#mod havoc answers

[rabbits-of-habit]

Wow this is worse than anyone could have imagined thanks!

From what I've learned in all my years in fandom culture is that you need to remember a few things. -Havoc

You are not wrong for liking EMH. You are not wrong for liking Jeff the character. He is fictional, made up. It's like liking Noah Maxwell but knowing that Pissner is an awful person.

Stand with the victims that come out. Even if they don't like the fandom or don't want to associate with it. Respect them and stand with them without stepping on their boundaries.

If you need a break from liking something because one of the creators is bad that's okay. That's completely fine, take your time. Come back when you need.

[askhopeanddespair]

Time to be sneaky chi, what have you done to create ishimondo so far?

Chihiro: I have only made mistakes...

[taskforcedistortion]

This is the official Taskforce Distortion account. Before anything, we will answer some questions for you.

//FINISHED ARCS: #Mew out of the bag. Please heed the content warnings about this arc before continuing.

What is Taskforce Distortion? Taskforce Distortion is a group focused on the protection of the Multiverse. It is ran under multiple divisions; the Rocket Division, the Aqua Division, the Magma Division, the Galactic Division, the Plasma Division, the Skull Division and the (new) Star Division. Our leader keeps their identity hidden for the safety of all involved, however we all run under guidelines set by them.

What is the purpose of each division? The Rocket Division monitors the activity of "Teams" both active and not. This division having access to top of the line security and surveillance systems to monitor such activity. Any unusual activity will be reported to the leader and a plan of dispatch will be acted upon with swiftness. The Aqua and Magma Division share responsibilities of monitoring irregular seismic activity in the current universe's planet, as to not let a catastrophic event similar to that of the Hoenn incident ever happen again. A smaller responsibility is to also monitor the health of the oceans and land to try and fight back pollution and habitat damage. The Galactic Division monitors the Distortion world, keeping an eye on the activity of the Giratina to make sure they do not cause havoc to any universes that reside in said plane of existence. The Plasma Division monitors known pokemon breeders and professional trainers to prevent illegal activity, be it pokemon abuse or inhumane training methods that don't necessarily fall under the league or law's definition of abuse. The Skull Division is our eyes on the ground, sent out to monitor areas of interest along with the Rocket Division. And finally the Star Division, which isn't a full division, as there is only one member, however it is one of the most important additions as it's lead member is a prodigy hacker, allowing us much farther reach than before.

//Active Ask Games

//Cards and other Division Leader/Agent info

//Please note! And before you ping the account!

//Taskforce Distortion Discord!

//Other info under the cut!

//Putting this at the top here so it's seen- Please do not call them cops- that's not the interpretation I want for them because it makes me very uncomfortable.

//Ooc. This is a sideblog! Unreality. Mod is an adult and goes by she/her he/him pronouns. All art I use is my own! I follow from @theshadowqueenofthedistortion, more info about me on my main! Here's some of my other accounts as well!

//Semi-Serious blog, I will participate in active silliness and also write serious stuff. Will sometimes touch on death, abuse and a few other things, I will tag the serious stuff with their appropriate tw/cw tags.

//Lightweight magic anons on for this account. Pelipper mail is definitely on! This isn't a villain account, but feel free to treat it as such IC! I would like the drama~ //As an addition, anon hate IC is allowed, however, note that I will curate it, and if it is really harsh and you don't specify it as IC, I might delete for my own comfort.

//No Shipping, a lot of the stuff in here is closed off.

//I am very open to crossover stuff!

//Pokemon in this universe have human levels of sentience, though multiverses that don't are well known and won't be questioned.

//Real life animals exist along side Pokemon in her universe, like divergent evolution (not the pokemon thing, the science thing)

//Anon hate is encouraged as I wanna have my portrayals of these guys respond to that stuff =D please say who it's for though, other wise I'll just guess.

//What the tags mean.

//Shadow Mod Speaks: Mod speaking.

//Mod Reference: Me and/or Zorana making references for this account

//Shadow Art: Art by me that isn't a ref/finished.

Taskforce Deployed: Closed and/or serious RP. I will also use this tag when responding seriously to something.

