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[sinnabee]

8, 18, and 20 for the ask game :)

8. do you have any ocs, or have any ocs you’re fond of?

i do NOT have any dca oc’s yet;;;; well. i mean i don’t but like. mmm i want to

the problem is i am thinking of a transformers oc that i just kind of want to. shove in there? but there would be no reason to, it wouldn’t make sense, also it’s not MY oc it’s my girlfriend’s oc :P

what i might do instead is;;;;;;;; fiddle around with some kind of;;; crossover. nothing too wild? just you know. i love robots and i love transformers and i love the dca’s and i think i would ALSO love it if, perhaps, there was a wayward cybertronian that found their way into the pizzaplex and was very, very confused about these animatronics

like god, there’s SO many things i could do with it!!! what if the animatronics, arguably already sentient, came into contact with energon or some event happens that causes them to develop sparks - souls basically, like tiny stars in their chests - and then they’re. they’re technically cybertronian and they don’t even know

also fuck!!! sparkbonds??? god i’m just. sun and moon are already BUILT to be split-spark twins i’m screaming

there are just SO many good good things i could do with this kind of thing - maybe just an au where they ARE cybertronians??? transformers designs????

BUT ANYWAY I HAVE GOTTEN VERY OFF TOPIC

i AM very very very fond of @vurelly ‘s oc cosmo;;;;;;;;; i just fuckin love his little face, his little poofy hat, his little cape;;;; all excellent

also every time they post something about his backstory i am just like. bro??????? bro?????? it hurts me but god it’s so fucking good

cosmo is just a good little lad who has struggled so much and i, for one, would like to give him a big hug and perhaps even a little smooch if that’s okay <3 i’d also like to wrap him up in saran wrap

OH WAIT ONE MORE

@cornybug ‘s oc loomkey!!!! i don’t know much about loomkey’s Lore™ but aaaaah holy SHIT i love their art, and the way they draw loomkey;;;;;; just a little scrunkly. idk why but literally the moment i saw them i was like “this is mine now” i live look so fucking much. maybe it’s the big eyes and the stares they do so well. idk. but i just think about ‘em sometimes;;;;

18. anything you’re looking forward to?

SOMNIPHOBIA

I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT IT BUT IT HAS BLORBO ON THE COVER SO I MUST FUCKIN HAVE IT

20. free space! talk about whatever’s on your mind

rn it is almost the end of my work shift and tbh i am Exhausted ™ ™ ™

only thought in my head rn is if i get tired enough can i manage to summon moon from the ether to knock me the fuck out. also tho i have some ideas floating around i wanna draw and it’s a battle between a little nap, doodling, or just zoning out for the next hour so rip

regardless of all of that!!! thanks so much for the ask @kaotical !!!!!! i fuckin love these things they’re so FUN

[kaoticshiba]

BALDURS GATE 3 IN A NUTSHELL

I was just joking around and did a few basic jokes that happen within the game and I love how they came out actually xd I've even made some mini prints out of them too for the con that was on 16th.

[kaotic-editz]

[kaotic1111]

(Kaotic One)

[neurotic-error]

lesson learned: if someone asks for recommendations on disturbing media, don’t do it. what you recommend will always be too disturbing, and will earn you intense judgment.

[thekaoticfoxi23]

More Foxydude

I am assumin gyou are the dame person who asked me for more art, then don't worry, it is coming up!

If you are talking about headcannons, rhe I'd be happy to share for whatever! :D

Oh, and btw Foxydude is now one of my favourite nicknames thank you

[niharikaslernings]

Today's learning, 07/05/23

I am back with another learning of today. Today, I realised about one of my stupid habit which had wasted lots of my time. I hadn't seperated incidence and learning part in this blog. Let me tell you what I had realised:-

