#pandora is just 🤌🤌🤌

[writingsully]

A birthday to remember

Kaltxì, everyone 🤌🫴

These are my first headcanons on this account. If you have any tips, feel free to let me know :)

Summary: you never expected to celebrate your birthday on Pandora, but your friends have a nice surprise for you.

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Your birthday used to be a very special day to you back on earth. This birthday however, you weren't on earth; you were on Pandora.

You knew that the Na'vi don't celebrate birthdays, so you were expecting your birthday to be a day like every other.

Except for the Sully and Metkayina kids. They planned a nice surprise for you.

They knew how special this day was for you and because you were good friends with them, they wanted to host a birthday party for you (in their own way).

Lo'ak started it all. Out of the Sully and Metkayina kids, he was the most familiar with birthdays because of the stories both you and Jake told him.

He had the idea of everyone preparing a gift for you and he wanted to make a special treat, just like a birthday cake. Except, he didn't know how so he went to Kiri for advise.

Kiri suggested to make a big feast consisting of different kinds of fruits, veggies and fish.

Ao'nung and Lo'ak gathered some fish while Tsireya and Kiri gathered fruits and veggies.

They even told Jake, Neytiri, Ronal and Tonowari about their plan and they decided to join them in their preparations. Ronal and Neytiri made the feast from the ingredients that the children gathered.

In the meantime Rotxo swam to the bottom of the ocean to gather some pearls for you. He chose the biggest and most shimmery ones. Tsireya also dove deep into the ocean, but instead of searching for pearls, she searched for the most colorful seashells.

Neteyam and Tuk went a little into the forest behind the village to look for some crystals.

Tuk also helped Spider to create some beautiful beads for you hair. They made them in different colours to match your hair and skintone perfectly, they even carved some dazzling figures in it (Tuk carved most of them because Spider kept messing it up, but he did colour all of the beads.

Kiri and Tsireya made a necklace out of the pearls, seashells and crystals that everyone had collected.

Even though Tonowari did not understand why they would celebrate your birthday (because why would everyone give you a present just because you've gotten a year older?), Jake convinced him to host a small party for you. Some of the clans best musicians would be there to perform at the party

After the communal dinner with the clan, you decided to go to the lab and binge watch gilmore girls all night long. Except Lo'ak stopped you.

'Where are you going?' he asked while jogging to catch up on you.

'To the lab,' you answered shortly, feeling a bit gloomy. Sometimes you missed earth, especially on you birthday.

'Don't go just yet,' Lo'ak answered as he softly took a hold of your arm. 'I want to show you something.'

Lo'ak then took you back to Awa'atlu and the sound of drums and singing filled your ears before you spotted a huge bonfire with people dancing and singing around it.

Tuk ran up to you as soon as she saw you and gave you a hug, wishing you a happy birthday, before she took your hand and dragged you to the bonfire where your friends were waiting.

They all wished you a happy birthday before giving you their gifts. Kiri and Tsireya gave you their necklace first. It was a big necklace, decorated with pink shells and white pearls. The purple crystals were small, but they really stood out against your skin, creating a perfect blend of light colours on you.

The beads that Spider and Tuk gave you were just as beautiful. They matched the colours of your necklace and the engravings consisted of different types of animals and flowers.

After you thanked everyone for their gifts, Ronal came with a huge plate filled with fruits, veggies and fish. It was a treat to the eye and you hoped that it tasted just as good as it looked.

You had a lot of fun during the evening and you sung and danced for as long as you legs could hold you.

You were very grateful of your friends and you never stopped thanking them.

This had to be the best night of your life and you would definitely prefer this over gilmore girls anytime.

[neteyamssyulang]

Your blog aesthetic 😩🤌 the blue is just ✨perfection✨especially with the dividers and visuals. I love it so so much 💙💙

Aw thank you darling🥹🩵 as you can already tell- blue is my favorite color so everything must be blue🤭 it reminds me of nighttime on Pandora in a way

[mitanjisuke]

Hallööö

I wanna do a small introduction of myself 🌿

Hii everyone, I am new to tumblr, so I'm still trying to figure things out :)

(I saved this in drafts and searched for 5 minutes where the freaking drafts are 😭😭)

But here are some things that I love ❤️

Anime ( My favourites are Banana fish, Demon Slayer, Violet Evergarden, Erased and many more 😅)

Read ( I really like the Percy Jackson series, but I am not done with them ^^' I like to read fantasy, sci-fi, and crime books. I love the crime books of Mario Mazzanti. They are just *Chef's kiss" 🤌🏻)

Video games (I love LOVE, The Legend of Zelda series. I also play the games The Witcher, Avatar Frontiers of Pandora, Valorant, Wuthering Waves, and other games that I find quite interesting. But I mostly like single-player, open world games the most!)

