#last year has been tough

[colecxre-17]

now i can truly live knowing i have someone who will mourn for me

[bruhstation]

(redraw of last year's art!) happy new year 2024, everyone! hopefully things go well this year, too :]

[featheredadora]

i love your pride birds, but i will say that it does make me feel a little sad to see the exclusion of the lesbian flag. :(((

Hi! I'm sorry to make you feel excluded! As I mentioned in the post, the plan was to do more (in fact, the original plan was to post two designs a week during pride month) but I am disabled and have been really struggling to make art (or do much of anything tbh!) for several weeks now.

Unfortunately that meant that the lesbian flag, nonbinary flag, pan flag, and aro flag, all didn't manage to get done. In fact, this ask makes me a little sad because the lesbian flag one was actually next on my list, to the point where I had finished the lineart but not the colouring (for what it's worth, it's a tiel with carnations)

I hope this clears things up a bit - I wasn't actively excluding a flag, it's just been a rough few weeks disability-wise. I hope you had a good pride month, and I hope you feel seen by other lesbian representation! (I also have some other lesbian pride art from previous years!)

[boingfessions]

[lover-of-many-things]

Fast approaching 3 years since I started writing my WIP. It’s still sitting at 120,000 words, haven’t touched it in 8 months, and there’s still so much more story to go 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 part of me wants to start posting it, but I know my track record with not finishing chaptered fics. I’m really gonna try to start working on it again. I want to finish it this year.

[semiotomatics]

lol, new fear unlocked: disappointing my therapist when i have bad days -_-

[rox-of-iu]

how is a man supposed to odmaturovat when my head is soooo empty but also soso so so full o(-(

[lesbianlotties]

literally not my fault that i dont have a journal or therapy so you all have to see me oversharing on tumblr dot com

[owl127]

... I want to be mishevious and ask you A-Z, but ill just ask:

C, L, E, X, and A lol

C:  How did you come up with the title to [insert fic]?

I know what you did here, but you forgot to add the fic. Ha. \o/

L:  Which of your fanfics was the most emotionally challenging to write?

Anything harrianthe is always tricky. Because they are so dysfunctional, but also good for each other?

E: What character do you identify with most?  Is there a certain fic of yours that captures these qualities particularly well?

Lexa in "Yours" is me before therapy.

X: How would you categorize your fanfic reading?  Are you a voracious reader?  Do you carefully pick and choose?  Something in between? Not voracious for fics, though, I read more published books lately. I'm picky after years and years of tolerating bad quality fics. Searching based on kudos makes me nauseous. When I find a decent writer, I read everything they have to offer and I hope they have a good selection of bookmarks, and that's kinda how I find fics lately. Unless you all have good fic recs?

A: Of the fanfic you’ve written, which is your favorite and why?

Oooof, that's a hard one, and it shifts over time. Right now "Coffee & Scones" have a special spot in my heart, but Clexa fics are always nostalgic to write.

[btssavedmylifeblr]

hellooooo, i just wanted to say i love reading your asks haha i have been a void reader ever since the first chapter dropped and i can't believe how fast time goes by,, i could've sworn it's only been a few months since i first found your writings,, now i seem to track time with your chapter updates (it's almost been a year since last update and i am still thinking about it every day) you must have a magic brain cause i have been thinking about your stories for years and i have re-read void (and the rest of your fics) more times than i can count with both of my hands aND i still can't get enough... i don't want this to seem like i'm putting pressure over time between updates lol, instead i would love to thank you for changing the way i see time passing by, your stories and your blog discussions have made my life so entertaining, and idk i love you bee, i've grown alongside with you and your stories and it makes me emotional to know your blog has been a part of my life for so long haha i hope you are having a nice life lately <3

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Thank you for such a sweet message! 💜 I think I can make this next update before the one-year mark. I appreciate you sticking with me for so long!

[iamat0m]

Officially unemployed.

[florenceisfalling]

okay bye guys see u. idk. sometime soon? soon

[leesh]

birthday month starts tomorrow and i’m gonna need london to start being kinder to me

[catboynutsack]

oh so when they said "it gets better" they weren't lying? it does get better? and it did? even though it seemed so fake back then? it's fucked up but true, it does get better

[lostwanderer42]

Tired of reminding myself it's been tough year and it's ok to not feel good

[petitjury]

hey friends!! when i'm finished reading this current book (the trauma beat by tamara cherry), which one should I start next?? :)

thanks!!!!!!!!!!!