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[images ID: three images of a comic titled "one must imagine sisyphus happy" by druid-for-hire. it is a visual narrative beginning with someone with wrist pain (depicted by bright orange nerves) working at a drafting table. the reader is shown the same wrist as the person uses it for many everyday tasks such as carrying a grocery basket, pushing elevator buttons, typing, and doing dishes, until the pain dissolves all the panels into chaos. the person then performs several physical therapy exercises until the pain subsides. they sit back down at a desk with their laptop, sigh, and begin typing. a small spark of pain reappears. end id]
a fun little piece i made during the semester and submitted into our school comic anthology! (which you can buy at the Static Fish table at MoCCAFest in NYC ;] ). it's about artists and injury
#comic art#comics#original comic#chronic pain#carpal tunnel#tendonitis#my art#original#edit: what a delightful surprise to see this take off#this was made for class on very low fuel and very few thoughts and late at night and exhausted#the prompt was just a wordless narrative essay. three pages. and i had nothing and no ideas#and my head hurt and i was too tired to think about doing any of the like. research and mind mapping and ideating i'd do otherwise#but my arm hurt#so i decided to do a thing about arm hurty#i'm surprised to see so many people finding it resonating with them#but then again i shouldn't be. the universal lies in the specific#i should make more things about smaller stuff
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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on#i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head#that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway#i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles#btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20#well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10#and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most#(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era#that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye#idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle#just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit#let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')
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aaand the final two for my DA-themed six fanarts challenge: elgar'nan suggested by @vitaeplaysda & bellara suggested by @the-veil-jumper! 🖤
#two very on brand suggestions lol#my art#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#elgar'nan#bellara lutare#dragon age six fanarts#omg i'm so glad i actually completed all 6 but i am tired.#may have been the last person to realise elgy has those pointy sleeve things and proceeded to have a mini crisis trying to figure out how t#draw his outfit so that's why this round took a little longer lol. also trying to decide on skin tone and eye colour.#i've always drawn him with lighter glowy eyes so i went with that#and then my brain fixated on that ign video for like 2 days......#oughghggfg... <- head hurts
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my princess nonsense is being encouraged watch ouyt imabout to be eneaabled
OK WHATF ATHAT'S SO CUTE I HAD TO MAKE IT i know realistically there's little to no chance that rei DOESN'T know how to work heels 🤣 BUT IMAGINE.....ING.... YAKUMO GENTLY GUIDING REI IN HEELS, WEEKS BEFORE THE BIG GALA AND HAVING NONE OF HIS NORMAL FEAR OF PHYSICAL TOUCH BC HIS [TEACHER MODE] IS OVERRIDING HIS INSECURITY
#rei looking directly at the camera like why are you subjecting me to this. i do not need any of this. i know how to do it#rei wearing stilettos the size of your head so he becomes ur very tall bird goth gf#you know how yakumo gets when he instructs someone on how to cook something#he becomes confident and just tells ppl how to do stuff without his usual amount of stutter and secondguessing#i'm gonna pretend that after his stiletto training in misty vale he gains a TINY MOLECULE of confidence due to experience#like [i can help you if you've never done it before?]#honestly i can't imagine this scenario happening because i am so SURE that rei can walk in heels HAHAHA even tho nothing has proven that#SOMETHING COME PROVE ME WRONG SO MY DELUSIONS CAN SLIDE CLOSER TO POSSIBILITY#anyway even if rei didn't know how to wear heels#would he ever mention it? would yakumo ever learn of it?#rei would probably be all . i don't need to wear heels. they can't even see them under the dress. i'll wear my practical shoes#but if he can't get away with that and will be forced to wear heels at the party...