Sketching (I don't do it quite frequently, but I try to do it as much as I am able to 😅 I am not really good in it but I try to improve myself, hopefully one day 😂)

Oh and I like cats! 🐱🦁🐯

If there are people who like the same things as I do, I would love to be friends with you 🥰

[sordidmusings]

Amazing 💀💀💀

See the true beauty of Sanji is that he’d thank you endlessly for both the hug and the stomping 🤌🏻 a trash king through and through lol got me sighing all dreamy and shit what a bastard

The bite thing also got me thinking… Sanji would def be confused (and aroused) by cute aggression love nips/bites partner but I feel he’d be one of the charas who would love it most in the end that Freak 💀 Zoro would just fight in response or start a (hopefully sexy) competition to see who can bite the other more and who can handle the hardest bite, kinda reminiscent of the childhood days of when kids would see who could last longest in slaps lol Nami would just start fining you more and more but definitely smaller amounts when there’s no witnesses which hints at the soft spot (and god do I hope she’s a biter herself 🙏🏻), Usopp would be too Baby for anything past cute little love nips but tbh his confusion trying to process the first time you nip him would be so funny and so cute 😭, Luffy’s already been gnawing on your arm sorry to tell you dudes got an oral fixation like no other have fun being a chew toy but at least he’s more than happy to receive your biting vengeance (becomes one of his fav forms of affection once that Pandora’s box is opened lol), and Robin is a hard one for me to pin down I think she’d find it cute and either tease you about it to elongate the interaction and closeness or just start going on a dry info dump about the history of cannibalism and honestly?? Down for either as a fellow morbid bitch 💀

Dunno how this ended up being worlds most inane headcanons on biting some of the straw hats of all things and yet Here We Are

Sanji fans be like: He means everything to me. I want to throw him off a cliff. I love him so much. I hope he explodes. I want to squeeze him like a squeaky toy. I can’t fucking stand him. I would lay my life on the line for him. I never want to see his face again. I’m down on one knee proposing to him right now

[kindahoping4forever]

Ash's lane has been unreasonably fed recently so I can't complain but besties he wore THAT suit and THIS is the best we got? 😭

[fushigur0slut4]

Jjk men's wallpaper (of you)

Gojo

He has so many pictures of u (and him) so he basically changes his wallpaper everyday

Now if u were expecting him 2 be nice and put a cute picture of you. I hate to say but you were solely mistaken.

When u first started dating his wallpaper was just a pic of u guys holding hands but after that it progressively got worse

His longest term wallpaper was a picture of you with scruffy hair eye bags and brushing ur teeth.

No matter how much u begged him to remove it he still wouldn't

The classic. Its a picture of u sleeping. No matter how many times u change it he will change it back

Geto

Unlike gojo geto isn't a bitch

MOST of the time he makes sure you look presentable in the picture.

Like gojo he takes pictures of u 24/7 so his wallpaper was just a pic of u in the mall.

He never uses a pic with both of u in it cuz he thinks you deserve the spotlight 🤌

He likes to use pictures of you doing stuff like putting on your shoes or looking at clothes. ( at those moments ur literally like smile for the camera)

Sometimes he likes 2 change things up.

Once he put his wallpaper as a picture of you sticking out your tounge with cum all over your face and he edited the picture to black and white.

During sex he always records or takes pictures so of course he has a collection.

When u realize he has had that wallpaper for to long you change it yourself bcz u can't afford to be embarrassed anymore.

Nanami

The salary man never takes bad pictures

The wallpaper he's had for the longest was a picture of u in ur wedding dress.

One was a picture of him holding your hand to help show off your wedding ring

He always makes sure

Toji

as y'all know Toji is a boomer who was born in the ancient times.

He literally had the default wallpaper till you begged him to change it. (Not a good idea)

His first wallpaper was a pic of you in a bra and shorts eating Cheetos.

He had that wallpaper for to long and since he knew you were embarrassed about it he wouldn't change it.

