#need to be consistent

[krowlitheking]

Feeling: In Pain/ Sore

Mood: Satisfied

Watching: Special Edd on YouTube

Oh gooood, I’m so fucking sore ;-;

The left of my shoulder on my back is so sore! I think it’s a muscle… but other than that, it hurts to bend over, move or even reach for stuff. Upper and Lower. I think I either laid wrong on my bed, or (as my mom says) I didn’t move a lot. Which she is sorta right about that. But I did stretch and that usually works but this morning, I was unable to pop or even stretch out my back where the muscle is… I just rubbed some cream on my back so hopefully that will help a lot… I want to lay down but I don’t want to..

I’v also been working on my website until the site when down due to maintenance (I’m using WordPress) but I did a good job so far. I just need to do a lot more work ónò . . . I’m slowly learning how to use it and I’m using tutorial after tutorial. I was so pissed off with the header part.. I had accidentally removed the header cause I wanted a blank slate, and I needed to add it back. But I couldn’t with elementor cause I needed to pay for it. But I already paid for Hostinger for it and Wordpress, so I don’t know what the fuck is going on or why can’t I access it . . . Like I said, I’m learning slowly.

My RV is still at the shop (Camping World) cause it’s been raining, and it’s probably going to rain all this week. So, I won’t be home in a while until it stops.. But I do enjoy being at my parents house, I get to hang out with my parents and the free food XD jk jk But I love being spoiled by my parents, and I do my best around the house and wash my dishes and clean up after myself. Which I should do anyways. XD

I’m probably going to make some gifs for Tumblr and try to make it aesthetic and shit.. I don’t know. I’m working on that DX I have some ideas but I need some like… evergreen gifs. GIFs that I can use every time or most out of year so I don’t have to remake it over and over again unless I feel like it. But I have a few ideas of what I wanted to add. Most of it is just for Instagram or some shit like that, but I thought about Tumblr, so I wanted to make it personal for myself to use. Here are some of my ideas . . .

Also here is what I have for the Website. It’s not much but I’m learning and trying XD I know it’s weird looking but I’m learning on how to add sub pages to my menu. I mean.. I’ve tried already but it’s not like.. registering? I don’t know.. But it’s not showing as subpages on the menu and that’s what is really pissing me off about WordPress cause I’m not sure its a particular tutorial on how to do that, but I’m trying like I said and no giving up.

I really want to fix that menu but, again, the website is under maintenance.. So I’ll either have to wait a few minutes or just call it a day, which I did the last one cause I was working on it since this morning and I’ve honestly needed a break. So I came to Tumblr :D ( My secret comfort social media other than YouTube uWu ).

And looked at some good Supernatural Artwork, Photos and some pictures with the Actors at a Convention. I secretly wished I could of went to the one where I live but it was about 2-3 hours away and I didn’t know about it until it was too late, so I didn’t go. But I thought also, it was a sign. Cause I know how I would feel if I met my babies in person. I would had fainted as soon as they look at my way. I would had died if they even breathe my way. …. I’M NOT OBSESSED I SWEAR !!! But yeah.. I love them so much, but now.. I feel a bit indifference with Jared. Why? Cause of the whole Replubican bullshit he has gotten himself into… I love you Jared but now, I don’t love you as much but, shockingly, it’s still there. I just hope he realizes what he has done and SOMEHOW get himself out of this shit… Idk, I lack feeling of what he does now. He just does stuff out of impulse.. that what is feels like sometimes.

I’m leaning on more of loving Misha. He is knows what’s good in the world and wants to protect and save it, which I love for him. I have moments where i wanted to chat with him about life and just to talk in general but I keep seeing these videos of him talking.. well… intelligently. Especially in Politics and I’m just sitting there like Pikachu with my mouth open as I listen. Not understand a single word he was saying other than ‘Vote’. Maybe I’m just too nervous to even talk to him cause I feel like I’ll say something VERY stupid, which I always do when I’m nervous… it’s like.. he is a higher up to me XD I can never get on his level of knowledge >^< But one day. I’ll get there.

