I trusted you
I cried on you and grieved to you and tried my fucking hardest to be open with you
And yet it still wasn't enough
And now I'm loved unconditionally by someone perfect but She has to fix what YOU ALL BROKE
And it isn't fair on her
I lie and gaslight and shut down and can be mean and snappy
Im cruel and irritable
Im not good enough for her
And as much as a lot of that is on me and I'm trying my best to change and have already made a lot of progress
So much of it is a response to how YOU treated me
How much I felt I had to change in every relationship I've ever been in
How I constantly was on high alert
Always feeling anxious
Always feeling like I wasn't good enough
Im so scared she'll leave me because I'll be too much, too intense, too emotional, too dramatic
I rely on her so completely now and it's terrifying and probably so much pressure for her
She shouldnt have to fix what you broke:(
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I love when artists draw damian in this pose. he is such a little Shape
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Today I made apple cinnamon pie and strawberry juice!
And you know what? I think he doesn't care where the apples are!! He's just enjoying himself bwhaha
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Appy slices 🍎
I like to think the neighbors sometimes come into Howdy’s shop and just hang around while he does other things. Like a cafe! Though, he’d probably tell them to leave at some point. But they may also leave on their own since Howdy’s such a chatterbox! Ha!
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Is splitting really that bad when the person:
Sulked at you until you agreed to have sex
Made you feel like you had to change your appearance
Pretended to care about your grief and then supported the people who caused it
Did the Exact thing you told them that your ex did
Brought you down constantly
Insulted the people in your life
Outted you to your parents
Pressured you to come out
And many many other things
I think it's not splitting if they actually suck as a human. Surely?
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But I have promises to keep—and miles to go before I sleep.
I couldn't stop thinking about VAL listening to Shrue's radio speech when she confronts Carson, and wondering just how many times she listened back to that recording while waiting for him. Did it bring her some comfort, to listen to someone else's last words as she waited to speak her own? Did she feel a little less alone, keeping company with another ghost that hasn't realised it's already dead?
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