#maybe 6 foot bc in the first one shes a bit shorter but still

[hauntingblue]

You know I was wondering how the hell are jason and stephanie the same height in this panel

But then this comes out:

And jason and steph are the same height again so this confirms my theory: steph is 6'2"

[satorutini]

So Hot (You’re Hurting My Feelings)

pairing: jungkook x reader

wc: 2.1k

a/n: a whole year later, thanks to quarantine, i have returned. a drabble i made purely projecting my own feelings bc being isolated has made being far from loved ones very difficult to bear lol. so here is some fluff to help get you thru this fuckery. heavily inspired by this bop.

In the blaring fluorescent bathroom light, the strain on your eyes as you look at your phone takes twice as much effort as it should just after escaping the dimly lit dance floor.

Raising the screen an unnecessarily close distance to your face, you frantically attempt to unlock your phone, making an almost inhuman sounding hiss of annoyance when the facial recognition feature doesn’t work the first time. A quick glance at the mirror in your peripheral dawns a grim understanding; with the way you look, you wouldn’t recognize yourself either.

Three attempts later (your thumb kept pressing 6 instead of 9) grants you access to your messages and your heart drops. You swear - you swear - you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket, and there definitely was a text notification-

The panic resides almost as quickly as it came at the sight of the thin blue loading bar crossing the top of your screen.

Koo appears bolded at the top of your inbox, and your heart soars. So, he didn’t entirely erase his memory of you and shackle up with some rich influencer snob in SoHo.

Koo [11:37]: ok, be safe:)

You deflate. It had been 30 minutes since he had read the text letting him know you were going out for the night, and a good two hours since you had sent it. You had been hoping for him to crack a joke or ask for a fit pic, or even whine a little that you were going without him. But he had only displayed the bare minimum of concern. Not even a fully written okay. Not even a real emoticon.

Slumping against one of the stall doors, you sigh. It’s not that you wanted him to worry about you while he was miles away in Manhattan. It was quite the opposite actually; before he had left, you had practically been his biggest cheerleader in advocating for your boyfriend to go after this internship and live his collegiate experience to its fullest potential.

So why did you feel so vulnerable without him here?

It was fine, the first two weeks. You texted back and forth almost every hour, staying up late to call each other on the phone. A plethora of video calls, photos and memes shared over the span of the first 14 days as you silently vowed to not let the stress of a long-distance relationship weigh you down. But then came the third week. Then came the second-guessing. Over-analyzing missed phone calls or shorter-than-usual exchanges over text usually led to you jumping to the completely irrational idea that he had forgotten about you, or cared less now that you weren’t constantly in the same proximity. It was a stupid concept, you already knew. But this will be the longest that you’ve been apart from each other in the little over a year that you’ve been dating, and you can’t help the inkling of anxiety that comes with this experience.

Slipping your phone back into your pocket, you turn to fully face yourself in the grimy bathroom mirror. Is it bad that you’d been hoping for more from him? Maybe a picture or another question? A response longer than three words? The flow of conversation had gradually lost its familiar ease, replaced with this subconscious feeling of uncertainty that left conversations feeling stale. In reality, he’s probably working late or getting ready to go to sleep. You vaguely remember him mentioning a project he had been assigned to work on, and it seems as though his workload as grown progressively tasking as the semester comes to a close. The last time you had seen him over a video call, he had dark circles under his eyes despite how animatedly he spoke about the work he was doing. You also remember begging him to get a good a goodnight’s sleep when he found the chance.

Yeah. That’s probably what it is.

Should you text him back?

Your fingers slip behind the edge of the phone, fully ready to whip it out again when a couple comes stumbling into the restroom, the door swinging back to hit the tile wall with a bang! The girl, at least, has the decency to look sheepish and makes to apologize until her partner sidetracks her with kisses down her neck. You don’t bother with anything more than an embarrassed grimace through pressed lips before glancing the other way, though mostly more for yourself more than them. Squeezing passed the enamored pair through the door, you make your way back into the thick of the club, albeit a little more reluctant than you were when you had first arrived.

Your friends are might be off the dance floor by now. Returned to the bar, maybe. In all honesty, you had expected your presence in the “girl’s night” outing to be a bit of a vibe killer anyways, with how forlorn you had become in the past week. You had spent the whole car ride to the club switching anxiously between Instagram and snapchat trying to see if Jungkook had liked your last post – you, dressed up to go out for the first time in a while, definitely not fishing for a compliment from him – barely contributing to any conversation. If your friends were aware of your growing preoccupation, they hadn’t said anything yet.  It wasn’t that you couldn’t live without him, in fact, you’re a little more than perturbed by your own attitude tonight. It was that there was this lingering feeling that something was always missing. Like the fact that Jungkook wasn’t readily accessible or just within a short drive’s reach tugged at your heartstrings. Comfort. A grown familiarity. Something to fall back.

The moment someone jams their heel into your ankle you realize you’ve been standing catatonically near the middle of the dance floor, shaken from your reverie of self-pity as you nearly lose your balance. Disoriented, your vision blurs for a moment in an effort to right yourself. Glancing around, you can’t catch a glimpse of your friends. Your heartbeat thumps just about as loud as the music’s bass. Your right foot throbs in your heels. Feeling your face growing hot, you press a hand to your cheek, only for it to come away wet. I think it’s time to call it a night.

Overwhelmed, you make for the exit, and are fortunate enough to bump into one of the girls who came with you on tonight’s excursion. With a hand securely on your wrist, she leads the way back to your group, shimmying your way through the crowd. 

It’s well around 1 a.m. by the time your friends drop you off at your apartment. Albeit simple tasks, the process of taking off your heels, hanging up your coat and undressing takes what feels like an eternity. In the span of time it took for your friends to finally regroup, leave the club and take you home, you have not once looked at your phone. Cold from inactivity, it feels like metal brick in your hands, and wears on your mind with the weight of a real one as your trudge into your bedroom. In all that time he hasn’t texted once. Granted, it is pretty and it is your turn to reply. But what is there to say besides ‘okay’? You gently toss it on your bed on your slow march into the bathroom, half hoping to hear the gentle buzz of a text notification.

The idea of fully cleaning yourself up sounds like more effort than you’re willing to exert right now, so you settle for a makeup wipe, knowing well enough that your skin will hate make you sure you pay for your laziness in the morning. That’s a problem for tomorrow you to handle, you decide. Changing into an old shirt of Jungkook’s feeling slightly more refreshed, you allow the promise of sleep to lead you back to your bed. Although you’d hate to admit it, the mental gymnastics you go through with your insecurities over what seems Jungkook’s gradual withdrawal from you mentally exhausting. You avoid unlocking your phone until you’re completely submerged in your sheets. Squinting into the light of the screen, your heart sinks at what you see. The only recent text is a goodnight from the friend who dropped you off, announcing to your group chat that she’s made it home safely.

Not wanting to fall asleep feeling disappointed, you spend the better part of an hour swiping between Instagram, twitter, tiktok, and then Instagram again in search of a smidgen of serotonin despite the late hour. Most clips get nothing more than an exhale through the nose, the disappointment from tonight still lingering at the edges of your mind. You glance at the time, calculating the time difference between here and Manhattan. There was a three-hour gap; he should be well asleep by now.

Against your better judgement, you open your messages and hit the call button anyways, thinking that at least if he doesn’t pick up you can dismiss it with practical reasoning. However, much to your surprise he picks up after the second ring. Laying on his side, nearly mirroring your position, Jungkook’s form greets you cocooned under a myriad of blankets. His hair sticks up every which way in the front as though he’s run his hands through it too many times. The low light his screen emits casts shadows under his eyes and gives his skin a pale complexion. Immediately you regret your impulsive decision.

You both open your mouths to speak.

“Sorry!”

The word is blurted from your lips before he can even begin to form a sentence. Your boyfriend blinks at you. “Hm?” is his only response, voice groggy with sleep.

“I’m so sorry, were you asleep? Did I wake you? Shit,” the despondency you were feeling before only grows tenfold now that you’ve actually interrupted his rest. A string of apologies follows as you fumble with your phone to hit ‘end call’. It’s only Jungkook’s sharp call of your name that halts your hysteria. “Wait! I was waiting for your call.”

You pull the phone a little way away from your face. “You were?”

Jungkook is silent for a moment, processing your incredulity. “I was.”

“Oh.”

“I fell asleep but I was waiting for you to text me when you got back home. Like you usually do.”

“Oh.” It was common for you and Jungkook to share whenever the other went out and or was coming home late. In your own distress, you had forgotten to let him know when you arrived home. The thought provokes the image of Jungkook, curled up in his cramped rental in New York, drifting off with his phone in his hand as he waits to feel his phone vibrate. It nearly breaks your heart. “I-I must’ve forgot. I’m sorry, I figured you’d probably be busy or asleep by the time I’d come home. We haven’t exactly talked much today.”

“But you called anyways?”

“Wishful thinking?” you shrug with your one free shoulder. “Didn’t think you would pick up.”

“Hmm.”

You and Jungkook share a guilty look. What’s this odd feeling that’s creeped into your heart? Insecurity knots a tight feeling in your chest.

“I missed you today.”

And just like that, it’s gone.  The million questions dissipate like a fog clearing from your mind as you inwardly scold yourself for your own irrational thinking

“Yeah?”

You often wondered if he thought about you as much as you thought of him. Outwardly, he was seen as the bigger sap between the two of you, but often you found your own thinking to become the floweriest of prose when it came to him. You found memories of him in even the smallest things, like the taste of spicy foods, in the smell of lavender or in the sound of someone opening a bottle of sprite. You found him at the edges of comic book pages and in the first notes of an acoustic song. You wonder if he could find bits of you about the city. If he ever thought of you, waiting on him hours away, outside of the times when it was deemed obligatory.

“Do you not miss me every day?” You wiggle your eyebrows to insinuate a playful dig, but the both of you are well aware of the tinge of honest curiosity underneath.

Jungkook offers a tired smile, but in that moment, the genuine adoration in his eyes is all the affirmation you need. “Every day, all the time.”

[pirotehnist]

Farmer's Market- Chapter 6!

(Ok so first of all tw for: needles, mentions of death, body horror but not too much, sedation, violence, uuh what was left,,, idk this dude scrathes his hands?? Bc hes in pain? And i also talk abt his veins? Dunno pals just,, heads up)

The following morning the weather seemed to change drastically. The sky had gone grey and the wind was blowing, and it certainly wasn't helping that Monday and Toby have been keeping their window open since 5 AM.

-Doesn't this city make you sad? Monday asked out of the blue.

-I don't… understand you. ‘Not only now. Most of the time.’ thought Toby.