So you did it yourself. It was a cute picture of you and Toji next 2 a snowman.

Then Toji got in to recording intimate moments.

He used a pic of you panting with eyes closed and almost sweating to death. Ur tits were in the pic but he put red dots on ur nipples

No matter what Toji will always find a way to agitate you

Song recommendation:

Reblogs are appreciated :)

[neteyamyawne]

I was hoping for a Trudy x Nonbinary (if not female) reader the plot is while exploring the forest y/n anixety got triggered by an ikran or something and they ran deeper in the forest as they had an anixety attack Trudy follows and manages to find them and comforts them a bit after Trudy and y/n are lost and it's getting dark this adventure of sorts kinda turns into a weird date thing as Trudy decides to make the most of it and have a nice joy ride exploration around the forest with y/n it ends with them finding a safe place to sleep, a confusion from both of them , a make out scene BC I MUST, and they fall sleep the end :)

my one thing I ask for in the make out scene it doesn't end too abruptly/ extending for a bit as long as you're comfortable with it!

Ty and have a good day/night!

A/n : Trudy is the loml 🥹 I'm sorry I couldn't post this earlier, I love Trudy so much 😭 thank you so much for requesting this, I was so excited when I saw this request, keeps asking for the human characters cuz I love them soo much 🤭🤌🏼you have a good day too, love 💚

Lost ♡

Pairing : Trudy chacon x fem!reader

Summary : request

Song : Give me promiscuous

Found 🫂

❈ Warning : anxiety attack, getting lost, crying, vomiting, mention of blood, attack by toruk, mention of head being bitten off, PTSD, making out, fluff , suggestive theme in the end but no smutt, idiots in love, mutual pinning, pet names (sweetheart, love etc), Trudy being a flirt all along.

❈ Word count : 2.5k, not proof read

❈ Note : Just think humans can breathe Pandora's air, it's important later on 😂 Hyperlink of the "memory" is given💚

"word" - dialogue , **word** - flashback

The chopper landed on the soft grass near the site 26, I hopped off on the ground, making my way towards the door with grace, she opened the airlock, getting in with Trudy, norm and Jake, I let my bag fall down almost instantly , breathing inn freely because as much as breathing the pandorian air is okay , this was much better, making a beeline to my bunk above Trudy's, climbing up I threw myself onto it, getting comfortable but my relaxation was short lived when grace demanded me to get up and come down for the collection and briefing. I went near the lab section to grab my tools hearing Trudy on the way as she exclaimed "everything's rotten in this fucking box" slamming the fridge door shut, I laughed at her, picking up what I needed, I turned around to meet up with grace as soon as possible but was stopped in my way by Trudy, her frame blocking me, raising my eyebrows at her in question, she spoke "mind if I tag along? And I don't have anything else to do either" she had a lazy smile plastered on her face and how could I say no to that?

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It's been a while since me and Trudy got separated from grace and norm, traveling further and further into the thick forest,the sounds from the distance making me jump but I stopped once in a while collecting specimens and samples, Trudy walked behind me, chattering away but I didn't mind, her voice bringing me at peace, my heart fluttering when she wrapped an arm around my shoulders, pulling me closer as we trekked ahead, my mind was buzzing, Trudy, my long time overdue crush, had her arm around my shoulders but I tried not to react, though I knew my face was red as the great leonopteryx, keeping my eyes at the ground disguising it in the search for new plants, i talked when i had to, with short replies as in not to make a fool of myself.

Hours passed, the sky was slightly darker but the sun was still bright, as I collected enough samples for today, turning around to go back from were we came but stilled on the spot when every route looked the same, Trudy looked at me wide eyes too, we were lost, i reached my hand up to my comms but felt nothing but my skin "shit, i forgot my comms'' she looked at me with a "no shit" look, i cringed, what a nice day to choose my human body to explore rather than my avatar, i groaned, Trudy sighed sitting down on a log, i dropped down next to her clutching my sample box to my chest, we could only wait till they come find us, i looked at Trudy ``I'm sorry, i should have brought my comms'' She just laughed, nudging me with her shoulder "hey, it's okay, it's not like you did it on purpose, anyways you look cute when you blush" and i felt like my eyes would pop out, did she just call me cute? I was no better than the puddle on the ground, my throat constricted as I stuttered "tru- Trudy, i-" but I was cut off with a sickening crack of a branch resonated around us, our heads snapped towards it as a gigantic ikran made a straight dive towards us.

