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[fear-is-truth]

bad to the bone, sick as a dog.

[hucklebucket]

*click*

[sincericida]

ANDREW GARFIELD as Eduardo Saverin in "The Social Network" (2010, dir David Fincher).

Wardo is so hot...

[speltfields]

posting a wip for that anon because idk whem ill have time to finish... i asked him to be my bf before i had to leave my precious lappy tappy for several weeks. my incoherent ramblings under the cut

my fav way to play sdv is to be a weirdo to shane idk. i intentionally jerk his emotions around by giving him gifts and then digging thru trash in front of him. i like to go days without talking to him. i dont give him a present on his birthday in year 1 because i dont want him to like me enough to say yes at the flower dance. i REQUIRE our romance to be a shitty slowburn between two people who suck. I gave him my bouquet once he was leaving the saloon super late while it was raining out on purpose because everything has to be a movie in my brain and immersive shane made it even better. Him covering his face when u hand him the bouquet (which i only do once ive seem the 8 heart cutscene with him nevar sooner) it took me out like literally [EXAGGERATED MOTIONS OF CUPIDS ARROW HITTING ME THRU THE HEART KILLING ME INSTANTLY]

[mwagneto]

the only thing i hate more than ppl who lie is ppl who lie in a way that forces you to go along with it like ohhhmy fucking god do whatever the fuck you want if it's only yourself you're embarrassing but why would you bring ME into this. lord

[pyrriax]

hi tumblr im pyrr pyrriax and im in my trimonthly artist arc, lord help me and all the projects that are currently sitting in my drafts while i am lured in by the siren song of drawing

[hearts1ckness]

SHE WAS DEAD THE WHOLE TIME?!?!?!?!?!

[free-boundsoul]

Unhinged thought before I go to bed which imma hide because it's me being thirsty for the possessive invisible yandere

Regulus: " No harm will come to you. Ever. From anyone. Even yourself. Even by accident."

Me:"...bitch what if I want that? Are you fucking kinkshaming me? In my own house? You know, I'm okay with the whole being immobilized thing but I think letting me have a more active role would be pretty fun. Like, doesn't it get boring otherwise?"

Regulus just staring at me like he can't believe I said that while he was on a possessive rant

Me: "what? You said you want me to feel pleasure, to feel good, right? I'm going to give you notes, babe"

[arrowfleur]

I so badly want to sit with Brachium by the river. I’d take a little blanket for us to sit on and make him muffins. Maybe he’d let me plait his hair, or we could just sit and listen to the water flowing.

[mattodore]

therapy dog

[scuopsie]

This has gone too far. We MUST gatekeep monsta x from now on.

[no-one-hears-me]

"please don't do that" = my inspiration to do that

[pepprs]

hm. i think i am going to stop going to counseling. he does not understand me. he pathologizes things that are not pathological.

[sameteeth]

the flint coming out/silvers worst possible reaction convo is one of the few times we actually see flint like. uncomfortable? or nervous i guess? when silver says he doesn't think the pattern of flint's closest person/partner dying will apply to him because of recent events, flint's response ("it is .. natural for men new to power to assume that it has no limits. trust me - it does.") seems strange. he doesn't argue against seeking out his own tragedies as he did before, or deny the pattern, or tell silver to stop blaming him for the deaths of his partners. he tells silver he isn't as powerful as he might feel at that moment. he's defensive, thrown off-balance by the vulnerability of sharing his most guarded heart and secret, only for silver to throw it back in his face. this conversation is significant for a number of reasons, but one of which is that it highlights flint's devotion to silver (he tells silver he is Entitled to the truth) and silver's reticence to genuine connection with flint. he tells flint he's sorry, but then ruthlessly points out a pattern he sees as a potential danger to him. silver is STILL acting in his own self interest here, almost defensively, whereas flint has given himself entirely over to silver. what happens makes me think of this post - flint has such personal authenticity, he KNOWS what he stands for, he has cast his lot, his narrative is fixed, that he is able to give his truth to silver. whereas silver is still playing at both sides. his identity has coagulated into silver, but he's not Long John Silver yet. he doubts this war, he doubts flint and madi's motivations. why expose a weakness when there's no need? all he sees of flint's confession is a potential threat to him. and then there's flint's response in the face of silver coolly explaining why he will survive flint's self-inflicted tragedy, a weak attempt at silver's feelings of strength, a defensive response to what flint perceives to be an attack from silver.. which silver IMMEDIATELY overturns with his stunt with dobbs, using the men as pawns in his dance with flint, proving to flint that silver is strong, that silver will survive flint. that silver will hurt flint. and all flint has to offer is an uncertain but (to me) very genuine attempt at comfort in the face of silver's ironclad defense of his own strength. that even if they agree silver has such powerful influence over the men, flint can still stand with him, against him if they have to.

[straydogged]

:( it figures, I finally got my shoulder back in place with the help of a supportive pillow and a heat pack to make the muscles relax, and now it feels like it might be slipping out again because I am no longer holding myself up by a pillow.

[angel-bubbles]

we were robbed from having late night visits with gabe, where he’s sitting with david and angel in their house on the dining table, where david is cutting his dad off halfway through every embarrassing story so he doesn’t say another word, where angel is laughing so hard they’re almost falling off of the chair. lazy afternoons with david and gabe sitting in david and angels backyard, where david is listening intently to the advice gabe is giving him about being a new home owner. where david is calling gabe after every date when he first meets angel, and his dad is guiding him through every tough interaction. WE NEED GABE

ANON i think about this all the time, not even that we were robbed but like … david was robbed ya feel me? it makes me so sad thinking about david missing things he would have had with his dad around. like him running his first pack meeting and not having his dad to call, or to look to in the crowd. knowing his dad never got to see him be the alpha he taught him to be. and not having his dad to call when he, inevitably, needed relationship advice. telling angel about the empowered world? asking them to be his mate? things i know he would have probably asked his dad about if he was around, but he wasn’t, and it makes me so sad that he had to navigate all of that alone (obviously he had the pack but it’s just… different)