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Soulmate broke up with me. Gonna stab myself in the eye
#actually the worst timing ever wdym right before my intake appointment 😭#WHY AM I GOING TO THERAPY IN THE FIRST PLACE IF YOU'RE JUST GOING TO STOP TALKING TO ME#No because. the way i don't want to do this. the way ive made a bunch of compromises#like... erm. okay.#well whatever Ig i can have tcc friends now and buy a gun#Not being my friend anymore because i have a true crime blog I don't talk to her about is like. HELLO#it's fine. im deep breathing. it's a rational thing for her to do. im willing to accept that#i won't message her anymore#but i am very sad#saying break up has romantic connorations ig#we weren't dating though lol she is just my best friend ever#she said we could be friends again but like#if I changed </3#or if she swallowed down her discomfort#whatever#genuinely the worst day of my life though actually#like been pretty codependent with him for like three years (and been besties for like five six idk)#so#literally don't know what to do noe#now*#I KNEW IT WAS COMING#been posting about my friends hating me for months and just lying about it#low and behold. here we are#but knowing that she stopped thinking about me the same and having her admit it are two different things#ugh#i need to go camping for like two weeks straight only way ill feel better
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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this is kerdly 2 me. btw
#utdr#deltarune#kerdly#kris deltarune#berdly deltarune#roxx art#ok hear me out. ok . ok#AHDKFK LISTEN. LISTEN HEAR ME OUT OKAY LISTEEEN#guys. guys#hi#ok tbh i really like the kris’ i did here… might have to change a pfp or two….. we’ll see#also. erm. this was supposed to be a dumb stupid doodle comic but then… i liked how the colours were turning out so….. </3#anyways. ill draw more deltarune promise. u can even request it of me#love and light. signing out goodbye
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Various doodles from this week
#doctorsiren#mob psycho 100#jujutsu kaisen#ace attorney#reigen arataka#gojo satoru#haibara yu#nanami kento#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#wrightworth#narumitsu#beanix#utahime iori#gojohime#nanago#erm perhaps I suggest ot3 of utahime. gojo. and nanami 😵💫 it’s like iris. phoenix. and miles 🫶#HEAR ME OUT OKAY#mp100 fanart#jjk fanart#ace attorney fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#little lion man by Mumford and Sons is very Yuji and I don’t know how to explain#the cereal one was a doodle req from Foop haha
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apologize to all women the video game
#i unfortunately hate how obsessed i am with drawing his skinless form hes like a stress ball for the mind#my art#mouthwashing#captain curly#erm i blame the virus or something i didnt even think this game was good. fml.#sorry for being an ultimate hater. it was okay. i appreciate the amount of kick ass fanart it has inspired at least
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whatever. self indulgent au blast. kills you with rocks
#I do think . okay this is my horrible self indulgetn au so you Cannot be mean to me. but fresh's main reaction to nightmare being#displeased with it was to just act as pathetic as it could manage. cus nightmare liked when it was a pathetic pile of slop.#color voice;l why are you whining. what. can you. erm. not...? do that....?#I need to do more research about color & killers dynamic but I was pissed so I wanted to draw color pissed... sorry gang they're ooc...#Fresh#fresh sans#fresh!sans#color!sans#color sans#killer#fresh & killer#fresh & color#color & killer#captivity au: nightmare's castle; good end#utmv#undertale multiverse
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oouhhhh I'm dying of artblock. so I'm forcing myself to draw things that look shitty DEAD EMMET AU SAVE ME. SAVE ME DEAD EMMET AU.
basics of this au; Ingo was missing(in Hisui) for eight years, and in that time, Emmet spent it not coping well to the point he gave himself a heart problem from the stress.
Complications from a seizure and stress caused him to die in his home.
Normally that would be fucked up and bad; but what makes it worse, is that a month after Emmet dies, Ingo reappears back at the subway and tries to stitch himself back into the old life he didn't know, and have to deal with grieving a guy who has been with him for most of his life but he doesn't even know.
But Emmet is verrrrrry much not gone.
anyways. I them. this au is a bit more ingo focused than what I normally drift around because I like Emmet soooooo much. I'm going to throw more thoughts down.
Despite dying in their apartment, Emmet wanders around Gear Station; its where he spent most of his time and where Ingo disappeared. He, as a ghost, is looking for Ingo still, thinking it will cause things to go back to normal.