-I mean, do you realise it's a graveyard? We're a graveyard and a freak show altogether.

Toby stayed silent.

-I died, you did so too, and the Lady, and Marlene, and the people I passed on the street. We're dead. And Mr. Griffin's invisible and Salvador keeps his own head in a jar.

-Would you rather he keep someone else's? Toby couldn't stop himself. It seemed that whenever Monday was in a mood he was in… the opposite one.

-It wouldn't make a difference to me, she shrugged. Who knows what kind of freaks lurk in the shadows of this town.

Monday got up and streched once again. She was a little bit taller than Toby. Outside of their room they could hear voices talking, but couldn't make out what was being discussed.

They had their schdule planned out for the day. Almost everyone wanted to go to the library. Except for Pica and Maisie, who were out for a stroll in the city. And, well, Salvador, who only got out of his room to go to the kitchen, put an empty bottle next to the trash can and get a bottle of water. With bags under his eyes big enough to store the contents of a small supermarket, he just shook his head at the possibility of joining the others.

-We gotta keep an eye on him today. Make sure he eats at least once and doesn't touch another drop of liquor, sighed the Lady.

As the weather worsened she had to borrow some warmer clothes, and unfortunately Salvador was the only one whose clothes fit on her. ‘Well, you can't be 6'3 in a house of 5'7s and not expect any throwbacks’ she thought.

She couldn't just waltz right in and take a sweater from his closet, as Griffin usually suggested, so she made her request as short as possible. Salvador didn't mind.

The only other one who needed something warmer was Toby, but he had more luck. A raincoat was simply borrowed from Griffin and he was done.

Speaking of Griffin, he had his head pressed against the coffee table, as he had been having a terrible headache. He managed to bury himself into a sweater that looked like it belonged to someone at least a foot taller, which was because it did. It hung weirdly on him, considering the fact that he had no discernable form once again.

-Griffin, sweetie, remarked the Lady, maybe you should get visible again. You scared the librarian real bad last time, remember?

The other got up, mumbling something about being dizzy. He seemed wobbly, and the Lady tried to help him as he went up the stairs, but he shook his head. For a minute or so the others stood in silence, unsure of wether or not they should speak. And then it happened. The lights were on, the TV was on, and then they started flickering. The wind was roaring, the house felt like it might collapse. And as a horrible, painful shriek was heard from upstairs, the Lady shot up and rushed up the stairs, with the others following.

Griffin's room. And in the doorway stood Salvador, calmly inspecting the scene.

The room was immaculate, electrical machinery and chemicals arranged on the desk. And on the floor, in the middle of it all, Griffin.

The shriek had turned into a choked sob. He was oscillating between visible and invisible, shaking from head to toe. The room reeked of rubbing alcohol. His veins were clearly visible, and it was a horrendous sight.

-I am going to die! he spat out, sobbing. Something's wrong, wrong, again!

He was clawing at the top of his own hands, so hard he drew blood. He pressed his forehead against the rug and seemed to throw up a bit.

Salvador dug frantically through his drawers, and unwrapped a syringe. He took out a small vial, containing a liquid. He pierced the top and drew from it.

Griffin looked up with wide, red eyes and seemed perhaps a bit soothed when he saw it.

-Where do I inject it? Salvador calmly asked him as he lowered to his eye level.

-Is this, the Meda, you- you know, Mezadol?

‘Midazolam’ whispered the Lady, elbowing Toby. No one made a sound.

Griffin shakily extended a pale, bony wrist. It was… almost transparent. You could clearly see veins and bones, but that was about it.

Salvador seemed oddly calm about the situation. He counted the seconds between each doze, and it must've taken about 2 minutes. Griffin seemed to calm down, and stopped shaking. In the meantime, he made Griffin drink from another bottle, which had a light blue tint.

-Thank you, he whispered softly.

Salvador picked him up and laid him on his bed. His face was ghastly white, and some parts of him were still invisible to different degrees.

Lady Alligator was the first to break the silence.

-What in the world just happened?

-I'll get back to that in a minute, Salvador barely managed to answer before he quickly made his way to the nearest sink, in the bathroom down the hall, and threw up. Perhaps he wasn't as calm as he seemed.

He practically collapsed on the nearest chair as soon as he came back, and let out a sigh. Griffin was already unconscious by now.

He then got a small pack of bandages and bandaids, applied a disinfectant and started patching up the other's hands.

-This happened before, he sighed. Only once. He walked me through the process. This thing does something to his blood. If I was too slow he could've died before I even got to him. His heart would've stopped and… that was it.

He took Griffin's hand and looked closely at the blue veins that seemed to be floating above his hand.

-The chemicals I gave him, with the blue tint, are there to somehow fixate him. They keep him in his current state. Although, he was fully visible when it last happened.

-It must've been because of how the power kept going on and off earlier, stated Adalana. I remember him telling me once about something to do with electricity, I don-

-Hold on! Spoke up Salvador. He. Told you? he squinted. I've known him for years and he spoke about it only once. You've known him for about a day.

The Lady's expression could only be described as ‘I shouldn't have said that.’

-Adalana, he pressed on. How long have you known him for?

-He… worked with me for a bit, she shrugged.

-How long?

-Aaaaabout a year? she grimaced. But you can't blame me! You know I keep my work private. He's a damn good physicist and was useful in some cases.

-‘‘Can't blame’’ you? I can! he shouted. He's my best friend. You're my best friend too, he groaned. And, you two? The hell!

-It was work! Why are you so worried? she mused. You're way too protective with him, let the man have a life! The worst that can happen is for him to get hypothermia, AGAIN! Adalana rolled her eyes. And you already know how to handle that one.

God those poor souls in the doorway, who felt like they were watching their parents argue with no idea why.

-Let's just… leave mom, dad and our unconscious weird uncle to themselves, sighed Marlene. Come on, let's go downstairs. I want coffee and don't know how to make it.

A few minutes later, down came the Lady.

-What 'appened? asked Toby.

-Well, one thing's for sure. He sure ain't coming with us. He almost collapsed while talking, so I tried to take him to his room. But nooo! Our dear Griffin might wake up disoriented and panic! So long story short I moved in an armchair from whichever room was closer and he's trying to sleep in that one.

-And? piped up Pygmalion. We're still going to the library or not?

-As soon as we're all ready.

Which they were, so all 5 people managed to fit into the Lady's car, with Monday having shotgun privileges. Mainly because she was quiet.

Salvador was woken up by the sound of the doorbell, and the very weak shake of a hand on his shoulder.

Griffin still felt a bit confused when he woke up. And dizzy. He looked down at his hands. Patches ranging in visibility. They looked quite sickening to him. And on an armchair next to his bed, Salvador. His head was still exposed, he had been way too busy to even remember putting it back in its jar. Was he upset by him? He surely hoped not. Oh, that would hurt quite a bit.

And then came the horrid sound of the doorbell, echoing through the house. It almost pained Griffin, who was still adjusting to lights and sounds. Without thinking, he reached forward and lightly shook Salvador by the arm. Even sitting up still seemed quite an effort to him.

-Vince, he whispered.

He wondered if it came out wrong. It seemed too friendly for their situation. Still, ‘‘Salvador’’ seemed too cold.

-Vincent, he repeated. The door. Wake up.

The other opened his eyes and stared at him intently. They made an interesting contrast with eachother. Red eyes and green ones, white and black hair-

But that's not what matters right now.

-How do you feel? asked Salvador.

-I'm ok. Not in pain anymore, so that's better.

-You've gotten careless with your transformation, Jack. This is serious. And one day it could kill you.

That also seemed an interesting choice of names to Griffin. Yes, Salvador had quite a variety of names to choose from for him. ‘‘Jackson Claude Griffin’’ he remembered Salvador repeating after him when they first met. First and last time he heard him say it. Salvador prefered something shorter. ‘‘Griffs’’, in public mostly. ‘‘Jack’’ was… it felt weird. It was for the serious moments. Aaaand he was overthinking things again.

But even if he wasn't, he still wouldn't have an answer to give to him.

Salvador got up, and went to answer the door.

-Don't get up, he ordered.

He walked across the yard. The air was pleasantly cool, and it felt quite nice. For the first few seconds, because afterwards it just felt cold.

He opened the small gate. But instead of a familiar face, there were-

Two masked shapes. Shit. The blow of a bat, and Slavador was out cold. Laughter.

-Let's drag 'im into the house, hissed the taller one. Rabbit mask, feminine voice.

-And if he's not alone? asked the one with the cat mask.

-Nothing violence or chloroform won't solve.

These two were clearly either careless or incompetent. Might have had something in the system. Two masked criminals, in broad daylight, who… rang the doorbell.

The first thing Griffin heard were loud voices, which were normal for the area. Might have been hooligans knocking something over. He was almost right. Poor guy only understood what was going on when it was too late.

Just as he went down the stairs and rested on the couch for a moment, Rabbit slammed the door behind her as Cat dragged Slavador into the room.

-Don't try something funny, she warned him. Know you're just an inconvenience for us.

Rabbit was headed for the kitchen, and lazily hummed a song as she worked on… something

Cat propped Salvador up on the couch. ‘Here's my chance’ thought Griffin. He had to do something. He tried to grab the feeble butter knife rested on the coffee table. Better than nothing. But before he could even get up-

A hand grabbed Griffin by the collar. The tip of something sharp and cold was rested on his back.

-Sit down.

Atta boy. Rabbit's back.

His mouth was covered by a damp rag

-Breathe in this. It'll be enough for us to have a talk with your friend right there, who's been napping for- she checked her watch -3 minutes. Musta' been a mean punch, you wouldn't want the same to happen to you.

‘Chloroform,’ thought Griffin as he finally remembered the name of the substance. ‘Oh for God's sa-’

[bleusidemv]

85 Question Tag

Thank you @neocultvretechs for tagging me I am always so excited to do stuff like this yeay. Thanks honey!

