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pseudophan · 13 hours

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i had a nightmare the other day that i for some reason forgot that i had m&g? like i just woke up on the day of my show and just went about my life as normal and i went on a fucking boat cruise and was having a lovely time until i see dan and phil running along the bank of the river being like ‘ur meant to be meeting us rn why are u on a river cruise????’ and then i was like oh shit I don’t have any of my gifts im not in my outfit i don’t have my hair and makeup done so im like begging the captain of this boat to turn around so i can get my stuff and run to the m&g but he’s like ‘sorry lass, the river only flows one way, too bad’ and then i look out the window and dan and phil are still running after this boat (which at this point is SPEEDING) and dans like just jump! we’ll catch you! we can’t start the show without you (bcs in the dream they couldn’t start the show without 100% attendance) and i was like I can’t… phils rib :( so they cancelled the show for the day and posted a notes app apology for everyone else lol

i wish this was real i think dan and phil deserve to have to chase down phannies and beg them to attend their m&g

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thegeekyartist · 1 year

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Fuck I feel ill

#i can't sleep #im still so upset about that job #and i already quit my other one #not bc i was banking on getting that other one #but bc i was already planning on quitting when my classes start up mid October #and while financially I'm fine #like really #i can't stop thinking about the money i COULD be making between now and then if i didn't quit #i take a break from that job every summer to teach art camps #and i was DREADING going back #like all 10 weeks of camp i felt it looming #it wasnt good for my mental health #but again the MONEY #i dont want to go back at all but i cant ahake the feeling that i made this huge mistake #i hate it #i should feel so blessed that i can have almoat an entire month of studio/leisure time and be financially okay #but instead i feel sick and like im doing something wrong #i dont know what to fucking do #i just feel like im doing something very wrong if im not actively working towards a paycheck #fuck capitalism #personal

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welcometogrouchland · 4 months

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I like to think that when the batfamily inevitably runs out of money and jobless Bruce, Tim, and Dick* find themselves in financial need, Steph reveals that she's made thousands of dollars taking odd jobs around Gotham City that we just never saw bc Steph hasn't been in a comic for months. Nobody checked in on her and while they weren't looking she made 6 grand babysitting and playing piano at a local theatre. Bruce has to grovel for enough money to buff out a scratch on the batmobile and Steph is revelling in it. This is the closest she's ever going to get to being a supervillain

*(Cass and Jason don't need money to survive on account of being homeless as kids + Babs funds Cass' basic needs and Damian is on his mom's payroll, same w/ duke even if it's obvs not al ghul money)

#ramblings of a lunatic #dc comics #dc #stephanie brown #bruce wayne #tim drake #dick grayson #batfamily #...#wayne family adventures #that seems like something that could happen over there lmao #i already said babysitting and playing piano at a local theatre (NEVER FORGET STEPH CANONICALLY TOOK UP PIANO AGAIN. BATGIRLS 18)#but i can also picture her doing other odd jobs #harper teaches her some basic electrical engineering tips and Steph takes a couple jobs with her for some extra cash #in batgirl 2009 she was working off her tuition by working at her school library so maybe she can do something like that too as well #i like to imagine that off screen steph will work a job for a week then get paid then get fired bc she lets her vigilante life take over #meanwhile Tim's been a dilettant on his houseboat and dick has the leftovers of what alfred gave to him which he gave to charity(?)#and bruce has just been funnelling his last remaining dollars into batman until one day his bat bank account hits negative $50 #bruce has been begrudgingly letting Talia pay his rent and groceries for the past few months (damian had to cooerce him into it)#anyway i wish they did more w broke Batman. not that bruce cant survive w/o money but hes usually like. in the wilderness in those scenarios #not a city that i just KNOW has an incredibly fucked up economic situation. i bet it costs $1.95 for bottled water in gotham #anyway. bad headcanons <3

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luck-of-the-drawings · 4 months

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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

#cw blood #luckys original content #ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG #also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project #FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD #SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter #and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do #THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG #i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then #i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that #ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours #so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time #i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly #and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more #but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho #we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange #yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but #she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that #i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated #i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others #AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG #IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL #LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU #AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU

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ryuseitai · 21 days

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I work ok tje 17th Let me put let me out. Let me oouuuutttttt