#maybe he'll go [meh. i'll figure it out] and just not wear them until the day of the dance#at which point his feet will hurt after 20 minutes and for the whole night he takes any chance to sit down#rei can be frequently spotted on SOME surface SOMEWHERE in the palace. sitting all splayed out and uncaring of propriety#because he is in PAIN and these shoes are STUPID and why do people wear them for ANYTHING . Royals are so IMPRACTICAL#yakumo keeps trying to avoid heels for the dance because he doesn't want to be any taller than he already is#i bet there's a full convo about it between him and eiden#eiden trying to reassure him that if he wants to wear heels then he shouldn't let others' perception stop him from doing so#but if he genuinely doesn't want to wear them then that's ok too#eiden craning his neck up at yakumo in heels like you're my pretty princess 1-2 heads taller than me your height doesn't matter 🥰#i'm now torn. yakumo and rei both wearing heels now? in order to stay at similar heights?#or. rei starting out with heels. getting tired of them. going barefoot for the rest of the night lol#yakumo and rei still dancing in their ballgowns together but a much shorter rei leads a yakumo in heels#yes. yes this is the vision#yakurei#replies#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival rei
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guys please tell me those batman #148 leaks of jason dying again are fake. tell me they're fake right fucking now i can't fucking do this shit right now i'm off my meds
#this better be bait or i swear to fucking god#i saw those 10 mins ago and i feel like i'm gonna die my heart is racing my hands are shaking my head hurts and i feel like committing crim#i'm too mentally ill for this#i wish this was a joke but i feel very dizzy as i type this and i can feel my heart beating on my throat#i will commit murder.#i hope from the bottom of my heart this is some fear toxin shenanigan bc even if i'm tired of writers making his death his only trait#i cannot handle if it's him actually dying again.#part of me knows dc would have to be very fucking stupid to kill jason again but it's fucking dc and they hate him so everything is possibl#there's things that could mean it's fake like he seems younger and he's in robin uniform for some fucking reason but god does it hurt#i'm trying not to freak out but there's that thing that your brain can't tell the difference between fiction and reality so i'm going insan#chat pray for me#i'm a fucking atheist but please pray for me#i think i'm going into cardiac arrest#jason todd#batman 148
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If Looks Could Kill, Then You’d Do Better Than A Shotgun Shell
By: PlayRough / @play-rough
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Concussed Dazai, and Chuuya (begrudgingly) grounding him ✨
#omg I'm so tired fekjnfkfn#hopefully i get some sleep before my alarm wakes me#I adore this fic to death aaaa#30 minutes long *le gaaasp*#never broke that record#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd podfic#podfic#skk#soukoku#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#hurt dazai#dazai angst#dazai whump#bsd fic#bsd fanfiction#bsd fanfic#worried chuuya#caring chuuya#concussion#tw blood and injury#injury#head trauma
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Hey there pep! How was your nap?
Pep: "Hguoht, gnihtemos togrof I ekil leef I... Erom yna truh t'nseod daeh ym tub, derit elttil a llits... yako m'I."
Pep: "Dnatsrednu I fi erus toN... Sdnah...? Sgniht nommus...? Nac sdneirf..."
Pep: "...!"
Pep "MmmmmrrrrrrRRRRRRRRROOOWWWWLLLL???"
#pizza tower#fake peppino#brick the rat#translation:#I'm okay. Still a little tired#but my head doesn't hurt any more... I feel like I forgot something#though...#“Friends can... Summon things...? Hands…? Not sure if I understand...”#mm not sure if Pep likes the hands#choose your next action with caution!!!#story post
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Wanna stick my fingers in Homelanders mouth and make him gag.
#I have not been able to eat for over 72 hours#I'm tired#my head hurts#ugh#homelander#homelander headcanons#the homelander#the boys#the boys amazon
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Crazy work week day and my head hurts. 😭
Which fictional husband is giving me forehead kisses and a massage?
#navybrat rambles#work work work#i'm le tired#i have a headache#my head hurts#who is pampering me?#please sir#are you reading my tags?#go drink some water#stay hydrated my friends
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Just me trying to make sense of my feelings post hurricane, you can carry on. :)
I feel so insanely lucky right now.
In terms of damage, I have two leaks in my bathroom. That's it. My apartment is high up on a hill and I'm on the top floor - no flooding and thankfully no landslides for us.
I never lost power (and if I did, it was only for a few seconds). I lost internet for a few days but it's back (even if it's in and out) and I still don't really have cell service but I have internet. I lost water but it's back and it's now drinkable again. I have friends who still don't have power and still don't have internet or service or water and I just feel so insanely guilty.
I feel incredibly lucky that I didn't get anything worse. I do. I'm so ridiculously grateful to be okay. But I just feel so bad. Everything around me is in shambles but I got off scot-free.