I was taking my lunch at afternoons and for me eating means a break. Thus, I started watching reels on my sister's phone and I remember one reel came of a savage reply. After watching that reel what I started doing is to imagining that reel on myself. I start imagining that I said this dialogue or whatever showed in that reel. And I wondered in my imagination that lots of people is laughing at my joke. After that, I scrolled 30-40 reels and I was following the same imagining process. While thinking all this, I stopped eating my food. I wasted many hours. I was doing all this unconsciously. Now, when I am analysing my day. I realised that I was doing this. Then, I start researching and got to know that this had now become a very big issue of modern world. I also came to know about why peoples get addicted to reel. It's because they start imagining themselves at the creator's place and like me they are also not aware what they were doing because they never analyse their day. This habit will destroy your ability to focus. It will ruin your internal peace. Talking to yourself make you and your mind calm and free. But this type of fake imagination motivates a person to not work and it also brings ego in people. If you are underestimating this habit. So, let me tell you the destructive long term effects of this habit:-

1. After getting addicted to this habit, you will start imagining whole day. This will lead to bad performances at every social participation. You will completely take shelter in your comfort zone.

2. Thinking whole day will drain your energy and you will feel tired and sleepy whole day.

3. This will built unnecessary ego and attitude.

4. You will never feel like to do anything. You are not aware that how your day went. It also brings forgetting issue. You will forget tiny things because you were not active.

The list is endless, I had mentioned some most common one's. This habit will be on peak when you enter in your bathroom especially while taking shower and also at night when you try to sleep. The people who are in this thinking loop will imagine back to back incidents. This will never stop buddy. So, What's the solution:-

Solution:- Solution is a habit which is try to be aware of what you are doing. Just completely indulge yourself into present moment such as when you are walking, watch your foot, try not to think anything else. This is like a active meditation and it is a very beneficial exercise which can also be done when you are not in this type of thinking loop. This habit will bring massive change in your life. It will improve your concentration power. Trust me you are going to become modern Buddha or Swami Vivekananda.

I want to end this blog with a quote:-

[thisischicagomusic]

Kaotic Barz - Truth Be Told (Mic In The Booth) shot by: @rellyboi3000

Kaotic Barz just dropped a dope new visual to his latest single Truth Be Told shot by RellyBoi300. Make sure to check that out above and leave some feedback in the comment sections below. If you like what you hear click that distrokid link below and add this song to your favorite streaming playlist. Distrokid https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaoticbarz/truth-be-told

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Kaotic Barz - Truth Be Told (Mic In The Booth) shot by: @rellyboi3000

Kaotic Barz just dropped a dope new visual to his latest single Truth Be Told shot by RellyBoi300. Make sure to check that out above and leave some feedback in the comment sections below. If you like what you hear click that distrokid link below and add this song to your favorite streaming playlist. Distrokid https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaoticbarz/truth-be-told

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Kaotic Barz - Truth Be Told (Mic In The Booth) shot by: @rellyboi3000

Kaotic Barz just dropped a dope new visual to his latest single Truth Be Told shot by RellyBoi300. Make sure to check that out above and leave some feedback in the comment sections below. If you like what you hear click that distrokid link below and add this song to your favorite streaming playlist.Distrokidhttps://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaoticbarz/truth-be-told

[kaoticshiba]

Curiosity gets you killed... but so does ignorance.

TW: Blood

“You can’t avoid the necessary sacrifices, Archivist.”

[kaotic-editz]

[adalynnlove]

Evil Bunny Productions: Mad Circus

Evil Bunny Productions: Mad Circus

The Mad Circus 8 is back in town! Featuring scares, dares, & a freak show unlike anywhere else in SL. Enter if you dare, but go with a friend, we would not want you to get lost and never return. Designers bring you their scariest, creepiest, & down right horrifying fashions, designs, poses, & decor. Brought to you by Evil Bunny Productions. You have until Halloween to experience the chill, but…

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(Kaotic One)

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FLP Late Night Talking

[saturnbellfromhell]

MARSIAN ENERGY

🔳So the last post we focused on divine feminine energy, Venusian energy. Adoring the delicate and light side of our sister planet, Venus. Today's post will focus on the yang to Venuses yin, Mars. The red, fiery and frisk planet of our solar system.

🔳In ancient Rome Mars was said to be the God of War and represented the military power as a way to bring prosperity and peace in Rome. He is also the father to the notorious Romolus and Remus, the founders of the great city of Rome. It is believed that when war would hit Rome, the proud father Mars would help the military win over.