#probBly the 18th as well but i dont actually know yet #but the 17th here will be the acgual time of chiak day..#Aell its okay bc i dont care bc i dont like him. So.#i liued imnsorry. i like gim #in other news: tomorrow i think is officiappy one year aince i started workijg my cirrent job so #im going to count my tip jar.. to see.. one full uear #last time.i cojnted ghere was 100 something hut that was a frw momths ago now #i dont rmbr exactly when..#but yaaaaay. counting. yaaaay #moneyyyy #also ghe csndle jar thing i have it ik is getting cramped and messy #bc i havent counged it in a while.so.i uavent Taken all.of.itput in a while so tjeres lile #a neat circle in ghe middle.and them i jusg stuck stuff after around it and it barely all fits #i need go invest in a second empty candle #Or actually d9 something with the money. <- not going to.happen #the only time.ibe ever used anu of it was times.i ran out of singles for bus fare #so id take one ftom thefe #That reminded me #Eafloer.i was tjinking like #itd be soooo much easier to get bus fare if i had a car...#bc its always a hassle bc i habe to wapk to tje bank and Dude the bank is never fuckint open #Aas a kid ur like oooohh the bank so.importsnt and adult..#and theyre open lile 20 minuyes a day. If this place is so damn importsnt why is it closed all ghe time #Nyways my point. i tjought that and then was like #.....If i had a car i woidpnt need bus fare at all bc i wouldnt have to take the bus #anyways th e bank is so annoying #closes at 5 on weekdays and i get home after 4 most days i work #and i also jist. dont geel like doing errands after worming all day #and Closed complefslu on sunday #and open from 9 am to noon on saturday like the fuck

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talaricula · 8 months

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a rly underrated thing about crazy ex girlfriend imo is that it's one of the rare shows i know of that really spends time on exploring what the process of having children is like for queer ppl/for those who go about it "non-normatively". it's not even rly a main storyline but i still find it rly well-handled and touching.

#idk i feel like in the general consciousness (deciding to) having kids as a queer person is either treated as impossible #(which is true to an extent in some jurisdictions tbf - at least if you want the legal status of parents)#or is imo way oversimplified #like yeah most ppl know ivf is A Fucking Process but many ppl still seem to underestimate iui for example #or there's an assumption that all couples with no sperm between them choose to use a sperm bank and that that process is easy #and doesn't require any reflection (which it isn't and it does)#or that if you choose to go with a known donor finding a donor is an easy process (which it also rly isn't)#or for couples where no one can get pregnant that surrogacy goes without saying (in addition to the fact that surrogacy is banned #in Many Places where other MAR techniques aren't #finding a surrogate is also orders of magnitude more difficult than finding a gamete donor)#or that adoption is an obvious solution - idk if those ppl know any gay couples who are trying to adopt but i do #they've been in the process for SIX psychologically excruciating years and it will likely be another year before they actually have a child #and that's for white college-educated materially comfortable ppl #and idk but cxg does a rly good job with the storyline - from Darryl and White Josh's disagreement about whether to have kids #to Darryl's decision to have a kid alone #to him asking Heather and Rebecca for help with that process #to the fact that Heather and Rebecca's feelings about Hebecca are v realistic and nuanced atm #not at all maternal bc that's never what they wanted or planned for (being a mother to this child) but also not indifferent #for example the 'hello nice to meet you' reprise - i legit think that's the only time i've ever seen a known donor's attitude and feelings #about the child they helped create but in no way consider 'theirs' being explored. even in thirty seconds.#or even just the fact that Darryl is a lawyer and requests help from both a gamete donor and a gestational carrier - yes!#as far as i understand in the us 'surrogacy' (one person being pregnant with their own ovule) gives the pregnant person legal parental stat #and thus requires giving up those rights and sometimes adoption after birth #while 'splitting things up' between a donor and a carrier also cuts through that 'biological' link for the purposes of legal recognition #i might be wrong in my understanding of this but if not it's cool to see it handled realistically including wrt how the legal consequences #influences decisions about which choices you make #reproduction cw #children cw #adoption cw