TaskForce Announcement: A announcement of a situation that the taskforce are involved in! If you would like the Taskforce to look over a situation, feel free to send an ask! (If you aren't the person running the event however, I will need permission from the person who is running it ^^;)

//Response tags have been moved to the Agent and Leader master post

[despair-to-future-arcs]

Commonly ask questions

So since a lot of people are asking me some questions in regards to this blog, I'll post those questions and [Here] are questions from the previous blog but I'll answer questions here so if any of you are curious you can come here, anyway let's begin;

'Why did you decide to make a new blog, what happen to the old one?'

Well I notice my old blog hasn't appear in searches on tumblr and I haven't gotten any ask at all thanks to tumblr's messy system so I decided to make a new blog among other reasons.

'So your rebooting the entire series? Why?'

I felt like my old blog was getting very bloated and clutter that I was confusing myself so I figure I restart it, do a major Re-Write and keep the story more consistent with the games and talking with Mod Honey and @commander-bubbles-the-first on Discord of our issues with Danganronpa 3 as a whole so this is mostly a full on Re-Write, which includes removing some characters.

'So given this is a Re-Write and you mention your removing characters, who in canon are you removing?'

I am going to keep the characters from Trigger Happy Havoc, Goodbye Despair, Ultra Despair Girls and allude Danganronpa: IF, Danganronpa Zero, Killer Killer, Danganronpa Kirigiri, Danganronpa Hagakure, Makoto's Worst Day Ever, Kirigiri SAO and maybe make some jabs at Danganronpa Togami

As for Danganronpa 3... I am going to be removing some characters but if curious of who's staying, these are the guys;

In regards to DR3, I do want to limit the cast down and expand on these guys as they are pretty underutilized which I do want to expand on them and some are going to be shifted around but yeah, this will be the characters from DR3 that are going to appear... speaking of that...

'Are your OCs/Fangans going to appear on this blog? Who's getting shafted?'

As in regards to fangans, I'm going to have the Another and SDRA2 series because I feel it fits into the series pretty well and with them included somethings make sense and that's the only fangan I'll keep and of course the OCs I made to represent Class 77-B family along with Nagi and her family and OCs from my own fangan is only going to be Masa, Akira, Hideyoshi, Hisao, Estu, Sunako, Mayumi, Tomoe, Eito and Kimika, Yokoyoko and Kojikoji's Classmates and even ASOOT's Kyoji, Umeko and Ai but for any new characters... well... I think I'm going to leave that a surprise. 8P

'What changes are going to be made?'

Well I won't say what is going to happen but I think I'll safely say this... there won't be any killing game, so if your expecting people to die then I'm sorry but that won't happen and I'm also going to not include brainwashing and make Junko to what she was hyped up as but also give her some actual flaws and also re-work her idealogy a bit.

'So why is it taking so long with the changes and when will you start?'

I do plan to start when I finish looking up some material and doing some research while also making sprites, so please be patient with me - thank you.

-TBA-

[aziraphales-library]

Hello,

Thank you for even reading this, and i really dont know if this is the right place to ask, but here goes. Do you know any fics where crowley and/or Aziraphale meet the crew from 'our flag means death'?

I havn't seen anything about crossowers in here before, so i don't know if you can answer this. But still, thank you all and nice week :)

Hello, there have been asks about that particular crossover before which we answered here and one that was answered by @stedes-incredible-library here.

Somebody Show Me a Good Omen by Cannebady [G]

When a young Ed Teach took his first post as First Mate he was sailing under a right twat, whose name he can't quite remember if he's honest, who made him question if the whole bloodthirsty pirate business was really for him. Sure, the raids were enjoyable enough, and he quite liked a bit of havoc, but the entire killing for fun bit really smarted. That was until they'd boarded the vessel of one Captain Crawley. This guy? He was proper weird.

It Would Take A Miracle by TakenByTheWind [G]

In 1718, Blackbeard and his crew successfully boarded the Crowley and temporarily besieged the town of Charlestown, South Carolina. While they had this advantage, Blackbeard’s only demand was a chest of medicine. To this day, no one knows why he made such an insignificant request.

