#oc posting for my health and stuff

[lemonadesoda]

Tagged by @rindomness: share the last line you wrote

The timelines urged them to let their temper go and listen. Lemel folded their arms, but settled their weight onto their back heel, pulling their burning laser-focus off of him and rested it on his health monitor instead. His heart rate was elevated again, and they could hear it in the waver under his otherwise flat intonations.

This motivated me to write my main story just so I could have something interesting to use for this tag game.

Tagging @thewiltingdaisy @prosebushpatch @toxic-lavender @ratchetclankarecute @gracebethartacc

[orion-archives]

Mini comic WIP

After another medbay visit, someone feels guilty about Kaon's health problems.

(Don't do dark energon, guys. It makes your offspring have a lot of medical issues.)

[einsatzzz]

(Belated) Happy Valentine's Day! (part two lol) 💜✨ I'm late but I really wanted to draw something for it.

Art Base: Chiyakyak (Twitter)

↓↓↓ Super Rough Sketch Comic; that one anon this one's for you ↓↓↓

*fuckboi laugh* "haha~ hey kyoya, wanna go out for valentine's day? 😎🍫💝 i'll pay for everything 💳💵✨ don't worry, you'll be by yourself, so there's no crowding 🧍‍♂️🍷🍝 now go ahead. go on, have lunch 😃🫶👍" sasuga 10th gen vongola cloud guardian --- protecting the famiglia(boss) from afar 🤣

in kana's defense, she could be doing so much worse 🫰(the bar is in hell)

[deoidesign]

My mental health is bad but I don't think that's reflecting in my work at all. Why do you ask.

[sp-growingpains]

Rowan B. ☆

Its the eldest of the goobers, Rowan Broflovski! He's finally drawn out! I've drawn so little of him, and what a crime that was! Sweet, tired son boy!

Harper | @patchoululi

📓 - As mentioned before, he was the first twin to make an appearance! Absolutely something he will never let Ronnie forget!

📓 - The more introverted of the two. Most of the time he has major resting bitch face, most of the time it is on purpose.

📓 - This does change when he's around Ronnie. It's a very small change, but his brows tend to relax more and he's more likely to smile.

-> This changes more when they're older. He finds himself actually smiling and able to be a goober in public.

-> Ronnie acts a bit like a security blanket for him. That thing when you're with your friend and can just relax because at least someone there gets your sense of humor

📓 - Dry! The most dry humor you could have in a human being! There's a bit of a gallows humor in there, too. Which doesn't always go over well with other people, so he tends to keep to himself.

📓 - While he got Jean's hair, he inherited his dad's nose and eyes. He relates to his father more on personality, too.

-> He didn't really get his father's temper, just that no patience for bullshit attitude. Ronnie tends to pick on him when he tries to give him the stare ™.

"You know you look like Dad when you do that, right? You have no power over me. Put it away."

"I hate you."

"No~ you~ don't~"

-> That being said, the boy struggles with depression at a pretty young age. The tired look isn't always because he's bothered.

-> He's introduced to medication pretty quickly, something Jean is immediately on top of. As he gets older, he stays with his therapist for as long as he can.

📓 - Does very well in school. He has a heavy hand in Ronnie passing any of his classes. Rowan will accept nothing less than perfection. Straight A student the whole time.

📓 - He's got a small phobia of failure. A small compulsive need to be the very best because messing things up stresses him out. He gets caught up in his head over the slightest fuck up.

📓 Hobbies Inclide-

🎸 - Rowan plays bass! He loves music just like his brother! But unlike Ronnie, he doesn't just stop at one instrument.

🎹 - Piano is his guilty pleasure. He loves classical music sure, but just about anything that can be played on those ivory keys puts him at peace. He'll often use this to calm down if he's going through it.

⚾️ - Rowan found himself really enjoying baseball! He likes basketball, too, but only when he's playing with his family. But with baseball, it's his. He doesn't share that with anyone else. A lot of nights when he's supposed to be sleeping spent at the field.

📓 - Writing! Writing! Writing! Oh god does the boy write! Poetry, stories, lyrics, even plays! You name it, Rowan dabbles in it!

⛺️ - And of course, just like Ronnie, he loves camping. It's quiet. Most of the time, it's relaxing. Most of the time, he's alone. No expectations. Just nature and maybe finally getting some sleep.

📓 - He sleeps very poorly. A lot of that comes from that he feels like he's wasting time when he's asleep. Rowan can't accept anything less than perfection as stated above, so that means every moment MUST be dedicated to doing something.