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mildmayfoxe · 1 year

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hahaha hey you guys guess what. you'll never believe it. got the guy who's in charge of my fraud case on the phone and he was like "who'd you give one-time security codes to yesterday" and i was like "the guy who called me from the fraud department after they noticed a weird login in florida??" and he was like "that was the fuckin hacker. you got got. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!" i handed my entire savings over to a fucking guy on the phone on a silver platter. like some kind of fuckin rube. bro

#IT IS OK THOUGH I HAVE BEEN SORTING IT OUT #account is LOCKED DOWN! card is DELETED! fraud paperwork has been FILED! i have requested a fraud alert AND credit freeze #from the NATIONAL CREDIT BUREAU!#a friend of mine is taking me to MAINE next saturday to go to the BANK! i sent an email to my landlord asking if i can pay rent by CHECK!#i went to my other bank and deposited my BONDS! so i have some MONEY! to pay RENT!#i also got a new debit card from them. and made sure i could use my old checks.#i also bought some STAMPS while i was out and a BIRTHDAY PRESENT for a FRIEND #now i am going to start switching over some auto deposits #so when i get my paycheck on tuesday i will actually get it.#i feel so STUPID but i think i have done all i can to fix this. i am feeling better about it #by next weekend i will have my money again. it's all fine #and hopefully next time i will not get got so easily. lol.#anyway dont get got by people pretending to be your bank i guess. i did think it was weird how many questions they asked but..#they ALWAYS ask lots of questions at the bank!!!!!#i got a text message FROM the bank saying they would be calling me soon and then the next call was from the scammer #and then like a half hour later got one from the bank and was confused bc they'd just 'called me'#anyway. it'll be fine. scary for a while but at least i have things i can do to make it better. it's all good #genuinely feeling like i ought to take out like a thousand bucks cash and keep it in my desk to replace my bonds tho tbh hahah #just in case something like this happens again. you never know. what would i have done if i DIDNT have those yknow #ok thank u all for being along on this journey with me

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piplupod · 7 months

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mother: "theres this great job where you'd be on-call to come in!"

me: "ahhh i don't really want to be on-call, that would stress me out a lot because I'd always be on edge,,"

mother: "no you wouldn't, you could make it your thing!"

me: "...my thing?"

mother: "being on call! it'd be great! :)"

me: "i would probably be crying like... a lot ahaha. because I would always be on edge never knowing when to expect having to go into work, yknow?"

mother: "nooo, you could just make it a thing!"

me: "sorry, what do you mean by thing?"

AND I NEVER FOUND OUT !!

#i feel very ill fdsjkl tonight was ... not good #not the worst definitely not the worst #just. a lot of diet talk and making fun of other ppl that she expected us to all laugh at (and we did. idk if they found it funny.)#and brother labelling some influencer having rape charges against him just ''internet drama''#number one: i dont want to hear about that. number two: that is not just ''drama'' that is like. serious. what the fuck is wrong w youuuu #my mother will say that all the food i eat is very bad for me and do that while knowing full well i struggle to eat Anything #and say that simply Adding things to the diet is pointless bc ur poisoning urself still! u have to Take Out things! i cant fucking do that!#im still baffled that two years ago when i tried to go to them for help when i was almost fainting from not eating they just shrugged at me #''okay? why are u telling us this?'' BECAUSE YOU ARE MY PARENTS. AND I AM TRYING TO GET HELP.#i should've known better than to try tbh but like. its so hard to completely let go of every sliver of hope that they'll... be kind #like me saying i was feeling suicidal a few yrs ago just garnered a ''oh don't start this again. we're not doing this again.''#and me admitting my own damn self to the psych ward just had her telling me ''i dont think you actually needed to go :/''#mother dearest if it werent for the other fuckers in the brain (caused by you abusing me) then i would've been dead several times over #i am so fucking tired i am so sick of these ppl it is so incredibly painful and terrifying that this is supposed to be my family #this is the one support system i get in life. and it is no support system at all. i am fucked !! i am so unbelievably fucked!!!#i know other ppl make it thru but they are much stronger than me. i am lacking something that they all have lmao. i am cowardly and weak!!!#i have been trying so fucking hard to figure out how to like. make this work. how to survive in this society and its just. impossible #i think we're back to the clock ticking down as my bank account runs out #i cannot be employed and ppl keep telling me disability won't accept me so i am just. unanimously fucked over i suppose #i have two years !! two years until i run out of money!!! thats a lot of time!! to make all the art i want to make!!#i will make this work for these two years i will cope and make my art and disconnect and daydream through the intolerable parts #i will make these two years so good sdfjkl im gonna make it to the end of them #sorry this is all coming flooding out fsjdkl i've just tried so hard to be like. positive abt things and laugh abt things and be okay #im tired of trying to make it okay fdsjkl i am wallowing tonight i guess. boohoo poor little me fdsjkl i'll probably get over it soon #just need to like. let a little of the pressure leak out so i don't completely crack and do smth stupid #it will be okay !!! or as okay as it can be !!! this will be blocked out by tomorrow morning probably!!#or it'll have to be LMAO i have my silly old lady yarn group tomorrow and i need to be Normal for that #suicide tw #abuse tw #ed tw