My eyes widened as a scream erupted from my throat, everything in my mind buzzed silent, my body stopped moving, my lungs felt like they were on fire, my legs moving on their own, stumbling through the thicket of the forest, it felt like the world was spinning, my foot stumbled on a root as i fell down on the ground, but i didn't care, tears streamed down my eyes but my mind whirled back to the memory (scroll down to the trivia section, first point) of being plummeted to the ground after the leonopteryx attacked our Samson 029, the roar of of beast ringed in my ears, tears now stained my t-shirt but i convulsed on myself, the ground rocked beneath me, everything felt too bright, too loud, i sniffled, wiping my eyes but more tears ran down, i tried to muffle my cries but sobs wrecked through my body, it was suffocating me, making it hard to breath, the forest too lively as i coward back, i tried to think about happy memories but the fall overpowered everything.

My cries worsened, my breaths labored , i flinched back when two arms pulled me in, i screamed pulling back but they held me down, keeping me still, their warm body enveloping my, now, cold and sweaty one, they nuzzle their head near my ear, whispering "shh shh, it's me, Trudy, I'm here, calm down honey, I'm here, I'm with you, you're okay" she said in a hurried voice, i looked up to see her, her smile bright, she caressed my back as i broke down in her arms, my body shaking while my mouth was dry as the desert, nausea bubbled up and i doubled over, dry heaving, she coddled me in her arms, whispering sweet nothings and words of affirmation, making me feel better as best as she could in the middle of nowhere of a forest on strange planet, i calmed down after a while, still clinging to her body with my head buried in her neck, what i didn't realize that i was seated in her lap, my labored breathing now even and my hazed mind clearing out, i felt dizzy after such an episode, Trudy's voice was soft as she spoke "are feeling okay now sweetheart?" I stared at her wide eyed, how long has it been? Breaking the eye contact, I looked around, the sky was now dark, the eclipse had fallen, the forest around us glowing, the bioluminescent plants casting soft shades over Trudy's face, making her even more gorgeous in my eyes.

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She helped me stand up after I was sure I wouldn't tumble over myself, but as I straighten up my previous wave of nausea came back with double the force and I bent down emptying my stomach right next to the tree, Trudy held my hair, rubbing her hand down my back as I hurled my stomach's content, when I finally finished my heaving she removed her water pack from her belt, helping me clean up, i was shaking from head to toe as I stuttered again "i- i'm- sorry, i didn't mean-" she cut me of kissing me on the forehead as she said against my hair "it's okay, darling, it's not your fault, just calm down, I'm here now, I know" she gently pulled me in for a hug, pressing another kiss on my hair, thankfully I had no vomit on my clothes so that was a relief, i melted in her embrace letting myself relax in her arms, pulling away from the hug she asked "are you feeling good enough to walk?" I nodded, not trusting my voice at the moment, so we both began our walk forward in the illuminated forest in hopes to find the lab.

We walked for hours , exploring the forest, i showed her many sights and creatures from afar, i didn't even feel how the time went by, with her by my side I felt safe, her presence calming my Brain down and I was sure a search party was sent for us by now but it'd be hours before they find us, Trudy had her arm around my waist, her other holding my hand, intertwining our fingers together, the sample case lost long ago when I ran away so now we had to make another trip for collection but that was an afterthought, first we needed to reach the lab to even register it being lost. After a lot of walking and complaining for my side we stumbled upon a cave, deciding this was better than sleeping under the open sky, Trudy went in first checking the cave out, at the end of examination we settled inside, Trudy kept her gun aside, coming to my side as we used our body heat, time passed by and soon rain started to drizzle down, blowing cold Breeze inside the cave.