RULES: answer these 85 statements about yourself and tag 20 people

LAST:

1.drink- strawberry smoothie

2. Phone call- my mom so she can pick me up from the trainstation

3. Text message- friend about the dress for our prom night in 3 weeks

4. Song you listened to- Nirvana-Sam Smith

5. Time you cried- about 2 weeks ago

EVER:

6. Dated someone twice- No

7. Kissed someone and regretted it- YES!!!

8. Been cheated on- I dont really know...I suspect one exboyfriend but I dont care about that anymore and another one kinda did something but not really...just kinda

9. Lost someone special- Nope

10. Been depressed- Haha yeah most of my teenage years but luckyly not anymore

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up- No I have a really high tolerance but I dont drink anyways(only like...maybe...5 times a year for special events)

12. Fave colors- (black white gray) pastel pink/babyblue/mint and dark reds and greens

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends- yeees

16. Fallen out of love- idk maybe its hard to put feelings in situations into such a general statement but I think so

17. Laughed until you cried- definitly. I cry sooo easyly while laughing bc of my huge cheeks being pushed agains my eyes so yeah...thats like the only reason I cry for most of the time

18. Found out someone was talking about you -I dont remember but I dont think so since I dont care about that anyways and it mostly does not happen(at least not knowingly)

19. Met someone who changed you- yes

20. Found out who your friends are- BIG FAT YES. Funny story: one of my best friends from primary school and I started talking again after years of not seeing each other and she is the one that helped me get into kpop so much and now we see each other every other week and bc of her I also got back in touch with another friend who I just went on a 3 day trip to berlin with. So yeah soemtimes the real ones are the ones you have not talked to in a while but that does not make it awkward instead shows you how time does not change a real friendship!

21.kissed someone on your facebooks friends list- I dont have fb so no

GENERAL:

22. How many of your fb friends do you know in real life- Still dont have an account

23. Do you have any pets- Yes one Cat

24. Do you want to change your name- No. I am happy my parents gave me 2 names to choose. One "normal/regular" one (Lea(but no one outside the internet calls me that)) and one that is more special(Sharon(also name I wanna be called by everyone since I like being unique))

25. What did you do for your last birthday- Went out to eat chinese with some friends then into a mexican restaurant to get churros

26. What time did you wake up today- 5:00(my sleep schedual is still shit from last week bc if the train we took at 2 in the morning to get to berlin and waking up early bc of excitement on the day the concert was)

27. What were you doing at midnight last night- trying to fall asleep

28. What is something you cant wait for- in general: when I order something online. Right now: going back to berlin for the BTS concert

30. What are you listening to right now- I.L.Y.-The Rose

31. Have you ever talked to a person named tom- yes I have someone in my art class with that name

32. Something that is getting on your nerves- my constant back pain

33. Most visited webside- either h&m since I have to get a prom dress and I dont want to soend much money on it or kpopmart bc like...I am addicted to buying albums and I cant stop myself

34. Hair color- reddish brown

35. Long or short hair- on myself long. On girls I like both but maybe I prefere short a teenytiny bit more and on boys I like a little longer hair

36. Do you have a crush on someone- like famous people yes of course but in real life not that much. I mean I crush on loaaaad of girls but its not something constant like when you slowly fall in love with someone

37. What do you like about yourself- actually a few things. My eyes, my upperbody proportions, most of my personality and my taste in stuff aaaand my tattoos

38. Want any piercings- not right now. Someday maybe a tongue ring or a nose ring but I had my piercings phase already and I dont want to go back to it for now

39. Blood type- I dont know

40. Nicknames- no constant ones that everyonw uses just random ones with some friends that come up from time to time

41. Relationship status- almost single

42. Zodiac- Pisces

43. Pronouns- she/her

44. Fave TV shows- not watching any right now but maybe sense 8,skins,scubs,my name is earl, stranger things, avatar, sailor moon and sherlock

45. Tattoos- a heart on my foot but there are more coming in the next days

46. Right or left handed- right

47. Ever had surgery- No

48. Piercings- Multiple earlobes, 30mm tunnle(not wearing them anymore tho), I used to have a septum but I also dont wear it anymore and a smiley also not wearing it anymore aaaand I tried to make a nostril piercing myself but I only got halfway through so noooo but maybe one day Ill get that one profesionally done

49. Sport- I used to dance but I ruined my legs with it so I cant do it anymore as a sport thing

50. Vacation- I will hopefully go to greece or portugal this year. And if I could go anywhere Id go to thailand,korea,japan or anywhere that is close to the ocean and has nice beaches

52. Eating- not right now

53. Drinking- mostly water

54. Im about to watch- the last parts of the last ikon tv episode and then maybe the new kq fellaz episodes

55. Waiting for- my sisters weeding in a month

56. Want- to go back to the got7 concert and tell them all the things I need them to know. Also more albums and maybe new shoes

57. Get married- one day yes but not in the close future

58. Career- something creative hopefully in the music industry as a manager or producer would be nice but Ill take anything that makes me happy

WHICH IS BETTER:

59. Hugs or kisses- HUGS

60. Lips or eyes- both but...a slight bit more eyes

61. Shorter or taller- I am a short baby so taller...almost everyone is and I kinda feel cute for being short

62. Older or younger- older

63. Nice arms or stomach- weird question I mean what is the definition of nice? But lets say they mean conventional nice so like toned and muscular...then its definitly arms. I like strong arms. But I think that nice can mean a lot and to me a nice belly is a soft belly to cuddle with

64. Hookup or relationship- depends. Right now definirly hookups but if the right one comes my way I wont say no to a relationship

65. Troublemaker or hesitant- lately more hesitant but I used to be more of a trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:

66. Kissed a stranger- No

67. Drank hard liquor- Yeeeees

68. Lost glasses- I dont have glasses so I cant lose them

69. Turned someone down- Uhm yes of course

70. Sex on first date- No...I mean practically I had sex at a first meeting but it was not a date so yeah

71. Broken someone heart- Yup

72. Been arrested- Nope

73. Had your heart broken- No not really

74. Cried when someone died- No

75. Fallen for a friend- Nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

76. Yourself- Sometimes

77. Miracles- Yes...I guess...not sure

78. Love at first sight- I want to but also not sure since Ive not experienced it myself

79. Santa- Nooooooohooooooohooooo

80. Kiss on a first date- thats something to believe in? I just do whatever I feel like

81. Angels- like the church ones no but I do believe that humans can be like angels and thats what I am trying to be

OTHER:

82. Best friends name- I have multiple ones

83. Eye color- Green? Blue? Grey? Who knows

84. Fave movie- too many

85. Fave actor- also too many but the first one that came to my mind was Tom Hardy but there are other in this list too

Tagging : (new mutuals I wanna know better and my good ol frens)

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[surveys4ever]

26.

Have you ever been in weather below 0 Fahrenheit (-17 Celsius)? ...yes. Literally every year. There’s usually a week or two in January when it gets down to -50 to -75 F. 

Have you ever been caught outdoors away from shelter during a thunderstorm? Maybe when I was a teenager? I’ve definitely been caught in the rain, not sure about a thunderstorm tho.

What’s your favorite macaron flavor? I’ve actually never had a macaron! But I don’t like meringue so I don’t think I’d enjoy them.

How often do you have friends over to your house? Literally never.

Have you ever had a boss who acted unprofessionally? YES. The assistant manager at the last job I had was insane. She tried to tell me that I wasn’t allowed to leave town on the weekends in case they needed me. LOL girl bye.

How many times have you stayed at a hotel in the past year, and where? 0, covid.

Have you ever done a flip on a trampoline? Noooo.

What about a flip off of a diving board? I’ve never even been on a diving board.

Are you embarrassed by your school yearbook photos?  I believe in the 10th or 11th grade I hated them but I was on the yearbook committee so I finessed some new ones to put in hehehe.

Who taught you to tie your shoelaces? I believe I learned at school.

Currently how many pictures are on your cellphone? 9,008.

Do you think dimples are cute? Oh hell yeah.

Would you rather chew fruity or minty gum? Minty.

The last time you went to the mall, who did you go with? Beebs!

What’s something you used to collect when you were younger? Rocks and lip balm.

Have you watched a movie today? Yes! We went to see Dracula.

Aside from your own, whose house did you last set foot into? We went to an indoor garage sale a couple weeks ago.

Do you love soft pretzels? They’re alright. They smell better than they taste in my opinion.

Who was the last person who cried around you? Why did they start crying? Was it unexpected? Does my dog count? Bc she’s just a drama queen and I wouldn’t expect anything less from her.

Are you more likely to like someone before you really know them, or do you feel you like them more after you know a lot about them? True love is when you like them a ton before you actually really know them and then like them even more after.

Do you buy people cards on special occasions, or do you prefer to make your own? I honestly think cards are a huge waste of money so if I do give one, I made it. But I have a Circuit and I’m pretty creatively inclined so it’s pretty easy.

When was the last time you were being hypocritical? It sounds pompous but I honestly think I'm too self aware to by hypocritical.

Where on your body was the last cramp you had? Why did you have this cramp? My hip, because I was sitting weird.

What is the weirdest name you’ve ever heard? Someone I know named their kid Emanda. Unsure if its pronounced ee-manda or just regular Amanda. Haven’t wanted to ask. Another named their kid Albrea. I just call her Algebra. And another named their kid Annekke, pronounced Anika. She will forever be a-neek-ee to me.

Do you get embarrassed when people hear you sing/compliment you on your singing ability? Bold of you to assume I ever let anybody sing.

Are you good at comforting people when they’re upset? I’m the big sister to like a bajillion children. Yes I’m good at it.

Do you have any exercises you do everyday? Newp.

Do you own one of those singing fish? Do you think they are silly or funny? Hahaha I don’t but I literally just saw a Billy Bass at a thrift store yesterday. They were funny then and they’re funny nostalgic now.

Has anyone ever accused you of being bipolar or any other mental disorder? Do you really have any mental disorders? I have a pretty severe anxiety disorder but no one’s accused me of having it because like...it’s pretty obvious? 

Did you buy the last thing you bought with your own money? If not, whose money did you buy it with? Haha yes! We bought movie tickets, a drink, and peanut butter m&ms.

Do you like to put your feet up on the dashboards of cars? Do you parents yell at you if you do that in cars? Our car is too short for that but yeah, my parents always yelled at me for it when I was young.

Which Beatle is your favorite, or do you love them all equally? I wouldn’t say I loved any of them but John Lennon is absolute hot garbage.

Do you enjoy classic rock? If so, who are some of your favorite classic rock artists? Uh...not really?

Did you ever own a Tamagotchi? Yes! They were all the rage in the 6th grade.

Are you more of a dog or cat person?/ Dog, definitely.

Have you ever failed math? I very, VERY narrowly passed the last math course I needed to graduate and I did the math and because of the mark I got on my final, I should have failed by 3% but I got 1% over what I needed to pass. Pretty sure my math teacher just didn’t want to deal with me taking the course over so he passed me BUT my math could have been wrong, haha.

Skittles! What's your favorite color? Lordt. I haven’t purchased skittles in ages. I think I remember red being my favorite?

Have you ever had a dream of stabbing someone? Yeah, actually.

What would you want your last words to be if you could choose them? I would just want my husband to know how much I love him and that I’ll be waiting for him in whatever form of afterlife there is.

Can you sleep with the light on? If I'm dead tired.

What’s the most bizarre horror movie you’ve ever seen? I mean...Dracula is supposed to be a horror movie. The only thing horrific about it was the acting.