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shirogane-oushirou · 6 months

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lost my 3ds stylus. tore apart my bedding and sheets. went to the living room to check around where i sit. walked around the kitchen counter to see if i just didn't pick it back up. rooted through the kitchen trash. went back to my room. REALLY tore up the bed, pulling it away from the wall if it fell behind. crawled around the floor to see if it rolled under. COMPLETELY rooted through my trash. sighed. decided i could continue the search tomorrow. looked down.

it was on the floor at the corner of the foot of the bed, right where i'd been on my hands and knees 10mins earlier.

i just... wanted to play a little pkmn before eeping... why are all styluses of all kinds LIKE THIS????? ugh.

#that was. so much physical activity. for a 3 inch piece of plastic. evil. =_=#anyway! i have given up on the soft reset method to get my shiny bc i'm a WIMP KJNASKJDN i reset a measly 335 times and went #'i should raise a false swipe pkmn' <- an excuse to escape. then i realized the daycare was like 2 'events' away and did those #and then i realized i had a TON of pkmn from other regions on my og x save so i traded a bug over using pkmn bank #and now i'm gonna hatch a million billion eggs using the masuda method to get one (1) little freak :3 #thank god this mod makes all eggs hatch in one cycle kjNKJANSKJ. but too bad there's no more gts to trade away the non-shinies :/#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#pokemon -

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us-the-voices-and-more-voices-2 · 2 months

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rahhhh I WILL NOT SUBMIT TO THE DOOMER GRINDSET ANYMOREEEEE

RAHHHHH it will be okay eventually it always is, RAHHHHHHHHHH

*visceral sounds of happiness*

#-pop #remind all the teens and children #DOOM WON'T COME #it will be okay #(also I am slightly prophetic of some kind of poppies's half bc weird god shit. so like take this as truth it will be okay soon.)#the only things I am worried about is cyber Security infrastructure like normal people (nothing else worries me like the cybersecurity LOL)#like that's the one thing in this life you must be aware of other than that everything will be okay (even the cyber stuff will be fine lol)#you just have to remember to get cash out and shit guys those darn hackers and their hacking! you don't wanna have an annoyance when the-#online banking and other stuff goes weird. it happens ppl pay the ransoms and it's fine but it's so annoying so have some cash on hand

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digitaldiseas3 · 2 months

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extremely frustrating situation

#overly long winded explanation incoming #so i’m gonna be living with two friends starting this fall #my parents bought a little townhouse and we’re renting from them #so they’re getting all of the paperwork and contracts and leases figured out #and these two friends are just. awful with deadlines. horrific. just the worst.#my dad has been flexible but he’s had to keep nagging them again and again to get these forms signed and whatever #and one of them finally finished the whole process and she’s good to go #but the other one still just needs to get the lease signed/notarized with their dad. like. asap. like within a few days.#and i’m trying my best to be like heyyyy sorryyyy not trying to nag or anything but we do need that ASAP…. it should be quick and easy…#i know you’re working double shifts every single day and your dog just died im so sorry #but my parents say you should be able to just go to the bank during a lunch break to get it notarized…..#please don’t be mad at me or my parents for saying we need this Now…… i’m sorry i know you have a lot going on but we do Need that done #right away….#anyway i don’t want you to be mad at me or think i’m just nagging so here’s a topic change! oh you didn’t respond to the topic change.#fuck me then. god. i can’t tell if you’re mad at me or not but i have the suspicion you Are. and that’s making Me mad at You #like god man just come the fuck on already you’ve missed every other deadline up to this point too. can you please just FUCKING get #everything submitted so we can stop worrying about it and just get excited to live together!! because it’s gonna be fun!!#but it’s worrying me too bc like… if this is how they’re acting before we’re even living together #and they’re missing all of these deadlines #am i gonna have to nag them to pay their rent every month?#it’s just frustrating bc it feels like they’re taking advantage of the fact that it’s my parents and not some other landlord #so they don’t think the deadlines my parents set are like. actual deadlines #meanwhile if it WASNT my parents they’d literally be out of a place to live because the housing market is so fucked there #and if you don’t get everything submitted within The Day then you’re no longer a candidate to rent the place #if you can even get to that point in the first place #so like. my parents are being exceptionally flexible and obv i can’t really know what this friend’s thought process is #but it feels like they’re just kinda taking them for granted and taking advantage of their kindness #like fuck dude just please come on