No human, that is.

Written in the Stars by Theloversthedreamersandme82 [M]

What happens when Stede hears about Aziraphale's bookshop?

Hell Has All the Good Musicians by ARealPip [T]

“You again?”, said the Dealmaker. He cocked his head and wrinkles appeared at the sides of his nose. “I thought I'd set you up pretty well. Smart lad, I thought. Lot of potential. Give him what he needs and he’ll be a pirate king.” He lowered his glasses, to reveal yellow eyes with vertical slits like a snake. Edward had seen them before, so he didn’t startle. “What’s with the black smudges all over your face?”, said the Dealmaker. “I don’t know if anyone’s told you, but that look’s not doing you any favours.”

~Mod N

[habitsrabb1t]

Reasons why rabbits-of-habit is on my DNI aka a psa on why you shouldn't support them:

The way they respond to hate anons is rude and inappropriate. Just block them and move on. Get over it.

Mod Havoc on multiple occasions has ghosted people.

Mod Havocs DID is in fact for show, going as far as to have his "Noah alter" on the blog answering asks for attention when most fictives don't like source and don't want to interact with people of source or around it.

Mod Ren has been rude to anons on multiple occasions and is only ever on the blog to "Defend their partner"

They are HABIT apologists. Writing for him and humanizing him to a point it's nearly laughable.

The continued use of tribetwelve even when the victims of Adam have come out and expressed upset.

The fact that the both of them like boyfriend to death is a red flag of itself.

Mod Havocs writing isn't even good.

Mod Havoc has a discord server for the Slenderverse community that allowed minors when there are nsfw channels in it.

Havoc has ghosted multiple relationships as well.

[danganronpasurvivoraskblog]

If Danganronpa Survivor X Persona 5 was really a thing, who would the party members be and what elements and attacks would they have?

//It's weird getting this question from someone who isn't RPG anon, but I'll answer.

//The party would probably be the 7 main protags of the blog: Makoto, Kuripa, Hajime, Kaede, Shuichi, Toko and Komaru.

//A couple of headcanons I have to it are these.

Makoto primarily uses Bless attacks with some Gun skills, in reference to how he's the Ultimate Hope and the protag of Trigger Happy Havoc.

Kuripa, being the antithesis to his ideals, uses Curse attacks, and if we use P3 logic, Physical sword/slashing damage attacks.

Hajime I think should also be Physical based, with some Almighty attacks on account of having multiple Ultimate Talents. As for his primary element, I'm thinking it should be Lightning, only because he shares a voice actor in English with Yu Narukami, who's main Persona, Izanagi, is Lightning-based.

Komaru and Toko use Nuclear and Psy respectively, not just because they counteract each other, but because Komaru's hacking gun is an energy-powered weapon, and Toko has a split mind. In a similar fashion to Yusuke, Toko's kit would be based more around speed than raw power, like Hajime and Kuripa. Komaru on the other hand is completely magic based and has no physical attacks.

Kaede and Shuichi lastly, use Fire and Ice respectively. Kaede shares a VA with Ann Takamaki, and Shuichi's colour palette is pretty similar to Yusuke's. They also respectively use Phys and Gun. I also imagine Shuichi may have some Bless and Curse insta-kill moves on top of his kit, since two detectives in Persona, Naoto and Akechi, both have those.

-Mod

[nancydrewwouldnever]

(p.s. - I will not answer any asks to this that hypothesize about the family being joined by someone else this year. 🙃)

AKA, moving the goal posts…..again 😁

No, not at all, Anon. I made a detailed blog mod psa yesterday saying that that topic is going to be tabled for the time being. (Please use tags to get the blog mod psa posts.) This is me standing by that post.

BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING NEW TO TALK ABOUT WITH IT. If something new and topical happens, then yes there will be discussion here. If something happens on said trip, then yes it will be talked about here. As is stands at this moment, everything is just people running in circles and others who seem to thrive creating havoc and bad vibes.

But my mental health cannot take the endless toxicity that is going on right now centered around that topic. And, honestly, how can yours?

