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cherrysnax · 4 months

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oh yeah we were also wondering why we flock to media with dead kids that haunt the narrative both figuratively and literally and uh :) yeah we know why

#child death tw #rowan seemed so much older when we were kids #but realistically she was barely like 14 #maybe even 12 or 13 #Jason Todd chara and asriel. them mfs from fnaf and maria #they’re dead kids but at the end of the day they’re all apart of someone else’s story #and a lot of them come back. in one way shape or form #with the exception of maria they all come back wrong and hurt and twisted by their deaths #but still deserving of love. still craving it more than anything #being a vessel for someone else’s opinions. barely even themselves #rowan died. and a part of us died with her #that was probably uh.. yknow. That guys last real time being here #cheri took all the stuff as kid. all of it happened to them but buddy boy was still kinda around #and then rowan died and then. She did too #and then Jay had to take over for years and then cheri came back but didn’t know they were cheri until #like they were 17 because they just repressed repressed repressed #and obviously those are very shallow views of those characters #but to a hurting kid who resonated so much with them they were everything #I have no clue why I’m so introspective tonight #but my friends do call me the emotion guy so #I guess it means something. but yeah something died in us when rowan died #but something was also born. rowan was a person. a little girl who should’ve grown up and that’ll never change #but I think this year is the year that we learn to let her go #im happy i got the chance to know her when we did #I hope she’s a fucking butterfly or something really cool like an alligator if her next life #also we already knew why we flocked to this media because duh. but like it helps to know which part of us needs more healing #who needs a therapist when you have me ;)

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captainlordauditor · 10 months

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I just realized I may have been mentally pronouncing it differently from everyone for the past however-the-fuck-many years so

#polls #portal #gaming #i think i actually first played it 12 years ago. holy fuck #maybe even 13. what the fuck what the fuck

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capybaraonabicycle · 4 months

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Doctor: Huh, is that who I am now?

Donna: It was never that far from the surface, mate.

Doctor: frowns Yes, it was! You know I used to be a woman. And that made people... assume all sorts of stuff. And - and pretending to be Graham's wife for five minutes was bad enough but - Byron? That was torture. Does the man ever stop talking?

Donna: Takes one to know one

Doctor: Oi! I just mean, there were all these men people assumed I would be into and I - and I just - I just wanted -

Donna: I know, darling.

Doctor: softly I just wanted Yaz.

Donna: I know. - There was one man, though, remember?

Doctor: No, there wasn't! I don't fancy the Master!

Donna: ...

Doctor: Okay, fine. But the Master isn't a man. He's like me! Flexible - uh - timelord gender and stuff.

Donna: Sure.

Doctor: So, anyway, I have always been primarily into wom-

Donna: What about Jack Harkness?

Doctor: - Jack doesn't count, everyone fancies Jack.

Donna: ...fair enough.

#Donna: can we also talk about how you were literally married to a man in Gloucester?#Doctor: How is THAT something that stuck to your brain?#Donna: I met you there. Shaun and I did the walking tour.#Doctor: Huh. - Was I any good?#Wild blue yonder #Donna Noble #Sorry I am just still hung up on the 'is that who I am now' comment #Because I feel like what they actually meant to say was the Doctor going I AM QUEER?!?!#as if they didn't just spend three entire series making heart eyes at Yaz #So it makes more sense to interpret it as 'Hang on I like men too?' but honestly even that is such a stretch?#Yeah sure 13 is very much not into men #(except for the Master)#(maybe Astos)#(possibly Swarm)#(obviously Jack)#But any other incarnation has been very openly into men?#Like 12 kept name dropping guys he fancied/was fancied by? Like that algae king and stuff. Also the Master #(Let's not talk about 11)#10 had a very intense thing with Harold Saxon AND Jack #Plus the number of guys he flirted with - among them Shakespeare #And I don't even have to talk about 9 whose first kiss on screen was with a man #To be fair it is mostly off-screen/casual and the Master and Jack #So like if we interpret it as above we can make it work at least #(But. Yes. Also: Lee!! Literally married a man. Even if that was only for staying undercover there were definitely some deep feelings there #and I am quite sure had they been purely platonic they would not have posed as married. But as siblings or best friends or something)#If we are being completely real the sentence is probably about the Doctor discovering they can find people hot now #But that actually wasn't there before I think?#So then Donna's comment makes little sense #Or no hang on - 12 found the dinosaur hot and all of them the TARDIS obviously #So maybe that's what it's all about actually