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narugen · 4 months

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got another hoshimina fic idea… it takes them four people and nine years before they get their shit together.

#egg boils #first part is kafka&mina <- not the worst person she could go to for advice really #also bc kafka is the only person she can totally herself with. she’s got 9 years of feelings to let out okay. screw the formalities for onc #second part is hoshina&okonogi that’s his buddy. they’re buddies. besties. okonogi also not a bad choice for advice except she doesn’t know #what hoshina is talking abt half the time bc you do know the captain is never THAT close to anyone but you right vice captain?#hoshina: ???#third part is mina hitting true desperation. narumi&mina. narumi for advice is fucking crzy. but she’s also crazy. and pining #and down bad down so bad it’s like hoshina is pretending NOT to notice how abysmally bad she is for him #narumi: why am i involved. why . get me out of here. i don’t care #mina: shut up and listen.#THEYRE HESTIES TO MEEEEE #the second other person mina can be somewhat herself with okay. okay #might switch it around so narumi is first but we’ll see. it would be funny bc last person is #kafka&hoshina . hoshina letting his woes out to the guy that joined the defense force 6 months ago but hoshina thinks kafka might be the #best person to consult. “you can read her expressions better than i do #and kafka is just like. but she’s always showing some her most obvious faces around u tho..?#hoshina again: ????#see it’d be funny if the first person mina consulted be narumi and then the year after hoshina talks to okonogi and it takes one (1) kafka #for them to sort their shit out actually.#i’ll let it ruminate in my brain for a bit more #i love friendship and duos what can i say #hoshimina #ficwip #<- next one #idea bank

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ambersky0319 · 4 months

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I'm debating if it would just be easier to get a whole new phone/phone number and just have my grandpa cancel my line once I get it

#the thing is ive had this number since i got my first phone #so i would have to contact a LOT of places about the updated number #including: literally any job ive applied for. health insurance. uni. ALL online accounts that ask for phone number. friends. banks.#but on the other hand. i KNOW my grandpa will make it as difficult as possible #as in: i will have to do everything myself if he agrees to let me remove my number from the line #he will complain every second of having to unlock it #and i will have to spend hours with that man figuring out how to remove the number #meanwhile. i COULD just go down to a provider and ask about getting a new phone.#get a new phone/phone plan for myself (bc i dont wanna stay w this provider it sucks). and just tell him to cancel my line #i could transfer everything over after getting the new line/before he cancels my old one so if anything needs a verification i can do it #just fine - especially the uni and bank stuff #or maybe wait until my semester starts and i have a job already so that if i do have any issues transferring stuff #my uni tech help is more likely to be open and if i have a job i could easily update my resume and just like #contact whoever im working for with updating the number #i might just do that actually #it will suck getting a whole new number tho bc my current number is so easy and again ive had it for years so it is ingrained in my mind #amber's shit you can ignore

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bonestrouslingbones · 6 months

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btw big shoutout to that woodworking class i took in my final semester of high school for allowing me to 1. not constantly sound like i'm talking entirely out of my ass and 2. hide some very niche secrets because of the like 2 full months of paperwork & osha training before i got to actually build anything

