#just sad dude

[sandydgonzalez]

What would I give to feel your hands on my face, to feel your lips on my forehead, to feel how your arms surround me like a fortress, like you are guarding my heart, my soul, just by putting yout arms around me.

What would I give to know if you feel the same way that I do, to know if you want me to stroke your hair, or to hold your hand to walk you through all your dreams and hopes, to know if throughout your day I ever cross your mind.

Please tell me, tell me if you want me, if it is possible for you to adore me, if I stand a chance of winning your heart, or if by confessing my feelings I will lose you, because you started as a friend, but now I see you in another light and I don’t want to hurt you or hurt me in the process of loving you.

[cosmosnout]

And in the end, Rouge was like, “You know what? Sure.”

[myrkulitescourge]

the way that one line from the new epilogue in an astarion romance is going to HAUNT me

just. what a profoundly intense thing to confess to someone.

like, just these six months of newfound happiness with you exerts a force on his heart equal and in direct opposition to two centuries of endless torment, the gnawing hunger and exploitation. this flashbulb-bright fraction of his long life holds the same gravity to him as years upon years of darkness and suffering.

in all likelihood, he hasn’t even known his lover for as long as his worst memory lasted, that year sealed away to go mad from starvation and sensory deprivation, yet he still tells them this brief time has been so fundamentally and powerfully important that the weight of even that unimaginable hell is vanishingly small compared to this present he has now and the future ahead of them both.

how am i supposed to act normal about this.

[southern--downpour]

gl!ranboo doodle sheet bc i am actually going insane

[b4kuch1n]

study of this masterwork

[doctorsiren]

thinking about Phoenix Fulwright….😳

[frm9pm]

Valentine’s Day - Mirror of ecidyrue, book 2

[drdemonprince]

people who are obsessed with passing are gonna be the death of our community i swear

[adriancatrin]

katara sees her brother and bff approaching something that can make them happy and says no interruptions

based on this photo from the live action cast

[waterghostype]

shit postings

[sandydgonzalez]

I feel like I will never be good enough, or at least not the one that you’d choose as something special.

I will never be the smart and beautiful sister, I will never be the funny cousin, I could never pass as the amazing best friend, no one would ever describe me as the most talented in anything I ever do.

To me is stupid to feel this way, and I am so jealous of the people that are enough, I wish so hard to be like them, I want to be considered, I want to come to their minds when they are describing a kind person, I want to be the one they speak about when someone asks who has been a good friend to them, hell I want someone to think of me greatly but it seem like they all have a plain idea of me.

I want to be more than my fears and my failures, I want to feel happy with who I am and mostly I wish I could stop crying every time something good happens to the ones I love, because at first I feel incredible and so proud of them, but then an overwhelming feeling of sadness and jealousy that I hate takes over me, it starts telling me that I could never be like them, that I could never achieve what they have and that they will never feel as proud of me as I am of them.

And I hate me for doing that, for making it about myself, for thinking about me when I should think about them and how happy I am that they achieved their goal, I feel like a burden.

[ineed-to-sleep]

So I've had this wip sitting in my folders for months now and decided to ressurect it to satiate the urge to draw these two again

[mads-is-tired]

Ranboo saving Charlie while he was streaming is the direct reason Charlie died I'm not okay

Ranboo said in their stream today that there were two choices that he actively made without the audience's input. One was choosing the security code on his own, and choosing to save Charlie from the brainwashing. Obviously using the wrong code stuffed it all up (which released the wire monster) but they said that because of the time it took to pull Charlie out, by the time they reached the doors the showfall media employees were locking them. Which eventually leads to both Ranboo and Charlie's deaths, and almost mirrors the final choice of episode three, choosing to live but be under showfall's control forever, or to die, only it hadn't been realised yet. 

also SNEEG!!! The poor guy tried to get out and get help again but never made it, and died alone (because of Ranboo’s choice, ouch). While showfall probably wouldn't have allowed it but a storyline where he did make it out would be insanely cool. 

Another thing, while the theory that showfall kidnapped Charlie as a kid and raised him to be their entertainer is very cool and has a lot of potential, I don't think that's the way the story would go. Showfall was(is??) going to use Ranboo until he no longer had any use to them, like all of the other actors, combined with sneeg's death suggests that raising a child and creating a whole personality and audience for slimecicle would be overly complex when they could just take people who have already done the work for them. The slimecicle channel is canon to the genloss universe now, and they likely would have had Charlie continue to stream to keep up appearances like he's not missing. Also, when ranboo finds all the streamers he recognises Charlie by name, suggesting they knew each other before showfall got to them, because iirc the name Charlie is never used in episode 1 or 2. And there is surely enough history between the two for Ranboo to want to save him, but recognises that he can't save everyone. That or he just felt bad for ripping the man's guts out. 

Anyway, I have Too Many Thoughts about Generation Loss and desperately want to know if Charlie and Sneeg are dead dead or if they'll be coming back for more generations because they were both so good in this series.

[ithinkdogshouldvote]

Prime defenders spoilers!

Yeah the episode was alright.

[itissadbutitsmy-artblog]

hey i got really sad about baby world being bmo's wish. thats actually awful. jake. safe. thats what prismo got out of that wish.

i clearly couldnt keep my energy up through the end of this but i still. wanted to. p.ost, it. before fnc tomorrow. :]

[hijinxinprogress]

Whenever the JL starts complaining about YJs public image YJ just straight up gaslights them