As we sat together, our stomachs rumbling for food but we both didn't pack anything as we didn't discuss being lost with an ikran chasing us. I leaned my head on her shoulder, minutes passed before she asked "what happened?" I looked at her confused, then she elaborated "when you saw the ikran, why did you run away?" I looked down feeling embarrassed but she hooked a finger under my chin, making me look at her, i sighed remembering the events of the accident, i took a deep breath before I spoke –

** I sat with Myra and Ezra them beside me in the Samson, we were ordered to collect the specimens this time and being a little more advanced than them i was elected as the incharge of the trip, grace couldn't come on this one because of the meeting she had with Parker, Kyle was our armed escort and James was the one flying us towards the undiscovered section, i was jumping in my seat from excitement, this is my first trip as incharge, anyone would be excited, Myra and Ezra were here for research as they completed their 5 years long course to join us, the chopper gilded without a problem, cutting its way to the dropping point, wind blew through my hair, i closed my eyes enjoying the sensation, gripping my seatbelt, taking a deep breath, i sighed but my peaceful state for broken when we jolted as something impacted on the side of the samson, i whipped my head, staring in horror as I saw Ezra's head being ripped of by jaws bigger than I've ever seen, Myra screamed as Ezra's blood sprayed on us, the chopper was pivoted around and my body bent at an odd angle, a loud roar made it clear that it was no other than the great leonopteryx.

i screamed when we were bashed into a mountain side, the beast poking it's head in, when the creature saw Myra, it wasted no time before she was taken away, her blood left on me and the seat she sat in, my mind blaring, Kyle immediately unhooked my seatbelt but before I could do anything, the chopper was slammed again and my foot slipped, Kyle tried to grab me , James was screaming to get the parachutes but it was all drowned in the air that rushed passed my ears as I plummeted to the ground, the trees and bushes softening my fall, i laid on the forest floor while I watched our Samson 029 burst into flames, killing the remaining of the passengers while the beast flew away with roar, the flames bruning it's skin, it's trail so Swift as if it didn't just kill my whole crew, tears welled in my eyes but i couldn't move, my body in too much pain from the fall, i laid there was hours before the RDA tracked me down by the comms, i was admitted in the ICU ward for over a month while I healed, that accident branded itself in my mind , a day i could neve forget, there was a mourning period held for Myra, Ezra, Kyle and James but i was so guilt stricken, i couldn't bare to attend it. From that moment on, it took me a year and a half before I went on an exploration again.**

Trudy was struck when I finished, of course she knew about the incident but to hear it from me? It was horrifying, new batch of tears ran down my cheeks as I recalled the memory again, she heaved me in her arms and I cuddled closer to her for warmth, my body ran cold while her's felt like a furnace, a comfortable silence taking over, i scooted near her even more, her chuckled reverberated in the cave at my movements and I looked up at her squinting my eyes "what?! I'm cold!" She just laughed even more at that and kissed my forehead before saying "No, not that, I'm so proud of you, i couldn't have taken this anywhere nearly as good as you did, thank fucking god you made out alive" she laughed again nuzzling her face in the side of my face, i couldn't help but stare at her laugh lines, my mind going silent asbi mulled over her compliments, i exhaled in relief, her smile lighting up my mood, her laugh so sweet I wanted to bottle it up and listen it was hours but by then I was brought out of my thoughts as she stared back at me, blood rushed to my cheeks, her eyes held a softness i couldn't ignore, i tilled my head knowing exactly what was going on in her mind, just then she leaned in slightly, her breath fanning over my lips, i couldn't take it anymore and connected them finally, her lips soft as clouds, making me melt against her, after what felt like days but were mere seconds, i pulled back gasping for air and so did she, i laughed, it felt surreal, i was kissing Trudy chacon and she was kissing me back! She looked at me once and before laughing herself, not wasting i pulled her in for another kiss, smashing my lips on hers.

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We were still stuck in the cave, the rain now pouring down, cutting of any chances of the RDA searching for us in this kind of weather, but we made the most out of it, she was on top of me, kissing down my jaw and neck, leaving a line of hickies in its wake, my hands in her hair, arms around her neck, while she worked on me, her lips connecting with mine again, dragging her tongue over my bottom lip, requesting for entrance, i let her inn, her tongue immediately dominated mine, swiping over it, i moaned in the kiss, her hands roamed down to my shorts when a crack of lightning boomed through the air and we both stopped looking outside, staring at each other again we both laughed, she fell beside me near the entrance, as we wheezed, chuckling like mad heads, my laughter came to a stop as i yawned, today's exhaustion dawning over me, she yawned too and i cuddled into her side, her arm being my makeshift pillow while her other arm draped over my waist lugging me close, i sighed shifting in a comfortable grip, my eyes dropping close and sleep lulled me into a peaceful slumber. The best sleep I had in a while too, I guess being lost in the forest wasn't so bad afterall…

A/n : some scenes in this had me kicking my feet and shit, i love her so much, please request more of her, she's so freaking amazing omggggg, she shouldn't have died 😭😭 Bring her back please, I need more Trudy content!!!

