if everybody's sick, well then nobody can catch it- petscop
Paul's eyes were glued to the scratched glass of his CRT TV. The hazy pixels in its monitor jittered and the green man who appeared from the tunnel began to type.
With each beat of his heart, a new message was written, burning the words in Paul's faulty memory.
"Here."
"I."
"Come."
The air stood still. Paul couldn't breathe; his hands shook and ached with years of precise movement. Every scar tracing across knuckles caught flame, every poisonous word that re-shaped his bones bubbled to the surface.
His back was hunched, shoulders locked– his head hung low so that long, tangled hair obscured his face.
Glass shattered and Paul could feel every phantom shard spray onto his neck. The pounding alarm in his ears sent tremors through his body, frozen like a moment captured in time. He was too scared to make a sound, but all he wanted was to scream.
Instead, he reached for the mic and shut it off.
"Dad?" He croaked out, stiff and quiet like the day he escaped. In the back of his mind, he wondered if Marvin remembered his voice otherwise.
Petscop's unwavering silence was all that he was met with. The console at his feet stuttered and hummed, the TV in front of him continued to buzz. Not even the presence of another living thing could be heard– just Paul in his school, playing his game.
Stomach acid burned at the back of his throat as his stomach rolled. He squeezed his eyes shut. Vaguely, he could hear the sound of his controller clattering on the ground.
It was a slow thing, turning around to face his assailant. Eyes squeezed shut kept Paul’s ignorance intact, but eventually, he dared to open his eyes.
The unbroken window gleamed in the streetlights. Below it sat an air conditioner, undisturbed; pristine like the day it was bought, unused since the original inhabitant of this room left. Dust floated through the air, disturbed by his movement.
He stumbled as adrenaline shot through his brain, screaming at him to go somewhere– to get away from the real, imminent danger lurking just outside his room.
Paul threw his bedroom door open and ran down the hall, tripping over himself. He looked for the only person who knew what was coming and found her padding around the kitchen. Anna held a broom in one hand, dumping something delicate in the trash with the other. She leaned the broom against the counter as Paul barrelled into her. He gripped the sides of her cardigan, babbling into her shoulder; "He's coming, help me- please, please help me- he's coming for me-" He pleaded in a loop.
Anna wrapped her arms around his shaking shoulders. Her confusion was swiftly swept away by a rush of motherly instinct; one she hadn't felt in almost two decades. She combed her bony fingers through her son's matted hair.
"Mommy's here. It's okay, honey." She cooed, soaking up the feeling of the hug as much as possible, "Now, why don't you tell me what's wrong, hm?"
Paul choked on his words as they fought their way out of him. She was the last person he wanted to show so much vulnerability to, but a small part of him hoped she would keep him safe this time.
He pried himself away from her, leaning back to look her in the eyes. Anna frowned at his open look of ragged fear.
"Th-the glass and in- and the-the game-" He cried frantically, "He wa- he said- he-" Paul's resolve broke and he started to plead with Anna again.
She brushed her thumb across his cheek, cupping his face with her palm. She hushed him.
"Paul, calm down. I don't know what you're trying to tell me, sweetheart."
Paul wanted to wilt. He wanted to push her away and he wanted to be loved and consoled. He pulled Anna in tighter and despite himself, he hid his face deep in her shoulder. Paul choked on shuddering breaths, eventually calming enough to stop the shaking in his hands.
"He was-" He swallowed hard, blinking tears into Anna’s cardigan, "He talked to me in-in-in the game and he kno-knows I'm here. There was glass- the win-window- shattered, but no- he wasn't- he wasn't there, but I know he's coming, please Anna, please, you have to help me-"
Anna's heart squeezed and she shifted in their crushing hug to smooth down Paul's hair.
"Oh sweetheart…" She soothed, "That broken glass you heard was a plate I dropped. I just finished cleaning up when you came down."
Paul unfurled, looking around the dimly lit kitchen. He now noticed a broom propped up against the counter and a dustpan on the lid of the trash bin.
Anna took his hands slowly, but held them in a tight grip. She pursed her lips, eyes filling with sorrow.
"Aw, Paul, I'm sorry." She said tactlessly, brushing hair out of his face with a too-soft hand. Paul’s skin crawled.
"You don't have to worry. You're safe now. No one will hurt you here, not with me."
Her pitiful smile made his stomach turn. Something horrible happened in this house, to this family; Anna was a liar, Marvin was a monster. He knew he wasn’t safe, that a man waited for him down the hall, ready to take him away for good. But there was no one at the window, and Paul didn’t grow up in this house. He didn’t know anyone named Carrie Mark.
Paul slipped his hands out of Anna’s, swiping at his eyes and walking past her into the bathroom without a second glance. He shut the lock-less door behind him and pulled out his phone, typing in a number he could recount in his sleep– his lifeline. After a few rings, she picked up.
"Hey, Belle," He weakly greeted, "Yeah, um- nothing- nothing new in the game."
Paul laughed wetly and sniffled, "I'm good, can you um… can you pick me up? Please?" He nodded with his eyes shut, leaning against the bathroom door, "Thank you. Okay, yeah… love you too. Bye."
Paul sighed, not quite relieved, but glad his sister was coming to get him out of this house all the same. He slipped his phone back into the pocket of his stained hoodie.
Anna shifted on the couch, watching as Paul trudged to the front door. She wrung her hands.
"Where are you going?" She called after him. Paul stopped with his hand on the door knob, staring at the faded black paint in front of him.
"I'm going home, Anna." He said shortly. She drew in a sharp breath and cast her eyes to the floor.
"I'll be back."
Paul left the room.
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