What band can’t you stand listening to? I honestly can’t think of one right now.

Would you ever take a lie detector test for your significant other? I mean, if I had to? But we trust each other 100% and I’m brutally honest about everything so he would never require that from me.

What is your favorite Mystery/Crime/FBI related show? Murder, Mystery, & Makeup Mondayssss! Sha na sha sha na sha sha na sha sha sha na shaaaaaaaa!

Would you ever have a bird as a pet? Absolutely not.

How's your relationship between you and your grandparents? I love my mom’s parents to bits. My grandma is one of my absolute favorite people in the world and my grandpa is very quiet but he has a lot of really sweet moments. My dad’s parents are awful fuckin people. My grandfather died like 5 years ago and I really had to try hard to feign sympathy about it to him. My grandmother is still kicking it but we haven’t spoken in over a decade for good reason. She also changed their joint Facebook account to just her Facebook account less than a week after he died loooool. She hated him as much as I did I think. And then my bio dad’s dad is dead but he was also a piece of shit but his mom is a sweetie. We facetime every so often and she holds the phone a grand total of 6 inches away from her face the entire time and tells me the same stories over and over. Bu

Ever had a forbidden love or lover? Newp.

Have you ever had to speak at a funeral? No, thank god.

Do you know someone who’s been cremated? My grandma’s dog.

What is your current problem? My eyes are blurry because I’m tired.

Do you like canopy beds? Tbh, canopy beds are the epitome of glamor in my eyes.

What is your favorite animated movie? Onward.

Would you rather live in a small town or a big city? I like medium cities. You won’t get mugged walking down the street, traffic doesn’t absolutely suck, and you can get clear across town in 15 minutes.

If you could summon any animal to come to your rescue, what animal would it be and why? Uh? Why am I in trouble? Why can’t I call a human? What’s happening here?

Have you ever watched The Golden Girls? I tried watching a couple episodes but it didn’t pique my interest.

Did you ever like the Ninja Turtles? Noooo. Beebs loves them though so he tries to make me love them and it’s just not happenin, buddy.

Last alcoholic drink you had? No idea tbh.

What are you known for? For being talented and having big hair.

Has anyone ever threatened you? Oh yeah. There was this one guy who was constantly sending me really graphic messages about how he wanted to put a gun to my head and kill me or he hoped I would get XYZ and die. I tried to block him but he would immediately make 3 more accounts to send me the same shit.

Have you ever gone frog hunting? Noooo.

Do you ever suffer from dry skin? Yessss. My body is the Sahara.

Do you still sleep with a stuffed animal? No, I sleep with a husband.

What’s the weather like right this moment? It’s rainy!

Do you bite on straws, lollipop handles, or ice cream sticks? Nah.

In what type of area was your first sexual encounter? Beeb’s bedroom. His stepfather interrupted and made him come outside to talk to him for some reason and then very weirdly pointed out his half boner? V. uncomfortable all around.

Where is your mother’s side of the family descended from? Somewhere where white people come from idk.

What do you occupy your time with on flights? iPad games usually.

Do you dog-ear pages in books? No, I’m not a heathen.

What’s a made up word of yours? We call pickles ‘pickies’ and hamburgers ‘borgers’ or ‘borgs’ because we’re gross.

Do you use Q-Tips? In my ears? No. To clean out tight spaces of things I've thrifted? Yes.

Ever gone out with somebody you didn’t like? Noooo.

What hero or heroine do you most relate to in history, fiction, or song? ....No.

What makes you dizzy? Getting up too fast usually.

Are your parents liberal or conservative? Bleh, conservative. If you have liberal parents, consider yourself blessed.

Do you like your teeth? Did you have braces? I got away with having just an appliance/Invisaligns but I still don’t like my teeth. They’re perfectly straight and white enough but I have body dysmorphia and for some reason I think they’re atrocious and I hate them??? I can’t explain it.

Are you happy with your height? I’m 5′11 and I wish I was shorter sometimes. Hugging my husband would be easier.

[stitchoran-irwin]

short!annabeth and giant!percy au

percy is like 6'4, 6'5 while annabeth is 4'11, 5’.

• they 100% tease each other about their heights and they’re basically only people who can do it (sally is the only other person besides annabeth)

• percy would use his height as a part of jokes, and be even more of a goofball of because his gigantic height

• annabeth would 10000000% more fierce bc the shorter the person, the bigger the attitude.

• whenever annabeth wears one of percy’s shirts, her one shoulder is always out because it’s so big on her. percy can’t look her in the eye while she’s wearing his stuff.

• annabeth doing gymnastics

• them using their heights to their advantage during fights and living together

• percy knows to never use annabeth as an armrest because he figured she wouldn’t like it and also she threatened him several times

• percy always kisses the top of annabeth’s head, and it somehow started after the titan’s curse??? grover was screaming in agony when he saw percy do that for the first time.

• luke would always tease annabeth in a older brother way about her height and she would be “disappointed” about it

•little baby annabeth loves her dagger bc it’s small like her.

• annabeth’s arm is always around percy’s waist,,,,, and would subconsciously touch percy’s small of his back even before he got the achille’s curse. because annabeth was always touching his small of his back, he chose it to be his vulnerable spot.

• annabeth has given up on heels.

• because annabeth is so short, when she took the knife for percy, it actually got her side, not her shoulder. percy nearly killed ethan on the spot. the river underneath was extremely rough and choppy. waves were about 10 feet tall. maybe even bigger. (tlo)

• during annabeth’s quest in tbol, everyone would mistake percy or tyson as the leader. that is, until they saw the command annabeth had over percy, tyson, and grover.

• percy!! always!! makes!! it!! so!! awkward!! every!! time!! annabeth!! hugs!! him!! • when percy was extremely upset when he dreamt of annabeth taking the sky. however, when he saw her in real life, he cried. just because she looked so small for the first time since he has known her.

• it was incredibly awkward slow dancing at 14 strangers already but add a height difference of a foot? mortifying.

• annabeth acting more brash because of her height. when asked, she says she has to prove is she fierce because no one believes in her. percy looking her in the eye, and saying you didn’t have to prove anything to me because of “you drool when you sleep.”

• annabeth standing on her tip toes just to kiss percy’s cheek, while also trying to get him to kneel just a bit because why are you so tall already

• percy and annabeth ranting about their heights in the kindness int'l truck, them bonding over their hatred for their height

• percy was (still is) utterly impressed with annabeth with her capture the flag skills.

• leo, more than once, has proclaimed the short club is just him, annabeth, and hazel

• jason and leo were weary of annabeth at first, but eventually they were won over. piper took annabeth seriously when she first met her.

• frank, hazel, and reyna didn’t need convincing either. octativan would mock her for her height, and it nearly got him killed every time they met.

•grover died so many times (figuratively) because of how percy and annabeth were acting.

•grover and piper bonded over percy and annabeth.

•after tartarus, you will always find annabeth in percy’s arms.

•did i mention that percy is even more protective of annabeth bc of her height????? well,,,,, he is.

•percy is also kind of like a mother hen when it comes to annabeth climbing on counters to get something in a high cabinet. (“just ask me to get it! because i will! you could get hurt!” cue annabeth rolling her eyes)

•a lot of swimmers are very tall bc their spine stretches bc of the strokes they do, thus creating a longer torso and a bigger height. percy being a swimmer is now even more fathomable !!!!!!!!

•percy also hates his height bc he was constantly growing out of his clothes, and making smelly gabe spend more money on him. smelly gabe is also a huge part of why percy hates his height.

•percy looking even more imitating bc of his height.

•annabeth, and i quote from one of her former classmates, “looks like a small ball of fury,”

•sadie never mentions annabeth’s height, but isis (the goddess, thank you very much) wants to. ps, sadie is the same height as carter.

•carter is overwhelmed by percy bc “wow, a really tall dude.”

•apollo being imitated by percy, and yet being really attracted to him.

•all the gods are nervous around him, a glare in their direction and they might shrink. the only gods not imitated by percy are poseidon, athena, ares, zeus, and hera. zeus and hera will never ever admit they get nervous in percy’s presence.

•annabeth thinks athena gave her height, because athena is about seeing her kids look like underdogs. i mean, athena’s kids are smart and they all have blonde hair. athena’s kids always seem like the underdog, but they will prove you wrong. i’m pretty sure annabeth talks about this in tlt. (this is why i see annabeth as a slytherin)

•so many people have thought that annabeth wasn’t a formidable opponent, but BOY WERE THEY WRONG.

•percy being extra awkward around annabeth in the sea of monsters.

•thalia always making a point of ruffling her hair.

•percy sitting down constantly around annabeth so she can look at him in his eyes. and it’s for sure, not because she wants see his face without a glare from the sun. no, bssh, what do you mean?

•percy blushing soooo much when annabeth hugs him in cabin 6.

•silena and clarisse always trying to play matchmaker with them (i love the headcanon that clarisse and silena planned the lake kiss, not sure who first came up with it.)

•charlie teasing percy about the two of them being tall. when percy is finally taller than charlie, charlie tells him to stop growing bc he’s supposed to be the local tall guy.

•the stolls are always trying to recruit percy into helping with their pranks bc of his height.

•percy being majorly impressed with annabeth, a small 12 year-old girl, leading her cabin into the mess hall.

•percy and annabeth constantly lying on a couch in sally’s apartment. annabeth, most likely asleep, on percy’s chest.

•sally having a multitude of photos of percy and annabeth, highlighting their height difference.

•percy keeping all the blue cookies within his reach. only his reach.

•annabeth, like percy, hates her height bc of her stepmom.

•PERCABETH WITH SUCH A BIG HEIGHT DIFFERENCE OKAY

[bigbrothermonopoly]

EPISODE 1: 

HOH: CHRIS

EVICTED: REHDER 15-0

KORI: 

My first Diary Room, I'm really loving the cast right now. Haven't talked to Dem, Chris, Andrew, Rheder, Silence, Madison or Kristine yet since they have yet to be on. Hoping this was more of a some people were kindof busy or just couldn't stay up for Cast Reveal and NOT a Oh we're all gonna be a bunch of inactive bitches. Emma talked about being UTR with our relationship and actually work together this ORG for the first time after 2 times failing to do so. Dunno if that's gonna work out, but hey third time's the charm maybe. Eve and Jess are icons as per usual I'm excited to finally be playing a game with them. Eve is suggesting a possible Jackbox Alliance, we'll see if that's like an actual thing I feel like that's the easy thing though and I don't know if that's what I actually want. I definitely plan to ride with that for a little while though. Gwen is sweetheart, she seems like a Discord noob, hoping that's not like a face personality to make her seem more endearing. I'm hoping to get good with Tawni and Mackenzie, meanwhile Brien, Austin, and Nicky I'm pretty medium with so far. I'm HOPING I can like develop good relationships with all of them. But like the female side of this cast is stacked, and the men kindof leave a lot to be desired so far. Hopefully when the other half wakes up I'll get a feel for them some more.

