In the Wolf's Den: Chapter 9
Pairing: The Weeping Monk x Devin [Nonbinary Fey OC]
Word Count: ~3.6k
WARNINGS: 18+ MDNI, Exophilia, Feral Behavior, Alcohol Consumption, Spanking
Summary: Devin is a flirty drunk, and a familiar face from the past arrives.
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I could feel people staring as I was piling up a plate with food for Lancelot. He only stood there uncomfortably, but his stomach had growled, and he wouldn't go anywhere near the food himself. Squirrel even pitched in a piece of bread, setting it gently on the side of Lancelot's plate while having a cheek stuffed with his own bread.
"We didn't have you come all this way to starve." I stated while adding some meat to his plate.
"I...." He looked at a loss for words.
"It's not poisoned, either. See?" I took a piece from his plate to eat to prove it.
"Yeah, and we didn't train yesterday, so we have to make up for it after our stomachs have settled." Squirrel grabbed Lancelot's sleeve to drag him away to eat somewhere else. I chuckled at the man's expression before getting my own food.
I then went to seek out Arthur and found him by a fire with some raiders. Sitting down on a log right beside him, I used my lap as a table for my plate.
"Hello, Devin."
"Hello, Arthur. When do you plan for us to discuss matters more?" I questioned before taking a bite from my bread. Arthur was quiet for a second before gesturing to the Vikings to get them to leave.
"We can do so now."
"Then I have to ask, why not speak with Lancelot directly?"
"Because I don't trust him nor what he has to say." Arthur answered honestly.
"He's willing to stay in a country teeming with Red Paladins who want his head just to ensure Squirrel finds a safe place to be. Does that tell you nothing?"
"It tells me something. I'm still figuring out what."
"He truly is different, Arthur. And I don't say that to just get him off my hands. Do you know of the Moon Wing elder, Yeva?"
"I do." The man had a tone while making a face, telling me he'd actually met with her rather than simply hearing stories.
"She agreed."
"To what?"
"To having Lancelot fight for the Fey. When I took my letter to her, you see, she found out I harbored the Ash Man. She demanded to see my memories of him before she would decide to send that letter or not."
"....And she sent the letter."
"Which is why we're here now. You have Squirrel's word, mine, and now Yeva's all saying the same thing. Lancelot has lost his dogged loyalty to the church. He still prays, of course, but he prays to his Lord and no one else."
"Is this after knowing his precious Father Carden is dead?" Arthur popped off, and I paused.
"Father Carden is dead?"
"You didn't know?"
"Not at all. He certainly doesn't, either." I glanced over my shoulder in Lancelot's direction. He was with Squirrel still as they were sharing a plate.
"It happened the same night Lancelot killed those Trinity Guards. Nimue cut his head off. ....I'll let you be the one to tell him."
"Good. That news is....going to come with complicated feelings." Looking at Arthur, I saw how his brows furrowed at me. "Father Carden may have been scum, but he was still a major pillar in Lancelot's life, good or bad." I explained.
"What is it between you two?"
"Pardon?"
"Your concern for him, his concern for you. Don't think I missed the way he watches others as if he is your guard. And now that it's light out, I'm quite certain you even wear his cloak." The man glanced down at the cloak on me.
"Well, who's cloak do you think he's wearing? His markings and a grey cloak would give him away no matter what else he wore. And as for the concern....it's complex. We've become friends, confidants. I've been teaching him about the Fey because the church certainly didn't."
"And how has that gone?" Arthur quirked up a brow before taking a bite of meat.
"He has a child-like curiosity. He wants to learn, wants to know. The church has taught him barely anything beyond their scripture and combat."
"So he looks to you as a teacher?"
"In a manner of speaking. Lancelot has done many a terrible thing, but terrible things have also been done to him."
"That's not an excuse."
"I wasn't using it as such. Certainly, you must know how one's circumstances can affect their actions. You carry yourself in a very particular way, man-blood." I didn't outright say it, but he knew what I meant.
"It's not the same."
"Why not? Can you guarantee you wouldn't murder if you were raised to do so?" His jaw clenched as he dropped his gaze. "That's my point. I do not excuse his actions, but I recognize what led him to it. And now he's looking for a way to redeem himself." Arthur said nothing, and I looked out into the woods while leaning my hands on the log I sat on. "Have you seen his back?"
"What pertinence does that have?"
"Surely you've heard of the monks' practice to self-discipline."
"I have."
