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I miss old tumblr in the sense that i could complain about board exams and worrying about not getting enough to be eligible for my medical entrance test and i'd have summoned half the indian side of tumblr to sympathize
#im in sm stress#if i dont score above 75% im not eligible for my neet exam#which im planning to take a drop year for#and its gonne be both expensive and emotionally taxing#and i have to give THIS years neet exam too#for reasons#im not in the clear until may 20#adulthood is a scam#And that is well BEFORE i even start preparing for neet#well before i even have to consider the possibility that i might not get in#im pretty much using this post to vent in tags#its like 4 am#and im stressed. scared. everything#its really difficult just existing w adhd and mental illness#much less studying#and neet is like highly competetive#the cutoff goes so high#i want to get out of this city#and be safe and actually be alive for once#a big part of me will shrivel up and die if i stay#and this is the first time i've actually wanted smth for real#tentatively and doubtfully#but wanting still#and idk if i'll make a good doctor or if i'll fuck up and have it all blow up in my fsce#overthinking basically#im worried im not. capable of doing this#anyways desi tumblrinas where are you😭😭😭😭
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Blue hoodies! 💙✨
I can't be convinced that Liko's Mega Voltage design isn't meant to be a loving nod to AG, haha. Look, even the front part of her hair looks similar to May's!
#Pokemon Anime#Anipoke#Pokeani#Pokemon Horizons#pkmnart#Ash Ketchum#Satoshi#Liko#my art#// like sure the colors aren't the exact same but the color blocking on the top part of her design is basically the same#lighter blue hoodie and front design. yellow accents#dark undershirt even though according to the concept art they considered a white one and a yellow one#but they went with the color that matches Ash!#though the length and type of sleeve reminds me more of Friede. it's like Roy took the jacket and Liko took the shirt lol#maybe I'm overthinking it but I if it's actually a nod to AG I fully welcome it#AG Ash is the best Ash imo haha
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Virgo in the Houses and What You’re Particular About 🪴
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DISCLAIMER: These are just my personal observations and are meant for entertainment purposes only; it may not resonate with everyone due to the nuances of astrology. Please respect my work and avoid copying or stealing it. Enjoy reading!!
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 1ST HOUSE :
You are particular about who you share your aura with, carefully selecting the people around you.
You prefer a certain level of order and precision in your environment and how things around you are done.
You value your self-knowledge and are selective about who you share it with, often opening up only to those you trust deeply.
Your first impression is crucial to you; you care about how others perceive you and make sure it aligns with your personal identity.
Your body is a reflection of how you view yourself, and you are particular about maintaining health and appearance.
Your approach to life is methodical and practical, preferring structure over spontaneity.
You are also particular about how you present yourself to the world, wanting to ensure your personality and image reflect who you truly are.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 2ND HOUSE :
You are particular about your values (spiritual, emotional, mental, and financial) and these values guide your decisions and actions.
You place significant importance on your self-esteem and are often critical of yourself when it doesn’t align with your personal standards.
Financial matters are a major focus, and you are particular about how you spend and save money, being meticulous about budgeting and investments.
You can be stingy at times, but may also swing to overindulgence depending on the situation.
You are very selective about your food choices and may have a structured approach to what and when you eat.
You might be particular about the way you manage and value material possessions, seeing them as an extension of your personal worth.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 3RD HOUSE :
You are particular about your intellect, valuing sharpness and precision in thinking and communication.
Education and early learning are important to you; you strive for thorough understanding and high standards in these areas.
You are also selective in your interactions with siblings, preferring clear, well-defined relationships or not communicating with them at all lmao.
Your communication, especially on social media, is something you pay close attention to, wanting to present yourself in a precise and controlled manner.
Transportation and the way you move around are areas of particularity; you tend to prefer efficiency and practicality in how you get from place to place. Can also struggle with motion sickness.
