#m: about

[paxthepuppycat]

"Therians are mentally ill!!!"

ok and? How is that hurting you bud 😂

[soymajitomv]

Acostúmbrate a ti, a no depender de nadie, a no dar explicaciones, a escuchar tu música favorita, a salir con tus amigos, a quedarte en casa porque no tienes ganas de salir. Acostúmbrate a ti, a tus cosas, a tu vida, a la soledad y sobre todo, a no esperar nada de nadie.

[funeral]

At the same time, I require a relationship to myself that is not defined by the gaze of others, where I do not have the external relationship to myself that emerges because I observe myself in order to ensure that I appear to others as I want to appear. In solitude I achieve a more direct relationship to myself because it is not mediated by others' gaze. In solitude we escape the experience of being an object for another person. This constitutes a freedom from others. When you are alone, you therefore have the opportunity to escape relating to yourself in such a reflexive way.

Lars Svendsen, A Philosophy of Loneliness

[debbiesdead]

1. Do you have an alternate name? What is it?

debbie 😊

2. Which of your family members do you miss the most? Why

my daughters. maybe my mum and (step)dad but i feel less connected to them. i miss my oldest daughter coz i feel like i failed her & my youngest was too young to know anything

3. Which of your friends do you miss the most? Why?

lol i didnae have friends but i guess F even though i dont remember shit about him

4. What's a very minor difference between you and your source

im not dead 🤪 lol but i dont smoke or drink or do drugs & im younger even than the body

5. What's one thing you and your source would disagree with and one thing you would agree with

ehhh i dinnae know and i dont want to speculate

6. Are there any conspiracy theories surrounding your source? What? How do you feel about them

skip idk

7. What's your favorite thing about yourself? Connecting to source or not

im alive ✌️ im better than my source was. she was fucked up and i never did any of that stuff (even tho it feels like i did)

8. Do you have a habit that relates to your source in a way people wouldn't understand? Can you explain it?

ehmmm i dunno. maybe craving cigarettes and alcohol and self harm, but i think most people would probably get that

9. Free space! Ask whatever

✌️

10. What's a question you want people to ask you? What's the answer to that question

"are you ok?" and the answer is "never have been m8". im being irreverent but idk. i guess it would be nice for people to see me as "me" but im scared as hell of that too

11. How old are you (alter age)? How does that compare to your age in source? Does it affect your memories?

i kind of feel like im in my early-mid 20s most of the time? bodily we're nearly 30, and my source was 29-30 when she died. so i dunno. i guess most of the time my "memories" feel a bit jumbled and confused, like my kids are always changing ages and i dunno how i feel about anything

12. Does your system have roles/jobs? If so, what's yours?

maybe a trauma/memory/emotion holder or something, i dont really know. i showed up when we were discovering a lot of things about my source so maybe im just our way of dealing with all of the unresolved shit related to that.

13. Who in the system are you closest with?

M, the main system protector. its funny coz he has the same name as someone my source had really fucking complicated memories about (her brother). i wonder if thats why i feel kind of like he's my sibling. but also he's kind of not? it's hard to explain, we're like the same person but also siblings but also exes.

14. How does your source affect your day to day?

i dunno. i just feel like shit when i think about her, about who i was. i know i wasnt LITERALLY her but it feels like i was. i just feel sad and shit that everything went so wrong and that im stuck feeling like this all the time.

16. How source connected are you? Are you a postfactive?

dunno what that means tbh

17. What's problematic about your source? How do you feel about it

abused my kids. stabbed a guy. tried to kill myself. made everybody's life hell. you know how it is.

idk how i feel about it. "bad" i guess.

18. Is your source important to who you are? How so or why not?

i dunno. i guess so but i dont want her to be. its complicated. i dont want to just throw her away either but also i do??

19. Did you introject before or after the problematic thing happened? Did you introject because of it?

uhh i barely understand what this means lol. my "source" is the body's mother so like. idk use your imagination

20. How do you feel about doubles

i would be shocked if one existed. but if one does it's probably the body's sister so like, fair dos, she's entitled to one lol

21. What sets you apart from most doubles?

n/a

22. What do you have in common with your source?

fat, hate myself, like black and red lipstick, loud, angry, wallowing, love my kids, etc

23. How do you feel about your source

have we not covered that like 5 times

24. Is there any clarification you'd like to make on the relationship between you and your source? (Like, are you actually a mix between your source and something else? Are you your source person fictionalized etc)

i guess im a bit of a mix of a few things. the body's mother aye, but it's like a) her as we remember her before her death, b) her as we think of her now, as adults, able to see her as a whole person (and a tragic one), and c) the body's sister. maybe some other shit too idk.

