imagine imagiiiine the victim of violence - rather than resorting to violence themselves to protect themselves, because they feel it is the only option to survive, they will tell themselves that it is, as though their existence is a spinning wheel that inevitably had to lead back to this, thereby perpetuating the very cycle of abuse in which they suffered so much - instead trying so hard to avoid perpetuating violence, refusing to so much as look at the wheel for fear of it moving, cowering away from their own their own wounded form throwing a sheet over it and another one and another putting it over there, trying to soften the blow of every touch, retreating so, so hard into supposed safety in order to escape the violence that they go too far the other way somehow, thereby perpetuating the very cycle of abuse in which they suffered entirely counterintuitive to their own paralysing fear. the tragedy. mr okiura, man that you are.
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there is never going to be a day when hearing the Instrumentalist’s theme isn’t going to fill me with a deep and visceral terror
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yknow how people talk about 'safe harm' like watching horror movies and eating spicy food for a particular sort of emotional/sensory/adrenaline hit?
I think my extremely personalised version is absolutely frying my brain trying to come up with convoluted, layered-up political drama in my worldbuilding
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This AI generator is the visual equivalent of the 'looks at smudged writing on my hand’ meme
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get crabbed fool
gotten carbebd
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I say this with great trepidation: there is finally a new episode of tea and the ton coming.
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Finished FFXVI
Afraid the game isn’t beating the incest allegations
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got a note on that st jeanne d’arc post but i misread it as jerome and was like when tf did i make a post about st jerome
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GIRLY JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT CYERCE ELEGANS
If Cyerce nigricans is a butterfly, then this is a fairy... Cyerce nigricans for comparison:
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i used to be so good at writing strong, thoroughly-researched, thoroughly-edited essays.
as a kid in hs, my teacher literally came up to me, holding my 40 page essay on the intersection of the European witch hunts and capitalism/exploitation/gender roles (it was supposed to be 7 pages...whoops) and went like "this is literally a master's-degree level thesis. what are you doing?? you could literally use this as your final dissertation in a master's program, what the fuck."
NOW??? NOW?? you'd think I'd be oh so skilled. but alas. i can barely piece together two ideas. adhd skill-regression is so so real. im SOBBING
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only comment on this page
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sometimes
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sorry about your boyfriend. yeah he’s trapped in windows 95. you are also trapped in windows 95
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I spent like three hours making this
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