Your relationship with siblings is important, and you may have specific expectations regarding how you engage with them.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 4TH HOUSE :
You are particular about your emotional expression, especially within the family setting, and prefer harmony and stability at home.
Family relationships, particularly with your mother, are important to you, and you may be selective about the emotional dynamic you share with her.
Your childhood experiences shape your sense of security, and you may have high expectations for the support and care you receive within your family unit.
The physical and emotional environment of your home is important; you are likely to maintain a clean, organized space that feels secure and nurturing.
You may feel a strong attachment to your roots and are likely particular about preserving family traditions or maintaining a connection with your origins.
Your relationship with your mother is central, and you may feel a strong desire to care for her or seek her approval in some aspects of your life despite her being critical towards you.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 5TH HOUSE :
You are particular about who you date and have casual sex with, often having high standards when it comes to romantic partners.
Your hobbies and interests are selected with care, as you want to invest in activities that bring you both joy and fulfillment.
How you express yourself, particularly creatively, is something you are particular about, often aiming for precision and excellence.
You are selective about the type of entertainment or leisure activities you engage in, preferring those that are intellectually stimulating or provide meaningful joy.
Your relationship with children may be a significant theme, and you are likely particular about how you interact with them, whether they are your own or others.
You may have a strong focus on fertility and reproduction, with particular thoughts about starting or growing a family.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 6TH HOUSE :
This is a good position as virgo naturally rules the 6th house - you are particular about your diet, exercise routines, and overall health, following a structured plan for maintaining well-being. You could take very good care of your health as well, rarely falling ill or it could bend to the other extreme where you don’t take care of yourself at all.
Your daily routine is organized, and you thrive on creating order and consistency in your work and personal life.
You are particular about the treatment and care of your pets, often following a specific routine to ensure their well-being.
You approach illness and injury with a practical mindset, often preferring natural or holistic methods of healing.
You pay close attention to your workplace dynamics, desiring an efficient and organized environment where productivity and precision are prioritized.
Your work ethic is focused on detail and efficiency, ensuring that you meet the high standards you set for yourself.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 7TH HOUSE :
You have exceptionally high standards when it comes to romantic relationships and partnerships. You are very particular about who you date and who you are attracted to. Could attract A LOT of virgo placements too.
You can easily become disillusioned or repelled by partners who don't meet your standards lol, and you may quickly get the ick.
Your view of romance and marriage is grounded in practicality, and you are selective about the commitments you make.
You tend to be particular about how you present yourself in one-on-one relationships, always wanting to ensure your image aligns with the dynamic you're cultivating.
Your approach to your spouse or partner is thoughtful and often meticulous, with an emphasis on building a stable, reliable connection.
You are particular about your role in committed relationships and the expectations you have for your partner, including your thoughts on divorce and separation.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 8TH HOUSE :
You are particular about your secrets, how much you reveal to others, and who you trust with your private information.
The people with whom you share intimate connections, particularly sexual relationships, are carefully chosen, and you are selective in these deeply personal areas.
Trust is a major issue; you are very cautious about whom you allow to access your emotions and personal resources.
Your approach to shared financial resources and assets is grounded in practicality, and you prefer clear, well-defined financial agreements.
You are particular about how you process transformation and deep emotional changes, often requiring a thorough, methodical approach.
Opening up emotionally or vulnerably is something you approach with caution and selectivity, as you want to ensure you're sharing with those who truly deserve it.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 9TH HOUSE :
You are particular about the higher education you pursue, with a clear vision of which university or degree aligns with your intellectual goals.
Your beliefs are selective and are often based on practical considerations rather than blind faith though it could be the opposite too.
When it comes to travel, you are particular about the destinations you visit, preferably having an itinerary or a clear plan before travelling.
You approach spirituality with a critical and practical mindset, selecting practices and philosophies that resonate with your rationality.
Your relationship with teachers and mentors is important, and you are likely particular about how they guide or influence you.