"They had him doing it as well. He had fresh marks when I found him with Squirrel, couldn't have been more than a few days old. I had to look at those scars every time I applied a new poultice to his wounds. There are just so many of them, layered on top of each other to the point he has lost feeling in many areas of his back. Now, tell me, Arthur." Turning to look at the man, I locked eyes with him while having a serious expression. "What could drive a man to do such a thing to himself?"
"You already know the answer."
"Of course I do. But I'm trying to get across to you the type of man Lancelot is. He was used as a tool, but that doesn't mean he is one."
"....The cross. Did the paladins do that to him as well?"
"Yes. The brand is old, so I can't tell you when they did it. He covers it with his hair now, though."
"Wolf!" A woman's voice bellowed, and I turned to see a Viking woman walking toward me. She had metal jewelry on her nose and small hoops braided into her dark hair. She had a grin before standing in front of me with her hands on her hips. "We haven't been introduced. I am The Red Spear."
"Devin." I nodded.
"I hear you enjoy our mead."
"Quite."
"Then let us drink. I have much to ask you."
"Such as?"
"Can you use that ax of yours worth a damn?" She chuckled. Looking at Lancelot and Squirrel training, I watched them for a few seconds before turning my attention back to the woman.
"I can. What else do you wish to ask me?"
"Your kind- Do they truly howl?" She asked while walking away, and I followed her.
"We do. The calls often get mistaken for wolves." I replied as she led the way towards mead.
"And, by the gods, I found stolen fruit and a wineskin in his pockets!" Waving my hand, I was leaning on a wooden table as Guinevere sat across from me. A few drinks in, and The Red Spear had given me her true name and told me why she had joined the side of the Fey. She was a strong woman with no qualms of speaking her mind either, which I found rather pleasant. "That boy is only 12 and managed to steal from Wolf Folk! I could hardly believe it if not for seeing it myself. No Wolf Folk would let a Sky Folk that young get ahold of our wine."
"Strong, is it?" Guinevere laughed.
"Knock ya on your ass if you ain't prepared."
"And what did you do?" She questioned while pouring mead into my cup to fill it back up.
"Let him keep the fruit, had the wine to myself. Popped him upside the head, too."
"Why were you banished from your village in the first place? You don't seem like a criminal to me."
"I broke the vow to be joined- you call it married- and he's the leader's son. Didn't help that I got caught fucking someone else."
"You were unfaithful?" Her brows furrowed.
"Oh, no. Odhran-" I took a drink of mead before continuing. "Odhran and I were not together. The vow was made by our parents when we were children. We were friends at most. Though, I knew he had grown to love me."
"But you did not love him." Guinevere had a knowing look.
"Exactly. I had fallen for Liam- a rat bastard." I slurred while waving a finger. "My heart was a fool, you see. Swayed by pretty words and gestures. Worst of all, Odhran was the one to find us together- on the night he planned to propose, no less. Fuckin' awful."
"You sound regretful."
"I am. At least Odhran had truly felt for me. Liam....Liam just wanted to screw the future leader's mate. Has a litter now, he does."
"And what of you now? Anyone suit your fancy?"
"Living in a cave in the middle of the bloody woods is a loveless life."
"Pity."
"What of you?" I took a drink, and Guinevere waved her hand while rolling her eyes.
"So, about that Weeping Monk-"
"Lancelot." I corrected.
"Lancelot. I thought he hated Fey, yet he follows you around like a dog. The only times he's not trailing after you is when he's with the boy."
"That's actually new. Being in this camp, knowing he's hated- It puts him on edge."
"It's more than that. He looks to you for guidance."
"Oh, that." I scoffed before downing more mead. "Considers me his shepherd." She made a face, and I waved my cup. "Believe me, the humor is not lost on me that a wolf is seen as a shepherd."
"And why would he consider you in such a way?"
"Because I'm honest with him. I show kindness and teach him things the church did not. Did you know they believe even thoughts can be sins?" My expression twisted, and I shook my head. "Fuckin' madness."
"So he trusts you?" Guinevere asked while refilling my cup.
"Yes."
"How are you so certain? Even in your eyes, I see no doubt." She casually leaned against the table, and I shook my head wildly, shaking out my scruff as my ears flopped. I knew I was drunk, but being drunk, I didn't think much of my current state of mind nor did I think twice about my next words.
"He's cried in my arms like a bloody child. He can look so cold, his eyes seeing right through you, but then....he was just sobbing. Clinging to me until his knuckles were white. Have you ever seen a grown man in such a state?" I muttered while staring at my cup. "You don't do that with someone you don't trust. You don't show them just how broken you are."