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 2 months

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whatever else is going on in her head, whatever missy was thinking, i do think this

was payback for the doctor walking away at the end of eaters of light

#whether she has decided to be on his side yet or not #a little fuck you has to be said first #and he knows that #he knows thats what it is #and maybe he even connects it to that moment where he rejected her first #for my money i dont think 12 has yet #but i think at some point 13 does #'we used to be friends'

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bee-can-art · 2 months

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I'm absolutely creasing over the concept of @doubledaredaily (and also @intellectualpropertydaily ), but then I put the lyrics into Word to see how long it'll be before they finish JUST Hawaii (Stay Awake)...

363.

It'll be almost a year from now.

#I showed it to my friend who joked that the account will still be going 12 years from now #and yeah maybe #the album has 13 songs #will Tumblr even exist then??#waterparks #parx #text post

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kate-apologist · 8 months

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after doing a literature review of 13's book era, i conclude: what the fuck?? what the fuck????? what do you mean only 3 official BBC line books, At Childhood's End, 2 anthologies and then whatever Doctor of Oz is. And like. That's it. Those are the novels. From 2018 to 2022 those are the 13th Doctor novels, compared to 10 and 11 whole dozens of novels, 12s 3 novels per season and a supplemental heaping of audios (and probably some other anthologies and such I don't know about) 13 gets 4 novels and 2 anthologies. 6 books (7 if you count Doctor of Oz which I kinda do but it's part of a weird line) for 3 seasons, 4 years of being the Doctor, I just...

jesus christ

i think i'm always going to be mad about how snubbed 13 got in literally every direction

#every time i'm like maybe they didn't do her as dirty as they could have i remember this #the books have been in decline since 11 was doctor I will admit #but 12 got a decent amount of audio stories #i think 13 got one #and now that we've got ncuti the moment has passed #just-aaaaagh #the fact i have the majority of her books on my shelf right now #and i have 4 books. just FOUR #think of all the cool stories we could have gotten #even just another set from season 12 #or a run of just yaz and the doctor being mean to each other i would have taken anything #i really hope they bring back doing the novels #doctor who #doctor who books #doctor who eu

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always-a-slut-4-ghouls · 5 months

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I just looked at the price on the back of a book I’ve had for a bit over a decade and it was four. fucking. dollars. Just four with no taxes. No extra 97cents or something before taxes. Just a round number that you would add taxes to.

I googled the price of a new edition and it was almost thirteen! Not an even thirteen, it was like 12.96 or something. Close enough that it’s basically thirteen but if you’re adding multiple items together to try and get the price on a purchase with more items it would add more confusion.

#emma posts #it was also a bit difficult to find a new copy on my phone #the edition I have was selling for wildly varying prices as a vintage book now #but that’s just a kids chapter book from a fairly large publisher #I know inflation happens and stuff but holy shit #buying things at the book fair makes so much more sense now #I bought that for 4$ plus taxes at the schoolastic book fair #it was maybe 12 years ago?#I could look at the publishing date for a better idea #the series had just switched publishers and the first few were being re-released at the time #before the new publisher and the author finished the series #four dollars though #I had to check the book because I know the current price of many paperbacks and I knew that series was still in print #but what lead to this was the price tag falling off an old brush I found from like. 2009 or 2010 #and the tag on this very large brush was seven dollars #which seemed cheap so I looked at current brush prices online but since the exact same brush isn’t being sold and brush prices vary more #it was a bit harder for me to get an idea of it. books though. books I know #I’ve even bought stuff from that publisher recently (they have a lot of novel and comic translations)#but it also struck me how the old price tag was an even four and an even seven dollars but all new ones had 97 or 98 cents #that ten dollars from helping out grandma wouldn’t have even gotten me one book with modern prices #but back then I could get TWO #even just seven could have gotten me a book and some fun school supplies back then #to have that experience now you would need to give your kid a 20$#I understand inflation okay? I am just taken off guard rn and having realizations #I’m going to add to this post again. when I say wildly varied vintage prices I mean WILDLY varied #one dude was trying to sell it on Amazon for 55$ but on eBay it was 4 to 5$#I bought the next three books in the series from that same print. signed. for 13$ together #I had older editions of those and wanted a full series of just the ones that were being re-released during my reading time

