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A refugee in
Strange hearts
Backpacking
A forest of
Drifting souls
In search of
A “one”
Yet doesn’t count
His own value
Never knowing
He’d always
Be just
A half
And a void
Chasing a
Modern
Starved romance
Through the
End of economy
Where no mortgage
Fits the check
And despair
His dreams of
Youth faded
To cracked
Terracotta
Just thirsty roots
Stretching for
Wine, never finding
The truth
Only inebriated
Visions of
A slivered dream
But I travel
Alone into the dawn
I’ve caffeinated
My pain to
A jittering halt
The undeniable
Fact is
Every ugly
Broken
Bitter piece
Of a shattered
Childhood
Lives inside
This 32 year old
Frame going
Through the motions
Spending time
Chasing payments
Wearing credit like
A badge of honor
Observing outcomes
Losing fire
Desire to
Witness something real
Unapologetic life
In all it’s raw glory
Let it be present
Let it be imperfect
Let me sink into it’s
Earth like the
Molecules of a
Dying tree
Let my feet ache
Knees press on
So this spine will
Rise again
As a mountain
A ridge line
Of vertebrae
Steaming
In the morning sun
A place where
A tired wanderer
May lay
Between a crook
Of granite marrow to gaze
Upon the beauty
Of living as
It was meant
To be shared
Unyielding wonder
For the beauty
That bore us
And I will
Hold us there
In a place
We’ll think
Of often
A precipice
Against sky
Two eyes
And a full heart
One
“One” - poetry by dyllard
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Lily
All that summer, we lay like dogs in the long grass, waiting for something to happen. That day, Lily and I had been hunting for a mythical beast said to prowl the moorlands near where we lived. All the lodgers who blew in and out of her house had seen it, Lily said, she’d made them spit-shake on it, and she believed anyone who exchanged bodily functions with her.
We spent most of that summer talking about the beast and boys and what we would do when we were famous actresses. We searched pictures of Dartmoor sheep killings on the internet, zooming in on their open, filmy eyes. We read news articles about a satanic cult slaughtering farm animals in the area. We jumped into sparkling rivers and stuck out our thumbs down tree-tunnelled roads, hitching for rides. Lily did all the talking. At thirteen, her green eyes glittered with a confidence I rarely saw in girls our age. I longed to be like her. I longed to be grown-up and full of secrets. Existing in a world where impossible things could happen to me. Where I could make things happen. Instead, I sat at the back of cars, wiping my clammy hands on clothes my mum picked out for me.
The legend goes a large dark beast skulks the heather-topped moors in Devon, where I grew up, killing livestock and roaring into the night. There have been hundreds of sightings. In the 1800’s, it was believed to be a spectral pack of hellhounds that rode out with the devil. In 1978, a circus owner claimed to have freed three of her pumas on Dartmoor. There are still reports of sightings to this day. I google them in my lunch break, staring at blurry phone images of furry, featureless shapes. Lily and I are now strangers. And I did grow up and become a woman with secrets. Impossible things have happened to me and I can make things happen. Back then, the latter felt like a luxury. Lately I’ve been trying to remember that.
I admit I am not the person I hoped I’d be when I was younger. They never tell you that the ache of letting go of a life you will never live, of a person you will never become, can be as winding as heartbreak. Late at night, film reels flicker in my head showing the imagined woman, an effigy of everything I am not. The imagined woman follows things through to completion and makes her parents proud, she is a better friend, partner, sister, dinner party guest; she earns better money and has thicker, prettier skin. She is disciplined, consistent, happy. The imagined woman is as elusive as the mythical beast I once searched for all those summers ago. I have a deep desire for her to be real and yet disbelieve in her all the same.
Last year I turned thirty. The number felt like an anchor, tethering me to Earth, to the child who’d come this far, and the mirror reflection of the woman I am. I may not be the person I hoped I’d be when I was younger. But that’s okay because I’m starting to outgrow the two-dimensional figment trapped in my mind. Like shedding baby teeth to make way for something stronger, deep-rooted, these days I have loftier ambitions: to be a good person, to have a good day. I take comfort in tomorrow, that you can always be just one day away from something wonderful happening. I find myself exchanging smiles with strangers. I laugh til my ribs hurt. I cry at films and no longer avoid mirrors. My unfinished projects are a testament to trying. I have friends who know what I'm thinking before I open my mouth. If that’s not magic, then what is? Maybe things are going to be okay.
Late that afternoon, Lily sat up suddenly. ‘Do you hear that?’
The sun was slipping in the South. Lily’s head was in the last of the sunshine, catching in her hair like a cloud of light. I saw her shadowed face shift, but I couldn’t make out what expression she was wearing. My own face twisted in terror.
There was a loud rustling coming from the forest. Close, getting closer. I strained my ears. There was the bone-snap of twigs, the thunder of steps.
‘Definitely an animal,’ Lily whispered in nervous excitement, ‘a large one.’
We huddled closer, hands met wrists, sticky and sweet with sun cream and blackberries. I couldn’t look. I buried my face into Lily’s neck like a child. I thought of my parents. Of jagged teeth. Fairy tales.
‘Oh.’ Lily’s shoulders slumped. I peeked out through strands of her dark hair. A cluster of cheery, red-cheeked hikers emerged from the forest. One of them waved.
‘Damn,’ Lily said, with a little huff. Then shrugged. ‘Oh well.’ She untangled herself from me and stood up, brushing dirt off her jean shorts. In the fading light, a hand reached out to me.
‘Tomorrow?’
Tomorrow.
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