🔳In the astrology world Mars is the depiction of masculine energy, just like how Venus is for feminine energy. They both represent this youthful power of the two genders. Being also close to the Sun, Marsian energy is organic, primal if you will. There isn't a lot what happens behind closed doors, no mystery to be explored. Mars represents this ongoing life energy, competition, agression, assertiveness, our sex drive, actions and desires. Mars is what keeps us going and gives us courage to keep going.

🔳Of course it's master is Aries, the cardinal fire sign. Aries is the sign who brings back spring into our hearts after a long and cold winter. It takes a lot of effort waking every creature from it's hibernation period, so there really has to be  a lot of drive and determination. Aries is also depicted as the Ram of the zodiac. This animal is known to live in flocks, always having a leader. The leader takes good care of the group, even fighting to death for it's territory. The Ram is known for it's power, exerting 800 pounds from just a simple headbutt. So of course Aries will firstly be described as "heads on first".

🔳Aries is also known as the baby of the zodiac, since he is first on the list. This meaning he has alot of wisdom and knowledge to acquire. These fire babies do not like being told what/how to do something and in that they can hurt themselves the most. Aries is also the sign of passion and motivation, confidence and bluntness, optimism and drive. They are naturally ambitious and love to take charge of the situation even though not knowing much ahead. Even though they love to be in charge, every Aries always has that moment where they question themselves are they truly doing good, but nevertheless they still keep going. They adore being loud, friendly, spontaneous, passionate and above all adventurous. If you ever want to go on a fun trip, get yourself an Aries to hang around. These Rams light up the room with their witty humor and charisma, wanting to befriend all. Aries really is the extrovert of all the signs, that's for sure.But they do get a bad reputation for being overly aggressive and explosive. Aries has a long way to go, patience really can be a friend to them, but they despise it. Their impulsive manner can cause damage quite rapidly in their life.

🔳The biggest lesson I want every Aries to learn is to dive deep into the emotion of fury. Fury is a wild anger most Aries are known for, but they use it sometimes in the wrong way. This emotion is a sacred emotion, known to break worlds apart. So when used wisely, at the right time and the right place it can cause a good outcome. Other than fury, Aries needs to learn to be less selfish in ways where their hobbies, activities, friends or family come first. Be sure toask questions, learn from others and your own mistakes, journal and write down everything. I know it can be hard staying at home, not wondering all over the place, but make sure to have one reflection day for a better you, Aries. A lot of the time people will describe you as an only angry, kaotic, selfish and annoying sign but will forget to see the passion, loyalty, openness and friendliness of your sign because the bad can sometimes overshadow the good.

🔳The other sign that was traditionally ruled by Mars was our dear mysterious Scorpio. Now why would astrologers brand a watery sign such as Scorpio to be ruled by the firey planet Mars? Even though we can say that Scorpios are very similar to water signs because of their strong emotional intelligence and psychic, "sixth" sense abilities Scorpio also derives a lot of caracteristics from his ancient ruler, Mars.  Scorpio is also a passionate leader, who will win you over with their charisma and dedication. They are very direct with whom they trust, passionate with their lovers and outstandingly loyal to their family. Scorpios are not afraid to take action just like Aries but they do it in a calmer, more thought threw manner unlike our baby Aries. The caracteristic both Aries and Scorpio hold are their courage. Courage for change, action and their belief system. But nevertheless they are very different, since Scorpio is also ruled by Pluto. The planet of the underground and death.

🔳Mars can also have destructive tendecies when positioned in the wrong house/sign. Mars in traditional astrology is considered a MALEFIC planet. Meaning it can govern unfavorable influence in an individuals chart.

🔳If in a fall or detriment it can also bring some confusion to the table. Mars is how we express ourselves and how we approach day to day situations. As said above it is our natural energy of "doing", so when put in a house or sign where Mars feels homesick it can sometimes  be challenging. This does not mean the end of the world...it means you have to find the wisdom and courage to light your Mars up, even if it doesn't come naturally. But do have in mind to pick your fights wisely. Do not exhaust your self and take away your integrity and peace. That's the lesson every Marsian native should have in mind.

Let's get into some of my observations for our Marsian individuals, shall we!

🔘 Aries rising are so hot and funny and they absolutely know it! They seem very open and kind to the public. A good sense of style aswell.