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florida3exclamationpoints · 7 months

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Oh btw that job I just interviewed for pays a amount better than I was thinking I'd get so. Pls hire me :) I need money :)

#when i started looking i didnt want to apply for anything under $14/hr #since its taken so long i started reserving myself to $13... maybe even $12 if i must #but . this one is more than $14 :)

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givemewallywestorgivemedeath · 2 years

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May I ask where the "bart absorbs the whole speedforce" happens? I've seen it referenced and it soulds like a really wild read.

Oh that's from Bart's short short short short run as the Flash.

I do not recommend reading it at all. It was hot garbage. Terrible writing, almost zero understanding of the characters and it just kinda spat in the face of the Flash as a concept.

The lore implications are neat but they don't go anywhere and they don't explore it at all. So yeah, I mostly just take the cool lore and forget literally everything else about the series.

#it was just bad. bart was depressed. his friends and family were all dead #cept Jay and Joan #and he didn't want to be a hero or have powers and he didn't even want to live in the twin cities #bart was also super out of character. or maybe he was in character? idk Bart had severe clinical depression basically the entire run #dude did not have a single emotion except sadness and anger. also half the time he was disassociating #uh. so yeah. its 13 or 12 issues because it was cancelled immediately because it sucked #and then they killed Bart at the end #so #just a bad serious in general #literally the only part i like about it is the extremely specific lore detail that Bart absorbed the entire speedforce #and became the speedforce #and was inherently connected to all the other speedsters cause they were all within him #dude flipped the fuck out over that and honestly thats fair. he just found out that he ate all the loved ones he was grieving

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prettycoolducks · 10 months

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It's really funny seeing new fans be like "Wait the doctor is gay/bi/nonbinary/etc???" As if they haven't been kissing men and women and all else left and right and ignoring gender as a concept since the very beginning

#duck talks #well kissing men and women in nuwho anyway. classic doctors not so much in that department #gender on the other hand...#its less that the doctor is becoming these things now and moreso that the doctor as a character is a lot less closed off than he used to be #easy to see in the way 10 vs 14 act #10 wouldve never said i love you. he just couldnt. not even to rose (sad)#14 on the other hand is throwing the l word around like candy and hugging his friends (:#i feel like 12 was kind of the end of the doctor's closed off era. and by 13 she finally felt more open to being around other people #but she still kept a level of separation between her and her companions. couldnt let them get too close #not quite ready for love. she had been hurt too much in the past to try again #maybe 15 will be the doctor that loves freely and without inhibition #interesting to see #not allowing rbs sorry d:#doctor who spoilers #jic

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sophiethewitch1 · 2 months

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Sometimes when you're really ill and there's no cure for your disability and you look around and everyone in your life is so kind to you and trying to help you and genuinely believes that you can get better it feels. Almost isolating. Like I'm the only out there that knows the truth or something. I'm the only one who knows.