25. How do you tell others you're a problematic factive

loooolllll i dont tell anyone i exist because they all know i was a shit mum so why would i

but anyway i dont think anyone needs to say "oh hi im problematic btw" to people. you can just be yourself

Problematic factive ask game

I made a problematic factive ask game

If you don't want to do the game on tumblr, I can find a space within the factspace (the discord) for these to go!

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1. Do you have an alternate name? What is it?

2. Which of your family members do you miss the most? Why

3. Which of your friends do you miss the most? Why?

4. What's a very minor difference between you and your source

5. What's one thing you and your source would disagree with and one thing you would agree with

6. Are there any conspiracy theories surrounding your source? What? How do you feel about them

7. What's your favorite thing about yourself? Connecting to source or not

8. Do you have a habit that relates to your source in a way people wouldn't understand? Can you explain it?

9. Free space! Ask whatever

10. What's a question you want people to ask you? What's the answer to that question

11. How old are you (alter age)? How does that compare to your age in source? Does it affect your memories?

12. Does your system have roles/jobs? If so, what's yours?

13. Who in the system are you closest with?

14. How does your source affect your day to day?

16. How source connected are you? Are you a postfactive?

17. What's problematic about your source? How do you feel about it

18. Is your source important to who you are? How so or why not?

19. Did you introject before or after the problematic thing happened? Did you introject because of it?

20. How do you feel about doubles

21. What sets you apart from most doubles?

22. What do you have in common with your source?

23. How do you feel about your source

24. Is there any clarification you'd like to make on the relationship between you and your source? (Like, are you actually a mix between your source and something else? Are you your source person fictionalized etc)

25. How do you tell others you're a problematic factive

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Make sure you clarify any questions you don't want to answer

[thespnreferencedesk]

How to Use the Reference Desk

The SPN Reference Desk is here for all of your nichest, most seemingly insignificant questions about Supernatural canon as well as comprehensive guides covering the basics in one single space. Unlike a fandom wiki, these guides are aimed specifically at the needs of creators and fan-fiction authors who want to dive deeper into certain topics like Baby’s specs, Bobby’s house layout, or how the hell the boys’ different guns work.

Types of Guides - SPN Reference Desk written guides - SPN Reference Desk screenshots - Art references - How-to guides - Other people’s guides

Reference Desk guides will be broken down into categories. Within those categories, each guide will be grouped by topic and tagged for easy access.

Due to the “work in progress” nature of this blog, categories and topics that are listed below but don’t have a link are guides planned for the future.

Locations - Bobby’s House - Singer Auto Salvage - Men of Letter’s Bunker - etc. Car Talk - Baby (1967 Impala) - Castiel’s Pimpmobile (1978 Continental) - John’s truck (1986 GMC) - etc. Weaponry - Handguns           - Dean’s M1911           - Sam’s PT92           - “The Colt” - Shotguns           - Ithaca 37           - Remington 870 - Ammunition - Blades - Magical weapons - etc. Lifestyle - Personal belongings - Travel - In-universe brands - etc.

Have a suggestion for a guide? Got a specific question you need help answering? Drop an ask and leave a question for your librarian!

[dichenlachmandaily]

Severance — Inside the Episode 207: "Chikhai Bardo" | Apple TV+

The cast and creatives behind Severance sit down to unpack the seventh episode of Season 2 "Chikhai Bardo" for Inside the Episode. In this edition, they work backwards to develop the character of Gemma.

[melimpostor]

This blog marks its first year today! Thank you for making the journey with me!

I'll talk about something a bit personal in a minute so... for everyone not wanting to go that far: Thank you again, I appreciate each like, reblog, comment under my posts! 2024 was a ton of fun creatively-wise for me!

It's seems pretty uneventful i know- But it's important to me. To be perfectly honest when i first launched this blog i never thought it would go that far. It was a bit of an experiment. This was supposed to be a blog to dump some art for a month or three then disappear as quickly and quietly as i appeared. No one knew about this blog, not even my friends, i wanted to start fresh.

I've been internet shy for more than half a decade. Posting online made me feel miserable. Nauseous even. I mainly shared stuff with my close ones because who cares right?

But when i love something, i love it with PASSION. I get very ignited, make a bunch of fanart then die. supernova style

Attack on titan is no different, I was in shambles when it first aired, lost interest because of the wait but came back at it again with impeccable timing right before the grand finale and what do you mean my crackship from 2015 is actually canon? You crazy son of a bee, i'm in!! I couldn't share my crazy obsession too much with my friends because...well i didn't want to be obnoxious but i needed it out there. This was a shot in the dark.