[danganronpa-imagine-headcanon]

Future Foundation member [Reader] encounters Remnant Nekomaru during a mission (Oneshot request)

Hello anon! I can write this. I was not sure what turn/plot you wanted out of this oneshot, so I just settled for something brief, sort of aligning with the canon plot? I hope this is okay! Enjoy :D

-Mod Kirumi

“I want to help you. Despair is not the answer.”

Your voice echoed throughout the hallway as Nekomaru stared you down, your gaze firm on him.

Your job was to find a certain Remnant— one causing the most havoc, to be exact, and well... It was safe to say this one caused quite a lot of damage.

You needed to reform him— That would be your only shot at defeating despair once and for all. Sure, it may not seem like a lot one by one, but after so many Remnants turn to hope, it will begin to make a big difference.

Yet, you began to believe that this would be a bit more difficult than expected as Nekomaru frowned angrily at you.

“You think you can help me?” He chuckled at the thought, “I don’t want help. Despair is sickeningly wonderful, don’t you see?! It feels amazing... thrilling.”

You frowned at his next phrase.

“Better than hope ever could.”

“You may not want my help, but this will not end well if you keep choosing despair,” You persisted, “You cause havoc, and so what? All it produces is harm. You get your thrill, but then you keep needing more. Maybe you wouldn’t have to constantly seek higher levels of despair if you turned to hope.”

Nekomaru paused for a moment, hardly considering your words before gritting his teeth.

“All I want is despair. And there’s no reason for it! So there’s no way to convince me otherwise!”

You sighed. Ah... he was a tough one.

Perhaps... you should report back to the other members... he could definitely be a valid candidate for the simulation.

“If you insist,” You told him, “But trust me when I say this. Hope will always defeat despair.”

As you turned and walked away, he might’ve even considered that you were right.

However, the thought soon vanished.

Nekomaru would never stop spreading despair— that was certain.

Not unless he had no idea he was ever a part of the despair side in the first place.

[inkie80]

Mod you have the patience of job I would have already lost my temper, deleted and blocked. Isn't this the same Aron trying to cause havoc on starktripleimposter or is this another one?

Probably the same. I have read their blog too and that anon calls Louis Lewbert so it must be the same.

And I find it funny because they try to make a fool of me, but all they do is make a fool of themselves.

Yelling and calling names is not the solution here because that is what they want.

If you give them an educated answer they don’t understand anymore and make even bigger fools of themselves.

I find that hilarious and want it share their stupidity with you all 🤣🤣

[emptyairsims]

Here are my answers: 

🌸 What's your earliest memory of playing the sims? Memories arent my strong suit, lol. Fibro fog is real.. But I have foggy memories of playing with a friend in elementary school on their computer.

💫 How did you discover the sims franchise? Again, I dont really remember.

🍇 What was your first sims game? The first one I owned myself. I think it was sims 2.

🍦 How long have you been playing the sims? Probably since it came out but I really wasnt a hardcore fan until sims 2.

🧋 What is your favorite sims series? (sims 3, 2 etc.) Lame answer I know but sims 4! I dont remember the original very well. Sims 2 was amazing but my old copy doesnt play anymore on my current pc. I hate sims 3 (yeah yeah I know). Sims 4 has great graphics and the mod potential is amazing, whats not to love?

🤍 Do you have a favorite sim created by you? Yes! To be honest it kind of flip flops between two sims though. For a while its Christopher then it goes back to Reynard (dont ask).

🧸 Favorite townie? (any sims game) Dont have one.

🍨 Do you have a sim self? If yes, do you play with them? I do. I was late to game on creating one though, just recently decided to jump on that band wagon. Yes, I do play with them.

🫐 How often do you play the sims? Every day. Often twice a day.

🌱 Do/Can you relate to any of your sims? I mean - yes and no. I see myself in some of the things I do in game because its an outlet for every day stress and anxiety - its my escape. But I play with a ton of occult sims so theres a lot of fantasy stuff going on in my game so also no.

🐬 Favorite sims challenge? I have actually never done a challenge. I have considered starting rags to riches but I just made my sim a hoe with perversions and it was to easy, lol. I dont follow challenge rules well (as you can see by the hoe thing) so challenges arent my thing.