You are selective about how you express optimism and expand your worldview, preferring approaches that feel grounded and purposeful.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 10TH HOUSE :
Maintaining a pristine reputation is a top priority, and you are very particular about how you are perceived by others, particularly in professional settings.
You tend to be selective about who you look up to, admiring figures who embody discipline, integrity, and precision.
Your career choices are driven by practicality and a desire for stability, and you may be particular about the path you choose to ensure it aligns with your values.
You are particular about how you present yourself to authority figures, such as bosses or mentors, and are mindful of how you are seen in a public context.
Fame and public recognition are areas where you proceed with caution, carefully considering the personal cost and how it affects your private life.
Your relationship with your father, particularly in terms of authority and influence, may be another area where you're particularly discerning in how it impacts your career.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 11TH HOUSE :
You are particular about who you share your "weird" side with, and you may reserve your more eccentric traits for close friends who accept you fully.
Friendships are important, and you are selective about the people you surround yourself with, preferring those who meet your intellectual and moral standards.
You are careful about the technology you use, being selective in the platforms and tools you engage with based on functionality and security.
The groups you associate with are important, and you may be particular about joining those that align with your values and future aspirations.
You have clear goals for your future and are particular about how your dreams align with your practical needs and long-term vision.
🪴 VIRGO IN THE 12TH HOUSE :
You are particular about isolation and how much time you spend away from the world, often seeking solitude to recharge and reflect.
You may be particular about indulging in substances, with some individuals avoiding them completely or the complete opposite.
When it comes to fears, you are methodical in understanding and addressing them, preferring to face them through rational thought rather than avoiding them.
Your approach to spirituality is careful and thoughtful, selecting practices that resonate deeply with you and align with your personal values.
You value your mental health and are selective about how much you share with others about your internal struggles.
You may experience a strong connection to your dreams and subconscious, often analyzing them with great care to better understand your own psyche.
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lucanis' most attractive quality is that he's an effortless 'yes, and -- 'er. he and davrin especially 'yes, and -- ' each other constantly, even at the death threat stage, culminating in the 'first talon first warden' grotesquery (affectionate) as its most potent form once they're over that. few things are as charming to me as a willingness to bond over the bit and boy. when you're making weak jokes while facing down an archdemon lucanis will stand next to you and go 'she didn't want to talk, rook!!' like he was born to do nothing else. and that's part of why I love him
freaked out broken grieving, a wreck of his former self, come hell or high water. within five minutes he will say something that startles me into laughing so hard I have to put the game on pause for a while. only purple hawke can equal him in this regard
the darker side of this is that it is also how he communicates with illario but in a way where they lob resentment and self-loathing disguised as levity back and forth without ever really touching it or bringing it into the light, never leaving space for air to get in to stop the wounds from festering. I think it might have been less like that once upon a time -- just the playful bonding part, the mutual back and forth game of it, and not the wounding, since lucanis keeps doing it with others without that layer to it. sort of like intuiting where a river of love once ran by the evidence it left behind in the landscape, before something slowly dried up and left some toxic sludge behind along the floors of the river valleys
#explaining my purple hawke and varric feelings too probably fsja. sophia and alistair are also built on this dynamic basically#also why however much I love her to the depths of my heart I could not romance bellara personally. I would make my silly japes#as is my wont. and she would overthink herself in loops and seeing it make her miserable would make me triple miserable#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#it doesn't fit the vibe between rye and lucanis at all but the palpable affection he has for rook when you pick the purple option#during the big romance scene. he understands what they're doing and he loves them not despite it but for it. for being just as they are#hello. hi. I am feeling fsjdak about it
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Gonna be so up my ass for the next month. I am prioritizing nothing more than my education, my workout consistency, leaving a glowing impression w all my supervisors, piano, taking pictures and keeping them to myself, holding ppl who love me close, chasing nobody, and also being max hot. Like I will be so hot this month . And so on my bullshit I will be so out of the loop it will be glorious
#Basically I will move thru this life w a man’s relentless audacity the world is my oyster etc#Men literally don’t overthink it when they lock in I will be the same
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Loki and the Deeply Valid Fear of Being a Government-Issued Android Without Knowing It
Imagine living for over a thousand years, committing intergalactic crimes, then one random underpaid TVA clerk with a monotone voice suddenly introduces the possibility that, oh, by the way, what if you were secretly a robot this whole time? And Loki, who has always carried himself with the absolute certainty of a god, pauses. Like. “Wait. What if I am?”