"This....truly happened?"
"You think I would make up such a thing?"
"It's hard to believe."
"True, nonetheless." Bringing my cup to my lips, I paused. "I hate the Weeping Monk with a passion, but I would gladly burn the church to the ground for what they've done to Lancelot. He's yet another Fey victim to those twisted paladins."
"How can you hate the Weeping Monk but care for Lancelot when they are one and the same?"
"Because they aren't. When Lancelot talks with Squirrel, trains with him. When he helps with the chores. When he smiles.... There is no Weeping Monk there." Guinevere seemed to study me with the way she looked at me.
"You truly believe he's changed."
"I do."
"He's still a monk of the church." She stated, and I couldn't help but laugh.
"Oh, in name only. He is a very bad monk."
"How do you mean?" Guinevere looked confused, and I opened my mouth to respond, however, the flap on the tent opened.
"Lancelot! Come, have a drink." I hit a cup against the table while grinning.
"You're drunk."
"I know! We were just talkin' about you. C'mere, I don't think Guinevere would mind hearing shit from the horse's mouth." I said, and the Ash Man looked at the woman across from me for a few seconds before looking back at me. "See, she said you were a monk, and I said you were a very bad monk."
Those blue eyes of his widened, and he was quickly at my side. He grabbed my arm, pulling me up from my seat while taking away my cup.
"Hey! I was drinkin' that."
"Yes, and I think you've had enough." Lancelot set my cup on the table.
"What do you mean he's a bad monk?" Guinevere questioned, and I was going to answer until Lancelot spoke over me.
"I'm Fey. Now, let's go, Devin. You already missed training, and now your head is going to be aching in the morning." The man sighed while pulling me away from the table.
"But I was having a nice chat with Guinevere. And you being Fey isn't why you're a bad monk. Well, not entirely- They really don't like Fey among the clergy, do they?" I stumbled on unsteady legs, and Lancelot's jaw clenched. He let go of my arm to grab me around my waist and hoist me up onto his shoulder.
"Why in Heaven's name would you get too drunk to walk?"
"Have you tasted their mead?" I questioned as Lancelot's boots crunched over snow. "The north has the best mead!" Pushing on his back to lift my head, I looked back at Guinevere and noticed she was watching us leave with a flat expression. "Where are we going?"
"To the tent. You need to rest."
"But I'm not tired. Oh, you smell so nice." My tail began to wag while Lancelot kept me on his shoulder as if I were a sack of potatoes. "Did you know Guinevere is The Red Spear? She's nicer than I thought."
"She intentionally got you drunk."
"What? No. Why?"
"That woman barely smelt of alcohol, and her cup was near full. She kept pouring you drinks, didn't she?"
"Yeah. To be nice."
"To get you drunk."
"Why in the world would she do that?"
"To get information." Lancelot replied before going quiet for a few seconds. "Did you tell her about....your heat?" His voice was quiet.
"Shhh! Not supposed to talk about that!" I patted his back, and I felt his muscles relax a little. But then he stopped in his tracks and tensed up again.
"What is happening here?" I heard Arthur's voice question.
"Devin got drunk."
"Bite me! I'm allowed to." I snapped, but my tail was still wagging. "Has anyone ever told you how nice your ass is, Ash Man?" Lancelot tensed up even more, and Arthur awkwardly chuckled.
"How much did you drink exactly? So we know when to cut you off next time."
"I drank as much as Guinevere gave me. You may not be very plump, but you've certainly still got a handful."
"....Excuse me?"
"Not you, man-blood!" I said while stretching out my toes. I could see my own breath from the cold, and out of curiosity, I reached down to grab Lancelot's ass. The Ash Man jolted as I squeezed my hand. "Oh, it really is firm."
"Devin, stop it." Lancelot had a warning tone, and I simply pat his rear while my tail wagged faster.
"Pat, pat, pat, pat." I lightly hit both of his butt cheeks one at a time. Suddenly being pulled over his shoulder, I got dizzy from how the world spun. I stumbled, and firm hands grabbed my shoulders to steady me. "Now you are handsome for a human." I pointed at Arthur now that I could see him.
"Uh, thank you."
"And you should give Lancelot some slack. He's actually quite fragile."
"Devin."
"What? I'm standing up for you. 'S what friends do."
"I do think we should hold conversations for when you're sober."
"Then hold 'em." I waved my hand. Arthur looked from me to Lancelot.
