit that didn't diserve to have you. I didn't deserve you either, I was a bastard and your brother, and I knew I could never have you but I wanted you anyway.
“but you’re not my brother Jon, you never really were-“
“I didn't know that!..and your father knew that I didn't know that! He was ashamed of me. He would never have considered me for you to marry. He let me go with Uncle Benjen to the Watch-“
“Jon, look at me,” Sansa cradles Jon's face in her hands, turning his face back to look at her “..my father knew he made a terrible mistake. He was sorry he hadn't told you about your mother... He was going to change it all...I know because of what he said to me next... it didn't make any sense to me then but now... Jon...he told me.. he said "This match with Joffrey was a terrible mistake. That boy is no Prince Aemon, you must believe me."”
Jon looked at her with his eyes opening wider and wider with surprise.
“He knew right where he could find me a Prince Aemon of my very own, who he knew... loved me. ..that you loved me...”
“I do...I do love you...”
Jon kisses her with all his pent up emotions.
…and then he fucks her all over again, this time without much restraint, devouring her like a man starved.
Promises
Jon nudged Sansa gently and rolled her over, peppering her everywhere with kisses on her back.
“I don’t ever want to leave this room, Jon Stark.”
Jon hummed his agreement.
“It’s probably best that we do though. We’ve been in here quite along time, the morning is already almost over. We’ll be eating the midday meal in here if we don’t.”
“I’m not quite done with you, Sansa. I’m making good on my promises, I said I’d kiss you everywhere, and I aim to keep all my promises to you.”
Jon wanted to show her how much he loved her, saw her, saw all the things she suffered and how much he still wanted her. He mounted her like a direwolf fucking it’s mate in the snow, only these wolves were in a bed of white and grey linen sheets.
Sansa couldn’t believe how good it felt, her husband taking his rights from behind.
She was panting and crying out in pleasure now, nothing hurting this time, because this time it was an entirely different husband. Jon was not holding her arms down, and making her bleed, but he was holding her by the hips, holding her tightly as he began pounding his body into hers. She was sure to find bruising later, but she was happy. Nothing about what was happening to her was painful. All she felt now was good, safe, and she was wanted. This husband wanted her to feel pleasure instead of pain. The only thing Jon could be seeing right now with him behind her, thrusting himself inside her over and over again, was the ugliness of her back, and he still wanted her, still wanted to make her feel so very good.
And then it was over. Jon lay his whole body over Sansa’s for a few moments, nosing her hair as he catches his breath. Not wanting to suffocate her with his weight, he rolled off her, pulling her with him to keep her close to his heart and body. He kept his face in her hair for awhile, breathing her in, not wanting to ever let go of how she smelled and felt in his arms.
Jon had never felt this good fucking. Even with Ygritte, though he had loved her. He wasn’t on the edge of losing his life with one wrong step anymore. He was free, to enjoy
the beautiful woman in his arms, to look forward to the future with her, and not be afraid. Jon never wanted to leave this room, this bed, this woman. This woman was truly his wife, and every child he would put in her belly would be trueborn and his. And every one would be a Stark, never worried there’d be any chance of Snow. Jon didn’t know what happiness really was until now.
Jon was finally happy. And hungry, his stomach reminded him.
“I didn’t know it could ever feel like that,” Sansa said when she’d found her breath again.
“I want to erase every memory of him from you Sansa. We don’t ever have to think or make mention of him again. Let his name and memory be forgotten and never have it spoken again between us. There’s no room for him in this bed. All I see is you and me. No one else. I love you, and I don’t want anything lurking in the dark to get between and ruin us. Let him truly die and never come back.”
“Alright, Jon. I’ll let you protect me and kill all my monsters if you let me touch you now. You promised I could touch you all I wanted later, and now it’s later, much much later.”
“I’m all yours…but I have to warn you… I’m running low on strength. I’ll need to eat something soon if we’re to keep working together on building House Stark.”
“I’m sure Celia will be here anytime now, she’s sure to have heard your belly howling through the door. Now hold still Your Grace, I’ve never done this before.”
“Sansa! You don’t have to do that-“
“I want to.”
And Sansa Stark knelt for her king, surrounded by white pillows and grey furs, in their marriage bed.
Not much time later, poor Celia did hear howling as she stood outside the door.
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