#ldr break up

[sassywiththesas]

I miss us.

[morayofsunshine]

wicked the musical honestly makes way more sense if you interpret it as a poly triad with glinda, elphaba, and fiyero

[newrelationshipgoals]

Girls break up mentally before they break up physically. Be careful how you treat her because once you lose her mentally it’s done.

[iidsch]

Im rereading the first volumes of nana and man 🧍I have a lot of conflicting thoughts about nana and shoji's relationship but ultimately i cant not feel bad for her, its so despicable of him to cheat on her like that

[wlwgang]

Ohhh I’m not the Alex Turner of this relationship I’m Alexa Chung

[lizbethsletters]

letters | 035

𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓻, 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮

God, today was something but it just showed me how much we mean to each other. Today we had a really good day when I would give you attitude and spin my chair around you say some sort of multitude of "you better spin your pretty ass back over, ma" and I do with some sort of glare on my face. After I turn my chair around my glare turns into a smile. I kept trying to give you kisses and you said no and your eyes kept tearing up and my heart hurt but I was keeping it together. After asking you what was wrong like 5 times you gave in and said you were scared to hurt me and that you knew it was going to happen. I said "baby be realistic the amount of times we have stopped talking while we weren't even dating was like 3 and then I broke up with you twice" you cut me off and proceeded to be like "no, I'm going to hurt you." I said "no you are wrong all those times that we stopped talking because of me so no I don't want to hear it, I'm going to hurt you look at my track record." my eyes were watering and my voice was shaking but I was right. You kept trying to convince me otherwise but I was like I hurt you not just once but over 3 times and you were like but you didn't hurt me because even though I was crying every day I knew that you were thinking about me. Even if you put it like that I cant get out of my head that I hurt you but I know that I still have you so I'm okay. You kept saying that I thought I was doing the right thing and that you forgave me but I kept saying I followed instincts that were wrong and point is that we had a great conversation and it showed me how we were just meant to be. I love you so much I want to just hug you. You hated or maybe still hate my teddy bear because he sleeps with me every night and I hug it but today you said you wanted to speak to him and I was like uh okay. You told him to please take care of me to hug me when you can't to just be with me. I wanted to cry I wanted to just somehow jump through the screen and just kiss you endlessly. You said you loved us both and you asked him to take care of me. I love you so much and I would do anything for you. I miss you so much I swear.

𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂,

𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵ᡣ𐭩

[dgraymen]

ough

[tiredsadpeach]

Uh oh!!! Here comes the part where I think my bf will hate me once he learns x thing about me!!!!

[puntuations]

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[mienai-me]

Breaking Up Slowly

Breaking up slowly is a hard thing to do I love you only, but it's making me blue So don't send me flowers like you always do It's hard to be lonely, but it's the right thing to do

[misseyres]

im excited for my language program this summer but y'all i do not want to do long distance rn 😭 part of that is the ldr trauma but also i. & i are in a really good place right now and i realllly don't want to disrupt that :/

[mermaidinthecity]

Georgе got arrested out on the lawn. We might be breaking up after this song. Will he still love me long after I'm gone? Or did he see it coming all along? 'Cause breaking up slowly is a hard thing to do. I love you only, and it's making me blue. So don't send me flowers like you always do. It's hard to be lonely. Baby, breaking up is hard to do. Breaking up slowly. Baby, breaking up is hard to do. Breaking up slowly is a hard thing to do. I love you only, and it's making me blue. So don't send me flowers like you always do. It's hard to be lonely, but it's the right thing to do.

Breaking Up Slowly (feat. Nikki Lane) by Lana Del Rey

[bellenichelle]

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[cessreads]

Third morning since you said goodbye. I still cannot get out of bed. It takes so much energy to even get up to turn on the light. It does not feel good to be lying in the dark, but in a way, it is comforting. I have been grateful that at least you broke my heart on a weekend because I don't have anywhere to be, anyway (although I have to study for my finals). But it is Monday now and I have to be at work, and I still don't know if I can even go outside. It is not as worse as Saturday has been. I am no longer crying my eyes out mourning you and our fun, short-lived relationship, but it is only 9 in the morning, so we never know.

I have been up since 5am, just staring at the ceiling and checking notifications to see if you have messaged me. You have not. The crystals you sent me for my birthday are sitting on my desk, as well as a mug of half-finished cup of coffee from yesterday, the milk curdling on the surface. I have to study for my finals this week and I think I can distract myself with that. But I'm not going to work. I do not think I want to see people right now. I do not think I have it in me to pretend I am okay.

I checked discord for the nth time, and I saw you are still online. Almost 3am where you live. I know things are bad for you when you are still up this late. I want to send you another long message, but I know that's a bad idea right now. I miss you so much. I want to say that I fully understand your reasoning and that I do not hate you at all, but probably not right now when I am still feeling upset, hurt and disposable. I have to give you space. I know that for you it seemed like I do not know how to love a person with an anxiety disorder, but for me it's not like you gave me a chance to try.

[vitiateoriginator]

Briefly talked with my fam last night about my datemate and mine's moving plans (we decided we're going to try and get in the apartment we were originally accepted for again, when another unit becomes available). We told them they need to be prepared in July, when my sis is supposed to get a raise. As soon as we're able to reapply, and they can afford to hold a lease without my help, we're leaving.

But recently my sister's job has threatened to cut her hours, because her company realized she barely does any work as our mom's healthcare aid, as mom can mostly take care of herself. She's been trying to aapeal the company's decision. She said while awaiting a trial for it, they won't cut her hours, and she's going to get a raise in July supposedly because the government is raising the pay rate for healthcare workers then

Now my sister is saying that her hours are going to get cut regardless, so they need me to stay with them, because they can't afford living in their apartment if I go. Despite the fact that she's perfectly capable of getting a new or second job. Then thety told me to look for an apartment owned by a different company than the place we're living at. That way I can keep my name on their lease. But my datemate and I have concluded all the other places are either too ratty for the price, out of our budget/we won't be eligible to get in (we need to make 3 times the rent combined), or they're too far from shopping areas for us to go to easily. The apartment complex we've chosen as our go to is literally perfect for us. But my fam tried convincing me otherwise

Then my mom chimes "wait if they move out, even if we get a third lease signer, we might not be able to afford rent with your hours cut [sister's name]!"

Without even considering my sister can just get herself another fucking job. Its always gotta fall on me.

[chaoticfae]

H!gh thots

for someone who’s very queer, and has *trust issues with any and all men ( #trauma ) i’m so down bad for a man that i have no real chance with (due to distance, *trust issues, and like a general fear of relationships).. and i know that he’s at least attracted to me in a spicy way but also there are things that could be taken as like a sign of him actually liking me outside of spicy time.. and like.. he knows i’m fat and still likes me? like i was asked out as a joke/dare and the only time someone was ‘genuine’ they were also sexually harassing me

ugh