Emmet isn't really sentient in the month between his death and Ingo's return. He's aimlessly wandering in through the station and the tunnels calling for him and asking if people have seen him, but he can't really interact well. Sometimes he's spotted or heard. He's probably talked to passengers and been seen on trains, with many excuses.
Chandelure can see and interact with Emmet as soon as he appears at the station. She would wander the tunnels to keep him company in the month after he dies.
When Ingo does return, something clicks and he is actually aware. He has a lot more control of what he can do and isn't stuck in some foggy limbo of conscious.
Emmet finds out he can posses Ingo, which he uses to polish up duties he thinks Ingo needs help with. Sometimes he just wants to jump in for a battle.
Elesa and the other depot agents are not happy about the possessions. Elesa thinks Ingo is pulling a joke in bad taste(because I mean you didn't know the guy but he was your brother and he's fucking dead), and the agents get really uncomfortable.
Before Ingo knows about him being a ghost, the possessions feel like a lapse of time that he is only vaugely aware of. After Ingo and Emmet meet in the tunnels, Ingo can boot him out and communicate with him.
First two images are after Ingo comes back but before they meet, and the third one is before Ingo is back.
SCRATCHES HEAD. I don't really have much on any actual stuff. I'd love to do a comic or perhaps a fic but I have the horrible disease of not knowing how to panel things in a way I can achieve and the other illness of not writing often. whatever. I am a big fan of au though. I think it's neat. hopefully I'll be out of artblock soon enough to do more shit about it. I lot a lot of little scenarios I'd like to draw out
I'm also going to @emmyet because you're sooooo nicies and soooo polite and got me to draw multiples things with oneeee swag reply. hiiii helloooooooooo (CHEERFUL WAVE)
#spenxer lou art#hhooouuuuguuuuuuhhhh okay. CRACKS KNUCKLES. been a minute since I've done some submas posting. lets get these tags down#pokemon#submas#subway bosses#pokemon submas#subway master emmet#submas emmet#subway master ingo#submas ingo#subway boss emmet#subway boss ingo#blankship dni#THUMBS DOWN. just have to preface. I yam not a fan.#alsoooo againnnn sorry these look like SHIT. drawing wants to BEAT ME with rocks and bricks until I die really hard#erm !!!! OHFUYIAHIM. MY FREKAING. whatever#submas au#He's Gone Au#<- au tag. I thought it was neat but I don't know howwww much I like it. open to options and opinions#I just think it's neat because it can go both ways; “He's gone” refering to Ingo being gone and trying to let go of him#and “He's gone” refering to Emmet being dead#DRAGGING MY HANDS DOWN MY FAVE. EYES BLOOD SHOT. sorry I actualyl DO like this au SO MUCH. SHIT IS REALLY GOOD 2 ME. SNIFFLING SOOOO HARD#GODDDD. I yam a big fan. okay. whatever#go my scarab. go into the submas tag once again.
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Minos and Sisyphus Prime but they're both core files from hit 2016 game Pony Island
#Ultrakill#Minos Prime#Sisyphus Prime#Pony Island#<- I am so sorry Ponyfans for tossing this in that tag#Inspired by buers-sixth-leg's designs. If you like Pony Island you should check out their art it's fantastic#Anyway hi new people. Welcome to extremely niche crossover art that I make for me only. This is what we actually do here.#And to anyone who is here from the Ultrakill tag. Hey you know Inscryption? That guy is making another game called Panda Circus you should#check it out when it comes out in. Erm. Whenever. Okay? Okay.#...I'm really excited for both Violence and Pony Island II. Can you tell#Hrokkall sketch
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GLAD EVERYONE ENJOYED THE ANDROID INFO UPDATE ABOUT INTERFACING DFGJNDGKGNMXGHNCBNM
#dbhc#dbhc sillies#the shepherd#my sona#art escapades#IM DEAD#dbhc doc#dbhc etho#there was a point I was working on pt 6 and I realized I never. talked about it#and I was like oh my god only detroit fans are gonna. know#erm#I should really do something about that#THERE WERE A FEW PEOPLE WHO CALLED IT OUT BEFORE PT 6 EVEN DROPPED#LIKE#‘hm. interesting you added that last part. interesting. hm. hm.’ LMAO#glad it did it’s job#I wanted to emphasize in that post how like. NOT OKAY it is to force interface with someone#it’s very… idk if violating is the right word but I think it would feel very invasive/uncomfortable#if it’s not something you asked for yknow#ANYWAY IM INSANE#etho and doc WILL make up. eventually.#if I may. doc ‘no we aren’t telling anyone what happened. it’s not a threat to them anyways and this isn’t the first time I’ve replaced this#arm. it’s nothing the other hermits need to worry about’ 77#you better let xisuma comfort you. i dont know if it’s safe to have another guys trauma in your brain. you should get that checked out
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If you liked the entire Five × Lila thing in season four and genuinely shipped them, then I'm so sorry. My condolences. Hope you get better.