Yawne : @fanboyluvr, @callmeoncette, @lu-the-ghost-reader, @brisbrisket, @saltedcoffeescotch, @ducks118, @itscheybaby, @jackiehollanderr, @zoetrope1997, @yeosxxx, @persefolli, @im-in-a-pansexual-panik, @theycallmesia, @elijangwifey, @erosthefae, @murderbirbdany, @killua2dot0, @ilovechickenwings, @kylobensgirl, @darling-imobsessed, @majathepapaya, @sweetirilly, @reinap06, @neteyamforlife, @thatgirljas13, @totesnothere04.

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[loaksky]

Hello love, I'm so so happy for youuuu, i saw your 1k follower post and now this!!!! Ahhh I'm so happy, you really deserve this for your hard work, and i saw some angst prompts i can't decide between 19, 32, 33, 38, 42, and 48 with like neteyam, lo'ak or Jake, like cheats on the reader, Like they were forced into a marriage or something? Yeah no comfort, I'm in a sad era rn, i need some heartbreak 😭🤌🏼 and again a very hearty congratulations 🎉👏🏼🫶🏼💙

fourth installment for the party; thank you for participating !

jake sully x fem omatikaya!reader, angst w an open ending, prompts 32 + 42, wc: 1046

not typically fond of the whole 'neytiri's sister' trope, but tried to do something a little different and i think it works well enough in this case !

It’d always been like this, the burden of the clan’s future on your shoulders, yet the eclipse of your younger sister’s shadow looming like a snuffing darkness. You’d been born out of obligation, Neytiri born of pure desire, and out of all the things that graced the small moon to intensify this gnawing feeling, you hadn’t expected it to be the clumsy dreamwalker who stumbled upon your village. 

Jake Sully was a peculiar thing and, even more peculiar, you were tasked with showing him the way of the Omatikaya despite having other pressing duties to tend to. So as the sun sits high at its peak in the blue skies, until it disappears and shrouds Pandora in the glowing luminescence of the moon’s heartbeat, you toil with blood, sweat, and tears to make sure that Jake Sully won’t disappoint you or your people. 

But the biggest disappointment doesn’t come from Jake, though. It comes from you. Because try as you might to separate your duties from the ministrations of your temperamental heart, you fall hard. Can’t help it when Jake doesn’t make you feel the pressure your parents and the villagers do. When he makes you giggle, makes you forget that you’re doing this out of requirement. Especially so when his fingers brush yours and your skin lights like livewire beneath a cool surface. 

Jake Sully makes you feel and you begin to wonder if you’re willing to give in and lay yourself bare at the expense of everything you’ve worked hard for since you can remember. 

So when Jake tells you that your father and mother want him to choose a woman to solidify his place in the tribe, it makes your stomach lurch like the waves of the relentless ocean. There are women, far and wide, who fawn over the newcomer. Whisper the most decent and indecent things about your Jake. 

But most importantly, Neytiri is among those eyes, the quietest of those whispers because if there’s anything she hates more, it’s the idea of crossing her beloved older sister. Of taking away yet another thing that dangles just within your reach. 

“Have you chosen?” you ask with bated breath, stoking the dying fire at the center of the tent. 

Jake blinks at you like you’re stupid, a silent gaze that asks if you’ve been experiencing the same things that he has over the course of months flooded with an overwhelming yearn for you. 

“I have,” he opts to say, swallowing down the knot of fear that wedges at the base of his throat. He moves the smallest of spaces closer, pinky finger reaching for your own as he watches the flames cast harsh shadows over the soft contours of your stoic face. 

You nod once, a long stretch of silence making the ache in Jake’s chest pinch tenfold. 

“You’re not going to ask me who?” he asks quietly. 

“Should I?” you reply, fixing the final pieces of your bravado into place. 

He blinks once, twice, in disbelief. 

“Don’t make me feel like I imagined this whole thing,” he pleads softly. 

You want to be selfish, want to push yourself into his arms, want to whisper against his lips that of course he hadn’t imagined this whole thing. That if you didn’t have your whole world on the line, that you wouldn’t think twice about giving yourself to him, of taking him as he is. 