KORI: 

So, it's been not even 5 hours, I'm now in 2 alliances, one which is like not even remotely serious because Nicky just put everyone in the VC in an alliance... which is wild. Chris and Kristine came on, Chris is... interesting, for some reason I don't get good vibes from him. Something about his tone or the way he talks. He isn't really saying anything wrong, but at least on VC I don't get good vibes at all. Kristine seems like a sweetie, she's from MI too so I feel like we COULD have tons to talk about. Who knows though. Maybe she's a fake betch, only time will tell. (But hopefully she's a real one.) Still waiting on those others to get online at some point though, I need to feel EVERYONE out and so far there's still too many people that I have like no fucking clue on.

NICKY: 

i honestly don’t know anyone and i’m paranoid to not be on call cuz they probably talking shit about me

JESS: 

Question of the day: Why are there so many straight white males here?!

AUSTIN:

I’m super excited to be in this season of board game big brother! I’m trying to have conversations with every houseguest and make a good first impression but it’s hard to keep 17 conversations going at the same time. Also the first head of household competition has begun! I don’t want to win the first HOH because I don’t want a target on my back this early.

REDHER:

**DIARY ROOM THINGAMAJIG**: I feel that I could definitely make my move. My experience with survivor definitely suits good here. Kori, Eve, and Andrew were quick to contact me and negotiate. I feel like I could definitely use my age as an advantage ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Only one I’m not liking rn is eve she just comes on too hard but nothing really too bad yet.

JESS:

So... hmmm.. this game is.. interesting? so far? I've already been attacked by the hosts and the majority of this cast. Don't @ me but... pineapple does NOT belong on pizza! In all seriousness... this is a WEIRD group of people. Some new faces, old faces, and a bunch of unknowns. My game plan in all honesty as of right now is to let Eve think she can control me. She is one of the few people I know in this game so I kind of have no choice but to work with her while I put in the ground work with others. I want her to think I'm one of her "minions" so she thinks I'm useful and I'll do whatever she wants for now... Big personalities are sinking ships in Big Brother so gotta come up with that plan B for when Eve (probably) falls. BUT i'm kind of just trying to take this a bit slow and trying to talk to everyone right now so no brain power required. PS: I refuse to touch that HOH with a 10 foot poll. Let's do a mini little trust list? 1. Jess 100. Everyone else I don't trust any of these hoes.

KRISTINE:

So happy that Chris got HOH we came into this game together hoping one of us would win HOH and that’s exactly what happened. I’m 100% confident that I’m not going to be nominated!!! We worked together and I gave him as much information as I could. We both did. It worked perfectly. And he made himself the bigger target anyways.

MACKENZIE:

I’m a LIIIIITLE mad i came close to winning and didn’t but it’s okay bc i Kinda didn’t want too idk hxjsjzjz does chris exist though? i swear i haven’t seen him online HHHH

CHRIS:

How did I win the HOH. Not only do I have power but I also have no idea what I am doing. I am a dog trying to mix chemicals or trying to use a computer while being blindfolded and having one arm tied to my leg. I am more than happy and excited to be the first HOH but I know that brings a gigantic target on my back when I have to nominate two people. I want to make a huge move and take out any big bodies there are earlyBut I have learned that that isn’t a good scenario to start with. Hopefully I’ll have a better idea of who I want to vote for tomorrow when I talk to my closest allies which is just me and myself so looks like I’m talking to myself everyone. Well I want to go figure this out now hope y’all have a good time

KORI:

Chris is apparently VERY lucky somehow snagging the first HoH despite seeming to not really talk with anyone. So I'm honestly kindof annoyed would've preferred a Mackenzie or Eve win but not much I can really do but shut my trap and suck up in a way that doesn't seem blatantly fake. He's currently talking to me about wanting to target big and talkative people. "Fuck the VL as it were." So RIP Eve probably. I won $20 in that little task which is fun. I'm HOPING telling the Jackbox Crew wasn't a mistake, I hope the $20 isn't going to be a major reason for anyone to want me to go, especially since it's like, such a minor amount of money I feel like especially when you look towards the long term. I want to trust that group for right now though. Overall this HoH situation kinda sucks since we're probably going to lose a personality, and even more likely it'll turn out to be someone I like. Guuuhhh.

NICKY:

omg it’s joshua bassett birthday!!! periodt!! me remaining unbothered in jail because my mentions are off heheheheh

AUSTIN:

So.... nominations are tonight. I’m feeling pretty good because I’ve been chatting with Chris and we seem to be getting along. We are going to try to get a group of seven people together so we have numbers for the following weeks, but anything can happen, after all this is big brother!

BRIEN:

WILLIAM:

So obviously I'm pissed that I am nominated.... Like wtf did I ever do you, but in a way it is my fault... I have been sick the last few days and have just been laying in bed. Also I love how out of everyone in the game Chris was the one person I did not talk to before the HoH. 

NICKY:

literally these people are so fucking annoying- i’ll just hop online for like 5 seconds and say nothing and all of sudden half of the cast is my dms like hey hi good morning

EMMA:

GWEN:

Fuck Cheatham This is my first official DR. I am at my mom’s house and I left my computer at home, so this will probably be shorter than usual. Yay for phones. Looks like Rehder will be the evictee tonight. Unfortunately, he did not reach out to me until like a day after the veto comp. Can I put emojis here? If I could it would be rolling eyes emoji. The uuuuuuhhliance is...it exists. Will stay loyal until I can’t I guess. The Mandela Monocles is where it is at. I feel bad that Silence got roped in my Rehder and Will for another alliance...he didn’t ask for it. I hope it doesn’t come back and bite him. Me and Kori are Left Phalanges. We will win. K thanks byyyeee

TAWNI:

I’m sick. I have no energy. I probably should have done this earlier but I wasn’t planning on being sick. I honestly don’t even know who is nominated. Neither one has messaged me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. 

REHDER: 

I’m doing not too good. William and Silence are confirmed and they are branching out, everyone else I’ve talked too is going with the house and I’m currently trying to convince them that the house is with me but idk. Probably exiting after tonight. It was a good run but I guess I’m only good at survivors. Anyways, I hope I get to stay in

NICKY:

i’m concerned about a couple things 1. everyone telling me i’m safe 2. everyone acting like they are in an alliance with everyone and everyone knows the plan so even if i’m safe- it feels like everyone in some big alliance and that doesn’t work well with me

WILLIAM:

I've got 2 things to say!!! IM SO PUMPED THAT I HAVE WON VETO!!! WOOOOOO. I do trust alot of people in the house but I feel much better being able to save myself and be here another week.... Also I dont know what Rehder's strategy is but it ain't working 😂😂 Hes texting me all these people who's votes he has and doesnt and another list of those who I have to text for him! What!!!!! Also I dont know if he knows but half of his list he gave plan on voting him out tonight ☠

BRIEN:

KORI:

Well as it currently stands Rehder SHOULD be going home. Which is a shame in some ways he seemed like a nice kid... messy, but still nice. I've tried pulling back a bit since Kristine mentioned that someone views me as a social threat. Not sure that's totally accurate, but if someone is viewing me that way I need to carefully and meticulously figure out who that person is, and kick their ass to the curb. As it currently stands I think the 2 3 people I'm struggling with the most as far as conversation is Dem, Tawni, and Chris. Eve seems to think Chris is under their mist, which I mean go off, like its gonna be funny when Chris wins HoH 6 weeks from now and is ready for that #Chaos he wanted for this week. My #2 right now is probably Gwen. While I do love Eve and value their partnership, I can't help but feel like I'm replaceable for the whole Jackbox Crew. I'm still not looking to make a move any of the next couple of weeks, we'll have to see how the game progresses to know where exactly I'll go. It's also still just the first week, so my opinion on everything may very well change, the game is just starting and I'm raring to pop anyone who crosses me.

EVE:

ANDREW:

watching the cast videos now im going to give you my thoughts 1. i wanted to barf watching nickys 2. gwen is a bad bitch i hope she wins 3. omg i feel so dumb cuz i was talking to austin like we was 13 cuz i thought he was honestly .... and hes not.. hopefully i can recover. but idc. hes a little boring but sweet. 4. i hope mackenzie is nice to me. 5. fuck yeah jess lets chug a beer together 6. WILLIAM....Bowling With Buddies....Im going to nominate him if I win. 7. Kristine is the second prettiest here, next to me. Hope she wins too :heart: Shes adorbs :heart: 8. silence is cool i want to work with him 9. SHUT THE FUCK UP BRIEN actually nvm i kinda like him i wanna work with him I've talked to Chris a decent amount prior to him winning hoh so im feeling kind of good that i wont be nominated but i dont want to get comfortable because bitches are wild around here. My HoH performance.....FUcking embarrasing. Especially since people were asking me if i wanted to win and i was like yeah why not Austin proposed an alliance with me yesterday and i was just kinda like yeah i mean i’m open to anything that has safety involved and then today he told me he also talked to chris prior to hoh about creating an alliance with me and him called the gents, which is a fuckin hideous name i had no idea that he was going to ask ppl to join in on shit i thought it was kinda just gonna be a low-key u got my back i got urs but i mean chris is in a position of power so it’s definitely not the worst thing for my game, i just hope austin isn’t making himself look like a fool in the process of trying to make these connections because he is also saying my name to chris and i just don’t want to be openly associated with anybody yet if chris isn’t on the same page yknow But right now i’m just going to ride the waves i don’t really want to challenge anyone or anything just yet

[softly-mossy]

been tagged by @drdone to do these 92 thingos

LAST:

1. Drink: coca cola

2. Phone call: i had to call my mom because i was Lost in a hobby lobby

3. Text message: text to srah that’s just “rats...we’re the rats...rats...” to bother her

4. Song you listen to: one of the grineer soundtracks looped while i was trying to do chemistry

5. Time you cried: mmlmao last tuesday in the fuckign middle of lab

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: no, i guess almost? but then i put my foot down kind of and said nah

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i only kiss my dog on her head and i never regret it

8. Been cheated on: my cat is fake as hell!! like to snuggle until she had a prime chance to bite your arm and then leave

9. Lost someone special: i mean yeah

10. Been depressed: ?? i don’t know? like i’ll have little funks but they’re nowhere near how bad they were

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: im a babby that hasn’t gotten drunk so no