"Good luck." That was all he said before walking around us. However, I swung my hand, and Arthur nearly jumped off of the ground when I smacked his ass. He looked at me with wide eyes, and I grinned.
"Makin' sure you don't feel left out."
"I am so sorry. I'm taking them right to bed." Lancelot sounded mortified.
"G-Good idea." Arthur covered his butt with his hands while walking away to make sure I didn't smack him again.
"I cannot believe you just did that." Lancelot hissed near my ear.
"Can't believe I touched him or touched you? Or both?" I waved a finger as the man pushed me forward to walk through the snow.
"Both. I pray no one else crosses our path." Lancelot sighed through his nose.
Waking up, I felt like someone was drumming on my skull. Slowly pushing myself to sit up on my pallet, I saw a little puddle of drool where my face had been. Groaning, I held my throbbing head while trying to remember just how much I'd drank last night.
How did I even get back to the tent?
Looking around, I saw that I was alone. There was light peeking through the flaps of the tent, telling me it was the next day. I gradually stood as my nose scrunched up.
I squinted against the sunlight when I stepped outside. The snow coating the trees made it seem even brighter, and my pounding head pounded harder.
"Good, you're awake." I looked over to see Lancelot with some food and a cup. "We need to talk before you go out into camp."
"You sound serious. What did I miss?"
"What's the last thing you remember about last night?" He questioned while following me back into the tent.
"Talking with Guinevere over mead. Thank you." I took the cup Lancelot held out to me and downed some of the water inside. "Ugh, I feel like shit." I sat on my pallet, and the Ash Man gave me the food as well.
"Do you remember anything else?"
"After the conversation about some Fey that claimed to be a healer turning out to be a shit healer that left Guinevere with a ghastly scar, it's all hazy." I took another drink of water. "I know you're asking because something happened. Just tell me."
"You, um.... Well, for one, you spanked Arthur." Lancelot stated, and I nearly choked.
"No!"
"Yes." He confirmed, and my ears turned back.
"Oh, gods...."
"You also repeatedly....touched....my rear."
"You're joking! You have to be."
"Would I joke about such a thing?" He asked, and I looked up at him. Lancelot was blushing and unable to look at me. "And you did so in front of Arthur."
"Oh, gods." My face fell into my hands. "Please tell me it doesn't get worse than that."
"I'm not sure. As far as I know, it does not. You were telling Guinevere I was a, uh, 'very bad monk' by the time I found you and took your cup away. You didn't elaborate."
"How could I have gotten that drunk?! I don't usually...." I groaned while hunching over and wanting to never have to leave the tent again.
"It wasn't intentional. Guinevere kept giving you mead to loosen your lips. Based on what I heard, she wanted to know about me."
"Why didn't she just ask instead of getting me drunk, then? It's not like I haven't been talking to Arthur about you this whole bloody time."
"That's....not the kind of information she was looking for. Guinevere was looking for secrets. Lies."
"Gods, I hope I didn't tell her anything."
"Their behavior towards me hasn't changed, so I can only assume you didn't." He then scoffed. "When I tried to ask you if you told her about certain things, you shushed me. So I doubt you told Guinevere."
"I wish I had only shushed you. I really am incredibly sorry about the touching. Oh, no, how am I supposed to talk to Arthur now?"
"He knows you were drunk. I doubt he'll hold it against you."
"But still...."
"Finish eating first, then worry about your embarrassment."
"Hey!" Squirrel popped his head into the tent. "Did you guys know about the refugees coming today?"
"No."
"They're being led by a Wolf Man. He knows you, Devin. Said he recognized your scent on me."
"What?"
"He said he's from your village. I didn't want to believe it, but he knew your name without me having to say it."
"My village?" My heart sank. A Wolf from my village here with refugees- Did that mean my home had been attacked? I scrambled out of the tent, kicking up snow as Squirrel quickly moved out of the way.
My heart was pounding in my chest with worry and fear as my eyes looked over the faces in the camp. Fauns. Tusks. Sky Folk. Snake Clan. Where were the Wolves?
"Devin?" My eyes landed on a bigger wolf with black fur, his eyes wide and green like foliage. He didn't exactly look the same as years before, but I could still recognize him. "By the gods, Devin!" He ran at me, engulfing me in a hug as I just stood frozen in place.
My thoughts were slow to catch up, taking their precious time to process. Why was he here? What happened? Why was he hugging me? Why was he happy to see me?
"....Odhran?"
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