He hears that question and immediately does a full mental diagnostic. Have I ever glitched? Ever felt oddly mechanical? Experienced an unusual fondness for oil? Maybe he’s too good at lying. Too good at surviving. What if that’s just the programming?
The TVA worker just moves on. He doesn’t elaborate. no reassurances. theres no safety net. Just the terrifying possibility that he might get instantly vaporized for something completely outside his control.
Id like to note, his hesitation isn’t even just some random existential crisis, it’s trauma-informed. This man already lived through the experience of waking up one day and realizing he wasn’t who he thought he was.
He grew up thinking he was a prince, a god, Odin’s rightful son, only to find out he was actually a stolen relic of war. A Jotun. A creature he’d been taught to hate.
He thought he knew himself before, and he was wrong. What if he’s wrong again? What if theres something else about himself thats been hidden? If he didn’t realize he was a Frost Giant, whats stopping him from not realizing he’s actually some highly advanced synthetic being?
It’s not just a funny existential gag, it’s a callback to one of the most devastating truths of Loki’s existence:
He has never really known who he is.
It’s the muscle memory of having his entire identity ripped out from under him. It’s the learned fear of asking, What am I, actually?
Because the last time he asked that question, the answer ruined him.
#loki#loki laufeyson#loki mcu#loki odinson#loki series#jotun loki#this scene was just his jotun identity crisis in a different font#loki meta#marvel#loki tv show#loki god of mischief#loki what if I was a robot and just didnt know it laufeyson#loki god of programmed responses??#need marvel to let this man sit down have some tea and process his emotions ONCE PLEASEEE#loki standing there like “wait. what if i am just some little mechanical guy”#i need the TVA to apologize to him immediately actually#LOKI YOUR CONCERN IS SO VALID AND I’M SO SORRY#loki’s life is just one long unbroken chain of people withholding critical identity-based information from him#sorry but if i found out i was a frost giant by accident i’d also hesitate before walking into a vaporization chamber#marvel really said “what if we made the god of mischief doubt his own existence” and called it worldbuilding#loki in that moment is all of us who overthink basic questions until we start questioning reality#loki text post#text post#text
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Wanted to organise some ideas for them .3.
Bonus: wall smooch?

How sw did it with his mask???
Magic
#digital art#transformers#soundrod#soundwave x rodimus#tfp soundwave#humanformers#idw rodimus#echo garden#i think i mafe rodimus too basic#will overthink him maybe...
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watching severance and i think it’s Really Fun that the doctor’s name is mauer. yes, it means wall in german, but specifically as in large walls— the berlin wall (die berliner mauer), the great wall of china (die chinesische mauer). walls in houses are a different word (wand). so the doctor is like a wall that divides— the berlin wall divided a city, a people, a culture, like how severance divides a person within themselves, drawing a barrier between their personality, their memories, ego and the self. language is fun!
#not a native german speaker so many sorries if im overthinking it#but at a basic level I think it’s a fun distinction#im also assuming the show runners are all english speakers so maybe im thinking of this at just the right level :p#severance#severance season 2#severance spoilers#dr mauer#german
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You know, the first time seeing this image reminded me of something.

So Shidou's favourite anime slash manga is Chainsaw Man, right? And he also has some similarities to the main character Denji, right?
It reminded me of this panel.