👜 What in-game career would you choose if you were a sim? Does just entering the money cheat and then doing whatever I want count?

🌷 Which traits would you have if you were a sim? Are we talking like what traits Id want or what traits Id have based on what Im really like? Cause those are two different answers!!

🍮 Favorite thing to do in the sims? (Could literally be anything!) I spend a lot of time growing my families, seeing how big and far those bloodlines can go! I also like to cause choas and havoc depending on my mood. My game is full of drama and craziness.

❄️ Favorite in-game season if you own The Sims 4 Seasons? I disabled all of the stuff I can. Blizzards, thunderstorms, weather affects - disabled. We all know sims wont stay out of the damn pools in cold weather...

❣️ Do you talk about the sims with any of your friends/family members in real life? Yeah

✉️ How big is your mods folder? Right now... 72 gb but Im about to add  new stuff

☘️ Do you have any other social media where you post sims related content? I will post big mod updates - important bug information - and share my sim photos on my personal facebook page (if that counts). Im also one of the group mods in a facebook group for sims 4 pc players.

[rabbits-of-habit]

Do we have any hcs on what Firebrand’s voice sounds like?

Annoying 😔😔 /j -Havoc

Whenever he talks there's always a static behind it.

There's a cocky arrogance behind every word he says, like he's saying it with his chest.

Like he knows what he's saying is right even if he's off the mark a little because he just knows.

His voice is slightly deeper, more distorted at times.

The static gets a bit louder when he's emotional it makes him harder to understand.

Very far and few between there's a soft rawness in it. Like when he talks about Milo or Kevin.

[asklightningshadowbolt]

so how does havoc feel about discord and cosmos?

Havoc: I actually knew them eons ago when they were together. Heh...I knew it wouldn't last. Chaos and Chaos do not combine after all.

Lightning: Wait but it seemed like you had a crush on Cosmos dad.

Havoc: Hardly. I just find her appearance more appealing to the eyes. Discord's design is so bland it makes me want to vomit.

Lightning: I can agree to that...

(Mod: That was fun answering that for Havoc! I'm going to open more spots for other characters to answer as well!)

[fourfour4]

Oops!…I Did It Again, Haven’t I?

While discussing the dirty tactics Little Miss Hot Button uses to discredit the negative reviews, (click here:https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/fourfour4/688506440242085888?source=share)

I have failed to recognize one tactic, until it happened to me. 

“Anyone who comes into the Forum and genuinely is looking for education, growth, and learning – they find it. Those who come into the Forum to cause drama, poke members to get them upset, and cause problems – find it”.

After reading this, I went back and read her responses to all the reviews criticizing the forum. She repeats the exact same thing. Why does she do that? Simple - to insinuate that those who are complaining are trouble makers and are there to wreak havoc, and that there’s absolutely nothing wrong with how the forum is run or that the mods are efficient. Flash news: it is not. Each time I believe Mag has hit a new low, she surprises me. If we overlook bigotry since Miss Hot Button is offended by this word, we cannot overlook favoritism. 

Not everyone is treated equally. Mods do not act the same way they do with everyone. I’ve seen members being coddled while others have got their posts deleted or received verbal warnings (warning in the thread itself) for the exact same behavior. Some posts (with a controversial nature or wrong facts or against the CH agendas) written by certain members are up for days before a mod pays attention to it, that’s if they do since those members can get away with anything. It won’t take you long before you recognize who those members are. When I questioned why one of my reviews was deleted and of course I received a warning, I was told that I can’t give a review without purchasing from the seller. Cool - but why there are tens of reviews from people who didn’t purchase yet they gave their opinion on the seller and their posts are still up? The answer:”mods can’t see everything and they are volunteers”. Ah. These posts are not hidden or buried, sometimes they are the latest comment. But I guess mods can’t see it. Because it’s written by certain members. Cool. 