🔘 Aries moons are a lot in my perspective. If handled well this placement can be very idealistic, passionate, quick and energetic...but they can be very short tempered and loss interest fast if not kept active and interested. They love a good rant with others and love to see their partner or friend laugh and explore with them. Very driven and very blunt.

🔘 Aries mercury are very quick on their tongue, of course. They can be very good writers in my perspective. Autobiography is calling for a Aries mercury. They are very direct with their words and don't think a lot before speaking.

🔘 Aries in the first house can be an amazing placement or a complex one. If a planet such as Saturn is placed here it can bring a lot of self reflection and problems with insecurity. It can also feel as if you want to take action for yourself, but are afraid to.

🔘 Aries venus I've wrote in the Venusian post, but I'll write it again here shortly. Aries venus fall in love very fast, love primal energetic sex and can come off as "vanilla", but that doesn't mean it's bad just very straight to the point. They are also lovers of any head fondling and scratching, kisses around the neck and ears and they love their lovers to be vocal and not shy!

🔘 Mars in the 7th house need to be in charge, they don't want their partner telling them how/what to do. They also might get married later in life. The assert their needs and wishes within the relationship with ease, if not in a air/water sign. They really need to learn compromise and to not act out at every inconviennce.

🔘 Mars in the 9th house can be either go getters in school/collage or the procrastinator. They also love traveling all the time. I've met a few who change their address every once and awhile or love backpacking!

🔘 Mars in the 12th house can repress their natural instincts a lot of the time. Very secretive about their actions and can have some issues with repressed emotions aswell. It can also attract the wrong people, even violent people. Solitude can be difficult at times for these natives.

🔘 Aries in the 11th house is a very loyal friend to have around. They are extreme extroverts and people pleasers. Not a very peaceful social life. They love to party, get to know new people and don't have a difficult time getting to know others.

🔘 Aries in the 4th house need a good family where they can speak and act freely. They are very hands on with their family. Love to take their family on trips. They will go to the end to defend their family.

🔘 Mars square Venus can be a tricky aspect. It means challenges in balancing your soft side and masculine side. It can bring a lot of anger and hate into a relationship. The lesson here to learn is to communicate deeply your deepest emotions with loved ones, not to just turn your head the other way. This can also mean you have very very high standards in relationships and partners often times can't fulfill your expectations. It also creates a lot of frustration and passive aggressiveness in relationships. The goal is to work though the tough times and not want everything to be picture perfect.

🔘 Mars dominant people are in my perspective people that you can smell miles away. They are so sure of themselves, always competing, also doing some sort of sports or activities, always speak up in school or in friendly surroundings, always on the hunt for new things and new people. I also see this in Sun, Pluto and Moon dominant people, they are really easy to spot!

🔘 Mars square Jupiter individuals have a lot of enthusiasm and energy, if not handled well they can become very tired and needy. I've met a few people how have problems with insomnia with this placement because they cannot figure out how to deal with all this energy.

🔘 I've also met a few Aries sun with Capricorn moons that are really into stripping. They know their clients love them and they love the money they get from it!

🔘 Aries sun men have a very fragile ego along with Leo, Gemini and Libra men. They get very mad if you put your cards on the table and want something more in the partnership. Don't you dare interfere with their independence and free spirit lifestyle. I've also noticed Aries men love dogs and when they get there's it's always some high energy dog like a husky, border collie, dogo argentino etc.. Not big cat lovers.

🔘 Chiron in Aries can mean a lot of shame in the individuals life. They've felt very worthless in a past life and feel like they are incompatible of leading or being up front. They also felt like they couldn't be themselves and had to be the chameleon of the group a lot of the times.

🔘 Mars is Cancer is the death of me, if we're being honest. For the girls I haven't really seen big problems other than people taking advantage of them and not giving them the chance to glow. For the guys it's so destructive, they are so sneaky and manipulative at times and never say how they feel. They can become quite aggressive and emotionally abusive. But if handled well, they can be the most laid back fellas ever...I've never seen that to be honest, the only one's I've ever seen are the one's that feel very left out of the male group so they act in violence to show domination and security. The guys can feel like the have been neutered and are not enough of a man. But in reality they are made to hang out with the girls and just chill, there's no shame in that.