Besides this, his favourite dish which is yukhoe doesn't seem too hard to make either. A lot of the recipes of the dish I've seen usually have 5 or less steps. (Or maybe I'm a bit stupid because I too am not the best chef either.)
I'm not gonna go dive too deep on analysis but there's some pretty interesting implications on this if you think about it. Adding onto the fact Shidou's favourite dish quite literally translates to raw meat, yuk (육) meaning meat and hoe (회) meaning raw.
Is yukhoe his favourite meal because it's the only one he knows how to genuinely cook and put effort to? And how he says eating it makes him feel like a carnivore makes me feel like yukhoe is not the first time he's eaten raw meat before. Has anyone ever taught him how to cook before or did he like Denji had to learn from scratch and attempt to make meals with the only limited ingredients he had in his house? Did he even have the chance to eat good food as a kid?
There are so many questions I have to this trivia.
And yet Kaneshiro has yet to give us an answer to any of it. What does it all mean, Kaneshiro? What are you trying to tell us right now?
#blue lock#bllk#shidou ryusei#bllk shidou#ryusei shidou#no genuinely please tell me i'm not overthinking things?!?#gagamaru is definitely understandable because he's from a forest. igaguri is there because he's basically seen as a loser by like 95% of th#cast but SHIDOU??? WHAT'S HE DOING??? WHY IS HE THERE OUT OF ALL PEOPLE???#i crave for more opinion on this trivia please
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Im going to one of the Dropout Improv shows later this year and I was thinking of making a bunch of bracelets to give out to people. They'd be themed to the different dropout shows.
Would that be cool to do???
#i went to a different show last year and it was a blast to handout bracelets and stickers!#and i want to do it again but idk if it would be weird#basically my anxiety gots me overthinking#dropout#dropout improv live#dropout improv#make some noise#game changer
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7x10 // How Mac Got Fat
↳ Charlie & Dennis + getting high together
#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#dennis reynolds#charlie kelly#charden#dennis looks....... positively lovestruck#ada's gifs#ada speaks#the continuity errors between shots in these scenes is so funny to me but i only noticed bc ive spent two hours on this gifset#anyway. in my expert opinion#this is far from the first time den's come to charlie like this#i can see this happening frequently in high school especially considering their drug of choice here is inhalants#x2 when know how charlie's relationship with them was in hs#the fact that dennis leaves his room to 'be alone' and then goes to paddy's to get high with charlie#to me indicates he doesn't *want* to be alone with his thoughts like this#when he's already overthinking and self conscious#i think contrasting this scene w mac & dee barging into his room earlier is interesting#because while mac & dee reacted with immediate disgust and asked what the fuck happened to his face#charlie's just like why is your face shiny. then repeatedly makes it clear he doesnt care about anything beyond the basics#ok cool. chemical peel caused it. no i don't want to hear why you decided to get one.#and honestly i think dennis was counting on that reaction. charlie doesn't give a shit. he's down to hang out and he doesn't ask questions.#they both want an immediate out from the pressure they both feel and most definitely do Not want to talk about it <3#stuff it down with some.......... turpentine
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let’s do some autistic meta knight headcanons!! over explaining my interpretation of meta knight yet again wooooo




this orb has NO idea how to talk to people!!! outside of work anyway. a lot of this is partially due to upbringing (suppressing his emotions all the time) but he does not know how to express emotions, like…at all.
this goes into a few things
1. yeah talking is hard. even after figuring out what he wants to communicate he will struggle. conversation can be so overwhelming, especially under pressure. he will need time lol
2. because of that, forming connections is hard. i really don’t think meta is much for shallow relationships, and certainly not early in the timeline. which also means he has very little experience with friendship. so a lot of the relationships he did have went kinda neglected, and issues that probably could’ve been worked on by talking became…*cough romk* escalated.