Roads are completely destroyed. Homes are gone. People are missing or dead. This place is so beautiful and the people are so unique and incredible and it's going to take so long to return to any sort of sense of normalcy.
And I'm seeing people online angry that they can't have their vacation or blaming people here for not evacuating (we were never told to evacuate, by the way, and we're the place people on the coast go to evacuate when they have so we didn't think it'd be this bad). I'm just. I don't know. It's a lot and I feel so awful and I know I shouldn't but I'm carrying on like everything is fine and it's not and I just feel horrible.
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Thinking about the different relationships in Brokeback Mountain.
Ennis' distance from his children vs Jack's closer relationship with his son...
Alma removing herself emotionally from the marriage far before the divorce, the complete tension between Ennis and her, vs Lureen and Jack's less tense relationship....
Even the differences between their homes, Jack and Lureen being more financially stable and wealthier, vs Ennis and his family living above the Laundromat with Alma working extra shifts......
I could write multiple essays on this movie.
#sorry if this is worded badly I'm incredibly tired#slams my head into a wall multiple times#my chest hurts#brokeback mountain#jack twist#ennis del mar
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today is the only day i don't have to babysit this week and for some reason i'm so exhausted i'm getting nothing done ;__;
#i want to cry y'all#i wanted to write but i'm so tired and my head hurts RIP#loyal talks about stuff and things
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am desperately wanting to lay my head in someone's lap, feel their hand on my head as they pet me
#i'm tired and my head hurts and i want to be someone's pet very badly#as in i really wish i had a relationship or liked someone at least but i think it'll still be a long while#and i don't know how to find someone who would love me like i want so badly#anyway sorry for yapping...#pumpkin barks#canine kin#caninehearted#pet dreaming#pet regression#pet regressor#petre#petre blog#petreg community#sfw petre#caninekin#petre sfw#sfw pet dreaming#puppy kin#pupre#puppykin#puppy therian#puppy regression#puppy regressor#puppycore#dog kin#doghearted#dog therian#dogkin
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#im overemotional at work rn and need to vent so ill probably delete this later#but i got a migraine again today and im close to tears rn at work bc i wanted to come in and i wanted to do my job well but my frigging head#wont stop hurting and it's making my eyes sensitive to light and just making me overwhelmed by the crowds#I'm lucky i got a super easy position tonight and my partner told our lead and she's gonna send me home early#but im just tired of my body not working right#it's probably bc of all my screentime that im getting these migraines#and stress about some things#but its so infuriating#im lucky it's not a chronic problem but its just annoying#maybe i need to take better care of myself idk#anyway I'll shut up now
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I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy
#it's ok to reblog this post and ignore the rant in the tags I don't mind at all /gen#hi guys#got another load of trauma from school#and I am not dealing with it well at all my legs have been shaking so badly for 4 hours now#had a panic attack so bad that my face went numb and the edges of my vision went black and my legs gave way#I hate my teacher she's horrible god I can't even go into it here there's so much#I'm tired of getting abused at school I've been to half a dozen schools and have not gotten traumatised at ONLY ONE OF THEM#I have no adults I can go to about this#whenever I try to talk with her and the head teacher about the situation and why I'm fucking terrified of her she acts so patient and kind#whenever I'm alone with her she will yell at me about everything I'm doing wrong and continue yelling even when I'm in tears#she will berate me and put me down and insult me directly#when she gives feedback she always puts effort into making it hurt#the language she uses for negative feedback is never what a teacher should say it's always personal and uses your weaknesses to hurt you#I get really bad intrusive thoughts about her hurting me physically because of how terrified I am of her#the worst part is she acts nice and sweet whenever she's not picking apart my weaknesses and being cruel about my disabilities#I felt so sick after that I haven't eaten since#vent tw#trauma tw#listen to my gibberish boy#ggod I hate this school
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My tooth is maybe infected and killing me and I can't even get a dentist appointment.
#aagh i don't know if it's infected because i don't taste any issues and I'm not swelling#but it hurts all the time now#and it hurts from my clavicle to the top of my head#and tbh i just want to give up I'm tired#i don't know when it's bad enough to call an emergency so i can get someone to ACTUALLY SEE ME#i think insurance is getting in the way
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