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. blue

13. orange

14. seafoam green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: EYAH

16. Fallen out of love: don’t think so?

17. Laughed until you cried: a few days ago i was talking with srah and drew a very very poorly created baby and was in a pizza place when i sent it so i had to be quiet but i knew she would get mad at it so i was havin a good chuckle

18. Found out someone was talking about you: as in badly? i have no idea but i’m sure it’s happened

20. Found out who your friends are: yaes

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: n o

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like a lot of them. maybe only like....a dozen are from online

23. Do you have any pets: we really gonna go there again

24. Do you want to change your name:sometimes i think about it. like “max” is a cool name to me

25. What did you do for your last birthday: i don’t think i did anything because i didn’t feel good

26. What time do you wake up: it depends.. days i have class usually like 8:30 to 8:45 but if i don’t there’s no rhyme or reason so it’s a wild card

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: tryin to stay warm and playin warframe

28. Name something you can’t wait for: i don’t know, gettin a horse?? there’s semi drag races next may so i guess im lookin forward to that a bit too

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like 10 minutes ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my house i don’t really care about where it is but the size....bad

31. What are you listening to right now: diesel bros is on tv and i got some cr1tikal videos playing

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: YES last semester my microbiology teacher was named tom

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my brother

34. Most visited website: tungle, the website for my chemistry book, and moodle

35. Mole/s: i have no idea where it’s not a freckle and its considered a mole

36. Mark/s:i got hella freckles and a noticeable scar on my middle finger where i stuck it in a pencil sharpener when i was a kid plus there’s scars all over my arms/knees for various reasons

37. Childhood dream: i went from wanting to be a vet, to being an astronomer, to being a field medic [?], back to being a vet. if we’re talking not careers then it’s still getting a horse

38. Hair color: brown

39. Long or short hair: long and the only thing i’ve EVER done with it is slapping it in a ponytail but i think about how free i would be if i just cut it short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: nah

41. What do you like about yourself: uhhhhhh i notice that i’m patient with stuff

42. Piercings: none

43. Blood type: i’ve no idea dude but i want to know

44. Nicknames: hannah banana/montana, hanners, truck fucker

45. Relationship status: sangle

46. Zodiac: taurus

47. Pronouns: she and her n all that

48. Favorite TV Show: WANDER OVER YONDER i found out all of the first season is onDemand and bout cried

50. Right or left hand: right

51. Surgery: i got my wisdom teeth taken out and it was the most surreal week i lived through

52. Hair dyed in different color:not at all really

53. Sport: is truck/tractor pulling a sport 

55. Vacation: i don’t really know?? i never really thought of places i’d vacay at

56. Pair of trainers: i don’t know what this means so uhh

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: im waiting for some pizza rolls to finish

58. Drinking: coke

59. I’m about to: eat pizza rolls

62. Want: i can’t articulate these things,, i guess want to have at least better finances so our fam would be all okay

63. Get married: idc

64. Career: pathologist!! i guess i’m technically halfway [?] through my program

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs bc they are good

66. Lips or eyes: would prefer if they had both

67. Shorter or taller: taller because i doubt there’s anyone that wouldn’t make me look like an actual baby

68. Older or younger: older?? around the same age i guess

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms for giving STRONG hugs and carrying MANY dogs

71. Sensitive or loud: depends on context? like everyday then really sort of sensitive but it’s not bad. if i’m expecting it to be like....continually loud then i’m fine with it too

72. Hook up or relationship: whatever has more hangouts with our dogs

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: ohh hesitant very much so. im a wuss

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor:  no

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i remember losing my purple glasses when i was like 7

77. Turned someone down: ? i guess i don’t know

78. Sex on the first date: no and that is a dealbreaker

79. Broken someone’s heart: not purposefully??

80. Had your heart broken: as in like sad then yes

81. Been arrested: no but i’ve been in a cop car more than once

82. Cried when someone died: i get upset when i see bad accidents on the road so yeah big time

83. Fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84: Yourself: uh

85. Miracles: eyeah

86. Love at first sight: not really??

87. Santa Claus: i know he’s out there.

88. Kiss on the first date: nah

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: @equusoils that binch

91. Eye color: like blue grey

92. Favorite movie: THE IRON GIANT i would watch it every hour for the rest of my life its so good and i love it

tagging uhhh @zangapf @big-stupid-jellyfish @shrubbot @darvobek @biamblonyx and im like half coherent rn so i probably forgot someone but if u wanna do it say i tagged u

[celestialriptide]

taggy q’s!

Thank you my dear @commodorecliche for tagging me!

The rules: Answer these 85 q’s then tag some peeps!

I’m not sure who to tag, so I’ll just go with @ideal-mina and @viktorthicciforov and @authordrive and leave it at that for now

THE LAST 1. DRINK: sweet tea 2. PHONE CALL: the jakester/close friend 3. TEXT MESSAGE: maribae. check her outtttttt atttttt >>> :) :) :) @viktorthicciforov :) :) :) 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: THIS BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF ART yall probably think im joking 5. TIME YOU CRIED: i dunno honestly i cry a lot 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: i dont think ive technically dated anyone more than once 7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: ehh 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: Yes. 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: Yeah. 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: um yes, i have depression  11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: oh of course 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. purple 13. blue 14. red IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yupperooskies 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: unfortunately. 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: i think so 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: ooooooh yeah, man. 19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: not particularly 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: not really no 21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: i have not kissed someone in almost two years.

GENERAL 22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: like most of them. all except like 15? and even them i’ve known for 7 years. 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: i live with five chihuahuas: Sasha, Clifford, Mika, Nora and Navi 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: yupp i’d love to see Ryn on my legal docs 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: i worked a 10 hour shift :) and then died :) im still bitter :) she wouldn’t let me leave :) because she bought a cake :) and didnt want it brought in until nearly :) 8pm :) even tho i had been there since 9 :) with no break :) on my fucking :) birthday :) 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: uhhhhhhhh like 1pm lmao 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: i have the vague idea that i was reading, but i dont remember 11:30-1:15 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: the void h a l l o w e e n 29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: couple of hours ago, i still live at home 31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: the call of the void the ambient noise of living on a military base 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: yeah, i think he died a few years ago. i miss him. 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: being unemployed, living at home, not being independent, my mental state, lots of things 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: i would say tumblr, but it’s ao3. 35. HAIR COLOUR: im a bleach blond, with brown roots bc im lazy and dont feel like upkeep 36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short, but still longer than i like 37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: subtly screams: MARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII 38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: mnyeh. nothing really i reckon 39. PIERCINGS: i’ve got a standard tongue piercing, a monroe, right nostril, and then i’ve got 7/16th plugs 40. BLOOD TYPE: i honestly dont heckin know my guy 41. NICKNAME: uhm. void and, uh, vore. lmao. there’s probably more but these are the ones i see daily. 42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: a single useless pringle, i think? i dont think im dating anyone, maybe 43. ZODIAC: im keith (scorpio power yall) 44. PRONOUNS: he/him pls pls pls 45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: got that VLD and Rick & Morty grind yall GoT doesnt count its just part of my life at this point 46. TATTOOS: 3ish. This swirly star neverland skully thing on my left foot, a bird on my right shoulder, mars/moon/stars on my left wrist that matches my mother and oldest younger brother, and vaguelly some blotches of color on my right foot that dont count anymore because you cant really see them unless you Know. 47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right handed, left hand can be used for some things. 48. SURGERY: galbladder, tonsils/adnoids, and wisdom teeth.

50. SPORT: i’ve never been a sport but i always enjoyed the idea of playing volleyball. 51. VACATION: all my vacations are home. @ tennessee whats good i miss you  52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: idk like the only shoes i own rn are like vans MORE GENERAL 53. EATING: i nothing atm, but i do love eating. 54. DRINKING: sweet tea 55. I’M ABOUT TO: bounce between writing some more and playing overwatch 56. WAITING FOR: the void to take me a job 57. WANT: to enter the void to take my longboard out, but it’s too hilly here and im still new 58. GET MARRIED: one day probably i like the idea of proposing to someone.

WHICH IS BETTER: 60. HUGS OR KISSES: meh. idk. depends on who i guess 61. LIPS OR EYES: can i get a uhhhhh b o t h 62. SHORTER OR TALLER: meh 63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: either or 64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: i am a slut for some nice arms 65. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: idk. 66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: little bit of both. im hesitantly a troublemaker. HAVE YOU EVER: 67. KISSED A STRANGER: neh. 68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: ooohyes. 69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: i lost 6 months worth of contacts once 70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yesssssss 71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: does it count if it wasnt a date at all, just hanging out that ended up there bc yes? but we didnt have a date so 72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: idk maybe probably wait yeah sorry 73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: ahahahaha yea 74. BEEN ARRESTED: nopers 75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: vaguely. the concept of death is something that vaguely affects me. i generally end up crying a few months after the death, if at all 76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: ye DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. YOURSELF: meh 78. MIRACLES: not exactly 79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: lust, yes. love, no. 80. SANTA CLAUS: i believe that there was probably once a man that sparked the legend but santa as the current urban myth is a m y t h 81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: sure 82. ANGELS: in a way. OTHER: 84. EYE COLOUR: hazel 85. FAVOURITE MOVIE: donnie darko or howls moving caste

[pandywrappers]

I got tagged, now you have to hear about me

Get to Know Me Tag

Tagged by @shibawav

Rules: Answer these ninety-two statements and tag twenty people.

LAST:

1. Drink: water bc my throat is killer

2. Phone call: work…….

3. Text message: “You are a fool”

4. Song you last listened to: Pearl and Marina’s song

5. Time you cried: probably recently, I cry very often (not because I’m sad often, I just find things to cry about)

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: what’s this “date” thing people keep asking about?

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I never regret giving kisses

8. Been cheated on: maybe by HACKERS

9. Lost someone special: at one time

10. Been depressed: I dunno what depression is, but the closest I could say was that really lonely stage of my life in seventh grade.

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: underage

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14. purple, orange and I really like pink right now.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yup and I love them to bits

16. Fallen out of love: Never ever

17. Laughed until you cried: Uh, I don’t think so

18. Found out someone was talking about you: I only hear good things<33

19. Met someone who changed you: Yeah, everyone I encounter adds to me and edits my morals in some way, be them a lesson for me or whether or not they have a lesson for me.

20. Found out who your friends are: My friends are my friends

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: “Fasse-booku?”

General:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: They’re all family except for those few kids from school who added me to seem more popular (which carried into Instagram)

23. Do you have any pets: Boota (my hedgehog, named after the best character in Gurren Lagann) and Rocket (my cat, named by my aspiring pharmacist, former aspiring physicist of a sister)

24. Do you want to change your name: My name is cute<333 (It’s Kaela)

25. What did you do for your last birthday: Sledding!

26. What time did you wake up: 9:40~

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping…?