“Perhaps you have,” is all you say, shifting to settle a sizable distance between you two. 

He’s incredulous, speaking to cover the sounds of his breaking heart. 

“I think I…,” Jake trails off. “I know that I’m falling in love with you. And I also know that you feel it, too.” 

You scoff out a humorless laugh, unable to meet his gaze because you know you’ll crack. 

“There are hundreds of other women you could set your sights on, Jake,” you say flatly. “Why me?” 

“Why not you?” he argues shakily. “I don’t care about other women, and maybe I’m being presumptuous, but I also don’t care about your sister.” 

That makes you look. 

It means that he’s noticed. He’s noticed that the same way he yearns for you, Neytiri yearns for him. It makes it burn all the more, that you’ll always be his first choice despite having to put an end to whatever this is between the two of you. 

“I have a duty to this clan, Jake,” you say, feeding more fuel to the fire. “My future has already been mapped out and you are not a part of it.” 

His face falls, ears flattening as he jerks away like he’s been burned. 

“I should’ve…” He shakes his head. “I should’ve already known I wasn’t good enough.”

Your eyes shake with tears, scalding as the flames start to lick the edges of the enclosure. Of all the things Jake could be in your book, good enough would always be one of them. 

“Don’t say that,” you whisper. “It’s not like that. It’s just–” 

“Then tell me what I did wrong!” he hoarses, chest heaving. “What’s wrong with me?” 

Your lips twitch into a frown and you hiccup as Jake unravels before you. You reach a trembling hand towards him, but he’s drawing farther and farther away from you. 

“I’ve been trying so hard,” he shudders, standing to tower above you. “To make you see that this is all for you. And I’d be a damned liar if I said that I went into this with the purest of intentions, but you made me fall for you. You made me want to be a better man for you.” 

The first tear slips and you’re dashing it away angrily. 

“Jake–” 

“I’ve fucked up a lot of things in my life, but I’m just now finding something actually worth living for,” he swallows. “So please, just be with me and let me live.” 

You’re blinking away the sheen that glosses over your eyes and pools at your waterline. 

He watches you with desperate eyes, watches as your fists clench and you sniffle over the roar of the crackling fire. It burns nearly as much as he does for you, but when you don’t meet his gaze, or make no moves to follow him after he leaves, he gets his answer. 

neng © 2023

[pearlof-dawn]

having a brainrot about pandalily omg with trans lily because she's my queen I love her. I'm 100% writing her like that

I'm so excited to write this fic I've already found the name : 'no grave can hold my body down (I'll crawl home to her)'

the main focus will be on regulus' and pandora's quest to destroy the horcruxes in their 7th year after taking up the roles as spies for the order to protect everyone.

we will also see a lot of andromeda black because I find her story incredible (running away to live with her muggle husband as one of the heiress of the black family is just 🤌) and because I need to explore the black sisters dynamic for my own entertainment.

I'm thinking about introducing mary very later on with pandalily but I need to explore her character alone first I think because she has to have the spotlight.

I want remus and peter to have a thing going on during their 4th year so so bad like not extremely serious maybe but in my head They Had A Thing, even though we will have wolfstar endgame. I also came across sybill x peter and got sucked in so I might plan that a bit as well

POPPY AND MINERVA !!!!! THAT'S IT THAT'S ALL I LOVE THEM. THEY HAVE A HOUSE TOGETHER. I KNOW IT I'M THEIR CARPET

lily won't be the only trans character, as regulus will also be a trans guy and sirius will probably be genderfluid !

also jegulus ofc my love, because I need them to live happily in a cottage they renovated all by themselves after all of this shit will be done

I almost forgot to mention dorlene. so much dorlene as much as I'll be able to fit

this will obviously be a canon divergent fic where a lot of people survive although it will have quite a lot of angst (I just know I'll go feral with the black brothers and sisters)

[fanfiction-blep]

Hey so you just posted this thing with the iPhone background could you maybe upload the one with the skull and the pandora picture I kinda wanna take this for my background now

The skull picture 😘🤌🏻

Absolutely! I was so happy the find the skull it goes perfect with the Quaritch pic. And the Pandora pic I’m so so that it doesn’t fit just right…

So glad to help! ❤️

[here2bbtstrash]

I wanted to comment on your justified anger for JITB not getting the love it deserves. I’ve been listening to Arson and More since they came out but hadnt listened to the whole album until today. Every single track is great. The audacity of them making physical copies for Bad Decisions but not JITB?!? What in the fresh hell was the thought process behind that? Pandora’s Box is just so 💋🤌 I DEMAND JUSTICE FOR OUR HOPE!! Sorry if i rile you up again but…I felt compelled after listening to the album.