Well all this to say that i didn't expect the love. Sincerely thank you. It helped drawing feeling fun again. It helped posting being a bit less stressful too.

I can't say for sure how long this will stay but i enjoy every moment in the community so far

Thank you for making me feel welcome!

[sugarwarachan]

andy, 30s, she/her - infj. writes for bnha/bllk/haikyuu/jjk/wbk. not free of spoilers.

MINORS + AGELESS BLOGS WILL BE BLOCKED. please read my rules before you follow. requests are open, as are general thirsts, comments, and chats!

currently:

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📚 hell's paradise, yona of the dawn

navigation:

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[nonspeakerlibrary]

What is this?

This is a library of nonspeaking people writing, creative work, and how we share our experiences over time. The full library might be on a Google document, or merge with a toolkit others are making aim at parents of nonspeakers, or post on a separate website. I am still figuring it out! This Tumblr blog is a way for me to figure out a tag system so it is easier to sort by category. Each resource will be posted separately and tagged with all the things it could apply to. I will have a ‘table of contents’ that lists all the tags soon. And an author and subject index.

This is a living document. Things will be added to it as I read more from my kin and as we keep showing our words and selfhoods to the world. If you have ideas for links to add to this document, please message or send a ask! It may take a while because of my disabilities and time constraints but I will get it uploaded.

A few notes

1. Not everyone I include here would describe themselves as nonspeakers. Not everyone might fit the group most usually called nonspeakers. However it mostly includes writing by nonspeaking autistic people who use partner assisted methods to communicate. That is my own experience but I am trying to add people with a bigger range of disabilities. I am using the biggest and broadest definition of nonspeaking here. It includes other groups like: minimal and unreliable speaking people, people who can use speech sometimes but not always, people who identify as nonverbal instead of nonspeaking, nonspeaking people who are not autistic, and AAC users who do not call themselves nonspeaking. I am not saying all of these experiences are the same thing but I am seeking to put them all in conversation and arrange them in mosaic over time instead of staying siloed off.

2. Some of these links will be written by people who are not nonspeaking, but I still think people should read to understand our lives. I am centering our voices, so I will tag #speaking author and tag the the role they have in our lives (parent, professional, speaking or semispeaking disabled person, researcher, ect). In order to represent people whose best communication is not through words, I will sometimes include links by parents and others who know a nonspeaking person well, who talk about their communication in deep and respectful and curious ways, not by putting it as sad or lesser. If you have issues with a resource I post that is wrote by a speaking person, please let me know.

3. Please do not use my resources to argue about labels for different communication disabilities. Please do not use it to argue about what the people I post from call themselves, whether it is right or not. I will not be hosting any debates here.

[godbirdart]

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hallo hallo! i am tobias, a full-time artist that is enthusiastic about plants, solarpunk, and drawing weird anthro people. i like to experiment a lot with my work, but primarily work on commissions. my work frequently features my sonas, with sebastian being the main friend and boy:

◈ art tag ◦ #godbirdart ◈ photography tag ◦ #my photography ◈ non-furry art [fanart] ◦ @sauce-cat

[tim-drake-scholar]

In light of the Batman 148 leaks I would just like to remind everyone that DC doesn’t get to decide what is canon, I do

[istoowrong]

riuscirò mai a parlare con qualcuno senza annoiarmi dopo 2 minuti?

[ozonecologne]

1 MONTH INTO MY NEW JOB I GOT OFFERED A PROMOTION DOUBLE MY SALARY + FULL BENEFITS LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOO

[funeral]

Recollection of the outward events of my life has largely faded or disappeared. But my encounters with the "other" reality, my bouts with the unconscious, are indelibly engraved upon my memory. In that realm there has always been wealth in abundance, and everything else has lost importance by comparison. Outward circumstances are no substitute for inner experience. Therefore my life has been singularly poor in outward happenings. I cannot tell much about them, for it would strike me as hollow and insubstantial. I can understand myself only in the light of inner happenings. It is these that make up the singularity of my life.

Carl Jung, Memories, Dreams, Reflections

[girl-mra]

pinned

misogyny, patriarchy, sexism, dykebreaking, romanticization and glorification of abuse, older men, ageplay, being made to do gross things in general

limits: scat, realistic bestiality, gore/snuff/permanent injury

i love being degraded and degrading other cunts. DMs & asks open but dont abuse this - i reserve the right to ignore you