📓 - Most times, you'll find him with his headphones in. He's not shy about it either. He buys the big ones that go over your head so you know he doesn't want to be messed with.

-> That isn't to say he doesn't want the company. He very much does. He's just afraid.

-> Living with depression is hard. Especially when you have your downs. Rowan often feels like he's too much to deal with, so he doesn't let many people get close.

-> That part of him that feels like he needs to be good at everything he does doesn't translate well with social encounters. He often feels he's not as good as Ronnie is, so it stresses him out.

-> Eventually, if he's around you enough, he'll loosen up. It just takes time.

📓 - His relationship with his grandparents is very special to him. As is his relationship with his religion. Rowan keeps to himself about it for the most part. After all, it's his relationship with his religion... no one else's.

📓 - Spends a lot of time with his grandparents, helping them with the holidays and learning as much as he can from them. He loves his grandma Sheila very much.

📓 - As much as Ronnie is a mama's boy, Rowan gets along with their father more. Kyle is one of the few people where Rowan can just be at peace around.

-> So his relationship with Jean isn't rocky, like Ronnie and Kyle's is. It's more like... both of them are walking on ice around each other.

-> There's a lot of times when Rowan feels like he can't compete with Ronnie. He sees how his twin brother and his mother get along so well, and it kind of hurts sometimes.

-> Jean fully blames herself for any and all of Rowan's mental health. She struggles with depression and now her baby boy has it. It's heavy stuff.

-> So these combined insecurities just cause them to dance around one another. But, just like how Rowan had to call his brother out, Ronnie calls him out for it when they're older. Telling him to talk about it and stop holding it in!

📓 - Rowan does, however, think his "Uncle" Stan is the coolest guy ever! He grows up listening to all of those old Crimson Dawn albums. Steals his mom's old shirt and watches every recording.

📓 - Even though Ronnie gets the reputation for being a bit of a flirt. It's Rowan, who's a bit of a heartbreaker. He turns a lot of people down, usually using the excuse that he's too busy. (The real reason is that fear mentioned above.)

📓 - Rowan is demisexual. It's takes him a while to get comfortable with another person, even more so when it comes to romance. Like his twin, he doesn't care what gender you are...it's who you are that matters.

-> He is very protective over his people, though. A very big, protective older brother figure.

-> But when he falls, he crashes. If he catches feelings, that's it. He's done for. There's a tight feeling in his chest, he mistakes for anxiety, and he's a certified fumbler.

📓 - His voice claim is the singer Sawyer Hill! A few of his songs are on Rowan's playlist for a reason!

📓 - He very much wants to be an author when he's older. I definitely share the headcanon that Kyle becomes a professor later on in life, namely English.

-> But I think Rowan puts that to the side when he's a young adult in favor for Ronnie's dreams.

-> It's not something he'll ever bring up to his twin, but Rowan sacrifices a lot of himself for his brother.

-> The whole reason he picked up bass in the first place was FOR Ronnie. The bass is often the instrument that holds the band together, but it takes more of a background role to say, the guitar. Even though he was named after Dio's guitarist.

-> And that idea sort of represents their relationship as a whole. Ronnie relies on Rowan to keep him grounded and put together. While Rowan relies on Ronnie to sometimes take that step into the unknown, to remember to breath.

-> A lot of Rowan's personal story is growing up too fast, and like his brother, finding your own identity in all of it.

-> On a more uplifting side, it's also about accepting that your feelings are valid and depression is a struggle, but you're so very strong for overcoming it. For learning to live with it!

-> Rowan often feels indebted to his brother. For as much as Ronnie thinks he needs Rowan. He feels it to be the other way around.

Hey, once again, thanks for reading this far! I truly adore you, and I'm floored every time I read those kind tags! I hope you enjoyed it and thanks for sticking around! Here's a Playlist for your troubles!

[ch1zzie]

Well I've got pretty bad news

I'm not too sure when I'll be posting. I can't make anything right now, art is the only thing I can do but I'm not sure what it is but it's disagreeing with me so I can not make any art. I don't really have anything else I can do so I might just be sleeping until things are normal again, sleeping for months till something works

It's actually depressing but sadly it's out of my control and there's nothing I can do about it.