#sophie speaks #tw suicide #tw vent #tw disability #i just kinda wanna die all the time these days #like im not gonna do anything about it and the world will keep spinning as it always does #i really do feel like im stuck in a time loop or something #and all that happens is that i slowly get sicker and sicker... cant even leave my room much anymore #it feels. idk maybe i am getting close to the end ot my rope #when even my escapism doesnt work am i going to be willing to suffer each and every day?#ive wanted to die since i was 13 and im turning 21 this year #its like that one song 'i was either gonna die at 12 or ninety-fuckin-three'#but imagining 70-80 more years of this... god what torture #idk its a waiting game. im in pain all the time but if i die im dead so #god damn it it made me think of that one stupid meme with the two miners and the wall of diamond #and one of them gives uo just before he gets it lmao #unfortunately i am not an idiot and that image was probably made by some crypto bro #i am not going to get better #sing it with me lads fibromyalgia has no cure baby lets go #that line is on looo in my brain these days

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collaboratiiveanarchy · 3 months

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@variantia asked:

(( ... *pokes my lil head in cuz I can* )) Riley has been brought along to the League's hideout with Jin ; apparently he would have had to leave her at the apartment for a few days this time if he didn't. And of course, she knows he wouldn't be willing to do that. So she's seeking company that isn't him since he's busy at the moment, and Spinner ... seems like the least likely to tell her to ' get lost, kid '. He seems cool. She's approached from behind the sofa, propping herself up on the back of it and staring at the screen of his game. She's been here for a few minutes now. Finally, she decides it's time for her to speak up. " ... Whatcha playing ? "

He's focused on the screen of his switch, letting out a frustrated sound when his cart is passed, but grinning a bit to himself when he regains at least placing in the top five. He'd usually be playing something else, but he got stuck in a mission on Grant Theft Auto, and a break needed to be taken before he started to rage.

He hears her speak, catches a glimpse of her face in the reflection of the screen. Oh! It's the kid Jin brought along, a runaway or something like that. Spinner couldn't say he was surprised by the man's actions, but it didn't mean he thought this was really a place for someone so young.

However, the League was always willing to take in someone in need, and judging by Jin's brief story, she was definetly someone in need.

"Mario Kart." He's pauses the game, lifting it so she can get a better look at the screen. An awkward pause, because he was never the social butterfly to begin with, and he can't quite figure why she picked him to talk to.

"You ever play?"

#i totally wasn't just playing GTA the other day then switched to something else lololol #*cries and screams and sobs* i love them already omgggg. He's like 'what is she? 13? 12?? kids play video games #let's talk about that maybe??" This man has lived in isolation more than half his life he is doing his best #🍄|| trust no one..not even yourself {queued}#variantia #🦎|| it tears through my heart; does it haunt you to? {spinner}

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majimassqueaktoy · 11 months

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Honestly the funniest thing about Haruka's idol story line in y5 (and dont any of you come at me with the You're Lessening Mirei's Evil Heinous Actions shit, I know she was the antagonist, blah blah) is the fact that as far as traineeships go Haruka's.... wasn't all that unusual- Living on your own away from your parents? Par the course. Having older figures be unduly harsh about your talent/looks? Also par the course. Insane schedules? Creepy fans? Yep. In fact Haruka is older than a lot of people are when they start traineeships nowadays... Like that aspect of the game could have been played up for even more dramatic value than it was.

#Like in real life right now theres kids who have moved /countries/ to become idols #At as young as /12 years old/#and some of them dont see their families for years like Haruka's whole situation is less wild than a bunch of real people #god i got a random kpop video of a 17 yr old boy [who is already in a debuted group????]#and he was surprised with seeing his mum AFTER 3 AND A HALF YEARS ???#like he hadnt seen her in person since he was 13 and now hes 17 and...... How is that legal #Also that video fucked me up bc he wasnt even like happy he looked confused and shy and awkward like God send that boy home rn #all the therapy hes gonna need.... Anyway suffice to say #Having Haruka's storyline esp when you consider the people writing the games are in the JP entertainment industry was pretty interesting #Like they clearly have feelings and critiques and I liked that they tried to do something with that #Also one of the girls in y6 was a former idol who had her career ruined bc she dared to be seen #smoking with a male idol when she was 20 or so and got fired because of it- so i mean at least rgg gave her some work idk #this post is just a stream of consciousness rambling about how i find the idol industry interesting and odd #Some aspects of it i think are clever but other aspects are so HMMMMMM #20-30 years from now maybe even sooner i feel like theres gonna be some INTERESTING tell-alls