#im not just bitter it is genuinely weird#like they WAITED for aiden to become of age so he could do that with Ritu.#and dont bullshit me with “they were together for seven years” FIVE WAS IN THE APOCALYPSE FOR FORTY FIVE FUCKING YEARS#AND NEVER GAVE UP ON HIS FAMILY#not the way he did in season four.#im so mad#im just pretending it never happend#Also lila is a cheater? you guys okay with that?#'erm' 🤓☝�� well she technically gave up on diego-#what if i pulled your bottom lip over your skull.#just say you fetishize young boys and older women together and call it a day.#its still better than admitting you liked this shit.#tua s4#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy#the umbrella academy season 4#five hargreeves#lila pitts
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Hey is there any way to do a sympathetic or even good-aligned Orange Lantern? We’ve had sympathetic/good red lanterns, yellow lanterns, star sapphires…I feel like orange is next, but how can avarice/greed be good? Maybe a character with a god complex is so bad it wraps back around from being a flaw to a virtue—like, maybe they’re so greedy that they think of the entire universe as being part of their possession, so anything that threatens the universe is something they would fight against. Like the same kind of vibe as a dragon that thinks of an entire village as their hoard, so they protect the village. Or maybe their greed manifests itself as greed for knowledge or greed for worship or greed for friends/allies (as, perhaps, types of “power”), so even if they’re not like fully heroic necessarily, they can still be complex and complicated and can play off of the other Lantern Corps in interesting ways.
#idk just a thought!#this might require larfleeze being dead but ykw. i’m not really opposed to that.#he’s a bit one-note imo. and he’s an enslaver!#simu's two cents#green lantern#orange lantern#this actually came about bc i was thinking about oh there’s like about as many human GLs#as there r emotional corps. so. it could be fun to think abt oh if u HAD to assign each of the human GLs to a different corps#which one would they be in#i think hal NEEDS to stay in green like he lives and bleeds green.#guy has already been red. but he also has been combo w star sapphire right. love for his corps and whatever.#kyle has been white duh but he’s also v compassionate. could see him being#indigo. jessica has been yellow and honestly i would just put her as yellow straight away that’s really interesting for her#wait hmmm. kyle can also be blue for hope. OR ACTUALLY i think i want simon to be blue. bc he can heal ppl right.#okay wait i’ve lost track#john can be….. FUCK!!! he was indigo.#jo can be …… erm… hmmm…#yeah see that’s the problem when one of the corps is orange which has never really been seen as sympathetic. atleast not that i know of yet#i was gonna say jo can be red but like SPECIFICALLY as an inversion of the typical red lantern vomiting blood and going crazy archetype#bc one of her main character traits is that she’s very level headed so her being a red lantern is bc she can handle it. u see what i’m sayi#like that character from witch who is very level headed so was chosen to be fire bc she can handle it#idk i never watched witch#jo can be red. SOMEONE is orange. jess is yellow. hal is green.#simon is blue. guy is violet.#who’s left#AH FUCK IS KYLE ORANGE???#wait kyle is indigo.#FUCK IS JOHN ORANGE THATS WORSE.#IK THIS IS BY PROCESS OF ELIMINATION SO I CAN SHUFFLE THESE GUYS AROUND MORE BUT FUCK.#fuuuuuuuuck
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okay guys. after a *checks the time* 10 hour school day, i was finally able to watch harumasa’s character demo and all i can say is that i have a few thoughts.
the bird we see in the beginning is a sign of an ethereal. it also symbolizes him in a sense, white feathers, very bright yellow eyes. the young boy we hear in the beginning is most definitely younger harumasa. the bird kept watch of him before flying away, making him wake up.
we find out that he has two scars? holes? on the side of his neck and his choker is used a cover. he fears he’d turn into an ethereal and relies on medication to keep himself in check.