3. honestly i wouldn’t be surprised if meta convinced himself he couldn’t feel emotion (anymore) until like. katam-ish. he tried very hard lol

vulnerability is terrifying. (though this gesture here is also just comforting, like his little cape cocoon thing he does.)
unmasking—yeah im taking the mask thing very literally here—is a big deal and a very slow process for mk. i’m sure he has a lot of feelings on that lol. it served as a way to ensure no one could ever, y’know, see him.
i can’t say i think he’d ever fully ditch it—there’s always gonna be some days that are more stressful than others and if having it could help him get through it, it just makes sense. mainly when working.
it really is about vulnerability. granted, i don’t think he has the most expressive face (in my head every astral just tends to stare at things) but i doubt he has much control over it. can’t fake a smile but also can’t hide it. probably blushes easy because yeah, astrals; just look at kirby’s face.
just the idea that someone might be able to read his expression and know what he’s feeling before he’s ready for them to (or even understands it himself…) yeah he doesn’t want that
but emotional turmoil aside, i think his mask also hides a lot of his stims


remember that whole “suppressing your feelings” thing? yeah turns out that ignoring half your instincts isn’t a good idea. so in true meta knight style, he tries to stim as subtly as possible
1. he has the least control over his wings, so they will flick and twitch on their own. they’re usually a good indicator of how he’s feeling, not unlike the body language usually seen in cat ears and tails lol. flapping is also an extension of this of course, though he probably suppresses it more.
2. this also effects when he takes his wings out. pretty much every time he’s excited or nervous it just happens. kinda makes me wonder if his wing cape ordeal might also go into the suppression thing… (i’d say yes, but using a cape is also very comforting so it’s not necessarily a bad thing)
3. going back to the mask thing; he stims a lot underneath it. think like biting or pursing your lips. he bites his tongue and clicks his mouth. that sort of thing. his mask also makes it harder to notice that he is constantly sighing, humming, grumbling…all that
one nice thing about the mask though is that it helps a little bit with lights!!! woo

(look at him and his magically floating glasses)
sensory stuff—i think he’s mostly bothered by light and sound. maybe a bit of texture. he’s pretty sensory avoidant and perfectly happy standing off to the side not touching anything.
the one exception to this is physical affection, which is, despite all of this, most of how he shows affection. it’s a lot easier to hug someone than to try to explain your feelings for them, after all.
i think he would like pressure though. so that’s probably part of it. and i’m pretty sure there’s some connection in here to fighting (dang, is that the only way he knows how to get his energy out?)

anyway, pretty much all of this is in contrast to kirby, who i would gladly nominate as the champion of Doing Whatever He Wants. he might pick up a few bad habits, but he will never mask the way meta knight does. he might not understand how he feels, but he’s in tune enough to express it…usually.
this is a very good thing for meta because it helps him to do the same thing. kirby’s so energetic, it’s hard to not want to stim with him. it reminds meta to be kinder to himself and explore his own emotions. he can also help kirby understand themselves, so this connection is very important.
yeah, at the end of the day, everything kinda just boils down to kirby and mk as parallels

this is the conclusion i promise
to me, meta’s arc is about growing stronger by growing kinder, and this is mostly by learning to be kind to himself. letting himself be a person again, loving and understanding other people, and eventually, letting go of all the expectations placed on him and doing the things he’s always wanted to do…
autism headcanons are fun for me because it’s cathartic to write, but at the same time, it just makes sense in this sort of narrative. meta is, to me, inseparable from these things. and so is kirby! that’s a dynamic that’s a lot of fun to play with, and it’s at the heart of my kirby interpretation.