Regarding mods and religion discussion: 

Remember the member I said acts as mouthpiece of Archangels, deliver messages, and does a lot of “correction” for religions? This member, let’s call her “Dragonette H”, is a very interesting character. She talks about her abilities since childhood, shares her history with psychic abuse and attacks (like claiming she was attacked by Pazuzu, and saved by AA Micheal. Or was it Gabriel? I forgot tbh as she shares a lot of these stories), and she is open about her mental struggle, well at least in the past. She fondly talks about the Archangels and their solid relationship, but it doesn’t stop there. She delivers messages by them. Yes you read it right. Not only that, she has her own version of religions and since Magnolia specifically said it is unaccepted to talk about religions especially Islam, I’ll share what Dragonette H said a few years ago. She confidently said that it was not Archangel Gabriel who visited Mohammed and delivered the message of Islam, it was in fact Azazel. Yup. AA Gabriel being sent to Mohammed is the most crucial part of the creation of Islam, yet someone claiming that is A-okay. No one found it offensive. BUT when I was asked by the mods to open a new thread to discuss certain points, my thread was deleted and I received a warning. Because it was offensive to the Keyword Ninja whom I’ve corrected a million times. He wasn’t okay with my information and resources but was dandy with the Azazel/Gabriel thing. Which proves two things: 

1- he is aware of the favoritism in the forum so he’ll not challenge one of the oldest members.

2- he doesn’t know jacksh*t about this religion and what is considered offensive and only got his undies in a bundle because my information challenged the little bits he knows. 

I was intrigued with what Dragonette H said. I’ve never heard this theory before so I asked her in the thread (with my old membership. I’m pretty sure the thread I’m referencing is still up. You can visit the Angels section in the forum and you’ll find what I’m talking about.) and we later talked via Best of the Paranormal Marketplace - a website which was owned and operated by CH. Since I don’t have the messages anymore, I can’t repeat what she said exactly but I remember her doubling down on this fact.

She also claimed that the current version of Quran is not accurate and there’s a different version she read but can’t remember when or where. I’m not religious and this is not about religion. It’s about the accuracy of the information being circulated in the forum. How the forum claims to be an authority yet it’s rife with incorrect information by who are  considered to be esteemed members. These are the type of people who are considered elite members, filled with wisdom, and are instilling knowledge, encouraging growth, and spreading positivity. But Azazel visited Mohammed I guess. I don’t have a problem with Dragonette H, I actually liked her back in the day despite her awkwardness. I cannot say if she’s a mod or not. If she is (along with a member I’ll call Likes2Beat - who is a can of worms I refuse to open at the moment) this explains the status of the forum and how it is being run with fluctuations in applying the rules, favoritism, and overlooking bigotry. I think I’ve asked her via Best of the Paranormal Marketplace if she was a mod but I don’t remember her answer. I have many examples of this nature; about how religions are discussed or how breaking the rules goes unnoticed, or how there’s a bias towards certain members, but this is already a very long post.

But I’m the trouble maker. 

I have spent time writing many reviews which I’m sure were helpful. Heck, one of the mods told me to continue writing meaningful posts. I’ve asked questions, resurrected old threads, shared a few info, engaged in discussions-but I’m the one who insisted on causing trouble by refusing to accept correction, cited limited or incorrect resources, firm in my knowledge of a religion I don’t fully speak its language so I depend on websites or my friends, started targeting members and double down each time to show I’m correct. Oh wait, it’s the victim of my trouble making actions, the Keyword Ninja. This guy who claims have read the Quran denied knowing a crucial fact about angels that has been mentioned in the Quran. It was about non-believers attributing female angels to God which is one of the most known events of pre-Islamic Arabia. He called this information a “speculation” while this fact is being stated in the Quran not once, or twice but three times. This is like “Islam for Dummies” level and everyone following or reading about this religion knows it. And those who don’t, don’t go around acting like not only they know everything but also allow themselves to question and discredit others. Again, this is not about religion, it’s about spreading false information, claiming authority on a subject you are ignorant of, refusing to accept any correction, depending on limited resources, and just too dumb to actually Google (since you don’t have access to books) what is being discussed. Not to mention, having a prejudice against some sectors.

But I digress. Sorry can’t help it when talking about ignorant, uneducated people. It is actually one of my biggest pet peeves: confidently spreading false knowledge and acting like a smug when being corrected. I really cannot stand those who have a hand in circulating incorrect facts in any subject.