it seems that he was heavily tested on as a child, as the only time the testing failed was when he was younger. this caused him to be shot in the neck to regain control over himself. this is also the only time we ever see him have heterochromia eye color (maybe his eyes turn a different color if he becomes an ethereal)
he wakes up again after having another nightmare of his past. it’s clear that he can’t just easily ignore the fact that he can become an ethereal, hence why his story states that it is a secret he holds within him that he cannot get over or leave behind. the mirror shatters and a flock of white birds with yellow eyes come flying right towards him but you can see that they carry the same green color as ethereals.
remember the bird in the beginning? maybe instead of flying away, it was flying towards the young boy. just like how harumasa was slowly walking towards the boy at the end and in his eyes, was slowly turning into an ethereal.
yeah thats it. i think i just stated like supremely obvious things but i look forward to finding out more about him. also his birthday is july 18th i think YIPEE HIM AND I ARE BOTH JULY BABIES
#luminotes ˚✧₊⁎☆#asaba harumasa#harumasa#harumasa zzz#zzz harumasa#erm sorry to the 1 harumasa enjoyer on my blog#ALSO I KNOW LIKE 0 INFO ABOUT HIM IN GAME IM SORRY#all i knew was that he used his sickness to get himself out of work#which honestly it seems about right#i guess he feels a certain sense of reassurance ?#im not so sure how to describe it#because if he can kill ethereals#then it sorta makes him believe that he wouldn’t be like them#does that make sense ?#yeah okay bye lol
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Redrew this goofy doodle i made ....8 YEARS AGO??? um what okay...anyways
#swap sans#blueberry sans#erm#i drew swap but this is more blueberry coded#this is not how i see canonswap okay#but i also like 12 when i drew the first image#us sans
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Uh oh, don't you know you're not welcome 'round here?
#wemmbu#lifesteal#did this in like an hour on a magma board. erm#wemmbu nation this one is for you#i love a guy that's obsessed with revenge. he's so me#trying to figure out this guy's color pallete makes me ragey#too much purple and pink#uhhh caption from you're not welcome by naethan apollo#i always need to draw him with scene kid hair#he's like if scene and e-boy had a baby#okay ya. idk what else to say. wemmbu.#lifesteal season 6#lifesteal fanart#wemmbu fanart#yep#crowkulls art#crowskulls art
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DEPLOYING HIGH VELOCITY OLD MEN YAOI
HAPPY VALENTINES!!!! im aroace so idc abt valentines usually but its an excuse to draw flipsneakaboom so
#zoot's art#happy tree friends#htf#htf kapow#htf flippy#htf sneaky#htf mouse kaboom#WHATEVER. GO MY RAREPAIR.#does this ship even have a name? does anybody else ship sneaky and mouse kaboom with ANYBODY?#i call flipkaboom 'pineapple pizza' but i dont have a name for flipsneakaboom.#erm#flippy x sneaky x mouse kaboom#???? okay thats probably fine#shoutout to mouse my aroace spec king he ALSO gives zero fucks about valentines but flippy and sneaky DO and he ??loves?? them#not quite platonically not quite romantically but enough to treat valentines as a miniature christmas#also doubt anybody cares BUT. that plushie's colors are based off of mlp g3 Always & Forever/Wish-I-Might#and accidentally g4 Surprise (cough) (didnt realize the plushie looked like puffy haired Surprise 'til i was midway through lining)#crime that sneaky's stripes in his actual design are probably paint and he's just. like. Bald (flat colors) btw. he deserves stripes#AAAA ME WHEN I RAMBLE THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IVE FINISHED SOME ART IM PROUD OF IN A WHILE SO WHATEVER#they dont actually look all that old i apologize old man likers. especially flippy. i will not draw him like this again#he looks more like an anime girl
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whatre they talkin about....
#theta--art#ms paint#megaman#rockman#megaman classic#crashman#heatman#heatcrash if you want ^-^#never drawn heat before also so erm. sorry if its shit.#blehh blehh i like to imagine crash as being pretty quiet and a good listener. shy sorta withdrawn big guy#he only rlly talks with the rest of his line. heat sees the most of what the guy's like cz crash is unbothered by him being annying r whate#umm ya#sorry i have an iv in my arm rigth now so its hard dto drawa nd type#shout out to medical=a fraglility and aat home hopsital crash kit#hah crash.. okay godonight
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