if you actually read all this WOW thank you
#i almost considered not posting this on a wednesday but then i wrote everything and uhhh yeah i think i gotta so#happy cringe day wednesday#for as many notes as i have on these characters i really don’t talk about it much#but meta knight is a special case because i am terrible at subtlety and he wouldn’t be meta knight without it#so this is to contextualize some things#because of what ill have in the next few days haha#basically these are just things i consider when writing meta#but a lot of it is subtextual and i dont know how well it comes across#kirbyposting#kirby#meta knight#headcanons#autism headcanon#this is practically an essay lol oops#i have like 2/3 of a fic that explores most of this in a way i probably won’t do again#but we’ll see if i ever finish it#god kirby concepts are so fun to chew on#i overthink everything i make so much lol
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maybe dan is so hostile towards phils ipad cause hes jealous....... phil fully immersed in his ipad (ipad kid...!) no more time for poor daniel
#idk#wants his lover to pay attention to him but its philly ipad time#was rewatching dalien prom and dan HUGE PHIL IPAD HATER#same in the what now dan and phil vid lol#HE DGAF PHILS IPAD LOLOLOLOLOLOL#hey man... a guy can complain abt technology.. go philly go#tbh me last year asf cause i hated how heavy the kindle paperwhite 11 was so i got a basic and then i had crazy insane overthinking#and now me and my kobo clara 2e r in love forever and ever#but also i have weak wrists BOOHOO fuck my life#AND IM AN ARTIST TOO yea god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers or whateve r#uhhh anyway#dan and phil#dnp#phan#amazingphil#daniel howell#phil lester#dan howell
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"Oh, I know very well. How the puzzles beckon so sweetly...
As expected of you, Layton.
Only an honest death will cure you now."
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expanding on that Lady Maria vibe for Descole from the first Laytonborne post, and that famous boss intro.
Descole would make a hellish boss fight, i know it. i mean have you SEEN how he moved during Eternal Diva and with that big ass sword? now imagine that with Soulsborne-scale strength and possible other additional powers.
plus his theme could be pretty easily adapted into a Bloodborne boss style piece I think, just add more orchestra heavy brass and cellos and some ominous Latin chanting choir and presto. that organ goes so hard too.
#the csp file is called 'descorpse' on my computer.#professor layton#hershel layton#jean descole#>>mango(t)art#tw blood#laytonborne#yeah i guess i'm gonna make up a tag just to keep track in case given how this got away from me#i went ages overthinking whether to use the original line or change it a bit to the character#went down a rabbit hole about Maria's original JP line being a wordplay and the ENG localisation having a double-meaning too#i won't explain it all just in tags for non-BB people but basically when Maria speaks about how ''a corpse should be left well alone''#she's not just talking about herself#and so i wanted to add a bit of descole's voice to the line and borrowed the famous ''broken husk'' bit#what other ''broken husk'' he speaks of... is up to your imagination for now. in true soulsborne storytelling fashion.#(read: i ain't got a plot or clue what i'm creating here right now it's just vibes)#can you tell i downloaded a butt-ton of brushes to play with and had fun testing them?
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welp the last 24 hours have been more or less a picture perfect demonstration of How Many Times Can I Make The Worst Decision Possible In Any Given Situation
#also known as Why I Should Not Be Allowed To Make Decisions On My Period 😭#i have faced instant regret at least seven times in the past day#from choosing the wrong pasta for lunch#to spending more time last night overthinking whether or not my irl bestie ✨secretly hates me✨ than actually sleeping#to basically everything about that short lived ramble post#i just... cannot make good decisions apparently#so now i'm dramaposting about it! because that never made anything better but at least i can whine to the void about it!#next time on Jessica Why Are You Even Doing This: i make this post
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they want me to be team lead at work even though I'm basically the most recent addition to the team what do i do 😭
#i interviewed just for bants really i wanted a specific part of the job and was hoping i could negotiate that away from the managerial part#bc a few of my coworkers were going for the management part and didn't want the part i wanted#so basically we were hoping to kinda split the job amongst ourselves. but i dont think they did so well in the interview#bc either i take the job or it goes back out to advert. and none of us want an external hire to lead us. but like damn this is so weird 😭#am i overthinking it. I dont feel like i know what im doing but id rather do it than someone else in charge who knows even less than i do
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