MALLORY PLS I NEVER DON'T WANT TO BITCH ABT HOBI BEING DONE DIRTY ON HIS ALBUM LMAO

honestly 😩 it's such a flawless body of work and i'm even a little mad that i feel like we as army in general don't talk abt it enough! i just!!!! stop? equal sign? what if? safety zone? future???? fucking hell 🫠🫠🫠

sdfjlskdfj now i have to go loop it while i finish this LDOMLT scene so thank u for your service 🥲 friendly reminder to everyone to go stream JITB bc it's just as good as you remember it (or better !!) 💜

[anauro]

3 things about this chapter :

1. lily, pandora and xeno? i love it such great representation for throuples 💕💕

2. SHAWN MENDES EKEKDKNFJFJE BEST FCKING THING EVER thought it was just for joking when you mentioned it here 😭 what a star our reggie, being bring home by the guy who sings about his ex 💀 (hope shawn will make a song about reggie and jamie)

3. reg knows how to do business, the deal for touching james’ abs? genius ����🏻

Hiya!

1. I’m so glad you liked them ♥️. Pandalily has been on my mind since about January and Xeno was a recent addition, but I haven’t seen many poly ships other than Jegulily or Rosestarchaserkiller, so thought I’d give it a go!

2. I already have an idea for another Shawn Mendes appearance. It was suggested to me and then approved by yaz, so high chances of it happening!

3. Reg’s superpower is getting hot men to do his shit for him ❤️‍🔥. First he gets Shawn Mendes to get him chippies and carry him home, then he gets James to basically be his personal maid. It’s not like James was particularly hard to persuade, but still: those cheekbones and slutty little waist have powers 🕺🏼💃🏼

[licncourt]

Your headcanons are so on point! 🤌🏻

Could you do the rest of the gang? If you have any takes ofc ❤️

Totally!! I just did Lestat and Armand for other asks, so I'll take this opportunity to ramble about Daniel and Marius with a few others thrown in!

Like Armand and the girls, Daniel has "coffee dates" with Louis that are just walks around the park to vent about their unglued SO's. Lestat and Armand support group

Gabrielle gets pulled over for speeding almost daily but she just eats the cop that pulls her over. She's an internationally wanted serial killer because she can't be bothered to clean up after herself

Maharet sometimes swaps her eyeballs out in front of others just to see the reaction. It ranges from open gagging to such intense focus on acting cool that they start sweating a little

Marius is in a turf war with local delinquents. They keep spraying rude graffiti on his public murals and he keeps fixing them. It goes on for months at a time

Daniel likes to show Marius and Louis weird shit on the internet like goatse and Jerma and MLP grimdark. It's like that meme about giving a medieval peasant sour patch kids. (He showed Lestat Cocomelon and he had to be physically pulled away from it. He wasn't blinking)

Pandora has been involved in every wave of feminism in one way or another and is directly responsible for starting women's lib movements all over the world

I'm a Gabrielle x Jesse truther. That's the headcanon

Marius REALLY likes courtroom television and old people game shows. He yells at the screen like a suburban dad watching football

Daniel only trusts Lestat with his bestie Louis like 35%, but he's too terrified to do anything but smile and nod. ("He's just Some Guy, Daniel. You're scared of a blonde twink in varsity shorts? You're scared of a Frenchman??" -Armand)

Khayman gets really excited about shit like tourist traps and novelty shops. Without much memory of the past and with his multi-millennia nemesis Akasha defeated, he is literally just vibin 24/7 and living it up. Sometimes Marius tries to talk to him about philosophy or history or something, but he's busy with his weenie whistle

+ an angsty one that I think I want to write a full meta on later:

Daniel's addiction didn't magically go away when he was turned. He's "relapsed" several times since then by seeking out drunk mortals to feed on. It's always hard for him

[secretly-small]

SAME! The proportions are just 🤌 Like, Pandora’s giant vegetation? Yes, please!

i’m going to see the new avatar tonight & i maintain that avatar is g/t.

also i’m vibrating