Magnolia extends a warm welcome each time she responds to negative reviews, asking those who read her words to “just visit the forum and see for themselves”. For someone who harps on how the forum doesn’t represent CH, she sure does love to promote the forum. Here’s what she doesn’t talk about:

Some forum members were victims of a psychic attack caused by another member. I think it has happened twice but I’ve only seen the evidence of it happening once and the discussion that ensued for months to come. If you dig deeper in the forum, you’ll find those threads and posts. 

Imagine visiting a forum and getting a psychic attack. A PSYCHIC ATTACK! A forum that’s supposed to be a safe place. She keeps these things under the rug and invites everyone despite it being dangerous. She makes it sound like the forum is a utopia and those who have complained here are disruptive. Poor whittle Maggie can’t have a break from twoble makers :( 

Not to mention how some members spy on other members and contact their spirits. Those spying members have their designated forum titles. This will give you a clear idea of how the forum really is — if those who are supposed to be a role model to the rest are engaging in such behavior, what do you expect the forum to be? Again it is all in the forum. The way she describes the forum you will think it’s heaven.  

Idk why Magnolia thinks she can fool everyone? Is it the case of “a lie can hide the truth”, or she doesn’t care or she simply is stupid? Yet again we are talking about the woman who threatened to sue people who criticize CH. I’ll have to research again and check if some of the websites and reviews are still up but I remember one detailing a lot of old sh*t Magnolia did. It was a very interesting read. She tries to bury old things and act like nothing has happened and that she never did or said these things. You can’t be online for x amount of years (like she likes to repeat) and not make mistakes. Except for Mags of course, she’s a complete angel. 

Someone said she’s a narcissist and while I’m against armchair diagnoses, I think this statement holds some truth. The way she writes, lies, deals with things, makes underhanded comments, denies every wrongdoing, deflects and never gives accurate answers—that’s some degree of narcissism indeed. Who cares though. Well I guess to her, she is just trying to make a living and everything is justified. 

Since thing do get lost on the web, this blog will serve as a testimony and a reminder. I may open a Blogger page or a free WordPress website and post the same posts. I don’t want what has happened or the things she tries to hide to be taken down or buried. Man if you’ve seen what was written about CH years ago, you’d be surprised but a lot of it is gone. I think I’ve kept some in my old laptop so I’ll have to check and see. I know for sure I have screen shots on my old iPhone since I mostly browsed the forum on mobile. If I really had the time, I’d write sort of an Exposé-type of posts with screenshots from the forum detailing the things that went down on the forum but you can’t find them anymore or won’t find easily, how the forum is being handled with the inefficiency of the mods, the emails from the HD and how incompetent they are (from my older 2016 membership and the newer one which was closed), the emails of my inquiries which were never answered or addressed adequately, the older reviews/recounts of people which got removed or the platforms got deleted. 

I’d love to do that but up until now, I haven’t taken it personally. Yeah believe it or not, I still have not taken it personally to the point where I’ll dig through my emails, old laptops, iPhone, and scour the internet and retrieve archives of deleted websites. I just write long posts. 

If I’d take it personally, I’d contact dozens of Instagram accounts with hundred of thousands of followers who will start a witch hunt and investigate things. They call themselves truth seekers (if you know these groups, you’ll understand) and are against a lot of things. They will not like Spirit Keeping as a concept and will instigate war. They can and do make a difference when they decide to take action. Coincidentally, years ago some members of the forum talked about an impending witch hunt happening in a few years. But that’s not my thing. I’m more concerned about what has happened to me + to enlighten people of the shenanigans happening with CH and the forum. I’ll be damned if I kept quiet especially after how she accused me of lying to save herself. People like her piss me off to no end. 

She is really not the spiritual person she’d like to portray herself to be. She tries but many people do expose her from to time and she doesn’t like it. Funny thing is that she believes she is in fact the Mother Teresa of spiritual keeping. She could be though, as Mother Teresa has been found to be corrupted and not what she portrayed herself to be (you can google this). 