#dont click see all on the tags i accidentally went insane over woodworking Its Not Worth it #god that class was such a mess. it took so long bc we couldn't all go to the shop unless everybody passed the safety test #and. well i'm pretty sure only i and like 3 other kids actually wanted to be there . im still a bit angry about it yeah #i wanted to build a table for my mom for mother's day and didn't finish it til JUNE and then it fell APAAARRTTTTTTTT!!!!! but its FINE #I WAS GRADUATING LIKE A WEEK AFTER BUILDING THAT TABLE BUT ITS ///FINEEEEEE////#THE actual knowledge that i still retained from it is really funny tho tbh #the only thing you can call a guard on a bandsaw is the lil 2" radius circle printed around where the blade goes through the table #if you put your fingers inside of that circle they will be Swiftly Removed #i am more comfortable with that fucking thing than a hand drill #however drill presses are fine. kinda fun actually #walnut smells really good when it's being ripped but the dust gets fucking everywhere somehow even more than white oak #that was my last class of the day that semester and i would constantly go home with my black clothes having turned brown #and i'll say. most fulfilling class i've ever taken to be completely honest #ik i am not attending a trade school but WHYYYYYY DOESNT MY UNIVERSITY OFFER WOODWORKING AAAAGGG #WHAT IF I DROP OUT TO BECOME ONE OF THOSE YOUTUBER GUYS THAT MAKES TABLES THAT ALL LOOK THE SAME HUH. WAHT THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!#WHAT IF I WANT TO MAKE 32 TABLETOPS OUT OF MINIMALLY TRIMMED SLABS AND EPOXY THAT ALL SOMEHOW LOOK BORING. WHAT IF I MAKE BANK ON THAT #ITS! BETTER!! THAN ALL THESE ESSAYS!!!!!!!!!#ahegm sorry folks. what i meant to say is that whenever ebony looks like he's creaming himself over furniture that's me talking through him #all that being said if i ever have to look at autocad ever again i will start huffing the polyurethane

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zemnarihah · 6 months

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i think one of the worst feelings in the world is having uncertainty about your living situation it is literally so stressful and there's like... not much i can do right now...

#so k is still planning on moving and may be leaving the 16th of may. but doesn't know for sure. but apparently the apartment she wants says #she has to notify our apartment now that she will be leaving which means we both have to sign something that says she's leaving and i'm #taking responsibility for the lease.... and she doesn't know that she has it yet so she doesn't have someone to move in and take her spot.#i'm trying to get my friends to move in but idk if they will probably not. regardless if k leaves and we don't have anyone then i like #legally have to pay the full rent. i don't think she would leave me hanging like that but also i feel so uncomfortable betting my whole #financial situation on that because i would LITERALLY get evicted. like i cannot afford that under any circumstances. sooo.#and on top of that i'm still so scared that i'll end up with a roommate i don't like. ik that's like not even that big of an issue like i've #had that before and i'll survive but i don't want to have to deal with that like ik im being a baby but i just feel so scared about the #whole thing #like i kind of want to say no to signing the thing but that would screw kate over and definitely blow up our friendship but i really don't #feel like our friendship is in a place where i feel like i can trust her with like. my whole entire bank account and credit score. bc like.#that's what's at risk.#idk i'm gonna talk to her about it and just make sure that there's no other way and make sure that she promises to pay her part of the rent #until someone takes it over. and also probably talk to my parents and see if they're willing to bail me out if she DOES fuck me over... i'm #99.99999% sure she won't but. idkkkk my brain is just nagging me abt that one little chance...

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grgie · 6 months

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i was essentially running the accounts dept solo today bc my coworker is off and i literally only stopped for lunch. went to fill my manager in on what i had left for her at the end of the day bc i ran out of time and she had a go at me like cheers babe really needed that

#'why were you doing pinks you should be getting other people to do them' BECAUSE NO ONE FUCKING REPLIES TO MY EMAILS IF I DO EMAIL THEM!!#ITS LITERALLY QUICKER TO DO IT MYSELF #'why were you requesting from the bank and not emailing' BECAUSE WHEN I DO EMAIL PPL EMAIL BAKC LIKE 'could be me idk lol'#i literally was having a busy but fine day until the last TEN MINUTES #ugh #im not in for over a week now so she can suffer for all i care #also after it turned 5pm i realised i forgot to do some emails so i just forwarded them to her with no message bc they need doing #and im not staying #workposting #im not mad per se but i am feeling unappreciated

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