I wish I could make atleast a small doodle but I can't even get myself to do that either, I'm sorry about that

I'll try to hope that someday things would start to get normal

[obioxide]

art dump because i haven’t posted anything in months ough. mostly oc art sorryyyy

[cathalbravecog]

ibispaint stagehand to test brushes

[shirogane-oushirou]

hi hi hi :3c i'm aaaaaaalmost caught up on my dash after a couple of weeks of spotty appearances and a couple of weeks of being Straight Up Offline, and then i'll catch up on peoples' art and fics!! i miss being on here!! hi hi hi hi hi!!!!! 👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻

(also i have been Pondering over a ren sentient a.i desktop buddy AU while i've been gone bc. i'm a sucker for that shit. dunno if it'll go anywhere but for now i'm playing touys and it's fun hehehe if you see a new tag at some point then that means i'm keeping him sjndfkn)

[lemonadesoda]

i have to get better at remembering wip wednesdays

@doodleimprovement and I have a "college au" where the au is that Nell and Tevane were college friends in a modern Earth setting and for some reason that was the thing that has broken my multi-month writing drought and i wrote 7k so far but i'll take it

[kogetaikid]

To Make Up For the Fact That I Accidentally Posted My 10:38 p.m. Post Early, Here's Some Doodles of My OC, Yahaira.

Can't believe I had her for more than a year now. At the lowest points of my mental state last year, it felt like I had her forever (more insight under keep reading). She did look a tad bit different though. Speaking of which...

(I just drew these images and wrote this ~20 minutes in advance for some more authentic 10:38 p.m. vibes.)

TW! MENTAL HEALTH STUFF/SUI MENTION/ MILD FRIEND/FAMILY ISSUES? (unsure)

If you we're interacting often with my blog around the spring-fall of 2024, you may have noticed, a new set of original characters/story come around on my blog known as "I Love My Sister" (Ilms) Chronicles. You can still check it out on the MASTERPOST. Though it might've seen like some subtle, edgy story with only mild venting or something, I actually sort of BELIEVED everything I was writing, specifically in YAHAIRA'S STORY. I was fresh out of trying to escape a toxic relationship with a 19 year old girl who I met at a mental health facility in which despite us both being out of there and most likely never being able to see each other again, would constantly treat me like her little sister and just tell vent to me about disturbing things surrounding her family life or mental state. I also had hard feeling around being an only child and having trouble making friends as I was finishing up middle school and about to start high school and most of my friends are a grade below me.

I'm [un]fortunately a bit too exhausted to remember all the details, but, shit happened, I started to take all of my emotions out on my cousins to the point I contemplated harming one of them, I was turning to Reddit for help, but now I've cut contact with my cousins for both our safeties and got help and just recently graduated from therapy.

Yahaira is still definitely an alternate version of me in a way, same can go for her older sister, Mel, though she also shares traits with my slightly older cousin in being a bit of a troublemaker, but also being physically and mentally strong and a polyglot and stuff.

Yahaira's character was designed a bit more around some of my own insecurities, such as body size, some desires I had such as to get a cool haircut (hence her messy, partially dyed hair) and a bit of genuine charm I had as a kid which were my kindness and creativity.

...

(Okay, it's also 10:38, Kogetai, wrap this up...)

So yeah. Kinda recycling these characters. Um...yeah...goodnight. I have officially started my next orbit around the sum :)

[v1tals1gn]

—My favorite relationship trope is when their S/O comforts them through their mental illness.

Oh to have someone tell me “its ok, im here :)” while im having a tic attack

Oh to romanize scary/extremely mentally ill characters having the most healthy relationship in the world

[silyriqence]

✉️ our ETERNITY ‘n winter 𓏵

vive nunc , requiesce in aeternum

multihobbyist account \ different plane of existence

WIPS : masterlists , more sdv content, vampire content, mlp au, etc

©︎ 𝐊𝐇𝐘𝐘𝐒 , do not plagiarize or copy my works

credit not required, unless stated, but appreciated <3

creds for materials: wip.

[vancoor]

A reminder that I have a vgen account! Specifically for smaller skeb-style coms, where only the squiggle style I'm promoting here has gotten hits lmao in a world where Nintendo games are gonna cost $80, consider buying 8 squiggles instead. Or fewer. Or more.

[night-terrors-official]

I *did* have an idea for today but I just ran out of time/energy for it 😅😅 I am gonna finish my May 4th piece as soon as possible, but until then, here’s a sneak peek featuring Tiny Lionel, Padmé & Ahsoka 👀

[elfy-art]

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