28. Name something you can’t wait for: a Nintendo Switch for the squid game and matching Pro Controller that I pre-ordered in May

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Last night during dinner

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I’m generally very happy!! Nothing bad has happened, and anything that hurts only helps me in the long run.

31. What are you listening to right now: *klack click clack klik* Keyboard sounds.

32. Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: I have a gay uncle Tom. He’s an accountant.

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: BEING ILL. It’s not bad, just a sore throat and a lotta snot, but it’s more of a bother than anything

34. Most visited website: Honestly, probably Google Docs

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME:

35. Mole(s): I have a beauty mark under my right eye<33 (and just moles all over my body)

36. Mark(s): Stretch marks on my thighs, a birth mark on my left foot (I dunno if this is my cultural belief or something, but my aunt told me that wherever you have a birthmark on your body is how you died in your past life. I assume I was a rabbit and someone was starving, so I sacrificed myself to save them!!)

37. Childhood dream: I wish Pokemon were real.

38. Hair color: Black

39. Long or short hair: Short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes

41. What do you like about yourself: Everything<33

42. Piercings: I guess on my ear lobes, but they’re only garnished during weddings

43. Blood Type: O+

44. Nickname: Kae, Pandy, Panda-chan, Curlicue, La (meaning “sharp” in Lao), Karla…I have a lot

45. Relationship status: 15 Years of Pursuing a Cute Boy

46. Zodiac: (western) Capricorn, (Lunar) Snek

47. Pronouns: Uh, she…?

48. Favorite show: I’ve been rewatching Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood and it’s pretty dang good. I suggest a watch for yourself (tic toc)

49. Tattoos: No thanks

50. Right or left hand: Right

51. Surgery: I had to remove a calcium deposit from my mouth in order for one of my adult teeth to surface so that I could have braces

52. Hair dyed in a different color: Once in kindergarten, my aunt dyed the back of my head a deep red color.

53. Sport: Ranked Splatoon

54. Vacation: The last one I had was AX and that was pretty amazing, but I go on tons of family vacations and they’re always fantastic

55. Pair of trainers: HEELYS

MORE GENERAL:

56. Eating: This quiz is eating up my time

57. Drinking: Saliva

59. I’m about to: Finish this survey

60. Waiting for: a year and a half

61. Want: Splatoon 2

62. Get married: Heck yeah

63. Career: Not sure, but I like to draw and tbh, I’m a little interested in business

WHICH IS BETTER:

64. Hugs or kisses: I love them both<333

65. Lips or eyes: Lips are gorgeous, but I pay more attention to eyes

66. Shorter or taller: Doesn’t matter

67. Older or younger: Older///////

68. Nice arms or nice stomach: Both/////////

69. Sensitive or loud: sensitive;;;;;

70. Hook up or relationship: Relationship!!

71. Troublemaker or hesitant: I’m p hesitant;;;

HAVE YOU EVER:

72. Kissed a stranger: I could never!!

73. Drank hard liquor: underage

74. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I don’t need either of those!!

75. Turned someone down: Everyone

76. Sex on the first date: What is “sex”?

77. Broken someone’s heart: Everyone

78. Had your heart broken: Never

79. Been arrested: Me?

80. Cried when someone died: Yeah

81. Fallen for a friend: Uh… I dunno, it’s been so long;;;

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

82. Yourself: HELL YEAH!!!!!!

83. Miracles: HELL YEAH!!!!!!

84. Love at first sight: HELL NO!!!!!!

85. Santa Claus: Still do and always will!!!!!

86. Kiss on the first date: Is it going well??

OTHER:

87. Current best friend name: I don’t make friends, I make best friends.

88. Eye color: Brown

89. Favorite movie: Ghibli and Studio Madhouse and Disney

90. Hobby: Drawing and being a weeaboo!

91. Favorite book: I don’t read, are you crazy?? (All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr (I think that’s his name))

92. Did you have fun?: I love talking about myself, but nobody cares that much;;;;;;

Tagging! (I dunno twenty people….):

@spiritxiii @fishjellybox @lilacsandlavendersblog @brightykitty @dj-osha @travelbymanju @big-eater-queen-forever @peachy-artist @ruronek0 @siscomknight @100night @odessious @peacefultrinity

[crqstalite]

pt. 5, partners in crime  (mako && theksevoy)

this one was kinda fun to write because at first, mako wanted nothing to do with the bounty hunter n his romance. i found it cute she didn’t ever disapprove of it though. i also heard that if you don’t romance her quick enough, she romances torian n it doesn’t end well?? someone’s gonna have to tell me, bc i refuse to go through that heartbreak.

oh,, n if you want to know who his moms are, they’re yuna n ryla from his legacies post.

written : 7.1.19. published to tumblr : 7.6.19. word count : 3,327

tw : possible age issues?? idk, i hc mako as a teenager when they first met (in the encyclopedia she was labeled as 19), an that thek was 23. he’s 26 in this chapter, n she’s 22.

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character song : just one yesterday, fall out boy

character file : theksevoy li'ui, grand champion of the great hunt

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Theksevoy happens to like surprises. Keeps him on his toes, never a dull moment. As the champion of the Great Hunt, he figures for a couple more years, there won’t ever be anymore. In a galaxy locked in turmoil, the most he can ask for is a few quiet minutes.

Especially on the Mantis.

Not that he wants a few quiet minutes. It seems Blizz is always underfoot with sometimes useful-usually-not projects, Gault has some new scheme that Torian doesn’t 100% approve of, and Skadge…well Skadge is plotting the murder of a Hutt. Of course, never permitted by Theksevoy himself.

Fun times.

Of course, he can always rely on his first partner in crime, Mako. She’s always in the cockpit, poking around in old SIS or other Intelligence files. The way she’s just calmly standing or sitting there, sometimes humming to herself of talking through a firewall, is cute. Finding new bounties or just wandering the holonet for a bit, Mako’s a real diamond in the rough.

She’s tentative though. Always careful, always stepping lightly. That’s what makes her such a staple in not only bounty hunting, but also in their private lives. She makes him slow down and just enjoy how their romance progresses. Mako had been one of the first women to ever make him feel that way, even going as far to not just turn down his marriage proposal when he’d asked, but literally make him wait until she was ready. He’d been on so many bounties before joining up with Braeden, Jory and Mako, and often women most literally threw themselves at him. He’d gotten to the point where he couldn’t even remember his last conquest’s name.

It was bad.

But Mako had changed him for the better. Turning him down so many times confused him at first, before realizing she really was following her own morals, not just being a…well for her sake he wouldn’t repeat what he originally had thought. For the first time in years, he wasn’t interested in getting into her pants, rather more excited by the thought of getting to know her. She was mysterious (Gault once told him she often laid it all out on the table for him, he was just oblivious. It almost earned him a good sock on his remaining horn.), and he liked unraveling her. Not in the most literal way (though he’d thought of it before), but he learned more and more about what made his slicer tick. What made her smile, what made a giggle bubble out of her.

And he loved it.

“Hey Thek!” And there she was. Getting up, he opened the door to his private quarters, and she held a bag in her hands. He’d asked her to move in with him a while ago (before his botched proposal) and while she’d denied him then, she finally accepted a few days ago. He let her have her time, but it seemed today was the day she chose to.

He would’ve waited a lot longer if that’s what she needed.

She was a pretty sight when she wasn’t preparing for battle (she was pretty on and off the battlefield, don’t get him wrong, but when she wasn’t wearing at least five pounds worth of durasteel?). She wore her casual clothes around the ship, as everyone did (Blizz was always in that…shawl? Theksevoy wasn’t hugely curious what he looked like underneath it and resigned to only knowing his gold eyes through the darkness), but something about them made her softer, younger in his eyes. Theksevoy was aware she was younger than him, but was surprised to find it was only a few years and a few months than the decade he assumed seperated them.

Of course, that had been one of 100s of thoughts when he’d first started courting her, and almost turned him off completely when he really thought about it. Of course, he was also twenty-six now, twenty-three when they’d first met, but Mako had seemed to only be a teenager when they first met. She’d recently turned twenty-two, putting her at around nineteen when he’d arrived on Hutta.**

Today, like most days, she had her dark hair in a ponytail. It’d grown out over the last two or so years, so she usually kept it up once it got out of control. He’d done the same (he ended up shaving the sides and allowing himself to have a manbun, something Mako commented on not being as menacing as the undercut he’d had previously), and it was up at the moment.

“Princess.” He responded, as she gave him a knowing smile as he leaned over for a kiss (she was much shorter than he was, of course he was also 6"2) that she denied.

“You know, I’m not a little girl who needs pet names, Thek.” She says, walking past him as he stands in the doorway, the door closing with a satisfying shnk.

“Never said you were, Mako.” He responds as she puts her bag on the floor, putting a loose hair behind her ear. As she seems to settle after taking in her surroundings (what surroundings he didn’t know, it was pretty empty), he moves and comes to sit on the bed where she stands next to, as she yelps as he pulls her closer to him. He’s looking up at her now, and she looks startled, her face red, but she doesn’t struggle away from him. “I just like to think of you as my princess.”

“And what are you, my knight in shining armor?” She rolls her eyes as she tentatively puts her arms around his neck, leaning into him (certain extremities are too close). She smells of ship oil and metal, but there’s also something sweet under there that his nose can’t pick out. It’s her smell, and god does it drive him crazy.

“No, I figure I’m more of your prince in shining armor. The one with a blaster on his hip.” She laughs, a genuine girly laugh that makes him a smile all the same. He answers her with this exact answer anytime she asks this same question, and he loves the reaction she has, that knowing smile that graces those lips of hers. She finally allows him a kiss before he hoists her up, her legs immediatly going around his waist in panic. She yelps again, not expecting it as he laughs in response. There’s a playful growl beneath it before Theksevoy goes for her again, softly pulling the hair tie out of her hair, her hair falling around her shoulders.

Somedays, he really does feel as if she needs a protector. She’s small, very small. A good half a foot or so seperates them, maybe more. She’s thin, though she’s put on some weight since their crew had been formed, not that he needed a woman with a stereotypical figure, but he worries sometimes. Mako seems fragile, though her shot with a blaster is insane for someone who admits to be primarily a slicer. In the beginning, he treated her that way, leaving her on the ship in favor of (in her words), ‘almost getting himself killed’ by himself because he didn’t want to be responsible for getting her killed. They got into plenty of heated arguments that almost made him kick her off his crew, and another time where she almost left for good.

But, he doesn’t try to act like one anymore. She’s gotten him out of more scrapes than he can count, with her quick tongue and morals. Kept him from killing a couple of suprisingly helpful gangsters and other unsavories, though both of them agreed on the shady nature of the Thul family. He loves it when her small hands fit into his like second nature, when he can easily lift her into a bridal carry when he feels like it, or when he carries her back after a particularily tiring mission (even if she claims she doesn’t need it).