I’m pretty sure Mag is making it to seem like a personal vendetta lol I’m not the only one criticizing CH. Actually I’m much more tamed. There are many, MANY people with negative experiences with CH. I’ve met many times over Discord and Facebook (hi guys!). But they are not sharing their experiences despite me encouraging them to do so. Everyone deserves to know about negative experiences to make an informed decision. Running around claiming all negative reviews and recounts are from “disgruntled” customers who cause trouble and can’t abide by the rules won’t cut it anymore. 

I was encouraged to share my experience by many people. I guess sharing your experiences as a mean to help people or just to to tell your story is a foreign concept to boomers?

 It’s Britney JUSTICE, bitch!

(Magnolia: OMG she said bitch ;_; )

[shu-edits]

hi! may request a chihiro fujisaki aroace header? with like pink but still having the flag (in like a pin or something that-) sorry if it sound confusing! thanks btw!

@mods-imagines

It wasn't!! Here - hope You like!!

[kumada-is-love]

Great. Now I can’t stop thinking about Leon proposing to Hifumi on his birthday.

“Hifumi...”

Hifumi: “I’m doubtful that Leon would propose to me... *chuckles* This is more of a what-if scenario but...this got me inspired to write something that I hope you all would like!”

On the Way Home

It started on the way home.

Leon had been indecisive. He kept his hands in his pants pockets, rubbing his fingers together. 

There were so many ways to go about this. He could’ve done it during Hifumi’s birthday party. All the attention would’ve been on him anyway so it could’ve been a great time to pop the question. He could’ve done it before the ball dropped, signaling the new year. But he didn’t do that either, it would’ve been too obvious.

It was special but Hifumi didn’t need flashy showcases of affection. Was love truly about that? To make big performances of passion? To outdo other lovers around them? To make their story Internet worthy?

And as he thought about it. During the party, before the new year began, Leon realized that he didn’t need to do all of that.

They had the little moments. And that was all that mattered.

“Hifumi…”

The two of them were on the street together. It was already one in the morning and they could hear the distant murmur of clubs around them. People were living it up with more gusto than the typical weekend. It was the start of the new year.

It was time for new beginnings.

Yamada turned to him with a giddy smile. He was in a brand new jacket that Sayaka had bought him for his birthday and it looked comfortable. He had been so happy to get it that he wore that instead of his original jacket. That grin lingered as he tilted his head.

“Hmm?”

“We’ve been together for a while now…” Leon murmured and grabbed Hifumi’s hand. “Two...three years…”

Hifumi nodded. “That’s how long we’ve dated, yes…”

“And…” he moved his boyfriend so that they’ve faced one another. His arms stayed on Hifumi’s sides while his boyfriend’s hands touched his chest. “I’ve never felt more comfortable when I’m with you…”

Hifumi wasn’t too fond of PDA but no one was around and the worry of being seen didn’t faze him. Maybe it was because he was only slightly drunk from the night’s festivities, as was Leon. But neither one of them had anything to do the next day so they did as they pleased.

Yamada smiled at the compliment as Leon continued.

“You’ve made me the happiest man in the whole wide world. And...you mean everything to me…” he lightly brushed Hifumi’s cheek. “I just want you to know that I love you…”

“I love you too…” he hummed, the two touching foreheads.

Leon then backed up a little and took a deep breath. Puffs of his breath lingered in the cold air around them as he dropped to one knee. Hifumi was confused for a second until reality set in and he stared down at his boyfriend.

He took out a velvety box and inside it was a gold ring with a pink diamond heart in the middle. It was a very cheesy ring, Leon realized, but he got it since it reminded him of the series that Hifumi loved so much.

“Hifumi Yamada…” he looked into his love’s eyes as they filled with tears. He started to get a little shaken up himself. “W-will you marry me?”

The world was silent for them now as that question hung in the air. Even if everything kept going, the noises didn’t matter. They were both crying now and before Leon even realized it, Hifumi had sunk to the ground and hugged him with all of his might.

“Yes…” he cried softly. “Yes I will…”

And that was that. Leon smiled and embraced him. The two got up off the cold ground and headed home to celebrate for a third time.

Because soon, they’ll have a wedding to plan.