I really need to work on my consistency when it comes to social media… I HIGHLY lack in it.. I try to post when I can but that’s usually not enough. I post on Lemon8, Bluesky and Tumblr for the most part, but lack when I post on Threads and Instagram. I think the reason why I lack in Threads cause for some odd fucking reason, I was unable to post for a bit. Maybe cause I was spamming.. but then again, I only posted like 3 times that day. It could be because I was using Buffer and I believe Meta doesn’t like it when you use third party apps for your Instagram/Threads posts so i just save my posts as drafts and call it a day until I’m able to post again… :/ But it only happened once and my love for Threads quickly died so I just.. barely post there cause I could post at times I wanted too… Unlike Tumblr, Bluesky, and Lemon8. But, honestly, the only reason why I’m on Threads and Instagram, is to gain followers and possibly make money from it XD selfishly, I know. But isn’t that everyone’s dream? So, that’s what I need to work on, but also, coming up with content ideas… Cause I think I’m going in and out of Content Burnout and I don’t know how to get out of it. Which is why I’m watching ‘Nicky Saunders’ on YouTube. And. Can I say, that I love her so fucking much. She talks about EVERYTHING content related. Especially on Instagram, Threads, and YouTube. She helps me learn about the news on them and what I need to change or stuff I need to avoid that are outdated as such. I need to find more people like her but.. honestly.. it’s kinda hard… I want to be able to grow along side people like her.. A few thousand followers and making bank while doing so. People like them! So I can know and feel like, ‘If they can do it without a lot of followers or subscribers, I can do it as well!’ Making me feel good inside and motivated. She is the reason why I stayed on Instagram and Threads. And even contemplate YouTube! I’ve been wanted to do YouTube for the longest but it keeps phasing in and out of interest (I have Depression so my hobbies or interests come at go)… But I’m might just suck it up and do it. I don’t know what video I’m going to do, but I can invest in learning about the niche I’m going to be in. ^^

I rambled on long enough here XD and I’m ready to lie down once I finish posting on my social medias since I still have time >.>

See You Tomorrow!

- Siouxie <3

[noolsart]

LOOK I JUST REALLY ENJOY THEIR FRIENDSHIP OK?? You can't tell me they wouldn't hang after their respective personal quests (spawn ending ofc)/emotional breakdowns over their own mortality

EDIT: I forgot to watermark these so now more than ever PLEASE don't repost

[ruthytwoshakes]

hello tf2 community

tis here btw:

[hinamie]

spins him around trying to understand the pink mop he calls hair

[upon-the-snow]

one for the ages, it’s a tale as old as time 🍃

[chiquilines]

As mentioned in the previous post, i have lost my entire mind

[same-picture-of-a-rock-every-day]

Follow for a special picture of the birthday rock

[ image id: a picture of a grey and white rock on a white background, with a birthday party cone-hat, a banner and confetti in the background, and small rainbow text in the corner reading. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"]

[puppppppppy]

forgot i made this my obsession a while ago

[satsuha]

ema's standard for prosecutors...

i like the original version of this dialogue because she says she doesn't like klavier because he's "jarajara" (sfx for jangling/clinking) because of his chains and not "hirahira" (sfx for fluttering), an obvious reference to edgeworth's cravat but i like to think it refers to lana's scarf too

[forgettable-au]

Working on something....

[bacchuschucklefuck]

summer of junior year 06/11

[egophiliac]

was this anyone else's first thought, or

[tinartss]

youtubers au except i have a very thinly veiled haikavetham x dnp agenda

[isjasz]

[Day 252]

More brush/style? experiments bc im having fun :D but with some of the magical mountaineers!!

[efverse]

eeveelution family that studies pokemon evolution and stuff lineup 2.0

[roryfrommybabysittersavampire]

I think one of my favorite little details about spike's character is how he treated drusilla. he wasn't just "patient" with her disability, he actively treated it as just another thing about her to love. he verry rarely coddled her or tried to get her to be more present in a situation when she wasn't capable. (I can't think of a single time that he did but i feel like there were some when he was already upset at other people?). he learned to understand what she was saying even when it sounded like nonsense. when she was upset he comforted her, no matter how often it happened. when she started dancing he danced with her.

and we see in buffy 5x20 that it wasn't just his love for dru that made him act like that. when tara was incoherent and opened the window in the van, he didn't just immediately forgive her for burning him, he never got upset in the first place. he yelled, of course, because he was hurt, but as soon as willow started apologizing and trying to explain he just nodded. because it's no biggie! he already understands. some people are just like that, and he doesn't see accommodating that as the big deal that the people around him are making it out to be.