Theksevoy adores her. And he lets her know, every damn day. “I love you, Mako.”

“I know.” She says, after they pull away, her still sitting on his lap. “You’ve only said it six trillion times.”

“Oh, I know. And I’ll make sure you hear it, six trillion more times.” He responds. There are so many things he’s itching to do, just through habit from before he began romancing Mako, but he represses those urges as that girly laugh echoes through the room as she unwillingly pulls herself off him. She begins by pulling out a few of her clothes and heading to one of the storage lockers. “Oh, that one’s mine, Princess. I got another one for you.”

She’s quiet as he lays back on the bed, before speaking again. “This looks and smells suspciously like Gault’s from the medbay.”

“He didn’t need it, it was empty.”

“Thek.” She scolds playfully, putting a hand on her hip, “What if he did?”

“He didn’t.”

“No, I mean how do you know he didn’t?” Theksevoy shrugs in response. He doesn’t care, that’s how he knows. Gault’s resourceful, and he has another one, albeit full of medical supplies but another cabinet all the same. Not like he even needed to empty it before hefting it up to his own room.

Mako rolls her eyes before pulling out her personal effects and carefully storing them where she pleased. If she were like every other woman he’d wooed, he’d look through her undergarments at some point. Well, his younger, much younger self would. His older self would’ve just waited until they were on his bedroom floor.

However, before his thoughts get too out of control, someone’s knocking on their now shared bedroom door. Mako shrugs as she turns back to the cabinet, rolling a blaster on her thumb (he smiles knowingly, he taught her that trick) as she puts it away. Torian’s on the other side of the door, “Hey Torian.”

“Thek.” He pauses for a moment before continuing, “Someone’s on the holo.”

“Who’s calling at this hour?” He mutters out loud. It’s not particularily late, (this is also coming from a man who doesn’t sleep until 3 am I.S.T*) but usually calls stop coming in a bit after eight. Not many people call him either, which makes this so much odder. “Anyone we know?”

“I don’t think so. I think it’s a broadcast.” He responds as Theksevoy follows him out to the holoterminal, Mako trailing behind. Gault is making his way up the stairs, as Blizz is sitting precariously on the railings. He doesn’t hear loud snoring, so Skadge must be planetside again. The holo begins to play as Torian turns the terminal on.

“People of the Republic, a blow to our ranks has been felt across the galaxy today. Quinne Hyperion, a senator of the Republic over the planet Taris was mortally wounded, possibly past being able to return to her station or survive her wounds. Surrounded by family, Hyperion is not expected to make a full recovery.”

“This is what it was?” Gault asked, crossing his arms as he flicked a bored look to Theksevoy. “This thing has been beeping for hours, I thought it was something serious.”

“It is something serious! That poor woman.” Mako mused, “Her family must be devestated.”

“However, the culprits seem to be Imperial aligned. One attacker of five was captured and brought in for questioning, but died of his wounds before being able to release information. Film captured by the Senator’s security footage reveals this woman to be easily identifiable for the crime-” The woman flashed onto the screen, grainy but short haired, mask, glasses and dressed in all black with what Theksevoy assumed he recognized as Intelligence’s symbol on her right shoulder. “If you have any information, the Senate Tower is waiting.”

The holo cuts out, leaving the crew in silence. “Well, I didn’t do it, so that cuts down on culprits.”

“No shit, Thek.” Mako whaps him lightly on his arm before frowning. “That’s really messed up.”

“That’s true. There is no honor in killing someone who can’t defend themselves.” Torian mused, seeming just as far in thought as Mako. Theksevoy himself had never met a Hyperion, possibly his crew had. The woman in question he’d heard stories of while he was on Taris hunting Torian’s father, as well as apparently a relative, a then Lieutenant in the Republic Army who had also been on-planet at the time. Rumors aside, the Hyperion’s and their extended family were not only huge, but influential as well.

“When did this happen anyway?” Theksevoy questions. It must’ve happened today, or he never knew because he hadn’t been on the holonet in the last couple of days. “Don’t remember ever hearing about it.”

“Happened a couple of days ago, I think. Long enough for Intelligence, or whatever branch of the Sith they’re under now to put out a statement that whatever happened wasn’t sanctioned by them.” Gault states, pulling out his personal holocommunicator and connecting it to the terminal. “This came in today, though.”

The terminal flickers to life again, and a man takes the place of the reporter. He looks afraid, turning this way and that over his shoulder as he begins his message, “Hello? Hello? I don’t know whether you can hear me but,” here he lowers his voice to a barely audible whisper, “My name is Tyqin Hyperion, brother to the recently mortally wounded Senator Quinne Hyperion. I do not know you, but I was told by a, well scoundrel, off of the black market of your…talents.” He looks over his shoulder again before staring back into the camera, “Please, whoever is out there, please bring my sister’s assaliant to justice. If you receive this message, please respond to my private holo. I will not let this attack against the Hyperions and the Republic go unnoticed.” The holo flickers out as the crew considers the man’s words.

“Gault-”

“I know, I know. I should’ve told you earlier, but given we were running for our lives a couple of hours ago, Thek.” He says, putting his hands up in defense.

Theksevoy crosses over his arms. It’s an interesting thought, it really is. The Hyperions, while influential now, haven’t always been and only recently appeared in galaxy wide news once Senator Quinne was elected. But, more and more of them are appearing, especially the Colonel, H…H something Hyperion. Big name in the Republic, even bigger name after the attack on the Gauntlet a while back. Started calling her 'Bane of Intelligence’s Existence’ by mercenaries here and there.

Influential usually equaled money. And this Tyqin Hyperion might have enough money to sneeze at.

“Thek, I know that look. We are not swindling this senator’s brother.” Mako says, more sternly than earlier.

“I’m not going to swindle him, Mako.” Well now he wasn’t, not without his (hopefully) future wife’s permission. “He’s asking for help, and asked for us to find whoever hurt the senator…”

“If that doesn’t sound like a bounty, I don’t know what does.” Gault answers, shrugging. Torian gives him a sour look, seeming to agree with Mako.

“I don’t like it. This Senator’s brother is clearly in grief.” He responds. “What if he’s doing something he might regret? If we kill this woman, what if they find out that he was the one who hired us? It could put a target not only on our back, but also his.”

“We’re also avenging the Senator. Albeit we’ve committed some crimes the Republic might be aware of, this could also earn us some favors from them in the future.” Theksevoy says.

“What about Intelligence though? We don’t know whether this woman is a rogue agent or not. And, she wasn’t alone either.” Mako reminds him. “This could get us killed by the Sith.”

“Well Mako, we live on the edge right? You only live once, unless you’re an undead Sith, right?” He asks, shrugging away her answer as she rolls her eyes. “If it makes you feel any better, we’ve done worse things. Things both of you agreed to.”

Torian sighs before nodding. “He’s right Mako, we might be missing an opportunity if we pass this up.”

Mako pauses for a second before catching his eye. “We do need to restock the weapons locker. Count me in.”

_

It was a while before Mako returned to their shared quarters. Theksevoy couldn’t help but feel like he’d missed something again, but she eventually did return, seeming a bit more downtrodden that before.

“You’re really stupid, you know that, Thek?” Confused, he turned to look at her, even though she didn’t make eye contact, or at least wasn’t trying to. Arms crossed, her eyes pointed to the ground. She was upset, a distinguishing position that struck fear into his heart, as he figured he was the cause.

“You’ve told me that before, but that’s also usually before we start fighting again.” He scratches the back of his neck, a bit nervous. The last fight they had was years ago, and that was the time where he realized touching her when she was angry only made it worse. So even though he wanted to hug her, he kept his distance. “Mako, I’m sorry, I guess if it bothers you that much we won’t call Hyperion back.”

She’s quiet for a bit, clearly mulling over his offer he assumes. But instead, she runs up to him, her small arms going around his torso. “You’re really stupid, Thek. This is gonna get you killed.”

Softly, he puts his own arms around her. “A lot of things might get me killed, Mako.”

“I know, but we all have our time Mako. Might as well go out with a bang, right?” She gives him a downright sour look as she pulls away from him, stalking back towards the door.

“How am I supposed to love someone who’s trying to get himself killed everyday?!”

He sighed. They’d had this conversation so many times before he didn’t bother counting anymore, and sometimes he avoided answering, but this time he wouldn’t. “Mako, have I ever told you about my moms?”

“You’ve only ever told me that they were the bravest people you ever knew, and that they died for you.” Her voice wavers at the end, muffled in his shirt as she eventually looks up at him, no doubt thinking of Braden. “Why?”

“Because I asked them the same question day after day after day. I never understood why they kept fighting, I just wanted them home everyday so that I could keep feeling safe. Mako, I was maybe five at the time, I didn’t understand that they were freedom fighters. But I think everything came into perspective when they died. Not only were they protecting me, but our entire village.” He pauses. He’s never told anyone about his life on Ord, and never really intended to unless she in particular asked. “So you ask why I do this? Maybe I’m not protecting a village, but I am protecting those I care about, and making a few credits along the way.”

She considers his words, mulling them over. She might have her own stories about whoever raised her, but he’s not going to pry, not when she’s so vulnerable. “No one lives forever, Mako. I intend to enjoy myself while it lasts.”

“That’s why you asked me to marry you. Because you knew you wouldn’t be around forever.” She says quietly, stepping closer to him. “You were afraid if you didn’t act then, I’d leave. Or you’d run.”

“Maybe, maybe not.” He answers, as she sits down next to him, arms around herself as she leans against him. He puts an arm around her as she relaxes. “You don’t have to, I don’t want to ever make you feel like you’re obligated to.”

“Maybe one day I will be Mako Li'ui. Just..not today.”

“And that’s alright. I’d wait decades for you.”

-

* = Imperial Standard Time? Is there a Standard Time for the galaxy?? Idk, maybe there is n I blasted through the conversation discussing it??

this one was harder to write. i actually do like these companions (i fucking hate skadge. im sorry but he’s so unlikable that i actually aired those complaints in-game to him.), but gault n mako were the only ones i really connected with. i think maybe i was so busy trying to romance mako (i didn’t understand why she rejected me until i went on reddit) that i kinda just,, didn’t pay attention to torian n blizz until the end. so i don’t really know his personality? comment if i should change it or i should just wait until my female bh (ba’shira wryen,, finally got started on my other server) meets him on taris. i hear his romance is vv enjoyable, n with the few convos i can remember, i am excited to run through them.

oh, and canonically, thek is most definitely a night owl.