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rubarb69 · 6 months

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I need to stop ignoring my nature, i need to get weirder and be more of an asshole

#is it really my nature?#do i still have a nature?#is there anything authenticlly left of me?#am i just a grouping of half ironic half real traits ive adapted out of need?#have i locked away my heart for so long that its been replaced with a void that only yearns for power?#alas.. another jreg refrence #worst choise of my life was getting into politics at 12/13 #bright eyed and idealistic boy turned into... this? is “this” even something of value? is it something to look at with amything but distain #was it fucking worth it?#complex question with a hard anwser #but its somewhere closer to yes than to no #i think #maybe #probably not

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solriccino · 4 months

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Jiyan's age...

He's at least 23 years old during the game's events, maximum 25 years old

Just a random fun fact I based off of memory of Jiyan lore, I'd backtrack and prove my claim rn but I'll do that in the morning

#jiyan #wuthering waves #jiyan wuthering waves #that means he was at the very least 13 when he joined the midnight rangers???#maybe even 12???#its 5am i spent the last 3 hours thinking abt this

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astrxealis · 5 months

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making myself suffer looking thru ffxiv stuff on tumblr when i could be playing ffxiv rn but i eternally love and miss ffxiv

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#Ough... oooooggghhhhh..........#unrelated but i will probably make my next theme mr leon kennedy bcs how iehehebfknsnd i am over him lately #is... kinda insane! silly <3 #like. damn! damn. amidst darkest despair light everlasting.#ffxiv is so so so so so crazy from 1.0 to 6.0 and beyond and soon 7.x and and and #i miss raiding :( i miss my friends in ffxiv too. esp my best friend.#def will get back into raiding by the time 7.x ultimate comes out bcs GOD !!! god.#and okay pandaemonium & eden are my fav tiers aesthetic and story and fight wise #and memory wise bcs eden 9-12 was my first ever savage tier. meant a lot to me. still does #i played through that shit when i was . 14 y/o and newly 15 y/o LMFAO #and then pandaemonium just like. the year after. when i was 15 y/o... not even reaching 16. damn.#it's tough playing ffxiv when you're young but it's nice seeing more & more ppl around my age playing #even tho these guys most likely did Not start playing when they were like. 13/14 y/o. since i started on my bday LMFAO #it's crazy bcs i am playing w majority adults and maybe the occasional minor who is still like. at least almost an adult #^^ back then i mean bcs ok the closest friend i made when i was on eu was this guy 3 yrs older than me. that is already insane to me.#and my best friend since i'm now on oce is still a year older than me!#and it's silly (?) bcs eu i tried to hide my age at first but then they kinda found out bcs probably the way we r is just. too Different LOL #but i mean obvs it changed some stuff bcs it would be weird for probably 30 year old to be besties w a half their age kid #but the whole lil fc was just rlly sweet. :(( made a great friend i see as my big bro i am still friends w. that probably 30 y/o guy and the #kinda mom of the fc lowkey saw me & my twin as sweet kids. the person we got into xiv was like a big bro figure too and Damn his gf is rlly #cool! and the uni age students were super cool and fun to talk w. and the friends of my close friend who were also my friends were so fun.#i miss that but i look back on it all fondly ..... :3 and then w oce it's a bit more complicated bcs #i haven't had much time or opportunities to Find a group like that? but instead i found a best friend :((#rlly close in age and w similar likes and interests and personality..... etc etc etc.......#and separately the static i & my twin joined was. Funny lol! it's silly bcs we kinda had to hide we were lil 15 y/o kids w these guys who #were all at least uni. and all of these guys were def 20-30 y/o #and one guy liked making Daddy jokes (nothing bad tho LMFAO) bcs. hesperos sheesh!#silly bcs bunch of aussies and we were almost all miqos and Thankfully ye god one other filipino YAY !!!!!#anyway. max tags. so i love ffxiv man. i miss it always even when i'm playing it.

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